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nonomives · 1 year
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Final post of the dayyyyy
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selamat-linting · 5 months
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indo lit rant under the cut
the thing about sastra wangi as a genre is that it really is just another way to shoehorn all of literature written by women in the same box. they argue its not just the women pen name but its because the feminist undertones and the tendency to straddle the line between cheap shock value and meaningful exploration when it comes to writing about female sexuality.
tapi ya, youre a clown if youre putting saman and catatan hati seorang istri in the same genre. memang ada tema-tema keperempuanan tapi kesamaannya itu aja! hell you can even argue catatan hati is actually somewhat anti feminist with its religious perspective on gender and marriage. chapter (aku lupa klo gasalah di buku ke empat kah ke tiga ini?) dimana si nadia ini interview seorang laki-laki soal urusan poligami itu bener-bener masuk ke ranah "yah laki memang gitu mau di gimanain lagi orang udah dari sana nya". itu bukan feminis njir. but like, thats not a discourse i want to get into right now. but this brings me to my next point, that a lot of the religious romance books shoehorned into the sastra wangi ghetto is not sexual at all. paling parah ya, itu ada adegan si protagonis di lepas hijabnya pelan-pelan sama suaminya habis nikah. rambutnya keliatan, di elus, terus si mba nya di kecup di kepala, baru mereka solat zuhur. the end. horny darimana??????
even the so called "shockingly sexual" sastra wangi books aren't that horny? like, they do talk about sex, but i dont feel like its self indulgent the way sastra wangi is framed by some literary critics. it doesnt seem like the author actually enjoyed the bits of smut theyre writing. take for example, cerpen mereka bilang saya monyet (not the movie!), the sex are only implied and mentioned, and is a way for the characters to degrade themselves. the protagonist is dehumanized as she is looked down upon even though they fucked with her just like the others, she's just self aware about it. you can even say its prude-ish? compare this with a whole lot of books written by men where the sexual undertones in their plots serves more of a gratituous eye candy for the author.
and finally, there are great books that is technically in line with sastra wangi's original definition but since its written by a man, they didnt label it as sastra wangi. another example im bringing in is tuhan izinkan aku jadi pelacur. they discuss religion, sex and gender almost like a brilliant fusion of the smutty social realism side and religious romance side of sastra wangi put together. but its just labeled as a plain ol' social critique book. im pretty sure a lot of feminist sastra wangi novels and cerpen are all poignant social critique on their own right. why are they cloistered one with the religious romances and bodice ripper novels?
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kermitmentality · 2 years
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my friends are literally the best 
i was down in the basement with my sis and brother watching harry potter
and my sis goes up twice but i don’t question it
then i get a call from my friend and she says that they texted my sister to bring my blades to the front door and they drove over and picked them up.
bc i’m going to a jesus camp which was v bad for me last time and i almost  killed myself after bc of how triggering and stupid it was (forced by my parents) and they know i might try to sh there
so yah they went thru all that
they’re literally so sweet like idec but i was in shock like ahhhh they’re the best
funniest part is that my sis only knew abt my scissors and razor blades, so i still have my blades from pencil sharpeners and a box cutter LOL
but i asked them to come back and i talked to them a bit lollll bc my prents aren’t home
my parents hate them bc they’re liberal and obviously gay and have had mental health issues also
but they’re the best i love them so much im so lucky
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midnightsorrowsworld · 7 months
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Dream Journal 5/11/23
Last night i got a fuzzy dream with a lot if scene but im sure if those scene were linked each other.
First scene, out of the blue i was spooning with willy. I lay my head on his chest, we make out, kissing and hugging. I miss him so much and he looks like the same, we talked about what happened and saling meminta maaf. He told me about his girl friend and he said "Let's book a room at batu tonight and spent a quality time together" and i noded and kiss him softly. After that he asked my parents (my dad still alive) permission to go out. I bit confused in this part because im not sure, we will heading to school /campus or we will go hiking (at night?)
Long story short, we were arrived at campus /acara. It kinda fuzzy, but as i remember i kept holding willy's gand and wont away from him. I looking at him smile, laughed happily with his friends. I miss him so much i guess. He wore green army shirt(kotak2) with his favourite hat. The next it kinda blurry but i will wrote it right away yah.. while willy having fun with his friends, i wandering arround and suddenly the scenery were i on the queue line to shake hands with some officers. And i got a lot of envelopes (you know lah isinya apa, kayanya ak keinget pas lagi kerja di mabes) then i go back to willy and beforeni met him i on a queuenline again to grab us some water. Blurry blurry blurry and then we decided to go home. We holding hand to parking lot, we have quick kisses and hug a lot while we walked, we were so in love and miss each other.
The scenery when we heading to parking lot like we're in forest, the path were tanah ters jalannya ga rata. Wildan kesusahan buat keluarin motor karena jalannya naik turun dan motor dia vespa putih gading, tukang parkirnya nyuruh dia mundur biar pas turun ke jalan gampang(motornya madep depan, ga jalan mundur) karena emang jlannya sempit. Terus wildan nyerah karna gabisa keluarin motor, terus aku nyabar2in dia dan bantuin dia buat keluarin motornya dan berhasil. Pas mau jalan, tukang parkirny nhingetin buat belok knanjangan ke kiri kalo mau kenarah hotel kita, karena jalannya lagi apaa gitu. Tp jalan yg di kasih tau pak parkir itu muter, akhirnya kita decided buat belok kanan aja.. di scene itu aku pake baju sabrina putihku, rada dingin tapi aku bilang ke wildan kalo aku bawa jaket .. jadi gausa khawatir.
Pas mau ke hotel tiba2 tidurku keganggun, karna tiba2 jendela kamarku ada yg gedor dongg pas ak cek jam 3.30 , aku ga takut tapi bete asli soalnya ganggu mimpi:") akhirnya ak tidur lagi berharap mimpinya lanjut.
Tapi the next scenery was aku d gangguin sekuin buat diajakin maen terus :'3 akhirnya ak maen sama dia while wildan hang out sama temennya, tp ak madih keliatan dia jadi kita literally gamau kepisah jauh
Blur lagi scene nya karna jam 6 kebangun ganti pembalut lol, aku lanjutin mimpinya berharap ketemu willy lagi:") tp scene nya ganti, mimpi della punya laptop baru bagus, tpuch screen trs dia cerita kalo dia minta tolong ke baharudin buat buka pdf dia (yg isinya penting) karna ada kodenya, trs kayanya mereka balikan tp ak diem aja dan bilang haruse baharudin gabolehbtau passcode pdfnya, abis itu kl ada della berarti ya stalking :') aku mimpi bobol masuk twitternya willy pake email dia dan passwotnya ternyata kaya yg dulu , rada takut.. pas aku liat twitternya isinya normal gaada tweet sama si elda itu (asli aku deg2an banget dan takut banget) ga ngerti aku cari apa tapi twitternya normal.
Akhirnya aku bangun karna ketakutan.
Finn
Oh allah i wish this dream come true, i wish he heading back to me, we will together and marry. We may be seperate but when we togehter we being the best version of us to love each other more better. I hold him so tight because i know i only could hug him by dreaming:(
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extenler · 9 months
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I know im so late to come here now, but still, i wanna say/write it to you. As a reader, aku akan tetep seneng baca Falling walaupun scene joroknya gak ada, karena selama masih jadi au on going pun yg ku lihat sebagai pembaca, cerita daniel niki tuh lebiiiih dari sekedar scene "panasnya" mereka, kil. Seneng banget liat character developmentnya daniel yg selama ini jadi orang paling serius, emosian dan tertutup di The 1995, kayak gak pernah loosen' up gitu, pas ketemu niki jadi berwarna hidupnya dia, dan kita pembaca seneng liat ini, bukan sekedar si "hottie bunny" part aja. Semangaat kil, sehat2 teruuuus ya ✨️✨️
i just woke up and see this 🥺 thank you so much ya! aku tau kok ada banyak yang sayang mereka karena ceritanya atau karena karakternya mereka yang nyangkut bgt di kalian and i’m so grateful for that 🩶 km juga semangat dah sehat sehat selalu yah!!!
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caruliaa · 2 years
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hiii omggg i need too sleeeepp because i wanted to wake up early tmrw (early as in not like noon lmaoooo) . but ykw maybe i magically will anyway who knows!!!! so well i wanted to say that vcing today was sooooo much funnnn!!! i loved watching with you and i loved loved loved chatting and injust love being with you hearinf your voice so very much!!!!! itse such a wonderful thing just as beinf friends with you is a wonderful thing :] and it comes along w so many wonderful things like mowing with you and hearinf you talk and seeing things you create and knowing just how amazing you are and how thoughtful and considerate and i just!!!! really do love beinf friends with you so much!!! and i want you to know im here for you and that i care sm about you and also omggg good luck on ur continued art exam stuff!!!!! yah i love youuu i love you ilyy (hugs you!!!! if you wanna!!!!💕💕❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💕❤️💕❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💕💕💕💕💕)
ough ur so os v sweet mx !!!! ;; i had so so much fun vcing together too omgi hope you know like it rly rly was so lovellie watching tgp 2gether and hanging out and talking nd hearing ur voice it rly was mx !!! like so so fun and amazing just like it always is to call w u mx and im soso glad its the smae 4 u bc like i rly rly wanna make you happy so it rly rly does make me so so happy tht i can esp like. just by talking w u nd spending time w u like. tht makes me rly so so glad so yea :'> nd oughh mx ur so os sweet i hope u know it is such a ownderful thing 2 me 2 b firends with you to it rly rly is esp bc your such a wonderful amazing person who is si kind nd charming nd funny nd talented nd loveable nd ur such such such a wonderful friend who cared for me sm nd is soos thoughtful nd kind to mee and i just feel so so so lucky 2 b friends w u mx i lry rly hope you know like you mean so os so so much to me and im soos glad to have u in my life nd i hope u know tht im always here 4 u too nd rly rly do love and care for you so os so much mx i lry rly do :'> i love you so so so so much so so v much *hugs you back so so os v much if you want !!!* 💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💕💕💕💕💕💕
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orphankin · 9 months
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my friend hosted a bad fanfic drinking night so I wrote this specifically for that. please don't think this is genuine or that this is how I write. I will explode. anyway it's about Solas and the Herald of Andraste
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Hi! :3 im the future best writier in America! I don say the world because of rr martin teehee. Heres a little something bive been workin on :) its about solas in high school! au. I don’t really know that much about him as a character but hes got like that dad teacher vibe goin on so I wanted to know what hed be like if he was son student instead! Here is is , my masterpiece
Soals: this isn’t my first day in high school, just so you now. Im actually in my third year, so ive prety much got this down pat. Every high school has its clicks. Weve got the mages and the red crystals that walk around. They’re scaryi on the football team. Weve got French club and the guildmaskers . hell theres even at emple just aross the way. But most importantly we have the herald of andy. Theyre sooooooo dreammy ~~~ every time thy walk pasty me int he hallway, I nearly FAITN . everyones had a hrush on them since forever but today is the day I make my move ,’;)
Salas: hey hot stuff hows it goin?
Hearld of andy: woah isn’t that a bit forward?
Solas: oh sorry itsj ust that youre on fire so I wanted mto make sure youre ok
Herald of andy: omg am i? -screams_ holy shit thanks for telling me im glad I put that out
Solas: yeah im glad youre safe! But maybe I should come over to ours later to make sure youre eally oka?
Herald of andy: um well imsupposed to have football practice after school
Soals: yeah but like youre prefect so I mean. Do you really need to practice?
Herald of any: oh I guess youre right@ ill meet you atmy place then/
Saolas: hell yah babey cant wait! *kissy fasce*
~~~
Back at their palce
Solas: omg your castle si sooo nice thanks for having me over
Herals of andy: yeah no problem
Soals: so let me check on that wound, hot stuff
Herald of andy: oh yeah! -removes jacket-
Soals: so youre just a litle singed on the jacken here but I need ot see yhour skin so make sure
Herald of andy: oh~ okay -blushes- -takes off shirt-
Solas: wow youre so warm. Maybef rom the burn
Sherald of andy: and youre like greally cold _gassps- at finger touches fromc old
Solas: if only I had someone who caould wrap something around me to be less cold -shivers-
Herald of andy: I mean my cloths are right there..
Solas: hee hee oh ya ok thanks! -peace sign fingers-I don’t know actually if this isenough im relaly cold -shivers but pretend this time-
Herald of andy: oh I mean I guess I can get closer . for the inspection too right?
Solas: omg yasss pelase do -puppy dog eyes-
Herald of andy: -puts check on bald tattood head_ actually this is really nice maybe? Do you tihnk?
Solas: yes omg I feel like im everything you need, do you tink? – casts spell-
Herald of andy: woah ! what speell dod you jsut cast?
Solas: oh uh iltll help you on the test omorrow! Tee hee
Herald of andy: oh I guess that s liek really cind of you actually omg thank you I was worred taht I wasn’t conna do well tomororow
Solas: well ic an help you sudy too your hormwork if you dlike?
Herald of andy: oh sure! Its in m room tho, I don’t know if that’s like weird or anything
Solas: -blushes- blushes ahah no its okay! Im already in your cloths so like whatver you know?
Herald of andy:hee hee -picks up solas and takes in to room- alryugiht! Heres it is. Do you oike?
Solas: omg its so spaceous, and what  a big bed you have!
Herald of andy: omg are you like a wolf or something? Aha grandma jokes
Solas: -bluishes- I mean I am wearing your clothes
Herald of andy: well we should fix that then shouldn’t we
-both start takin goff each others cloths and panting real hard-
Hearld of andy: are you sure you didn’t cast like a horny hot dog spell on me?
Solas: if I did, do you mind now?
Hardl of andy: oh I guess not, I just really need you inside me rn
o.O fade to black yuckkos!!!!!
~~~
Next day at wcool:
Solas; hey! Herald of andy! Omg last nigthw as so fun
Herald of andy: -is with friend group- um who are you?
Solas: we uh -whispers- did the nasty last night?
Herald of andy: uh I don’t remember anything about yesterday. Im gonna go now
Solas: shit! I think I made that spell too strong, they don’t remember antyhing abotu yesterday. But our special night! I guess ill just hve to di t again
_finds herald of andy in the lucnh room-
Solas: so uh youre one fire
Herald of andy: no I don’t think I am
Solas: -casts a spell- no like you are
Hearld of handy: um why is my jacket so cold
Solas: -shiti wrong seplle!- uh I mean I could wamr that oup for you if youd let me wear it later tonight -wink-
Hearld of andy: sorry I have tennis practice
Solas: aren’t you the best tho?
Hearld of andy: not in tennis! Only if football
Solas: well ahwat if we played frotball instead?
Herald of andy: um that sounds gross I coulld never play frottball with you
Solas: we’ll see baout that – winks-
-later at tennis court-
Solas: wow! Look at hour strong they are! I wish I woas that ball – blushes- oh their strong arms could do som uch to me! -cheers herald of andy on- whoo hoo go yeah!hit that thang!
-after rpacetice-
Herald of andy: wow it was actually so nice taht you came to practice omg thank you, no one else cheers for me even tho iave got a lof of friends
Solas: ill always be there for you bb
Herald of andy: hey do you cthink you can warm of me jacket for me?
Solas: oh totally! -grans hold tightly-
Hearld of andy: oh haha I meant back at my ;ace ;p
Solas: -blushes- ok~~
-at hearsld of andy house again-
Heralds of adny: -picks up solas- ive got you now bitch.
Salas: is chocking- whats the fuck?
Hewarld of andy: I asked me frinds what happened yesterfday and they said that I skipped football practice for some tiny little eplf dweeb. What did yo u do to me! Why cant I remember?
Solas: we sahred a really spaceal ngith together ok? You really enjoyed yoruself and said youy wanted more!
Herald of andy: then why don’t I remember it! Why would you make me forget it! No you’ve got too fair! -atatacks-
Soals: woah… the full puwer of the herald! – cums-
Herarld of andy: oh my maker fucki! Tahts groosss!!
Solas: are you sure you don want to play frotball? Now?
Fade to black~~~
 ~~~
Beginin=g of sendior year
Salas: hey herald of andy..
Herald of andy: what do you could passibly want?
Solas: I juwast wanting to tell you that
Herald of andy: I DON’T WANT TO HEAR IT -they said while being loud-
Solas: -says while bing quite- im pregnant..
Herald of andy: what?? That’s not how frotoball works you can t be pregsnat
Solas: well I just am ok??? And……………………………… I miss you
Herald of adny: I don’t think that s my problem actually
Solas: - starts crying-
Andy: herald, what are you doing?
Herald of andy: andy?????? I thought your voice went out and that’s why you sent me to high school cause you couldn’t talk cause you’re voice went out??
Andy: thatw as last year herald but im back now and you better talke care of that kid in solass belly
Herald of andy: again tahtws not how frottdogging works like he cannot be pregnant. He just cannot be anywhere close tot hat state of mind of or body like don’t test me or ill sotp being your hearld
Andy: well I don’t need you anywmore anwyay cause my voice went back in babey so you know what im gonna do? Im gonna be the pasrent you referuse to be. Come to me solas
Solas: yes daddy 0runs into arms crying-
Andy: me and my boy girlfriend soals are gonna take a trip to Canada for our honeymoon and youre NOT INVITED
Herald of andy: well im gonna go marry football nd YOURE NOT INVITED
Andy: well were gonna play frotball and its bonna be so much better than you gould ever
Herald of andy: ew in front of the child? Ew
Solas: its not like theyre here yet!!! Stfu byu the maker fuck
Herald of andy: -is making out with a football-
Andy: -grabs solas and burst thoruight the ceiling flying away to quebic-
Football: -cries, is incomfortbale-
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mybiasisexo · 4 years
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a rant or whatever 
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#so my cousin and I got in a semi argument the other night#she has a bf which is fine#like I genuinely am happy for her like go off sis!!!#but something that's been happening lately is that she will be hanging out with me and then he comes and they chill for a bit#and then suddenly they'll just be like 'bye' and leave#leaving me alone#I would say this is ditching it feels like ditching to me anyways#so#on Sunday she randomly put her shoes on to go to his place#and im not stupid#I knew she would be leaving soon cause she was on her phone like. im not stupid!!!!#so I was like 'oh you're leaving?'#and she's like yah#and I told her that I wish she would give me a heads up when shes going to ditch me#and she got defensive and was like 'well im an adult I don't have to tell you everything'#which is so ugly like she was obviously not really hearing what I was asking like I dont need a play by play but like if I am involved yes#it would be considerate to lmk when you are leaving so I know Im going to end the night alone??? am I asking for too much??#anyways that was Sunday and the past couple days we've been like playing nice#but girl...#what I got from that conversation is make it so that that situation doesn't come up#and the only way I know to do that is to not hang out with them anymore#so...im not#lmao yes its petty#but like you want to be 'an adult'???#then ill just treat you like a roommate then#so you dont have to worry about it#also I think im going out this weekend#and imma just text her and be like 'im not coming home pls take out the dog'#and when shes like 'what you doing??'#imma reply 'im an adult so I dont have to tell you'
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drwcn · 3 years
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follow up to [post] exploring the crack au if lwj was a girl 
〒▽〒 ps im not trying to erase canon lwj representation, not at all, wangxian is mm in all my other fics, this is just stupid fun
in a ceteris paribus situation aka all other things staying equal: 
1) Lan Wangji 100% still has a resting bitch face, which probably would get her a couple of “Lan-er-guniang 美若天仙 (beautiful as an immortal/goddess) but would benefit from smiling more” comments but nobody is that desperate to die yet so, she’s spared. But damn... imagine the sheer number of thirsty boys who’d try to secure a marriage with LWJ. None of them is good enough for Wangji as far as Lan Xichen is concerned. Okay - maybe in Lan Xichen’s opinion, Nie Mingjue is good enough, but he couldn’t be less interested. I see her as I see Huaisang, Xichen please. 
2) Everything interaction between Lan Wangji and Wei Wuxian in Wei Wuxian’s first life is now 500% more scandalous. 
Exhibit A) Their first meeting at the gates; Jiang Cheng immediately felt his spidey senses tingling.  —“You’d sooner have immortals flying out of your ass than get with someone like her. The second jade of Gusu? The pearl in old man Lan’s eyes? C’mon.”  —“Shut up, A-Cheng.” —“Uh-huh.”  —“Also, she’s not that pretty. Her brother Zewu-jun is much better. There’s a reason he’s ranked first.” WWX is still a disaster bi.  — “LMAO, you? Zewu-jun? Please.” 
Exhibit B) Just because LWJ is a girl does not mean WWX grew more brain cells. 
WWX, straight up to Lan Qiren’s face, “Lan-meimei and I - we’re zhiji.” (he means it like we’re kindred spirits, peas of a pod, etc)  LWJ: *does not deny* Lan Xichen: ⚆_⚆ Lan Qiren: ಠ╭╮ಠ
Exhibit C) Lan Wangji getting drunk the first time. Wei Wuxian knew he crossed a line the minute he invited Lan-er-guniang for a drink. Really, WWX, even for you, this is inappropriate. When Lan Wangji fell face first onto the table, Wei Wuxian knew, he fucked up. “Hey....hey...Lan....Lan...-er-guniang,” He poked her. “Don’t...don’t sleep here! You can’t sleep here! If your Uncle finds out or if Jiang-shushu finds out...they’ll skin me alive and then...and then they’ll make me marry you! I don’t want to marry you; you don’t talk and I’m too young!” 
WWX, being a dipshit, “Hey Lan Zhan, call me Wei-gege.”  LWJ, drunk as fuck, “Wei..gege.”  WWX *((( heart )))* ??? 
Exhibit D) The Cold Pond. Okay, so I don’t think Zewu-jun would sabotage his sister’s virtue by sending a stupid teenage boy her way while she’s bathing, but doesn’t mean Su She is above all that. Wei “I didn’t see anything I swear!” Wuxian. Lan “I will gouge out your eyes.” Wangji. Somehow they still end up in the cave. Maybe WWX got in the water after LWJ got out and got sucked into the vortex and LWJ heard the commotion, turned around, saw WWX had disappeared. “Wei Ying?!” A panicked LWJ jumps back into the pond, “Stop fooling around, come out!” 
Jiang Cheng and Wen Qing 👀👀 when LWJ and WWX fall out of the cave together. Also the fact that Lan-er-guniang and Wei-gongzi went missing, together, for two days. Who knows what could’ve happened. I mean anything really. I mean... that’s gotta stir the pot a little were it not for the Yin Iron stealing everyone’s attention away from this bit of juicy scandal. 
Oh the whole story... so much to work with, so little time. 
3) Because Lan Wangji is a girl, now suddenly there’s a high ranking member of the Lan Clan who can host the girls at Cloud Recesses. I mean, Mianmian, Jiang Yanli, Wen Qing, Lan Wangji - SISTERLY FRIENDSHIP. Other than Mianmian, none of the girls are really talkers which suits Lan Wangji perfectly. Even Mianmian’s chatter is endearing.
4) Lan Wangji is absolutely still a powerhouse during the Sunshot Campaign. The inherent aesthetics of fem!lwj telling the Wen goons to “kneel” - no one will deprive me of this.  Also she will still cut off your arm if you cross her - Xue Yang and Jin Guangyao ya better watch out still. 
I am TORN between two options: Lan Wangji tol and kickass or Lan Wangji smol and kickass. On one hand, the aesthetics of willowy elf-like LWJ, on the other hand, 5′2′’ of whoop ass who can and will throw an unconscious wwx over her shoulder firewoman-style and toll him to safety.  
And amongst other things: 
A) Lan Wangji still becomes Chief Cultivator, because excuse me who else is left to clean up this mess? Jiang “Short-fuse” Wanyin? Nie “I won’t do what I’m not intended to do” Huaisang? Jin “13 year-old” Ling? Or Sect Leader Yao?  Technically, being a woman means that she was never Lan Xichen’s heir, but at the end of it, it’s not like Gusu Lan is left with a lot of choices.  Just the poetic justice of Gusu Lan pleading for Lan Wangji to come back when she fully intends to 隐居山野 (retreat into the mountains) with the resurrected WWX.
Lan Wangji being Chief Cultivator would echo Lan Yi’s tenure and rectify the fact that Gusu Lan’s only female head of family “failed”. Lan Yi had to face a mountain of prejudice because she was woman; someone has to say “up yours” to that. A woman as not only the sect master of Gusu Lan but the Chief Cultivator? Love that for Gusu Lans. (⌐■_■) ☞ ☞
B) Because of ~ sexism ~ I wonder if Lan Wangji would get titled “Hanguang” at all even after the Sunshot Campaign. Even Lan Yi, the SL Lan of her time didn’t have a title. Chances are LWJ won’t either. (Note: Violet Spider is not a title, it’s a moniker). So — say after the way Lan Wangji is still just “Lan-er-guniang”, and she does not obtain the title “Han Guang” until after she leaves Cloud Recesses and become rogue. (srsly how did they come up with these titles in canon, did gusu lan just look at 21 year old lwj and be like yah he’s lord light bearer *cue trevor noah stand up joke* why do you call yourself “great” britain? isn’t that a bit presumptuous? shouldn’t you go around doing good things and then let other people come to the conclusion: oh britain look how great you are? same logic with lwj.) 
Lan Wangji, a Jade of Gusu or a nameless rogue, still goes where trouble is, helping those who need it. After laying low for a year or two to heal, Lan Wangji began night hunting. Donned neck to ankle in white silk and tulle, and a weimao (wide brimmed veil hat) obscuring her face, she became known to the people as Hanguang Sanren, the lightbearing wanderer. Gusu’s highest power probably has some idea who she is - or at least they can guess - but the vast majority of people don’t. 
C) Lan Sizhui raised by rogue Lan Wangji as his mum would be different. Still cultured, respectful, but definitely with an air of keeping others at arm’s length. 
For instance, grown-up Sizhui running interference and saving a cohort of gentry disciples on joint hunts.
Jingyi: 这人谁呀?Who is this guy? Zizhen: 多谢兄台搭救之恩,小可看您眼生,敢问兄台尊姓大名,何门何派,改日当登门拜访. Many thanks for saving us. I don’t believe we’ve met, pray tell what is your name and sect, so we may visit at a later time to thank you for tonight. Sizhui: 在下无门无姓 ,单名思追 。举手之劳不足挂齿 ,怎敢劳烦各位名门子弟答谢。My name is Sizhui, belonging to no family and to no sect. As for tonight - I only did what anyone would; it bears no mentioning and requires no thanks. Jin Ling: 你这人,看你工力不凡,想和你交个朋友,可你怎么遮遮掩掩的。Hey you, we see you’re a talented cultivator and want to make your acquaintance. Why are you so dodge-y? Zizhen:金陵 — Jing Ling - Sizhui: 若是有缘,还会相见。告辞。If it’s fated, we will meet again. Farewell.  
Later:  Jingyi: 思。追。 思追谁?Si. Zhui. To recollect and long for whom?  Sizhui: 母亲的一位故人. Someone from Mother’s past.  Jingyi: 你父亲?...Your father?  Sizhui: 我不知。I don’t know. 
I thought about how cute it would be if sizhui and jin ling knew each other but guys...Jiang Cheng literally thinks he killed Sizhui’s biological father. Like he literally thinks he orphaned Sizhui before Sizhui is even born. And Lan Wangji would never accept anything from Jiang Wanyin, not that it would stop Jiang Wanyin from trying. 
A package of books here, a new robe for Sizhui there. Lan Wangji doesn’t know how Jiang Cheng keeps finding her. She and Sizhui are nomadic.  
D) The inevitable conversation after wwx is revived. 
You know what would be funnier than Jiang Cheng thinking Sizhui is a wangxian baby is if Lan Qiren thinks Sizhui is a wangxian baby. 
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Invisible Chapter 10.
Summary: YN YLN has always been third in Class 2-5, right behind Lee Su Ho and Kang Soo Jin but with both of them having left Saebom Highschool, this is her time to shine. That is until Han Seosangnim asks her to tutor Han Seo Jun. A guy who doesn’t even know she existed.
Ship: Han Seo Jun x Female Reader.
Word Count: 1872 words. Another one under 2k, I am proud.
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Chapter 9.
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(Im obsessed with this dress. This is what YN wears to the ball.)
Chapter 10:
Soo Ah looked around at her classmates. Not everyone was here yet, YLN YN and Han Seo Jun were taking their time to come to this outing. Well, her classmates and Kim Cho Rong and Song Si Woo. Those two were honorary members of Class 2-5. More times than less, these two boys were around.
Especially when the planning for breaking YLN YN and Lee Hae Sung’s friendship. To be fair to them, they were a big part of that and being close friends of YLN YN. Yet here they were now a part of this class outing.
Then again, Song Si Woo and Jung Hyun Ji had something going on. Well Soo Ah, Ju Kyung and YN shipped them. From what YN told the other two girls, Hyun Ji and Si Woo had feelings for each other but it was just a matter of time for them to get together.
According to YN, she had been waiting for years for Hyun Ji & Si Woo to become a couple. Whenever the topic of this couple was brought up, YN would claim to be the captain of their ship.
This past week, Ju Kyung and Soo Ah went out of their way to tease YN about Seo Jun. In the last few days, Seo Jun was going out of his way to make his feelings obvious. Yet YN stubbornly refused to believe that this was Seo Jun showing her that he had feelings about it.
Hyun Ji eventually told Ju Kyung and Soo Ah, that YN was insanely oblivious when it came to guys. The three girls had a good laugh when Hyun Ji shared the story of how YN’s ex-boyfriend had to jump through hoops because YN was just so oblivious to his feelings for her.
Seeing Seo Jun coming from afar. Soo Ah waved and started calling his name. Everyone else followed her lead and soon the group was shouting Seo Jun’s name that by the time he got closer. They all quickly stopped shouting when they saw the look Seo Jun was giving them for shouting his name like lunatics. Yet when they noticed he was alone, the chatter started again about where YLN YN was. Since they were the last ones to come, the class had just assumed they would be coming together.
“Yah, shut up all of you. YLN YN will not be joining us, I know nothing more than that. If anyone has questions about it, don’t ask me,” Seo Jun glared at anyone who even looked like they would ask him something. Even when you told him that you weren’t going to be coming to this outing.
Seo Jun being the idiot that he is didn’t ask questions. If he had, he might have figured out a way to get out of this outing too. Unfortunately, he was here stuck with his annoying as hell classmates and from the looks, he was getting. All of these people were going to be teasing him about YN.
“Well since Seo Jun is here, I guess this is a good time to say that I have to go. In my defence, I’m meeting up with someone none of you bars Si Woo know, and he didn’t have any other days free to meet up” Hyun Ji said quickly.
The second she finished; everyone was shouting over each other again. Hyun Ji sighed, she knew there was no way she could get out of this. Even YN, when Hyun Ji revealed to her about who had reached out. YN had told her to just not go to the outing. In times like this Hyun Ji regretted not listening to her best friend.
“Wait if you’re not staying then Si Woo isn’t either I guess,” Soo Ah said looking at Si Woo who was making his way to Hyun Ji from where he had been standing with Cho Rong. Without saying anything Si Woo just nodded his head trying to look cute. Soo Ah rolled her eyes at him but waved her hands. In a way dismissing the two of them.
Hyun Ji gave Soo Ah and Ju Kyung hugs before grabbing Si Woo and running off in the opposite direction of where the class was going to go. Seo Jun sighed, this day just got much worse. The two relatively sane people of this group had just left. Now he was left with these crackheads and he regretted waking up to even come to this outing.
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As much as your friendship with Hae Sung was on the rocks. You weren’t about to break a promise you’d had with him since you were 12. Sure, Hae Sung had even told you that you didn’t have to come to this annual ball that his mother had every year. But you had found the perfect dress for this ball.
This dress had let such an impression on you. After seeing the dress in the window shop, when you were casually out with Hyun Ji and Hae Sung. Eomma was against buying this specific dress, something about it being expensive and that you didn’t have anywhere to wear such a formal dress. It wasn’t until you begged Joon Oppa that he helped convince your Eomma and went with you to buy the dress.
Wearing the dress now, nothing could bring you down. Clothes don’t make a person, you wholeheartedly believed that. But there was just something, about wearing this dress that made you feel like a princess.
Hae Sung and his Eommoni complimented you. That was that. Back to the usual. Hae Sung’s Eommoni took Hae Sung away to get him to meet and greet people. You were left to become wallpaper for the rest of the night. Miserably standing there at the food table. You were used to being treated like this. You would’ve stopped coming years ago.
Yet you had promised Hae Sung and it never mattered to you. This Ball was always an excuse for you to dress up and breaking a promise with your best friend wasn’t on the top of your to-do list. Granted, Hae Sung regularly broke promises you made with each other. Then again you never really got mad at him about it. So, who really was to blame for that.
As with years before you went to the food table. Got a plate of the finger food that was offered and just watched the people around you. Over the years, you had gotten used to people around you chatting about things and not caring that you were there. When you first started coming to these, boredom set in quickly and you tried to talk to people. That didn’t end well for you and one time, you said the wrong thing to the wrong person. Which had the night ending with both Hae Sung and his Eommoni shouting at you. And you crying in your Eomma’s arms once you got home.
That was the end of you trying to get along with any of the people at this event. Since then, after greeting Hae Sung’s Eommoni and her taking Hae Sung with her. You would go to the food table, get food and not leave that area until Hae Sung came to take you home. It was sad that in a dress that made you feel like a princess. You couldn’t dance with anyone and have a fairy tale moment.
However, it was probably good that no one cared for you. Since you didn’t want to awkwardly tell someone that you didn’t want to dance with them. That would most likely lead to you being kicked out or get shouted at again. The one person you wanted to dance with was Seo Jun. Sadly there was no way that he would be at this Ball.
You were lost in thought, not paying attention to your surroundings. So, when you felt someone tap your shoulder. You jumped but still turned around to see Han Seo Jun smiling at you.
Your mouth opened and closed. You were shocked. Seo Jun was here. This was unbelievable. Putting your plate down, you pinched your arm and yelped at the pain. Seo Jun laughed seeing your reaction to him. He almost did the same when he saw you standing across the room.
His legs started moving before he could stop himself. His manager was still talking to him, yet he didn’t care. The girl, who he was always thinking of was at this Ball. Looking like a princess and there was no way that Seo Jun wasn’t going to be your prince for the night.
Seeing you up close was even better. Normally you were beautiful to Seo Jun. Dressed to the nines, you were stunning, something ethereal. Seo Jun almost felt like he didn’t deserve to be in your presence. That’s how much of an impression you left in that dress. The smile you had just added to your beauty and Seo Jun made it his mission to keep that smile n your face tonight.
“So why are you here,” you asked Seo Jun. Once you finished giving him a once over. Seo Jun in a suit was deadly and you didn’t know how you were still talking.
“Managernim practically demanded that I come to this Ball, something about more exposure for me. Thought I’d be bored to death but with you here looking like a princess, this is turning out to be the best night of my life” Seo Jun winked at you. You blushed at his words and hit his arm to deflect from his flirty words.
“Well since you are here, want to dance?” You were dying inside. Where was this courage coming from? Just a few days ago you were sobbing in his arms over Gong Jae Yi. Yet here you were asking him to dance with you.
Seo Jun smiled and held out his hand. Leading you to the makeshift dance floor in the middle of the room. Slow dancing with Seo Jun. This felt like a dream and you were still waiting to wake up from this dream. Seo Jun was smiling, and he was whisper singing the words of the song to you.
You knew Seo Jun could sing but hearing him now, in such an intimate way. You were thanking your lucky stars. This was what you had wanted, to be the princess with your prince for one night only.
All too soon, the night was over. As you were leaving, another bout of courage had you going towards Seo Jun and his manager before you left. You bowed at his manager, who smiled at you.
Turned away from you and Seo Jun to giving you two slight privacy. Not caring about anything you smiled brightly at Seo Jun, said good night, and kissed his cheek as a way of goodbye.
Before hearing Seo Jun’s reply, you left as quickly as you could in your dress and heels. When you reached Hae Sung, you knew he wanted to say something, but you just shook your head. There was no way you were going to listen to Hae Sung’s rants against Seo Jun right after you had kissed him on the cheek.
Chapter 11.
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Bruh sis fam your writing is so amazing im always feeling feels everytime I read your fics!! 😘 its always such a great read! And recently, all this reader falling out of love with levi is making me bawl my eyes (its so great i love it btw) im like yo girl wut u doin? Com on thats levi 😭 anyways if its alright may I request a levixreader fic wherein levis gf fell out of love with him. He let her go. Then reader knew everything, comes in, comforts levi, and they fell in love together 😙😘 teehee
A/N: My anon I laughed so hard when I read ‘bruh sis fam’ bc I love and use those words all the time!!! and also YAH COM ON ITS LEVII I cried at that fic too. Please enjoy that fic...but the other way around! 
You Never Liked Her - fluff!
You Never liked her. 
The way she would interject into your conversations with Levi, bringing up some random encounter she had with him, giggling about ‘that time when…’.
You would wrinkle your nose every time she baked, slightly hurt when she would offer him a muffin that he took so easily.
You never liked her and her perfect nose, her perfect smile, and her perfect eyes. But you put up with her, because Levi liked her.  He liked her so much it made you want to vomit. He would brush aside your plans if she suddenly decided she was free for a stroll to the village, leaving you to your own devices as you put away the tea you were going to share with him.
You never told him, but you had seen how her eyes had been drifting to the tall brunette on her squad. You never commented on how much time they spent together, not wanting to upset Levi. But all that was for nought. He had let her go. He was no idiot, and it didn’t take one to notice that she was already halfway out the door of the relationship.
You sat beside him, taking his hand. Just sitting with him in the silence. Wallowing in the pain.
You couldn’t tell him. Not now. You had realized too late that your distaste for her was not borne out of concern for him, but out of jealousy. You couldn’t tell him that after all this time, it took him falling in love with someone else to realize that he was the one you wanted.  So you just held his hand, resting your head against his shoulder as you told him about your day. Anything to get his mind off what happened, and yours off your thumping heart.
He couldn’t tell you. Not now. Not after what happened. It took realizing that she was already halfway into someone else’s arms to realize she was never the one for him. He realized too late that the reason why he felt uneasy when he kissed her was not due entirely to the affectionate display, but rather the thought of you in his mind. He couldn’t tell you now, not when he just let her go, that he was in love with you. What would you think? So he just held your hand, letting you lean your head on him, listening to you talk. Anything to get his mind off how much he wanted to kiss you. How big of a fool he was.
For a time, everything went back to normal. His ex-girlfriend applied for a transfer to a different base, following her new boyfriend. He fell once again into an easy friendship with you, the days blurring together.
You waited. Acting normal around him while your heart pounded in your chest whenever thoughts of him would float into your mind.
Days passed. Weeks passed. Months passed. Neither of you made a move. Both overthinking. Scared. Neither wanting to risk the friendship you had built over the years.
The day the dam broke could only be described as poetic. A wild clash between fate and cruel coincidence. Your heart dropped to the bottom of your stomach as you walked back to base from tending to the horses. Your hands were slightly damp from the thorough wash you had given them, and you had been too focused on shaking them dry to look ahead. It wasn’t until you heard her voice that your entire body froze in horrible recognition. You looked up, breath shallow and heart hammering against your ribs as you once again took in the gut-wrenching sight of her running her pretty hands down Levi’s arm. He was leaning away from her, but even from where you were you could hear her offer.
“It’ll just be for tonight. What, Levi, a couple months and you don’t love me anymore?”
You saw red, but your body was fueled by green. Jealousy swirled in your belly as you picked up the pace, closing the gap between yourself and Levi. You missed your chance the last time, you were not going to let her take him away from you again.
You wish you could have seen her face, but in that moment, all you were focused on was him. Her hand was wrenched off his arm, and you put your body between them. Your hand met the short hairs of his undercut, the longer fringes tickling the back of your hand as you brought your lips together. Your breath mixed with his, your lips clumsy, inexperienced. As he kissed you back, recovering from the initial shock, you couldn’t help but hear the little voice of jealousy that once again sprung from your heart. Did he kiss her like this too?
Several heartbeats later, the two of you pulled apart, lips swollen, eyes unfocused, and you weren’t sure about Levi, but your legs were weak, knees shaking under your uniform. You somehow managed to turn and give the shocked girl a pointed stare, your arm still wrapped around his arm. But it was he who spoke.
“As you can see, I’m spoken for.”
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roommate! jaemin
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i hope u guys like this one! i do :) 
warning: not proofread LMAO
jaemin: a huge flirt
like we been knew sis okay bUt its not like it defines him ya kno??? like yes he is a flirt but its not like he does it purposely
however that doesn’t stop every single girl from liking him
except for u cause you’re ~not like other girls~
jk you are 
cause who wouldn’t find na jaemin attractive?? tf???
okay but like the dealio between you and jaemin is that you are best friends 
and you have a fat crush on him (u have since the beginning of highschool LOL)
luckily for you, although jaemin is a flirt, he isnt interested in any girls so he doesnt bring any to your dorm
and even if he did, he would tell u because it would be shitty not to 
anyway
so u met in grade nine and yalls friendship popped TF off right away like you joined nomins duo and made it a trio in the span of 4 months and everyone was like???? this mf got that close to them that fast???? mastery
jeno was like ur brother from another mother fr
you and him told eachother everything and sometimes he would tell you things he wouldnt even tell jaemin. like everyone has those people that although theyre close w, there are some things you’d never tell and that goes for jeno and jaemin
jaemin never told jeno he listens to taylor swift
and jeno never told jaemin that he watched all of my little pony friendship is magic on netflix
but since you and jeno shared some personal things w eachother, you obviously told him about your crush on jaemin
and since you had a crush on jaemin, you never got like super super close with him just cause ur feels got in the way 
mainly just you never got as close to jaemin as you did jeno
sure you were bffs, but it wasn’t on such an intimate level
cause everytime jaemin would look your way you’d be gasping for air
so timeskip to senior year
everything is great
your friendship is still strong af and you guys are all planning for post secondary
jaemin and you get into the same uni right.... and jeno gets into the one the town over so your friendship wont take that much damage
but!!! jaemin wants to room with you!!! and ur like!! fucufejdsk!!!
cause like ofc you want to who wouldnt????? but you have such a massisve crush on him you dont want it to get in the way of not only yours but also jaemins university experience
you say yes tho and next thing you know youre unpacking all your stuff
the dorm is kind of small like there isnt a lot of space,,,,, theres two bedrooms but the beds literally take out the whole room HAHHAHA and then there is a chill space with the kitchen connected and u and jaemin have to share a washroom LOL
“jaemin what the FUCK did you eat??? beans??? i bet it was beans this shit smells so bad i-”
“it really do be ya own friends sometimes” -jaemin 2020 :((((((
anyway so like university life is good you and jaemin invite jeno over every weekend for a sleepover and vice versa its so cute GAH
but like,,,, here’s where the drama comes in
one day you are facetiming jeno and youre telling him about how you really like jaemin and blah blah ya know the usual
and youre not really looking at the screen cause youre doing your homework and focusing on that but jeno sees in the back that jaemin has fully entered the room
and you dont notice cause hes silent and your still talking but jeno is trying to get your attention UDHSJIA
and when he does you see in your part of the screen jaemin just,,,, standing there
cue you ending the call with jeno SO FAST and turning around like oH i thought you had classes right now?
“.... they ended early”
“i see” ://////////
you like get up super fast and just walk around him and go into your roomm shutting the door 
poor jaemin is just like “what”
cause to be honest he never really considered this situation ever happening yah he thought you were prettier than most girls and he liked the way you were able to talk to people so easily but he never would have thought you harboured feelings for him
so he kind of just leaves it be cause he knows that you def dont want to talk about it and is willing to wait for you to be the one who brings it up
so time skip to dinner youre both just eating in silence but you dont like it,,,
“what i said was true” you say and jaemin looks up and he knows where this convo is going but he lets you speak
“i didnt ever plan on telling you because i really like our friendship but i guess i wasn’t careful enough”
your heart is beating hella fast but you try to look unbothered and its going pretty good until jaemin asks you something
“how long have you felt this way?”
OKAY like it shouldnt be a big deal to tell him bc you already exposed yourself but for some reason that question just hit you deep cause you realized that youve liked him for so long and he never felt the same ya know
“i dont know,,, since the start of highschool? when we became friends i always thought you were cute and it just turned into a full blown crush”
jaemin just sort of nods in response “oh okay”
so that night your just laying in your bed full of regrets
you know things are about to be super duper awkward between you and jaemin and you wish it didnt have to be like that
so over the next couple of weeks its more awkward than it has ever been before and the sleepovers with jeno seem so divided 
its either jeno and you or jeno and jaemin its never the three of you anymore :((((((
jaemin isn’t ignoring your feelings though, dont worry! hes just trying to sort his out
because your confession kind of opened his eyes
he doesnt want to force himself to like you but he cant help but admit that when he first heard you talking about your feelings a huge warmth spread through his chest and he may or may not have uncovered some feelings
these feelings were always there but he suppressed in grade nine cause he thought you’d never like him and you just wanted to stay friends
so he pushed them down and never thought about it again
but obviously that didnt happen because now youre on his mind 24/7 and he wishes that he could just talk to you but hes kind of nervous
so after taking advice from jeno he tries to talk to you more, like asking how your day went and starting up conversations
youre  kind of like “what u playing at son” but you leave it cause you know jaemin would never do you dirty like that
it stays this way for a while until one night theres a particularly bad thunderstorm and jaemin is scared of thunder
and so when youre just playing on your phone jaemin opens your door slightly and has this scared look on his face
and you know that jaemin is scared of thunder so you open your arms without any words being shared
a huge boom of thunder makes jaemin squeal and jump into your arms
and he gets comfy under the covers as youre holding him, no words shared between you two
he starts to feel much better and this sense of comfort washes over him like,,, youre his home
and as hes falling asleep he softly mutters
“im sorry it took me so long”
and youre just straight confused like what does that mean is he talking about his feelings or just the fact that yall havent had such an close encounter in a while 
the next morning you wake up and jaemins arms and you guys are facing eachother
and hes already awake so when you oepn your eyes you find him already looking at you
“thank you for last night, youre the best” he whispers and youre like all good fam i understand
but then he leans in closer and is like “i should have told you this so long ago, but i am in love with you”
your eyes widen and youre like wh AT the FUCJ your heart is beating at like 420 bpm and ur shooketh
he just smiles and pulls in you in closer and its just a super soft moment and no words have to be said
that night you guys are cuddling on the couch after dinner when jaemin just asks you be his gf
OF COURSE YOU SAY YES! you have been waiting for this moment for god knows how long
jeno is all like damn fina-fucking-ly i’ve been watching this romance play out for like 5 years! 
its super cute
its even better that you guys are roommates because youre already living together so you get to see eachother everyday
jaemins room as become a guest room for sorts as he now shares a bed with you
jenos happy af hes like YESSS I DONT NEED TO SLEEP WITH JAEMIN IN OUR SLEEPOVERS ANYMORE
jaemin: >:(((((( tf is that supposed to mean
you just laugh and youre like im not complaining hahaha and jaemins heart just stutters so bad 
he really does love you and he cant believe it took him so long to accept his feelings
and one night he tells you about how he pushed them down and youre like “exCUSE ME we could have been dating all this time u pussy”
sad jaemin :((((( 
anyway ya its so good its a win-win situation 
you get to room with the love of your life and its just magical there are so many soft moments between you two and just UGH relationship goals
i need me a jaemin
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wongiemei · 5 years
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Roommate!Jeno
a/n: maybe i should just turn this blog into an nct dream one
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okay
letsgetit!
first of all,
story time!
your uni is fucking expensive and it’s more expensive if you live in the grounds
so you being the wise human,
you went to get an apartment near the campus
it was great and all since roommate!jaemin was paying for his stuff
you were both living respectively until he had to leave
the dumbass didnt even bother to tell you
one morning you just woke up and found his note
‘hey bitch! figured you were too much of a rock to wake up but i moved out! the family wants me to go back home and tend the restaurant’
the whole day yesterday, you were working
bc,,, yknow
broke college life
and you just walked in half asleep towards your room and fell asleep
so you didnt really see or notice
but were you freaking out bc your roommate suddenly moved out?
ofc you were freaking out
not only was your roommate gone,
how were you going to find a new one?!
jaemin expected your phone call that afternoon and he endured through all your screaming
‘babe, i’m just going to be gone for a year-or two’
‘oR tWO?!’
‘hun, my dad’s injured and his back can only let him do so much. ma’s working too much and i dont have any siblings to help. i figured i could just hold off college until my parents are ready’
ugh, jaemin is such a family boy
‘but jaems! you couldnt have at least told me that yOu wERe mOvING OuT?! and! rent is due soon! i can’t pay for that myself!’
jaemin couldve easily told you to warn yoy
but he didn’t want to tell you bc he couldnt handle you sad and didnt want to upset you
however, now jaemin really understands how shitty that move was
‘tell you what. i’ll pay for this month and make a few phone calls and i’ll get you set up with a new roommate, deal?’
knowing how much of a social butterfly he was, you agreed
ofc you trusted jaemin but part of you feared that he might pair you up with a freak
but he’s not that mean, is he?
you can definitely see renjun doing that but not jaemin
so there you are,,
sitting on your couch alone
without jaemin, your apartment felt really empty
its been a few days since he moved and you were miserable
jaemin hasn’t even texted you about that potential roommate
just as you were about to call him,,
your doorbell rang
you froze and you looked at the time
it was nearing 11 at night and you don’t remember ordering delivery
see,,
if jaemin was here,
he would answer it for you since you would be too scared to do it
but you mustered up your courage and peeped through the peep hole
the man was dressed in all black with a black mask and a black cap with his hood over it with a black hoodie and black pants
ngl, you were terrified and trembling
he rang it again and you jumped
typing out a quick text to jaemin saying ‘hey bub, if i don’t text you in an hour, that means ive been kidnapped so call the police’
you grabbed a pan from the cupboard and gulped before you opened the door
thinking he would just walk forward and grab you, you closed your eyes and raised your pan over your head and swung
a shriek from in front of you made your eyes snap open and found the guy on the floor with a fetal position
you both just froze for like a phat minute
snapping back to reality, you held the pan in front of you
‘if youre going to kidnap me, i got a pan and im not afraid to hit you with it!’
you tried to sound intimidating but your voice was shaking so much
the guy stood up and he took off his hat and the mask to reveal a blonde haired kid
okay, so you were sHOokETh
damn! this boy is fine!
he gave you a shaky smile and held out his hand
‘hi! i’m lee jeno! you must be y/n? jaemin told me you had an opening for a roommate?’
now you noticed the two duffle bags at the side
the embaressment and the shame settled in slowly and you found yourself burning up
nodding, you motioned him to come in
jeno awkwardly walked in and was amazed at how big the layout was with the low rent
‘yea, its kinda hard to believe that we only pay that much. at first i thought there was a ghost in here and that’s why its so cheap’
you tried to make small conversation but laughed weirdly at jeno’s slightly terrified face
‘no! there really is not ghost here! ive lived here for a year and there hasnt been anything so please dont understand! please be my roommate!’
you begged and jeno thought you were weird
but jaemin was right, you were weirdly adorable in a way
so that’s how you and jeno became apartment buddies!
now onto the good stuff!
so, jeno is a vv clean guy
like he’s the type to just pick up a wrapper in the street and throw it in the garbage
so naturally, he likes to keep the apartment as tidy and neat as possible
but you being a mess you are,
you usually leave a lot of things everywhere
lets just say you have a short memory
‘oh? how did that get there?’
eventually, jeno gets sick of it and he confronts you with it
ofc you understand and you actually try to be better
since jeno is literally the most perfect roommate
maybe even better than jaemin
(but don’t tell him that)
jeno is the type to re-stock the pantry with snacks and the fridge with ice cream
since youre both college students, ramen is practically always available in the house 24/7
he also makes the coffee every morning since he works early and wakes up first
even though he doesn’t like the drink and prefers milk, he still notices how you survive off of coffee
babie likes to pick you up some iced americano while he gets a frappe
you on the other hand,,
you’re very surprised
when you got to bed after showing jeno around,
you messaged jaemin
ofc he was worried af and was blowing up your phone
‘WHAT?!’
‘bitch answer the damn phone!’
‘whatthe fuck is happening?!’
‘i need to know if you’re still alive!’
‘oh fuck i shouldnt have moved out’
smiling softly at how worried he was, you responded to him
‘you hoe, it hasnt been an hour yet so chillax. i’m alive, unfortunately, and i just met my new roommate. again, thanks for the heads-up. youre so bad at those. i literally thought he was a burgular or a kidnapper. but he seems chill and emo. just my type.’
but jeno is F A R from C H I L L
oh my goodness,,
hes a crackhead
theres this sound he makes when he’s confused and you couldnt figure out if its cute or weird or if he’s doing this on purpose or thats just how he is
you and him basically communicate with memes
sometimes, at the weird hours at night, he sends you a dumbass meme
you cant help but snort 
also, you promised to take jaemin out to dinner to repay him for the great roommate
‘hes literally one of the best people youll ever meet. it just so happen he needed a place to sleep. now you owe me’
hes a science major while you were a computer major
he basically brings home weird stuff to analyze and it just hella stinks
but hes considerate enough to actually put it outside
whenever he’s focused, he talks to himself or the thing he’s analyzing
‘okay mr. fishy. your scales are really big and its bigger than average’
its so cute
oof also!
jeno doesnt have a job yet he always makes rent on time with extra money to spare
he even sometimes buys you stuff saying, ‘they reminded me of you’
for your birthday, he bought you a pearl necklace that mustve costed thousands
at first, you thought he was a chaebol or smth
which you wouldve been vv jealous of bc youre a struggling college student who works at the coffee shop
but, you were answered when you caught him walking in half-dazed and half-asleep with cuts all over his face
it was like 2 in the morning and you were pulling an all-nighter for some project and wanted to get a glass of water
but here he is, hood up, lip busted, black eye, cheek cut
you shrieked and ushered him to sit on the dining chair
thinking he got mugged or something, you start drilling him questions
‘hun, if you were beat up, we need to call the police! this is illegal!’
but jeno chuckles and brushes the stray hairs out of your face as you tend to his lip
‘pls dont. if you do, ill be broke and i wont have money to pay rent then i cant be your roommate anymore’
cue confused y/n
‘wUT?’
‘if i dont make money, youll kick me out and youll have to find another roommate. i dont want you to go through that hassle again’
ofc you were flattered that even during this situation, hes still thinking about you
‘how is this making money?!’
‘i cant believe youre oblivious to so many things. i thought for sure youve caught on.’
more confusion
‘eXCUse mE, lEE JEno? since when have you started coming home with all these things in your face?’
you were worried that this wasnt the first time this happened
but if you think hard about it, thats why he always wears his mouth masks and he always has his blonde fringe down and sometimes wears sunglasses even though its cloudy outside
‘ohmygod lee jeno are you in a gang?!’
jeno was shocked that you came to that conclusion but laughed at how adorable you were rn
with your wide eyes and mouth open
‘nah, bro. i box. its the only way i can make easy money.’
‘but,,, why did you hide this from me? if you needed money i couldve helped you’
he looked at you skeptically
‘sis, you could barely afford that muffin the other day’
lee jeno now looked different from the jeno you met the first day
What you thought to be an innocent little squish was a fighter at night
‘yah, can-um-you need to take this off’
you mumbled while tugging on his sweatshirt
he nodded and slipped it off
he explained why he came late when he first moved
‘i had a late night match and yknow,, school and all, i barely had enough time to come'
as you dab the wound, you try to make small talk to distract yourself
 ‘so,, youve been boxing this whole time?’
you asked, trying not to get distracted to the way his tight shirt clung to him, showing his defined body
there were bruises up and down his arms and his knuckles were busted
‘yea. i have been since senior high. gotta make money, yknow?’
‘but jen, you can work in coffee shops or at local bookstores. its not worth seeing you busted up like this’
your lips trembled at the thought of him being beaten up too hard to the point he gets into a coma
jenos eyes widened at your wobbling lips and he softly cupped your face
‘hey, im okay and ill be fine. you dont have to worry about me. i usually win, anyways’
his confidence made you chuckle
‘i trust you, lee jeno. just make sure to make it home to me every night.’
‘i know you do and i will. always.”
ever since then,
youve become his little caretaker
youve informed jaemin of what hes been doing and he knew but didnt want you to judge him immediately
smh, jaemin really sucks at informing people
but jeno tries to help you keep up
he even sends you texts that hes fighting that night and your little ‘fighting!’ always makes him smile
his manager and friend, chenle, noticed that hes starting to smile more
chenle likes boxing and wants to be a part of it but doesnt want to be hurt
so,, what better to be the manager of his friend
‘yah, hyung. what’s got you giggly today?’
jeno pointed to the screen and giggled at the little good luck gif you sent
his eyes turned to crescents and chenle smirked
‘wah, you like her, don’t you?’
at the mention of ‘like’, his smile dropped and he shook his head
‘no. of course not. shes just a friend.’
chenle being chenle,,
he continues to prod
‘okay. so every night, you make it your priority to make sure you’re home by 2 in the morning for your friend’
smh, chenle youre so annoying
but hes so right
ever since you caught him,
hes been making sure he gets home at the same time 
he sends you a text that hes on his way and you set your ringtone at a very high volume so you wake up and take care of him
during fights, he makes it his sole mission to make out of this alive and a winner for you
but that never crossed his mind as his feelings for you
he just thought of it as making you not worry for him
but then, he starts to think about your stupid little habits
the way you make this face whenever you dont understand
or when you still leave little post-it notes everywhere with ideas you come up with
he noticed it all and he loves them
‘hOLy ShIT!’
that night was when he realized his feelings for you and he was so dedicated on finishing it that he quickly won and he dashed home with his money
bursting through the door, you looked at him with wide and startled eyes
‘what’s wrong?’
you came running but he scooped you up to a hug
ok you were confused but relieved that he was home and alright
jeno looked at your face and wanted to confess but chickened out at the sight of you
you were so good to him and honestly, he doesnt deserve you
(his thoughts, not mine)
‘i-i’
he stuttered and you motioned him to continue
‘i won!’
he shouted and you congratulated him, even though he literally won all the time
guiding him to the chair, you began to dab his cuts
(dab that bitch)
‘im starting to think that your opponents either really suck or youre like the god of boxing’
he didnt know how to take that but blushed red at the mention of him being a ‘god of boxing’
‘nah, im just good’
you eyed him and smiled
he continued to watch you heal him and inspected your face
heavy eyebags and sunken cheeks, it mustve been a long night
he felt a pang in his chest thinking that you push your stuff away just to help him
‘you dont have to keep doing this for me, yknow’
you halt and look at him seriously
‘i know i dont. but i cant sleep at night thinking youre in pain and alone when i can be there for you’
even though he just realized it, jeno was pretty sure he fell in love with you a long time ago
but if it was possible, he fell in love with you even more
‘thank you’
his soft voice filled the silence and you vowed that you will always be there for him whenever he needs help
a few days later, jeno hasnt been to a fight
sure you were worried at what was going on in his head but partly relieved that you dont have to see him so battered anymore
but this was so un-jeno
just as you were about to talk to him about it, he announces he got a job at the bookstore down the street
‘huh? i thought you didnt want to work’
you question while he looked sheepish
‘i realized that i was starting to become a burden since you take care of me every time. so i thought i should quit and get a regular job. besides, it doesnt hurt as much’
he laughed but you didnt react
‘lee jeno, you gave up boxing and the money,,, for me?’
he nervously looked up at you and you noticed the redness of his cheeks
‘i-well-if you put it that way’
‘listen to me, im flattered and i truly love that you dont want to get beaten up anymore. but i dont want you to quit something you like because of me'
‘but you always take care of me and push your priorities away to clean me up. i dont do anything in return and i dont think its fair!’
he argued and a soft smile crept up your face
‘yah, lee jeno'
your voice became a whisper
‘it doesnt matter to me if you dont do anything in return bc i dont see this as a favor. you are mine to take care of and i will do anything for you, you understand that?’
he looked at you in shock after hearing your response
he also turned red at the mention of him being yours
‘so-but-i dont think-'
he stutters but you place your hands on his arms making him stop
‘all i ask is you to come back home, to come back to me'
by now, yall were blushing
even though it might not sound like it,
but yall just indirectly confessed to each other
yall stared at the ground and jeno looks up, biting his lip
‘hey, y/n, can i make it up to you with some coffee?’
your head darted up and looked at him with wide eyes
‘like-like a date?’
it came out suddenly and you stepped back in surprise, cursing yourself
but jeno chuckled, eyes scrunching cutely
‘it'll be one of many'
lmao i didnt really like this but i made it at 2 in the morning and i kinda like boxer!jeno
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vampirequeenhybrid · 3 years
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rage of fire
                                                   he’s dead
It was a dark starry night, rain had just fallen from the sky as I sat down on a park bench near my hotel. As I sat down I received a phone call from someone unknown, I answered the phone and received devastating news, my friend, Max, was killed by a vampire. I started to feel full of rage and agony as I sat there crying. I have known Max since I was in 2 grade. He was like a brother to me. Before standing up to head back to the hotel I heard rustling in the bushes nearby, a wolf had appeared out of nowhere so I grabbed my gun from its holster and aimed it at the wolf. As my gun was aimed at the wolf, the whitish grey wolf had run off into the deepest part of the woods. I lowered my aim and put my gun back into its holster before sighing and feeling nothing but rage as I stood there falling to my knees crying in pain, grieving my dead friend.
Minutes go by and I get up from the ground, walking slowly back to the hotel I was staying at but before I got there I was bumped into by a good looking male with pretty blue eyes. "Oh hello sir" I said to him. The male looked me up and down and smiled " hello i'm Jay" nice to meet you" he said. I shyly smiled back " h hello i'm kayla '' i said with a crooked smile on my face. " what are you doing out in the dark? It's not safe for someone so pretty like yourself out this late at night " said jay. I chuckled, hiding the fact I was sad " out for a walk " . I lied to the cute boy standing in front of me, I did not want him to know the truth as I just met him, who knows what or who he is.
Jay smiled at me back as I stood there with my gun ready to fire in case he tried something. Jay kept smiling at me " ahh i see well it's nice to meet you, i'm out looking for a vampire that killed my brother " said jay with a gun on his left side in its holster and wearing hunter gear. I looked at him in sudden shock " oh my gosh same with me a vampire killed my friend and i'm wanting revenge as he was my childhood friend" said kayla taking her hand off the holster. Jay looked shocked " do you know Max kenner?" asked jay. Kayla became shocked her eyes widened in disbelief " why yes! I do, are you related to him?" she asked. Jay nodded " i'm his brother Jay holden Kenner, we never lived together and our parents got separated when we were younger" he said looking at the brunette.
" oh my im sorry im kayla smith, and i'm sorry about your brother if you like maybe we can hunt the son of a bitch down together" i said of course with rage building up every ten seconds but i felt calm around jay as we stood their together sulking over the lost of Max together. Jay leaned in to hug me as i backed up a little being overly protective of myself as i just met jay " sorry we just met not ready for a hug by a stranger even though you are Max's brother, maybe next time" i said putting my hand back on the holster as i felt endangered again by a man in the shadows behind a bush. " I got to go, Jay, " I said before giving my number to him so we could meet up again before heading back to the motel.
As i got to the hotel i double locked the door behind me and cheeked the curtains and behind doors to see if anyone was hiding in the room. Once it was clear I took my gun out of its holster and put it under my pillow and took the holster off and set it to the side before grabbing fresh clothes and headed to the showers. After the shower I dried myself up and got dressed and headed to bed for the night.
The next morning I woke up with a text from Jay. "can't wait to find the son of a bitch with you" he texted. I just yawed not feeling it this morning but decided to text back "same here jay wanna meet up at the coffee shop on third street" i replied to him. After replying I finally got out of bed and got ready for the day, I grabbed my gun and holster and put it on, the town I was in did not care if anyone had guns on them since it was full of hunters and supernaturals. As i got ready i received a harshful overprotective text from my older brother Hunter " where the fuck are you little sister!" he texted with the angry emoji. "Shit now he is going to hunt me down '' I said to myself as a bit of anxiety built up so I texted back " mystic falls, Georgia someone killed my friend hunter" i texted with the sigh emojis. I then received another overly protective text from a hunter at this point and I was getting annoyed with him. I was 16 and old enough to fight my own battles. " dame it sis your only 16, expect me to be there by nightfall now, you're not fighting this alone" he texted. I then sat on my bed and sighed, I couldn't turn, find my iPhone off as he had that locked from me.
After texting with my brother, I grabbed my bag and started making my way to the coffee shop to meet up with Jay, still upset with my brother Hunter. " Sometimes i really hate you hunter" i said to myself as i walked to the shop. Once i got to the shop i saw Jay in a black hoodie, i walked up to him and shook his hand " nice to see you again" i said to the 17 year old male. Jay smiled and had ordered coffee for us two and a desert. I then sat down across from him and discussed our tactics to find the vampire that killed the one we loved. " So how are we going to kill this son of a bitch vampires are pretty fast and they are good at hearing humans coming from a mile away" i said. Jay chuckled " well i learned something from a show, we can kill it with wooden bullets but lets hope its not an original i don't know where we could find white oak" jay said before getting up and getting our coffee. After he got the coffee I felt a funny feeling in my gut, "am i falling in love with my dead crushes brother now ?" I thought to myself feeling all mushy inside." I can't believe this!, i am falling in love with him" i thought again hating myself now while watching him come towards me with the coffee and desert.
Jay sat down and put the coffee and desert in front of us two. " so, do you have any leads on where to find him or track him down?" he asked. I looked at him and think for a second " no but my only lead is to retrace your brothers footsteps to find a clue, last time we talked he said he was at an ice cream shop on fourth street so we should start their" i say looking around to see an empty coffee shop but only the workers.
Jay nodded and sipped his coffee " okay then tonight will start there " he said taking another sip of his coffee. I just sat and smiled " so how long have you been in mystic falls " I asked trying to start a conversation. Jay chuckled " not long i just moved here, i lived outside of atlanta for half my life" he said. " oh cool i live in Michigan. It's pretty cool. most of my family lives there so yah" i said to him. We continued to talk for a while as the place started to get busy.
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omg to the yee-ann anon i do that too!! but i pronounce it yin-in isnwjdns
i’m putting everyone’s responses here because i don’t want to flooD ur feeds but i have come to the conclusion that every single one of you are psychopaths
i rmemeber one of the first few reader insert fics I had read had a character named Rin. For some reason, I have now picked up reading y/n as ”yin”, like the yin in yin and yang.
lmao y/n discourse take: yuh-nuhh
I read y/n as 'yani' As in 'yah-knee' Dont know why It just sounds right
I usually read it as "yuh-nuh" bc my brain is lazy, but "wine" has, me cackling (no offense to anyone I just never considered that one and was caught off guard)
I say Yun in my head !
i read it as “yen” bc my language has a completely different alphabet and y is similar to “yeh” so yen it is... i honestly picture yen as different people in my head too, i feel like i’m watching a movie you know from 2 meters far😆😆
I'm here to contribute: I call y/n yeon hyo which is not my name but it is definitely a name out there and I'm sorry sis
ok idk ab u guys but i always pronounce "y/n" as "yihn- ahn"? like "yin", but with an accent so its like "yihn" and same thing for "an" too. so am i the monster???
cee i read y/n as yuen and im not sure where it comes from????
I thought the whole point of (y/n) was that you read it like your own name was there. Have it been doing it wrong lmao?
ariana grande: yuh 
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kpopseregi · 4 years
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flowergirl. Chapter 2
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Genre : Soulmate AU
Pairing : Yunho X Reader / Woosan / Seongjoong
Warning : none except light curse words. 
Recommended playlist : Talk To Me- Red Velvet
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                The morning came. Yunho has never been so energized like that in his whole life. Even if it just for a moment, it’s already been a colorful life for Yunho’s. Just imagine if they were together. Ah, what a heaven. *RINGSS RINGSS* (sorry im bad at imitating those alarm clocks TT) Shit, he was running late, Hongjoong gonna spank his sorry ass. (He likes it tho :p) He wear his usual boyfriend’s look, to impress his soulmate, Nana. Speaking of her, he curious about that Wooyoung guy. Was he her’s boyfriend? Please no. He waited for her long enough. Damn it! Another daydreaming. He gasped after looking at his watch and races to the door.
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                He arrived at Hongjoong’s place in 10 minutes with hope that he is not going to get killed by that tiny boss. Just his luck, Hongjoong was also running late. “Ayy lover boy, come here, I need you to arrange what Hongjoong has extracted 2 months ago.” Mingi smirked. Yunho was flustered. “What lover? You’re wish.” Too late, San has already informed everybody. As expected, Reporter Choi San doing his duty. Well,this is a big news as Yunho never has a girlfriend despite all his friend has one before encountered their respectful soulmate. ‘Saying about being loyal.’ Mingi shrugged. Heck! Even clumsy Mingi had ten and more before he met Aisha. Ehem.... for some experience. Damn, that tall girl already dominated Mingi’s little princess heart with her boyish charm. Blessed with great figure and athletic abilities, Mingi was so damn grateful. Suddenly...
                *BANG*  As they were about to do some work, Hongjoong slammed the door. Poor those big babies almost has mini heart attack. ‘Well,his expressions doesn’t seem that great’ Mingi and Yunho exchanged looks and thinking the same thing. (plot twist:real soulmate -.-). “Do I looks like someone who would cheat to you?!” That tiny man ask both of them. They just shakes their head. “Right!? How the hell he get that idea that I would cheat with my customers? How the hell did he even become my soulmate? Aren’t soulmate SUPPOSED to trust and understand each other? Why the hell this world has this soulmate thingy? I should just live in somebody’s pocket,” Hongjoong rolled his eyes. Then he slammed his workroom door. Poor doors. 
               “I didn’t even know Hongjoong have soulmate?” Yunho asked Mingi. “Well, how the hell you would know? They broke up just before you came on your first day. That’s why Hongjoong was a bit mean when he interviewed you. But don’t worry, deep down, he is a kind man. Damn, I cringed at that.” Mingi and Yunho laughed. “But... aren’t you supposed to stay with your soulmate through thick and thin?” Mingi just sighed. “It’s the couple decision to break up or to stay. But in returns, your heart is the one suffering. So it’s better to treat your soulmate well.” Yunho smiled. “Nice words, clumsy Mingi.” Mingi grinned.
                                  The bell rings to indicate new customer has come in. Yunho was about to greet the customer but the customer has backhugged him. He blinked. “Umm... who are you?” Yunho’s heart started to race, this time it’s not that ‘crush-looking-at-you’ kind but ‘shit-is-that-a-burglar?’ kind. “It’s me bro!” San yelled excitedly. Yunho sighed. “Bro you scared me!” Yunho whined. San actually was on his morning break to grab some coffee after his morning weather forecast news but decided to hang out at Hongjoong”s shop instead. “How’s my big babie Mingi doing?” Mingi popped his head from the store room. “Doing well Sannie! Aisha surprised me with a private event last night for our 2nd anniversary.” Mingi excitedly share his story with a dreamy face. San nods. “And you Yunho?” Yunho sighs. “Hopefully I can meet her today tho.” He pouts. “Where is that exactly?” Yunho just shrugged his shoulders. “I met her at the alleyway that goes straight to P.S flower shop.” San squints his eyes. “Is that what I think I heard? She has connection with Park Seonghwa then?” San mumbled. “What?” Yunho asks in curiosity. “Nothing! Oh, look at the time! Chief Kim gonna search for me, take care guys!” San headed toward the door. Yunho and Mingi just waves to his back.
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                “Yah Nana, look at meeeee!” Wooyoung stomped his foot. “Shut the f up Wooyoung. You know I can’t even look at myself.” Wooyoung suddenly looked guilty. Yeosang nudged him. “Why the hell you said that?” “Sorry! I’m not used to it!” Wooyoung whisper-yelled at Yeosang. “You know she was sensitive about it right? Even she’s pretending like it was nothing.” Wooyoung just sadly stares at her. Yes, even if she was not perfect, Wooyoung still likes her. “Wooyoung, I know you’re staring at me.” Wooyoung just looked away. “When did I do that? You’re mistaken, sis.” Nana rolled her eyes. “BRO, YOU LITERALLY DID THAT WHEN YOU FEEL SAD OR GUILTY ABOUT SOMETHING, I KNOW YOU LIKE THE BACK OF MY HANDS.” 
                                 Wooyoung was startled. “How did you know that?” Wooyoung asked. “Let’s say I use my other sense better after I lost my eyes. Call that intuition. And bro, we literally grew up together.” Suddenly, Yeosang starts to speak, “If you didn’t butt in someone’s business, you probably can still see us you know.” Wooyoung kicked Yeosang’s legs. “Yeosang-ah, don’t be mean!” “What, I speak the facts only.” Yeosang shrugs. Nana bit her lips. “If you didn’t like befriend with someone who likes to butt in someone’s shit, then don’t.”  She left the table. “Sorry Yeo, but you’re being a dick. Wait Nana!” Wooyoung chases after Nana. “I don’t like to befriend with a stupid whose slow with his love life either.” Yeosang sips his tea.
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                    Nana arrived at the rooftop of her school. Wooyoung quietly closes the door. “Am I being stupid Wooyoung?” Wooyoung shakes his head, ah, he forgot Nana can’t see him. “Nope, no at all, Nana.” “I didn’t even asked to be blind! I never thought it would backfires on me! If only... “ Nana sobbed. Wooyoung hugged her. “No, Park Nana. You did the right thing. You do know that God help someone who helps other people right?” Nana nodded. “Good, and you know Yeosang didn’t mean what he said right? He just worried like me and Seonghwa after the news. He is the one who panicked the most you know? Saying things such as ‘Wooyoung if something happens to my baby while you’re slow driving right now,you’re dead.’ He cares about you like a lot.” Wooyoung shuddered. 
                   “Okay, I should probably search for him.” Nana seems a bit touched and pulled back. Wooyoung saw the snorts attached to his uniform but didn’t say anything. “Sorry for that Wooyoung, to watching me crying my ugly ass” Wooyoung shakes his head. “As long as my princess happy.” Nana smiled. The nickname he used on her still used till today. Strangely, they’ve never fight. Just annoying here and there, mainly Wooyoung started it tho. This special bond they’ve shared till this day never failed to amazed them. 
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                  They went back into the class. Other students badmouthing Nana right in front of her as they were jealous with how beautiful and smart Nana is before that accident happens. The badmouthing now has worsen since Nana became blind, saying she’s an attention seeker. And Nana just start loosing her confidence. Before, she would retort to those rumors strongly but now she’s scared they will be worsen and she can’t protect herself if Wooyoung and Yeosang were not around. But when Wooyoung came, they changed their attitude. Yeosang can’t stand this kind of behavior. “Hey you bitch one and bitch two. Stand up.” The girls who were badmouthing Nana stands up instantly. If Nana was a gun, Yeosang was a bazooka. That kid never losing a verbal fight even once in his life. Straight up burn everyone with his words alone.  
                   “Wooyoung and me didn’t fail our last year final exam on purpose and retake this year just to hear you bullying Nana. Your face doesn’t get approved even if you just wished to be our girlfriends. Even a tons of make up and plastic surgeries will not cover your ugliness because that comes from your heart. Yet you call an ulzzang and natural face like her an ugly woman? Apologize.” The girls were speechless and stuttered but before Yeosang could raise his voice, Nana grabbed his arm. “That’s enough, let’s go Yeosangie.” Yeosang just let her drag him away to their seat. Just in time, the teacher came in and the class starts.  “I’m sorry for earlier Yeosangie.” Yeosang just smiled and patted her head.
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                 After the school ends, Nana went straight up to Seonghwa’s flower shop. She called for her brother, well, no one is answering. But, after a while, her heart started to beat fast. ‘Shit,not this again.’ She quickly went to hide behind the counter. The door’s bell were ringing and someone sounds breathless as if they just ran. ‘Fuck, I’m not ready to meet him yet!’ “You’re here right? And you can feel it too. Please, I’ve been waiting to get to know you..” Nana’s heart just a bit melted by his sweet voice. “Sorry, but I’m not ready to meet you yet. If you were willing, can we just exchanges name for today? We can take it slow.” As long as that is what his soulmate wants, Yunho obligated. Even if he’s already know what was her name. (Doesn’t want to sound like a stalker~) “My name is Jeong Yunho, and I’m waited for 20 years to serve my beautiful soulmate.” He said it so cheesily that Nana starts to blush. “My name is Nana, I’m sorry but I don’t want you to see me in this condition right now. Can you please leave? You can come when I’m stabilized myself tomorrow.” Yunho just confused and agreed with it as he doesn’t want to come off as pushy soulmate in their first meeting. After he left, Nana released her breath. She didn’t even realised she was holding her breath this whole time. But, she kind of wondering, what kind of face does he has? Dog-like? Cat-like? Doesn’t matter, she can’t see them anyways.  
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