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builtbybrokenbells · 4 months

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Hi t!! I just read Reaching New Heights and I've never liked a fic so fast. Bless that anon for sending the ask and thank you for making it come true in the best way. I have to admit I'm a sucker for soft virginity/first time trope, maybe because it's something I've never had. It's so soft and sweet and smoking hot all at the same time and the epitome of fictional men written by women (I mean this as a compliment and I'd choose fictional men over men in real life any day, duh) it instantly reminds me of the episode on Unwaxed podcast where Emily Morse talked about how some so many portrayal of sex scenes in movies and stuff aren't realistic like women actually need time to properly warm up and it's just not realistic for them to have an orgasm in two minutes in an elevator or something. I mean we can all dream in fictional world, but it's just awesome from time to time to read something that has the proper build up (the part with the kisses rather than just rushing into it....top tier writing) I saw dee reblogs it with the tag "men take notes" and I 🙌🙌🙌 I am on my period and anxious as f^ck because of a task I have for tomorrow but coming cross this piece of art feels like a kiss on the forehead. bless your heart for making a stranger feel so soft, mushy, and happpy that she cries a little....THANK YOU SO MUCH. (I am sorry if this is long and TMI, I'm sorry if this sounds awkward....lqiudghxiy I just really need to say it out loud because it's just soooooo goooooood)

Hello, lovely 🤍 let me just say, your words have kept a smile on my face all day long. I wanted to take a minute to formulate a proper response, because you have no idea how appreciative I am for you!

I have also found myself enjoying the virginity/first time trope, and I tend to believe that it’s because my first time was nothing short of awful (and that’s putting it… lightly) and I have spent my entire life dreaming of fictional men that would treat me better than real life men.

I was so nervous to post it, as well as Picasso, which I posted some time ago, now. It was my way of airing out my desire for someone who treated me well, yet I still recognized that first time fics are very difficult to write well. I also fear that with a request like such, that I cannot capture the readers vision as clear or well as they would like me to.

As I posted it and read some messages and comments, I realized that there’s a lot more people who have had the same types of experiences and feelings about the topic than I originally thought. To hear that this made you feel such a way makes me incredibly happy, and I cannot express my gratitude enough.

As for the details, sometimes I feel like it’s easy to forget the build up in lieu of the main event. Especially when there’s so many fics out there that are hot, and exceptionally well written. I hate to say that I did end up cutting out quite a bit of stuff from the main draft, and now that I read this, it makes me feel as though I should have left it. To know that was the part that stuck out with you makes me incredibly happy, because it stuck out to me, too. (I swear I could write a novel about good foreplay and only that, because that’s how much it means to me.)

Good banter and build up are just as essential as the main event to me while creating a scene, as well as a relationship to the story. In a world where it’s normalized for men to leave women unfulfilled, I think it’s quite important to focus on that more than anything else, especially in these types of fics.

I am so grateful for your kindness, and for everyone else who took time to leave a comment. Messages like this and people like you are the reason I come on here and share my work, and I would not be here without your support. Thank you so much for brightening my day, and I’m so glad that my writing could bring you so much joy.

I hope your task tomorrow goes well, and thank you again for being my shred of happiness for the day 🤍

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veeeffvee · 11 days

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You are so so so kind and sweet... I appreciate all of your lovely words and well wishes so much. I just do not have the ability to properly express it, I do not know how.

Things on my part are super complicated as usual, there is no way for me to even grasp the extent of it. A portion of it I could sum up with: my mental and overall health has not been good these past several months, my disabilities / mental and chronic illnesses have gotten worse, everything is super exhausting and draining, I barely have the strength/energy/executive functioning to manage simple everyday tasks (even those I tend to procrastinate on quite badly) and as a result of that I have not been taking very proper care of myself lately, which then of course results in my state getting even worse, and the cycle continues. I really want to get better and get out of this recent slump but it is hard and I am so tired.

I just feel like I would need a complete break from the entire world for at least a couple of months + sleep at least for 1 year straight, you know? Do you ever feel that way too? Pardon me for assuming, but I just have this feeling that you would probably understand.

I am sorry for dumping all of that on you, forgive me. I hope it does burden or stress you out too much, but if so, please tell me. I just felt the need to give a little bit of context/explanation.

Though, on the other hand.. All of that only makes me appreciate, cherish and treasure your kindness and sweetness all the more. Thank you with my whole heart, Vee. <333

Also, I wanted to say this a lot sooner, but in regards to the tags you left on the second-to-last ask I sent in (probably from the beginning of April, if I remember correctly?)... I cannot tell you how much it has warmed my heart to hear that you consider me a friend. 🥺🥹😭 It is SUCH an honour, seriously!! It means so so so much to me and I do not know how to thank you enough. Please know that I treasure every single interaction we have, as well as you as a person, and if you are okay with it, I consider you my friend too. <3

You are such a lovely person, even if you may not feel that way about yourself, and I am grateful that I made the (really bold for my timid ass, lol) decision to begin sending you asks back in August when I started getting into G&P.

Again, thank you for being my friend, and just for being so kind and lovely and for being yourself. ❤️❤️❤️

I wish you nothing but the absolute best, from the bottom of my heart.

(The Shy & Awkward & Anxious Anon)

Yeah, I can understand that feeling of wanting to put life itself on pause, I totally feel that whenever I'm overwhelmed. Specifically for me, I'd like to stop being "me" for a while, you know? To stop being "Vee." To stop being "[irl name]" and just be someone else for a day or a week or a year. I can get a bit of that whenever I'm writing a character but it's not quite what I want lmao. I think you maybe just need to lose yourself in some hobby, like really get into the zone while doing something. But ahh I'm not an expert on this stuff, I just wanna help however I can haha

By the way, you don't have to explain yourself to me or justify not messaging me for a while, especially if you don't actually want to. Life just gets in the way sometimes, I totally get it! And it certainly doesn't get any easier as you get older lmao, so I understand. Although I do appreciate a little check-in now and then just to make sure you're still okay ;v;

And let me just say that it's been a pleasure to be your friend. I really do enjoy your kind messages, and it's just nice in general to be able to talk to you (even though it's in this ask/answer format lmao)

I hope things get better for you soon, because it makes me sad to hear that you're struggling. Please don't give up, because I believe in you. :>

#anxious anon #You can dm me if you don't want to talk about this stuff publicly btw #I can only answer anonymous asks publicly - private answers have to be off anon #Alternatively I wouldn't mind adding you on Discord tbh lmao

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thehalfbloodedwitch · 1 year

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thank you thank you thank you, I cannot say it enough number of times and express how grateful I am for each and every one of you guys for liking, reblogging and following this blog of mine. You guys mean the world to me and I cannot imagine a life where I don't write, writing is my passion and because of you I can continue writing and having fun here on tumblr, so thank you for fucking 900 followers, we have grown so fast and can't believe 900 people actually enjoy reading my stories out here, thank you once again guys for 900 followers

it has been AGES since I did a celebration, mostly because I didn't have time as I had school but rn I am free as hell so why not a celebration?

welcome one and all to my coffee confessions celebration where I take you on a cafe date, make yourselves comfortable

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∘● refer to my masterlist for the events that involve you to send me a character or fandom

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∘● ꜱʜᴏᴘᴘɪɴɢ ! ask an open question about me, as long as it's not too personal.

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∘● "ʙᴇ ᴍɪɴᴇ" ! send me this and I will give you a three picture moodboard along with things that remind me of you (ᴍᴏᴏᴛꜱ ᴏɴʟʏ)

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minustwofingers · 1 year

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AHHHH OH MY GOD okay this is my first time writing anything to anyone on tumblr but i just felt like i had to do it for you for so many reasons

in short - your writing is beautiful. you keep the beauty of the universe while also incorporating parts of our world and giving readers something to relate with in exoplanet. giving readers something to connect with makes it feel more real. sometimes fiction writing is just fiction and doesnt come across as relatable or something to hold on to, and in the end the story doesnt connect or sit - however with exoplanet, you brought so much emotion to the narrator and made the story sit that much deeper with your audience. characterizing the narrator in that way, making her similar to all readers in some way or another, gives that much more beauty and depth to the piece.

ellies characterization is also just as meaningful and is just as important as the connection between the reader and narrator. the dramatic irony behind it all, readers knowing why ellie cant easily open up yet the narrator not knowing and experiencing very real and conflicted emotions, gives your story such a raw edge that i cant even begin to describe.

and not only that but i love you and seeing all your interactions with your followers and other readers. knowing you purposefully wrote exoplanet in this way and put so much thought and meaning behind each word makes it such a powerful read.

cant wait for the rest, i know itll be good!!! and feel better soon!! writing and being sick is not a fun combo so take as long as you need and be sure to rest your eyes! 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

THIS ASK IS JUST SO. like i cannot even begin to express my joy in reading this. i’ve been letting this marinate in the inbox for a while and coming back to reread it because 1) anon u have a way with words and 2) this is just…i can’t even put into words how ecstatic this whole message made me. i’m sure anyone who writes can relate but having people not only read your stuff but read it AND send something like this in? i am so so grateful that you took the time to type all of this out oh my god enekenwkew

anyway yeah i want to cast a really big spotlight on your line about the dramatic irony of us knowing why ellie can’t open up and the reader not understanding …like you put it so perfectly and it’s exactly what i’m trying to convey. ugh this was just so perfect to read i’m sorry this is kind of a mess i thought taking some time would mean i’d come up with a more coherent and Normal response but every time i read this i melt into the floor a little more and have to pinch myself because my writing is not only being perceived but understood and oh my god aaah

okok i am going to cut this off here before i sound more unhinged but in conclusion thank you so much from the bottom of my heart anon for this lovely ask. i am going to be thinking about this for the rest of my life 😭😭

#dee overshares #legendary anon #anon i’m canonically giving u a kiss on the cheek #thank you so so much

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scribbleseas · 1 year

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Hi!! Hope ur having a nice day/night so far! <3

I honestly just wanted to say how I absolutely love ur work- I CANT EVEN FIND WORDS TO EXPRESS IMY LOVE FOR IT PROPERLY- BUT I'LL TRY MY BESTT-😭😭

At first I was just going thru the black butler fandom tags to find a good fanfic, when I stumbled upon ur work. At first glance it was intimidating to jump into a whole new famfic with multiple chapters, but honestly I'm *SOO* glad I did!

I haven't been caught up with any new chapters since I've last read it but, nonetheless all I can say is that ur work/writing is a whole *experience*🤌✨. And I mean it in every sense. Even tho it's been well over a month or so since I've read it I can still remember the scenes that play out; coupled with your beautiful writing that genuinely makes it seem like I'm transported into ur story ur telling. All the feels, the scenarios are still stuck in my mind when I think back to your work and honestly I don't think I'll ever find anything else which could even come close to replicating what I felt when I read ur work.

I cannot ever find the exact words or thank you enough for how you've been able to help me find an escapism in ur heavenly writing that should really be called an art form. (Srsly I'm not even joking-). And I definitelyy plan to re-read all ur chapters from start to finish during my holidays.

I honestly really reallyyy admire how ur able to articulate things so well with ur words. Once I started reading, I was sucked in and I couldn't stop reading, to the point that I think I just binge read ur chapters in one day. Honestly I might have gotten up the next day just to read what happens next.

So sorry for the long letter of sorts, I guess I just had a lot to say once I started writing and I hope you've been taking care of urself, mental and physical health as well! Sending u all the love and support in whatever u do and wherever u are <33

(P.S. it's my first time ever writing anything to the author and I honestly hope it didn't come off as weird or creepy or anything-)

- .⁺‧₊✧

Hi, .⁺‧₊✧ Anon!!

Let me just say, oh my god!!

I literally almost cried the first time I read this. I can’t believe you would take the time to sit down and write me such a kind message. I’m so touched that I’m struggling to convey how grateful I am, like I can’t believe you like it so much and I’m absolutely over the moon that you do. I really can’t thank you enough for this ask. All of it. Every syllable, letter, and emoji, lol.

I’m also going to be real: you sent this at the perfect time because I’ve been really struggling with motivation to work on the next chapter. I’ve felt both uninspired and overwhelmed as a first-year in college atm. (Especially because it’s midterm season, gross.) This kind of message was exactly what I needed to help me feel like my work is really there for people, and it’s the quality that I work so hard to make it. I feel much more inspired to pick up my fic outline and my chapter 17 Google Doc and actually get to work. I’ve been putting it off because I hate forcing myself to write— it never comes out good.

But this was exactly what I needed to feel refreshed and ready to start tackling the problems/roadblocks that I’ve run into while I (more intricately) plan out the last 2 chapters in this fic. Who knew, it’s actually pretty tough to wrap up a story!

It means so much that this storyline and its characters are resonating with you, too! I love that TIP is a story that youn can think about when you need a little bit of escapism. That’s literally me, like all the time— that’s where a lot of the ideas for this story came from!!

I’m really so choked up over your whole message, before I sat down to write this message, I came back to re-read it easily five times before I thought I could properly write about the happy tap-dance my heart does when I read it. You didn’t come off as weird or creepy at all, just extremely kind and just amazingly supportive. I’m really grateful that my writing has garnered such sweet and amazing people like you to read it and give me such lovely and well thought out feedback. It’s not something I expected, at all, being a novice fic writer with a brand-new Tumblr, and a slowburn Black Butler fic. And it’s certainly nothing I expected when I first thought of this plot like…six years ago! In middle school!

Anyways, I write for all of you, and feedback like this just warms my heart.

Thank you so much for your love, support, and faith in me. I’m so honored <3

- Dan

#the indignant pawn #dear sweet anon #crying in the club #black butler fanfic #answered

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pruzan · 1 year

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oh my dear liv !! 🥺🥺 you are going to make me cry i swear !! i'm ?? i hardly know how to express my thanks ?? your words are rays of sunshine glowing in my heart and i'm not even exaggerating !! 💓💓💓 i confess that english is not my mother language (perhaps it was obvious from the start sfagsgf), and whenever i see your message i read it like a bible and i'm like "THIS is how i want to speak english" because you speak so beautifully? you are so sincere and so precious! you inspire me to be more vulnerable and soft, to be more loving and tender like you! 🥹

actually, not so long after i sent you my previous message, i indeed found another way to get to my dream country! it might take some time, but this means that even if i get unsuccessful with the rest of the ballots, at least in two to three years i'll certainly be there. it will be a long journey but honestly i cannot be more relieved and happy! i remember you encouraging me back then that 'very rarely is a door ever really closed and locked' and it turned out true 🥹 i'll tell you more about it when i reach out to you someday! as nervous as i am, i can't wait to talk to you in person ahhh! 💗

thank you so much for your sweetness liv! you are the angel of angels and i adore and love you infinitely🫶 i look forward to talk to you again soon, and - my god, liv!! i must say to see you falling in love with your crush and being loved makes me so extremely happy like i am the one who is in love! please know that i'm rooting for you too with ALL my heart!! sending all my love and well wishes to you two, ily xx 💗💗 - 🥑

💗 I FEEL THE SAME WAY!!!!! 💗

anon!!! i had absolutely no idea that english isn't your first language!!! it never even crossed my mind!!! you speak it so perfectly, you always communicate so eloquently and send me the most beautiful and thoughtful messages, every time i read an ask from you i feel like i'm being hugged!!! i want to speak like you!!! i want to be more like you!!!

i am so!!! in awe of you!!! the fact that you have put so much time and effort into this dream of yours, and it's paying off!!! it's out there, just waiting patiently for you!!! i know that there's still an adventure ahead of you, but look at the adventure you've already had!!! look at how much you've already done!!! i'm so proud of you!!! and i'm so incredibly inspired by you!!! seeing you with the passion that you have, chasing your dreams the way you are, makes me want to do the same!!! seeing you on your adventure makes me excited for mine!!!

thank you so much for sharing your journey with me!!! thank you for letting me watch you as you move forward and as you grow!!! thank you for letting me root for you and thank you for rooting for me!!! it means the world to me that i'm able to share my own life with you, especially this new experience of falling in love. i say it every time and i will continue to say it, i am so grateful that our paths ever crossed. you and your kindness have truly changed my life and i don't know if i will ever truly be able to thank you enough!!!

please know that even if you decide to stay on anonymous forever, that is completely fine by me. you are always welcome here, in whatever way you're comfortable with, and i'm just happy to have you around!!! i'm sending all my love and well wishes right back to you!!! i adore you!!!!! 💗

#YOU ARE THE BIGGEST ANGEL #I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS <333 #🥑 anon #sweetness #ask #long post

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purplemm1412 · 4 years

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hey man thanks for the ask talking abotu mlqc and wanting to support me through commissions. just heads up that I AM TAKING THIS OPPORTUNITY TO GUSH ABOUT MLQC SO MY ANSWER MIGHT BE LONG

LMAOO its ok i had fun reading it lol

i might?? try the game out?? although i dont know if having two hyperfixations is good sPECIALLY when i need to study a whole lot pHSHAHSGS

i said it before but i have never been interested in otome games but after playing mysme (and crying several times) i have been thinking about trying some other games out, and since you were so into mlqc i was wondering what it was like sOO THANK YOU?? FOR BEING SO NICE??

also❗❗ ur art is great you go girl

ok im sorry i talk too much i'LL STOP

#im trying ok #need to stop playing these games that mess with my emotions PSHAHSBSV #but its so good tho #i wish i could recommend mysme to other people cuz it has such a great story and characters #and i cannot express enough how much i love this game #it has become one of my faves #along with persona #bUT i will definetly check mlqc out #so thank you for answering my ask??#AND ALSO SENDING ONE BACK AT ME???#LIKE I WASNT EXPECTING IT- WHSNZKSB i get flustered over dumb stuff im sorry 👉👈#but im also very grateful PAHSHSHS yay #also please forgive me i dont know how to private asks in tumblr mobile #not a lot a people come here anyway so it doesnt rlly matter #@that-cheer-up-anon #that-cheer-up-anon

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thefanficmonster · 3 years

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Sleepless Nights

Corpse Husband x Reader (Female)

Warnings: None

Genre: FLUFF, Comfort, RPF (Real Person Fic)

Summary: During an unusually windy night, Y/N finds herself unable to sleep while her boyfriend is streaming in the other room, unaware of the terror revving outside thanks to his headphones. So, Y/N does the only thing she can in order to finally get some shuteye.

Requested by Anon. Hi dear! Thank you so much for your request, I had such a blast writing it! I’m so sorry it has taken me so long to complete and post it but here it finally is and I hope you’ve stuck around long enough to read it! If you have, please enjoy the read! Love, Vy ❤

It’s that time of year again - the city is terrorized by the loudest, most intense winds that wield the strength of a mythological creature and sound like the wails of hell’s sufferers. You may find my description of this natural occurrence rather dramatic and over the top but that’s because you aren’t here to hear and see this horror show going on. Trees have been uprooted from the ground and have fallen on top of cars, damaging them expensively. Chimneys all around are whistling hauntingly as the gusts of wind pass through them, the sound sending shivers down my spine.

Winds have never sat right with me and I often found myself lacking shuteye during the night if they were wilding outside while I tried to sleep even as a kid. My parents thought I’d grow out of it as the years went by but I never did apparently, seeing as how I’m wide awake at close to 2AM on a workday. I have to be at work by eight in the morning and if I don’t catch some z’s soon I might just show up looking like a zombie.

This is not the first time such an occurrence has happened. However, on those past occurrences, I wasn’t alone in bed, twisting and turning under the covers so I could extinguish the sound that’s violating my head. On those occasions, I had someone lying in bed next to me with his arms wrapped around me tightly or with his hands covering my ears. That person isn’t with me right now though. He’s in a room two doors away, streaming Among Us with his friends.

I’ve had Corpse ditch streams to comforting me during anxiety-inducing windstorms like this one but I can only assume he cannot hear what is going on outside since I haven’t heard a single word from him. Of course, comforting me isn’t his job and I’m not the type of girlfriend to be clingy and in need of her boyfriend to be there for her 24/7. Quite the contrary actually - I’m independent and rarely ask for people’s help, Corpse’s included. However, there’s one thing I need help with and this is it - falling asleep at a time like this. That’s a task I cannot manage on my own.

And so, against my better judgement and putting aside my embarrassment surrounding my fear, I kick the covers off me and get up, stretching my arms above my head as I walk out of the bedroom Corpse and I share and into the hallway which is pitch black as the rest of the apartment. The only light is coming from underneath the door to Corpse’s recording room but even that is so faint I can only guess it’s coming from his computer screen.

With an uneasy sigh, I make my way down the hall, flinching when a particularly strong gust of wind rattles the windows. This apartment building is old makes noises of its own on the regular, the last thing it needs is these attacks it’s now forced to endure because the weather outside is crappy as all hell. Take an already noisy building and pelt it with gusts of wind, yeah that equals a sleepless night for me.

The recording room door isn’t shut all the way as usual. Corpse prefers keeping it open a crack so he can enter and exit it without making noise in the middle of the night as to not wake me up, seeing as how I’m quite a light sleeper. It also allows me to enter and exit it soundlessly whenever I want to either bring him a snack or spook him. There’s no in-between: I either bring him something to eat/drink, or I scare the daylight out of him. The latter usually happens when he’s playing a horror game though so it’s rare which is why he hasn’t started shutting the door as to be alerted of my schemes before I give him a mini heart attack.

And so, I tip-toe my way in his recording room, squinting my eyes when I’m faced with the beaming computer screen opposite the door though it’s partially blocked by the hunched over Corpse who is still unaware of my presence. So, in order to avoid freaking him out, I deliver a couple of soft but audible enough knocks to the door frame to grab his attention. My attempt proves successful as I see him yank off his headset and whirl around in his chair to face me.

“Am I being too loud?“ Even in the dark, I can make out the lines of his face contorting into an expression of guilt.

I give him a lopsided smile as I strut over to him with lazy steps. Just as I part my lips to speak, a strong gust of wind shakes the building, producing a wailing-like sound that immediately forces me to freeze up, the smile disappearing from my face.

Corpse’s face shifts expressions again, this time exhibiting a compassionate, comforting smile, “That’s what it is, isn’t it? You can’t sleep?” I shake my head, biting my lip as I feel my cheeks heat up. “Come here.” He mutters, opening his arms invitingly.

Without a single doubt, I come closer, not putting up a fight when he pulls me into his lap. I let my legs hang off either side of his hips, wrapping my arms around his neck as I hide my face in the crook of his neck breathing in his scent mixed with the cologne that has lingered on his hoodie and hair.

“Wait a sec...“ he mumbles, pulling away from me briefly. I’m confused for a second, but then I feel the pair of wireless headphones he covers my ears with and I give him a grateful smile, already feeling myself beginning to relax at the warmth of his body against mine and the soothing comfort of his touch. However, when the lo-fi music starts playing through my headphones - a playlist he’s complied for me whenever I have sleepless nights such as these for whatever reason - I’m a complete goner.

And so I find myself drifting off with the mixed sounds of lo-fi beats, Corpse’s whispers and his heartbeat and honestly, not to be cheesy or anything, but I’ve never heard a sweeter lullaby in all my life.

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I have a theodicy-adjacent question if that's alright. How can I offer prayers of thanksgiving without implying that God "likes me better" than They like other people? For example, I often want to thank God for keeping my loved ones safe through this pandemic, but it feels weird when so many have lost dear ones. I've learned a lot about how to wrestle with God through your ministry, but how to bring your positive feelings to God without toeing the line of a prosperity gospel-esque mindset?

Anon, I feel you! Some point a few years ago I had a similar unsettling realization. I knew that gratitude is important not only for our relationship with God, but for our psychological wellbeing — yet I felt so guilty for thanking God for things i knew others didn’t have. Did attributing the good things in my life to God imply that God wasn’t with those who lacked those good things?

I brought that guilt and discomfort to God (and still do, whenever it arises anew). asked Them to help me sit with it, accept it, and then transform it into something more fruitful.

guilt transformed to motivation. discomfort transformed to commitment. what i was left with was an understanding that i did not need to stop my prayers of thanksgiving, but to expand them.

i take time to really feel and express my gratitude for the abundance i experience. and then i ask God to help my gratitude move me to a desire for others to experience that abundance too. I ask for guidance in how i can help make that abundance happen in the the lives of those around me and far from me.

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i also make time for lament. many of us are taught how to ask God for things and how to thank God for things, but grief and lament are not taught. however, thanksgiving and lament are not opposites, but work together. they enrich one another. we need to take time for both.

a book that helped me embrace lament was Barbara Brown Taylor’s Learning to Walk in the Dark. You can read quotes and whole passages from it in my tag over here.

one of my favorite songs/psalms to sing/pray in lament is this one. The psalmist empowers us to question God, to ask why and how and when? and then the psalmist leads us to praise God anyway — to praise in spite of and with our doubts and our questions.

when we look at all the pain in the world — in our own lives, the lives of loved ones, the lives of those we don’t even know, and in the struggling pulse of all Creation — we feel all sorts of things. Distress, despair, anger, grief. But some of us are afraid to bring those feelings to God. We’d rather avoid the feelings in general, repress them, not sit inside them for a while. (And certainly, we should not wallow in the bad all the time.) Bt when we dare to assign intentional time to sit in those feelings, God sits in them with us.

And there is a strange thanksgiving in there, too — that we aren’t alone in the lament. We come to see that it is true that God does not will suffering upon any one of us — that the fact that sometimes i experience blessing while you struggle, or you find success while i go without, is not because God is choosing which happy few to bless that day. God really does will abundant life for all, and grieves when sin (individual, systemic, the rot that eats at this world) blocks that abundance for anyone.

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in continuing to make time to feel and express gratitude, and then to make time to lament and to both desire and participate in abundance for others, thanksgiving does not elevate me above others as “better” or “more blessed” than they are. instead, gratitude reminds me of how interconnected we are with one another. In the Body we all share, “If one member suffers, all the members suffer with it; if one member is honored, all the members rejoice with it” (1 Cor 12:26).

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When abundance wins out in spite of sin, we rejoice! When it is we who enjoy that abundance, our gratitude should not lead to smugness or self-congratulations, but to humility. it should shape us, move us to bring similar abundance to others.

A book that has really helped me understand that concept is Robin Wall Kimmerer’s Braiding Sweetgrass (which you can read online for free).

Christian texts have told me that the appropriate response to all God’s gifts is gratitude, but it’s Kimmerer’s book that helped me digest and embody just what that means. We acknowledge abundance, and we use that gratitude to connect us to the giver, and to others to whom that giver would also share Their gift.

Here’s one passage from her chapter “The Gift of Strawberries,” starting on page 33 of the webpage linked above:

Even now, after more than fifty Strawberry Moons, finding a patch of wild strawberries still touches me with a sensation of surprise, a feeling of unworthiness and gratitude for the generosity and kindness that comes with an unexpected gift all wrapped in red and green. “Really? For me? Oh, you shouldn’t have.” After fifty years they still raise the question of how to respond to their generosity. Sometimes it feels like a silly question with a very simple answer: eat them.

But I know that someone else has wondered these same things. In our Creation stories the origin of strawberries is important. Skywoman’s beautiful daughter, whom she carried in her womb from Skyworld, grew on the good green earth, loving and loved by all the other beings. But tragedy befell her when she died giving birth to her twins, Flint and Sapling. Heartbroken, Skywoman buried her beloved daughter in the earth. Her final gifts, our most revered plants, grew from her body. The strawberry arose from her heart.

In Potawatomi, the strawberry is ode min, the heart berry. We recognize them as the leaders of the berries, the first to bear fruit.

Strawberries first shaped my view of a world full of gifts simply scattered at your feet. A gift comes to you through no action of your own, free, having moved toward you without your beckoning. It is not a reward; you cannot earn it, or call it to you, or even deserve it. And yet it appears. Your only role is to be open-eyed and present. Gifts exist in a realm of humility and mystery—as with random acts of kindness, we do not know their source.

...Gifts from the earth or from each other establish a particular relationship, an obligation of sorts to give, to receive, and to reciprocate. The field gave to us, we gave to my dad, and we tried to give back to the strawberries. When the berry season was done, the plants would send out slender red runners to make new plants.

Because I was fascinated by the way they would travel over the ground looking for good places to take root, I would weed out little patches of bare ground where the runners touched down. Sure enough, tiny little roots would emerge from the runner and by the end of the season there were even more plants, ready to bloom under the next Strawberry Moon. No person taught us this—the strawberries showed us. Because they had given us a gift, an ongoing relationship opened between us.

...It’s funny how the nature of an object—let’s say a strawberry or a pair of socks—is so changed by the way it has come into your hands, as a gift or as a commodity. The pair of wool socks that I buy at the store, red and gray striped, are warm and cozy. I might feel grateful for the sheep that made the wool and the worker who ran the knitting machine. I hope so. But I have no inherentobligation to those socks as a commodity, as private property. There is no bond beyond the politely exchanged “thank yous” with the clerk. I have paid for them and our reciprocity ended the minute I handed her the money. The exchange ends once parity has been established, an equal exchange. They become my property. I don’t write a thank-you note to JCPenney.

But what if those very same socks, red and gray striped, were knitted by my grandmother and given to me as a gift? That changes everything. A gift creates ongoing relationship. I will write a thank-you note. I will take good care of them and if I am a very gracious grandchild I’ll wear them when she visits even if I don’t like them. When it’s her birthday, I will surely make her a gift in return. As the scholar and writer Lewis Hyde notes, “It is the cardinal difference between gift and commodity exchange that a gift establishes a feeling-bond between two people.”

That is the fundamental nature of gifts: they move, and their value increases with their passage. The fields made a gift of berries to us and we made a gift of them to our father. The more something is shared, the greater its value becomes. This is hard to grasp for societies steeped in notions of private property, where others are, by definition, excluded from sharing. Practices such as posting land against trespass, for example, are expected and accepted in a property economy but are unacceptable in an economy where land is seen as a gift to all.

Lewis Hyde wonderfully illustrates this dissonance in his exploration of the “Indian giver.” This expression, used negatively today as a pejorative for someone who gives something and then wants to have it back, actually derives from a fascinating cross- cultural misinterpretation between an indigenous culture operating in a gift economy and a colonial culture predicated on the concept of private property. When gifts were given to the settlers by the Native inhabitants, the recipients understood that they were valuable and were intended to be retained. Giving them away would have been an affront. But the indigenous people understood the value of the gift to be based in reciprocity and would be affronted if the gifts did not circulate back to them.

Many of our ancient teachings counsel that whatever we have been given is supposed to be given away again. From the viewpoint of a private property economy, the “gift” is deemed to be “free” because we obtain it free of charge, at no cost. But in the gift economy, gifts are not free. The essence of the gift is that it creates a set of relationships. The currency of a gift economy is, at its root, reciprocity. In Western thinking, private land is understood to be a “bundle of rights,” whereas in a gift economy property has a “bundle of responsibilities” attached.

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In material fact, Strawberries belong only to themselves. The exchange relationships we choose determine whether we share them as a common gift or sell them as a private commodity. A great deal rests on that choice.

For the greater part of human history, and in places in the world today, common resources were the rule. But some invented a different story, a social construct in which everything is a commodity to be bought and sold. The market economy story has spread like wildfire, with uneven results for human well-being and devastation for the natural world. But it is just a story we have told ourselves and we are free to tell another, to reclaim the old one.

One of these stories sustains the living systems on which we depend. One of these stories opens the way to living in gratitude and amazement at the richness and generosity of the world. One of these stories asks us to bestow our own gifts in kind, to celebrate our kinship with the world. We can choose. If all the world is a commodity, how poor we grow. When all the world is a gift in motion, how wealthy we become.

#gratitude #prayer tag #prayers of thanksgiving #prayers of lament #thanksgiving #lament #pandemic mention #braiding sweetgrass

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hellbabyfromhell · 3 years

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i unfollowed you, not because i dont like you, but rather because you have such trans girl swag that i just followed you for like... years without realizing you're not transfem and we have nothing else in common. i truly wish you the best of course but like... to me you're just some person walking around making posts and stuff.

ok?

it honestly bothers me that you followed me for years and you didnt like the content of my character or anything ive done and decided to now send me this saying “im just some person walking around making posts” because i didnt fit your image of who you thought i was. and it was entirely contingent on my gender and not any other thing about me? i am not a transfem, youre right, but 1. you also really dont know my history with gender and 2. its shitty that you went out of your way to tell me you were uninterested in any aspect of my personality other than my gender for years apparently. and you felt the need to inform me that you’re unfollowing me because i don’t fit your mental image of me….

you are just some person who treats people on the internet like they arent real, because you only care about a fictionalized image of them. you are like some person who thinks their opinion of someone is so important that they have to decree theyre unfollowing me in their askbox. im sorry you dont like me for who i am, but i guess i prefer that you’ve unfollowed because i dont want to be seen as someone else, someone imagined. (i think in some ways this is why perfect blue is so important to me) i want to be, i AM me, and thats all i can be. i am just some person walking around and liking myself (new development!) and sometimes other people do too, because of who i am as a person. this sort of thing drags me down, especially when i see it first thing in the morning, because it really bothers me when people send me these presumptuous and sometimes rude asks because they don’t think about the feelings of the person that theyre sending it to. so i guess all in all, if you are the kind of person who sends this sort of message, i truly wish you the best of course but i’d rather that people who actually like me for me follow me. i am a person, anon. this is really dehumanizing. in the future, please treat fellow internet denizens as human beings with feelings.

on that note, im sorry im replying to this and not my nice asks. this is kind of an anomaly and i don’t get stuff like this often. the nice asks, i like to keep them and look at them. honestly, sometimes when im at my lowest, i read them, and its like exp or spore food bits in the first stage. i truly appreciate how kind people are to me from the bottom of my heart. ive done a lot of work trying to bring myself back from having a horrible self image, because for so long i couldnt stand myself, and when i get a nice ask, its like adding a plate of armor to my knight-suit. i am feeling stronger than ever, and i appreciate and love every message and reply with all my heart. idk how to reply to replies sometimes but i read them all and they stay in my back pocket. i wish i could Like the replies. i just really appreciate how kindly people treat me and i cannot thank you enough. ive been through really tough shit the last 6 years and the dust is finally settling and everything is looking like itll be okay, and im touched whenever i get a kind message, because im grateful, truly, for people who have seen my highs and lows, failures and triumphs, and are so unrelentingly supportive. i wish i could express genuinely how much it means to me from the bottom of my heart. there are times when people here treated me much kinder than i would ever allow myself to at the time, and i really can’t explain how much it meant and still means to me. so thank you, a million times thank you. i started crying writing this part lol. i am just very beyond appreciative that i so infrequently have negativity on my blog. thank you to all the people who have stuck with me and sent me such kind things. i hope to keep making stuff and doing things and i hope it’ll entertain you and make you happy as much as doing those things makes me happy. lets be happy all together! thank you.

#sorry for the brick

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sleepyghostuwu · 3 years

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"Always, I'll care."

Dearest anon, if you're reading this, I pray that you'll have a great day today! ^v^ Enjoy~

Akutagawa Headcanons #1: You have depressive episodes

- You’ve recently been having many depressive episodes for a while and it’s been…depressing.

- For anyone who doesn’t know what depressive episodes are (myself included), depressive episodes are periods of time when one is in a low mood and/or experiences symptoms of major depression for two weeks or more.

- Because you were just so down in the dumps, you didn’t have the will to do anything.

- You didn’t socialise or even try to keep in touch with people. And unfortunately, Akutagawa was among them.

- Poor boi had to endure a month of ignored text messages and missed calls because you were just too upset to reply or call him back.

- When he tried to figure out why you were upset, the first thing that instinctively came to mind was that he was the cause of your problem and he sent himself into internal turmoil. What the heck did he do that made you not talk to him anymore?

- He proceeded to spam send you with tons of apology texts, one of those texts even involving him taking a day off from work just to spend time with you wherever and whenever you wanted.

- In truth, you actually put his texts on read but never replied. As much as you wanted to tell him not to blame himself, you were exhausted and in need of a lot of rest.

- Because you were still seemingly “ignoring” his texts, Akutagawa decided to visit you one evening to talk to you.

"Hey, (y/n). Can I come in? I need to ask you something."

"Of course. What is it, Aku?"

"You've been ignoring me for the past month. What's going on?"

- You hesitate. Was Akutagawa mad at you for not texting and talking to him? It was hard to tell with that neutral expression of his.

- After a moment of silence, you explain to him that you've had a lot of depressive episodes lately and that they made you really, really miserable.

- You had no idea how relieved he was to know that you weren't mad at him because he just didn't show it.

- He sits beside you in thoughtful silence, trying his best to understand whatever you've just told him.

- When he finally manages to grasp the situation you were in, he wraps an arm around you in an awkward attempt to comfort you and give you a hug. (the boi can barely deal with his emotions, let alone someone else's)

"(Y/n), if you ever feel upset, you can talk to me or send me a text. I may not give you any advice, but I'll always be there to listen to you."

- Similar statements have been told by your family and friends so often that you were numb to it.

- But to hear it from Akutagawa, the coldest person you've ever dated so far... it meant the whole world to you.

- Words cannot express how grateful and happy Akutagawa has made you, so all you could do was tackle him into a hug and squish him with all the love you have for him.

"Thanks, Aku. I love you so much~" <3

"I...love you too, (y/n), but please...I need air..."

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stealanity · 3 years

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♡⃗ EVEN(MA)TTY : ✉️ — dear, you.

♡⃗ LOVE NOTE : i can't express how grateful i am to have such beautiful people who follow and appreciate my writing as much as you guys do. as a writer, to see that people read and like what we have done, it's the most beautiful gift. so now, it's my turn to give you a gift : as i already mentioned, i have almost 1000 followers on my writing blog, and wanted to organize something special to thank you all for your endless support.

please my sweethearts, never forget that without you, i am completely nothing.

♡⃗ THE EVENT : find the letter your crush / lover left in your locker.

♡⃗ DETAILS : drop a tbz, enha, txt or skz member in my ask box, with one random word (like flower or board) or a song, and the genre you prefere. you can add a specifical date (like valentine's day or your birthday) and i will write the letter your crush / lover, slipped into your locker one morning at school.

♡⃗ ATTENTION : you can send a maximum of three different ideas, with different members and scenarios.

♡⃗ EXEMPLE : for the event : eric from tbz, with the song why i should love you by r.stevie moore, & make it all fluffy please !

♡⃗ ANON : if you want to stay in anon, please add an alias, a special word, or a random emoji that i can use to dedicate you the letter.

♡⃗ ANON PT.2 : emoji already used — 🦋, ☀️, 🌸, 🍓, 🍇, 🍒, 🐿, 🌻, 🍤, 🪐

if you have any question, do not hesitate to ask them !

♡⃗ MORE : i hope that my idea is not too bad, and i'm sorry that i cannot offer you more actually :'( thank you so much to stay close to me even if i post less writings than before, and to always support me as much as at the beginning. you guys are the best, you know that? you're all so wonderful, and i'm so happy to be with you. i hope we can continue the journey together for a long time, and i promise to improve myself more and more, so that you can be proud of me. i love you all with my all little heart. <3

♡⃗ TAGLIST : @deputyjuyeon @sunfics @changminurheart @littleaprilcherryblossom @junjungsunwoo @wooyoung-a @from-xero @chareadingpurposes @allyg-onz @carolnina55 @zvae @i6swoo @changmin-wrlds @99outros

♡⃗ MASTERLIST HERE !

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photogirl894 · 2 years

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I want to extend my deepest and sincerest thanks to so many of you regarding recent events. (Long post ahead)

Some of you may know and some of you may not, but over the last two days, another well-known Tumblr user who is no longer on this platform (I will be civil and not name them by name unless asked, but plenty of you know who it was) was trying to cause drama between her and me here on Tumblr. If you want the entirety of the story, then I will gladly share privately, but I will spare you the long explanation. I owe it to people who don’t know or didn’t understand what happened at least the long story short.

We had a falling out about a month ago and she hadn’t spoken to me in weeks. Then, through a series of events that I will admit I could have handled a little better in the beginning, it led to her getting people to send me anon hate and then trying to slander me with posts claiming all sorts of lies about me and tagging people in them to get them to turn against me. First, with the anons, I was flooded with an onslaught of support from my friends and followers that far outweighed the anons, and then with the callout post, I chose to be the bigger person and ignored it. I only private messaged people who had been tagged to explain and asked them to not publicly engage. After that, though, it seems that other people handled the situation for me. I know there were a couple people who sent messages to the other person defending me and others asking to never be tagged in such posts like that ever again. I don’t know the exact repercussions that happened, but it resulted in the post being taken down and subsequently the person’s blog being deactivated entirely. She had tried to start a war, but retreated when things turned on her and realized she didn't have the support she wanted.

I received so many messages from people telling me they didn’t believe anything that was said about me for a multitude of reasons and showing me their love and gratitude for being who I am. I honestly cannot express enough how grateful I am that most people were able to trust me and believe in me in such a situation. Sadly, there were a couple friends who did believe those false things and have blocked me, which saddens me a lot, but overall, I have come to learn that I have the best and most loyal friends and followers here on Tumblr! I had some that helped me keep a level head when the callout post came to light, because I was more than ready to respond and tear the argument apart; I was furious, but my friends helped me stay calm and helped me be logical. There were even some people who didn’t know me that well that stood behind me through the whole ordeal based on their opinions of me and/or their opinions of the other person.

Truly, from the bottom of my heart, thank you to each and every one of you that have stood by me, been there for me and were a rock in the storm for me. Sometimes I feel that being a good person is a weakness because it’s led to me being hurt several times by people who were once my friends and took advantage of my kindness, but it’s times like this that I’m reminded that no, it isn’t. Being who I am has brought people into my life like all of you who are loyal and true in the face of a difficult situation. I seriously am blessed! It was a tough and emotionally draining last couple of days, but so many of you helped me get through it and I'm thankful that I didn't lose a lot of my friends in this. I apologize for the drama that took place and the effects it might've had on some of you, but really, thank you! Thank you all so much! 🥺😭💜

(Sorry for the long post!)

#photogirl life update #so grateful #Tumblr stuff

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phlegmboymessiah · 2 years

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To Anon who sent me the Napalm recipe: Thank you for sending the recipe to me, I did answer your ask but I later deleted it because I wasn’t comfortable with being the person who made the recipe for Napalm easily accessible on Tumblr. Don’t worry though I saved your ask so it’s not gone and I appreciate it greatly. Words cannot express how thankful I am for what you have done (my curiosity is a dangerous thing), even though I won’t make any Napalm I’m still grateful you sent it to me. <3

#For legal purposes this knowledge is purely academic #You will never be forgotten Nonnie <3

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sukirichi · 3 years

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— LOVE LETTER FROM ANON ; 💌

this is from an ask i received. i copy pasted and replied here as a text post since i can’t put “read more” on anon asks and it’s quite long hehehe. to the anon who sent me this, i give you loads of my love, thank you so much for everything !!

[ the ask ]

hi lovely,

i just read earned it and i have a couple things i’d like to say to you if you don’t mind. before i start, i completely understand if you don’t want to share this ask or even read at all which is fair. but if you do decide to read it, i know that one person such as me cannot change the decisions a writer had made such as discontinuing a series but i hope that this allows you some sense of peace or happiness towards your creation and end of earned it. i’m actually writing this is my notes before i send it to you so that’s how you know i truly mean it. buckle up baby!

i’d like to start with this; i just read and finished all the remaining chapters of earned it. i don’t know how to say this without sounding arrogant or cocky which truly isn’t my intention here, i promise so i’ll just say it as is. i swear to ever loving god, i’ve scoured the entirety of tumblr, ao3, fanfiction.net, wattpad, everything and anything, and it still isn’t very often that i find works like these, far and few between dare i say. ive looked through almost everything i could get my hands on to read in the jjk fandom and dear god, do you manage to keep on surprising me. i’ve read majority if not all your works along with following you on ao3 and tumblr, and i must say. i truly am so fucking impressed. completely and absolutely fucking floored if you will. the amount of plot twists and pure emotion you managed to put into this is only something i can dream of ever creating.

i cannot lie, it truly my hearts to think that people gave you so much shit over this to which ended in you deciding to discontinue along with your lack of interest which at least, is understandable unlike the hate. i literally cannot comprehend how people would be unhappy with the outcome so far after reading it since it was beyond fucking magnificent in my eyes. it kept me on my toes the entire time whilst never managing to bore me once and as someone with adhd, thats fucking hard to do, i’ll admit it. props to you. and as much as i want to grovel and beg for crumbs, something, anything to know about how it ends, i know that that will most likely accomplish nothing to both you and i so decided to just say this.

thank you for writing this. thank you for not only writing it but dealing with the experience of unwanted and negative criticism to the point you had to stop and discontinue it whilst also being generous and amazing enough to keep it up so other people could still read it. i really hope your proud of earned it and how it turned out so far, because if i were you, i’d be so bloody fucking proud i wouldn’t know what to do with myself.

my friends often tell me i overstep my boundaries and i really hope i aren’t doing that with this but i just really, truly, wanted to express my genuine appreciation and thanks towards your writing and towards you as a writer that puts out content, not to mention for free!!!!, for people like me. i also don’t want to seem as if i’m glorifying earned above all your other works, because that’s not what i mean. your writing is just… just fucking chefs kiss. sorry, my brains starting to run out of words at this point but oh my god. thank you for letting me experience the experience of earned it even though there was no proper end. i’d rather have that than nothing at all. and maybe i misread this entire thing, maybe you are goddamn proud of your work, which you fuckinf should be considering the pure quality it is. once again, chefs kiss!!

i just… i don’t know what to say anymore. your writing, quite literally, has made me completely fucking breathless in a good way of course. anyways, i hope this wasn’t too much of a ramble and at least managed to make you smile or something. have a lovely day sweetheart!!!! <333 :*)

OMG ANON PLS FORGIVE ME IM SO SORRY THIS TOOK ME DAYS TO RESPOND TO, I DIDN’T WANT TO GIVE YOU A HALF ASSED RESPONSE SO I WAITED TO GET MY MENTAL ENERGY BACK TO A HUNDRED PERCENT SO I CAN SEND BACK MORE LOVE TO YOU WHOLEHEARTEDLY !! FIRST OF ALL UHM…

you really made me speechless with this one, you have no idea. I’ve lost count of the times I’ve reread this and teared up a little bit because you know… I’m so shocked like I really have no idea what I did to receive such a sweet message because I’m just writing silly fanfics when I’m feeling it yknow? Or at least that’s what it seems like because it turns out I have a huge impact on others and I’m able to make people happy like I’ll never EVER get used to that feeling and I mean that in a good way !! Like I’m in a constant state of disbelief that people are this affected by my content and I’m just…

I’m so thankful truly PLEASE can I give you a hug I’m so happy sobs sobs sobs

also baby, thank you sm for this again AAAAHH. I’m not sure if you really mean ‘Earned It’ the mafia! gojo series or ‘Reckless’ the CEO gojo series though ?? Both are discontinued but Earned It was discontinued bcos my dumbass killed Naoya there and he was my favorite so I lost the motivation and it was all my fault SOBBSSS. as for Reckless though, yeah I’d say it was mostly the hate I got for it that demotivated me into continuing it :// but if this ask is meant for Earned It, then yes thank you so much for the kind words as well, though I didn’t really receive hate for it so no worries !!

and aaah anon im…I’m at a loss for words lmao but the part where you said where you would be proud if you wrote it, that’s really…LIKE IDK it just hit me bcos oftentimes I look at something I poured my heart into, but then I’d have days where I’d be like YIKES that wasn’t a good one. its so easy to forget the effort we put into something when we’re affected by external factors. and yeah even though I really don’t want to continue either series anymore, thank you for leaving me the important note of being proud of myself <33

although the series (earned it) wasn’t really something I’d properly executed and planned for, I do remember being passionate over it and feeling truly excited to update. even if it didn’t end out the way I wanted it to, it’s still something I poured my heart on and that’s magnificent on its own, so I’ll be prouder of myself from now on <33

no worries bb you are not overstepping any boundaries at all !! believe me when I say this ask truly do means a lot to me – more than you’ll ever know. messages like these are what keeps me going, as feedback is important to writers, but most of all it’s the genuine support and sincerity that gets to me.

I’m truly humbled and grateful right now. thank you for this again and again and again.

THIS MADE ME MORE THAN SMILE !! there’s a lot of things I’m struggling with even if I don’t publicly express it, but messages like these will always have a special place in my heart. I’m sincerely grateful for everything, and I’ll continue writing here and sharing my works!! It’s supportive people like you that make these moments worthwhile. I’ll never forget this message anon AAAAH I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THANK YOU THANK YOU YOU HAVE AN EVEN BETTER DAY OR NIGHT, you have me weak in the knees for this

OKAY BRB SOBBING IN HAPPINESS

#asks with naoya's trophy wife #suki: for keeps #uwu anon

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