#thats g though cause i finally posted this

[thealexanderfiles]

DCU from a Marvel fans limited perspective

recently i've accidently been sucked into the DCU universe, mostly Bat family, if i'm being honest, and although i've never watched a single movie/episode, this is what i have gathered from purely reading the occasional fanfiction/lots of tumblr posts

SPOILERS i guess

There are A LOT of batkids

Bruce Wayne adopts these motherfuckers like they're some kind of limited edition pokemon set

no one is actually sure how many there are but if you have black hair and blue eyes and live in gotham, Batman doesn't care if you've got parents or not. you're coming home with him

There appears to be five Robins and Batman goes though these children like a chainsmoker with a pack of cigarettes

people die a lot

Thats okay though because people come back to life a concerning amount as well

Jason Todd died and came back to life by being dumped in a pit of magical water

Damien Wayne is the only biological child of Bruce and he mentions this a lot

Dick Greyson was the first Robin and the first adoption and i think he and Bruce got in a fight and he left to become Nightwing

Jason Todd stole the Batmobile's wheels and became the second Robin. after he came back to life he became Red Hood

Tim Drake was not an orphan, he just fit Bruce's target demographic and was conveniently close (I mean come on, it's like express shipping) He is also some kind of super-genius. He was the third Robin but became Red Robin/Drake

Stephanie brown(?) was the fourth robin(?), not sure for how long. People get upset when other people forget. I think she's called Spoiler or something

Damien Wayne is the final Robin. Hes this assassins son and im pretty sure Talia dropped him off at the Wayne Manor and said, "I had him through the terrible twos, you get the teen years'

Not entirely sure if Tim runs Wayne enterprises

Brucie wayne is the funniest fucking thing i swear

He's so stupid

not sure is Tim, Dick and Jason follow Bruce's lead and become absolute airheads as well

Alfred is a butler

Alfred has guns

There's someone called Duke and Cass knocking around

The Justice League think Batman works alone

someone in the JL is allergic to the colour yellow

there is a concerning amount of Danny Phantom x DC crossover fics

sames goes for Miraculous

Tim Drake is Bi and for some reason people don't like that

internet is divided on whether of not Batman is a bad dad

#OnlyInGotham is a thing?

Gotham is like an australian NYC

the Riddler is a not funny, less aggressive version of the Joker

apparently Alcatraz and Arkham are different prisons but thats on me

there's a whole group of superheroes out there, each have strong powers and they decide to leave the most dangerous city to the member that has no powers and dresses up as an anthropomorphic bat and runs around the city causing copious amounts of property damage with his children

there is a girl called barbra? Gordon

there is a criminally small amount of content for the girls

for some reason people ship the bat kids together, ike, anytime you have to remind yourself 'its TECHNICALLY not incest is Not Good'

Clark Kent is running round acting as if his reading glasses are the only thing standing between a normal life and CHAOS and the worst thing is that he is right

i am a MCU fan and i was SO sure that Deadpool was MCU but now i'm not so sure

Fandom likes to have this troupe that Bruce wayne doesn't believe batman exists when obviously the superior troupe is that Gotham is pretty sure they are exes

teen titans and young justice are a thing but i cant figure out which robin is who.

Damien Wayne has enough animals to open a zoo

who tf in the batfam are metas?????

Batman has definetely used the Tired Dad voice on villains and the Brucie Wayne voice on the JL

Bruce Wayne has contingency plans if someone discovers his contingency plans

THERES A PLACE CALLED THE FUCKING BAT BURGER???????

it took 2 robins until batman realized that a small child running around in a vest top and speedos was not the greatest idea

Someone needs to tell me, like right now what's going on, where to start and what to read. bc rn im LIVING on chaotic fics

#bruce wayne #brucie wayne #batman #dick grayson #nightwing #jason todd #red hood #tim drake #red robin #damian wayne #dc robin #dc comics #dc universe #someone pls tell me what DC means im actually loosing my mind here #batfam

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hi guys shower thoughts in word form what's new 💀

why miles g is the perfect foil to miles — a long post

disclaimer: i obviously do NOT know what will happen in btsv. some of this devolves into external information like from the art book (or even just my own headcanons). i am also not an analyst. this is not a proper analysis by any means. also quite rambly so bare with me 😭

also i will be referring to 1610!miles as miles and 42!miles as miles g.

just so we're sure: a foil in literature is defined as "a character who is presented as a contrast to a second character so as to point to or show to advantage some aspect of the second character" (via britannica)

essentially one character exposes the flaw(s) of another character (usually by being the opposite of said character)

i talked about miles' attachment to the superficial goal of "being Spider-Man" in a separate post (which is long n kind of irrelevant so im not linking it here) but essentially the point i want to bring back is that 1610 miles is obsessed with the idea and IDENTITY of being New York's Spider-Man and being a hero and that is the complete opposite to miles g, who is arguably the PERFECT foil — it's literally a parallel version of himself

but first a bit of ramble about the start of the movie under the cut! (open)

you can see it in the way miles falls perfectly into the typical witty, effortless and loved hero in the way he fights at the start of the movie. when he's fighting the spot you're thrown into this false sense of security that everything's going to be okay and it's just another "villain of the week" because that's what you expect of Spider-Man. he has his usual quips and carefree interactions with the spot and we have no idea that he's about to take apart the entire multiverse

the spot as a character is one of my favourite villains EVER because he directly challenges this notion of what it means to be Spider-Man — you always expect the good guys to win and when they lose again and again to the spot, that's when everything we know, and MILES knows, falls apart. the spot is a brutal exposition of how futile "heroism" as a concept is to the spiderverse.

as a character miles so badly wants to be in the spider society in the first place because he thinks that's where it's at — that's where he can finally BE a real spiderman and fit in

so when all of his beliefs are challenged and he's forced to fight to SURVIVE rather than to win that's the turning point of his character. in the grand scheme of things to put it lightly this whole "spiderman" identity is bull

and also id like to point out that hobie's line of "im not a hero, cause calling your self a hero makes you a self-mythologising narcissistic autocrat" is SUCH a gut-punch when you realise this. my boy KNEW but miles had to realise it for himself obviously so he pissed off when he had nothing else to add. I LOVE HOBIE BRO—

in my other post i talked about how he attributes his security to his home universe, family and friends and then that changes to wanting to be a part the spider society (so security in his identity), but when he's kicked out, his main goals focus around his home universe again — he needs to save his dad

putting him in earth 42 is the final sort of way for the movie to say "look at yourself miles" because to him, he can't give up that want to be spiderman so easily. a part of him hopes that he can just go back home and be spiderman like normal, that's why he tells his "mom" (earth 42 rio) that he's spiderman even though that probably won't help him at all — he is still stagnant in his old ways

and thats where miles g comes in — picture his exact universe but where's miles is the "villain" (to him at least, he doesn't know that the prowler is actually a vigilante)

to give you the basics, miles g has NO super powers, he's a vigilante who has to HIDE from the public, he's not "friendly" — nothing like miles' picture of spiderman. again, he fights to do good, but also for survival — the sinister six are attacking HIS neighbourhood and HIS home so HE has to do something about it

of course that's not to say that they're completely different. miles g has all his cool gear and aesthetics for a reason. maybe deep down he wants to be like the superheroes that he sees in comics (assuming hes anything like 1610 miles) and/or he wants to live up to, or exceed his uncle in being the prowler

but it's far less superficial than just that. he's been forced into this more practical and REAL mindset about what it means to be a "hero" from the start — and now 1610 miles is too

miles g doesn't necessarily have a greater sense of duty. he doesn't concern himself with miles' universe because it's HIS — ("our dad—" "your dad.") and thats the reality check that miles needs, at least in this moment, that he's alone and that he needs to get the HELL out of there and save his dad — not the multiverse.

of course this might be a point of character development for miles g he's obviously not a perfect character and has his own trauma and backwards beliefs to overcome but he's in many ways a product of his environment

it re-emphasises to miles the importance of saving his dad — protecting what he has left because he has nothing else (his only sense of security anymore). the multiverse is this far away thing now and i think this could be explored as a spiteful rejection in btsv which he has to overcome but im obviously not sure

the real kicker is that in this universe aaron davis is alive and jefferson is dead. looking at this from a wider perspective, in my very convoluted opinion, on a surface level, JEFFERSON represents "the hero" and AARON represents "the villain". this is arguably why aaron "has to die" in earth 1610, because "good always prevails" (which is very clearly MESSED UP, which miles is coming to realise more and more)

okay now hear me out. in the SAME WAY miles represents "the hero" and miles g represents "the villain" — but we obviously know that it's more nuanced than that

and the respective fates of aaron and jeff clearly show to miles that it is NOT that simple. it's not a matter of "good over evil" because if that was the case his father wouldn't be dead.

and obviously thematically this ties into expectations of the future generation and overcoming archaic beliefs and failures of the past and hope in youth and blah blah blah (i actually love this theme it is just not talked about enough unfortunately but this video by elliot sang is a beautiful exploration of it)

miles g and aaron are NOT evil — they're just as much heroic, but not necessarily "heroes". again, that's exposing how superficial the notion of being "spiderman" and "a hero" really is

and this is why hobie is so right about labels and— (MUFFLED SCREAMING)

going back to the spider society when miles says "i thought we were supposed to be the good guys" — this idea of being a hero is really just a front for the spider society's lucrative and cult-like behaviour. you're doing it because it's your duty as a hero, you're letting people die because that's what's supposed to happen, because it's for the "greater good" (when it was never really about that in the first place but miguel and his "spider-cult" is a whole other topic)

by the end of the film we start to realise all of these things at once and that's what across the spiderverse does SO WELL in my opinion

so why is miles g the perfect foil to miles? to summarise, miles g encapsulates (at the very least on a surface level) the complete opposite of what it means to be the hero "Spider-Man". his entire universe is a parallel to earth 1610, and to miles, miles g exposes the flaws in miles' view about what heroism truly is.

neither of them are perfect characters, and we're yet to see much about miles g, but miles' development as a character and the way it's explored in such a self-realising way as well as thematically throughout all of across the spiderverse is something i will always love about the movie

im so excited to see if they'll team up as well!!!! so much potential

urrrrr thank you for coming to my ted talk ANYWAYS I LOVE HOBIE BROW— (THE CROWD BOOS) (SEVERAL TOMATOES ARE THROWN)

as always let me know your thoughts id SO love to hear them ^^ this was just a shower thought i was literally shampooing my hair and was like hold on a minute.... so there's definitely things to be added! take care n cya <3

#vee rants #miles morales #miles g morales #1610 miles morales #earth 42 miles morales #1610!miles morales #42!miles #1610!miles #atsv #across the spiderverse #spiderverse #spiderman across the spiderverse #analysis #beyond the spiderverse #spiderverse analysis #idk how to tag this so... soz 😭 #hobie brown #the spot #miguel o hara #because i mention them in the post... #pls dont be mad 💔💔💔💔

[bang-bang-gang]

rampage thoughts

i didnt know anything about shibata so he's completely new to me, absolutely loved the fight with orange cassidy. i loved the little exchanges. i love seeing OC get fired up during a fight. really enjoyable even with zero context for why ppl are so hyped to see shibata fight!!!

TONI STORM FINALLY GETS SOME PLOT???? and its fairly GOOD plot too??? and they were ROOMMATES --

no seriously i'm so fucking excited to see toni vs jamie at full gear. i hope its gonna be a fucking banger of a match. i dont mind the "fighting champion" plot and toni just having matches for the sake of having matches cause she's amazing to watch, but im VERY glad shes finally getting some character development. i hope she plays a part in the jamie/britt split too for when jamie finally gets recruited into the blackpool combat club (dream booking but i stand by it)

britt&jamie vs skye&madison was actually really good??? when skye and madison rayne teamed before it didnt make sense to me but this fight made a lot more sense, going off purely the in-ring stuff. (considering there's no build-up outside of the ring thats all we got to go off anyway) it's clearly intended as a mentor/mentee relationship and giving skye her chance to shine, and this match really told that story. she was stellar in the ring and she was QUICK and fun to watch. i like how she got WAY more ring time than madison rayne! it made me excited to see the jamie vs skye match on next dynamite

OH and we went an ENTIRE match without anyone saying "ladies" on commentary DURING the match!!!!!! JR ruined it either after the match or later in the episode though when announcing a future match (cant remember which point exactly)

jericho sammy tension?? okay i guess

sammy wanting a bryan danielson 2 out of 3 falls match. sammy g you will never be daniel garcia. shoo get off my screen.

i dont get the ricky starks hype and this promo did very good work at making me Not Get It even more. seriously. saying AEW is crumbling left a very weird taste in my mouth, calling out internet beef is strange. i like it when he does the pose i guess? maybe if one day i Get ricky starks then ill eat my words i promise

i have more theories on the JAS vs BCC match at full gear but ill get back to those in a separate post cause its just more fantasy booking because i turn very one track minded when it comes to BCC

#aew rampage #vera watches aew

[beastie-anon]

OOOOOOH THAT WAS RLLY RLLY GOOD I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!!/VPOS/GEN aaaAAAA

okay okay.. so. could you maybe do. Liquid Chriz x reader-? He’s neato

--(definitely not anyone you know. not at all (lying))

(ps I should prooooobably shorten my anon name so I’ll probably go by like DNAYKNAA or just DNA from here on out)

Y E S

Okok I definitely know how to start this..

Y/G= Your gender

Y/N= Your Name

F/N= First Name

L/N= Last Name

Y/A= Your Age

You were walking home late at night, Your friend was too drunk to give you a lift home and you didn't have a car. Some friend they were.. They could've at least called you a cab, Especially with how the streets were at night. You tried to stay on the lit path, Following the streetlights. It was actually quite... Nice, Out at night. The quiet buzz coming from the headlights, The stars faintly shining overhead, The nice cool breeze that blew past you, Gently flowing through your hair. The night was young, Yet so late all the same. You almost sat to enjoy it, But seeing the time.. You had to be home soon. After all, Heros needed to sleep.. But crime never rests. Hopefully you could make it home before your friends/family began to worry..

Unfortunately, You did not make it home safely. A man grabbed your shoulder firmly, Making you ball up your fists and freeze out of fear. The man's hot heavy breath hit the back of your neck, Sending chills down your spine. Yet at the same time a hard cold object was pressed into your back... The clicking sound could only mean one thing.

It was a gun.

"Hand over your wallet. Now.. You don't wanna get hurt, Do you kid?"

You very slowly moved to try and take any money you had on you out of your pockets, When suddenly and quickly they harshly shoved you to the ground. He dug through your pockets himself, Taking anything you had on you.

"Now, Your gonna listen to me... I have a nice little place we can stay at for a bit.."

Wait.. Was this guy kidnapping you!? You decided to muscle up everything you had in you and..

"HELP!!!"

...Yell as loud as you can and hope that someone hears you before its too late. The guy growled out in a venomous like tone

"You little BITCH!"

He slammed the back of his gun into the back of your head, Causing you to cry out in pain. Your vision got dizzy and you could feel yourself starting to slip away from consciousness... You barely saw what happened next. Someone swooped in and stopped the guy, Beating the shit out of him until he stopped moving. The super.. Hero? Stood and went over to you and dialed 911.

"HhhHelllllooooo..?"

His voice was distorted in your mind, You couldn't make out anything else.

Next thing you know it your back home. You had bandages wrapped comfortably around your head.

You decided to search for local news to see if you could find anything about what had happened last night.

Only one article was posted, But it seemed some parts of it had been glitched out.

SUPERHERO LIQUID SAVES GIRL FROM CANNIBAL

Super human Liquid, Also known as Chriz [...] Has saved a young Y/G from techville Square. This Y/G is also known as F/N, L/N. A dangerous man with a gun had tried to rob and kill miss/mister L/N last night at around [...] O'clock last night. The man, Now known as [...] [...], Has human remains in his house. Currently the police have found around 6 possible bodies but that is not final.

[...] [...] Has also escaped prison early this morning. Police are on the look out for him now, But make sure to [...]

Dumb cheap site... oh well, No worries though. Obviously if anything happened, Chriz would be there to help! He truly was amazing, Wasn't he? His beautiful eyes, His strong muscles, His perfect form as he fought... Oh no, You were definitely falling for this guy.. I mean, It's not like thats a bad thing right? He was a popular hero, I'm sure almost everyone and anyone else likes him too. But would that be a good or bad thing..?

You were walking late at night again, Needing to get to work. This time, The air was thick. Almost thick enough to choke on.. It didn't help that the humidity was horrible too.. It would definitely storm soon. Taking deep breaths as you walked the quiet dark path to your job. Fortunately, Nothing happened this time... But you couldn't help but think of if you wished something would have happened, Just so you could of seen Chriz again... Your head swarmed with thoughts as it pounded with a migraine. You hoped today would be a fast one.

Work didn't last long and soon you were back on your way home. It was practically morning now, So there would most likely not be any danger for you. You walked as the burning sun beat down on you- A sudden heatwave had started that morning. Talk about an unexpected change.. Yet it was still as humid as ever. You practically breathed in hot water with bits of sweat from the beads dripping down your skin. You couldn't wait until you were home in your cooled down home with your air conditioner and fans.. You could feel the breeze now. You finally approached the door, Going to unlock it when you noticed.. The lock was busted. You didn't do that, Did you?- Something didn't feel right..

You slowly opened the door, Which made a loud creaking noise. You looked around as you grabbed the nearest object. A... Vase. Wow, What a great weapon... You looked around the house, Holding the vase until you came to your bedroom. You opened the door and felt someone put a cloth over your mouth, Their other hand wrapped around your torso and one of your arms. There wasn't anything you could do but scream into the rag and slowly drift into a forced sleep state..

Chriz couldn't stop thinking about you. He had a feeling that whatever had happened wasn't over, But.. Surely no robber would be so dumb that they'd return to grab the person instead of skipping town right? He had a gut feeling that you were in trouble. He couldn't shake the feeling, Though. His gut feelings were never wrong... He decided to just check your house out and make sure your okay. He quickly raced to the scene, Where he saw it. Your house was an absolute mess, As if ransacked. Signs of a struggle were apparent. Not only had they come back, They were careless and left piles of evidence. He felt his blood boil as he searched for any type of clue. After an hour or so of searching, He found a letter. Ransom? Goodbye? A will? What was it?.. He carefully opened it and read the quick scribbled message. It was an address.. He memorized it before burning the letter and quickly flying to where it had said..

You woke up, Barely breathing. Every part of you hurt.. You could feel blood falling down your face, Tight ropes scratching against your wrists as they left scrapes and slight cuts. You could feel tears rolling down your face from the feelings. You looked around to see multiple things of water.. What were they planning? They barely even looked at you, Mostly just staring out the small window that showed outside. You thought it'd be best to stay silent.. Who knowss what they would do to you if you did anything wrong. Soon, The soft crackling of fire could be heard from somewhere far off... Chriz? A door from somewhere upstairs was broken, From the sounds of it, Was also launched across whatever room it broke off it's hinges in. One of the guards went to you and shoved a cloth in your mouth to stop you from talking, Getting water buckets ready above a doorway... Wait... Oh no.. Chriz!

The door was broken off its hinges and the water was brought down onto him, Just as you were able to spit out the cloth. He lost his powers and fell down the stairs, Landing on his back with a loud sickening crunch. Oh god.. The blood was pouring out from under him. His face was pain mixed with anger and fear... Was he going to be okay? The men went over to him, Starting to kick and beat on him. Scarily enough, Chriz didn't make a sound. It wasn't long before he was barely even breathing.. He had to of had multiple broken bones, And it looked like his ribs were shattered... How could someone so powerful just.. Be beaten by water? This had to of been a dream- O-Or a nightmare- SOMETHING! He couldn't be dying..

You were snapped from your thoughts momentarily as someone broke through the wall.

"Have no fear, The great sonikchu is here!!"

Sonikchu(?) Used what looked like lightning to hit the robbers, Or, Now kidnappers and knock them down, And probably kill them. It ran over and quickly undid the ropes on your hands with a big cheerful smile.

"Do not be afraid ma'am! I'm Chriz's amazing sidekick! Are you okay, Liquid?"

..No answer. Liquid was trying to regenerate, But it was talking a lot out of him and taking a while..

You quickly ran over to him and he managed to muster a weak smile up at you.

"..I-I guess I wasn't the one to save you, But I'm glad your safe nonetheless.."

He wouldn't die, But this was the perfect time for you to return the favor and take care of him. Sonikchu lept away as you weakly carried Liquid to your house. He didn't question it, In fact he had passed out half way there. It was surprising that nobody asked you why you were holding what looked like a lifeless torso in your arms while you were bleeding pretty bad.. Guess it was a common occurrence for injured people to walk through the city. When you reached home you made sure to take a shower and clean up, And wiped Chriz off a bit with a washcloth before getting him dressed in a new outfit. You laid him in bed and assumed he wouldn't mind if you kind of just.. cuddled with him a bit...

As you started to fall asleep you could feel what felt like warm arms wrapping around you, Too.

Goodnight, Y/N

Sweet dreams

❤️

#finally // ask #a tag for you // your requests #just a sidekick // sonikchu #best hero // chriz

[weiqiankun-blog]

beauty you hold.

female reader x mark lee 

pretty frickin soft 

my first piece of writing so i do hope you enjoy reading it 

3k ish

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You'll admit, working at a coffee shop had it's quirks but there were just sometimes when all you wanted to do was go home and just sleep cause after all you were an exhausted college student and lets just say times were...tough sometimes. You've been working at your local coffee shop for awhile now and youve made friends with the other workers keeping in mind that theyre all quite older than you but atleast you have one close friend who works with you, this of course being one of your bestfriend's yuta. When you first met yuta, you kinda thought he was a pushover and a bit too bossy (or atleats thats what you said to him when you were explaining why you didnt approach him when you guys first met but actually it was only cause you were too scared). But ANYWAY, you were first to start working at the coffee shop, its name being 'Euphoria Cafe' and once you saw the help wanted sign through the window you were probably the first to apply cause you loved that place. Need a place to study? Euphoria, Need a place to relax? Euphoria, Need a place to sometimes see a few cute boys from time to time?... Euphoria (hotel?trivago (sorry i just had to)) so yeah. you got the job obviously and it was difficult at first to get used to how to use all the machines and everything but eventually you got the hang of it. And this is when your (not yet) best friend yuta comes waltzing in as the newly hired worker and you were kinda nervous cause yeah sure you're good with making friends but that doesn’t change that fact that you're terrified of embarrassing yourself especially in front of someone you found intimating.

So your first day together was awkward to say the least, there were many glances on both ends and all you guys said to each other were hi's, sorry's, here ya go's, and bye's when you guys left eventually. The next day it was like something snapped inside of you and you were having a really good day and you were just happy for ledgit no reason but when you're in moods like this, you kind of forget how to act around people or not forget but it's just a lot more free? So when you come into work you see yuta just getting in as well, and out of nowhere you just shouted, " hey yuta!!! how's your day been, excited for work?!" and the shock on his face was priceless and he just turned around and said, "oh, hey y/n, its been good and yeah i guess you could say i am", and to be honest you were kinda surprised he knew your name cause you guys literally never talked before yesterday and today was the first actual conversation you guys were having so naturally you asked, " oh woah, you know my name?", " well yeah, you know my name so...", "good point good point". And that was the start of a beautiful friendship, you guys grew really close and pretty fast and what surprised you the most was how jokingly flirtatious he got and it was definitely a joke cause at this point in your friendship you guys have seen TOO MUCH (dont be weird not like that) of each other to catch any feelings. You guys came to work together almost every day with him basically clinging onto you cause he needs affection and you obviously giving him it cause um who could resist. So yeah life was nice other than the crazy amount of work you had to do for college but OTHER THAN THAT just great :(.

Well anyway (yes this is a mark fluff just waittt) after  few months of working there another employee joined and you recognized him almost instantly, he was in almost all of your classes but you guys barely talked, actually you guys only talked when you were forced to (partnered up and stuff). He wasnt in your shift but you always saw him leaving when you and yuta coming in. Eventually, mid-term break came along and yeah you were excited as hell but yuta was leaving to back to his hometown in japan so you would be pretty lonely. But then... you come into work one day not really being aware of your surroundings because you were too absorbed in your music but then when you walk in you see mark behind the counter not looking ready to leave at all so you said, "oh hi mark" (get the reference?) clear confusion coming out with your words and mark acknowledged it so he replied, " hey y/n, oh i asked if i could change my shift time because this works better for me so youll be seeing me for a while haha", " oh okay then i look forward to working with you", you say while nodding your head slightly. so mark right, you always liked him, not like crush sense but you thought he was cool you guess, and theres no denying that he was pretty cute but you never even had the idea of liking him until one day. So you come into work and suprisingly mark's not there he was usually early but you just thought oh he probably had something to do and didnt really care (#sorrynotsorry) but then in comes an extremely disheveled looking mark with messy hair and ripped jeans and a hoodie on and you were concerned to say the least. Thankfully no customers were in the shop yet and mark just runs to the counter panting and you genuinely think someone's been chasing him but he later explains he woke up like 2 minutes before he came to the coffee shop cause his phone ran out of battery hence alarm=nonexistent basically. That day you had a lot of customers and since you guys had to stay the entire day by the end of the day you were exhausted. When it was about an hour to closing mark just went on his break and it was just you in the shop because he just went for a walk which he regularly does for his break, something you noticed. but there werent many customers so you were okay but when you turned around to the register you saw a pink post-it saying: stay back today for a bit?. you already know mark wanted to just relax after work today and you guys had stayed back after work sometimes and you enjoyed it so you smiled and continued with the order for the customer. eventually he came back and you smiled and nodded and he smiled back and that just made you smile harder. so the day was finally over and you went to sit infront of the counter and took off your apron while mark was busy making something that you figured was his but when he was done you realized he had two drinks in his hand one being your favourite, a hot chocolate and one a berry smoothie. He placed the hot chocolate infront of you and you were like huh? and he said, “you drink this practically whenever you have the chance anyone would know it's your favourite". your heart kinda fluttered but you were like gurl dont be dumb staph but that didnt really stop much. you guys moved to the sofa after grabbing a few snacks (this was the main perk of getting the end shift cause you could stay back). You guys were facing each other and the windows were all still open blowing chilling air in and although you loved it you were cold and being the dumb one you are you forgot to bring a jacket so you shivered but you were fine after you closed the windows or so you thought for like two seconds and then you were like yeah no i be cold. "so care to explain why you came in looking like a wreck today" "so are you implying that i look good every other day" " well im not denying it.." you were always quite flirty with everyone unintentionally (sometimes intentionally) but mark kinda got used to it " i just slept really late yesterday and today wasnt the best" "i can tell but hey whats up?" "eh just stuff" "oh also ive been meaning to ask how long are you going to be working this shift?" "oh you want me to stay i see" "please, if anything the opposite" "mhmmm sure" he says with a smug look on his face, "well until your boyfriend comes back" you spat out your drink," my boyfriend?!" confusion was plastered on marks face and he said" yeah the guy you were working with before i came, yuta i think his name was?" you genuinely couldnt stop laughing until you eventually explained that he was just a bestfriend and you noticed a look of relief on his face? but pushed it aside. suddenly mark just got up and went to the back where you heard rummaging. after a few minutes mark came back with a t-shirt on and his hoodie in his hand. He threw over to you "stop shivering and wear this" he says he sat next to you this time causing you heart to basically jump out of your chest he wasnt that close or anything just him being kind. you mumbled a thanks. after a few moments of silence mark asked " so do you have a boyfriend?" "no you?" "nah. hey wanna lock up and just walk" you were actually glad he asked cause you were kinda tired of being in the cafe for this long and you thankfully nodded ---- you guys walked to a nearby park just talking about literally anything that came to your mind at this point you guys were pretty close and both of you guys knew things about each other that a lot of people dont, irrelevant and meaningful, like he knows that you only like the ends of those soda gummies cause apparently then have the most taste, but he argues that it all tastes the same, that doesnt stop him from eating the other end when you dont want it though, and you know that whenever hes stressed the only thing he wants to do is talk to someone he trusts and you were the same that way. as you were walking you werent really focusing on anything cause your heart was kinda all over the place cause youve officially developed a big fat crush on this idiot and you knew he didnt feel the same but then you being so absent minded caused you to trip and almost instantly mark grabbed your hand to stop you from falling over and you just started laughing while mark asked you if you were okay. you guys continued to walk in silence with the howling wind filling the air, although you guys were nothing you couldnt ask for more in this moment. you were reaching for your phone when you realized mark was still holding your hand you just stopped walking and froze staring at your hands clasped together (they werent intertwined but just holding ya get?) and obviously every force has an equal and opposite Reaction (its SciEnTifiC oKaY) so since you stopped walking and you were connected to mark he kinda was pulled back and this is when you noticed how red his face was and that surprised you but at the same time youre sure you were too (but like im brown so you wouldnt even be able to tell ay ay) "you only noticed i was holding your hand this entire time now?" "uh.. well.. ummm-" "sorry do you want me t-" he said as he started letting go "no no its fine i was just surprised thats all" and you guys continue walking except now your fingers are intertwined and your heart beating double time. you truly liked mark for his personality, for the way he made you laugh, the way he made you feel, the way he treated you, you really liked him. you guys found a a green patch that was pretty empty and decided to sit. mark was pretty sleepy so he asked if he could put his head on your lap and you said sure. it was pretty late at night but you werent scared if anything you felt safe and happy. mark did that to you and as you looked down at his face you truly realized how beautiful he was. his skin was so smooth and the fluorescent lights along the park were reflecting on his round glasses that shaped his face perfectly. you then hesitated before taking his glasses off cause you noticed he takes them off whenever hes tired so you just wanted him to feel comfortable. he opened his eyes at that and looked straight into your eyes, his eyes truly glimmered in the light as if they were shining stars of their own but what you didnt know is that those same eyes have been staring at you all night admiring your beauty and presence. you give him a slight smile and he does the same before shutting his eyes once again. you kinda wished he didnt because you wanted to stare into his eyes for more but atleast he was getting rest. this is when you decided to play some music. it was calm and relaxing and always helped when you were feeling stressed and you could tell mark was for whatever reason cause he refuses to tell you and since music was such a huge part of your life you hoped it would help him too. you started singing along lowly and not to brag or anything but your voice wasnt half bad, after all you were a music major and one of the instruments you play was your throat so you sounded pretty nice and mark seemed to agree with this cause he then reached for your phone and paused the music to say, " i like your voice better" and you being way too scared to sing infront of him refused but eventually he convinced you by saying he would sing as well which he did and you guys sounded nice.

after staying for a bit longer you decided it was time to go home so you told mark to get up and he obliged. he held his hand out for you and even after helping you up he continued to hold it. he insisted on dropping you off to your dorm which hes visited before to watch a movie or two but thats all. on your way back you asked him, "mark are you sure you dont want to talk about whats stressing you out?" "no its okay really, thanks for caring" he replied "anytime and if you change your mind just call me okay?" he nodded you guys reached your house by now and mark with such sincerity in his voice said" thanks for today, really" "we do this almost every week what are you talking about" " i know but just thank you for being you" he says while staring admirably at your face "look mark, well first you know im always here even if we arent working the same shift anymore im glad we became as close as we are now cause i truly cant imagine my life without you and yeah i know its really cheesy but its true but most importantly you need to stop beating yourself up whenever you mess up. youre human and we tend to make mistakes sometimes and thats fine because i know you mark and i know at the end of the day you’re going to be an amazing dancer and youll be great at whatever you want to do so i dont know whats bothering you but whatever it is i know you can overcome it so just keep your head up high and be strong but dont be afraid to talk to people about it. and mark, im just saying all this cause i care abo-" interrupting what you were saying mark comes closer and kisses you. His lips were warm contradicting the the cold weather and one of his hands was around your waist ever so gently pulling you closer to him while the other was on your neck gently caressing it. his lips were so gentle yet so passionate as if you could feel all of his emotions, your eyes were closed and your hands were around his neck and then your fingers ran through his hair. you dont even know how long the kiss went on but you had to pull away cause you were out of breath. Your foreheads were against each other and noses almost touching his eyes were closed and he mumbled under his breath " thank you, thank you so much. thank you for being the person you are and for making me feel the way i feel. every time i see you im so mesmerized by the amount of beauty you can hold. everything you do makes my heart beat faster and im just so glad that youre in my life and im really sorry if you dont feel the same ill act like this never happened if you want me to but i really like you and i have for a long while and i just want to compliment you everytime i see you and hold your hand and kiss you to show you how much i appreciate you and god y/n you make me feel things i dont think ive ever felt befo-" "mark..." you say moving your head to look a him, he hesitantly opens his eyes expecting a rejection "i like you too" you say before giving him a deep but quick kiss and after that he lift you up and hugs you and start cheering almost about how happy he is. And that was the start of your relationship with mark lee <3

3:00 AM 1/24/2019 (this is when I wrote this can you frickin believe wow welp.. that was it)

#so this is the first piece of writing im posting and honestly it could be shit but thats okayyyy #i honestly dont even know if anyone is even going to read this #thats g though cause i finally posted this #i wrote this literally at the start of this year so im glad im finally posting ittt #let me know if you liked it or dont thats also fine #nct #nct fluff #nct mark #nct yuta #nct au #nct soft #nct scnearios #mark scenarios #nct mark soft #mark au #mark imagine #nct imagines #mark fluff #reader x mark #mark lee #nct 127 #nct dream #wayv #nct u #superm #mark lee fluff #mark lee soft hours #nct writing #nct fanfic #mark fanfic

[sopeverse]

aftercare with bts

genre: fluff and smut, do not interact if you’re under 18

warnings: unprotected sex, praising, soft!bangtan, i think we can all agree they’d all be amazing at aftercare 

KIM SEOKJIN

jin is extremely gentle and caring after sex

he’ll slowly slip his softening cock out of your warm cunt, breathing heavily with his forehead pressed against your own

he will simply gaze down at your bare, sweat glistened figure beside him

watching as your eyes fluttered shut, causing your eyelashes to brush against your cheeks as your hair fanned out across your pillow

he literally thinks you’re an angel

softly brushes his fingers through your hair as you fall into a peaceful slumber

sO MANY PRAISES

“you look so pretty baby.”

“of course you’re tired, you did so well.”

the most considerate boy ever

he will clean your body of any cum before cuddling up beside you, letting you rest on his bare chest

speaks soothing words into your ear as you both snuggle deeper into the warm sheets, blocking out the rest of the world

MIN YOONGI

yoongi is defiantly the silent but tender type

his cock will still be buried inside of you, arms keeping your body tight against his own as he softly groans into your shoulder

he’ll let your exhausted form slump in his lap, loving the feeling of you bare skin brushing against his and your warmth tightly engulfing him

eventually hell remove himself, laying you down on the bed with soft words of praise and gentle kisses

he will make sure to kiss every single mark and bruise that he might’ve left on you

also likes to run you a soothing bubble bath before you finally fall asleep 

he’ll have you lean against his chest, smiling as you let out small moans and whines while his fingers massaged shampoo into your scalp

leaves small kisses down your neck

you better believe he’ll spoil you all night

tucks you into bed and tangles his legs with your own while a movie plays on in the background

he would’t pay it any attention though, his focus solely on you and your beautiful afterglow

JUNG HOSEOK

defiantly the most loving and attentive 

he’ll be all smiles and giggles once he finally removes his length from your wet core, grinning when a small groan left your parted lips

expect this boy to cover you in kisses and cuddles 

lets you snuggle close to his side, placing soft kisses on your forehead as you cirlce your fingerprints on his bare chest

he loves to simply lay in bed with you for awhile, listening to nothing but the silence surronding you both

eventually he’ll disappear from the room before finally returning with an armful of snacks and treats

he’ll cover you in your comfiest pyjamas, smiling softly as your tired eyes stared up at him in a daze

he will of course watch whatever you want, only to smirk as you fall asleep not long in

he’ll never tire of seeing you in your post-sex blissfulness

KIM NAMJOON

namjoon likes to lay in bed with you for the rest of the night after sex

he’ll be hovering above you slightly, plump lips tracing the soft skin of your neck while little mutters of praise fell from them

his hands will trace your curves afterwards, eyes raking over your nude form before collapsing beside you on the bed

LOVES AFTER SEX TALKS

mostly because thats when he’s most open and vulnerable

he’ll just talk about anything and everything with you

also mindlessly plays with your dainty fingers as you struggle to keep your eyes open

and leaves small kisses on the tips of your digits

he doesn’t do anything big or over the top during aftercare

having you beside him is enough

PARK JIMIN

jimin becomes extremely sleepy after sex

he’ll breathe heavily into your neck before pushing himself out of you, collapsing on top of you and cuddling his head into your chest

he loves when you play with his hair and he’ll leave sloppy kisses across your exposed neck and collarbone

he knows how rough he can become during sex so he’ll make sure to shower you in more attention and love than usual

constantly brushes his fingers through your matted hair and softly hums in your ear to lull you to sleep

his hands will draw soothing circles on your back, smiling gently as you slowly fall asleep against him

don’t be fooled by how lovable this boy is because he’s also such a B I G tease

“wow, i must’ve been really good to tire you out this much.”

...OW, WHY’D YOU HIT ME.”

no matter how much he poke fun at you he’ll make sure that you’re as comfortable and snug as possible after sex

KIM TAEHYUNG

this boy is the softest mf ever

i mean look at his smile

he’ll gaze down at you from behind his hair, hands cupping your face as he slips himself out of you

low groans will leave his lips as you whine at the loss of contact

brushes away any stray hairs sticking to your faces before placing his lips against yours in the softest kiss ever

he’ll leave gentle pecks all over your face, smiling against you as you giggle in his arms

he always drags you into a shower with him after sex

he loves just holding your body as close to his as possible as the water trickles down both of your naked forms

also doesn’t let you walk anywhere and demands to carry you to bed

soft caress on your sides as you cuddle up close to him

he’ll let out a content sigh as he watches you fall into a slumber on his chest, thinking about how lucky he is to have you

after sex is always the time Taehyung appreciates and cherishes you

JEON JUNGKOOK

jungkook is the most gentle and tender boy after sex and you can’t change my mind

he’ll slip his cock out of your dripping cunt once he finally feels you clench tightly around him before resting beside you, propping his head in his hand to watch you catch your breath

he’d be in a state of utter bliss, the only thing on his mind being how beautiful you looked

his fingers will absentmindedly trace your curves, smiling softly as you lean further into his touch

he’ll constantly check your body for bruises, ignoring your words of reassurance

you better believe a million apologies will fall from his lips if he finds on mark on you

but he’ll make sure to kiss it better

the C L I N G I E S T baby ever

he literally won’t leave your side

also, he loves being the little spoon once you finally go to sleep

he just adores the feeling of you smaller body wrapping around his own

it’s safe to say that the dork is amazing at aftercare

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#bts #bts smut #bts reactions #yoongi smut #jungkook smut #taehyung smut #jimin smut #hoseok smut #namjoon smut #jin smut #yoongi imagine #jungkook imagine #taehyung imagine #jimin imagine #namjoon imagine #jin imagine #bts smut reactions #bts scenarios #bts fluff

[idv-tricksterisopu]

I wanna know more about your blog. Consider me asking all of the questions in the blog category. 😉

Oh god hi-

Let me back track this-

🕰 This blog has somehow been alive for atleast 7 months or so? I remember starting it around June 2021 somewhere on my summer break.

🖋 I do have an og blog where i post some art and is mostly for my private viewing but uh to be fair Im not so use to posting anything there-

🗓 Way too many- Starting from future interractions, events, shenanigians, scenarios. The only thing i need to prepare now is my motivation and s a n i t y.

🌟 I kinda rather say it to them personally then actually reveal of many ppl to see 👉👈

💡AHAHAH IRONICALLY N O T H I N G - both @justalurker-blog n @one0p1nk knows of how I started out my blog because to be fair it began with them-

Rambles under the cut-

I left this question for last cuz I would like to tell the story-

So with me being bored and trying to find new things to procastinate on- i knew tumblr and everything but never really bothered to download or check it out until uh- out or morbid curiosity(fanfics-) that i decided to finally try.

I found pin's VALE blog cuz i d v and was interested in first. I said nothing in there til-

It went from a simple imposter situation to a full blown felony-

Oh but i didnt stop there- I enjoyed it til the point I wanna join in the fun front row seat. So I did a Trickster blog. Cuz og aesop aint gonna fit my ideals of a b s o l u t e wreakage.

Quoted from a friend "I don't kin Aesop. Aesop kins m e-"

Ironically x2 this blog was suppose to just be a troll and the reason why Isopu has glasses in the old version of my lore writing is cuz he is the type to scroll thru his phone for hours on end til atleast 3 am at night while the room is dark til the point youd get paranoia.

Yeah u can clearly tell I scrap that idea and gave him an entire lore of what I think happened in the CoA story minus the fact he died originally before I committed to this blog and had to tweek it abit.

Funfact: instead of this mfker living and has glasses with immense trauma. He dies with Tracy (Yoasobi-夜に駆け)-style into the abyss cus I ship them thank you-

I wasnt thinking to even commit to this blog and was expecting myself to sudden dissappear but here we are-

Besides that i also started kidnapping wick and pretty much caused a small uproar. Though idk if small is an understatement but-- thats up to the others ^^

So I guess you can say my inspiration was my drive to end everyones career and sanity along with the fun I had with Pins and everyone else uwu

Keep in mind I was pretty new to these commitments on askblogs and tumblr in general so i didnt know anyone then and that if I crossed any boundaries and made ppl uncomfy qwq

But I learned to get used to it uwu so thx to everyone who has been with me for awhile and dealt with my craziness XD

#mun hissing~ #idv ask blog

[whosaysitsfantasy]

Juke/Maddison & Charlie

So I just want to address something about Juke and then I’m literally not going to talk about it again, because I’ve seen a few posts about people shipping the actors and then people hating on the ship a little bit because of the age gap and it’s just been frustrating me so I wan’t to kinda get this out and then just get back to enjoying the show. Also Apologies if this upsets anyone but these are my opinions and you in no way have to agree with them I just ask that you read my thoughts fully before passing judgment and to please be respectful.

Here is what I think it is ok to do:

Shipping Luke and Julie together. Why? Because in the show they are both teenagers (16/17). I saw someone say it was kinda gross because the boys should be like 42? which I think is a little ridiculous because if they had lived sure they would have been 42 or w.e. but they didn’t... they died, and it is  canon that to them no time has passed. What this means is that the boys are still mentally, emotionally and physically 17 years old. For this reason the characters are perfectly capable of being together and their biggest obstacle remains Luke being a ghost lol. 

Here is what I think it is NOT ok to do: 

Shipping Maddison and Charlie together in real life. Now I’m going to break down for you why this is gross and not ok and why saying “when she’s 18 he can date her” is also not ok. 

A 16 year old and a 22 year old have two completely different maturity levels. A 16 year old can be mature absolutely but that doesn’t mean that they are at the  same maturity level as a 22 year old. I’m 26 and I can tell you that my maturity changed DRASTICALLY between the ages of 16-24. I use to think I was very mature when I was 16. When I hit 22 and looked back at who I was I realized that I was not nearly as mature as I believed I was and now at 26 I can clearly see the differences in who I was as a person at these ages. I can guarantee that most people (if they’re self aware enough) would agree that their maturity level was completely different as a teenager then it was once they hit their twenties. A lot of this has to do with the simple fact that in your 20′s you’ve typically gained more life experience through jobs, and relationships and higher education your brain has also developed more. Now. Maddison is definitely mature for her age in no way am I claiming she isn’t however it is still very obvious through different interviews and lives I’ve seen of her and of Charlie that they are not at the same level. Mentally, emotionally, physically.They definitely have more of a brother/sister friendship. It’s clear that they care about each other and they can of course get a long as friends but friendship and an intimate relationship are two completely different things. Maddison and Charlie’s maturity’s work fine as a friendship but if you were to factor in intimacy and romance it quickly becomes problematic. Some people might still think that the maturity levels don’t matter. I’m here to tell you it does. 

While I don’t think that Charlie would be the type of guy to ever pressure a girl he is with, that doesn’t mean that the pressure would not still exist. If they were to hypothetically date Maddison could easily feel pressured into participating in things she might not really feel ready for like certain intimate acts, parties ect because she want’s to please her partner or because she might feel like this is what she SHOULD be doing rather then doing what she is emotionally and mentally ready for. That pressure can easily influence someone of a young age who hasn’t had many experiences into doing things they eventually regret or doing things that end up having a negative impact on their mental health and the way they view themselves or even how they view healthy/unhealthy relationships down the line. Now Maddison seems smart and has a good support system but your support system can’t protect you 24/7 in an intimate relationship no matter how hard they try which is why a lot of teenagers end up going through something that they end up wishing they hadn’t done because they didn’t know any better. To also say that he can just “wait” for her to turn 18 is just predatory and gross and suggests that it’s still ok to pursue someone of a young age so long as you wait till they are legal which it is not that still means you wanted to be with a minor even if you wait till they are 18.

Also it is important to note that an actors personal life is NONE of your business. An Actors job is to perform in the show/play/movie that they have been hired to perform in and to then promote that project. That’s it. That is all they owe you and anything else is entirely up to their discretion. You are not owed information about their personal lives and you are not owed a say in who they date. If you like two actors who are dating and you think they are cute that’s fine, if they are sharing their relationship and you want to support it that is fine but you have to understand boundaries. I’ve seen fans overstep in a LOT of fandoms (one example being Lili and Cole from Riverdale) where they attack other people for being close to the people in the relationship or they bother the actors to update them about their relationship ect. It’s disrespectful and it’s honestly not your place regardless of if they have shared information about a relationship previously. It’s also not cool to try to pressure the actors into dating, you don’t know what they are actually like irl you have no idea if they are actually compatible you do not have a full picture of the situation and for that reason your opinion should be kept to yourself.

Finally I want to address the whole Luke & Julie kissing issue because I totally understand why people are a little uncertain about it due to the age gap. Now normally I’d be a little put off by it but I am actually ok with the idea of Luke and Julie kissing on screen and I’m just going to list off quickly below why I think it’s ok and why I wouldn’t get upset if it happened.

1. It is very clear that Maddison’s family (specifically her dad) are very involved with Maddison and her job on JATP. Mr.Reyes is often shown on set with her at rehearsals and during shooting. He was there when they practiced the perfect harmony dance which I personally thought was kinda intimate. I feel better about it because I know she has a strong support system who will be there to ensure that if a kiss DID happen she would be safe because she has her family looking out for her on set.

2. Much like above both Kenny and Charlie are very respectful people who very clearly have a lot of respect and love for Maddison. I also don’t think they would ever put Maddison into a position she was uncomfortable with. If a kiss DID happen I am sure there will be a lot of conversations about it and it would be done in a respectful healthy way.

3. This is a job. They are not kissing because they like each other in real life they are not pursuing anything romantically. They are performing a job that they are being paid for in front of a group of people also performing a job. This for me helps me feel less gross about it because even though they are actually kissing it’s not a ‘real’ romantic kiss. It’ll be a staged one that they have gone over and discussed at length with Kenny.

4. This is a Kenny Ortega project. The show has very clearly established that the relationships are about more than physical intimacy. IF we get a kiss between Julie and Luke we are not going to get more then a PG rated kiss.. hell probably more of a G rated kiss. Not only because this is a project by Kenny but because the actors are different ages. It is also unlikely that we will get more then one maybe two kisses a season. I personally don’t think they’re going to make them kiss in season two I think it might happen if we get season 3 but I would still be ok with a season 2 kiss because again it will probably be very simple and very respectful especially cause it’ll also probably be Julie’s 1st kiss. If they were to have them  make out or something that would be when I would  feel uncomfortable, but that just doesn’t seem like Kenny’s vibe. He’s worked with a lot of young actors and it’s not like they’re going to french kiss or something. Kissing is intimate of course but a small closed mouth kiss is honestly pretty innocent in my opinion especially if done correctly. So it doesn’t bother me much.

5. Finally by the time they get around to filming a season 2 or 3 Maddison will also be a bit older (17 or 18) hopefully so she will also be at an age where it will feel more comfortable for her.

So in conclusion: shipping Juke good, shipping Maddy & Charlie bad and wanting Juke to kiss is acceptable so long as they do it appropriately which from what I’ve seen of the cast and the crew I believe they would. I personally have a lot of faith in the creators of this show it’s clearly a very healthy supportive environment and I trust that they know what they are doing. 

Again these are my personal opinions but I felt like some people weren’t really looking at it from a completely logical standpoint but more of an emotional one which is understandable because its a very serious subject matter and it could very well also be a trigger for many people who’ve gone through something similar. I just needed to get all that off my chest cause this kind of thing can breed negativity in fandoms and thats why I don’t participate in them anymore. and listen if this was a different show with a different cast and crew and creator and they had a 16 year old and a 22 year old kissing I would probably find it more unsettling but I think one of the reasons why we all love this show so much is BECAUSE it is so healthy and because the cast are so involved and vocal about the show. I have no doubt in my mind that Maddison would have the space to speak up if she was uncomfortable and I have no doubt in my mind that Kenny and her family would make sure she was safe.

So anyways thanks for coming to my ted talk and please if you disagree that’s totally ok just don’t be hateful, I’m happy to have discussions but I won’t tolerate rudeness cause at the end of the day it’s a show and it’s out of our hands and I’m not saying you have to agree with me. This is just how I feel about these issues. 

Ok thanks bye <3

#Jatp #Julie and the phantoms #Juke #Julie and luke #Julie molina #Luke patterson #maddison reyes #charlie gillespie #Just my opinion you don't have to agree #please just be respectful

[troop52]

do u !!! have any character theme songs for the troop boys? Like any songs you think really fits them (and why u think it fits)?

THATS A GREAT QUESTION!!

Before I get into it Im going to plug this collaborative Troop Playlist on Spotify, feel free to add onto it!! Continuing with my picks

I think a lot of the songs I associate with The Troop in general are just because I happened to listen to them around the same time I got into the book in the first place (So they could only be tangentially related BUT only if you squint hard) Example: Drunk by The Living Tombstone, cant really tie it into the story but in my mind its linked Some better, more fitting songs under the cut (Side note its LONGGG IM SORRY... Also its all YouTube links because some of these arent on Spotify :'^()

Disclaimer -Like 95% of my choices arent really a "These lyrics match up exactly 1 to 1" but more of an overall "the vibe/general idea its trying to capture lines up" type thing. If that makes sense.

Its Alright by Jack Stauber: Kind of self explanatory, I think its a perfect song for these guys. From "It's alright, I'm here, Everything's alright, Feels weird but calm, I wanna hear It's alright" to the whole sound of it- its all great. Equal parts distressing and sad with an almost eerie calmness to it. Despite it all theyre gonna be alright, right?

The Second Little Piggy by Worthikids: Another one that I think is sort of self explanatory- at least with the chorus. "If my brain turns to mush, If the shit hits the fan, Will you be my friend?" Kind of the falling apart of everything, specifically their relationships, in light of the incident.

Poor George by James Supercave: Another case of "listened to at the same time I read the book" BUT I was actually making a Troop PMV script with that song. I never finished it but maybe Ill revisit it... just for you

Cold Summer by Le Matos ft Computer Magic: I dont even think this takes place in the summer but the VIBES and also it came from Summer of 84, which is another good piece of murder boy media.

Treehouse by Alex G ft Emily Yacina: This is a Eef and Max type of song because they are bffs and thats final. Basic song because Im not creative, but I think its a nice heart to heart theyd have (with Eef doing the talking)

Fifteen Minuets by Nick Krol: On the flipside heres a song that goes with Eef and Maxs friendship fracturing, once again more from Eefs side than Maxs. THE GIRLS ARE FIGHTINGGG

As far as songs for the boys as individuals hmmm thats a good one that I havent thought about as much...

MAX + The Ghosts by The Real Tuesday Weld: That survivors guilt... lyrics arent like a perfect match but I think it gets that sort of hollow feeling across. Hes haunted man... + Final Girl by Electric Youth: Ok its a little funny because har har Final Girl Trope but I mean HE IS ONE. ANd dont look at me its a nice song- "Others were gone, and you kept going on, You know they never really noticed, you were always different, One by one, They're all done, And you're the last one standing" + Going Grazy by Lonesome Wyatt and the Holy Spooks: HONESTLY this could go for all the characters but Im tagging it onto Max because hes the one who has to deal with the aftermath of losing everyone (sorry survivors guilt Max again </3) "Everyone's saying my mind is unsound, 'Cause I always see you when you aren't around" "They're gonna wrap me in a jacket of white, And lock me away in a room without light" is what cements it as a Max song for me

EEF + The Existential Threat by Sparks: Once again starting sad, I link this one specifically to his paranoia about the worms- especially with lines like "Can't they see the existential threat is on its way". Kind of exasperated no one else can see the danger (he thinks) hes in. + Wrecking Ball by Mother Mother: I know I know its basic but I cant help it!!! Eef anger issues arc we are shaking hands me too + Haunted by Laura Les: Eef struggles with people seeing him as "just like his father" and I think we can get some good angst out of this track if we keep that in mind. Especially the back half of the song with lyrics like "Do you think I'm frightening?" and "Mirrors shatter when I'm passing, broken glass and crashing" since he is just a reflection of his dad (to others at least). Also song good.

KENT + Goodbye Mr A by The Hoosiers: Mfw the disillusionment with authority sets in. I think the vibe fits when he had that little epiphany about how adults are fucked- not perfect but it gets the idea across me thinks. + I'm Gonna Win by Rob Cantor: Ties into his need to "win" aka be the best at everything, be in charge, all that jazz! Hell do whatever it takes to be successful, even if it hurts. That was a little emo + Toba the Tura by Forgive Durden ft Chris Conley: Not to be emo again but "They say you're gifted, well I just see a scared kid. They must have flipped it, your skills are latent. O, you snuffed the glow. Replaced it with coals. Threw away the throne... This mess that you've made, it's a six-foot grave. It's a home for your lonesome bones that remain. We'll disappear, but you'll stay here to rot" AND SO ON AND SO FOURTH representing his fall after it was revealed he was sick. He was referred to as "the uncrowned king" and was on top of the world but then POOF that all crumbled and it was made out that he basically deserved what happened to him. It would be fun to make a pmv of him with this song (Simplifying my thoughts a bit because Ive already written a LOT)

NEWT + I Earn My Life by Lemon Demon: Ok a little Kentcore but Im actually having a hard time coming up with songs for Newton so here we are, they can share. Newt existential crisis moment time I guess + Know How by The Crane Wives: POV Newt struggles with going through with the plans he makes to keep everyone safe (stopping Max from touching Kent, going back into the cabin, etc) "I am not brave, I am not brave, I keep my focus on what is safe, You drew a line, made up your mind, And now I'm struggling to realize" And also maybe struggling with his place in the group and as a person in general- all that living through his cousin thing. "I gotta wrap my head around, What my heart is telling me, I've been trying to drown it out, Just because I know what I am, I am supposed to do now, Doesn't mean I know, Doesn't mean I know how" + On The Outside by Oingo Boingo: Idk man. Hes on the outside lookin in!! Loner nerd!! Its ok though, we still love him

SHEL + Bad Blood by Creature Feature: The lyrics speak for themselves: "I can guarantee I will do evil things, The only way that you can stop me now, Is if you put me in the ground, Somewhere I'll never be found" + Frontier Psychologist by The Avalanches: Hinges on the fact that the principal or whoever was like "Your sons a freak" and Shels mom was like "HES PERFECTLY FINE" while Shelley was like dismembering an animal or something + Johnny by American Murder Song: The songs good but theres this ONE LYRIC that sucks so the link provided is an edited version and also a lovely Warriors oc video I think you should all enjoy and support <3 Anyway Shel would be Johnny I could see this song being a scene in the book. Field trip to Shels house and they find his murder garden

If anyone wants more for Im not opposed to making another post :^)

#SORRY THIS TOOK A BIT #I had to use my brainpower and I am very easily distracted #max kirkwood #ephraim elliot #kent jenks #newton thornton #shelley longpre #the troop #the troop nick cutter

[inviral-a]

Just  a  little  update  on  that  last  massive  post  I  wrote  about  William/Wesker/The  G  virus +  the  old  (superior)  lore  prior  to  2009.  

I  decided to  make  this  a  separate  post  rather  than  adding  to  an  already  EXTREMELY  long  post.  So  anyway,  I   had  a  theory  about  G-Wesker  which  back  then  was  HEAVILY  suggested  via  canon  if  not  outright  stated  at  least  once  but  I  couldn’t  find  any  trace  of  this  having  existed  or  an  actual  conformation  of  this  noted  anywhere  throughout  the  wIkis  or  any  of  the  other  RE  resources  online  which  was  frustrating  AF.

But  I  was  so  certain  this  theory  of  mine  once  had  strong  roots  in  canon. (hence  the  big  explanation  I  made)  So  I  turned  to  the  old  games  &  went  through  them  all   &  finally  found  what  I  was  looking  for.  

So  the  big  TLDR  version ? Wesker  was  according  to  me  canonly  suppose  to  be  a  G  human.  William  gave  Wesker  a  perfected  sample  of  the  G virus  which  Wesker  used  on  himself.  This  was  also  why  the  G virus  used  to  be  known  as  the  “God  Virus”  &  Golgotha  didn’t  become  a  thing  it  was  canonly  referred  to  until  the  2019  Re2  Remake  to  I  guess  fit  with  the  reveal  of  the  rest  of  Wesker’s  lore  in  Re5. 

To  quote  the  summation  of  the  last  post: 

Therefore  it  all  makes  a  lot  more  sense  for  Wesker  to  have  originally  been  a  G-human  &  all  the  protoype  virus  bs  being  introduced  in  the  later  stage  games  (5-onward)  felt  really  weird.  &  IMO,  to  this  day,  its  still  better  explained  by  using  G  instead  of  brining  in  the  random  existence  of  a  “porotype”  virus.  The  stuff  with  the  Wesker  children  doesn’t  necessarily  have  to  be  removed  but  this  random  virus  that  causes  super humanity  for  a  select  few  that  apparently  Spencer  always  had  at  his  disposal  from  a  completely  unknown  origin  is  really  off  &  is  glaring  example  of  really  shitty  writing.  Also.  just  gonna  add  this;  Canon’s  idea  was  that  William  gave  Wesker  the  Prototype  Virus  &  convinced  him  to  use  it  some  how  but  again  this  is  odd  that  William  would  just  pass  it  on  to  Wesker  without  wanting  to  know  more  about  it  himself  /  it  relies  on  the  idea  that  Wesker  would  just  shoot  up  with  a  TOTALLY  random  virus  that  no  one  knew  anything  about.  Like  we  could  say  Wesker  just  trusted  William  to  that  extent  &  believed  that  hey  because  it  came  from  Birkin  it  must  be  good.  But  thats  also  kind  of  ridiculous  no  matter  how  close  the  two  of  them  were.  Wesker  was  intimately  familiar  with  these  viruses  &  Umrbella’s  research,  I  believe  he’d  trust  William’s  word  on  it  but  ONLY  if  William’s  word  was  coming  from  solid  research  like  that  he  was  doing  on  the  G  virus.  Not... Hey  buddy  here's  a  random  virus  that  no  one  knows  anything  about  feel  free  to  use  it  on  yourself.  William  wouldn’t  even  give  Wesker  something  like  that  under  those  premises  either.  Again,  we’re  talking  about  two  highly  intelligent  individuals  who  were  in  fact  trusted  friends,  who  were  very  conscious  of  Umbrella’s  betrayals.  The  canon  is  unbelievably  reckless  for  the  both  of  them  &  adds  to  the  lack  of  sense  it  truly  makes.

So  again.  If  you  replace  random  prototype  virus  with  the  G virus  this  whole  scenario  makes  way  more  sense  &  suddenly  seems  totally  plausible  IMO.  Wesker  &  William  planned  to  leave  Umbrella  together,  William  knew  all  about  Wesker’s  plans  &  though  couldn’t  step  away  from  Umbrella  at  the  exact  time  he  did  ( due  to  having  such  strong  ties,  such  as  a  family  that  Wesker  lacked  )  he  entrusted  a  sample  of  his  work  to  Wesker  before  they  parted  ways.  It  also  suddenly  makes  a  lot  more  sense  as  to  why  William  ever  injected  himself  with  the  G  virus.  He  did  so  likely  under  the  impression  it  would  actually  help  him,  however,  again  basing  this  on  my  last  post,  there  was  holes  in  the  research  of  G,  scenarios  that  hadn’t  been  tested.  William  being  so  critically  injured  at  the  time  of  G’s  injection  caused  the  virus  to  go  into  overdrive  in  order  to  repair  the  damage  done  to  its  host,  hence  stopping  William  from  bonding  with  the  virus  &  turning  him  into  a  G  mutant  rather  than  a  G  human.  That  was  the  massive  oversight  on  William’s  behalf  but  an  understandable  one  given  the  condition  /  situation  he  was  in.  Anyway  TLDR  of  the  TLDR,  my  take  on  old  resi  lore  was  superior  &  it  still  features  on  this  blog. 

#⊰ ° ⊚ ● 𝄪 ° ━◞ OUT OF CHARACTER ⊱ #⊰ ° ⊚ ● 𝄪 ° ━◞ HEADCANONS ⊱ #TAKES A DEEP BREATH

[frogmentarii]

QUESTIONS FOR OC CREATORS

Haaaa ok so I am doing this cause i saw @fallout-lou-begas steal it from @tarberrymentats and they both looked like they were havin hella fun so i am commandeering this for my own purposes. So lucky for yall its Emi time (art by the dearest @yesjejunus because yall need to see more of her work)

A) Why are you excited about this character?

Because she's an older woman (57) that breaks a lot of moulds and I love to see it. Aside from just enjoying older characters, Emi isn't a sweet old lady and she isn't here to try and mother anyone. Her drives are entirely her own and while she prioratizes herself and her sister before anyone else, its not always due to complete selfishness and just due to growing up in the wastes (I try to keep her character true to a fend for yourself setting as possible). I think Ill go into detail in another question with this, but I went through a lot of concepts and personalities for Emi before settling on someone who was seasoned and very much a product of the wastes. I think after seeing a lot of other couriers I finally figured out what I wanted to do differently, and that sort of helped guide her to become what she is today.

B) What inspired you to create them?

I think my last line there sort of short answers this. I wanted someone different from the other couriers I saw, and wanted to make one that was distinct or even juxtaposed against some tropes. She's a woman in her late 50s that doesnt try and play mom/granny to the companions, she very much has no stake in what happens to the Mojave, she doesnt care about Benny or that he shot her in the head (such is life in the Mojave, but she did have a job to complete so ripperoni him), and a lot of her motivations are selfish or exist to benefit her sister. She doesnt act 'old' in the fact that she isn't a wise caring soul or a grumpy old man, but rather her age is shown through her experience, and this also shapes her personality. She's never had to formally 'grow up' so she can come off as immature and irritating for her own entertainment, but she doesn't have youthful ignorance for how the world works. She knows how to be responsible but she doesnt have to act like it outwardly, even with her Tragic Caregiver Backstory.

C) Did you have trouble figuring out where they fit in their own story?

To a large degree in the beginning, yes, and to specific degrees now, also yes. Writing in general isnt my strong point though I did know what I wanted for her. The main image is there but the details are funky, and Ive been slowly hammering those out as I work along with her and Camila's stories. There's been some huge changes along the way that help push both of them towards an ending I like and that fits them, and even if it takes forever and I never actually write a fic, I'll be happy when she finally feels completed in New Vegas.

Aside from that, she kind of fits in anywhere in regards to AUs. My friend @yesjejunus and I have probably like 40000 fucking aus for our OCs and all of them feel just as organic and their canon stories.

D) Have they always had the same physical appearance, or have you had to edit how they look?

So I know I have an 'original concept Emilia' art on here where she looked like Laura Croft and had aviators but that wasnt even her first concept. I had originally wanted to make a petite southern belle type from Louisiana who used a shot gun and had a mean streak, but as I kept playing with concepts Emi really started to lean other places. Another huge change was her personality. Even when her concept got settled as a sniper from Mexico, she was suppose to be an early 30s caravan guard who was way too sure of herself. While there are reminents of that concept still in her, she has a lot more experience in the wastes and in think-on-your-feet situations to back up her attitude. Another thing she required was dropping her "take me seriously" personality with more goofy "i do what i want cause why not" traits.

E) Are they someone you would get along with? Would they get along with you?

Emi can get along with anyone at a surface level, for a small while, if it will benefit her or she wants to pass time. She really doesn't have interest in folks who arent interesting or beneficial in some way. Since I don't really offer her much, and am a bit of a wet bag, she might yank my chain for her own funsies or she'd have no interest.

And while I did indeed give Emi my go with the flow attitude, I think I wouldn't be able to keep up with her. Emi is very fast paced and doesnt necessarily have regard for those she decides to pick up as drinking buddies for the night. Def dont trust her with my life, and knowing the shit she gets into I'd def want to steer clear of it....like a trainwreck its much better to watch her from a safe distance, lol.

F) What do you feel when you think of your OC (pride, excitement, frustration, etc)?

A lot of affection from a meta standpoint? I've worked with Emi and Cam a lot since creating them, and they've def come a long way since their original concepts. I wouldn't say their story is quite where I want it yet, but I am quite happy with it overall.

That, and Ive met so many awesome writers along the way with Emi. Not all of my friends have posted fic but the amount of world building and having our characters interact and talking OCs ive done with them has placed both Emi and their OCs in a special place for me. Sure her having her own story is fun but I much more prefer the bonds Ive created with people over OCs and I think thats a bit more of a cherished component to character creation for me.

G) What trait of theirs bothers you the most?

Literally? That she likes to be irritating if she feels she can get away with it (or even if she cant). Actually? That she has a very "I shelter you and feed you therefore I make the rules, period." stance on how she takes care of her charge. She lets a lot of shit slide with Camila but things get very Rapunzel-esque at times.

H) What trait do you admire most?

How sure of herself she is. Even if its to a fault, she trusts herself and her judgements. That sort of confidence is something I strive to have haha.

To a lesser degree, and more of a meta point I wanted to make with her, just...her appearance I suppose? To me she's attractive, but she also has a lot of traits that aren't conventionally attractive and that's played a lot into how Ive wanted her to be. Again she's 57 years old. She has age to her body, her skin wrinkles and droops, her tits sag, she has the body of someone who uses chems, and yet despite her age and breaking of beauty standards ive made it a point to show that she is desired or thought of as attractive in non fetish specific circumstances. She herself, while aro, also still has an active sex drive and I really wanted this to be a backseat part of her character, as I feel like fandom in general shafts older women in this department (this also goes for a lot of her non 'old lady' traits I give her too). She still has sexual needs and is still very much sexually active, and she is still found to be a regular sort of attractive and is desired by those she gets involved with.

J) Did you have to manipulate or exclude canon factors to allow them to create their character?

Yes? Ish, to a degree. I didnt have to but I wanted to. I also did a lot of headcanoning with post Mexico for her early life which, afaik is free real estate for lore/nothing super detailed has been given in canon.

Given that she and Camila both shape their stories as individuals, I did have to split up some canon elements to follow two seperate characters, but other than that I really just had to make sure Emilia's story wasnt "boring" in the fact that she again, has no real stake in what happens to Vegas/the Mojave.

I) Do you prefer to keep them in their canon universe?

Cackles in 'which au will I obsess with today'

For the most part yes, however I love placing her in new things or different stories. She may be 'my courier' but really shes just the frog granny that goes into whatever au I am feeling at the time.

#courier six #emilia #emi #emilia vazquez #fnv

[saeyoungchoismaid]

I really really really like the idea of his reversed ending being an all for not thing like he tries to redeem himself and get his new life started but it still fails and he loses mc because mc sacrificed themselves for the devil instead of Lucio like can you imagine the ANGST of Lucio pleading that the Devil takes him instead of MC because MC was the only one to actually show him genuine love and compassion and to have that yanked away??? Oooooo yes

Pt2: like the Devil just sees this as another one of Lucios bargains to repay his debts and he just teases Lucio like "how low to give up the one person you love most in this world to repay me" because at first Lucio promised the Devil that he'd give him the most powerful magician in the world as ultimate payment, but Lucio had a plan for it to be MC and to trick the Devil from the get go but OH NO he fell in love and now he has to watch the love of his life become the one creature he fears

Pt3: and then it ends with him basically promising to get them out of that situation but when he tries to recruit the help of the others no one trusts him and asras LIVID over losing mc not once but TWICE and basically Lucio makes a final promise to help them out of that situation and ends up dying trying to find a way to save them???? *chefs kiss*

BRO THATS EXACTLY WHAT I WAS SAYING IN MY POST. Cause I said like what if instead of Lucio giving himself to the devil again or whatever it was MC who did it. Like bro the A N G S T. You kept going though. Like oh my god. Lucio trying to get help from the others but they don’t trust him AND OH MY GOD IM DEPRESSED THINKING ABOUT THIS 

Have you ever considered writing fanfics?? 🤔

#count lucio #the arcana #the arcana lucio #count lucio angst #the arcana angst #lucio angst #count lucio asks #asks #anon asks #the arcana asks #lucio asks

[fictionalpeoplecompleteme]

I’m a bisexual girl and I’m in love with Julie so I was wondering if maybe u could write one where the reader thought she was straight but slowly realizes she’s bi and in love with Julie, reader comes out to parents and when they don’t accept she runs to Julie and they kiss and it’s kinda angsty but then BAM fluff

Title: Valid

Request: Yes / No

Word Count: 3234 (!!)

Warnings: homophobia !!, probs not well written angst omg

(A/N): not me saying im back and not being back i hate myself. yall, there’s no schedule i just post whenever im like, active and thats a really bad habbit that i should NOT keep doing istg. also au where the band never died, but theyre never mentioned. anyways ty ty TY to the sweetie who asked for this ! i literally squealed when i read this request. not this being 3k words umm help

You had your moments. Those weird moments where you didn’t know what you were feeling, especially to the person you were feeling those emotions to. Like this one time where it was a normal day watching Disney Channel and eating pizza (basically living the dream) and then a new movie popped up. “Teen Beach Movie” was the film, and let me tell you, when you saw Butchy AND Lela wearing leather, let’s just say you were confused why felt his way for both of them... it wasn’t right.

No, of course it was right ! You had these feelings for both genders, and your feelings were valid, so why wasn’t it right? Well, it was a simple answer. 

Your parents.

Of course, they didn’t down right say they hated the lgbtg+ community. Although they might as well have downright said that they did, because with the things they say,

“Why do they get a whole MONTH of pride?”

“Ugh, the gays are making it EVERYTHING about them.”

“Do they have to do that in public? Couldn’t they have waited until they got home?”

“Why would they put that in tv?! The kids are gonna watch that and think that they’re gay!”

Obviously you heard their views, and when you started to realize you somewhat fit in their hate demographic, you “decided” that you weren’t going to. And that’s how it has been for a long time.

RIIINNGG

Ugh, another school day.

“Kill me now.”

You got up your very comfortable bed, and did your daily routine. After you were finished with that and dinner, you were dropped off at the infamous Los Feliz High School. You were then greeted by your best friend, Octavia.

“Hey bestiee.” you joked.

“Hey rat.” Octavia said with the same energy. 

“So, did you finally finish atla last night?” you asked.

“Of course! To have a chance to see my husbands is a chance I’ll always take. Even started watching tlok! Mako does looks scrumptious not gonna lie.” she said, doing that weird tucking her hair behind her ear and having a look of thirst on her face. Its the fact that she basically always does that for me.

“Not you finishing atla AND starting tlok the very same night. I don’t think that’s normal.” you said shaking your head. 

“Lets just say that if I get diagnosed with insomnia, don’t be surprised.”

“I don’t think anyone would be.” you said while the both of you are putting your supplies in our locker.

“ANYWAYS, I’m sorry for you getting moved to Mr. G’s class. I know he can be very mean.” Octavia said sympathetically.

And it’s all true. Mr. G is basically known for being modern day Snape, favorites and all (especially to the popular kids). Considering you were fresh meat to his class, you were not looking forward to the inevitable insults. 

“Ugh, don’t remind me. I can NOT stand the fact that I wasn’t even in his class in the first place, thinking I was safe, and then I got moved!” you yelled.

“I know, I know.” she said while putting her hands on your shoulder. “(y/n), if he even BREATHES in your direction, just tell me and I swear the next time I see him its on sight.” Octavia said with a very stern look on her face. “Honestly I can’t believe that the principle wouldn’t fire him, he has enough complaints for at least a suspension.”

“O, what would I do without you? And besides, don’t blame her. She genuinely tried to fire him. But I heard that he lawyered up to the point where he was basically untouchable.” you said.

“We lost.” “We truly did.”

Right after that conversation, the bell rang. 

“Good luck (y/n)! I love you !!” said Octavia while going to her 1st period class. 

“I love you too!” you yelled back.

Oh lord. Please please make this class bearable.

You walked to the door, and took a deep breath. As you went inside, not one second went by as you already got a taste of his scrutiny.

“Well well, if it isn’t the newbie! (y/n) (y/l/n). Just pick an empty seat as that’ll be the only way you’ll get someone to sit next to you.” he chuckled

You wanted to die right then and there. 

And it got worse as the whole class seemed to find that insult funny, considering that they all laughed. 

“O m gosh, Mr G. That was your best one yet!” said Carrie. Of course she had something to say. Not one situation where she kept her mouth shut and yelled her commentary to everyone in the room.

You shuffled your way to the back of the class, to find an empty seat next to this girl. She looked familiar, but not to the point where you knew her name. Though you wished you had. She looked quite.. pretty. With her amazing hair, and her beautiful eyes. Not to mention her face in general..

NO !

No. Of course you had these thoughts of her, she’s just naturally pretty, anyone would’ve thought that. You then put your backpack behind the seat and proceeded to sit down next to her. A few moments passed of you sitting next to the girl, until she said,

“Sorry about that. Mr G. can be very mean sometimes to everyone, -not that that’s okay!” she stuttered. “It’s just, don’t take it personally.”

“Er- thanks.”

“I’m Julie by the way! What’s your name?”

“I’m (y/n).”

“Nice you (y/n)! With each other, I promise you, we can get through his class.”

You smile at her. And Julie smiled back. of course she had to be nice too!

“Well Ms. (y/n), Ms. Molina, talking in my class? I’m not even mad, just surprised! Ms. (y/n) actually found someone to talk to!” said Mr. G.

Aaand of course, he has something to say again.

“I’m surprised she has anything to say at all, considering the amount of times you had already talked down to her. Just simply leave her alone.” said Julie with assert. 

You were shocked to say the least. And it showed to, having a look of disbelief all over your face.

“Um, wel- uh, Ms. Molina, keep that mouth closed, if you don’t want to spend your lunch in detention.” said Mr G. 

You were honestly very glad that she stood up for you in that moment. A little too glad, because in that time, the feelings started to flood in.

Of course, why wouldn’t it! She was just simply nice to you and you had already developed whole feelings for her! But was it exactly bad? Sure, your parents deemed that it already was, but that didn’t mean that you had to. This is who you were, a human being with valid feelings, and there was nothing wrong with that. So with this whole situation, you said with a big smile,

“Thank you.” 

Hey, you never said you were good at speaking with other people. But I don’t think it mattered to Julie, because she had returned your smile, and in that moment you realized you can find yourself deeper in love.

The two of you really had bonded during class time. Sure, you can say that you both flirted but you were never really good at figuring that out, even when you were flirting with boys (it had always been Octavia’s job to figure that out.) But considering the things she said to you.

“I love your hair!”

“You have very nice hands.”

“Your eyes are a beautiful shade of (y/e/c).”

After class, you both knew that you liked, liked each other. But that's where the hard part came in, actually confessing. To be totally honest, you could barely manage confessing to a boy, imagine with Julie? Although you were happy to know that Julie had already thought about this, because when you both walked out the door, she took your hand and guided you to the music room, where the both of you were alone.

Both of you were facing each other. You could tell she was nervous, cause she was playing with her hands, and didn’t seem to try to make eye contact with you.

“(y/n), I know we just met this class,” she said, both chuckling, “but would you like to get coffee with me sometime?”

Oh boy, she actually asked you out! Don’t get you wrong, you were happy! In spite the fact that you had your parents to worry about. So with that, knowing all that was at risk, you still said with full confidence,

“I would love to.”

Julie gave you the biggest smile you had yet to see. She moved a strand of hair out of your face and then proceeded to hold your hands.

“It’s a date! How about at 4 after school?” she said.

“The perfect time.”

After exchanging numbers, you both felt ecstatic, the both of you just left the room with the biggest grin. You couldn’t believe that you had gotten a date with Julie! Now I know that you’re gonna say that you should’ve told Julie about your situation with your parents, but she looked so happy that you couldn’t possibly have ruined the moment with that.

After that amazing moment, you had managed to spot Octavia in the hallway. You walked up to her like you normally would, though this time you had a scared expression. You had never come out before. Though you thought the possibility of keeping this from your parents, this wasn’t something you could keep from her. So walking up to her, you just blurted out the truth, without a second thought.

“Hey! How was Mr-.”

“I’m bi!”

She seemed stunned after a second, but only a second as she bursted out laughing out of nowhere.

“Um-”

“Oh my gosh, the way that was the way you came out to me! It’s the disorganization for me.” said Octavia, while wiping her tears away.

“Wait-, you don’t care?” you asked confused.

“Do you want me to be bothered or something?” she asked in a more sarcastic tone.

“Well no- it's just- I don’t know, I was just scared I guess.”

“Listen,” she said sternly while again putting her hands on your shoulders as a way to comfort you. “I will love you no matter who you love. Understand?”

“And I you. The problem is my parents. I know what they think of people like me, and it’s not good. How am I going to survive this ughh.”

“They’re your parents, I’m sure it’ll be a shock to them, but if they truly love you, they’ll accept you.”

“Thank you Octavia, what will do without you?”

“Hey, that’s what I’m here for.”

After you finally finished your classes, you nervously went to the front of the school to wait for your mom to pick you up. You felt so nauseous, to the point where you were sure that you were going to throw up right there. After waiting for 5 minutes, your mom pulled up. You got in the car and you felt so nervous that you were just silent the whole car ride. Your mom for sure took notice.

“Hey sweetie, you’re alright?” said your mom.

“Yeah, I just don’t feel so well.”

“Oh, are you alright? Did you eat something bad maybe?”

“Yeah, probably something during lunch.”

And after that the conversation fully stopped as your mom noticed you were not in the mood to talk.

You finally got home and you felt even worse than before. You dreaded this moment, and just felt like passing out. As you got inside, you quickly went inside your room, not bothering to say hi to your dad. You put your stuff on the ground and just started to really think about this.

They’re my parents! Like Octavia said, they should still accept me, I’m their child. And if they don’t? They have to, right?

Right?

You finally built up the courage to go outside your room and go to the kitchen, where both of you parents were.

“Mom, dad? I need to tell you something.” you said, basically shaking.

“Sure, what is it sweetie?” said your dad.

And without a second thought, you just blurt it out?

“I’m bi!”

It was dead silent. And that scared you. 

The part that truly scared you? Hearing the words that you had been dreading to hear.

“You’re pranking me, right?” you dad chuckled, as if it was a joke.

That’s when you started to get a little irritated. You knew how your parents were, so this reaction was inevitable. So considering all the preparation, you still got mad. 

“Why would this be a prank?!” you said with an “attitude” (that’s what your parents would say at least, although you were just simply defending yourself).

“Honey, as much I love you, this isn’t natural.” said your mother with a normal tone, which you could argue was just as scary as an angry tone.

“If you actually loved me, you would accept me as I am!” you said, starting to actually get aggrieved.

“Don’t yell at your mother like that!” said your father, who actually stood up from his chair.

“I wouldn’t need to be yelling, if you would actually accept me for who I am, not all this!”

“LISTEN, I’m sure this is just a phase. You either change your ways or you are no longer considered my daughter! No daughter of mine would feel such a disgusting thing!” your father yelled.

That’s when you lost it, you knew that no matter what you did, they would never change their way. That’s why you just let it out, because they would never change their way, so why not just let it all out?

“You know what?! I’m going to leave! I rather be homeless than to live in a house with you two! My two parents who don’t even accept me, WHO DON’T MAKE ME FEEL LOVED OR VALIDATED!” you yelled.

At that point you were shaking and crying. With the anger that you were feeling inside you didn’t even think to get any clothes or basic necessities, you just grabbed your phone and just ran out with your parents yelling your name. But you didn’t care, you were not going back there, that’s for sure.

After that horrible fight, you went to a park that was near your house. You went inside a private bathroom that was thankfully unoccupied, cause if it wasn’t, you were pretty sure that you would’ve broken down right then and there. Once you had gone in there, you surprisingly didn’t cry. You just held it in, and really thought about your situation. You realized that it was pretty stupid of you that you didn’t get your belongings and then left the house. Oh! And that you were pretty much homeless.

After a good thinking session, you did the most sensical thing you could do in that situation. 

You called Julie.

Now I know what you’re thinking! ‘Why Julie, why didn’t you call Octavia instead?’. Well it was pretty simple, you just desperately wanted to see Julie. You pressed on her contact, not really knowing what was coming with it. What if she thought you were weird? What if she laughed at you? What if she felt weirded out with you and then blocked your number? What if-

“Hello?”

“Julie?” You sounded pretty distraught, so it wasn’t surprising when she sounded concerned herself once she heard your voice.

“Hey, is everything alright?”

“Julie, this might sound really weird, but something really bad happened and you were the only person I could think to call! If you’re busy I’m sorry I won’t-”

“Hey! I’m sure everything’s going to be fine. Where are you?”

You took a deep breath, you were just thankful she didn’t block you right then and there. “I’m at the park in (street name).”

“Okay, just stay right there and I’ll come and get you.”

When the call ended, you walked out of the bathroom and sat on swings, waiting for Julie. After you waited, for what seemed an eternity, you saw her.

Julie.

She spotted you in the swings, and gave you the sweetest smile. She walked closer to you and stretched out her hands, which you took. After just staring at each other, she gave you the biggest hug, which (not gonna lie) you just really needed. Much to your disappointment, she let go of you, she swung an arm around you, and started walking to her house. The both of you didn’t say anything, but you guys didn’t need to, the peaceful silence was nice.

The both of you then arrived at her house. That’s when you started to panic, you weren’t looking forward to bother her family. 

“Are you sure we can go in the house?” you asked 

She gave you a chuckle, “I think we can go to my house.”

“Are you sure? I don’t want to bother any-”

“Hey.” She proceeded to grab your hands and then moved to cup your face. “Everything’s going to be okay, my dad and brother aren’t home, and even if they were, you would absolutely be greeted with open arms.” she said,

You both went inside the house and then inside Julie’s room. She motioned to sit on her bed and you did. She sat next to you and then held your hand, intertwining with each other.

“It’s okay, you can talk to me.”

You took a deep breath, and just let all your feelings out. “It’s just my parents were never really supporting of the lgbtq community, so it was stupid of me to actually think they would have any other different reaction. And the fact that they would react like that? To say such cruel things? I just..- I don’t know, is it wrong for me to feel bad?”

“They’re your family, of course you would have this sensation of feeling bad. But I just want you to know that they’re in the wrong, not you. Any sane person would think that, everyone just wants to be accepted. Just know this,” she said while leaning closer, your hands still intertwined. “you are valid, so many people love you no matter who you love.” she said while moving a strand of hair out of your face.

You continued to smile, but looked into Julie’s eyes with so much adore. And the best part was, she was looking at you the exact same way.

Without a second thought, you decided to just go for it. You kissed her. The kiss was passionate, and sweet. Julie then gave soft kisses to you cheeks and knuckles, murmuring comforting words such as “it’s okay” “you’re alright” “i’m here”. 

After pulling away you both looked at each other, and then you offered your favorite pastime.

“Can we go to sleep? I just wanna sleep the stress away.”

Julie chuckled and then agreed. You both got into a position of Julie laying down while your head rested on her chess, and her holding you. While you were half asleep, you said those three words,

“I love you.” 

You were half asleep, so you didn’t understand the severity of the action, but before you fully drifted, you heard these words coming out of her mouth.

“I love you too.”

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[stitchkiss]

College!Adam Headcanon

This is kinda old but i thought i’d post it anyways! Declan and Adam at college!!!

adam gets accepted to the ivy league college of his dreams

but, to ronan’s horror, its the same university declan attends

declan likes adam and he approves of his relationship to his brother, so he takes adam under his wing

ronan thinks declan just wants to corrupt adam with boring political shit and a never ending supply of conversational hors d'oeuvres

they drive to d.c. together

they drive home together on the sundays adam doesn’t have work or an assignment due

ronan is a bit jealous of how much time they spend together

but then adam comes home and they spend an entire afternoon doing rather unholy things for a sunday and his jealousy is forgotten

(ronan doesnt know he’s the topic of their discussions a majority of the time)

adam and declan also share a study group

the members are friends declan made (shocker!) in his first year

they think declan’s pleasant and kind, but sometimes a tad boring for a twenty year old

there are moments his friends see The Real Declan, but they find it’s best to enjoy the part of himself he’s giving them

he’s also suspiciously private

so when he introduces them to adam parrish, a mysterious freshman with stellar work ethic, they start to see a little more into declan’s world.

they’re apprehensive of adam in the beginning

he’s younger than them first of all

and he’s nearly as private as declan is

but when he allows bits and pieces of himself to be known, it seems… fake. unreal.

he uses tarot cards regularly

they’re accurate enough to end up causing someones midlife crisis at the tender age of 19.

he says offhandedly that he’s a magician, but not that kind like there’s any other kind

he’s freakishly great with plants and animals

one guy in their group swears the plant adam sits by in the study room seems to stand straighter when he’s around

another claims she saw a herd of random cats crowding around adam on campus and he simply told them to please go away i have places to be

and they just. left. ???

he also somehow managed to get into sophomore and junior classes that aren’t offered to freshman

adam parrish is a mystifying creature and it scares them.

declan listens to these complaints and rolls his eyes

this raises some eyebrows

“adam parrish is the smartest little shit i’ve ever met. befriending him will get you farther than you think”

thats how the study group finds out adam and declan went to the same prestigious academy and thats how they know each other

things go smoother after that

they find out where declan fucks off to every weekend and sometimes takes adam too

this is also how they find out about adams boyfriend

they do not find out he’s related to declan

(adam and declan want to keep ronan on the DL for safety reasons, and declan had never mentioned the names of his brothers anyways so it wouldn’t matter, right?)

anyways they come back from cow shit valley, virginia and the group gets together for a pre-midterm week schedule organization session before everything gets messy

they’re ivy league, what’d you expect?

they chatter about their weekend as they jot down times and finals and the most opportune part of their day to grab a coffee

then someone complains they won’t have any time to spend with their girlfriend for two weeks

thus generating an uproar of a little over a half dozen young adults dejected over loss time with their significant others

there’s comfort and pouts and cute couple stories

declan realizes he’s the only single one, which, fuck.

he’s proud his friends have such happy romantic lives, but if he has to endure another second listening to hallmark grade romance stories, he’s going to throw up.

then:

“adam, what about you? you gonna survive not seeing your mans ass for two weeks?”

adam blushes and rightfully so, but declan makes a face

“we spent the whole weekend together because i knew i wouldn’t get the chance to see or talk to him for a while. it’s not that big a deal, we’ve been apart longer”

the sappiness of adams voice would be endearing if it weren’t declan’s b r o t h e r he was talking about

ronan lynch and endearment were two emotions on opposite sides of a fucked up love spectrum

adams love spectrum was a goddamn puzzle

“oooo. did adam get some this weekend???”

declan blanched as others around the table howled and catcalled and raised suggestive eyebrows

this...this was not a conversation he wanted to be apart of

at all.

adams eyes flickered over to declan as he laughed the comment off

he decided to tread lightly over the brother to the snake’s territory

“we’re not just a physical couple. there’s a lot of love and worship between us”

“aWwWw LiKe WhAt??”

“he's very thoughtful. he, uh, makes me hand cream because he knows how much i work with them—“

“he has a HAND KINK adam you can’t ignore this!!!!”

declan tries to ignore this greatly.

adam stayed respectfully quiet, though more to the fact that ronan did actually have a hand kink but he wasn’t about to expose his boyfriend

besides, that information was adams to know and adams use to his advantage when need be

declan was glaring intently at the planner in front of him

adam didn’t even think he was breathing!!!

“are you a top or a bottom” someone winked

declan dropped his head into his heads heavily

“can we please stop talking about this?” came muffled from his position

“don’t be homophobic, declan! we always talk about the saucy details, and now youre all uncomfortable because it’s guy on guy?”

adam willed himself to die on the spot, but even his magician powers could not grant him instant death to escape violent embarrassment

declan straight g a g g e d because that was worded ever so eloquently

“i don’t want to talk about the saucy details of parrish’s sex life because he’s dating my brother.”

#this was written post trk #ive always loved declan honestly #i havent read cdth yet shhh #too many italizies oops #cringy old writing but it kinda slaps?? #adam parrish #ronan lynch #pynch #declan lynch #adam parrish headcanon #declan lynch headcanon #trc #trc headcanon #the raven cycle #call down the hawk #stitchkiss

[copias-thrall]

I’ve heard from some people that when they first have sex, it isn’t what they expected. Like it isn’t really good as people say and then others say “When you find the right person, then it’s a lot better” (or they have the right one it’s just cause it was the first time and thats nerve wracking) The request I’m trying to make is what if Papa III and Copia (Separate) had a Female s/o like that? That sex just seemed disappointing to her from her last partner that she isnt sure about it?

Hi nonny! I hope you find this fill to your liking!

Papa III: 

This isn’t something that happens to those who’ve grown in the Church and have had comprehensive sex education and just been in the general atmosphere of sex positivity—but unfortunately Papa III knows it happens frequently with Initiates from the outside. So, he’s familiar with how this affects his lovers. Now he just wants to make sure your next experience is ah-mazing. This is not a time for kinks or play—he just wants to make sure you feel comfortable with your body and him. 

When you’d confided in him about how … unsatisfying … your previous experience had been, he’d just frowned and tsked. Days later, you’d been a little embarrassed when he’d gifted you with a full set of sex toys and a pump bottle of lube. He’d stretched out on your bed, caressing one of the dildos as he explained to you how to use them.

“Get comfy with yourself, cara. Burn a little incense, light a few candles, yes? Perhaps a lavender bath?” He’d started trailing the object up and down his thigh. "A little teasing before the main event, hmm?”

You’d sat there, face hot, as he’d then gone into more graphic detail on use of the varied set, but he’d just patted your hand.

“No need for such embarrassment, little one. How can I be pleasing you if you don’t know what you like. You do a little self-exploration—” he’d waggled his eyebrows “—and come back to me for a good time, eh?”

It’s a slow process, but you explore the gift basket.

You completely bypass the buttplug/beads and the rabbit dildo with rotating pearls, and start off with the tiny bullet. That feels good, but is a pain to keep in place.

Next you go for the magic wand, which is … nice. You even tentatively insert one of your fingers—but it doesn’t do much for you.

Papa suggested using the bullet on your nipples in tandem with the wand on your clit. And that’s very nice, if a bit complicated in the moment. When you check in with Papa III, he offers to come by and help you out.

After kissing you silly—now that you’re flushed and breathless—he asks, “Now, pet—will I be holding the wand or the bullet?”

Buzzed with arousal, you eagerly hand him the bullet—which he turns on as you wiggle around to take off your moist panties and position yourself comfortably. Clicking the wand to your preferred settings, you pull up your slip and position the toy to your liking—already gasping at the way it makes your clit swell. Papa—on his side next to you—props himself up on one arm, then starts trailing the bullet over your nipples.

And it is nice to only have to worry about one toy. 

You close your eyes as you writhe and moan on the bed, pushing your chest into Papa III’s touch and rocking your pussy into the head of the wand. When you’re by yourself, you get close to orgasm pretty quickly … but with Papa here, you get a little shy—and after a slow climb, your wrist starts to ache.

"Would you like to switch, little one?” he asks softly.

��Yes, Papa,” you say as you catch his eyes and offer him the wand.

There’s a quick exchange of toys, and then Papa—slacks tented with his own arousal—is kneeing down your bed so he can settle in between your legs as you resume running the bullet over your nipples.

“Ah! So beautiful!” he exclaims, his eyes locked on to where your flushed labia is spread open. “May I?” He waggles his fingers, and—when you nod in assent—he yanks off the glove with his teeth, spitting it hastily to the side.

He leans forward—the wand still grasped in his gloved hand—and carefully, carefully eases his middle finger into your hole, all the while looking up at your face or any signs of distress. You let out a breath you didn’t realize you were holding in, and start to relax back onto the bed. Papa III’s gaze is still on you as he wiggles his finger around until … Ah!—

Your back arches off the bed as the pad of his finger presses into your G-spot, and he rumbles in pleasure.

“X marks the spot.”

You glare at him, but he just chuckles before placing the wand to rest lightly on your lips. Your clit bubbles and you gasp, thrashing a little and clenching your walls as the vibrations stimulate your clit. You try—you really do—to hold onto the bullet, but when Papa starts swirling the wand in circles, your arms fly out to grasp at your sheets.

“That’s it, cara. Can you cum for me? Cum for your Papa, little one!”

Your heart pumps full of adrenaline—jumpstarting your orgasm—and you cry out as your pussy tightens and pulsates, hips bucking as you let the vibrations and the press of his finger carry you through the waves of your climax.

Once you’re finished riding it out, you twitch away the wand—now uncomfortable on your oversensitive clit—and Papa III clicks it off before carefully extracting his finger from you. You watch as he sucks it into his mouth, swirling his tongue around it and letting out an Mmm. Then, he slides his hand down his chest until he reaches the bulge in his pants.

“Would you mind, little one?” he asks as he palms the outline of cock.

“Please, Papa,” you urge.

He fumbles at opening his slacks—his intense gaze never leaving yours—until he pulls out his hard cock. Reaching over, he takes a few generous pumps of lube—his eyes finally leaving yours when they roll back as he liberally coats himself … but then they’re locked back on you as he starts quickly jacking himself. There’s a clink of metal on metal, but you can’t tell what on him is making the sound. It’s not long before his eyes start to glaze and his chest heaves.

“Touch yourself,” he pants—more of a plea than a command.

With one hand you squeeze a tit and with the other you run a finger through your slit. At that, Papa’s mouth drops open and he starts breathing hard; his eyes unfocus, and he wobbles unsteadily right before he grabs the base of his dick. He lets out a breathy gasp as the first squirt of his cum shoots out to land on your slip. Head tipped back, he moans elegantly as his hand starts flying again, and more spurts are expelled in sticky stings onto you. 

When he’s done, he slumps down onto his haunches. As he’s trying to catch his breath, he looks down at his cum-covered hand before casting about for anything to clean it off. You offer up the end of your slip since it’s already soiled.

“Ah—sorry, little one,” he says (though by the smirk on his face you don’t think he’s sorry at all) as he leans forward to make use of the hem. “It was for a good cause, eh? Papa will buy you new lingerie.”

Though satisfied, Papa III points out you still have toys yet to try.

The next toy you experiment with is a simple vibrating dildo that's not as intimidating as the rabbit … but it’s just. Not. Your thing.

When you tell him about the dildo, Papa suggests the hands-free, dual-action vibrator (“I got you one with suction,” he purrs before making fish lips at you). You have a few false starts and a little trouble with positioning … but once you get it on and going—and after some squirming around trying to get used to the end that’s inserted—it’s a fucking revelation. Sweet Lucifer below.

But still: you don’t think you’re going to be using it on a daily basis.

Despite all your experimenting, you’re still a little dubious about Papa’s cock—it doesn’t even vibrate. When you tell Papa your thoughts, he just brings your hands up to kiss.

“Don’t you worry, cara—I’m more than capable of fucking you with my mouth and fingers. You will return the favor, yes?”

When you tell him of course, he playfully tangles his hand in your veil and gives a little downward yank.

“Care to seal the deal?”

Copia: 

He’s very patient with you, never pushing for more than you’re willing to do. He didn’t get to where he is today by being unable to control his urges. Give him a fresh pair or your panties to jerk off to every couple of days, and the man will be more than satisfied.

He checks in with you when the two of you are making out—which does get your motor going; the throb between your legs is distinct, and you always get wet enough that you leave your panties with Copia for his extracurriculars.

One night halfway through some heavy petting, you break down—crying in frustration at letting him down. He gathers you up into his arms and kisses your tears away, shushing you when you sob that you're “broken.”

“Shh, mia dolce. None of that now. You are perfect for me.”

He holds you tight in his embrace, big spooning you until you fall asleep.

You feel absolutely miserable the next day despite the breakfast in bed he’d had sent via Ghoul post. You’re not expecting anything good when he summons you to his quarters that night—which is why you’re surprised to find his rooms outfitted with electric tea candles.

“Cop-Copia … what’s this?”

He’s in his monogrammed, burgundy pjs, and he holds out his hand to you.

“Come here, pet.”

You take his hand, and he pulls you into an embrace, his cheek pressing into the top of your head.

“I wish to show you how pleasurable sex can be.”

When you tense, he pulls away so that his mismatched gaze can meet yours.

“Can you trust me?”

You gulp, but nod.

He leads you into his bedchambers, and the two of you climb onto his bed, facing each other. His hands creep under your veil, pushing it down so that he can tangle his fingers in your hair to guide your mouth to his, and you’re more than happy to meet his lips and deepen his kiss. Your arms wrap around him, and you rub your hands up and down his back.

By the time his hands start to wander down, you’re already aroused, and you can feel the line of his erection on your hip. He gathers the fabric of your habit in his fingers, rucking it up until your shift is exposed. His palms come down to cover your breasts, rolling them in his hands before swiping the pads of his thumbs over your now-hard nipples. It makes your mouth water.

Your hands travel down to grab at his bubble butt, and he grunts into your mouth. You continue to knead his ass as his kisses become sloppy. His thumbs swipe faster, and you start squeezing your thighs together to stoke the feeling now burgeoning between them

Panting, Copia sits up suddenly—first fumbling with the buttons on his shirt before yanking it over his head. You pull off your habit, but he tugs insistently at your shift as well. When you’re both bare chested, he brings his head down so that he can suck your nipples into his mouth. The feeling goes straight between your legs, and you grab his hair for purchase, gasping

His free hand travels slowly down your naked stomach, then over your cotton panties where his fingers lightly stroke over your clothed folds … just enough to fan the flames, but not enough to fuel the fire. When you moan in frustration, Copia looks up at you with intent before going back to laving and pinching at your nipples.

Your panties are sticking to you when he stops even the barely-there stroking over your labia. You whine in consternation, but he slips in his thigh for you to ride so he can replace his mouth with his other hand. You clamp your thighs around his, pressing and rocking into him as he gently ruts into your hip.

As he swipes and then pinches at your nipples, his mouth finds yours again, and he breathes a question into it: “Can you cum like this, mia dolce? Just like this for me?”

You mash into his thigh—your slick lips sliding against each other—and you moan in response. He grunts as he presses his cock harder into you, his lips capturing yours again. You’re sucking on his tongue, your hands squeezing his ass as you undulate on his thigh while his fingers work at your nipples.

Your clit is buzzing, and you know if you keep rocking in time, you’re going to cum. You can’t help but speed up as your head falls back, and you detach from Copia’s mouth. He angles his head so that he can suck at the hinge of your jaw, and then work his way down your neck—each moist kiss amplifying the throb of your swollen clit.

“Oh! Don’t stop,” you cry out.

Copia sucks at your neck and rolls your nipples, and then the blood quickens into your cunt and you’re jerking and moaning as your orgasm breaks, your pussy popping and clenching. He doesn’t even wait for you to come down before his hand is slipping under the waistband of your panties, a finger slipping easily into your slit to press at your pulsating clit.

Your jerk and twist at the sensation, but you don’t pull away.

“Touch me, please!” Copia pleads, breathily.

You detach one of your hands from his ass and work your way into his pants to grab his hard cock. There’s a moist, sticky patch on his paunch where his precum has drooled; you swipe through it, and he stutters—his hand on you pausing momentarily—as your slick fingers twist around his drooling tip.

“Yes,” he hisses as he thrusts into your fist.

As you go about stroking and twisting your fist around his cockhead, Copia sets to work tapping, circling, and pressing at your nub. He doesn’t go near your entrance, and you don’t ask him to. 

When you moan at the way his clever fingers manipulate you, his cock pulsates in response. The feeling of him heavy and throbbing in your hand causes your arousal to spike again, and you squeeze his shaft in your ecstasy.

“Ah!” Copia cries out at the sensation.

His finger starts to really rub your sensitive clit, and you start to jack his cock in earnest as the two of you suck at each other’s mouths. He’s been thrusting into the tight circle of your fist, and the more you moan and buck into him, the faster his hips work. Suddenly he locks up, letting out a whine like a balloon losing air, and you feel a sticky burst on your fist before he’s panting and jerking as he empties onto your fist and his own stomach.

The fingers rubbing at you suddenly withdraws to clasp around your wrist, and he brings your hand up to your lips.

“Lick,” he commands in a husky tone, and—keeping your eyes locked on his—you roll out your tongue to lap up his cum in great sweeps.

You’re barely even done with cleanup when he wiggles down your body and starts to peel off your panties. He tugs at them impatiently as you kick your legs to help remove them. They’re barely off both ankles when his head insinuates itself between your thighs—which are tacky with your slick—and his mouth presses eagerly to the lips of your cunt.

As his tongue lightly traces your seam, your cry out, hands flying down to grasp into the roots of his hair. Despite the way you twitch and tug at his head, Copia keeps his own pace—his tongue trailing against your swollen lips until his good and ready to plunge the pointed tip in to swirl slowly around your engorged bundle.

“Oh! Copia!” you gasp.

Your hips jerk and buck, but his mouth never leaves your folds; there’s no escape from his willing, eager tongue as he wiggles it across and taps at your pulsing clit. Clamping your thighs against his head, you rock yourself into his mouth, and soon you’re cresting again—your pussy popping and walls clenching.

Copia waits until you relax back into the bed before he’s crawling up your body to mouth at your jaw.

“Please, amore. Amore, please—I can Use your thighs, yes?”

You lethargically nod your head, and Copia scrambles to push his pants down before he slips his cock in between your wet, slippery thighs. His head tips back, and his eyes roll as he lets out a long Ahhhhh. Then, gripping at your hips, he begins to thrust—long and slow at first, then shorter pumps as he really gets going.

You run your fingers through his hair and caress down his face as he lets out little breathy pants. He’s been going at a good clip for a while when he starts to stutter and tense. Stutter and tense. And then suddenly his head snaps forward, his mouth latching onto yours. You’re still not accustomed to the taste of yourself, but you allow him to suck on your tongue as he jolts and jerks, his cock kicking as his cum spurts out hot and sticky for the second time.

As he pants and gulps, you run your hands up and down his sweaty back. Finally he looks up at you owlishly.

“Mmm,” he rumbles as he pecks at your lips. “Thank you, mia dolce.” His hands stroke at you. “A bath then, sí?”

You furrow your brows at him.

“But I … didn’t you say …?”

“Hmm, amore?”

“I thought we were going to have sex.”

He puts his hand to your cheek and gives you an indulgent look.

“But see, amore—we did. And it was pleasurable, no? We are both satisfied, yes?”

Your brows knit further.

“But—”

“Oh, you are not satisfied?” he quips, his white eye twinkling. He heaves a very heavy, mock sigh. “I guess we can go for one more round, eh?”

And then his hand is traveling down again.

#asks #papa emeritus iii #cardinal copia #pre-popia #original content

[zombieratt]

Alright so forewarning this is LONG as FUCK specifically because i came up with this idea in early high school and was just today POSESSEd By the Spirit Of Musical Theatre to put it to paper— er Tumblr.

So without further ado:

DEAR EVAN HANSEN BUT EVAN ISNT A TERRIBLE PERSON AND CONNOR LIVES.

the beginning is the same, canon diverges just after waving through a window.

*this ended up getting written is script format? i also just sorta ignore alana’s whole exsistance bc in this version of the play she’s unnecessary*

In the moments before he talks to Connor evan decides to omit Zoe from his letter, having resolved himself to move on from her. (instead of being a hella creep.)

Connor: “dear Evan Hansen,” what are you writing letters to yourself? *he laughs*

Evan: its, uh, its for my therapist. its just a stupid little assignment that she says is supposed to help me process my feelings or— uh or something

Connor: hm. here. * hands Evan the letter*

Connor: your cast. no one’s signed it.

Evan: uh no. no one has.

Connor: gotta sharpie?

Evan: huh?

Connor: gotta sharpie? im gonna sign it.

Evan: *handing the sharpie to Connor* w- whuh uh why?

Connor: *shrugs* feels right.

Evan: i wish i could do that

Connor: what?

Evan: UH, IMEAN—

Connor: no wait- dude.

Evan: i mean uh, i meant that i wish i could just be, y’know impulsive like that.

Connor: Why Cant you be?

Evan: i uh, my heads pretty messed up, and stuff like that just, makes it worse i guess.

Connor: well theres some thing we have in common— were both fucked up in the head.

*the bell rings*

Evan: oh shoot! i missed the bus—

Connor: i’ll give you a ride.

Evan: are you sure i mean i can walk its not far-

Connor: all the more reason, i probably have to pass it on my way home anyway, cmon.

——

they meet Zoe in the parking lot

Zoe: I have Late practice today

Connor: whatever, gotta passenger.

Zoe: who the fuck would be crazy enough to trust your ability to drive?

Evan *being Brave*: Me Apparently?

Zoe: Uh, Evan Right?

Evan: yeah, uh, yeah.

Zoe *holding her hand out to be shaken*: i’m Zoe, we’ve met though right?

Evan wipes his hand on his shirt and shakes it: yeah, uh, nice to formally meet you, Zoe.

Zoe: i’m off, don’t kill him stoner.

Connor: i wont Princess

Evan breathing heavy: that was,, an eventful ten minutes.

Connor: oh fuck— you cool? or—

Evan: Panic Attack.

Connor: Right, uh

Connor: can you get in the car?

Evan: yeah

*car nonsense*

Connor: Can i start driving or do you want me to wait

Evan: Distractions are good,, Can Uh, Can you Talk about Stuff?

Connor: What stuff!??

Evan: any Stuff!

Connor: Is Zoe okay??

Evan: Sure?!

Connor: Uhh we don’t get along as well as we used to?

we were really close as kids, shes a huge asshole now but *fully venting now*

i kind of miss it you know? having someone to talk to and care about— and i still care about her— but its scary and i always fuck it up! not to mention the fact that our parents hate me— make her see me as some alien and not just a fucked up kid who wants to talk and — (more ranting that i dont feel like writing, but its a whole monologue bro)

Evan: Connor

Connor snaps his mouf shut: yeah

Evan: thanks

Connor: oh that, uh actually helped?

Evan: yeah focusing on your voice and whats real and stuff— it makes a difference.

Neither of them noticed that Connor was just sort of Driving. they end up at the park where in canon Connor commits Sewer-slide.

Evan: i didn’t know there was a park here.

Connor: huh, oh, yeah i guess i just sorta auto piloted, i come here to think.

Evan: About stuff?

Connor: Yeah, Stuff.

*the convo lulls*

Connor: do you have a laptop?

Evan: no, i uh, i left it at home? why?

Connor: give me a second

Connor walks to the car and grabs his back pack out of the back seat

Evan watches Quizzically from the swing-set

Connor pulls out a Sketch Pad and Pen, flipping to a clean page.

Connor: So tell me how to write one of those letters of yours.

Evan: uh, well you start like any other letter- just addressing it to yourself

Connor writing: Dear Connor Murphy,

Evan: and uh, my first one was supposed to be about my ideal summer vacation? since i started in middle school- but you don’t have to—

Connor: thats perfect.

Connor starts to sing for forever,

eventually Evan joins in there is a minor gay moment where they’re holding hands face to face.

the song ends with Connor hugging Evan.

Evan: its- its pretty late.

Connor obviously crying: just— just a couple more minutes.

Evan lets go and grabs Connors sketch book of the ground, closing it and handing it off to him: then how about this, labor day weekend- we actually go.

Connor: what are you talking about?

Evan: being spontaneous?

Connor: o-okay.

and it cuts to black.

theres a small montage here, as the set changes to Connor and Evans bedrooms

sincerely, me is a lament in this context, Connor and Evan are duetting from their respective rooms, writing to themselves.

(the lyrics are completely different and i will not be writing them here because thats too much fucking effort.

but they’re duetting from their bedrooms about making a connection to another person, feeling seen, for the first time. what it felt like and how they really want to keep it up but are afraid of making a mistake and ruining it.

its got some themes of waving thru a window, and a little bit of for forever, but its still largely the same notes just in a different key.)

after wards, Zoe knocks on Connors door to tell him dinner is ready to find him peacefully asleep.

requiem is the same, Zoe sees Connor as Dead to Her instead of actually dead, so some of the wording changes, so and so about how a monster doesn’t deserve peaceful rest etcetera.

school day happens, Connor doesn’t die, but the hot goss is that everyone saw Connor and Evan go home together after school, jared makes a shitty homophobic joke to Evan and Evan kind of tells him off about it. they argue and it culminates in Evan saying “well god forbid I’m friends with someone who isn’t YOU!” or smth like tht and it hits jared right the fuck at home man.

Connor says from the side lines: damn that was pretty hard core dude.

Evan: you have, no idea how long i’ve wanted to do that.

Connor honest to god l a u g h s, theres a number of people who hear it and lose their shit, Zoe being one of them: i have a pretty good idea, wanna get some lunch?

Evan: yeah, sure.

this general routine continues until labor day weekend, when they plan to go on their little escape. theres a short scene of Connor leaving the house with his keys and a backpack.

Connors mom confronts Zoe about his oddly upbeat attitude and hows he’s seemed differently lately Zoe Shrugs but decides to investigate his room.

she finds the letters. the first one is for forever, the theme plays as she reads it frantically, and is signed “Sincerely me (connor murphy)” so she knows its him, i f i could tell her begins but its a real duet between Connor and Zoe and at the end she resolves to try harder to connect to him.

Evan sings disappear to Connor after breaking into a formerly public park, in this context its him confessing that he broke his arm attempting su!c!de. Connor records it, for personal reference.

jared hacks Connors phone and steals the video, posting it to yt, in an effort to ruin their friendship.

Evan and Connor get in a little fight about it, and in the meantime Evan is called to the school to give an assembly because hes a phenomenal speaker and Disappear got like 1000000 views over night.

Zoe and Connor bond a little bit in a short scene before the assembly

Zoe: wheres Evan what happened?

Connor: Kleinman Did!

Zoe: what?

Connor: Why Do you care?

Zoe: because! you look happy around him!

Connor: i, i do?

Zoe: yeah? he could tell the worst joke ever written and you’d crack up. i haven’t heard you laugh like that in years Connor, maybe ever.

Connor: oh.

Zoe: Come back inside?

Connor: y, Yeah.

they all perform You Will Be Found together.

end act 1.

(no more dialogue from here i got tired)

to break in a glove is Connor’s dad trying to reconnect with him, it goes mediocrely, but Connor feels like hes being seen by his dad for the first time in years. its said in metaphors, but this is Connors dads way of saying that if Connor is willing to put in the work, so is he. they hug at the end, things are looking up. some talk of therapy is sprinkiled in the dialogue as they walk of stage together.

Only Us is Evan and Connor saying that they saved each other. its loosely romantic, as its a love song, but they don’t out right say that they’re in love or anything, they don’t know if theyre ready for that. its a promise. the song ends with Connor finally apologizing for pushing Evan over at the beginning of the show.

good for you is sung by jared only, as a power ballad, about losing people you didn’t treasure. its his attempt at an apology, but it ultimately fails, since jared is unable to take responsibility for his own actions. this is where jared and Evan go their separate ways.

Evan’s mom comforts him, as he sings words fail, which is about specifically jared, and how their rocky friendship is ruined and Evan pegs himself as the cause, instead of parents or perfect girl he uses metaphors that apply to best friends— maybe more. and talks about how he didn’t try, he was happy so he ignored that jared was hurting, and how that was really shitty of him. but instead of it being a generally somber song the end is lighter, because Connor is there— waving through his front window.

Evans mom sings So Big/So Small as Evan steps out the front door to embrace Connor and they mime talking about jared, hug and take hands. the house moves off stage in preparation for the finale.

Connor and Evan open the finale saying each others names, and sing it together as the test of the cast (minus jared) joins in, Evans mom taking his hand and Zoe Taking Connors, Evans mom the Murphys and Zoe break off to the back where Evan and Connor finish the final “all i see is sky for forever” while looking into each others eyes, and finish the musical by embracing (maybe kissing if thats ur jam).

#dear evan hansen #deh #connor murphy #evan hansen #zoe murphy #musicals #broadway #deh rewrite i guess? #this is more like the outline of a fic i’ll never write #kd.txt #i was posessed to write this #tree bros