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metalhealth-willdriveyoumad · 10 months

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Am I about to fall asleep for the third time in less than 24 hours? Yes. Is my music taste still immaculate? Fuck yes

#original #jabari #guns n roses #slipknot #avenged sevenfold #bon jovi #playlist #swearing #mental health #mental illness #the trauma is winning #chinese democracy fucks im not accepting criticism #hypersomnia #this isnt normal - trauma processing tired is just a whole different animal

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chloesimaginationthings · 3 months

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FNAF movie Mike learns more about Michael’s childhood..

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carlyraejepsans · 2 years

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listen. i know it sounds fucking insane coming from me but if you haven't already i need you to log onto twitter and vote for sans in the finals of the tumblr sexyman poll

sure reigensweep is hilarious. but this is more than that. this is SO much more than that i need you to see my vision. twink supreme was funny. it was the introduction. dilf supreme solidified it, but now? this meme can't physically keep going forever. it's not a matter of "if" he loses it's matter of WHEN. specifically, when it'd be funnier. and i NEED YOU to imagine how fucking HYSTERICAL it would be if reigen lost the only competition he actually had the credentials for TO SANS FUCKING UNDERTALE.

it's the perfect 3 arc structure to the perfect joke. i need you to imagine a world where that happens. i need you to imagine the memes. the art people would make. the fanart *I* could make. I'm begging you to see the bigger picture. don't let reigensweep run itself into oblivion. it could go down today, but it would go down in HISTORY. don't let the perfect setup be destroyed by commitment to the bit.

#also i promised twitter i would draw sexy sans so if this didn't convince you maybe me inflicting myself psychic trauma will incentive you #undertale #there are less than 7h less. reigen is winning by a 5% margin. WE CAN DO THIS.#i need you to understand that i am destroying over a year of my personal work of returning sans to his someguy origins #this is actively detrimental to my mission. but it's MORE IMPORTANT. IT'S TAKES THE HIGHER PRIORITY #sans #SANSSWEEP

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mania-sama · 3 months

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"Maybe I won't lose all of my friends in the next universe..."

The next universe:

... "...but I was there. What did you mean you were alone?"

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cowboylikemaybelle · 4 months

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SEGA FINALLY LET HIM CRY

#sonic prime #sonic #sonic prime season 3 #sonic prime spoilers #I’m a new sonic fan idk if he’s cried before but😭#I know he did a lil bit at the end of s2 BUT STILL🔥🔥🔥#A WIN IS A WIN🔥🔥🔥#ok sega !! this is a GREAT start!!#now let’s process all the trauma that y’all gave him in forces !!#(wishful thinking)

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danwhobrowses · 6 months

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For anyone else who is gonna struggle surviving the next 3 weeks with the angsty and tense situation of Callowmoore here's a few things from the last 2 episodes that I feel were underrated and will assist in trying to keep me sane/emotionally stable: - Matching messed up hands built for holding - Fearne nervously playing with her hair as she approaches Ashton - Ashton wanted Fearne to be either the last thing they saw if they died or the first thing they saw when they succeeded - Fearne's admittance corroborates Ashley's 4SD revelation that Fearne is in love with someone in the party but doesn't know how to process the emotions - Fearne wanted Ashton to be happy, while Ashton wanted to feel whole so they would be worthy of the Hells - Ashton twice tried to lead a search for Fearne, and instantly clocking onto Chetney saying he followed Fearne - Fearne making herself look as radiant as possible before giving Ashton the cold shoulder - Ashton only rose to Chetney's provocations until he said 'You hurt Fearne' Use how you will

#godspeed my poor damaged psyche #critical role #bells hells #callowmoore #ashton greymoore #fearne calloway #fearne x ashton #ashton x fearne #strangely enough I don't enjoy having a dark and sad pit sitting in my chest day to day #3 weeks and we don't even get a cute M9 reunion in between to distract us? this was worse than Callowmoore's sistergate 3 week wait #also 'a little'? Sweetie people don't jump into lava for a little you got the big L and it's not Lesbian(s)#Feel like Laudna was a bit cruel this ep (Ash has been there for her a ton and she kinda villainized him) but we'll put it down to Delilah #much of Ashton's trauma has been overlooked or left to them to internalize but still nobody has told them that they are loved #and Ashton Greymoore needs to be told they're loved! (by Fearne)#but yeah time for more positive mental scenarios that 99% won't happen (but when that 1% does ho boy)#couldn't have just had Fearne go 'no talking' and sleep on Ash's chest to hear their heartbeat as her touch soothes Ash's pain could we?#or final fight scenarios where Ludinus is a walking harness and Ashton tricks them into absorbing their titan powers so he'd explode #they could've even had a talk in the woods because they wanted to find her so bad but was not gonna test Imogen's patience #I for one though will have at least one where Ashton seeks out Mori for advice (Fearne too but separately)#Tal I need you to use all your romantic arsenal in the feywild (Percy's worst travel experience) to win back Ashley's beautiful faun girl #bonus prompts for 'You will always be perfect to me' and 'Promise you'll come back to me' they pop up often in my scenarios #taliesin jaffe #ashley johnson

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basketobread · 5 months

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does warlock know the secret technique to use the forge without having to fight Grym (using mage hand on the lava wheel)

who needs mage hand when you can just seduce the robot and marry it and live happily ever after

#they are happily married #good for them #couldnt be lotus and astarion thats for fucking sure IDSFGSDIUGDSFYS #lunara and shart are doing... okay... i mean the religious trauma is a hell of a ride but theyre doing fine #they have a whole network of lovers its ok theyll work it out #warlock stays winning tho #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #tav #bg3 tav #bg3 oc #baldur's gate oc #warlock dude posting #bob the artist #ask bob

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lotus-pear · 1 year

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finally finished watching aot, rainah and berutolto were my fav duo out of the whole cast 🫶🏼🫶🏼

#oh uh spoilers in the tags so don't read if you plan on watching the show #rip birth control you would've loved s4 reiner he was hot af #idgaf about the historia and annie thing these boys were gay #friends do not look at each other like that while lovingly talking about going back to their homeland together #friends do not have an official duet about their shared trauma sang by the actual voice actors #and the most winning piece of evidence. friends do not share a bed #reiner and bertholdt 🤨🏳️‍🌈❓️#ik we should support positive male friendships but reiner and bertholdt are most definitely gay #attack on titan #shingeki no kyojin #aot #snk #reiner braun #bertholdt hoover #reibert #???? is that their ship name #lotus draws

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untouchedsoap · 7 months

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there is something sooo fucking good about early seasons ian and mickey, about watching this summer fling turn into something more, the fear that elicited from mickey but him being unable to stop, finding those little moments hidden away and taking all this meaning from small gestures and persevering in dugouts and under bleachers and barely pressed confessions in the back of a church that is soo good for my brain

like i am very glad mickey gets to shout his love for ian from the mountain tops and also beat his love for ian into his dad's face but when he was clenching his teeth shut and his love for ian was coming out regardless ohhhhh baby i was eating

#shameless us #gallavich #and also they actually gave noel something interesting to work with instead of 5 mins of nonsense in the later seasons but. what can you do #like i watch later season stuff with like equal parts 'good for them i'm happy they are happy' and 'thats not my boy'#yes my man deserves to be out and happy and a bridezilla but also he would not act like that <3 hope this helps #yes he deserves to be a diva menace no he wouldn't do it like that though <3 #yes he should get to heal from his familial trauma no he should not be forced to care for and interact with that man who should be dead #gallavich truly double edged sword of biggest win for fans and also biggest fumble #like ian's supposed to be one time hook up in s1 became his HUSBAND after years of bringing him back and sending him away rinse and repeat #because the writers hated mickey but audiences loved him #so yay they're married! time to have the most uninteresting plots for them imaginable & retcon some dumb ass traits on them for plot purpos #the last 2 seasons should have centered around ian and mickey becoming the centralizing force of the house that fiona was at the start #god there are so many tags here sorry. got more passionate about this than i thought i would #mickey milkovich

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royalarchivist · 6 months

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Fit: But no, we're already killing it though, we have- I think we have the least amount of deaths so far? So we're quite cracked right now, we're quite cracked. I mean you heard Etoiles – I am the survival expert, we will survive. We will survive. I mean, look- look where I spent the last 10 years in Minecraft: on one of the hardest servers to survive on.

#FitMC #QSMP #Fit #Purgatory #So hyped for this arc solely so we can see Fit's 2b2t tendencies come back #and how that'll effect his relationships with other people on the server #''We WILL survive'' ohhhh boy the 2b2t trauma really kicking in #Do whatever it takes to survive — it's not about winning it's about surviving #Q #November 4 2023

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generalsmemories · 26 days

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every time i see someone shit on the xianzhou story quest on twitter i die a little bit inside.

#narus' corner #SO LET'S TALK ABOUT HOW EVERYONE HATED XIANZHOU BECAUSE EVERYONE AND THEIR MOTHERS AND ANCESTORS HAD PULLED UP THEORY AFTER THEORY #AND WHEN SAID THEORY DID NOT FCKING GO ALONG WITH WHAT THE ACTUAL WRITERS HAD IN STORE HELL BROKE LOOSE #ion think u understand #maybe im biased. i probably am but the way hoyoverse tackled immortality with xianzhou is quite bittersweet honestly #YA'LL WANTED UR DOOMED YAOI AND YURI AND TBH ME TOO BUT THEY ARE STILL FCKING DOOMED EVEN IF SOME THEORIES DID NOT GO AS MOST SHIPPERS WANT #THEY STILL DOOMED MILADYS AND GENTS AND NONBINARY PEEPS DAN HENG IS SUFFERING FROM PTSD AS WE SPEAK.#u look at xianzhou and see predecessors suffering the consequences of what their ancestors wanted because of immortality and vow to stop it #because they been fighting people against GALAXIES who wants a taste of that immortality who also don't KNOW THE CONSEQUENCES OF IT WHICH I #LITERALLY GETTING MARA-STRUCK WHENEVER UR MEMORIES OVERLOAD FROM LIVING TOO LONG AND GO: damn this was shit writing cause i didn't understa #IMMA AAAH #eternal wars where when u find peace after winning you DON'T BECAUSE YOU TURN MARA-STRUCK FROM THE AMOUNT OF TRAUMA U HAVE #when immorality isn't immortality in a sense u can't be killed but long lifespan but then u can't even live said long lifespan #because u get mara-struck from participating in wars to protect AND YA'LL COME OVER HERE AND SAY BAD WRITING?!#and don't come with what the fuck is phantylia doing #ion think u understand how fucked we would've been if phantylia managed to actually absorb that ambrosial arbor AS A GODDAMN EMANATOR #OF DESTRUCTION OF ALL THINGS?! YA'LL WANT INFINITE HEALING WHILE GETTING BLASED OR SMTH!?!#and the aftermath which was probs the most hated on #imma just.#imma shut up LMFAO

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scooterpengie · 10 months

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Blonde-boy-heroes-with-evil-dads gang!!

Sorry but the LEGO Ninjago Movie did this trope the best, evil father/son bonding is my favourite thing! (Star Wars and Miraculous, take notes 👀)

Disclaimer: I actually don't watch Miraculous (or LEGO Ninjago for that matter, I've only seen the movie)

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statementlou · 5 months

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So I see folks pointing out that Louis' circle A tattoo is more likely an aesthetic choice than an announcement of a political commitment to anarchism, and saying basically that that maybe makes him a bit of a poser and I mean- I GUESS. But I don't like to look at things that way and I don't think it's useful. As I see it the subversive sexiness of the symbols of resistance have ALWAYS been gateways for people who are drawn to the struggle in vague ways and that's GOOD. Aligning yourself with those values is good no matter the reason, in my book, especially given the wretched options available out there, but also the journey doesn't necessarily stop there. Gatekeeping queerness victimizes people who are just trying things out and starting to discover that it may run deeper than just trying on a new look who should instead be welcomed and helped along their path, and I fail to see how gatekeeping political affiliations is any different (plus how counterproductive to actual movement building is that?)

ANYWAY. What I really want to say about Louis is that while I KNOW that Louis is probably not secretly a theory reading anti-state communalist anarchist, I think that actually Louis' optimism and idealism (and his unwavering commitment to allying himself with the working class and embracing those roots) are a perfect fit for the philosophy and always have been. I know that anarchism is mostly understood as being about throwing molotov cocktails and fighting the state (and the allure of its symbols are that they signify this, a terrific aesthetic for him to choose to sign on with in my book), but that's honestly largely cartoonish stereotyping that comes directly from anti-anarchist state propaganda. That resistance is necessary in this hellscape of oppression we live in and is super important, but in its heart anarchism is only about the state in that the state and capitalism currently stands in the way of its goals. The whole point of anarchism is that it's NOT about the state! It's about being able to imagine something better than a state, it's about how we live and about how we SHOULD live, it's about HOPE and picturing something utopian and something free of the ways capitalism pits us against one another! What could be more Louis than that?

"I need you and you need me and I love that" is as beautiful a way of talking about the cornerstone of anarchism that is mutual aid as any long winded essay I've read (even if what he meant was contextually different), and I think when he talks again and again about how special the space fans have made around him is he is expressing an intuitive understanding of the importance of autonomous zones, places and moments outside of the shitty life imposed on us by the system (also a huge part of anarchist thought). Maybe I'm just being an optimist but I think that Louis DOES understand that caring for people and wanting self-determination and freedom for all and allying himself with the working class involves a certain amount of resistance to and positioning yourself in opposition to the state. Thinking the symbols of smashing that state are cool isn't meaningless; it's a CHOICE. There are other cool symbols out there and I just happen to think that feeling a resonance with certain ones is something in and of itself, even if at this moment he does not choose to start a fight with the media about it all.

#long version of this part maybe later… (orrr maybe here and now oops lol):#I believe we are all born natural anarchists with a desire to live in mutually supportive ways and in freedom #it only gets beaten out of people by the trauma of the system and being forced to struggle to survive #Louis shares with many privileged people a certain immaturity of not understanding those struggles #but I think that 'immaturity' can include- in smart and good people- not having lost sight of that utopianism #because they are able to conceptualize it because they live the way we all should be able to #free of so many of the survival struggles #(I think that in some areas maturity is code for 'beaten down to a good capitalist')#anyway and that's why autonomous zones are important:#because you HAVE to have the experience of freedom sometimes to be able to move towards it #you have to experience wins to be able to keep fighting #it's the candy crush theory of organizing lol like: people will simply give up and lose hope if everything is struggle and despair #and nothing is hope and success #you don't have to win the whole fight to get glimpses but you have to have moments #anyway a song I love that is about that is Saturday Night by the Coup it's a BOP go check her out she feels like winning #boots is a commie but that's okay he Gets It :P #anyway #anarchism #blah blah blah #I love being a louis apologist I should add that to my header what can I say: I love him #also look how many WORDS I can churn out when there's no show😂gotta fil the time somehow #send me questions I beg you we've got a long couple months ahead #comrade louis

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welostutopia · 1 year

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the fact that every time winteam have had sex it hasn’t been in either of their rooms, first the hotel, then the locker room, now a public restroom, but they fall asleep together in win’s bed every night, it speaks volumes to how they aren’t ready to blur those lines yet. for them sex isn’t the most intimate part of their relationship, the most intimate part is falling asleep cuddled together in win’s room, it’s team’s safe haven, but they aren’t ready to fully express how they feel about one another.

i think win was almost ready, at least getting close to accepting things, and then team almost drowned and it shook him, he is now hit with this realisation that he loves team and if anything ever happens to him he wouldn’t know how to go on, but it also just confirmed all of his fears about losing someone he loves because he came so close to losing team, so while he now is more open and accepting of what he feels for team, it’s pushed him backwards from admitting that out loud. and herein lies the problem, team relies on win to lead, we’ve only ever seen him initiate two kisses, one a chaste thank you, the other after he almost drowns and win is near hysterical in front of him, everything else has been win leading, opening doors and allowing team to either follow of close them. team won’t admit his feelings until win does, he only admitted to caring and feeling protective of win after win pushed for those answers, and now win is taking a slight step back and telling waan that whatever happens next is up to team, which sure it always has been because while win leads he only leads as far as he thinks team will go, every last decision has ultimately been up to team after win gives options, now it seems like win needs teams confession before he can confess, but team doesn’t realise confessing is even on the table, he doesn’t know how deeply win feels and it’s holding team back.

all of this was to say that when win and team finally can accept and confess their feelings for each other, we will see more physical intimacy, aside from sleepy cuddles and chaste thank you kisses, in wins room. when they confess and accept the other feels the same, they’ll be able to bring parts of their relationship into their safe haven that before didn’t seem right to, the first time they have sex after confessing will be them making love, it’ll be different from all the other times they’ve had sex, it won’t be a one night stand neither thinks is going anywhere, it won’t be a quick fuck in the locker room or the public bathroom, it’ll be them finally matching up their sexual and emotional intimacy.

#between us #between us the series #winteam #i know some people are confused about the fact abc were talking about telling people you love them and then win follows team for a quickie #but it makes sense as to who they are as people #emotions are complicated at the best of times but especially for people who carry around trauma #sex is easy and uncomplicated and it’s how their relationship started so it’s basically their default #i think win followed team to say something but when he was face to face with team he couldn’t so to him the next best thing was sex #win may not be able to say how he feels but he knows he can show how he feels so when he can’t say the words he goes for actions instead

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disniq · 1 year

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Thinking about a crack scenario where comics!Jason, ArkhamKnight!Jason, Titans!Jason, and GothamKnights!Jason are thrown together for universal fuckery reasons

And;

GK!Jason: [following this theory] "Yeah, I killed the Joker and the Bruce welcomed me back anyway."

Titans!Jason: "Bruce killed the Joker in my name."

AK!Jason: "It's complicated, but yes the Joker is dead and yes B wanted to help me."

Comics!Jason: *stares into the camera like he's on the office*

#jason todd #the Trauma Olympics are intense #comics jay is winning 'how unsalvageable is your relationship with you psudo father'#AK cleans house in the 'wish you'd actually died' category #it's a 50/50 tie between 'has underutilized mystical powers' and 'joined inadvisable patnership with Scarecrow'#GK *putting on his apron to make them cookies* ''go to fuckin' therapy''#titans jay (whose therapsy sessions were used as leverage to bench him) ''absolutely fucking not''

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sparrowsupportgroup · 5 months

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religious symbolism with both ais and leander -

Basically these two fucking weirdos, Ais and Leander, are like God in their own way. They anoint “sinners”(the sinners being people drinking from the Seaspring, joining the Groupmind vs. the people joining Leander’s Bloodhounds) through “blood offerings”(aka drinking from the Seaspring or craving your name into wood and joining the Bloodhounds)

Both Ais’s and Leander’s concepts having references to blood is interesting because blood is symbolically seen as LIFE. By taking an blood oath(Leander) or drinking blood(Ais), you’re essentially absorbing a new life within you; when you take the blood offering, you’re being purified and made anew

Interpretation of blood offerings from The Old Testament - From the perspective of Christianity that everyone is a “sinner,” the forsaken people that drink from Ais’s Seaspring and the lost people who join Leander’s Bloodhounds are like sinners who take the blood (aka the life) of the victim, which is the source of atonement that said sinner is looking for, in hopes of finally achieving a holy union with God

Both can change lives like a God would, they both have religious connotations - Leander’s whole design/lore touches on his powerful magic, Christianity, God, the Virgin Mary, and priesthood. The fact his cult gang is called Bloodhounds is so interesting because God was frequently called The Hound Of Heaven by Puritans because God will relentlessly pursue an fleeing lost soul in order to force them into accepting His Divine Love and Grace. This is similar to how Leander slowly wore down the bartender and got her to crave her name in wood and join the Bloodhounds and his slow yet persistent wearing down of Mhin

The religious symbolism is more subtle with Ais but it’s there - joining the Groupmind is preceded by drinking from the Seaspring for a “miracle” guided by Ais, in which the drinker’s trauma and identity is washed away, similar to how one’s sins is washed away during a baptism, how Ais calls MC Sparrow and biblically, sparrows represent God's love and care for His creation, as well as the importance of humility and trust in God's provision/plus there’s this gospel song “His Eye On The Sparrow”(heavy eye imagery with Ais)/his “blood in water” concept makes me think of how drinking blood of Christ in Christianity signifies His human body and death and eventual resurrection, and the heavy blood-and-water imagery in the Bible that speaks of both the purification powers of water and the sacred price of blood that represents Christ’s martyrdom is similar to Ais being able grant the forsaken a miracle(cleansing power of the Seaspring) but it comes with a terrible sacrifice(losing your sanity/identity and being in a Groupmind). Ais is a martyr in the sense that he’s a host for Ocudeus and is responsible for “curing” the people that come to him for help

#ais: bite the bad dog #leander: hug the green eyed monster #touchstarved game #the red/green dichotomy wins yet again #I love when foils foil<3 #discord chats go crazzzzyyyyy #has me unearthing my religious trauma to create this theory post

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