#they're desperate atp

[lynzishell]

what kind of love are you

💖TYSM for the tag @elderwisp💖

✨Atlas✨

Love as the Dawn Pastel, saccharine and hopeful, your love rises slow to greet the day. It tiptoes on doe feet and blossoms bit by bit, petal by petal. Love is new to you, isn’t it? A fresh discovery in a world you do not quite understand. Your love loves with bated breaths. Your love swoons and sighs and lingers under awnings. Your love romanticizes. Your love aches as tenderly as a bruise. You’re swollen with desire and idealizations. The perfect kiss, the perfect touch, the perfect partner in life. Your love is wide-eyed and innocent, naive and pristine and oh, so very easily breakable. Being loved by you is to be loved by a child, by a lamb, wooly-eyed and helpless. Oh. I really hope it lasts.

✨Asher✨

Love as a Performance Your love is a masquerade, a dance, a work of art. You love with a veil across your face, unable to allow anyone to see the real you. Can that be considered love, you wonder? As a performer, you have all your lines prepared, and you know exactly what to say and when to say it. You’re charismatic and bold, seductive and hypnotic. Your love is a snake’s melody, the siren song of the sea. Your love is enchanting. Your love is melodic. Your love is afraid and fearful and longing. You ache to tear the veil off, you ache to cast poetry aside for the sake of something real and gritty. You’re terrified of the very thought. Being loved by you is to be loved by an artist; it is to be a muse. It reflects others beautifully, but never, ever yourself. Not really. Not truly.

Ahaaa interesting results 👀

I'm going to tag: @theosconfessions, @raiiny-bay, @havenroyals, @happy-lemon, @rebeldaydream, @dandylion240

#honestly how are these so accurate #it's interesting to me cos they've been together for years atp #so we may not see it as clearly today #but it took them a while to build the level trust they have now #and looking at these results in the context of when they first got together #and even the few months before that #they're eerily accurate #it will be fun to go back and show some of that one day #probably in the fall #i'm working on a thing #so much was left out just because of the timing of when asher entered the story #but i'm desperate to share it #i just have a very specific vision in mind #so it'll take me a while to get there #hopefully it'll be worth the wait #honestly tho how wholesome is atlas 🥹 #tag game #oc tag game #atlas extras #asher extras #aries outtakes

[shivieroy]

that's going the be the first and last time I'm talking about this ship here but how tf can a fandom be so delusional? i mean idc about your ship preferences if you want to ship lokius go with it but why are they acting like this is a canon thing... istg it would be so much easier if they just accepted this ship was never meant to be canon in the first place 😭 and now they're twisting the words of ppl who worked on the show (they've been doing it for +2 years now anyway) to fit their narrative and then get mad when it's later revealed they're wrong

loki and sylvie kissed, he showed and even ""said"" he's in love with her and mobius was the one to acknowledge that and support him.

#anti lokius #i hate this ship sm #the shippers are weirdos #i wish this character never existed in the first place #he's useless af #and has no personality #plus he's ugly #the only reason why this is a thing is bc they desperately want to see loki kissing a white guy #at least yall could pair him with a hot dude instead of a boring jetski salesman played by deadbeat dad owen wilson #atp i think they're worst than larries #and don't even get me started on how they treat sophia di martino #bc the way they treat her is the same way incel men treat brie larson #they're out there sending d*ath threats to this poor woman and her family bc she kissed that yt man #just nasty #sylki #pro sylki #sylvie #loki #just me babbling

[lokideservesahug]

For How Long!?!

Chapter 8: You were great

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Pairings: Logan Sargeant x Fem!driver! Reader, Lando Norris x reader (platonic)

Warnings: Reader is implied to have had sushi? So I you have the same relationship to it that Lando does then I'm sorry. But that's it I'm pretty sure

Notes: The comments section is really long on the insta post, sorry!

Summary: You finally have a talk with your Team Principal and an important decision needs to be made.

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Yourusername

Yourusername: China you were great 🇨🇳... So here's a photo dump of the GP period!

Liked by: Logansargeant, Oscarpiastri, Arthurleclerc and 1,678,905 more

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Logansargeant: What an amazing weekend with an even greater result. Well done, I'm so proud💙

↳ Yourusername: Thank you Lo💚

↳ User1: Lo!?!?! LO!?!?! WDYM LO!?!?!

↳User 2: These two honestly need to come out and say they're dating atp (I'm delusional)

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↳ User3: Not this again... Oscar. What. Do. You. Know????

Astonmartinf1: Way to go Y/N!! And what a nice car on that billboard 👀

↳ Yourusername: Why thank you admin💚

Landonorris: That second slide is atrocious.

↳ Yourusername: Aww don't be jealous that you're single Lando!

↳ Landonorris: I was talking about the sushi...

↳ Yourusername: Mhm🤨 (wuss🍣🐟)

↳ User4: WOAH LANDO AND Y/N'S FIRST PUBLIC INTERACTION

↳ User 5: Ik I'm really quite enjoying it

User 6: Hmmm the bf posts are becoming more regular. I'm hoping that a reveal is coming soon!

↳ User 7: Does anyone else find it suspicious that in both the photo of her bf and her photo of Logan, sushi is being eaten? Is this Y/Ngan proof!?!?!

↳ User 8: As much as I'd love that, you need to stop being delusional. Sushi is such a popular dish... And people people eat the same types of food more than once

↳ User 9: Nah let her cook. This could be a subtle Y/N × Logan reveal even if its accidental.

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User 10: Oscar liking all of these Logan x Y/N comments is hilarious.

↳ User 11: I'm desperate to know what he knows but someone is bound to crack...eventually

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Thank you for reading! As always, likes, reblogs and especially feedback is always welcome! And have a great day.

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[poppy-metal]

losing my marbles thinking about jordan taking your virginity (it's all i talk abt atp ik it's annoying 😔). about how it's not their first time having sex, but it's the first time it's meant something to them--the way it makes them feel something they've never felt before. it having always been a means to an end, not something they associated with love or some sort of deeper connection--just something mutually beneficial n sometimes necessary.

but then there's you, looking up at them like they're your whole universe. pupils blown out, eyes hazy n teary when they're sliding their fingers inside of you--your arms shaking, clinging to them like a lifeline. little cunt clenching around them when they tell you how good you are, praises of "that's it, baby. you were made for this, weren't you?" nd remarks on all your sweet lil reactions :( nd they're so, so angry at you--at the throbbing between their legs--but it melts away when you look up at them all desperate and fuzzy. cut you off w their lips on yours when you open your moutb to say something that's only gonna cloud their judgement even more.

nd it's finally something real for them--their thumb rubbing your hip softly saying more than any "i love you" ever could. they're angry at themselves bc they're supposed to be woke!! know that virginity is a construct!! but some debauched and desperate and possessive part of them wants it so bad. wants to be the first person to make you cum on their fingers, their mouth, their cock--wants to be the only person. ever. know that won't happen, can't happen, but want it so bad it hurts a little bit.

so they have to settle for this--making you feel so good that there are tears streaming down your pretty face. taking care of you, their sweet little thing, in a way they never knew they needed to. trying not to think about how this, you, has done more for them than anything or anyone else ever has. try and fail to pretend that they're not falling in love w you.

once they're done having grand realizations they go back to being pissed at u 😋 compensating for all the lovey dovey gross stuff they wanna do witb you

-🦸‍♀️

this is so.

them being angry and resentful because of how fucking weak you make them feel, but they're also smitten and adore you so fucking much they can't help but be gentle with you - be sweet to you. tell you how pretty your little cunt is, how soft she feels inside, how good you're going to make them feel when they push inside.

they shouldn't feel as satisfied as they do when you clench around them, coming first for them with their fingers and their words, clinging to them and hiding your face in their neck. they love it though, love being the first to overwhelm your senses, to touch you where you're wet and wanting and make you see stars up close. it makes them feel like a fucking god. it also makes them so achingly protective of you, seeing you so vulnerable and teary eyed in their arms, so delicate nd easy to shatter.

they have to beg you, "tell me to stop," when they slide on top of you, lips brushing against yours because they're afraid of how deep they're going to fall if you let them have this, have you. "i need you - to tell me if you don't want this -"

but you just wrap your legs around them, hooking your ankles to their lower back and pressing them close - close enough that their cock slides through the slick mess of your cunt, head catching and notching at your hole - you gasp but you dont tell them to stop, fuck you, you're just egging them on, cupping their cheeks and looking up at them like they're everything to you.

"please dont stop. i - i want this. i want you,"

"fuck -" and because they must hate themselves, "look at me. don't fucking look away."

because why not just ruin themselves completely, when they slide inside you and have to see the way your eyes widen and the way your face scrunched at being filled and the way your mouth falls open all in close detail with their forehead pressed against yours, not letting you turn away.

"oh god," they dont know who say it. you're gasping, and they're moaning, and your lips are sharing the same air as they rock in and out.

"you feel so fucking good, baby, fuck." that is them, praise spilling from their lips because the warm heaven wrapped around their dick - squeezing, milking, hugging - just pulls everything out in the open. "i love being inside you - holy shit. just keep squeezin' me like that."

they love you.

#ask #🦸‍♀️ anon #jordan: virginity is a construct i can take hers without feeling anything #also jordan: misson failed. #jordan li x reader #jordan li smut

[onesidedradiostatic]

Here is an idea

Vox tries one last desperate attempt to get Alastor by going directly to the hotel. Hoping it would play out like some sappy romance movie where the main lead gets with the girl at the end thanks to an apology and showing that he cares! Promising to be by Alastor's side and doing things together.

Instead, Alastor tricks him into being part of the hotel's redeption program just to see Vox take part in it and fail miserably.

Example: The trust fall excersise, except Alastor does nothing and watches Vox fall onto the hard floor. Cue Alastor laughing at Vox's pain.

But hey, at least Vox made Alastor laugh with tears in his eyes! So, progress in Vox's eyes!

okay I know this is supposed to be a fun thing but also the thing with scenarios like this is that I like. legitimately cannot see vox leaving the vees for alastor, he cares about or well. values them in his own very fucked up way I think. as obsessed as he is with alastor, his obsession has manifested as hatred for like YEARS now. like see I view vox as having this reverse denial arc with his feelings for alastor, like pre-rejection he accepted it as it was, but post-rejection he hates the fact that they're still there and wants to pretend they're not (he is not doing a very good job at it). so I don't think he'd upfrontly try to make amends with alastor since he does technically get his attention from their rivalry (and I'm not even sure if he'd even want to atp unless it was like alastor who came to HIM instead)

the idea of vox randomly showing up at the hotel for whatever reason is funny though (although I doubt he'd do that to legitimately apologise to alastor, because apologising would imply that he was wrong at any point and we can't have that) just for everyone else's reactions. like I doubt he’d willingly go there himself considering he's constantly been hiding behind cameras and screens from alastor and other factors in episode 2. but just like, hotel crew being like "oh they're not even trying to hide it now. they just straight up sent the guy himself instead of a spy. who the fuck do they think they're fooling" and then alastor cuts in tries to convince them to let him join because he just wants to fuck with him. maybe vox does get some enjoyment out of it because he's weird about alastor idk. very hard for me to picture some of this stuff with vox at the hotel I'm sorry KSKFLFLLFLL but I think some part of it is funny

#ask #osrs.txt #radiostatic #staticradio #<- one-sided #idk is this anything #sorry for my brain getting technical about this stuff #hazbin vox #hazbin hotel vox

[forgottenarias]

stafford family swords

... and since we NEVER go down a rabbit hole in comments... everything we went on about re: the stafford family swords

forgotteneithne @giadesstrin OH WAIT NOW WHERES THE STAFFORD FAMILY SWORD?!?!

giadesstrin @forgotteneithne you know stupid roderick seized that treasure 😭😭😭😭 and/or if they gif it he’s desperate to grab it

giadesstrin *hid

giadesstrin Ooooh or maybe Siobhan has it???? And it might be proof she is who she ~says she is? 👀

giadesstrin Like…they snuck it out w her?

giadesstrin @forgottenarias ooooh also what if Evenstar/Morningstar is a meteorite blade like king tut’s dagger, so it’s literally forged from a falling star!!!

forgottenarias @giadesstrin ooo I love that!! … could it be there’s both an evenstar & Morningstar and Roderick’s snatched one maybe not knowing it has a twin blade of some sort that Siobhan is running around with???? @lizzydobbs

giadesstrin @forgottenarias KATE!!! Your mind!!!! I looooove thattttt!!!! The sword of the dawning and the sword of the evening

giadesstrin The sword of the ruler and the sword of the heir maybe? It like matching king and queen swords?

giadesstrin @forgottenarias ok is this ~too much? Maybe there are (or were) three swords originally, since it’s the three stars, and we’d talking abt three brothers founding the house originally iirc? Anyway maybe one was lost asp but it has legends a la Excalibur that only a true ruler of astaira (which to astairans means anyone willing to put astaira first but roderick ofc assumes it means rightful king aka himself basicall)can draw it from the stone/tree and it lies still somewhere hidden or whatever tbc

forgottenarias @giadesstrin ahhh I love this!!! You know Roderick wants to find that legendary sword!!! Maybe whatever Siobhan has is the smallest blade— something that would’ve been easy for her to smuggle out (honestly Aria was such a wreck she would’ve never thought “oh let’s take protection/something to prove who we are!” lbr— she was never leaving that castle. Also we’ve established she has no idea how to use a sword haha) But Siobhan having that blade to prove who she is!! ❤️❤️

margueritedemarigny @forgottenarias not me saying 'tbc' and then never actually continuing klajsdfkjlsdf ok so i ~do think eilia would be like 'here take this' and hand them ~the most significant~ ancestral sword bc she had perfect faith they were getting out and she wasn't letting her father's sword fall into roderick's hands, so my thought is that siobhan maybe has the ~king's sword -- eilia knew ~she couldn't get away but she could at least save her sisters and that sword tbc

margueritedemarigny @forgottenarias tbh i feel like they're largely ~ceremonial swords re: their usage anymore bc i do think astaira was a largely peaceful place till roderick hahah (thanks bud) but yeah!! my thought was that the third one (which was maybe the og kingly sword?) is the one that according to legend is stuck in a tree/stone, and may or may not actually exist???? and meanwhile the staffords have held onto the other two swords laskdjflksdjf oh oops gotta run but i swear ill tbc

forgotteneithne @margueritedemarigny ahahah I get it! I legit earlier wrote 3/4 of an email and then I had emergency go buy a bunch of random show make up 😅 and came back 3 hours late like oh right… probably should’ve sent that 😂😂 But literally love ALL OF THIIIIIIS

giadesstrin @forgotteneithne oh man big moooood honestly 😂😂😂 Ok so I’m three cosmos in atp so I’m either incomprehensible or ascendant but my notion was basically that given the multi sword situation I feel like it’s be pr easy to present the leftover sword as if it were the kingly one so roderick probs ~thinks he has the most important one, but every astairan can take one lion at it and know it’s not the right stafford sword probs — there was smth more to this no lie but idr at present ngl dhkhfdgjjfg tbc

giadesstrin I somehow got thinking abt the likely very different coronations that roderick has had Vs Eilia’s and my mind melted 😂😂😂

forgotteneithne @giadesstrin Yaaaas girl get it (we chugged margaritas on our hour dinner so i get it hahaha) BUT YES I love this!! Secretly tricking Roderick-- which i assume he'll go mental about if/when he finds out-- but just a little thing all the Astarians know and kinda binds them together at his expense! also how overdone was roderick's coronation versus eilias? XD I love how judgey astarians are about how overwrought his ~aesthetic~ is

giadesstrin @forgottenarias right!! I do quite like the idea of Astairans collectively pulling the wool over his eyes! I do think the cat’ll probs be out of the bag when someone perhaps @forgottencassimir claps eyes on it and then roderick will be FURIOUS but I imagine Eilia and Aria always knew that’d happen eventually? I will def do a post abt that sometime bc i ofc got way carried away but it ft stuff like Eilia going barefoot to be crowned vs roderick pulling a Napoleon and snatching the crown away tbc

giadesstrin From the priest to crown himself etc — also omg ikr!!! They’re just like ‘gif he’s so tacky’ while he thinks he’s being magnificent and I love it 😂🙌

#eilia stafford #aria stafford #siobhan stafford

[butch-reidentified]

one of the things I find most irritating is the ppl claiming i have ever once implied that i think my connection w nature/the universe/whatever is inherently deeper or more meaningful than theirs. this just reeks of insecurity and projection as I've been so very deliberate in saying the opposite this entire time yet they're still spreading that around. they're mad about my word choice bc they took it to mean something it doesn't and now blame me for that when I literally said from day 1 it's an art thing to me lmao. sorry you didn't read. i haven't once, not once, changed what I'm saying in this. and MOST ppl are seeing that clearly. idc if youre mad i dont "just say i like the aesthetic" bc it's an entire artistic medium for me not just "aesthetic." i explained what i meant by terms day 1 and yall didn't like the answers, but that's not on me, sorry.

this discourse is uniquely funny (in a loose sense of the word) bc one quick irl conversation would clear it all up so fast. it's such a miscommunication- and assumption-rooted issue. anyone who knows me irl (honestly who's even run into me in a shop one time irl) who saw the descriptions being written "about me" would not recognize them as about me in a million years. that's a big part of my frustration and desire to disengage. a version of me has taken life in this that isn't me, and coincidentally reminds me of the whole thing of "corrosively-sheathed" making up a version of me in their head and doubling down that it's representative of the real me.

i need a little breathing room bc it's futile to fight ghosts, and atp that's all this is for me. desperately trying to stop a train that's long since left the station and taken my name with it.

those of you who know me/get me/are capable of the grace and patience to trust me when I say "this isn't me," thank you. I need to remind myself you're the only ones whose voices need to matter to me.

🖤

edit to add my comment on this:

#mine #witchcraft discourse #spirituality discourse

[lullabestie14]

Reddit ewriels are like a cult (don't get me started on the twitter ones)

There are these 5-6 acccounts that appear instantly when a post is about Lucien or Gwyn, to trash them or immediately dismiss any pro- other ship point. On a low-key pro elucien post today, an Ewriel immediately appeared to state that "Lucien is a LOT in love with Vassa" (they're desperate atp)

And there's this one acct that is too obsessed with hating Gwyn and Lucien it's not even funny 😭

"I don't like her. I find it strange people are obsessed with her."

"Lucien can't be trusted.. he's going to betray them it's foreshadowed"

And now that account started rambling about how if Elain and Azriel don't happen, it'll be a huge retcon. Lmfao these people in the Ewriel side of the fandom are unhinged. Sjm should be worried

“There are these 5-6 accounts that appear instantly when a post is about Lucien or Gwyn”

YOU ARE SOOO RIGHT😭😭 I swear I see the same six accounts under every post that has something to do with Gwyn/ Elucien/ Gwynriel.. And guess what? all these accounts were the top comments under the post that was titled “worst thing Lucien have said or done” They can’t even hide the fact that they hate Gwyn and Lucien with absolutely no reason 😭😭

Lucien and Vassa shippers [aka Elriels] are the most delusional people in this fandom, when I finished that scene when Cassian visited Lucien, Vassa and Jurian, I was like “oh Jurian and Vassa are 100% endgame”like you could literally pick the endgame vibes Sara always uses.

I think me and you we all know who the accounts you are talking about. its so funny 😭😭

#elucien #gwynriel #anti e/riel #azriel #lucien vanserra #elain archeron #gwyneth berdara #acotar #sarah j maas

[jellyluvr]

Hiii!! I love all of ur fics they're fcking amazing!! look i know ur request are closed rn maybe u can do this some day but can i ask for colin zabel x f!reader cute fluff fic where they're spending their time together bc yk colin has been busy solving the cases & barely spend much time w his wife aka the reader hehe just them doing some fun leisure activities like going for a picnic, watch movies, bath together(🤭) etc- i really love colin sm hes my fav so i'd be happy to read one from u🥺 ilyyy u're such a great writer keep it up!!

Reliever

Horrible title ik. I have no ideas unlike my incredibly talented friends on here so any of you please lmk if I can dm you for titles because I'm in desperate need of ideas. Anyway, here's some colin fluff!! Also my requests are open. No hardcore shit tho. I'm totes down to write some handjobs tho. Especially some fluffy somno? Jesus my hand is disappearing under the covers 😱 that wasnt funny I apologize in advance

Tw: shower and many many compliments. Also stress? Don't know if that even counts but lmk if I missed any 👍also kinda oc Colin? Idk.

S: colin and you take a shower and colin is very happy.

(I'm gonna stop doing summaries cuz they're so pointless atp)

Also ty anon! I love you so much. Romantically we should honestly get married because I really wouldn't mind 😉😉

Colin sat in his chair, staring infront of him. He looked down at his watch, preparing himself for the time. 12am. He sighed, rubbing his eyes as he contemplated his existence. He wanted to go home. He wanted to hug you and cuddle with a blanket.. he wanted sleep. That was his main priority and he really didn't have the time for this case he was working on. He grabbed his coffee cup, standing as he wobbled a bit, letting the blood flow.

He felt a little dizzy, but that wasn't important. What was? Well, he really needed to see you. Desperately.

So, he walked down the hall, running when he knew no one was looking. He ran out the doors, not even caring if his shoulders hurt horribly from him not waiting for the slow automatic doors to open. Once he made it to his car he put the coffee on the roof, unlocking it quickly before hopping in. He grabbed the coffee, setting it in the cup holder before starting his car with the classic ding.

He knew it was gonna be a long ride.

-time skip because I'm not writing all of that

He pulled into the drive way, getting out and making it to the door. He went in, looking around expecting to see you. Usually you always got really excited when he came home. But, as he made his way upstairs he saw you sleeping in the bed they shared. He didn't blame you. He was terribly sleepy himself, so he didn't hesitate to undress and change into more comfy clothes.

He put on a normal tee, grabbing some baggy boxers and slipping them on before sitting on the bed and looking at you for a moment. You looked so pretty like that. With the blueish light shining on your face, the darkness of the room adding a little highlight. He smiled looking at you, his heart thumping slightly. He took a deep breath, laying down next to you and pulling up the covers. He wrapped an arm around you, it being loose as he closed his eyes.

You were still asleep, but he didn't care. He just loved you and sleeping next to such a wonderful woman was a blessing to him. Any man was lucky to even be looked at by you. So, he went to sleep with the thought of you on his mind, just like every other night you two shared.

-next morning

You woke up the morning from colin. Which, it shouldn't have been. He needed to be at the station, but he was just sleeping. Right there next to you. It was 8am, he needed to be at work at 7am. That was the issue, so you obviously woke him up.

He turned over, his eyes droopy and clearly unaware of the situation. He murmured out a "babe?" But you didn't care. Colin was serious about his work. He would've been sad if you didn't push him. That was a fact.

"Colin you're late!" You said, your hands on his shoulders. He took a moment, but then he sprang out of bed and rushed to his closet immediately putting on some pants and a shirt, grabbing his stuff. "Uhh.. what time is it?" He asked, a worried look on his face. You answered quickly, also getting out of bed to get his coffee cup. He loved that coffee cup more than you.

You handed it to him, him giving a grateful nod before leaving cussing to himself. You looked out the window, watching him pull out of the driveway while he scrambled to find something. Probably his phone. But, he eventually found it and left.

Now it was quiet once more... boring too. Sometimes you did wish he didn't have that job but he was passionate about it. He always wanted to do something with his life and you never stopped him.

A breathy sigh left your lips as you sat back down on the bed, quite lonely. All you could do was wait until he got back, so you fell asleep in hopes of seeing him when you woke up.

-another skip, sorry!!

You woke up with some clanking in the kitchen. You got up, rubbing your eyes as you went out to check. But you knew who it was. Colin. He leaned on the counter, mayo and turkey infront of him while he chewed on a sandwich. You smiled at him, going over to hug him.

He hugged you back, still chewing on his sandwich while you kissed him on the cheek.

"How was work?" You asked, getting some bread out of the fridge.

"Horrible." Colin swallowed, turning to you.

"Why?" You were a little surprised but maybe he was just exaggerating like normal. Colin hesitated for a moment, his eyes drifting to the ground.

"Can't say." He let out a sigh, a little smile coming after. That was his usual answer, but you didn't blame him. He was a detective after all. He probably saw horrible things everyday. Today must've been pretty bad. You knew he had seen dead bodies and blood, but whatever it was today must've set him in a pretty bad mood.

"Okay.." you set the slices of bread down, putting mayo and turkey on it before getting some cheese too. Colin was very picky with his food.. but it made him so much more like a cutie.

"Well, you wanna get your mind off it? Maybe a movie or somethin?" You suggested, smiling at him. He looked over at you, then back at his half finished sandwich while he shook his head.

"No." He muttered, sighing. "I think I'm gonna take a shower. I'll talk to you later, babe." He leaned off the counter and took another bite out of his sandwich before walking away. You felt really bad, and once you finished chewing you yelled over at him right before he could close the door.

"Can I join?" You asked, smiling at him while he peeked through the door. He loved you.. he definitely wouldn't mind taking a shower with you.. plus maybe he could have a even better shower. So, he nodded, his face turning pink.

"Uhh.. yeah. Sure." He said, you taking one last bite before trotting over to the door and opening it. Colin turned the water on to the walk in shower, his hand going in it to check the temperature.

He turned his head back, watching you get undressed just like it was the first time he ever saw your body. Without even realizing it he blurted out, "you're beautiful, y/n." He smiled, looking over at you while he finally snapped out of it from the heat of the water. He let out a soft "ow" but he took his hand back, turning around fully to see you smiling. God... he loved that smile.

"Thank you. You look beautiful too." You added emphasis on beautiful to tease him, and he just laughed a little while he saw your body in all of its glory. He couldn't even fathom how much he loved you. How lucky he was to even be in your presence. He watched as you walked to the shower, feeling the water as well before getting in. He followed, pulling down his boxers and stepping in. It was already getting pretty steamy, so he reached for the shampoo above your head before getting some in his hands and washing his hair while he looked down, closing his eyes.

You looked over at him, almost laughing. He just looked so silly doing it, and from your laughing he naturally looked up. He gave you a confused look, but you continued to giggle and it caused him to laugh some too. "What?" He asked, the biggest smile on his face. You just continued to laugh, turning around as you got some shampoo, rubbing it in your head as well. Once you did, Colin began to laugh a little himself, all of his worries washing away along with the bubbles.

It already smelt wonderful, but you grabbed some body wash, starting from the bottom up. Colin watched, washing his body a little too. He was mostly interested in you as he watched your body get covered in soapy bubbles. It made you look so much prettier.

Colin washed off his body while you stood on the other end of the shower, still washing your skin. He was confused why you were taking so long but you were really just trying to overlay the bubbles evenly. Colin wanted to get out, but he waited till you washed off. He now thought to get out, but then you reached for another bottle.

Oh. Conditioner. He knew that.. totally. So he stayed while you put the substance in your hair. His eyes scanned over every curve on your body, making his stomach have some butterflies. He had forgotten how beautiful you were. From the back, that was. He reached over, his hand going to your hair as he helped. You hadn't expected it, but you of course weren't complaining. Why would you?

So, you let Colin's hands stroke through your hair, finally going under the water as he watched your hair turn to silk. He touched it some more, admiring how soft it was. Jesus... everything about you was so perfect. "You're really pretty." He broke the silence, smiling at you while you turned around. You let out a little laugh before you gave him a little kiss, smiling as well.

"You're very handsome." You returned the compliment, giving him another kiss as he turned a pink color. He leaned down, giving you a very warm hug from how warm he was and from the water pouring down on you. You hugged him back, closing your eyes as your head found a nice place to rest in the crook of his neck.

Colin had really forgotten about everything. All he had needed was you. His beautiful fiancée.. or his wonderful heart stopper. (Metaphorical not literally)

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Okay thats all. Hope you liked it ♡♡

Also the heart stopper thing is the only non creepy name. The other was "stress reliever" and honestly that sounds horrible. Just like the title

Taglist: @kaismanwich @tatelangdonsgirll @howtobesasha @kaiju-superstar @daylas-life @hyperharlz @ima0nahlol

#evan peters #evan peters characters #evan peters fanfic #evan peters fluff #evan peters x y/n #evan peters x reader #colin zabel #colin zabel x you #colin zabel x reader #colin zabel fluff #colin zabel x y/n #evan peters x female reader #mare of easttown

[hawkinsunderground]

every time i start to feel like i'm deluding myself about byler happening, i give myself a reality check using the classic 'if they were all straight' scenario, and then i stop doubting. if everything remained the same--same relationships, same dynamics with friends--with the only difference in the show being that Will was a girl, it's almost painfully obvious. And because all a m/f couple has to do is be in the vicinity of each other to get shipped, byler probably would have been more popular even in the earlier seasons.

Mike spending an entire season right by his girl best friend's side, desperate to help and fighting to stay near her as she slowly gets possessed. Then at the end of it all he gives her a whole speech crying and saying that choosing to be friends with her was the best thing he's ever done? I guarantee you even with milkvan developing a bunch of people would have jumped on the byler train, and more others would be thinking that Mike and Willow or whatever would eventually get together later on, with warring opinions on who the better ship is.

Mike neglecting his girl best friend who is now hinted to have a crush on him in s3 while trying to get over being kidnapped and everything she went through? Spending all his time with Eleven even though byler had just been so close the season prior. There's no way at least some ppl wouldn't be thinking romance. The whole 'Mike's probably repressing his feelings and pushing Will away because he's scared' idea that a lot of bylers believe suddenly wouldn't be a reach anymore if it was a straight pairing.

Sectioning the two of them off to have their little cali romance all the while hinting at serious relationship troubles and conflicting character arcs for Mike and Eleven. Meanwhile the shrouded love confession from 'Willow', the obvious flirting. You can't look me in the eyes and tell me that people wouldn't be losing their shit during the entire apology scene if Will was a girl. The flirty smiles, the "I didn't say it." "You didn't have to.", the intimacy of his apology to 'Willow' in comparison to the apology from Mike to Lucas in s1. Along with all of the other scenes where Mike is clearly different with 'Willow' compared to the rest of his friends, he's always near her, etc.

Atp I feel like the general consensus would be that they're setting up a Melvin breakup and Byler endgame. Mike putting his hand on Willow's shoulder and promising they'll get through this together while literally showing Midleven crashing and burning in the same scene? In one of the final scenes? You're gonna tell me that people wouldn't be thinking along the lines of romance, with the love triangle pointing in byler's favor?

Mike's 'love' confession would come across as the lie that it was and a lot of people would probably be saying that Mike is not confronting his true feelings. They would be drawing the same comaprisons we are--that it didn't even work and the gates opened, that his (girl) best friend had to tell him and guide him to confess to Eleven, with them finally as close as they were around s2 again and Melvin not even really getting back together, with clear issues still present in the finale. The direction they are going to take things in s5 would become obvious without the straight goggles blinding people to some of the most obvious character and relationship arcs that have been done a million times.

The only difference would be the lack of struggle due to homophobia and would probably be more centered on Mike's inability to confront his feelings due to a fear of messing things up between himself and Will, along with losing el because he doesn't love her the way she wants him to, keeping to the core of his character in either scenario

You're gonna tell me that if people saw this and it was mike's girl best friend sitting next to him, they wouldn't be jumping at a romance arc between the two of them?

or his reaction to them being friends again, a smile and voice we've never seen used with any other character, noticably different?

the physical proximity, the fact that they seem equally flirtatious and affected by the other despite Will being the only one with confirmed feelings atp it's too obvious--if it were a girl sitting next to mike people would definitely be drawing some conclusions Anyway, byler endgame

#byler #will byers #mike wheeler #byler analysis #byler brainrot #stranger things #I mean they even set the stage with all the emotional buld-up and explanation so that next season when everything is fast paced #There will be enough exposition from s4 that they will have enough time for a byler confession without it feeling rushed #these new crumbs have seriously refreshed my byler/stranger things obsession i swear lol

[your-goth-sis]

May I please request Jeffrey, Kazan and Max with a reader who is very affectionate yet shy/easily flustered? Thank you!

These killers are in need of actual affection and love. Thanks for the request! Sorry if they're occ I'm writing while sleep deprived.

Jeffrey Hawk

Blud is lowkey confused

He's in desperate need of love and affection, especially from you

Please give it to him?

If he hugs you back, and you get flustered / shy, he may get a little irritated

Why are you so shy? It's just him

Kazan Yamaoka

Bro's like so melty

He'd melt at your affection and shyness, his bloodlust settling once he feels your arms around him

He thinks you getting flustered is the cutest thing???? Like real

Max Thompson Jr

Blud will break down and cry once he receives your affection

You're just the purest and most precious thing in his life atp

The light in his life tbh

Your shyness is a cute bonus

#dbd x reader #dead by daylight x reader #dbd #dead by daylight #Jeffrey Hawk x reader #kazan yamaoka #kazan yamaoka x reader #max thompson jr x reader

[donshowmachine]

I shall request romantic scene:

agent reader with a bunch of soldats surrounding them, and reader thinks the soldats are going kill them.

But the soldats are like "date us or die"

That's all could i think of....the end

I can only imagine the soldats being aggressive when asking someone on a date

AMAZING request and taste, anon! :D i hope you will enjoy. <3 And i can also write sequel if someone ask ;D

Gender neutral reader, crying reader, bad english probably because im not native and don't have beta. 1K words. And soldats acting like agressive bullies and scare the hell outta poor reader, be cautious :D

It was scary to apply to AAHW. You tried to calm yourself with thought that they shouldn't treat newbies bad if they're so desperate to recruit new workers, and promised payment at least good. But it's funny how because of the heavy schedule and the mere apocalypse in Nevada, You had nowhere to spend your money, and no time. When you understood this, you only was like "Aha. Good job, Auditor." And sarcastically applaused. You was bited, but at least you had "home", bed, food, no personal space, and... "Family", as many of agents called this military hell. They were born here, of course, technically clones here were genetically identical, so, siblings, and this is their real family, but you always wanted to scream: "WHAT'S SO FAMILYISH HERE, NAME IT?!"

But you never will, because you would be the wrong one, and no one will understand you. "Wdym, Y/n, here is family dinner, family training, family dying. We're just amazing big family. Name one thing that isn't family here."

You always feel uncanny here. Not like life in Nevada wasn't crazy, but here it is crazier. You weren't ready. Not for schedule and physical trainings, but for how all other workers behaved. It was a crazy mixture of excessive friendliness, and complete disregard and disrespect, at one time.

The most scary part were ATP soldiers. They were trainers, and oh god, they were stern and loud. You started shaking, when they yelled at you at training sessions, and it happened everyday. Of course, your fear caused bad performance, more yelling for that, and it turned into self-repeating loop.

"I-i can't perform better when im s-stressed!" Finally you had determination to speak, barely holding on to trembling legs. The black glasses hid the fact that you were almost ready to cry, but not flushed face. The soldier looked at you with an unreadable, cold expression on his face.

"Oh, you poor little thing!" Soldat said sarcastically, approaching you obscenely close and caressing your cheek. You only felt worse from the touch. "You will poop yourself out of fright when you hear your own dying scream, BECAUSE IT WILL BE LOUDER THAN THAT! NOW CLIMB ON THIS WALL. NOW."

You wish you could quit, but the contract said that your whole life now belongs to AAHW. Aw crap. Oh damn.

ATP soldats never acted friendly, they sure had some arrogance and disrespect for all agents, they just show it passively. It would be weird if they could bond, since they're modified only for one purpose, they never socialised the way you are, and now you were Inadequate freak for your normalcy, because mostly everyone around you aren't. They're isolated in AAHW, like this is some kind of military sect.

Just the sight of their glowing yellow lens made you feel worse. And you haven't even met Hank yet!.. But you believed you would be less scared then, because Hank at least wouldn't yell in your ear and demand something from you...

But this is worked somehow. Now, you were training alone, without even those yellow lenses of hell glowing on your back... The big training rooms were so peaceful and calm when you're here alone. Of course, you were forbidden to sit back, and you were watched, but this was much better. Even if it wouldn't last long. Now You were next to the wall you jumped off. It was funny how many trainings is just climbing on ropes, walls, breaking windows from the outside, And, of course, the most unexpected and funny thing - crawling on ventilation.

Door is opened, and bunch of ATP soldats arrived. With weapons. They aimed their guns at you. They looked angry.

"...Good morning, Y/n." this was most threatening way to say good morning to someone.

"We have one topic for you." Started quietly one of them, still aiming at you. You heard him perfectly in eerie silence. Your uplifted hands trembled, and you couldn't say a thing, scared of possibility of being killed... If It was a possibility, and not your immediate future.

"Wh... What i did?"

"We noticed that you have feelings for us..."

...

...What? Why the hell they even would think so? Now you're more confused than scared.

"Wh-w-w... Why y-you would ever think so?" it sounded much more calm in your head.

"Look at you! Can't even connect two words, always shaking, blushing when you see us, avoiding us..."

From fear and from urge to cry. How they didn't understand that?!

"Even sobbing, because you think we are such an attractive men, who would just reject you when you confess, am i right? We are tired of waiting. DO IT NOW! DON'T PLAY SHY."

"No... It isn't... Like that! You completely misun..." You barely can talk, only sobing. "Misueueghhnghh... Misunderstood me!"

"We said CONFESS, NOT PLAY SHY." The soldier shot into the wall centimeters from your head. You squeak from surprise, and then burst in tears, unable to contain your voice. Soldat speaks again. "You played enough for us to get bored. If you're so timid to take next step, we will teach you HOW. CONFESS YOUR FEELINGS."

You cried, as you were trying to grab wall behind you, In order not to fall. You tried your best to confess your "love" that they imagined, with your messy breath and sobs. It turned out something like "i lu... Whhww... Hnnggh... I lov u..."

"LOUDER."

You screamed it at them, drowning in tears, your voice cracked like a teenager. It was it. The breakpoint. You couldn't feel worse now.

"NOW YOU'RE GOING TO DATING US. UNDERSTOOD?!"

"Y-yes, sir!" You cried, as you fell to your knees, and hid your red mess face with your hands.

"Aww, look at them, they're so happy they can't even stand!" One ATP soldat whispered to other. "Aww. Look how defenseless and weak they are..." Soldats didn't know word "cute", so this is closest thing they had in their dictionary. If you had force to look at them, you will notice how yellow they became from your cuteness, no one aiming now. You can hear how they remove the guns, and walking closer to you. Now they're just covering you like snow on the asphalt, hugging, stroking you, bumping each other's elbows, silently, but agressively fighting for a territory where they can touch you. You sure now look like very upset christmas tree with all those yellow lights.

#atp soldat #madness project nexus #madness combat #madcom #Atp soldats x reader #Atp soldat x reader #Madness combat x reader

[steffigraf]

my only coping mechanism is thinking both carlitos and jannik pulled out to let rafole have their #60 happen in roma (i win x1) while they're getting 100% ready for their first slam finale playdate on the philippe chatrier next month (i win x2) and keep the narrative of clay being their surface™ going (alicante challenger and umag 250 i'll always fight for you) (i win x3) i'm THAT desperate and THAT delusional and i highkey can't do this anymore the atp need to get their shit together help 😭😭

i diagnose you with late stage delulu. but i hear and respect it.

#😭😭😭😭 positive thoughts are very valid good for you seeing the light in the darkness #i unfortunately have no such skill and i am in full mourning #asks #anon

[someshipshouldnotexist]

Merthur

Merthur is one of my all-time favourite ships, for very good reason, and should absolutely exist in canon.

It will forever irk me that they're not canon, because they are like, absolutely soulmates??? canonically too??? like this whole "two sides of the same coin" and "other half" bullshit sounds a lot like a soulmate situation to me so??? why no canon???

I'm sorry but they also just stare longingly into each others way too much for them to be totally platonic bffs.

And some of the lines they've said??? To quote some of my favourites, "do you know how to walk on your knees" (literally their first meeting lmao) and "is your little bottom sore" (both said by Arthur btw) like...it looks a bit suspicious...

Also that one scene in s04e12 where Arthur walks out with no pants...and Merlin's eyes instantly glance down...there...

Also Merlin's depth of devotion of Arthur??? This man is willing to slaughter entire armies for his king, that is a very strong bond they have. Not just that but in The Disir, Merlin gives up the opportunity to free magic, to have everything he should want, for a chance to save Arthur from a potential threat who hasn't yet proved himself to be anything but a loyal knight. That is love and you cannot tell me otherwise.

And Arthur? For me one of the most compelling scenes showing his love for Merlin - not just his attraction (because they really do flirt a lot) - is in s04e06. His fear over losing Merlin, the grief he feels when he thinks he has, his refusal to give up, his desperation and denial - Arthur was going through it. And when he finds Merlin, the smile that blooms on his face? The look in his eyes? That's love. It was a soul-crushing relief with swallowed Arthur in that moment, Arthur who thought he lost Merlin, his other half, the man which made him whole, as he found the man he loved again.

I also really just have to mention Freya's episode when Arthur is trying to cheer Merlin up, like he notices Merlin is down and tries to help in the only way he knows how (he's so proud of himself when Merlin laughs and he succeeds my god), and then HIS SMILE??? THAT SOFT SMILE HE GIVES MERLIN??? so not platonic at all. There is no way. Anyway I look at it, all I can see in that smile is Arthur's love for Merlin.

And let's not lie, Arthur is not comfortable with physical intimacy. Like at all. (let's blame Uther) But with Merlin? he's constantly ruffling his hair, punching him, clapping his shoulder. I absolutely believe that Arthur is an Emotionally Repressed Man-Child and these are the only ways he knows how to convey his care/love for Merlin.

Merthur have hands down the most tension-filled sexual chemistry in the entire show. Arthur and Gwen were nowhere near as good together as what Arthur and Merlin could have been, if bbc had let it happen.

I will absolutely die on this hill, I am, to the end, a merthur defender.

(Let's be honest they were basically flirting the entire show).

Merthur is, without a doubt, an 11/10 ship. You cannot change my mind these two are my entire personality atp.

#bbc merlin #merlin bbc #merlin #arthur pendragon #morgana pendragon #king arthur #prince arthur #flirting #they were flirting all the time istg #them being literal canonical soulmates is just. why. why do that then not have them be the end goal. #side note: i headcanon merlin as an absolute gay because of the lamia episode #like i know the implication is that he isn't under her spell because of his magic #but i mean it is more than a bit suspicious #(gwen absolutely thought he was fruity after that interaction) #also i love love love merlin's purple shirt #like purple dye was expensive okay #the sort of thing royalty could afford #arthur absolutely had that shirt specifically made for merlin as a gift and you cannot change my mind #he cares for him really #i have more points about why they are absolutely canon but it's getting late and i do unfortunately need sleep

[stylesloveclub]

hiya ira bestie! i've missed u so much and i'm sorry i've been ma but i've been writing!!! i'm like actually so excited to share it bc it's nearly finished but i don't wanna get ahead of myself... we need to talk 😤. sunshine and grumpy r DELICIOUS and i've conjured up a couple thots abt them bc they're js so.

i like that grumpy has taken the roll of teacher vv seriously. he's started helping her with her other course work too, not just math, and he's sooooo sweet and helpful :(((( he gives sunshine kisses every time she gets a question right, and he never yells at her or gets upset with her when she doesn't understand :(( but... as sweet and helpful as grumpy is... he's also terribly touchy... he can't help it! not when sunshine's so pretty and soft and cute, asking for his help like she'll be lost without it, like she just needs him to take care of it for her :(( and grumpy lovesssss to take care of things for his precious lil sunspot, he js loves to take care of HER :(((( so one thing leads to another, and the hand that's supposed to be giving her thigh reassuring squeezes starts pawing at her instead. and what d'ya know? sunshine's on top of grumpy, with BOTH of his hands on her thighs, tugging her into him, desperately trying to press them as close as possible. he keeps nudging her with his perfect nose but he won't kiss, of course not. why would grumpy kiss her when every time their lips brush and he pulls back before she can slot her lips to his, he gets to see the way her brows pinch in just a bit more, her bottom lips jutting out more and more, her cute little sounds growing louder :((( and he wants to feel bad when she fists at his shirt and pulls him closer, wants to feel bad when her thighs start to squeeze around his, but he's js having too much fun!!! he only relents when her eyes start to gloss over, her expression pathetically pained, like she'll shatter if she doesn't get his kisses :((( he literally DEVOURS her from the moment their lips touch. he groans into her mouth, laves his tongue over her own, desperate to have her taste bleed into him. it's messy and noisy and filthy and everything they both love :((((( they don't stop until sunshine's too breathless to keep up, but even then, she keeps trying to nip at his lips in attempt to pull him back in, and honestly, who's grumpy to deny such a precious thing :((((

-t*mmy r*ding anon 😵‍💫

LIKE . please just write my fics for me atp . NO WAY SHE'S HIS PRECIOUS LITTLE SUNSPOT. :( I LOVE UR BRAIN . THIS IS SO YUMMY. IM SO EXCITED FOR WHAT UR WRITING LIKE i will probs be ur #1 fan . there is just a certain vibe that u have i feel like there are few writers who have the VIBE u know . like the moonchildstyles jawllines vibe . U KNOW.

#sunshine concepts #me and lindsee always talk about The Vibe

[thesalemwitchtries]

Dreaming Of A Grave Masterlist

“I can’t think of any greater happiness than to be with you all the time, without interruption, endlessly, even though I feel that here in this world there’s no undisturbed place for our love, neither in the village nor anywhere else; and I dream of a grave, deep and narrow, where we could clasp each other in our arms as with clamps, and I would hide my face in you and you would hide your face in me, and nobody would ever see us any more.” - Franz Kafka, from Franz Kafka's The Castle

Series Warnings: Canon typical violence, Swearing, 18 + due to Mature Themes MDNI, Medical Experimentation, PTSD due to captivity, strong themes of depersonalization, tags will be added as necessary and specific tags for chapters as needed.

Reader Character has a name but no other physical description, this is because I cannot write in 3rd person and make it sound good, I'm sorry. I keep her backstory as vague as possible and its not even confirmed if she has hair atp.

Summary:

Accepting Sra. Cardenas' tenancy case comes with the added complication of an assault victim with a fear of lawyers and a grudge against law enforcement. From the moment they meet, Matt is hellbent on helping Charlotte and gaining her trust. Charlotte has a lifetime of experience in hiding, but there's more at stake than just her safety— there's something threatening Hell's Kitchen. Against every instinct, she decides to trust Matt and his fledgling firm.

As their lives (and double lives) become more entangled, they each find mysteries within the other that they're desperate to solve. Evolving from Can I Trust You? to How Can I Keep You Here With Me?

Main Storyline:

Read On AO3 (click here)

Prologue

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Chapter Six

Chapter Seven

Chapter Eight out soon! Ask to join the taglist if you'd like to be notified!

5/9 is my birthday, and I'd like to do a blurb or ask night to celebrate, please feel free to send in whatever you'd like. My inspiration is at an all time high right now and I want to get out as much as I can to try and keep this flow going!

Tidbits and Extras:

Igor Schematics

You can buy a cat a toy, (but you can't make it play)

Tree concept art coming soon

#daredevil fanfic #matt murdock x reader #matt murdock fanfic #slim ficc #daredevil x you #matt murdock x you #daredevil x y/n #matt murdock x y/n #daredevil x reader #doag #matt murdock x fem!reader #matt murdock fic