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#when will they allow themselves to be father and son smh
ofallthingsnasty · 6 months
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Your last answer to another anon dropped so much lore!!!! im so invested in your ocs and reader characters(along with how you write Micah haha) its not even funny lol And it honestly made me sit down and try to figure out which of the reader characters( along with their kids) in 'capture kill' and 'through the briar' have it the worst💀 So I thought I would post my findings lmaoo
Bill Pros: Reader is actually allowed to go outside by themselves😱
Can yell at Bill and vent frustrations😂
Have a super sweet mother in law that will help you out as much as she can
Bill actually financially provides for you and your kids
Probably live in a pretty nice house
Cons: Can go outside but not without Bill making sure you smell like him, jealous old man smh -_- so lets hope you can walk afterwords💀
Deadbeat dad that is barely involved with the house work and raising the kids
Will not stop smoking near your kids
Reader is probably never allowed to say no when Bill wants some ass cause he sees her as property🥲
Poisons your sons with a bunch of toxic masculinity bleh
So I would give an 8/10 on how much it would suck to be married to Bill, would still choose him over Evan any day tho ( Evan is scarier in my opinion😭)
Evan Pros: Evan is an actually an involved father
Does love his son and raises him semi-well
Probably also live in a nice house( if you are even allowed out of the basement to see the rest of it)
Is pretty loving to the reader( unbearably so ugh)
Will help out with housework and keeping everything in order
Cons: Reader is never allowed to touch grass ever again
Will lose 'privileges' if she acts out 😬
Your son probably thinks its totally normal that mommy is kept in the basement, and is probably being taught that kidnapping your future partner is completely fine👌
I give an 9/10 on how much it would suck to be married to Evan, honestly being stuck with him sounds awful🥲 You are forever trapped and if you act out, you get punished, badly.
Micah Pros: He leaves reader in peace for extended periods of time so she doesn't have to deal with his bull that often
Reader can better protect her kids(especially her son or sons ugh imagine two or three mini Micahs running around🫠) from Micah's influence since he's gone for a lot of the time
If we are going with the canon, then reader only has to deal with Micah for a couple more years🙃
Cons: Reader and her kids are struggling financially cause Micah probably only gives her 10 bucks and a box of crackers to tie them over for the next month smh
Don't think he ever actually officially marries reader, he probably just pulled the good old 'you're mine now no take backs' move on reader lol
Micah doesn't really have much, if any form of affection for you(definitely doesn't love you💀 he cares more about his guns than you lmao) So don't expect him to treat the reader well just because she's the mother of his children.
Micah will be one of those mfs that demand his husband 'privileges' from you whenever he comes back home ugh
Probably live in the middle of nowhere in some run down cabin that Micah 'removed' the previous occupants from😶
Will poison your son or sons with toxic masculinity and with generally awful life lessons yikes
I give a 10/10 on how much it would suck to be married to Micah. Being stuck with this blonde bastard sounds like hell omg, please shoot him now John lol😭
After thorough research (lmao) In my opinion its a close match of who has it the worst between the reader that is stuck with Evan and the reader from 'through the briar'. So yeah I would choose Bill if I really had no other choice😓 But if you read this ridiculously long list hahaha, who do you think has it the worst?
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Holy shit, anon... You SAT DOWN and ANALYZED who has it the worst between these two fics? I am actually speechless, this is such an honor omfg.
(Also lmao you're so funny "If we are going with the canon, then reader only has to deal with Micah for a couple more years🙃" and "Micah probably only gives her 10 bucks and a box of crackers to tie them over for the next month smh" I am cackling)
I think you're spot on, actually. Evan is really easy to underestimate but he's genuinely... not well when it comes to you. I think I mentioned it somewhere in an answer to an ask ages ago, but he actually has no issue with seriously hurting you for what he perceives to be "the greater good". That includes either taking a limb or shattering (and not properly mending) bone. Yes, he'll probably cry while he does it, will swear up and down that he hates doing this (and he does, he does) - but he has to do this. He's not the fun type of yandere. His little thing for you is kinda cute on the surface - until he has his first panic attack over you not answering your phone. (That is, if you two started dating 'the normal way'. Hah.) Personally, I think Micah is the worst out of the three, as well - simply because he has no issue with immediately resorting to violence. (And not with misguided motives like Evan, either.) Once he has you in a remote place and something isn't the way he wants it, I can actually see him getting physically abusive. We saw how he had no issue with shooting Maddy in Strawberry although she (probably) had hardly anything to do with that "unfinished business". I think running with Dutch kept him in check, reined him in. (He had to adhere to the rules of the gang, at least a little bit.) Another clue is Amos' letter to him - Amos being so scared for his family, his daughters, makes me think that Mister Bell is actually way worse than we've seen in the game. He already doesn't love you. You have your uses, yes, you're his - but fucking hell, you're a lot of fucking work, too. He has to keep you fed along with his brats and you're not even a pretty face to look at (to him. Now if we asked Arthur, that man would have married you immediately. But, as you know. Micah happened.) And maybe, that's the crux of this whole thing. There is no love here - there is with Evan and Bill. With them, if you were to completely give up one day, you'd have a (very controlled but) decent life, as far as the circumstances go. With Micah? Oh, you can try and try and try again, it will never be enough.
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dixtrich · 3 years
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BLAKE DIETRICH ( HE/HIM ) is a MALE, TWENTY-FIVE year old SOCIALITE/GANG MEMBER who has been living in Moorbrooke for TWENTY-FIVE YEARS. Right now, they are currently residing in ELMSETT GREEN. It has been said that they look suspiciously like NICHOLAS GALITZINE and if they had to choose a song to describe themselves, they would choose WITNESS by MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE.
Baby boy Blake was never the golden boy as much as he tried. Since he was born, he caused nothing but trouble for his mother at least; his father never paid much attention, being honest. He was born during a camping trip; Ms. Dietrich started with contractions and even bleeding while swimming in the lake. She was hurried to the hospital and because of that, he was named Blake which means Son of Lake.
He was second to an older brother named Quade: the football star in high school, the one everybody talked about and you cannot blame them! He was quite the charmer, quite the… manipulator. Blake always stood in his shadow, but he didn’t really mind, Quade was the only one who ever really paid attention to him. You see, his father was an important business man while his mother was basically a socialite back when they lived in New York before he was born. They moved to Moorbrooke because little towns were in that season. Blake’s dad kept going to NY to keep up with his office job and sometimes the mother would go with him to update her wardrobe. ( more to come on the parents later ).
The matters of normies never affected them much until there were some news about a possible gang in town and still, it was a rather unimportant thing... until they took Quade.        SPOILER: Quade is alive.
The family mourned so much for a month and afterwards, they just closed Quade’s bedroom door and kept it like that forever, ignoring the memory of their son and ignoring their pain. Blake didn’t find the truth of what happened to his brother until he was around 17 years old. Quade came to him in the shape of a beast, not quite literally, but on his window appeared the silhouette of a man with a mask. Long story short: Quade was alive, he had faked his death by hands of the gang to start anew as the new leader said gang that had been terrorizing Maine, New Hampshire, Massachusetts and Vermont. This gang was called THE PACK and their distinctive nature was the use of animal masks to hide their identities; Quade as leader, was the only one allowed to use a human skull mask.
Blake was inivited to join him and since Quade was the only one who accepted him, he said yes. Anything for his big brother. He joined The Pack under the identity of HELLHOUND. While using the mask, far from being a regular mid-twentieth boy, Blake became a strategist and a killing machine with guns and cars. He was the image of anarchy itself disrupting order and creating mayhem anywhere he stepped. Gunshots, arson, uncontrollable parties and so on. Hellhound followed the leader’s rules with eagerness as long as he could rip apart and destroy whatever or… whoever.
But nobody knew! For everyone else, he was still one to go to church every Sunday, attending cocktail parties to pass the time and getting ready to join his father’s company; although he had secretly started taking some online courses and clases of history and literature because his main goal in life was to become a poet.
A strong Gryffindor, Blake is playful and madly loyal; one to pull at your hair during mass but one to follow the rules when he is under Quade’s orders. Bad Boy ‘til the end, he has a reputation for getting in trouble, but nothing ever too damaging to actually get arrested. Not a favorite of the cops most likely. Secretly sweet and with a secret knack to bake and write, but these are not hardcore so people don’t really know about them. Loves attention, used to get in trouble at school so his parents paid attention to him.
I am sure I missed a bunch of stuff but I wanted to get this out asdlkf. Will be updating!
Fun facts:
Is actually really good with kids!
Loves bubbles smh.
With the mask on, he is a whole different person and can act more feral.
Sadistic tendencies.
He loves playing pretend and being a good boy at important rich people’s parties.
Out of the mask he is teasing and even kinda immature, he will stick his tongue out to you and everything if he finds out that annoys you.
You can see him competing in illegal racing at least three times a week!
The Pack is mainly into weapon trafficking and doing just anything that pays good enough.
Is good, but being good never brought him any good. Very street smart and of quick thinking, but Quade manipulates him just too much.
Aesthetic:
A BIG SPECTRAL BLACK DOG THAT STARES FROM YOUR BACKGROUND
ABSOLUTE ANARCHY.
AN IMPROPER COMMENTARY DROPPED QUIETLY AT CHURCH THAT MADE THE PRISTINE CHOIR GIRL GIGGLE.
SECRETLY PLAYING ROBIN HOOD BECAUSE IF SOMEBODY KNEW YOU ARE HELPING YOU WOULD BE DEAD, OH SO DEAD.
THE THIN LINE BETWEEN REBELLIOUS HEROISM AND BRUTAL ANTAGONISM.
NEON LIGHTS GLOWING THROUGH THE WINDOW AS YOU MAKE OUT IN THE BACKSEAT OF THE CAR.
THE SMELL OF SULFUR SHORT BEFORE CLOAKED FIGURES SURROUND YOU OMINOUSLY.
Connections:
Someone attacked by the gang maybe.
Members of the gang ofc!!!
Fwb, exes, crushes that go either way. GIMME THE ANGST.
Childhood friends/acquaintances
Someone that knows he is part of The Pack.
Good influence
Bad influence
Tbh just anything pls!
Pinterest board!
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dilfbatman · 4 years
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Hello there! I'm the anon with the Percy being Patrochilles' love child ask. Can I ask for some headcanons of modern!patrochilles adopting Percy?
OMG HELLO MODERN!PATROCHILLES PERCY LOVE CHILD ANON who simply put that thought into my brain and is also legendary....... lemme whip something up for you :’) so in this au i’ll do it as modern!patrochilles legit adopt percy as their lovechild bc this is an au and i can do what i want LMFAO (it feels so weird not having sally in here but i will add her somehow regardless bc she’s the QUEEN) hope you enjoy friend!!!
- patroclus & achilles see percy and see his wide bright sea-green eyes looking up at them and they mirror achilles�� spearmint green eyes and reminds achilles of patroclus’ skops nickname, and percy’s hair is dark like patroclus’ and is tan like him too and he has a giggle that is like a melody and both of them think. okay he is ours and then they get told that his name is “perseus” aka the only demigod that lived a long & safe life and they have a sense of relief and think. wow he really is ours
- on the ride home percy is a little quiet but he has a sense of happiness and can’t really put it into words, and patroclus holds percy’s tiny little hand and tells him that they’re all gonna be a family and tells him how lucky he & achilles feel that they have a beautiful joy in their life and perseus smiles and achilles is driving and trying not to cry bc he can see how beautiful a son perseus is going to be and how beautiful a dad patroclus already is
- now. patroclus would be the kind, soft, warm, empathetic, semi-strict parent who always gives the best advice, wants there to be a two way street of trust, honesty, and respect and he is such a soft dad and achilles would be the fun, wild card, dorky dad who protects his child with a fervor and relates to perseus & is very loving just like patroclus and is Iike the best friend dad, and the entire time they’re both so loving to percy & sometimes patroclus is rolling his eyes playfully and is like “i’m raising TWO kids” after perseus & achilles have blue paint on themselves after making an art project for patroclus that he looks at & admires and tears up at while putting it on the wall :’)
- percy calls them lily & pat sometimes and they call him perse, perseus, and cici <3
- they all like to celebrate the holidays and they give each other valentine’s day cards and patrochilles put a stuffed animal, his favorite candy, and some lil extra presents on percy’s bed after he comes from school. on halloween they dress percy up like a lil guppy and pat has his pumpkin costume and achilles w his greek god costume & they all go trick or treating and both percy & achilles ask for candy while pat is just chastising achilles and telling him “you better share w perseus” hehe and on christmas it’s filled w love, laughter, cheer, & tons of presents on all sides :’) percy gives them homemade drawings and the sweetest cards and patrochilles give him a photo framed of all three of them + their golden retriever puppy chiron, a polaroid, and a certificate saying that they adopted a baby seal in perseus’ name <3
- they keep every little card that they give each other and they have scrapbooks and albums and they want to carry these memories forever :’) and omg when it’s percy’s bday it is simply WILD! fast forward a couple years later it’s so much fun and they eat cake and have a great summer picnic outside w all of percy’s friends and yes everyone is checking achilles & patroclus out bc they’re valid and they all have such a grand ol’ time :’) annabeth, jason, frank, hazel, and will talk to patroclus a lot and piper, leo, nico, reyna, and thalia talk to achilles a lot and they all intermingle and percy is just so happy that everyone is getting along and they all tell him that his dads are the coolest and so kind and funny and he feels a rush of pride
- also patrochilles are DILFs. no i will not elaborate and i will not allow someone to disagree with me. they’re DILFs and it’s time to accept it and honor it (achilles a proud DILF, patroclus rolling his eyes while blushing when he gets called that)
- fast forward to many years later and perseus has went through his awkward pre-teen years in which he talked to patroclus all about it bc he could relate and achilles was there to provide moral support bc even if he didn’t go through it he wants his son to know that everything he felt was valid and completely normal! now that percy has grown into his own he still knows that he can talk to them about his feelings but he also has a feeling of confidence in him
- i also think that every demigod has adhd so achilles can relate to perseus on that and patroclus helps perseus w his dyslexia and will stay up into the late hours of the night helping him with homework while achilles cuts up some fruit & figs for them to eat and he gives them both kisses and moral support and many needed breaks & snacks
- also fun fact a book percy has to read is by the infamous sally jackson who is literally patroclus’ favorite writer of ALL time and he’s so hype and he has written sally multiple times and is in correspondence with her and one time he was like “you should come by” and sally says “ofc!” and she ends up doing just that, she comes by their apartment and pat is Shook and mixing up his words and all that can come out is “i Love book” and achilles has to translate everything he says and perseus tells her how much he admires her writing and how the hell did she come up w the idea of gods & demigods and how did she have prose so beautiful while speaking of them? and sally just winks and percy smiles and feels like he understands :’) towards the end sally leaves and made sure to sign all of pat’s books and gives them a bust of poseidon who is her favorite god & he nearly passes out and she gives perseus a trident necklace that he will wear forever bc he knows it means something to her and for some reason, it means something to him too
- and LISTEN! perseus has grown into his own and is absolutely beautiful! he has bright green eyes and a lil eyebrow slit that he accidentally got while playing in the park in which patrochilles were so afraid but kept it together after patroclus patched him up, he is tan & tall w jet black hair with a deep & melodic voice, and he has the empathy, kindness, leadership, strength, wisdom, and badassery that was innate/instilled in him by his wonderful parents. patroclus the entire time is like damn those demigod genes!!!! making my baby boy look like a model just like his father smh what about me!!!! and achilles is like babe you’re gorgeous and perseus is like yeah dad you’re great
- and achilles and patroclus do a double take bc the entire time leading up to this percy never really called them dad he just called them nicknames or petnames and all of sudden the dam breaks and everyone is crying and hugging and achilles and patroclus both give percy the biggest kiss on either side of his cheek and percy’s face is being Squished but he doesn’t mind bc he can feel their love :’)
- and lemme tell y’all something achilles had a feeling his baby boy was a demigod after seeing all those monsters and creatures and patroclus could always see through the mist and growing up they wanted him to have a normal life, but achilles wanted percy to be able to protect himself so he taught percy how to fight & patroclus taught him stuff that he learned from medical school and how to patch himself/others up & percy is very well versed in all aspects and is very grateful for this
- percy is a troublemaker and sarcastic little shit who loves to curse and he really gets that from achilles & he is also sensitive, warm, empathetic and in touch with his emotions and he gets that from patroclus and he is the true lovechild of both of those dorks
- basically listen i could talk about them for hours and i can make so many of these but i know how long imma end up making this so lemme just say this: i love modern!patrochilles they’d be the best dads and i love perseus and they’re just a big happy family bc they DESERVE it <3 and maybe YOU know something that they don’t about sally ;) i didn’t know how i’d go about writing this but i hope you liked it! lemme know! <3 and so sorry this is all over the place hehe i know it’s scattered and long but i hope you like it! :’)
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dong-hyucks · 7 years
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im alive!! sorry for going mia i forgot my tumblr password :( but congratulations on 1000 jade! you deserve it! for the prompt thing, daniel (Wanna One) 96 + soulmate au :)) - baby anon
Kang Daniel ; “I brought you an umbrella.” + Soulmate!AU
Prompts here.Masterlists
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so, in this universe you have the first words you hear from your soulmate written on your wrist
but the universe hated you and gave you such a vague sentence
“thank you”
you grew to detest the words because it had lead to you being in many awkward situations
one time in middle school you thought you met your soulmate and asked the person out
you got rejected in front of everyone basically and he turned out to be your best friend’s soulmate
y i k e s
anyway
now you’re in college majoring in what you had been passionate in for the past few years
still soulmate-less
to be honest you didn’t have much hope in finding your soulmate
you didn’t really search for the person either
that’s practically how you went through most of your college years
studying, partying, et cetera. but never searching
your friends searched for your soulmate more than you did tbh
basically in your senior year you felt done with school (same lmao)
noticing how tired you were your friends invited you out
you agreed happily
not knowing they were still trying to find your soulmate for you
they brought you to a small cat cafe that had gone unnoticed by most
you thought it was nice because it was so close to your house
it was pretty empty but it was aesthetically pleasing inside
like there were cute cat decorations everywhere
not to mention the cats themselves
okay so
you and your friends kind of just sat at a table in the corner even tho no one else was there
the workers kind of didn’t see you until one of them went out to tend to the cats
“oh hi– i’m woojin, would you like to order anything?”
your friends being visibly disappointed when he started speaking
which caused woojin to mentally freak out bc he thought he said something bad
you had to reassure him that he didn’t because your friends were being sNAKES
basically you guys just ordered coffee and played with the cats while you waited
your friend took a sip of her coffee first and practically died
“thIs Is So GoOd???”
woojin laughed and said the owner’s son makes the coffee
he pointed over at a counter where you could see someone’s broad back
you didn’t really take notice
just played with the cats a lot, your drink kind of went cold
your favourite cats were peter and rooney (according to their collars)
when you and your friends were about to leave you made eye contact with the man behind the counter
you were kind of in awe
how?? can?? a?? person?? be?? so?? cute??
that was you
i mean same he has a cute bunny smile
anyway coincidence coincidence
you saw the same man in your morning class
apparently you had been classmates but never really noticed him because he sat on the other side of the class of you
you thought he was cute
saw him talking with his friends once, you’ve never heard a laugh so pUrE
so you brought your friends to the cafe like,, every weekend in hopes of seeing him
you thought he wasn’t your soulmate but hey a person can dream
your friends were determined to figure out if he was your soulmate
once they caught on to what you were doing they were the ones dragging you there
not just on the weekends but like everyday
the cafe’s workers weren’t complaining, more business for them
all was well except
the mystery man never came out from behind the counter
and he was always disappearing
like he was there one second
and then the next he’s gone?? he confused you
he was always asleep in class too so you couldn’t talk to him then
and when he wasn’t asleep he was already getting pulled out of class by his friends so that wasn’t an option
after like,,, two months of going to the cafe and making no progress
you kind of just gave up
your friends were disappointed but they didn’t say anything
so you guys just stopped going
and slowly you noticed the guy changing in class
like he’d be awake and alert unlike before
and he’d glance in your direction a lot
‘probably looking at someone else’ - you
this went on for another month
with you waving off his glances after catching him
him not really caring that he was caught
you still didn’t know his name smh
anyway
one day it kind of started raining when you were walking home
like not a lot so you didn’t bother covering yourself bc your house was pretty close to your college
on your way home you passed the cafe like always
this time you noticed someone crouching in the alley between the cafe and another building
lo and behold it was the mystery guy
what he was doing you had no clue
so you just kept walking
you noticed how the rain was getting heavier the closer you got to your house
you couldn’t help but feel worried
like ‘what if that guy gets sick staying in the rain’
you were a bit conflicted
‘he’s probably gone back inside, he’s not dumb’
‘then again i have seen him do some questionable things’
‘that doesn’t mean he’s stupid enough to stay out in the rain’
‘but what if’
you kept going back and forth with yourself until you realized how heavy the downpour had gotten
so you decided ‘screw it’ and grabbed an umbrella
you headed back to the cafe
shivering
when you reached the alley he was still there
and he had taken his jacket off and thrown it over a box
you refrained yourself from calling him an idiot out loud
instead you walked over and held the umbrella over his shaking form
he didn’t notice at first
but the lack of cold rain pelting at his increasingly numb skin got his attention after a few seconds
he looked up and almost jumped ten feet seeing you there
“i brought you an umbrella”
he looked shocked for a moment before smiling up at you
“thank you”
the whole soulmate thing wasn’t on your mind at the moment so you didn’t even bother checking what his wrist
“what are you doing out here anyway” you’d ask
without a word, he’d pull his jacket away from the box
revealing a litter of kittens
“my dad has a limit to how many cats we can have in the cafe, and we’ve already reached it so we can’t let these ones in”
he sounded so sad when he talked about it, a small frown on his face
“and my apartment doesn’t allow pets so there isn’t really anywhere for them to go”
his sadness eventually traveled to you
the kittens were looking up at you
you died a bit inside
“i can keep them” you offered
the guy looked up at you with complete adoration like ‘wowow what an angel’
the way he was looking at you made you flustered
like can you not man thanks
he stood up, gently taking the umbrella from your hands and placing it over the box
he quickly ushered you inside, “before you take them, i owe you a coffee”
so you both entered the cafe through the back door
soaked (even you, despite only being exposed to the rain for like two seconds)
woojin and another worker (jihoon) were shocked to see you
they practically threw some towels in your faces and forced you to sit down in the kitchen
they left to make you guys something warm to drink leaving you alone with him
it was kind of awkward, the atmosphere was slightly tense
you glanced over at him, only for him to be staring at you
it was just like you were back in class
“i’m daniel, by the way” he said with a smile
“[Y/N]”
he said something that kind of sounded like ‘i know’ but you weren’t sure
it was quiet for a bit
but then daniel suddenly chuckled in amusement
“what??”
without a word, daniel gently took your wrist and put it next to his
to your surprise, he had ‘i brought you an umbrella’ written atop his skin
you looked up and he was staring at you with a grin
“nice to meet you, soulmate”
okay so you started dating soon after that
not right after, but once you’ve had a couple of dates
you found out the reason why he kept sleeping in class
to take care of the stray kittens
he admitted that once you stopped going to the cafe he started looking for you a lot more
which explained the stares in class
daniel would be such a cheesy boyfriend istg
we all saw how he was on happy together lmao
he’s always complimenting you
you could literally be wearing a food-stained shirt and sweatpants and he’d find you the most attractive being on earth tbh
he always gets kind of flustered whenever you compliment him tho
like he’ll start giggling and he’ll have this small smile on his face
i’m dying imagining that omg daniel let me be loyal to woojin
i wouldn’t be surprised if you had your first kiss pretty early on
it’d be really casual too
like you were helping out around the cafe on one of its few busy days
and at the end of the day you guys were really tired because you had to run around a bit
one of the cats got out twice whoops
basically after locking the cafe you’d sit down at the corner table and just lean against each other
the other workers would be in the back getting ready to leave
daniel would kind of just turn to you and kiss you right there
“thanks for helping today,” he’d mumble, still really close to your face
for the rest of the night he’d have this giddy grin on his face
after that kissing would come often
small kisses, pecks on the cheek, on the forehead, et cetera.
you guys wouldn’t fight a lot either
it was rare, but it happens in every relationship
he’d walk away first, not wanting to say anything to upset you further
but later on he’d find you and you guys would just cuddle on his or your couch (or your bed, it doesn’t really matter where) and spend the next hour or so apologizing even if it was a small fight
which would lead to you guys cuddling for the next few hours talking idly about anything
you’d move in together some time after college
“it’s easier to pay rent together”
such a domestic couple tbh
lounging around the living room on your days off not doing anything
just eating and cuddling while watching some crappy show on netflix
that’s how most of your mornings went honestly
oh yes
did i mention daniel took over the cafe
after his father retired daniel got to own it
you, of course, helped him
he literally
i shit you not
changed the cafe’s schedule just so he could cuddle more with you in the mornings
“daniel what–”
“it’s not like anyone comes to the cafe at eight in the morning anyway”
also
wear his clothes
just do it
he will attack you with hugs and kisses e v e r y t i m e
because he feels so fluffy inside whenever you wear his hoodies or his shirts or anything really
let’s go back to the cheesy boyfriend bit
“i could come here with you forever”
“daniel we literally work here what are you talking about”
he’d literally close the cafe sometimes just so you could have mini dates inside with the cats
like no daniel stop that’s not good
but anyway
he’s fluffy
he teases you about you coming to the cafe every day just to see him
and you tease him for all the stupid things he does during the day tbh
overall you’d have a very cute relationship with daniel
💜💜💜
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sagemoderocklee · 7 years
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ugh, i'm on my phone and can't comment on the post. what about jkr writing about draco on pottermore? i stopped digging into the site when it became more buzzfeed-like.
lol it’s probably for the best like i tend to ignore Pottermore too because it just…some of it is great, but some of it is just rlly annoying. 
Like JKR just has this very obvious hate of Draco and the fact that ppl like him/sympathize with him. Like some of what she says is right. Like he was horrible and of course there were ppl who liked him for the wrong reasons… 
but she basically comes across as being determined to undermine every possible fan who might consider that he’s capable of being more than what his father was. 
She goes over his history briefly and does all she can to basically paint him as the most awful, irredeemable person, despite writing him sympathetically in HBP/DH. For instance: 
“It was, therefore, in the knowledge that he was doing nothing of which his father would disapprove, and in the hope that he might be able to relay some interesting news home, that Draco Malfoy offered Harry Potter his hand when he realised who he was on the Hogwarts Express. Harry’s refusal of Draco’s friendly overtures, and the fact that he had already formed allegiance to Ron Weasley, whose family is anathema to the Malfoys, turns Malfoy against him at once. Draco realised, correctly, that the wild hopes of the ex-Death Eaters – that Harry Potter was another, and better, Voldemort – are completely unfounded, and their mutual enmity is assured from that point.” 
So, we’re supposed to believe that a child has laid out this careful plan to befriend Harry Potter–famous Harry Potter–because he might become the next Dark Lord. Now, I don’t doubt that Draco has his own ideas about this situation, hoping to befriend a famous wizard would be sooooo cool. and Harry’s probably got such strong magic and cool stories and all of these things. like eleven year old Draco Malfoy may have been a brat and a bully and awful, but he was still a fucking child who always probably wanted to be the famous Harry Potter’s friend just like every kid growing up in the Wizarding world probably did. 
She goes on about him envying Harry, being excited by Voldemort’s return–because he has literally no concept of what the reality of the situation is, but i digress–and then we get this: 
“Although Draco had still not rid himself of the hope of returning the family to their former high position, his inconveniently awakened conscience led him to try - half-heartedly, perhaps, but arguably as best he could in the circumstances - to save Harry from Voldemort when the former was captured and dragged to Malfoy Manor.” 
He has a conscience and we are given clear indications of this. This was intentional. He absolutely was trying to save Harry in his own roundabout way. But for some reason, he still feels like he’s got the chance to bring his family back to their former position and for someone who is incredibly intelligent it seems so… wrong? Like he’s just stagnant. He’s experiencing something so horribly traumatic, but his priority is still to bring his family back to their former state. Even if we could say that’s a reasonable thing for Draco to want, which it is, though I feel she’s just being heavy-handed with it, I think it’s ridiculous to suggest he wants anything to do with Voldemort at this point or this view of the world that Voldemort and his father have instilled in him. 
Then: 
During the final battle at Hogwarts however, Malfoy made yet another attempt to capture Harry and thereby save his parents’ prestige, and possibly their lives. Whether he could have brought himself to actually hand over Harry is a moot point; I suspect that, as with his attempted murder of Dumbledore, he would again have found the reality of bringing about another person’s death much more difficult in practice than in theory.
I’ve always had a complicated relationship with the scene in the Room of Hidden Things when the trio are looking for what they think is the final Horcrux and are faced against Malfoy, Crabbe, and Goyle. I think Malfoy has that desire to of self-preservation, but again this feels very contrary to what he’s been going through for the last two years. I believe that yes he could absolutely convince himself that all he has to do is bring Harry to Voldemort, but I feel like there’s this unwillingness to let him grow as a character, like he has to be completely irredeemable or else. 
The idea that it would be moot if he was actually capable of handing Harry over is just ridiculous. It’s not a moot point. It’s crucial. It’s so important to who he is and what he values and how he’s changed. He wasn’t capable of killing Dumbledore, an old man who he had very little interaction with. So yes, it’s important for us to see that he’d be incapable of handing over someone he has serious history with. How would he feel about any of this??? It’s important dammit, not moot. 
And of course she goes on: 
After the events of the second wizarding war, Lucius found his son as affectionate as ever, but refusing to follow the same old pure-blood line.
That’s great! That makes sense! Although, tbh I think Draco would probably resent Lucius a lot for the shit he put them through. and tbh i think he’d take a long hard look at what led him down that path because if he really wanted to bring the malfoy name honor again he would need to look at himself and see that the way he was raised was beyond fucked up and i think he’d be furious with his parents for that, more so Lucius since he clearly idolized him so much and when the people you idolize disappoint you, fail you, hurt you–it is a deeply personal hurt. 
She ends the whole thing on this note: 
His Christian name comes from a constellation - the dragon - and yet his wand core is of unicorn.
This was symbolic. There is, after all - and at the risk of re-kindling unhealthy fantasies - some unextinguished good at the heart of Draco.
And to me, her tone is what makes me so mad here. 
Unextinguished good. There is good in him and yet she says
that Draco was not concealing a heart of gold under all that sneering and prejudice and that no, he and Harry were not destined to end up best friends.
And all of this is so very contrary and frustrating to me. It is not that I expect him to ever have a ‘heart of gold’ nor for him and Harry to be best friends but her inability to see this potential is what frustrates me. It frustrates me that she is so sure he would continue to collect Dark artifacts and such, say that he is all these things but also has a duality to him that perhaps means he wishes to be a better man–but then never allows him to be that. 
She gave us a cruel, privileged, prejudiced child who grew up to be much more complicated, but she continues to trap him and refuses to accept that maybe fans see more in him because she made him more. 
Authors, for all that they are great and skilled and the ruler of their world, need to listen to fans more often because their fans are also creative and spend so much time imagining the possibilities that the authors themselves are honestly too often incapable of seeing for themselves because of how close they are to the work. She has these feelings, these strong feelings, and I don’t doubt that some part of her really hates the popularity of HarryxDraco for instance because there is no way she could not know about it. But I think she is wrong and i think the way she talks about him is soooo frustrating. 
Draco is not perfect. His actions as a child were sooooo cruel. And fans do forget this. smh i had someone comment on the fic i just wrote acting like Draco had been wronged more so than he’d wronged the trio, and it was wild to read this person’s comments. 
But Draco is not his father. He is capable of being more. Fans see that. She doesn’t. 
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I saw Queen & Slim (Q&S) and liked it but had some major issues with it. However what intrigued me the most about the movie wasn’t their ride to freedom, but the rides, themselves. There were six distinct automobiles that Queen (Jodie Turner-Smith) and Slim (Daniel Kaluuya) were in that made me use a different lens to view the film (I saw it twice). If you don’t know by now, I think in hip-hop. So, as I watched Q&S and listened to the film score, I couldn’t help but think of the article “‘Can’t C Me’: Surveillance and Rap Music” by Erik Nielson which used 2Pac’s “Can’t C Me,” to argue how Black Americans, more specifically rappers, use cars for (in)visibility and evade the police. Hop in, let me take you on a ride.
“The car has always been an important symbol of wealth and mobility in African American culture…” Erik Nielson
The White Honda Accord Religion is a major theme throughout this film. From conversations and prayers to rosaries hanging from the review mirror of cars, to crosses hanging in bedrooms and morgues. The first car of Q&S journey is Slim’s white (a symbol of purity) Honda Accord. Slim, a God-fearing man, license plate reads: TRUST GOD. How much more obvious can it be?
Hondas are Japanese cars and to me it represented the “outsider” or the “other” in America unlike a European foreign whip (But I will get to that later). Despite acclimating to the whiteness of America and having faith in God, Q&S were still targeted by the oppressive state. The white car mirrored its owner; an innocent outsider in America. Therefore, they couldn’t avoid the gaze (re: surveillance) because by default they were seen as other. So, no matter how much Slim complied the officer wanted some smoke…until he got (accidentally) smoked.
The Ford Pick-up Truck They go on the run until they run out of gas and have to flag down a vehicle. Slim hoped the person was Black, Queen warned that just because the person is Black doesn’t make it a good thing. An initially unsuspecting off-duty sheriff volunteered to give them a ride to the gas station. Things go left and they end up with the truck but forget their wallets in the Honda. Smh. They find some money in the glove compartment of the truck and get a little boy to buy them food from a mom-n- pop joint. The boy’s father recognize them and tells them how much he appreciates what they are doing…
This. Is. America. For survival purposes, they “abandon” the Honda and steal the Ford (read: acclimate). Metaphorically, the pick-up truck is the burden of being Black in America. Not everyone carries this intersectional burden the same way, but it does exist regardless of where you live in America. Moreover, there are other factors that impact this burden such as “succeeding.” For example, Q&S learned that they were “heroes” from the Black father, who raised his fist to salute them. They were on the lam, and at one point had to process how their actions affected Black America. It kind of reminds me of the weight of immigrant parents hopes and dreams on their first-generation children who have difficulty navigating through systemic oppression of various institutions. Or maybe I’m projecting—maybe. Anyways, they were broke. So, they had to “rob” a gas station, but hey, “it’s the American way.” Word to Nino Brown. What do I mean? Historically, getting things in America was done by money and violence. Think about it.
PONTIAC Catalina Next is my favorite car of the journey, the blue Pontiac Catalina which meandered in and out of the white gaze in Queen and Slim’s journey, which makes it the most complex. When they reach to New Orleans to see Queen’s uncle, Earl (Bookeem Woodbine), there is an unmasking that is done via conversation and hair cutting, but I am getting ahead of myself…Q&S need a plan to escape and decide on fleeing to Cuba. Queen gives Uncle Earl a list of demands including one of his cars because he owes her. Goddess (Indya Moore), one of the ladies of the residence suggested the Catalina, the blue car. Uncle Earl didn’t hesitate to correct her and says: It’s turquoise!
Catalina & Goddy
He argued that its’ visibility would draw attention, but Queen’s counter-argument is that by standing out, they will fit in because no one is suspecting two people running from the law to be in a bright, big blue car. With reluctance, Uncle Earl agreed to let go and give them the Catalina.We later learn from Goddess aka Goddy that Uncle Earl “ain’t shit” in the streets, but inside of their house, he is king. And an extension of his kingdom would be his car, hence his attachment.
The outlaws get haircuts and Slim starts to learn why his Tinder date-turned-accomplice is so cold and distance…And as fate would have it, they needed to leave Uncle Earl sooner than expected as the Ford pick-up truck drew suspicion from NOPD. In the early morning, they take the truck to a desolate location and they burn it. Metaphorically, they were letting go of the weight they were carrying, just like their haircuts. Uncle Earl and Goddy bid them farewell and we see Queen soften and tell Uncle Earl she loves him.
“Here and elsewhere, the car becomes another example of the tension between seeking attention and trying to avoid it: It is large, colorful, and (when appropriately waxed) gleaming, and with its stereo bumping, incredibly loud and difficult to ignore, yet the driver and its occupants often remain unidentifiable.” Erik Nielson
For those of a certain age, in the Black community, Pontiac is the acronym for Poor Ol’ Ni–a Think It’s ACadillac. The Cadillac (which is driven later in the movie) back in the day was the crème de la crème of automobiles. It’s a symbol of “you made it,” but if you couldn’t afford it, Pontiac was a more affordable option.
The white gaze was temporarily blinded by the turquoise Catalina, which allowed Q&S to go unnoticed across state lines because according to the logics, no one on the run does it with such flair, but in America, we don’t see it that way. As they continue on their journey, the couple spotted horses grazing Queens tells Slim that her uncle said that white men hated black men on horses because they had to look up to them. Slim gets hyped and decided he wants to ride one for the first time. He does so before the owner starts yelling at them and they have to run. Day turns to night and Slim hears live music and wants to dance. They go to the source of the music; a bar called the Underground playing live Mississippi blues. With some cajoling, Slim gets Queen to dance with him for their “second date” and promises to buy her a drink. They connect through music and dancing. Queen asks for her drink in which Slim obliged. The bartender informed Slim that the drinks were on the house, she (and others) knew who they were and that they were safe. Initially Q&S panicked, but then let it go and continued dancing till they were ready to go. (They should have never left.)
As they continued to Uncle Earl’s friend house, the Catalina breaks down. Slim had to push the car to a mechanic shop in broad daylight and no one notices them. Again, they are recognized by the mechanic, but nothing here is on the house. The mechanic gets his son, Junior, to take them on a walk. There is a conversation about memory, being loved and immortality. When they return, the Catalina is ready to go, but before they peel off, Slim wants to take a pic to be remembered by.
Benz Station Wagon aka The Foreign They pull up to Uncle Earl’s friend, Mr. Shepherd (Flea from the Red Hot Chili Peppers!) home and across the street is a white woman on her porch being nosey—we know how this is going to play out. Uncle Earl’s friend knows a guy with a plane that will help them get to Cuba. As they ate dinner, SWAT surrounded the house and Q&S had to go into hiding. They get cabin fever from their hiding spot and decide to leave, but they know that police are outside and have to figure out a way. After a crazy stunt and a dislocated shoulder, they found a Benz in a garage, but no key. Slim used to steal his dad’s Accura without a key back in the day and after a few tries with a screwdriver they got the car to start. With a little help from an unlikely ally, they were able to evade the police. After some driving along the coastline, Queen slides out of the window holds onto the car with one hand and lets the other hand go free—something she has always wanted to do. She is liberated…and wants Slim to feel the same—so they switch places. However, Slim isn’t as graceful and almost falls out the car so Queen has to drive slow for him to get the same effect. Night is upon them again, Queen requests a story from Slim and then they both knock out.
“2Pac’s power is derived from his invisibility—he establishes control over his own image by denying everyone else’s access to it.” Erik Nielson
The car that they steal is an old Benz station wagon—a Benz, nevertheless…This is when the concept of this piece kicks in. Slim was determined that with or without the key, they were riding. After a while, foreign (read: German) luxury cars including the Mercedes Benz and the BMW replaced American cars and become king for Blacks and many Americans. Have you ever heard of the “Black Man’s Wish”? However, it’s not easily (economically) accessible to (Q&S) us, and if we want it—we will get it just may take a little longer (shout to my dad and his one-time foreign, “Big Boy”). These cars are about status and mobility. And so, we watch how Queen easily adapted to the status and mobility sitting outside of the window, while Slim struggled before he was able to adjust. The terms “acting brand new” and “don’t know how to act” speaks to this scene when some—not all Blacks—start experiencing change in status and mobility like Slim. Before, I play myself, Queen sitting outside the car window was about being liberated and evading the gaze and its consequences. She was breathing and “acting brand new” in a good way. However, the fact that she does it in the Benz, goes back to those who climb the financial and social ladder, to evade poverty and can handle it.
The Cadillac It’s nighttime now. They don’t know where they are, but they think they are close to their destination. They wake up to a Black guy with a sawed off shotty and mouth full of gold teeth. Slim asks if he knew the Shepherds. The guy doesn’t give straight answers, but isn’t mean and says that he can help them. They go back to Goldmouth’s trailer where he arranges for them to get a plane for the next day. Slim insists that they need the plane the same day. Goldmouth makes another call and tells Q&S that they can get a plane in an hour and drives them in a Cadillac. This is the first time neither Queen or Slim drove. They are no longer in control. Goldmouth tells them how paranoid he would be and how he has to watch his back from the police and his own people. They get to the plane and it’s a set up. They die a poetic death.
OK, Let’s talk cars (yes, this transition is jarring, you’ll live to tell about it). The Cadillac in its’ prime was the dream car before the Benz and the Pontiac. It was made as an residual outcome of Henry Ford and his team, but got into a dispute with the auto company and left. Ford and ’em then went onto create Ford Company and the Model T car which was affordable to all due to production (the things you learn when you’re a communications major!). The Pontiac is the U.S. Polo Association of the Cadillac, but nevertheless cars are important as status pieces in the Black community.
“…in his 1963 autobiography, for example, Malcolm X frequently notes the iconographic status of the Cadillac in the Black community, and the importance of cars generally is readily observable in Black music and popular culture throughout the decades leading up to hip hop.” Erik Nielson
I don’t like the ending at all, but I’m not mad at the very end because Goldmouth has internalized the American ideology of individualism—everyone for themselves in their pursuit of justice, liberty and happiness. I get it. It’s what rappers have been warning us about for years. It’s also what Queen foreshadowed the first time they ran out of gas. As mentioned earlier, money and violence are staples that keep this country functioning the way it does and Goldmouth definitely subscribes to that notion. He saw an opportunity to get paid and took it. The American state knows this: Everyone has a price (S/O to CJ and Martense). Someone wanted and will try to get that $500,000 if the opportunity presented itself. Why not Goldmouth? Cause he Black? Nah fam, he’s American before he’s Black. In the words of Casanova, “I hope that didn’t go over your heads.”
The Hearse The final ride is in Black hearse. On the way to the funeral home they are met with signs and sadness. (This, however, is disrupted by Uncle Earl in a fly ass black fur over a Sean John sweat suit that luxuriously sways as he adjusts it. For a fraction of a second, you forget about Q&S.) The community comes out to say their farewell to the couple who for even a moment gave them hope and are immortalized as the couple who took their destiny in their hands. I hate the romanticizing of it, but that’s what it was.
And f–k the world cause I’m cursed, I’m havin visions of leavin here in a hearse, God can you feel me? Take me away from all the pressure, and all the pain “Shed So Many Tears,” 2Pac
Catalina, Life after Death
In the wake of their death, a huge mural of the picture that Q&S took in the mechanic shop is being plastered on the side of a church. They are on t-shirts of little boys with hoop dreams. This is the legacy of Queen, Slim and Uncle Earl’s Catalina. Their immortality.
Well, thanks for riding with me, I appreciate you. This could have been longer, but I have things to do to make sure that the future Queens & Slims grow old and are still immortalized. Peace and love.
Queen & Slim: The Rides I saw Queen & Slim (Q&S) and liked it but had some major issues with it. However what intrigued me the most about the movie wasn’t their ride to freedom, but the rides, themselves.
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Unequally vs Equally Yoked
Before you read this, you should know that it is my understanding that all need to read the Bible themselves and not trust the findings and interpretations of others without reading it for themselves. I believe that the Bible IN FULL is truth. So be weary when people present a "truth" to you and don't pull from other parts of the Bible. I promise you that God in His wisdom has something that covers whatever you're going through.
2 Corinthians 6:14 Do not be unequally yoked with unbelievers. For what partnership has righteousness with lawlessness? Or what fellowship has light with darkness?
Notice it doesn't say equally yoked. In this entire passage it doesn't call out friendships, marriage, it calls out relationships.
If you read the entirety of this chapter you will see that the concern here is about the spreading of the gospel. Having relationships with people who claim to be followers of God but aren't. Someone who doesn't believe in the Gospel but say only parts of it, or doesn't allow Christ to be Lord or their life. They are unequally yoked. They're dangerous to befriend because you are giving the world this statement by association that it is okay to be half way in, partially down with Christ but still be a Christian. This is a stumbling block, a lie, and will make it hard for those who want to approach Christ when He calls them.
2 Timothy 3:5 Having the appearance of godliness, but denying its power. Avoid such people.
By simply being partially into the Gospel they are WHOLEY denying its power in their life. Their life won't look different than others who don't even know of the Gospel. It's bad publicity. They claim to follow Christ but their life doesn't show it.
1 Corinthians 15:33 Do not be deceived: “Bad company ruins good morals.”
If you've ever decided to make Christ Lord of your life, believe that He is the Savior chances are you were once "on fire" for God, but then you started interacting with others who had done the same and let's just saw you weren't aware that not everyone in your church is equally yoked. So you hung out with these people and they're not at all where you are in your walk. They no longer have your zeal. Something isn't the same. They're bad company. Just because they go to church doesn't mean they have good morals. You have no idea what changes God needs to have take place in them. You could have good morals and not believe in the Gospel. You could have bad morals and believe in the Gospel. Be wise, use logic, you were lost, so everyone else was. You are learning and so is everyone else at your church. You have to vet people!
2 John 1:7-11 For many deceivers have gone out into the world, those who do not confess the coming of Jesus Christ in the flesh. Such a one is the deceiver and the antichrist. Watch yourselves, so that you may not lose what we have worked for, but may win a full reward. Everyone who goes on ahead and does not abide in the teaching of Christ, does not have God. Whoever abides in the teaching has both the Father and the Son. If anyone comes to you and does not bring this teaching, do not receive him into your house or give him any greeting, for whoever greets him takes part in his wicked works.
Study other religions, know the differences. Don't be duped or find yourself in the same bucket of people who call themselves Christian but don't believe in the Gospel of Christ. This is a dangerous thing. Hosea 4:6 states that the people of God are destroyed for a lack of knowledge. Studying other religions will not anger God. You need to know your doctrine first and then know what false doctrines are out there. You should be able to distinguish your faith from others. Just don't go practicing them.
James 4:17 So whoever knows the right thing to do and fails to do it, for him it is sin.
If you know someone knows the Word of God, has made Christ Lord of their life and makes moves to make sure their life reflects that, but goes off commits a sin, but doesn't recognize it as a sin. Lose their number. I can't think of a more unequally yoked thing.
A friend, who say has fallen away from God, for whatever reason. But they know they have and they know they're deep in sin. They are still equally yoked. Why? They still recognize the Bible as truth, they still believe in the Gospel. But life has a way of pulling people away from God. You let God worry about pulling them back in, but you continue to love on and befriend your fallen brother or sister. They will return. Pray for them.
A friend who never accepted Christ. We are charged to not judge them. For what do they know of the Gospel? They have never committed to making Christ LORD of their life. These people are living according to whatever they believe. You just keep serving God. Let Christ be LORD of your life, maybe your life will win them over. Maybe not. Pray for your non-christian friends. If they're dope people and you don't want to live eternally without them, ask God to place a call on their soul. Keep praying. It takes time.
Phillipians 4:6 Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.
Your friends will see your struggle, how living a life to serve God isn't easy. If we aren't transparent about it all, your friends can perceive your life as all difficult with no reward or peace. Talk about your struggles and your victories. Be transparent about the role God plays in both of them.
1 Peter 3:15 But in your hearts honor Christ the Lord as holy, always being prepared to make a defense to anyone who asks you for a reason for the hope that is in you; yet do it with gentleness and respect.
Christ was a gentleman. He taught outside the city walls, not on the NYC subway. If people wanted to know what He had to say, they literally had to go out of their way to hear Him. Don't bark, shout, or force the Gospel on anyone. They should approach you to know how you do life.
2 Timothy 4:1-4 I charge you in the presence of God and of Christ Jesus, who is to judge the living and the dead, and by his appearing and his kingdom: preach the word; be ready in season and out of season; reprove, rebuke, and exhort, with complete patience and teaching. For the time is coming when people will not endure sound teaching, but having itching ears they will accumulate for themselves teachers to suit their own passions, and will turn away from listening to the truth and wander off into myths.
People who use God as a genie. Unequally yoked. Stay away from them. They're not interested in the Gospel but just the power and benefits of God and His grace. SMH.
Galatians 6:1-2 Brothers [and sisters!], if anyone is caught in any transgression, you who are spiritual should restore him in a spirit of gentleness. Keep watch on yourself, lest you too be tempted. Bear one another's burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ.
I have fallen. I was away from God for 10 years. I still fall. I still struggle and I have friends some are believers, some aren't. Those who are, they're not unequally yoked with me. Those who aren't, aren't the type to deny the truth once they know it, and they're goal driven. They don't lie to themselves. They keep in 💯.They help me stay focused and they're good friends! Being a Christian does not make you a good friend.
I just want to point out that the Bible never says to be "equally yoked" but to not be "unequally yoke". There is a difference here. You see there is more that separates two people than that binds them. So when it comes to what you believe to be true, a code of conduct, a moral code. Those handful of rules whatever they maybe, small in number but impact the way one lives their life. You need to make sure you're not in relationships with those you're unequally yoked with.
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