#you can be 100% right and still be a huge asshole actually

[tenthousandguns]

thoughts I am capable of holding my in head at one time:

Knives was right

Knives did not take the most ethical, effective, non-controversial path towards realizing his goals

#meta #you can be 100% right and still be a huge asshole actually #the issue isn't Knives being wrong; the issue is he causes immense and sometimes unnecessary suffering including to people he loves #and lies to himself the whole damn time lol #anyway there is a bit of a zero sum game between humans and plants #because humans set it up like that when they based the continuing existence of humanity on the oppression of plants #unfortunately a plant revolution would necessarily lead to humans dying even in a better world #this. is simply a fact. and not one that is the fault or responsibility of plants. #trigun

[aurqlie]

Hii can i request romantic hcs for luna with fem reader (i feel like hes a softie deep down)?

ᴺᴼᵂ ᴾᴸᴬᵞᴵᴺᴳ : 𝘓𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘰 𝘓𝘶𝘯𝘢 𝘹 𝘍𝘦𝘮!𝘙𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳: 𝘙𝘰𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘏𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘰𝘯𝘴 

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↻ 𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘵! 𝘐 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘦𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘺𝘦𝘥, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐'𝘮 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘺 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯 𝘓𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘰 𝘓𝘶𝘯𝘢 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘶𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘤𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘐'𝘮 𝘴𝘰 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘳𝘦𝘸𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘦𝘳!!

𝘞𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘊𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵: 500

𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠. . . 

♫ ~ Omg Anon you’re totally right, like on the outside (after you first meet him) he is normally sarcastic or a little arrogant when he speaks or really any of his actions at some points but when it’s just the two of you he will be so soft, and he will be clinging onto you any chance he can get!

♫ ~ I feel like his love language is def physical affection, and possibly gift giving, I mean mans is a soccer/football star so he has money- 

♫ ~ He will sometimes take you out with his team for like after parties (if you live with him, if not he will stay but def not for any longer then he actually has to) but even so when you do go out with him he again doesn't stay very long because he wants to spend more time with you rather then “These people” as he calls then (HIS WORDS NOT MINE) 

♫ ~ Adores whenever you are clingy, because he adores when he’s not hanging off of you and you are doing it to him, but again he will still hang off you-

♫ ~ Whenever you visit him (If you don’t live with him) he will try to get you to basically all of his games, or if you live with him anytime you’re not busy he will invite you also (PS if you don’t live with him he will facetime you after every game, and tell you how it went)

♫ ~ When cuddling he big spoon, he just loves the feeling of having you in his arms especially if your shorter than him, but he will also do it when your taller, also adores hugs whenever you get off a plane coming to see him or getting off of work he will run to you and give you a huge ass hug and like spin you around every time- 

♫ ~ Loves the faces you make when he gets you a hella expensive gift, and even when you insist that he take it back he always responds with “No way! It’s because I love you so much!” 

♫ ~ Around his team he will won’t be around you as much, still kinda watching over you from afar, making sure that nobody makes any moves on you especially, since he, your boyfriend is right across the room

♫ ~ The only time he will ever get super touchy in public is if somebody from a bar or somebody from his team tries to flirt with you

♫ ~ Calls you “Mi Amor” also meaning My Love in english, along with some other things basically all translating so some version of small (if your smaller than him) or some version of tall (if your taller)

♫ ~ Adorable boyfriend overall (mostly only in private though) and loves you so much even through some of the teasing, and he LOVES being able to just hug you whenever he feels like it, and just having somebody there that he can love and that can kinda tell him off when he’s being an egotistical asshole (as I call most of the men in blue lock) so his team may or may not see a little change in his attitude here and there~

ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇ!

𝘗𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘪𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘳𝘦𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘬𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘦𝘭𝘴𝘦, 𝘢𝘴𝘬 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵! 𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘢 100% 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘺𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘴 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘢𝘴𝘬 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘥𝘪𝘵! 𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨!

#blue lock x reader #bllk x reader #leonardo x reader #Leonardo Luna #Leonardo Luna x reader

[kobblefort]

Blackfaint: Rat World Forever

This is what happens when I click on the "PETITIONS" button, which no doubt is alerting me that the newly established farmers' guild wants a hall. I don't think your average player of the greatest simulation game of all time Dwarf Fortress is ever going to see this. It's kind of cursed, but it's kind of magical. I can't dismiss it, which will drive me crazy since it does that little "shimmering" animation. I suppose I'll just have to assume that making the guild hall nice enough will make it stop. I don't know, I'm not in a hurry to please them. Now if there was a herbalists' guild, though? Those are the guys holding it down.

Another strange mood takes another rat straight to the clothier's shop that made Eeteek go berserk and start the fight that ended in their death. I suppose Vatekeek Learnedmaligns thinks it will be fine for him which in my opinion is the proper rat world attitude.

Also, things were going too well for a minute there, so here come 9 lesser rodent people. I was telling this to someone earlier but I think that rats are pretty cool in real life. Rats are like dogs stuck in rodent bodies basically. But mice are horrible little skittering creeps that will randomly run out from the walls just to die in the middle of your fucking floor like oh do you mind if I randomly die here, if I just roll over and die in the middle of your fucking floor, well I'm going to do it if that's alright, actually me and my 100 little cousins thought it would be cool to just scamper around as fast as possible at 3 AM and then randomly suddenly die, there's no way to get us out besides doing chemical warfare on yourself, blame yourself for living in a garage even though it wasn't your idea and you didn't want to do it. So basically mice fucking suck and the rodent men, naturally, are mice, compared to us, the superior rats. And we're really gonna need to figure out a way to make sure they end up dead on the floor. Which should be totally doab

This sucks man

I'm not gonna sugarcoat it. The violence is fast and extreme and really fucking bad and we don't have nearly enough graves to start burying everyone. The only people who can really fight are the miners, and the mouse people brought actual steel spears this time: that's a huge advantage in range and damage. We're down to 13 rats. Considering I was thinking that we would actually get to 50 and then maybe that would let our rats elect a mayor of some sort which would maybe let me use the Nobles & Administrator screen and its myriad functions, this is a pretty fucking shitty result. I guess worrying about the surface first was the wrong move but honestly it was a blind 50/50 anyway. It might be worth it to just say fuck it and lock off the caverns for a while. There's no way with this few rats that we could easily set up any kind of bulwark, we still have 100-something food, I don't know I'm kinda just feeling pretty gutted over how fast things went to shit like from okay to terrible in an instant, I know I just did that "rat world forever" bit like 30 seconds ago in your time and 30 minutes ago in mine but yeah I'm not feeling it.

This fucking asshole pays me back for being nice and refusing to Cask of Amontillado his ass by flipping out and dragging our population down to 10 so far, maybe more. Even with a copper pick splitting his leg open he still crawls along trying to fight anyone who gets near. He struggles on and on until finally an herbalist Ch'tk Sinscaly who's tired of this shit walks over and strangles him to death.

Wow, I wonder why. Next fortress, workshops are DEFINITELY going to be set up for easy cask-of-amontillado'ing.

This asshole is here now. I don't know. The caverns are already sealed off, so who cares. I've never seen something break through sealed doors, but now I definitely am not going to unseal them. It kills the last few mice in a matter of seconds and then sets about lazing around right by the entrance to the cavern to make sure we never go back in there again.

Yeah come on in guys don't mind the other 10 notifications. Sure we can host some fucking elf poets and shit. Whatever. Is one of you naked? Lol, cool.

Oh yeah don't mind all the bloody fucking warm corpses starting to stink on the ground. Yeah this guy failed to Express Himself so he went around killing people. You get it. Right. Sorry we don't have time to watch you fucking dance or whatever we have to feed and water the grievously injured. But yeah stay as long as you like. Actually you know what though try not to eat too much. Just gonna say it we're not gonna have this food forever.

No Thicivi I don't think it is and you might not actually be a very adequate observer.

This shit happens downstairs which sucks. RIP our first forgotten beast I guess. Gotta watch out for those steel spears man. They're bullshit.

The bodies are just sitting on the floor because we're using the empty tombs for people whose remains we can't recover. I just had an idea, because I hate the caverns now and want all mouse people to suffer. What if we just drowned them. Right? Hear me out. It's a pretty common and kind of grim trap in the real world to drown mice by making them take bait in the middle of a bucket on a thing they fall off of into the bucket. Well what if we brought the bucket to them? And by which I mean dug a bunch more aquifer taps that led straight down into the cavern layer and just flooded it to hell? I think it could be funny. If we were always doomed to never make it here then why not do something fucked up like that.

Look at this face in the cistern. It's like an omen. I didn't make it on purpose but now it's here. Telling me "this is a place of great suffering." And you know what my reaction to that information is? Yeah I hope there's more.

So here it is. An absolute mess of exposed aquifer surface area, leading to little narrow high-pressure tunnels that terminate with one little spigot into the caverns.

And it's working. It's working fast. Yes, I used DFhack to speed it along - two injured miners were not about to hustle on it and I wanted to see it start happening already.

Maybe this was just a party that got out of hand. You know? Maybe this was just a shitty idea. Leaving the warband to settle down? Fuck that. Other people make fortresses. Ratfolk take them. This was never a fortress. This was just a big bucket to drown a bunch of stupid fucking mice in.

The ten of us left can head back to Malignreasons, wherever she's camped now, apologize for our stupid little excursion, take the flogging we're given and go back to doing what ratfolk are really supposed to do. None of our original seven have even survived, besides K'keek Vicescourge, after all - with their untimely deaths they left all the shame and humiliation for us. Rat world was pretty cool for a second there, it really was, but it's time for us to get back to our real lives. Real rat lives.

You can see there in the center, the rodent men scrambling for high ground as the water comes up to their knees. Their home ruined, some of them washed away to be drowned in their cages. Of course it's inhumane, but was the way they jammed us with spears and chopped us with axes humane? Besides, humane? News flash, we're fucking rats!!

Everyone starts filing out. Some head back toward the warband, some just head whereever their feet take them. Everyone but K'keek Vicescourge, who spends a bit more time here. Carving stone coffins that will never actually be filled. The guests just stand in the sad, empty dining hall, completely dumbfounded. And K'keek starts on one last project.

With a ghost at her back, in the worst mood of her life, but still compelled to carve it and place it. The first statue ever made at Blackfaint. And the last one. The only one.

She's ready to go now.

Rat world sucks.

Rat world forever.

#dwarf fortress #ratfort

[elialys]

OMG im so 🥺

That i have to talk...I'm in shock !

How can someone like Torv and not follow her teachings? Love others as they are!Yes she always said quote Helen is Anna Torv "I love you just the way you are"it should always be people's motto!

And another quote she left this year EMPATY...OK you Dont like the person but you have to respect.Then its ok leave...why criticize something if we have no comparison?

You don't do anything so so wrong unforgivable to a human and everyone sometimes make mistakes!

I am sometimes surprised and outrageous by people pointing the finger só easily at small things that they perceive differently and be silent or quiet at big problems around them or even looking at themselves! I'm just saying one thing.  Of all of us.... ALL of us, YOU were the one who dedicated the most time YEARS -DECADES, had the most patience (countdown the minutes of the 2 years without premieres? ) and fought for each series, each Anna Torv's work(things like uniting fans, posting videos, talking about her, supporting her unconditionally... Fauxlivia is still your protégé, right?🤭and fighting Helen Dale dont stop )... and for me it is extremely commendable and I admire you immensely for never stopping fighting and share Anna Torv!

Your neurodivergent brain may have flaws...but What brain don't have sometimes a little's error ?

NOBODY is Perfect right? And qualities as a fan fic writer, fan, woman, friend, caring, and empathetic you have and they are huge And guess what...people who prefer to criticize SHES A REALLY TREASURE !

I could list about more than 100 things you did that were important! And if you wanna i can make a list...my nerd brain remembers all good gestures 🥰

And this is for all there fans no fans humans that read...

When they criticize you...choose the other path...which Anna Torv has also advised...

FEEL PROUD OF EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE!  😍❤️

Thank you so much for your kind words, Maria ❤️❤️❤️

Honestly, I am genuinely at a lost as to why some people get so mad and unforgiving over honest mistakes, especially when I mean it when I say I never meant any harm, and will listen and change my behavior if it's not appropriate. I have been in this fandom for a very long time, and I've always tried my best to be nice, and to do better when I can do better. And anyone who takes the time to actually get to know me at all, unlike those people who have honestly been very closed-off from the start, knows that I'm the opposite of an asshole, and that my life motto literally is 'let's be kind and show empathy'.

I swear twitter puts a negativity filter on everyone's brain, they expect the worst of everyone. The fact that they thought I'd sent people after them to 'harass' them, when I wasn't even aware of what was going on until my friend reached out to me to tell me about it, at which point said friend had already gotten involved, just baffles me. I'm a 36 year old adult with bad social anxiety, I live my life hoping to avoid drama or situations in which people will get angry at me in any way. The last thing I would ever think to do is have that kind of vindictive behavior, especially about something I knew I could have handled better. But you can't have conversations with the twitter crowd, you just can't. They will assume the worst of you and that's it.

I haven't been on twitter for a couple weeks now, except to post fic links for my followers who care about them, and honestly, I don't know if I'll be back, not when there are a few people who seem to enjoy scrutinizing the things I do or say.

I still want to do the Anna project because I want her to receive love from her fans, but my anxiety about this is too high at the moment, and my brain a bit too unkind.

I'm very thankful for fellow fans like you, Maria, I mean that 😘😘😘

#hug!box

[kendrixtermina]

I've been thinking about it time & again, turning & turning it around in my head - like, even going back to some thoughts I'd had before this particular case, to make sure I'm not bending my morals here & being the worst kind of asshole. It's actually been nagging at the back of my mind since these ideas first became mainstream in the early 2010s.

But I just can't square it with my conscience to treat a miscommunication the same as, like... I've read many stories with with violence, threats or coersion.

Or even emotional manipulation, entitlement or pushyness.

I was thinking about this with the Melanie Martinez case, and that one's worse cause she was pushy & other people who consensually slept with her confirm that she could be pushy & insistent. But that's also a situation where she walked away with the belief that the other girl was simply convinced & agreed.

And in the story with Flake there wasn't even convincing.

It's so easy to say "if you really cared you'd notice". Lots of people are just really passive in bed. Some men hate it, some ask you to lie still - people might misread signs while drunk & that's why you (as in, the initiator, not the girl) should be careful with how much you drink.

But it just isn't the same. I can't call it the same word.

Threats, violence or even entitled demanding require a huge level of disregard of another person's autonomy & personhood.

A misunderstanding like this, however, or the person having conflicting feelings... It seems like it could just happen to anyone!

Could it happen to me? I hope not, of course. I do all the stuff you're supposed to to avoid it. But I'm not perfect. Hetero women may think they'd never be the one misreading stuff unless they actually mean to assault someone since in present society men usually do the initiating, but as one of those pesky bisexuals, and just someone who believes the best way to avoid becoming blinded, sanctimonious or entitles is to be aware of your own capacity for mistake or evil, I don't want to assume that I'd always get everything right because "im one of the good ones".

No one wants anyone to have an experience like this girl did, or at least i dont, & stuff like education on communication & consent & when-in-doubt-check-in-and-err-on-the-sage-side and centering mutual pleasure instead of the lock/key bullshit is so important. I'm FOR that. I WANT that. I don't consider this okay, or no big deal, or made up. I want a world where that doesn't happen insofar as the imperfect instrument that is human judgement can prevent it.

But how do we make it the standards, how do we promote it? I don't think declaring it rape, thereby putting it on the same level as Cosby, Weinstein or Trump stuff is the way.

I have never believed in "deterrent by harsh punishment to protect people" or "if you don't wanna be punished just don't misbehave" to dismiss fears of unjust or capricious punishment in any other context. I don't believe it when it comes to government spying. I don't believe it when it comes to death penalty. It's authoritarian. Not everyone who professes to be scared of false punishment or how anyone could just make up whatever about what their inner feelings were is just looking to excuse rape; there's insecure young men who are just afraid of messing up. (or heck, queer people, with how their attraction is often portrayed as predatory)

I 100% agree with the goal of minimizing "i felt I had to go along"/"just let it happen" type experiences as much as possible, but the question is how?

like crimes don't exist objectively; they are defined by people with the goal of creating good social incentives. We define and re-define crimes through history, and I'm no longer sure these recent pushs for redefinition have been a constructve ones.

With someone who would deliberately disregard the will of others, that's someone who probably won't engage in good faith & rarely changes their way; In that case, ostracism hammer is merited - they can't be convinced so they must be cut off from victims.

But communication fail isn't like that; those may be people who generally care & are willing to adjust behavior and the threat of the full punishment/ostracism hammer at the slightest misjudgement is more likely to drive them into the arms of extremists or grow resentful & isn't conducive to a working society.

You can't have safety guidelines too clunky to actually use or they will get ignored. It's like abstinence education or red tape. Drunk fucking (not unconscious but responsive/awake) will always happen; nonverbal initiation of sex will always happen. Most times all participants are happywith it.  And we saw in some of the Till stories that even a consistent habit of always asking "should we do this, should we stop, are you sure etc" all the stuff you're rightfully supposed to do to make the chance of it as low as possible, doesn't prevent some people having conflicted feelings or "going along".

I mean, I'm not doubting the girl's experience at all or dismissing the reality of her pain. but it's possible to feel shitty about an experience or find it traumatic without anyone having done a crime to you. What ppl find traumatic can be so subjective, and being dissappointed in how you reacted doesn't mean the other person automatically gets all the blame cause they cant read your mind. They did not "make you" be silent or give indication that they wouldn't listen, so how are they completely to blame?!

Like I realize this cannot be up to the perps, lots of indisputable rapists will say shit like how she "secretly wanted it". - if a girl says she said no, I believe her unless there is a track record of her making random shit up in the past. But if she explicitly says that she didn't say no or give any sign of distress, I see no reason to doubt that either & assume that her inner state "must" have been obvious.

The girl can't help having flawed messy human reactions either but like, will burning some guy on a stake make the trauma go away?

I just - I don't believe in fair world hypothesis and "if you do everything right no one ever feels hurt". I don't believe that doing your best will just automatically be good enough.

To be 100% clear: I don't blame the girl for feeling overwhelmed, but I also can't bring myself to blame the guy for misreading communication if she gives no indication of disliking what's happening. Or, like, both have nonzero responsibility (he should have verbally checked in and neither should have drank so much booze, for starters. ) but neither has full control of all the factors or can be exempted from human fallibility. Sometimes ppl mess up and it can't be 100% avoided & no one is the villain. People can only be judged based on the information they have, they can't be made 100% responsible for the inner state of others that they can't access if those others don't give indications of it. From today's perspective I can say he should have checked in verbally but I could not say that if I had not read about/been educated about why that can be so important/ how its common for ppl to not say anything etc. I might as well say "use a smartphone" to a person from the 90s.

I just can't bring myself to think that for this moment of misjudging her reaction, he's now the same as someone who would threaten another with a knife to get his way - it just seems too cruel to me.

It's unfair that she had a shitty experience, too. But I don't think shitty experiences could be 100% prevented even if no one on earth ever took the slightest lick of risk ever again, that's just outcome bias/ just world fallacy.

#rammstein #rammstein scandal #rammstein allegations #till lindemann #flake lorenz

[fluffy-lovely-clouds]

hey, im a sfw tk account!! obviously i 100% understand and respect boundaries but imma be honest your dni/intro post is really fucking off-putting. There are both a sfw and nsfw side of the community, both of which are 100% okay and should be respected. I understand there are a lot of kink accounts that do not respect boundaries ESPECIALLY with minors which is fucking disgusting, and that you are 100% entitled to say you don't like tickling that way and don't want to be associated with it.

Anyways. my point. "i hate fetishists just as much as everyone else" is the most baby ass thing ive ever heard, and you sound no better than any homophobe. you have every right to not want nsfw accounts to interact with you, but hating people for their harmless sexual interest is deeply immature and no different than if someone were to say they hate the sfw side of the community. Now you saying you're a minor is very vague - you could be 17 or 12, and there's a huge difference in that. If you're older, i suggest you learn to be a bit more mature, kink-shaming for something harmless is just a dick move and you can critique the nsfw community without doing so. If you're younger, then i doubt anyone else has told you this, but as long as it harms no one, its not an issue, and you can set boundaries without being an asshole.

Thank you so much for pointing this out actually. I have been meaning to update my intro lately because of exactly that that I put in there.

I just want you to know that I didn't mean to kink shame, but I did and there is no excuse for that. I believe when I first wrote that, what I had been TRYING to say was that I hate people disrespecting boundaries (such as a nsfw account harassing a sfw one) but I'm very bad sometimes expressing myself when it comes to writing. I couldn't process what wording to use to explain my boundaries and ended up putting that, and I instantly knew that it didn't sound right. And it doesn't, it sounds terrible. I realize that and I'm going to change that now.

Again thank you for being aware of that, it just goes to show how respectful of a person you are. Your looking out for both parts of the community and that's great. I aim to do the same, so don't worry that part in my dni list is disappearing

Edit: Hi, editing this because I realized how much of a kiss-ass I was being when answering. Look I realize that what I had in my bio was fucked up, and I knew it was, but I promise you I did not mean it. As I said before above, I'm terrible at putting my thought process into words, and I know that sounds like a lame excuse, even I think it does. Your probably wondering "how does this person who doesn't want nsfw interactions end up writing 'I hate fetishists'. It can't possibly be JUST because they can't write how they feel right. "

Well in a way yes, I don't think it was just that. After answering this, I sat down and thought back to when I first my bio and tried to think of any other reason why I wrote that. Well, I finally remembered something. Back when I still used my main blog for this content, I had put a very subtle and friendly dni to nsfw accounts that I didn't want any interaction because it made me uncomfortable, but NOT because I was against it. Despite that, a nsfw account followed me and was reblogging my stuff anyhow. That made me really uncomfortable and upset that they didn't listen that when I made this account to replace my main, I tried to be more assertive about nsfw accounts interacting.

I literally remember sitting there writing my bio and having a hard time processing exactly what I wanted to put because I was still iffy about my experience with the nsfw account. I've figured out what I want in my bio now, but what I had wanted to put back then was something like: "I hate nsfw accounts that direspect boundaries as much as anyone else." But I was having a hard time figuring out how to put that in words + I was frustrated and in the end it had come out as " I hate fetishists " even though I knew I didn't.

I was just trying really hard to make my restrictions clear since they hadn't been respected last time and ended up putting something really fucked that wasn't true, because I couldn't figure out how else to put it.

Nonetheless it was an asshole thing to say, but I didn't mean it. I've said things in conversations before that have come off wrong because I couldn't find my words. I'm neurodivergent, and I'm not using that as an excuse, I'm using it because it's the reason. I can't help that, and I know I'm not the only one who's like that either. Usually, it happens especially when I'm talking about something I'm against OR am making a point of. I just can not figure out how I want to say what I want to say! I usually end up thinking about what I shouldn't say, and for some reason that clumps together with what I DO want to say and it ends up coming all out sounding wrong.

I thank you for standing up for both parts of the community, but even though I wrote an asshole thing, that doesn't make me one, especially now that I've explained myself and I really wish you hadn't gone and assumed me for being one since you didn't know the whole story.

If your going to address someone for something they did, be more assertive and less aggressive

#I'm really sorry for putting that #I really need to figure out how to process my thoughts and write them down right because I really didn't mean to put that #I promise I respect people with their kinks I just didn't know how to write down that I wasn't comfortable with interacting with that side #I'm not using the fact that I'm most likely autistic as an excuse but I do want to mention it in hopes that it makes me saying that I can't #process my thoughts into the words I want a little more understandable #because I DON'T hate fetishists I promise I just don't like interacting with that side of the community is all #And I'm very sorry again

[quaggyday]

Random genshin opinions I have, most of them fatui based

(Spoilers I suppose, also I named Scara Arna so I’m using that. Also if you disagree with any of these please just leave I don’t want to have a debate right now sorry)

-Paimon isn’t that annoying and the idea that she will willingly and maliciously betray the player feels way to ooc for her (despite the ooc things Hoyo has been shoving down her mouth)

-DEAD CHARACTERS SHOULD STAY DEAD. No matter how well their death was written the point is that their deaths had an impact on other characters and the story and the mental toll is one of the biggest things. So to ruin that by bringing them back from the dead for bullshit playable money grabbing ruins everything.

-Only one character I feel could break that rule and be actually interesting is Signora and that’s just because she was done so dirty by the entire plot

-Not all of the fatui should be playable because that means their willing to work with us to an extent which cannot be put on any of them that aren’t morally ambiguous. The best thing for me is Childe, Signora, Arna, and Pulcinella and everyone else go home

-The fatui should be huge assholes and monsters in the game. They can be given three dimensional arcs and sympathetic traits but should stay pretty shitty

-Pulcinella should be playable and when he does he should have a old man model just because it’s funny to beat the shit out of enemies with a 100 year old elf man

-We need traveler and Paimon lore soon or I’m going to create the most batshit lore for them myself

-We need more official Lumine content because Hoyo seems to forget her existence and forget thousands have chosen her and don’t regret it (like me)

-Eleazar should have stayed as it won’t kill but the affects are still there because oh boy don’t you just love when stories “heal” disabled characters (if this is weird I’ll remove this one)

-Diona needs more content she is so sidelined it’s really sad give my daughter something important Hoyo

#genshin impact #genshin opinions #fatui #spoilers #Paimon #Lumine #genshin critism #these are just my thoughts #opinions #genshin #hoyoverse #Signora #childe #scaramouche #wanderer #pulcinella #Diona

[inkedmyths]

[[So I just woke up from a Fucked Up Dream and I just. Yeah. Not 100% accurate to what I dreamed, mostly bc I'm already forgetting some details]]

Statement of Inked Myths, regarding the passing of an ill relative. Statement given June 18, 2023. Audio recording by Jonathan Sims, Head Archivist of the Magnus Institute, London.

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Statement begins.

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I wasn't supposed to be home.

That's the thing I keep coming back to. I wasn't supposed to be home at the time. If I hadn't been home, my mom would be dead. Maybe the rest of us would be dead too. I don't—

...I don't think I want to think about that.

Anyways. I guess I should start off with the background, first, right. You have to understand that first.

I live with my family. Well, my mom's side of the family. Sometimes I think it makes me a disappointment, you know. Twenty year old still living in the house. I try not to dwell on it, though. Did you know the whole "move out right at 18" thing only really became a thing in the 1950's? Same with the nuclear family model. It was a couple of decades worth of a fluke, a country wealthy enough that you could do that. Now, it's so damn difficult to make a living wage, and people still expect you to move out—

Er. Sorry. Back on topic.

So, yeah, I live with my family. It's me, my mom, my grandmother, grandfather, and...

...And my great grandpa. Or, was.

That last one, um. That's why I'm here today.

My great grandfather had been ill for a long time. So's my grandfather, but Grandpy was worse off. It's just, life, you know? He was so old, and you rarely get that old and stay in good health. So he just kind of sat around most days, sitting in his chair, watching television or reading or whatever it was he did to pass the time.

I– God. I feel. I feel so bad, you know? I barely know what he even liked. I just... like he was always just kind of there, in the background, and I never... never really talked with him. I had my life and it was going too fast to stop and just. Just talk. God, who knows how long that— that thing—

Right. Getting ahead of myself.

Point is, he was sick, and had been for a long time. We took care of him, as best we could. Not really qualified, since none of us are really caretakers, but. Well. Homes cost money, and the best one we could find was so far away, so. We did our best.

...He used to talk. Just, a lot. To anyone who happened to pass by his chair. Just, about anything. What he was watching, recent news, reminiscing about times gone by. Sometimes it was just nonsense. He just liked talking. My grandmother always said to try and listen to him, if just for a little bit. That he just wanted some comoany for a while. I was never— never the greatest, at sitting and listening. Just. Don't like sitting still, and it tended to be boring, and. God, I feel like an asshole. But I mean. We all tried.

It should have been a huge red flag, when he stopped talking one day.

I think... I think we all assumed it was a sign of his health taking another bad turn. That happens. One day they can chatter your ears off, the next they can't. Perfectly natural.

Life went on, but it was. Unnerving. He'd always been talkative. Always. And he stopped watching his television, so it was always silent down there now. It freaked me out, so I avoided the downstairs even more than I already did.

I wasn't supposed to be home, that day.

Last week, I'd gone to school, you know, as normal, but. God. Have you ever had a feeling of dread so, so awful, you feel actually sick? I thought my unease would go away, but it just. It stayed, evolved, and I just couldn't shake that gut-wrenching feeling that something bad was about to happen.

Mom was off early, so I called, and had her pick me up. Not that home felt much better but, god, I didn't want to sit through fucking pre-calc while I felt like this. I figured it was just a particularly nasty bout of anxiety. I don't usually get, like, the whole shaking and crying and having a hard time breathing panic attacks, but I do get, like. Deep bouts of anxiety where I can't eat and feel really jittery.

Mom picked me up, asked if I was ok. I just kind of, shrugged, said the anxiety was bad today. She nodded. Her phone went off. My great grandfather was calling. Mom groaned, and ignored it.

He'd been calling all day, she said. Asking when she'd be home. Over, and over. When would she be home?

In hindsight this is. God. I wasn't supposed to be home. He— no, it. It didn't plan for me being there.

So, we got home, and went up to our rooms, like we always do. I sat down for a while, tried to take comfort in more familiar, quieter surroundings, but couldn't. That feeling of dread just felt like it was growing, and growing, and.

You know, I just read the other day that it's a symptom of a heart attack. This overwhelming feeling of dread. That it's your body knowing something is really, really wrong, without being able to tell it to you specifically. I've never had a heart attack, but I imagine that feeling is probably not to far off from what I was feeling then.

I decided to go down and grab a snack. Sometimes, when I'm feeling particularly jittery, it's just because I haven't eaten enough. So, I got up, and stopped by mom's room, asked her if she wanted something, and she said she'd be down in a second.

I turned away, walked to the top of the stairs and.

And was face to face with my great grandfather.

He was standing. He was on the stairs. He he hadn't— he hadn't been able to walk unassisted in— in years! He was standing on his own, walking up the stairs, in a way I'd never seen him do! It looked wrong. Like the slightest breeze should knock him over, like he should be shaking from the effort of standing. But he stood, like it was normal, though it was anything but.

The dread turned into terror when my eyes met— met it's. Because in that moment I knew that this? This was not my great grandfather. It was something else. Something pretending to be him. Empty eyes stared back at me, devoid of that little twinkle he'd always had, no matter what he was talking about. They were just... just empty, like glass.

I didn't even have time to scream. He— it lunged at me, grabbed me, and.

You know that thing in dreams, where you can't move or scream? Where you like, try to scream, but nothing comes out?

It is so, so much worse when it happens in real life.

I struggled, tried to break away, trying to scream. I couldn't. I could barely move, the moment it grabbed me. It was like it was... draining, me. Of my strength, my life even. I couldn't— I couldn't fight back. I fell backwards, wheezing, desperately trying to free myself, to scream, to hit something and make a noise. It's grip moved towards my throat, and there was nothing I could do.

I don't know if my struggle managed to make enough noise, or if my mom had just arbitrarily decided that was when she was going to get up and go join me downstairs. Or maybe she, too, had felt the same dread I had, and couldn't stand it anymore.

She walked out of her room to my struggle for my life.

I don't really remember exactly. I just know she knocked it off of me, and we both ended up downstairs.

And I know it lunged for her, next.

Free from its weird, freezing grasp, I ran. Fight or flight, and for maybe the first time in my life, I was choosing fight. I'm not a strong person, but, but that was my mom, she was in danger, and so was I, and. I ran into the kitchen, and grabbed a knife. Cliche, maybe, but what else was I supposed to do.

I ran back, to where it now had my mom in that same, awful grip. She was frozen, like I had been, unable to do more than try and not fall over, unable to shake it off as its cold, thin fingers dug into her arms.

But all its attention was focused on her. Maybe it thought I had run away completely. It's back was to me, and I had an opening.

I've never, in my life, killed anything more than a bug. Never gone hunting, never slaughtered a pig or whatever. Never really had the stomach for it.

I took the knife I grabbed, and without hesitation, plunged it into that thing's back. It plunged deep, like through sponge, a streak of blood spurting out. I guess it didn't have much substance. It just kind of... shuddered, squirmed a bit around the knife, and then it just... went still.

I didn't expect it to be that easy. Maybe it wasn't built to be stabbed, or whatever. With an ability to render someone imobile with a touch, other physical defenses aren't a priority I suppose.

My mother and I stood in silence. Then, realizing how this looked, I set about cleaning up. Not really, I mean, I was in shock, but I got the body out of the front entryway. Dragged it outside, back behind the house. I knew we had to properly dispose of it or something, but didn't know what else to do about it, for now.

Then me and my mom just kind of. Sat there, for a moment. And she said, "I should have known. He just kept calling, and calling, asking when I'd be home."

I wasn't supposed to be home. It had been planning on going after my mom, and wasn't expecting me. That had probably saved our lives.

The rest of my family came home, along with my uncle and his family. They'd been talking, apparently, about how something was wrong with my great grandfather, how he'd just stopped talking and they needed to figure out what was wrong.

Mom and I exchanged a look.

I don't know what she told them. I'd had enough for the day. I wandered back up to my room, closed the door, and collected myself.

I... I don't remember when exactly he'd stopped talking. That must have been it, right? When he'd been... been replaced? How long had it been? How long had we had that thing in our house, biding its time and waiting to kill us?

It's gone now. My uncle burned what was left of it. We haven't talked about it since.

I'm not sure I'll ever feel safe in my home again.

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Statement ends.

If I didn't know any better, I'd say someone just walked in here and confessed to murdering their ailing relative in the midst of some kind of fit. I debated calling the police on this matter, but decided against it. I have some doubts as to whether or not it would be taken seriously, or, given our Institute's reputation, if it would be passed off as not enough evidence, if not outright a prank.

It does fit with the running theme of doppelgangers that I've noticed in several statements. I'm not sure if that lends it more or less credit.

There is... another reason, I did not call the police on this. I had Sasha do some digging on the family, to try and figure out which members were referred to, particularly this "great grandfather". As it turns out, the man in question was recorded as having passed peacefully in his sleep... 16 years before this statement was given.

Statement ends.

#tma #writing #is it fic if its based on a dream? i have no idea #so yeah waking up was a relief

[transbuck]

Hi Atlas. I really like your blog, and was hoping to ask your perspective on the NHL situation around their pride ban.

It seems like you're a big hockey fan, and obviously you aren't responsible for their decisions, it's just been disheartening seeing the organization seem to be openly homophobic.

I'm not really into sports so I thought you may have a better idea what's going on and if the ban is representative of the culture of the league as a whole

hey! thanks for asking i'm happy to provide some more context for the situation. (this got long so i'm putting it under a read more - most of it is context as to what actually happened, but my personal thoughts on it and how it represents the culture of the league as a whole is at the bottom if that's what you're most interested in haha)

for a while, NHL teams have done "special initiatives" nights, things like "hockey fights cancer" night or "military appreciation" night, where they wear special warm up jerseys in line with the theme (among other things, but the jersey thing is the relevant thing here).

one of these special initiatives was "hockey is for everyone" night - a de facto "pride night", with a focus on broadening hockey and showing that all are welcome as fans and players of the sport. so for warm ups, players would wear cool pride themed jerseys and often tape their sticks with pride tape instead of the regular black or white tape.

have some examples of cool pride jerseys:

now. the jerseys (ALL jerseys, regular, hockey fights cancer, etc) were mandatory for pre-game on-ice warmups, since its a uniform! but pride tape was always 100% optional (this will be important later).

last year, some shitty asshole players refused to wear the warm-up jersey, and was therefore not on the ice during warm-ups - which is absolutely their right. they still got to play the game, they just couldn't be out on the ice for warm ups bc they were out of uniform.

but that wasn't enough. they made a BIG STINK about how TERRIBLE it was to be FORCED to wear a jersey with a rainbow on it. (keep in mind this is like. 7 total players in the whole NHL and it snowballed from like. one dude who sucks so hard)

so the NHL banned special initiative jerseys. ALL of them. this was quite an outrage among fans and players. big names like Connor McDavid (Oiler's golden boy and top scorer in the league) expressed disappointment (a lot of statements are kind of cookie cutter statements but thats kind of par for the course with athletes lol).

then things got worse. a memo was issued banning pride tape and included this statement:

“Players shall not be put in the position of having to demonstrate (or where they may be appearing to demonstrate) personal support for any Special Initiatives. A factor that may be considered in this regard includes, for example, whether a Player (or Players) is required to be in close proximity to any groups or individuals visibly or otherwise clearly associated with such Special Initiative(s).”

i've bolded the most concerning part - this basically says players can't be required to be NEAR people associated with special initiatives. now. other special initiative nights have included things like black history celebrations or indigenous nights. so you can see how this statement kind of makes it so you cant make players be near queer people, bipoc people, etc. obviously a problem for a LOT of reasons, but a big one was that there's a lot of like. queer and bipoc people working in hockey. the anaheim duck's organist is trans!

this caused a HUGE outrage, even bigger than the jersey's (at least it seemed so to me). to ban the tape (which even goes against the NHL's own policy on tape - players can use any color tape) along with that statement was called the nhl's own "don't say gay policy"

TONS of people spoke out about this (and every big name in hockey was asked about it at the time) and hockey players across the league expressed some level of disappointment about it, from cookie cutter statements about how its disappointing to scott laughlin, jon merril, and travis dermott stating they would simply continue using it (they have all been long time staunch supporters and allies on and off the ice)

it all came to a head when travis dermott DID put pride tape on his stick (as he often does, this wasn't new or different for him) and used it during a game. everyone pointed it out and waited to see what the NHL would do. and well. they didn't do anything! in fact, they rescinded the ban. all bark and no bite (i am curious if anyone will challenge the special initiative jersey thing, though i highly doubt it)

MY THOUGHTS: I'm still relatively new to hockey, living in the south for so long i wasn't near a big hockey team so i fell off of it until recently. but i do NOT feel as though the NHL's actions are representative of the culture as a whole. i think these actions are several steps back for the league (which has plenty of issues already) because it did seem like there were some big steps being taken forward! and they basically walked them back and did a lot of damage while doing it (doing something positive and then taking it back feels kinda worse than them not doing anything in the first place). but the OUTRAGE among fans AND players speaks more to the culture of hockey than the NHL's actions. the NHL took action because of SEVEN players who refused to wear the jersey. there are so many good hockey players out there who do care and who speak up and not only talk the talk but walk the walk!

there's definitely a lot of shitty players and fans, and you can find a free block list under any hockey tweet thats positive towards queer people ("hockeys gone woke!" 🙄) but that's pretty common on twitter in general especially with the blue checks getting pushed to the top. in general i feel pretty positive about hockey culture - i've felt very welcomed into the sport by fans. i think theres still a lot of work to be done, across the entire sport (blackhawks are a terrible organization who've covered up nasty things, for example, or the team canada situation which i won't even get into here) and it can definitely feel like loving a sport that doesn't always love you back. but then there are days where it does! the travis dermotts and scott laughlins are out there! the bruins captain patrice bergeron (hes retired now but he'll always be captain in my heart) issued a statement back in 2016 supporting a transgender rights bill in massachusetts and when i found that after becoming a bruins fan i almost WEPT. and our current captain brad marchand has been our hockey is for everyone ambassador for years and always taped his stick for pride nights.

so i guess the tldr is. yeah. there's a homophobia problem at a management level in the nhl. gary bettman (commissioner of the nhl) can be blamed for a lot of that. but as a sport i think there's more love than hate.

#gary bettman die and rot in hell pls & thank you #tw: blackhawks mention #if any of my hockey mutuals are reading this and have anything to add please feel free!!! #as i said im still a fresh faced baby in all of this so i would love to hear perspectives from longer term fans #even if its to disagree with me (maybe especially if its to disagree with me!) #hockey tag

[demon-of-the-ancient-world]

Modern Au Athelstan headcanons

Back on my bullshit

Wears glasses and has horrible eyesight

And Ragnar teases him about it

Probably got them as a kid too

Wasn't full on bullied as a kid (I feel like other kids tried but he just gave zero reaction because he's a litttttle bit oblivious) but did get teased a bit for being really really short for his age and also the huge glasses

I swear I didn't steal this from @procrastinatingsoicanreadfanfics it's been in my head a while and believe me I was Shook when it turned out to be their headcanon too but anyway Athelstan was a foster kid

Never knew his birth family, just knows he had a lot of siblings

Was never officially adopted by anyone, I like to think that the last family he lived with was really good to him though and helped him learn to navigate the world as a young adult

Still sees that family occasionally after he goes to school, they were the people he was closest to out of all his childhood

Ok I actually have a highly specific au in my head where OF COURSE years later he meets Ragnar and Lagertha and their kids but it turns out THEY were former foster parents who he'd lived with when he was really young before their own kids were born and for whatever reason he had to be given to another family and they were heartbroken about it but then they recognize each other and I cry

Got a scholarship to go to a decent university (was always a straight A student let's be real this boy's a massive nerd) and ended up studying something history related but I can't decide what

It's gonna be like either religious history or ancient languages or something (or maybe just Medieval art idk I didn't go to uni I don't know what they get up to in there)

Is a little embarrassed by his name. Most people call him Stan or Ath - if the full name comes out Something Is Wrong

(But Ragnar and Lagertha both call him by his full name whenever, they've earned that privilege)

I love love love the thought of him meeting them via babysitting/tutoring their kids

I know I know I know romance is popular but in this au I always liked the idea of them kind of pseudo adopting him. Even before they've recognized him they're like "this one needs a family we're taking him home"

Lagertha especially her mom instincts kick in the second she sees his little face. This one belongs to her now.

Ragnar calls Athelstan "kid"

(It turns out he didn't properly remember his name until several months after they'd met)

Their family is Norwegian/Danish but live in England which is where Athelstan meets them

When he starts going to their house (because they invite him for dinner almost right away after he's started looking after the kids) and realizes all 3 languages get spoken sort of haphazardly around the house he makes a determined effort to learn them on his own because he wants to communicate with them in more ways than one

They aren't *rich* but definitely have a lot more money than what Athelstan grew up with and he's more than a little surprised to say the least when he finds out

They have a cabin somewhere in Norway up in the mountains that was Ragnar's dad's or whatever and one winter they take him along with them and I really want to write a fic about this so bad guys you have no idea

Ragnar teaches him to drive and it's about as chaotic as you'd expect

Bjorn plays *all* the sports and tries to get Athelstan to practice with him (this is mostly an excuse for him to kick soccer balls and the like at him)

He probably has like every social media account you can have but he either never uses them (or just logs on to observe everyone else and never says anything himself) or uses it to argue with assholes

Listen you cannot tell me that if someone is being a jerk on twitter or whatever he wouldn't absolutely go after them in the calmest yet most smug fact-checking way and just obliterate them only to fade into 100% obscurity once again

Hates conflict in theory but can't resist calling out people being mean online lol

Has a lot of house plants

Bakes the best breads and cookies ever I swear

Awkward about having people over but loves to make food for his friends and generally just take care of them

Photographs literally everything. Phone storage: full after like a month. Gets a digital camera. Fills up storage on that too.

Has an energy that just inexplicably draws others towards him. Any rando who comes up to him on the street he'll just have a full conversation with too, he takes everyone fully seriously even if he can't quite understand why they're talking to him

Loves museums. Will sit quietly and look at Art and do nothing else for hours at a time.

Probably plays D&D

(as a monk, of course. Or maybe a cleric.)

#athelstan #vikings #phew #nobody asked for this but i'm spamming you with it anyway i do what i want here

[pnjrnk]

hey guys so i have been writing down all the gregstophe ideas ive had over the past few months and im gonna share some here because i really want someone to write them because i am not a good enough writer to pull them off lmao

christophe and gregory hate each other and have an ongoing feud. christophes mom ends up sending christophe to a psych ward because shes tried everything but her child is still misotheistic and rabid. gregory wonders where his best enemy went. word gets out somehow and now gregory feels like a huge douche. he interrogates The Worst Mom to find out what hospital christophe is in, then goes there to visit him. cue a VERY awkward conversation. but gregory is determined to make things right so he visits weekly, which christophe acts like he hates but actually appreciates because gregory is his only visitor!

christophe has a fear of dogs. gregory forces him to come with him to their local dog park for some exposure therapy. “maybe i would feel safer if you didnt make me leave all my weapons at home!” “christophe i am not letting you bring a shiv to the dog park”

“youre 20some years old and youve never kissed anyone??” aka tophe is too busy being a badass mercenary to get laid aka “sorry i dont waste my time with romance bullshit monsieur sex master”

gregory, for some reason, takes christophe to a fancy function at a venue with a garden. gregory knows to keep an eye on christophe but still loses him pretty quickly. yknow, too busy being british and polite or w/e. goes searching and finds him in the garden crouched next to a flower bush. “what on earth are you doing?” gregory asks him. “this bush is in the wrong type of soil,” christophe replies, then proceeds to explain in depth why he knows that and what the gardener could do to improve the health of the plant. gregory just. stands there, caught off guard and very confused

gregorys parents are holding him to higher and higher expectations. he acts like he can handle it but christophe is surprisingly perceptive and can tell that its really fucking with him. he confronts gregory about this, but is so bad at comforting people that he ends up just yelling at him lmao. “you fucking idiot of course you cant live up to what your parents want! theyre elitist assholes who only care about themselves and their stupid fucking social status! youre so focused on pleasing them that you cant see how amazing you actually are! youre not a failure, youre a dumbass!!”

christophe has been in love with gregory for a long time. he finally gets fed up with keeping it a secret so he tells him, 100% expecting to be rejected. like, hes ready to get this off his chest and move on with their friendship. his feelings are more of a nuisance than anything, because he has fully accepted that gregory would never want to date someone like him. but then gregory actually reciprocates, and christophe does whatever the human equivalent of the windows blue screen is

i have plenty more but honestly im pretty sure no one wants to hear these lol. i am forcing them upon you. i am shouting into a void, hoping and pleading that at least one person finds these entertaining. ok bye love u 🤗🤗

#south park #christophe delorne #gregory of yardale #gregstophe #fanfiction ideas #up for grabs #take em #theyre free

[faith--in-the-future]

Hey. I know you 100% mean well and you treat all your anons with respect and the assumption that they mean well too, That makes you a good person. But the whole Louis is an addict thing comes entirely from Harries, not least the appalling zot3 who makes up a major part of the destroy-Louis nutters project all on her own. The idea that he’s permanently drunk is demonstrably stupid and untrue along with every other insane accusation against Louis they’ve hurled against the wall in the hope it’d stick, but it’s become about the only thing they have left to attack Louis on, after the success of his last tourThat’s not to say some genuine Louies haven’t taken it up too now but maybe that shows how young or naive they are. Louis comes from a UK working class culture and a generation that views alcohol as generally fun, not as a fast track to addiction. A lot of people can drink a lot on nights out and thats it. No hurtling toward the gutter. A bottle of vodka on the table in rehearsals. So what? What time of day or night was that taken? Why the assumption it’s there just for Louis? The OTT puritanism and extreme safety-ism of subsequent generations hasn’t bitten Louis or the people he works with. And btw drinking to party or just to relax and smoking a bit of weed is quite a bit safer than the kind of substances Harry promotes and those same faux pearl clutchers defend. Louis smokes far too much, yes, but that’s a stress thing I suspect. He’ll make an effort to stop if he wants to. And a lot of singers smoke. It’s not new sadly. Bowing to bad actors making huge deliberately destructive claims about addiction, worrying well meaning younger fans, is a huge gift to the inadequates who need to hate him and genuinely suffer when they see how brilliant his tours are and how happy he makes his fans.

bestie I know all this, that's why I said these conversations would go differently if everyone had good intentions!

I've just decided to not answer an anon I just got bc I could tell from their tone they're one of those assholes who'd rejoice in louis actually suffering from serious conditions and those are just not people I'm willing to speak with

but at other times I think there's fans (and people) who are genuinely just not informed on the matter and who are genuinely worried for him bc they Care and I think it could be useful to have these conversations for them !

also in general i think people forget that fans are people too and we all live in the world so what people learn within the context of fandom is still something that they will take with them in the world and that shapes how they will act and that's why I think the narratives people create here are extremely important and not just silly things about some celebrities! that's why I always expand the conversations from just talking about louis or harry or liam etc to also point out the deeper issues that are driving these choices and these conversations whether that is capitalism, hyper individualism, selfishness, rainbow washing, victim blaming, addiction stigma, mental illness, misogyny etc those are all really huge issues and real ways of living and thinking that inform people's behavior and actions in this fandom just as much as they do in the real world and I try to make an effort to speak about them hoping that if I even manage a little to make someone question their beliefs then I am making a small difference

anyways all this to say that I get where you're coming from and I do try to pick the right anons to answer and to make it harder to derail the conversations into just hater territory even if I don't always succeed rip but I also think it's important to call things what they are and to not minimize the risks of ALL substance abuse just as its important to defend those people's rights as human beings!

also remembering that like I mentioned, we can't diagnose anyone without actually knowing them and a few pictures or videos of someone are definitely not enough to declare anyone anything!

#ask #anon #hope this makes sense

[tttrashmouth]

okay i feel like in the apocalypse timeline that raph died before casey was born, in fact, i think he was their first casualty at the very beginning. maybe this is all based in incorrect info so ya know, if i sound insane don’t mind me. this is also really rambley and might not make much sense so read at your own discretion.

so, let’s start with the fact that casey tells us in his timeline the portal was opened up on metro tower, just like in the good timeline. of course, the simple answer is that they moved the entrance from that boat dock island thing or whatever to metro tower for access to a bigger portal, but why on earth would they do that?? closing the portal and moving the key would put them at risk. also, they were already starting to open the portal on the island anyways, so why would they fully open it on the ground, close it, and then move it. it could be an ego thing for the krang to have it that high up but idk. because in the good timeline nothing is changed up until casey jr comes, which means everything should be the same pretty much. which means in the bad timeline the foot clan would have taken it to the boat dock first. also, okay, there’s also the chance the mad dogz didn’t go after the key in the bad timeline, but once again, literally why would the foot clan/krang move the key. it doesn’t make any sense. plus it’s clear that there was a decent amount of time in between the key being stolen and then opening the gate. enough for them to get home, have their fight, for april to nap casey jr, get him to the lair, for him to wake up from passing out, explain how he’s from the future, and for splinter to drop the krang lore. while i understand that it’s a cartoon and it can be exaggerated, but cmon. i’m sure, in the bad timeline, there was enough time for them to have their fight, april to probably come to the lair (because she probably just was anyways, let’s be real) and for splinter to find out the foot clan is up to something again (raph would for sure tell him). i think, with splinters development throughout the series he would have taken it seriously and they would have went after them anyways, despite leos complaints.

okay so why? what happened? what changed?

(besides casey jr being their their first, which changes everything)

imo, it’s not what you think it is. see, leo is a little asshole in the movie, all of his complex’s are clearly rearing their heads at the highest level possible. i think, in the bad timeline, whether or not casey jr is there, leo still goes for that key. it makes full sense that he would. they would have over heard the foot, splinter would probably have realized what was happening and obviously wouldn’t have time to explain everything but could maybe at least hint to them that this was Bad bad, plus they would have LITERALLY FOUGHT THE KRAANG HEAD ON. their mystic powers were gone, but these guys are clearly a huge threat. leo is a now or never type guy and this was a now or never situation. if i’m right and they did still confront the foot clan that night in the bad timeline, i am almost 100% certain leo would go for the key and raph would still be kidnapped.

so now it’s just a matter of divergence. obviously the timeline diverges the second casey jr enters the good timeline, but where does it all actually come to a head? what scene hinges on casey jr being there 100%. if he isn’t there, what is the turning point.

the scene when him and leo get stuck after the initial entrance to the subway under metro tower. without that, leo doesn’t fully realize how bad everything’s going. he might have a small “oh shit i should listen to these fools a little more” but i’m sure it’s not the same horrific realization he gets when casey jr tells him he’s literally the last of his brothers standing in the future. so, he meets up with mikey and donnie they find out about raph being krangified, they lose the key again and all of them but raph have to flee

and see, this is the make or break, i think at least. the hamatos, minus raph, standing on that rooftop, looking over the already catastrophic damage to nyc. in a timeline without casey, what do they do?

i think they have to retreat. in there minds they have to wait, get everything together, form an actual plan. i think that’s the moment where everything diverges. personally, in the bad timeline, i think raph died a krang zombie. i also think that they wouldn’t just tell people that their oldest brother literally died a krang zombie, i think they would want to go with a sort of true explanation to honor his memory better. everyone (minus leo, mikey, donnie, splinter, and april, maybe draxum and casey sr if they’re lucky), would just know of raphs last moments, sacrificing himself so leo would escape the krang, because that was the moment raph died pretty much, it would be the last time they saw him dekrangified). i feel like it would make sense that casey didn’t know. they never offered up the information and casey knew it was a hard topic for them all and never really pushed. of course he would tell the good timeline that all this never happened if he didn’t know or was even told he went down fighting or something.

okay this was super rambley but i had to get it off my chest. the original storyboards of the intro where they hung up raph and donnies shells kind of disproves this, but also, it’s my canon now/j. i know everyone has there own thoughts on how raph died and how long he survived but i like my way because 1) it makes sense to me and 2) the angst potential goes crazy

#i think about the rise movie daily #and so many people have shared how they think raph died in the bad timeline #so i thought it was my turn #but this is also long as shit so if you don’t want to read all that it’s fine #rottmnt #raph #leo #leo rottmnt #raph rottmnt #raphael #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #tmnt 2018 #casey jones jr #i feel like these are the right tags #everyone else is pretty much just mentioned like one time

[zazu75]

Darius in a Coffeeshop AU? Why, yes. And no. And also, Miguel.

So @theynanigans has a lot of the octopath characters in their sims game. and they have Darius and Miguel married. And Miguel is a criminal. and Darius is a barista. And it was hilarious.

And then this was born, less than 24 hours later.

Rated M, if i ever actually write it, but i wont get into much M parts here. also tw for abuse, violence, smoking, drugs, death, and terrible customers.

ok so it goes something like this:

Darius has been out of jail, but not for long, and has a job as a barista

he gets this problematic regular at his shift that drinks half their coffee order then comes to the front and is like "i ordered hot coffee this is scalding"

and darius cannot win. if he says no, the manager yells. if he says yes, the manager yells

that day however he's saved by the customer behind the asshole who essentially calls them out and tells them to F off

Darius is grateful, becuase he was ready to explode and he would have 100% lost his job

it's miguel. they flirt. Darius thinks it over quick and figures sure, yeah, he can be perceptive of it

especially when miguel asks to buy him a coffee

he figures he might as well tell him when he gets off and sees where it goes from there

(darius works opening or morning shifts and h a t e s it)

Miguel goes and gets him coffee from a very fancy place, greets him with it as soon as he steps out of the shop

darius is very pleased

and so it goes

coffee, hang out and chat, get to know each other

he likes miguel, he realizes. he cant use him, but he gets him fancy coffee and it is practically a reason to live right now

(and he realizes the store he works at sells really shitty coffee)

they both have a similar sense of humor and when darius casually drops the "cant go there, it violates my probation" in a conversation, migeul doenst bat an eye

instead the next day he brings the food they were talking about and outright says "this is a date now"

darius find himself oddly charmed, especially since this guy will buy him whatever, but at the same time

"fine, what's your angle? you can afford great coffee. There's no way you hang out here for the coffee"

"i saw you through the window, you were hot, and i wanna get in your pants" is the reply

darius laughs

he agrees

and they wind up as… something

darius gets coffee and fraps and a reason to look forward to the end of the shift and he cant complain much

anyways, enter erhardt, the probation officer. darius has to give an update. erhard is too smart for anyone's good. he kinda figures out miguel is trouble with a capital T and tells Darius that he's risking his probation like this and to break it off

darius hates this but also he doesnt want to go back to jail

he hates that place

its the whole reason hes trying to do better

it doesn't help that jail reminds him of before, when his old gang left him for dead after therion humiliated him

he still doesn't know who called the ambulance but he didn't want to die. doesn't want to die. doesn't want to go back to jail

so he texts miguel tells him not to come back

and miguel is "fine sure, text me when you snap"

darius lasts one week. one

the problematic regular is a lot harder to deal with, without something to look forward to, and in the end he explodes on them, calls htem names. the manager comes out ot try and save face but he yells at the manager too. a huge fight in the middle of the store. gets fired. throws his apron at the manager and storms off

erhardt is on his face before he reaches home. he gets an earful and he is so pissed.

he walks right out of where his "area bundaries" for the probation is

gets himself fancy coffee

realizes that its expensive af, how did miguel afford it?

then sits down on a bench and figures out how hes gonna text miguel

becuase he cant say "i got fired" that sounds so weak

so instead he makes a demand "get alcohol and meet me at my place"

miguel just replies with a winky face

anyways theyre on each other as soon as miguel steps into his place

it is a wild few hours because darius has no fucks to give that day

which makes him also speak up as miguel is gathering his things to leave

"what's your angle? you can afford so much shit. you have a motorcycle. you're not even mad i ghosted you a week."

Miguel just shrugs "you're hot"

"cant be it." Darius sits up, studies him. "You're recruiting."

miguel smiles like the devil and so help him, darius likes it

"drugs?" "no." "fraud?" "no"

he keeps guessing, much to miguel's amusement, until miguel fesses up

arms dealer

darius just flops back down in bed "i dont do well with weapons"

"yeah, your probation officer would hate it"

"no, i'll shoot someone as soon as they annoy me"

miguel laughs "i wouldnt have you working with the weapons. shipping, moving things around. that kind of thing"

"does it pay better than a barista and do i have to put up with idiots" "you'd be part of the idiot crew" exaggerated sigh "just great"

"so, gonna tattle on me?" "no. fuck erhardt" "id rather you fuck me" uproarious laughter

"so how do i sign up?" "you sure you want to? you said you were in for theft and i havent seen you steal anything."

deep, exaggerated sigh, "top left drawer"

and miguel is just !!!??? those are all my things??

(im thinking miguel smokes and darius steals his lighters every time)

a very smug "yep" a very impressed "i'll be damned"

anyways. a week later, after erhardt has said his pieces, so he has no reason to suspect darius is up to anything, darius packs a bag, leaves his phone behind after he deletes miguel's contact info and all of their conversations, and heads out

he crashes in on miguel's couch in a very impressive apartment

(i dont think it needs to be told he didnt actually ever sleep on the couch wink wink nudge nudge)

it takes him a week to get into the business. another to get the hang of it

three to go from "one of the idiots" to "in charge of the idiots, because he keeps you guys moving"

another three to have enough money to move out

and another 6 to be directly under miguel's rank

and 3 days to decide that maybe miguel has outlived his usefulness and maybe darius can go over his head

but miguel's phone is password protected and darius tries to snoop a few times

but he gets caught quickly

miguel laughs at his attempts. "i had a feeling, after all"

darius decides, shit, fight time. but miguel is stronger, which isnt a surprise

the surprise is how fast miguel is

darius wonders if he's gotten weaker. hes scared. and miguel looks downright dangerous

but miguel pins him to the wall after a well placed punch and laughs at him

"i know your type" he says "the ones who act tough because they're terrified"

"too scared to rely on anyone or be vulnerable. just use people and then get rid of them. i know you."

darius tries to protest, but miguel kisses him quiet "now shut up and listen. we dont have to be nice. we dont have to be romantic-like. we dont even have to be friends. but there's a line. you dont cross that line. if you do, i kill you. you got it? so you do your job, i do mine, and this?" he presses close "can be here or not. it's whatever."

"got it?" he asks when darius doesnt answer. and darius is scared. terrified. because this is a dangerous man

and he thinks, i wonder if gareth was this scared of me and i wish therion was here, because he'd force him to back off

but ultimately, he nods

miguel moves away and tells him to go clean his face and fuck off

and darius leaves, dizzy with a lot of thoughts

and he keeps thinking, everyone was scared of him, but gareth cared. and he did worse. and gareth and therion both came back, until they didnt.

and he thinks he's terrified. but its a good job. better than the bs erhardt had put him through

and he thinks but the sex is good and he buys me coffee

and he wonders, if that's why they kept coming back

and he wonders, if thats why he goes back an hour later to miguel's and falls into bed with him

he resolves to try again. slowly. take his time. in the meantime, he can enjoy this

he would get his revenge

he resolves to that, while it crumbles

because he has a good position. the people who work under him dont care about him, but theyre scared of him and terrified of miguel

and after that initial fight, miguel is practically back to normal, though a bit more guarded about the trade secrets

and its good. he lives in a decent place and can afford nice things and its better than he's had it.

he keeps this up and he can retire early

and it is good. and he likes it and he hates it. he doenst want to be under anyone.

but it lasts. and it doesnt last

because that's how darius' life is. nothing good lasts for him

therion didnt last. gareth didnt last. the gang didnt last. so of course this doesnt last.

miguel comes to him one night. hes bleeding everywhere

he laughs at darius' shock. "we got set up"

darius looks at him and say "we have to get you to a hospital"

"no, they're looking everywhere for us"

so darius tries his best. he is not a doctor or a medic or any good at anything

and miguel is not doing good. hes doing bad.

he has to go to a hospital

but theyll both go to jail

darius never wants to go to jail again

but miguel will die

and he tells himself he doenst care. its fine. he can take his place.

but miguel is getting worse and worse and darius just cant handle it

so he leaves their phones and wallets behind after he calls a taxi and forces the poor driver to take them to the hospital

and when asked for an address, he puts his old address

because the new one is too incriminating

and he waits

and waits

and he doesnt leave the waiting room

its hours later, the er is moving slow, but the treatment is a success

but whatever they gave miguel to keep him down did not

the man is disoriented and cant feel any pain and he is freaked out because no hospitals

he punches a doctor, grabs a scalpel, takes a kid as a hostage

darius hears the commotion, hears miguel yelling, and goes in

he yells at Miguel, tells him to put the kid down, tells him to take him hostage. and miguel is listening, because he knows darius, because he's disoriented and scared and he knows darius

and darius is getting him to calm down, and miguel lets go of the kid, and then the security guard shoots him

(im going off america and yes, security guards would have guns)

there's screams, people rushing around. many people run to the kid. darius runs to miguel

miguel sees clearly, past the pain, he looks at the very horrified darius with a smile, like he's seeing him for the first time in his life reaches a hand to cup his cheek

then passes out

doctors and nurses take miguel away. darius is pushed back out to the waiting room. he sits in a chair, all bloody, and waits

but erhardt is there. he gives him paper towels to clean up.

"I'm not leaving" "you are" "No I'm not, not until i hear news about Miguel" "I told you he was trouble" "fuck you. I'm not leaving." "fine then," erhardt says and sits beside him

its not long after that a doctor comes out

black hair, silver stripe, deep frown. "anyone here for a Miguel?"

darius bolts to his feet and to the doctor

"I'm sorry," the doctor says

Darius roars. all he sees is fury, rage, hurt. he moves to pounce on the doctor but Erhardt pins him to the wall and cuffs him

he wont stop struggling, wont calm down, even as he's dragged out and shoved into the back of a police car

and then the car drives off and he's still yelling every expletive he knows. until he runs out of words and cries

and he remembers, he hasnt cried since he got stabbed and left for dead. and he remembers, he hasnt cried since he ran away from home.

and he wonders if he made Therion cry. if he made gareth cry

and he thinks of the way miguel looked at him after he was shot. and he wonders what miguel was thinking. and he feebly wishes its the same thing he was thinking

i love you

----- END

#zazu writes #octopath traveler #coffeeshop au #darius #miguel twinspears #angst #violence #tw #i dont even know i liked these guys for fun at first and then i fell headfirst into rarepair territory #please if anyone has ship content for them #pleaase share #oh year erhardt is here #however you spell his name lmao

[dancingisdangerouss]

I read both your and their fiction and I can tell the difference.. Hope this won't get her any hate cause there's always one person who crosses the line and still sends hate.. idk why mentioning her name was necessary..I mean with what purpose? This is by no means hate I really like your work and I've started with BA after finishing ITB please don't get me the wrong way! 🌅

I didn’t in the beginning because I was hoping she would stop, but…I’ve been compiling a list of words, phrases, writing structures, and plot points that are the same, and I’ve realized I’m not being paranoid. There are words that I’ve never seen used in any other fic, or very rarely.

I don’t want her to get hate, but I also don’t think it’s right to not call it out, since it happens to people a lot and I feel like it should be addressed when it happens. I actually don’t mind if people want to base their writing style around mine—it’s flattering—but not giving me credit is hurtful. So I don’t want anyone to be cruel, or for her to give up on writing (it’s a huge coping skill for me and my trauma!), but I also feel like people should be aware.

One or two wouldn’t strike my notice, but there are so many I’ve found. It got to a point where I couldn’t deny it, and it upset me to think that anyone would use my style of writing…I’ve been copied a lot in the past and it’s a crappy feeling; I really didn’t want to say anything because I don’t want hate her way or my way, but I also don’t think it’s right to let it slide.

The more I’ve sat down and compared, the more I’ve found. I’m actually making a list for anyone who’s interested…Her plot started the same as mine but deviated into her own thing, so yeah, they’re different—but aside from the writing itself, there were several scenes that were eerily similar.

You don’t have to believe me, but I’m actually feeling relieved that I found so much to back up my case, because I don’t feel crazy anymore. I thought I was being hella paranoid, but I’ve read a lot of Grabber fics and they all have unique writing styles and plots that I don’t blink an eye at. So I’m actually feeling a lot better because I’m 100% sure now.

And no worries, I’m not going to get mad for you feeling like I shouldn’t have said anything, you’re being nice about it (which is more than I can say for the anti grabberxreader assholes 🙄), so I don’t mind. I also appreciate that! This is the first time I’ve gone this deep into a fic—I’ve done writing since before I can remember, but this is the first fic I haven’t abandoned, so it means a lot to me 💚

#penny for your thots #asks #anon #into the black #black acres #I mean I’m crazy in other ways for sure #but I’ve found enough now to sufficiently feel comfortable with my concerns #I blocked but unblocked bc I don’t want to be petty or take away the chance for communication #but hdjdjdjd I’m stressed

[the-firebird69]

I'm here to say get what you're saying. We are trying and all the stuff and world war and we can't get away with anything but if I don't move this year I don't know if I can make it yeah I'm trying to push for it you're right so I got this long

I think you'll have his ships up and you're saying he's going to fight them and they'll be disabled right on time and it's true if he gets his ships up because the suit of empire might have them fight in an arm it. And the empire might have to do it

Okay so that makes sense I'll make it even if it's another year I see you're trying yeah it's hardship I do follow what you're saying it's very gross and I'll be okay yeah I can hear them

Hera

You hear them saying that heated up we hear them say it and we are getting ready we are in position the pseudo empire has 200 billionaire and we have 300 billion and they're sending the force of 100 billion and it is the minority warlock no Macklemore and they got ships out no. They have some remaining and it's about $700 billion still they've been losing battles and they were above that they had a lot of shifts believe it or not they said they're honest absolutely like okay they're still huge assholes forget that and we also have a lot of ships in the wings nearby they're close to position 100 billion we can handle quite easily and we do have a system and it works very well. We do hear what they're planning to do as well and we'll talk to her we don't want it out right now that's sweet has about 300 billion of Trump's ships 50 of which are headed this way and 250 will remain but he is going to go to Titan and he's going to try and go to his ships. At this time. Now the fleet of ships it's not that small that you see the video and in the video you can see some others and the distance but we think it's 1/3 of what it is now so we shall see what happens but they might get in a fight in the rings and it couldn't be starting now they need to restart their shifts to do so they will probably end up voltarizing ships that arrive there. We hear them heat up some weapons we are firing and the pseudo empire is firing there are other ships and they're hitting them and a lot of them are angry saying they're doing the wrong thing tell the truth there kind of all up to it a little but they're sick of their technique of just trying to drive there so they're hitting them very hard and there is a group that's advancing it's the pseudo empire and they're 200 billion of them and there are only about 50 billion ships left and they want to salvage as many as possible this small fleet will be out in moments and then hit again they're at 25 billion and that's a lot of firing they're moving in again and they're going to be out in minutes or seconds they're actually done they're all done and they're checking but here it is we are detecting 200 billion heating up and we are preparing and reloading and moving warships in as is the pseudo empire and they're moving $200 billion plus forward to meet the other 200 billion which is down to 180 and they will put up a front we do know the game. That they plan to go after their own ships and Titan but they're sitting 200 billion more out of those 200 billion is 100 billion trumpsters and really they will have only $150 billion left out of this fleet they have another fleet with about 600 billion and another one with about 300 billion and those are warlock cleats in about half our trumpsters they think they can beat them easily then geez so we are preparing for war with them and it's going on now and the pseudo empire is having a war with them and defeating them.

We have horses discuss we have more to discuss that is and we will get to it and momentarily

Savage oppress

Oh good I feel better and I see what you're saying this could be it and he could be out and it will help me move then there's the other one can't move his crazy people around and it would work for me and he says I'm trying to do it I had something to do it and I just see that hey there kind of telling me what you're doing probably there now there's a few things we need to know about we need to know what this guy is up to it's very evil and he's stealing stuff doesn't seem to care people are attacking him and it's a curiosity no it's more than that he says people are digging it's going to come out eventually but it looks like he's just going to run up there he's trying to to try and hit something here and people think that it might be here in Florida cuz he's down there and they did see what he's doing and my husband says that and Olympus says they know what he's doing and they're going after it. And he intends on blowing up everybody here and leaving our son here too and that's what he said and he wants to hit Venus and he's a dead man and we're going to kill him and that was Olympus. So I do see what you're saying the guy is a fruit cake and he spent it before and I have to and people will get rid of him and he is going to die and he tries to start a war between the two kinds by harmonious and more. So what we say and it's Olympus as he's been trying for a while it's not as straightforward as him just trying to hit here he'll try and threaten for us to leave and she will try and threaten for you to leave but eventually you said I'll probably just hit him and what we say is we're going to hit you and advertise our nozzles and we will have time yet fire it off Tony F will fire it off no that's why it looks like a computer because the guys in that s*** yeah he's an insane piece of crap and he's going to die relatively soon there are few things that he's doing here that indicate that he's spent and we're on it Olympus says. So I feel much better and I see what's happening. There are other things going on. And this huge wars and so forth and I'm wondering when his situation is going to change his status is terrible

Hera

Is going to change soon and we have a lot of stuff coming out that you guys worked on and he says it'll be a lot of fun for you and she says it'll be more fun if you could do something now he just looks at it and they make fun of him. And we are young and we get that. So we're looking at doing stuff and it's coming out pretty good it seems that these two are in the way of everything they are and cheeseman in the rest of it Trump's and they're checking out. The empire has a plan to hit the head guys to try and cause trouble and they have Jason do a lot of it and they have Tommy F do a lot of it and it doesn't work so I guess we don't care about it and it causes a little chaos but they're trying to get rid of them and it will make it more sane. And we do have a timetable in your aware of it it might even be as soon as today or tomorrow for Trump and his son and of course the Sun dies first when he goes up to Moonraker for the last time he is incinerated and he went against him and you can see it and he ruined it so it's not for no reason and as he's leaving he looks like Pat and Dave said he figured it out and it says good so that's handled. There are a couple of other things that people should know about this guy Trump and Tommy F have been duking it out very seriously but Trump is delinquent everywhere he just puts his body in the way the pseudo empire fights them off for real as a change and it's going to be pleasant they will also push the ship off because they're going to be fighting over Titan and Tommy f will still have a force after the pseudo empire fights these ridiculous idiots but it looks like Trump is going to fight Tommy F first he's getting his stuff ready and it ships and he has like 500 billion. They are going to move into position and begin fighting shortly and yeah today is Holocaust remembrance Day and it is who Charlie Manson is that's the former character and he did shoot cheesman who was posing as Hitler. But not for was played by a few people but not for long and they're holding him in prison so he really gets mad now it seems like it goes on these days and really the movie list of movies they might happen with Trump but people think it's going to be over pretty soon but then it gets thrown out it gets drawn out so we think that the scenario is similar to what we outlined at one point and it's true it has to do with the stone chips and she doesn't like those things and he says we will get our own protection out then so she's going to get the green light for that and we almost demanded and we know what we're doing with those things too and of course you have to have backup systems thorium balls inside and more and we will return with more news shortly

Olympus

Thor Freya we did help say the bottom portion

We're at war and we're blocking them and there is another contingent of $200 billion ships heading that way towards Venus we are intercepting that leaves only 300 billion in that grouping there's about four or five other groupings and they're 300 to 500 billion and their Max warlock as they are going to start sending groups from each towards Venus the pseudo empire is gearing up and will offend them off and they're going to start sending to Titan and the tower ships and they had a low and I need the power and it needs a tightening and so forth and that's what they're going for and ordinance here is being pulled out and devices all over Florida on the pseudo empire started doing it and a lot of people are now and he's trying to get me to get permission to take it all out and we'll have to become much more aggressive with certain people sorry to do that she wants to trigger off so we can protect ours I hear them saying that's good and they have a scheduled encounter but I'm looking to accelerate it and I do appreciate that

Savage opress and we need to try and get our percentage of safety up there

I do hear you all and I am requesting that we start recruiting right now on our channels and we get that done we need to get people in right now

Zig Zag

We have several projects that are coming online and we need to hire people and we need people running those projects to put out what you need for people my husband says you want to put out what you need to man it at three times what it is now or four times so you can train them and they're doing it now

Hera

We have a lot of stuff coming online the humbug is coming out. And it is a huge success on Australia and our son and daughter knew about it but it's coming off of Australia and there's a couple of small four wheel or all wheel drive SUV that they use and they stopped using the Volkswagen for real there there are no porscheets out there and he says why does it go faster since it's really simple you can see it if you try to make one or try to figure out how to make one so Brad looked at it this morning and said you're right that thing's going to haul ass so he's doing it on a 150 horsepower VW he says he says he knows the technique when he has when he can make molds off of and it probably is the plastic cuz it just is so much easier and he says this is going to be so cheesy but awesome and it's going to hurt and that our son says something funny just put the shell over it he started laughing and said I wonder if I can actually do that cuz people don't have cut into it and mess it up and stuff since it's only a couple things you have to do with the trunk and the hood and you can do plants on the doors to make a match up it's really a weird idea you can take the couldn't trunk out and it covers and he goes and just gain weight but you wouldn't have to put in a frame so you're like making up for it and it comes out to can you make him so they stick on and just different panels and he says it's really going to come down to that is a perfect opportunity be like the space shuttle it might be better just to put it over it but it might not fit so like you take the corner panel corner panels like this stupid remedies and it might fit with the rest of it on there cuz he sounded laughing and said it's like this half ass job but it's a lot easier so he's going to check it out cuz it might work that way do we agree it might once you take off those funny round fenders and the hood off and the trunk off it's like the life cycle he didn't believe it they put it together and said this thing is the fastest thing on Earth and those stupid wheel wells way more than the rest of the damn thing. You guys are in high gear this is a perfect vehicle is the Volkswagen for down there and he says it's like this name they used to give it he remembers it too it's like volksporsche and he says I don't really have time for this and it sounds really cool and people think that the Germans got together with the Germans and they're just making a new vehicle that's actually a Volkswagen because Porsche is not making volume cars and it says okay so he thought about something you take the fender off in the front and you take the stupid wheel wells off you have new tires front and back and take the hood in the trunk and you just attach the thing and it would work there's a way to attach it to the body and he said this is like the dumbest idea I've ever heard but it will probably work the best can you hook it on with a fenders were and tie it into the front windshield and you never even know his little body work you have to do and he says that you might not have to do body work it might be a matter of that area there would be an adhesive plant on portion of the attachment this is wow that's making me feel better about it it really would work people are saying it in the background so he's going to go ahead and do that and it's a great idea huge numbers of people are getting up to go to the caverns huge it is a massive day and it was coming up anyways but he asked Apollo to get on it and he is and his wife and his counterparts from heaven's side Hera's side and that's what he calls it

They have a lot to report in Virginia back to it later

Olympus

I needed you and you're there and you heard it and you lied to and you're trying to figure it out and you said these people are so stupid it's hard to tell what they're doing and I understand now you can't figure out what's going on out there from what they're doing and they've got power and backing from the max so I'm going to help you today and he says I do it everyday but not to say that it's always there so I get it. And I can tell you you're angry is Jolene and it was about that girl or whatever she is and there was a lot of threats and pressure and has to do with her name too and there's a lot of devices around and we weren't getting things going and Duke nukem Blockbuster has a gift for you and it's going to help out and of course it's good so I thank you my husband and I appreciate it and you should rest

Hera