thats-me-a-nobody

[thats-me-a-nobody]

Just a thought... 🤷🏻

F1: You know how much our friendship changed over the years?

F2: How much?

F1: Let me explain to you with an example.

When we became friends, we were traveling on the same road. You were riding on a cycle and I was riding on a scooty (this difference is not financial, but some other factor). But despite being in different vehicles, we were adjusting according to the other. We didn't let each other go. We were the happiest we've ever been because we were together.

But, after some time, a lot of things changed. You changed because you met new people and you liked your new life. But I was still the same for you. You upgraded yourself according to others and for yourself. You were now traveling on a bike alongside me. We were still together and we still made time for each other as much as we could. We were happier but not the happiest. Still, we didn't let each other go anywhere.

But, some more years later, due to a lot of mishappenings and incidents in your life, you built a wall around your heart and yourself. You changed a lot due to pain and broken heart, and I couldn't get to you anymore, no matter how much I tried to come closer to you. You upgraded your lifestyle a lot now. You like a fast-paced life and surround yourself with people with whom you can have fun. We are still trying to go on the same path, but it's getting too hard to hold onto us. Because as much as I want to hold onto you, I know I'd get hurt whenever you'd let my hand go. I used to be your safe place, but now it feels like you've put a lock around that safe place, and I couldn't get to you anymore.

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[thats-me-a-nobody]

Once upon a time, I took a wrong turn unintentionally And now, my life has changed completely

Maybe it was written in my fate Maybe that's why I'm getting everything so late

Maybe I should trust the timing But how could I when everything's so overwhelming?

I wish I could know who I am gonna be Because this person doesn't feel like the real me

I don't know when I will figure my life out Because right now, my mind is full of uncertainties and doubts

Maybe one day, all these years would be a forgotten memory But till then, how am I gonna carry on without losing myself completely?

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[thats-me-a-nobody]

I still think...

I still think about the time when we became best friends I thought that our bond will never bend

But as time passed by, I realized that I was only feeding my heart with all these lies

'Cause everything's changed and nothing's the same Do you even feel anything when you hear my name?

I know we are still close to each other And I still call you my best friend forever

But I don't want this distance to affect us anymore So, can I still get to know you better like before?

'Cause you're still the one I could never let go And you're one of the best people I've ever got to know.

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The demons inside my head are haunting me telling me that I would never be free

Maybe they're right or maybe, they're not But somehow, they never leave my thoughts;

Sometimes, I wish I could leave them be Because they don't make any sense to me

But sometimes, they leave me speechless And I find myself in an endless mess

But, how do you let go of that voice who's always telling you that you don't have any choice

But, to be lesser than who you ought to be Because you destroy everything you touch completely

So tell me, how can I scare away this demon from my mind? Because it's getting too hard to leave these voices behind

I'm getting tired of playing this game again and again Because my heart couldn't take any more pain

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[thats-me-a-nobody]

Would you tell me whenever I did something wrong?

Would you hold me whenever I did not feel so strong?

Would you still love me when I'm a mess?  

Would you be alone with me in my loneliness?

Would you make me smile whenever I get sad?

Would you scare away the demons in my head?

Would you still care if I blew up at you occasionally?  

Would you still want to be with me when I hurt you unintentionally?

Would you be patient if I took the time to open up?  

Would you still find a reason to stay if I told you to give up?

Would you sit with me in the dark if I couldn't fight anymore?  

Because I would do everything for you and then some more.

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It wasn't any special day but just an ordinary day in the midsummer afternoon, yet I still remember that day as it happened yesterday. I didn't know then that it was gonna be one of the most memorable and most embarrassing days of my life because of Him. He came into my life like a breath of fresh and cool air. (or maybe, it was the fact that I saw him first when I was entering the mall and he was exiting from there. 🤣)

Our eyes met at the entrance of the mall and I saw the most breathtaking eyes I've ever seen. But there was a pain in his eyes that I wished I could take away instantly because such amazing eyes didn't deserve any pain. (I didn't know then that only I could take away his pain 😟) But as the eye contact became too much, I averted my eyes from him to the ground. Only then did I realize that the reason for his pain was that I was standing on his toes. 🤦🏻‍♀️ I couldn't meet his eyes again and I ran away from him as fast as I could with my little legs. That day couldn't be more embarrassing for me. 🤦🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️

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[thats-me-a-nobody]

You said you trust me but it doesn't show

Because you're slowly letting me go

Why there is the distance between us lately?

Why aren't you saying anything clearly?

I'm waiting for you to come back to me

Because your ignorance is killing me slowly

I don't know what's going on with you anymore

Because nothing between us seems like before

Maybe I'm expecting too much

And sometimes being there for each other isn't enough

Because right now, I can feel us drifting apart

But remember that you'll always have a part of my heart

Maybe one day I'd just be a memory for you

And someday we'll find each other again out of the blue

So I'm holding onto you as long as you allow me to

Because I can never find somebody like you.

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I can feel it in my heart..

That every piece of me is falling apart...

And I don't know how to get through this...

Without taking a lot of risks...

Cuz I don't wanna be just an another girl..

Who doesn't know her worth in this world...

Cuz I wanna do so much more...

So I can't be still anymore...

But I don't know how to take the next step...

Cuz somehow I lost my journey's map...

So now I'm lost somewhere...

And here nobody really care...

Cuz nobody is listening to my pleading voice...

So I don't have any other choice..

But to take each step blindly...

In the hope that someday I'll reach where I'm truly meant to be...

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[thats-me-a-nobody]

It doesn't matter how much of a procrastinator she is; bcuz for him, she'll always be there on time.

It doesn't matter how much he hates confrontation; bcuz for her, he'll be the easiest person to read.

Love is not about finding a perfect person but it is about finding an imperfect person who is perfect just for you....

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[thats-me-a-nobody]

I can't find you..

Its like I'm losing you...

But it can't be true...

Cuz I never had you...

You pull me closer one day...

But then you just push me away...

So I can't figure you out...

And it's filling my mind with doubts...

So I'm calling it quits...

Cuz you've broken my heart to pieces and bits...

Now I want you out the door...

Cuz I don't care about you anymore...

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[thats-me-a-nobody]

Unthinkable Feelings

It's been so long..

Since I felt so strong...

But now I break down internally...

Everytime someone asks if I'm happy...

But they really don't wanna know...

And I hate to show...

What I'm feeling inside...

Cuz nothing ever feels so right....

Now I wonder

Is it time to surrender?

Cuz life is so keen on crushing me...

And I also want to give into my fears easily.....

But now my mind is full of doubts ..

And I'm freaking out...

Wondering if this is really the end.?

Cuz everything is slipping out of my hand...

But I wanna hold onto my last hope this time...

And maybe everything would turn out to be fine...

Cuz I can't bear to give anyone this lifelong pain...

So I'm giving myself a chance at life again...

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[thats-me-a-nobody]

This song/poem is for everyone who are trapped inside their mind due to all these 'voices' that tell you that you aren't enough... But I'm telling you don't listen to them because they don't always tell you the truth. So get up and start doing opposite of what these 'voices' say cuz I know you can do anything you want to. I'm also the same so maybe we can bond over this and I finally realized that I can turn my life around and I'm certainly on the way to live my dream life. Hope you'll start believing in yourself soon too... 😊💙👍🏻🙏🏻 and hope you'll like it too...

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[thats-me-a-nobody]

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[thats-me-a-nobody]

I am 25 and I have never been in love. That’s one of those facts that makes me Sit and stew and sigh like a dog on One of his off days.

I am 25 and I have never been in love. But I once drove twenty minutes to a Bakery to get my friend a cake for her 16th birthday with the face of her Favorite band on it. And she told me That was her favorite thing she’s ever Gotten and we watched fireworks all night.

I am 25 and I have never been in love. But I have held someone after a breakup As they cried and cried and cried, And gave them my favorite jam and tea And told them that if love is an anchor That means it is also a boat. You will find Your way to harbor again.

I am 25 and I have never been in love. But I have raised terrified kittens in my Bedroom. You let them sniff you first, You always let them sniff you, you put Out food, you don’t give chase. You wait. And one day they come to you. And sit on your lap and purr like A motor terraforming Mars itself.

I am 25 and I have never been in love. But I have picked myself up after all My worst days and given myself soup When I’m so sick I can’t stand And given myself cakes on the days I feel Like dead ashes and tape that’s lost its stickiness. I have licked my own wounds and healed my own Bruises, I have called myself beautiful Even when I don’t feel it.

I am 25 and I have never been in love. But maybe I have.

[thats-me-a-nobody]

What evryone wants is to get heard but they dont wanna listen to anyone else...

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[thats-me-a-nobody]

Everyone is lonely but with certain people they feel a little less alone...

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