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wanna go shopping w a fashion femme n she picks out a whole new section of my wardrobe.

she's running around the store looking at belts, shoes, shirts and pants, hurriedly handing them to me as she dashes from section to section when certain pieces catch her attention.

we make our way to the changing rooms to try the clothes on, countless hangers nestled in the crook of my arm and jackets hanging off my shoulders. her face lights up as she puts together different combinations, excitedly mumbling to herself, musings i can't quite seem to decode.

after every new outfit, she fusses over some small details like button position, and never fails to make me blush from her constant compliments.

men dni, this is about lesbians

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need to see. More studs, more brown butches, more asian butches- just more butches of colour. black and brown dykes built this community so why am i constantly seeing white?

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#real af #butches don’t forget a lot of us even gravitate toward butchfemme dynamics because of our impoverished roots and a consequential desire to support one another in ways that are sustaining and enriching to our livelihood # i promise money is the last thing a femme/butch is thinking abt when being courted by a butch hehe

Reminder to my fellow butches:

Remember that you don’t need to be swimming in cash to treat your partner right! Your time, your energy, your effort, and your love will always be enough to those who love you enough to appreciate it ♡

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thinking abt this b/f twitter discourse where i saw someone say if you aren’t prepared for the possibility of being alone for the rest of your life, you aren’t b/f. the discourse was abt the availability of partners being abysmal when you’re b+s/f. and the person was like (replying 2 a fem), “if you expect to easily be able to date butches/studs, you’re not b/f.” i don’t necessarily agree and think that person was being harsh 2 someone expressing their frustration with lesbian loneliness.

but, there is some truth to it! & i wld argue it’s not b+s/f specific but smthn lesbians & even queers in general experience.

i think oft abt being a transmasc femme and how my gender discount me from a majority of butches n studs dating preferences which hurts! cus it don’t matter how often it get said online that all femmes aren’t cis. or that non-cis femmes are loved. cus that don’t show up irl. like i have a gr8 community irl & online but romantically, the love is not! there and it make me feel like i will end up (romantically) alone fr. it make me sad 2 not b able 2 express my lesbianism romantically. add these feelings on top of my very strict standards of being blk4blk, t4t on top of wanting someone im actually attracted 2 and politically aligned with and the situation starts feeling hopeless.

not being able 2 express my lesbianism through romantic affection & s3x is getting old. might add onto this l8r.

#genderfckd rants #black lesbian #butch bait #lesbian desire #lesbian yearning #lesbianism #d00mdyke #nonbinary #butchfemme #studfemme #femme dyke #gender trouble

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Haven’t seen this pic of Kelela before I’m freaking out

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yawl yawl yawl yawlllllll omg…imagine!!! right…

me bent over twirling my ass while i hang onto a butches boots 4 support. n my butch is catching it and pulling me back firmly onto their bulge. they’re smacking my ass and rubbing my back. i need this so bad

tag: derrty dyke

men & minors dni

#butch bait #black lesbian #lesbian desire #lesbian yearning #lesbianism #butchfemme #studfemme #black femme #nsft lesbian #derrty dyke

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so what tumblr butchdyke wan 2 b my first victim & offer up their natal chart for a reading where ill tell you abt yourself, how much i need you, and how much we cld change the trajectory of each others lives??? any takers???

#astrology #femme dyke #butch dyke #butchfemme #black lesbian #natal chart #birth chart #astrodyke

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jus added this 2 pinned but my dms & asks r open 4:

• casual chats, questions, commentary

• flirting

• venting, support

• friendship

• you can also ask me 2 elaborate on anything i discuss here & 4 reading sources that talk more abt it.

• open to reading charts (astrology)

jus b respectful & we’re good :))

#black lesbian #nonbinary #black queer #black femme #butchfemme #vent #free dyke writes

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From (TV Series 2022-) Poster retrieved from The Movie Database. https://www.themoviedb.org/tv/124364-from/images/posters

very into horror & the show that most has my attn right now is ‘from’ (2022-present). it’s abt a family who gets stuck in a small town that is terrorized by monsters that come from the forest. (v vague 4 what the show has 2 offer lolol) but, im most interested in it bc im upsessed with dissecting the world-building from a black transfeminist theory lens which makes the experience so much richer. i’m especially interested in what it says abt decoloniality + intentionally designed apocalyptic worlds as well as what it means to build a world upon principles of care vs survival.

there’s also some sacrificial mythicism going on that i can’t comment on too much yet bc it’s part of the pile of mysteries the show has yet 2 resolve in the first 2 seasons. but i wanna discuss the racialized implications of harold perrineau’s protagonist character “Boyd” being the sheriff in charge of the towns safety, slaughtering (of ppl who break the rules), and part of a sacrifice 2. it’s not often that we have a black man protagonist with this much power that takes on the nurturing role esp in an apocalyptic setting. but also wondering if that is an intentional part of the design, as in “everything goes” in this apocalyptic world (black men entrusted with the care of a whole town of yt ppl). he kinda reminds me of the father in Octavia Butler’s Parable of the Sower more thoughts 2 come on this.

tag: [s]vyn: on tv

#[s]vyn: on tv #tv commentary #horror tv #from tv #psychological horror #tv review

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doing a lot of dykeposting but will b posting more expansively abt my interests now! jus had a lot of black trans dyke related shit on my mind

tag: free dyke writes 4 gen posts

#black femme #black lesbian #transmasc femme #femme4stud #free dyke writes

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feeling like everyone who clocked me as a dyke when i was a kid was jus a lesbophobe (by this i mean they saw me subscribing 2 traditionally dykeish behavior & started mistreating me bc of it. but bc ive only ever had love & admiration 4 lesbians i couldn’t recognize the dykeish behavior, i was jus doin what made me comfy.) bc i thought i was normal !! which is why it wasn’t a big deal 2 me that i only wanted 2 swear sports bras & boxers n not shave and get an undercut and an eyebrow piercing like 😭

#growing up #black lesbian #black femme #growing up lesbian

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Formerly reminder to fuck all the way off my page if you don’t support trans fem butches. Those are my sisters, brothers,siblings whatever they would like to be called and I love them.

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switch in the sense that i will certainly lead my butch by the belt loops & i expect them to lead me by the scarf im using as a belt, tied loosely around my waist. the circle of life

#dykeposting #butchfemme #studfemme #black femme #femme4masc

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my pride will always lie in the fact that ima femme that sucks strap & packs! cawk & t!ts my gender 4sho

men & minors do not interact

#nsft lesbian #black lesbian #lesbian desire #black femme #femme4stud #lesbian eros

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wishing 2 share more of myself here. so here’s a pic of me being thee prettypoetfemme i am. this was for a day presented and led a workshop on poetic methods :))

these colors were so gorg 2gether & the belt >>

#black femme #black lesbian #femme4masc #femme4stud #butchfemme #studfemme #butch bait #libra rising #poetfemme #fat femme

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been thinking a lot abt how the woes of lesbian longing on social media have gotten caught up in the thralls of ytness. to elaborate, i would say most lesbians experience alienation on the basis of queer attraction (& gender fuckery for some of us) which boils down to misogyny + lesbiphobia. this manifests through faulty community networks or — ostracism +/mistreatment from family, friends, romance, work relationships, and other support systems which is “punishment”(read: part of the oppression designed and assigned by the cisheterosexual-patriarchal regime)for decentering men.

but, i would also say: while most-all lesbians experience longing (of irl community, friends, lovrs, familial-like ties. xpression of desire, increased opportunities for romance, friendship, presentation & expression free of homophobic+transphobic ridicule, etc), some of us also experience disillusionment with our relationship to belonging in lesbian spaces bc our diasporic ties to race, religion, (dis)ability, transness and their simultaneous socio-political affect. the ways our experiences of oppression interlock into a form that taints our ability to enjoy lesbian spaces is smthn that needs regular attention. like dressing and checking on a fresh wound.

i say allat 2 say, my experience of longing is so distant from the longing that has been popularized on social media. specifically, lesbian yearning 2. my loneliness is far more lonely.

i long for my family 2 love my queerness as much as they love their blackness bc they are inherently related, to never be separated. i long for disability conscious lovers that don’t shame me for where i “lack” due to physical disabilities. i long for a lesbian social media experience that talks more abt fatness, transness, and lesbianism. i wish i had more fat femmes and fat studs + butches in my life. i wish i could be acquainted with that familiarity yt lesbians have in their unity, belonging. i wish lesbians from where im from weren’t terfs that attempt to separate transness from the black lesbian experience. i wish my race didn’t erase my nonbinary gender. i wish my nonbinary transmascness didn't erase my femmeness.

i wish my access to care was not reliant on belonging.

(tagging posts like this ‘genderfckd rants’)

#trans lesbian longing #lesbian yearning #lesbian desire #wlw yearning #sapphic yearning #black femme #black lesbian #disabled #butchfemme #lesbianism #queer theory #black transfeminist theory #genderfckd rants

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thought i needed a kiss but what i actually need is to sit in a mascs lap with my arms around their shoulders while i whisper sweet everythings into his ear and cup her face and repeatedly kiss their cheeks. i need to smile sweetly between kisses and look him in his eyes so he knows he isn’t dreaming. then mayb ill b saved. this cld be my salvation.

#butch bait #butchfemme #black femme #black lesbian #lesbian yearning #t4t lesbian #d00mdyke