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I think about him.
He keeps my thoughts and prayers in a box.
Her words swim around me.
The remaining residue of confusion penetrates my pores.
There always seems to be something more.
She looks at me with eyes of wonder.
This skin is too much to harbor.
This heart is to soft to withstand this glare of yours.
My eyes can reveal my lack of interest in you.
This mind refuses to forget your details.
Why must feelings impact the simple view of the way I should look at you?
Late nights holding your memory closer than I knew,
Pointing to my heart to explain that this is something new.
Funny.
You’re voice is muffled, your sentences slurred.
You left so easily after not wanting to lose me,
yet you didn’t really care..did you?
No matter. Not again will I fall this hard for something I don’t know anything about.
It’s not worth the headache if I’m going to hold myself through it all.
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I just want to lay in your arms and talk.
I wanted to be by your side always.
I found a way to mess that up.
You don’t want to be with me.
I get to finally live with this fact...
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Thinking if my family and every individual I have trusted with my darkest thoughts,
”If I were to take back every cigarette to replace each morning I saw your smile, would it have made a difference for the moment I got mad?”
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For some reasin
I keep hoping that it is me.
At the same time I know it couldn't be me.
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MENTAL HEALTH DIALOGUE IDEAS
Today (October 10th) is World Mental Health Day so here are some things that a character can say to another character who is struggling with mental illness:
“you can talk to me about anything”
“I don’t understand but I believe you”
“I’ll stay with you as long as you need me to”
“take a deep breath”
“do you want me to give you advice or do you just want me to listen?”
“you don’t have to go through this alone”
“I’ll check on you again tomorrow”
“you’re not broken”
“let’s take a five minute break”
“I love you no matter what your brain tells you”
“I’m always here if you need anything”
“please don’t talk that way about yourself”
“let me know if you ever need a ride to therapy”
“don’t forget to take your medication”
“it’s okay to ask for help”
“I’ll go with you for moral support”
“I don’t know how to help you but I can help you find someone who does”
“do you want to talk about it or would you like a distraction?”
“you’re safe”
“there is always hope”
(NOTE: Please be respectful and considerate when including mental illnesses in your writing. If you or anyone you know is struggling with mental illness, don’t be afraid to ask for help.)
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Professionally fucking myself in the intention to succeed is just another wonderful treat to behold.
The amount of dread that’s in my head and the smile I would share with a friend in spite of.
#positive thoughts#I messed up my resume on indeed and didn’t update the descriptions#yes I still sent out the shitty resume with no filled info to employers and expected an answer because I was stressed the fuck out#I really hope this giant situation is enough for me to get my shit together#lifestyle
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That time we rode in the back of a truck with your buddies and I got to get cozy with you was the best.
Even when you jumped out of it at a stop light to go to the other side to help someone push their vehicle when you felt they were struggling or just needed assistance.
My heart was full.
My eyes were closed.
The memory remained.
Yet I lost so much more...
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I miss you telling me stories in a loop and asking if you had told me already.
Sometimes I would say you did and other times I’d say you didn’t, just to see you feel comfortable enough to tell me about it.
I’d hang on the edge every time...no matter if I knew or not.
I miss you sweetheart..
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I keep thinking that maybe I had a chance, yet with everything I know, it couldn’t be me. I didn’t mean a thing.
I wish I could feel the same way about you.
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Passion: Falling in love with someone once they hate me. That’s the only way I know it’s real.
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You’re better off without me dear.
I can’t stand to watch you shed a tear.
From the toothy smile you glare and insinuate,
That my feelings aren’t rare to your tastes.
It doesn’t stir you, much less mix well.
This pull of mine is anything but towards your sins,
more so a reason mine have grown legs & a smile of their own.
I am psycho, harmless, toxic.
You’ve tried to tame me and forgot why I called less.
I am the nightmare of words with emotional ties to something more than I.
I am the chaos of what was meant to be said when everything is proposed to be misunderstand.
I am the silence that is dreaded once revealed to be the trickster in disguise even as the spell comes to life.
I am the moment lost when your sanity is not too far along.
So mistake me for the villain, disrupt my fortress.
I’ve only had one wish to stay in my lonesome.
#lifestyle#personal#me#bleeding out#the more I grow the more I remember#succubi#nymph#the playful creature that I am#watch and learn#growth#poetry#manifestation#unattainable#reckless#confident#bold#grueling#grit#anything you can do I can do better#sielence#meditation
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My Instagram feed is fierce as fuck and ready to throw hands.
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Everything that I use to like about you is the exact reminder of why I shouldn’t get too close without a full proof plan.
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It’s the final countdown when it comes to October 11th being the day of reckoning. I have doused you with a flavorful mess of my anxious behavior, even with practice I’ve shown you my teeth with nothing but animosity when you played with me.
Preaching these words of denial and rejection, you don’t care if I refuse to bear witness at your consistent love affairs.
You have disrupted my peace for the last time with broken conversations and unanswered questions. I am sure it was you that got my ex, your friend that desires me and dated me, to finally hate me along with an adversary to hate me with false accounts to subdue a beast.
You have used me for the last time and in this I can feel no more. I won’t let this be another defeat to my only feeling of loving you more by letting you be.
#fuck everything that is a mystery but I love that I found out when I did#your body knows once you come to peace with yourself
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