I was told, so I believed
I believed that the thing standing between me and being a good, successful, HAPPY person was my ability to think my thoughts away. That if I could only change my thinking I could make myself do or feel anything I preferred. In a way I still do believe that; compulsively with meaning to.
I work constantly to better understand why I do the things I do and feel how I feel. Convinced that in understanding my self, my every motivation, I will be able to control them.
Like a computer program, if I understand the block of code in font of me l can delete the things that are unnecessary or bogging the hard drive down.
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Taco Crimes
Donnie would absolutely blow a fuse if someone ruined their books with how sacred he was to that mint condition comic, and I’m sure Mikey thinks cooking is an art. Cross either of them and it’s hell to pay!
I read a lot of book series that had been handed down to me by my siblings, but you could really tell whose they were before based on their condition. One sibling left foodstains and dog ears, another left spine breaks and ripped paperbacks, and the final would threaten my life if I so much as dented a page. Such is life with shared things
I guess you could say those books were well loved, for better or for worse lol
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I am Bear Ylee, god of the two things I want, you and the other one.
I am Arran, god of the most important thing
EDIT: if y'all don’t wanna use your name use your username
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Being overstimulated is such a weird thing to explain to people. Like "hey sorry, I'm not mad at you and this is nobody's fault and I'm not blaming anyone for it happening, I am aware this is a part of regular everyday life but I am mentally crumbling because There Have Been Things Happening nonstop for 5 hours straight back to back with no breaks, and I really need to sit down in complete silence for like 15-25 minutes, after which I will be completely fine and can proceed as normal. But if I'm not allowed to have that, I will resort to violence."
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I’m on a strict nobody pick on my alert 🚨 I will cry and that would be awkward for both of us.
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accidentally caused myself to get a stomach ache by vividly imagining myself eating the burger i was planning on having for dinner tomorrow
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HIGHLY foreboding thrift store omen
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