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beom9yus · 7 months

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something new - h.k.

:hueningkai x afab!reader nsfw

: established relationship, hyuka in thigh highs, few mentions of referring him w girl features, its not a beom9yus fic without overstimulation, sub!kai, yn calling him puppy, goodboy, hyuka jerking off, sizes between two mentioned, pwp

word count: 2k

minors dni

You guys were in your bedroom, cuddling as you watched a movie, until you turned over to Kai and played with his hoodie strings. You guys had talked about wanting to try new things, but didn’t want to talk about the specifics of them, leaving it a surprise for the other person. Even if whatever new it was you guys had wanted to try was a surprise, you still had a code word if anything was too uncomfortable. And today you felt like trying something new.

“Kai?” You look up at your blond haired boyfriend.

“Yeah sweetheart?” You suddenly feel shy, trying to cover up the blush appearing on your cheeks. You dig your face into the soft cloth, “want you, wanna try something.” You feel the way he stops breathing for a second, chest feeling still, as he regains his composure and tells you that he wants to try too. You smile against him as you get up, telling him, “this is the part where you have to trust me, okay?”

He looks a little nervous now, but still responds, “I do.” You leave the bed and turn off the tv as walk away, now digging through the drawer, before looking back at him, “close your eyes Kai, I’m serious.” He does as he’s told, breathing getting a little heavier. “Stand up.” He gets up, eyes still closed as he feels your hands around the waistband of his sweatpants, suddenly feeling cold air hit his legs as you slowly pull them down. “Sweetheart?” He almost opens his eyes, eyebrows stuck together as he keeps his eyes shut. You look up from your position, “don’t open your eyes Kai.”

You push him softly so he sits down on the edge of the bed, taking off both his boxers and sweats. He was waiting for you to touch him, but that moment didn’t come.

Instead, he felt the way you move another piece of soft clothing up his legs, making him sit up a little as you let go of it, and what he guesses as some type of underwear, now on him. He drags his slender fingers onto the underwear wanting to feel it, trying to figure out if he was right. You lightly slap his hand away. “Not yet.”

“Oh. Sorry…” he breathes out.

He’s sitting still against the soft cushioning of the bed as he waits for your next move. He feels the way his cock is pressed up against his lower belly, feeling constrained. You grab the next garment, and you smile to yourself as you watch the way the thigh high rides up his leg, watching as it sits into place on his thigh, seeing the way it hugs his pretty skin. He just slowly breathes out, mouth slightly opened and eyes still closed, feeling the way your smooth hands slightly touch his legs as you raise the sheer and thin socks as high as you can.

You get up, admiring his pose. He had his arms stretched out behind him, holding on to the bed for balance, while his long legs were slightly separated, his slightly hard length poking out of the pink lacy underwear that clearly didn’t fit him. “You’re really so cute,” you coo, acting like you weren’t affected by the sight of him. “Can I open my eyes please?” You say yes, grabbing his hand as you take him to your body length mirror, placing the chair from your vanity in front of it and sit him down on it.

He opens his eyes and gasps from the sight of what he was wearing. He sees the way the thin socks are hugging his thighs, making his pretty and plush skin look plump above the seam where they ended. He trails his eyes up, pupils landing on the underwear. He thickly swallows and blushes at the sight of his weeping cock hardening even more when he sees how he looks. He’s turning his head to the side. He liked it, but he was too afraid to confess. You’re behind him, watching how he reacts to your surprise. Acting like he isn’t even more turned on by the undergarments you put on him, he quietly whispers, “Y/n..this is embarrassing..”

You smile, “oh? But you look so nice Kai,” you say sweetly. Still wearing his blue hoodie, you lift it up with one hand, feeling his tummy with the other, dragging your hand lower down on his soft skin, acting like you were going to touch his weeping cock, before pulling your hand away. He lets out a broken whimper, wanting you to touch him. “I know you like this Kai, tell me. Tell the truth.” You’re looking at him through the mirror, still seeing his reactions.

His face flushing, wanting to see how you react, he lies. “I-I don’t..” you know he’s lying. You remove your hand from his stomach, instead rubbing it between his thighs. He holds back a mewl that’s about to come out of him as you lightly run your middle finger around the bulge of the underwear, where his base is pressing against the cloth. He sucks in a deep breath, closing his eyes. “I know you’re lying, Kai. Don’t be bad, just tell me.”

You grab his cock suddenly, and he lets out a short yelp, before lightly moaning as you thumb over his slit, spreading his precum around the tip. His body is buckling up, moans getting louder. You let go of it, hearing a desperate whine leave his mouth. “Y/n, please…”

Acting dumb, you ask him, “please what?”

“Please touch me, please.”

You press the tip of your index finger on his head, “tell me what you really think then, or you’re staying like this.” He bit his lip before confessing. “I like this. I like the way the underwear and thigh highs look and feel on me, I like the way you’re talking to me. I love it.” You giggle at his confession, before a little evil idea sparked in your head. “Jerk off, and look at yourself while you do it in the mirror. I’ll tell you when to stop, but if you come without my permission at any time, this is over.” He looks like he’s about to cry from embarrassment, “Anything but that..p-please y/n. That’s..”

You scoff, “what? It’s what? Embarrassing? Don’t act like you don’t do it. I know when I’m gone and you can’t have me, you fuck your hand wishing it was me, don’t be shy now, pervert.” He cries at your words, knowing everything you say is true. “Come on baby, I know you want to. If you don’t, forget about me letting you fuck.”

Finally convinced, he shakily sighs as he reaches his hand down to his cock, pushing the underwear down a little, finally wrapping his hand around it, letting out a heavy sigh as he thrusts up into his fist. “You’re so good Kai, I love good boys like you.” He whines at your words, closing his eyes as his head slowly swings back. You use your pointer fingers and thumbs to play with his cute pink nipples, loving all of his reactions. He thrusts his chest forward, moaning, “aw, you’re like a girl, you like the way I play with your tits baby?” He felt the way that sparked something in his stomach, his hand now fucking himself faster, he can only cry out, “d-don’t call them tits.”

Smiling and whispering against his ear, “you say that, but you’re jerking yourself off more because of my words, I can see through you, you love this.” You grab his pecs now, squeezing them as if they were boobs, switching between playing with his nipples and fondling the plush skin with your hands. Seeing his eyebrows furrow down to his closed eyes as he moans, you remind him, “I said, watch yourself.”

Kai opens his eyes almost automatically, half lidded watery eyes seeing the way his hand was moving while on his cock, his tip a dark pink and messy with precum. His thighs jiggling from the movements above them. You grab one, squeezing down. He loves the way the thigh highs look, all pressed down against his skin, sheer fabric still letting his skin underneath show. His body is shaking as he fucks into his hand, seeing the way he twitches at the action. You try not to seem bothered, yet wanting nothing but to fuck him silly until he can’t think of anything but you.

You can tell he’s getting close, his moans getting louder, and he’s thrusting his hips up more. You see his chest start heaving before you remove his hand from his cock. He lets out a loud cry from the way you stopped him from reaching his orgasm. “P-please, please, I was so close y/n. Touch me. Touch me, touch me please.” You pretend to think for a moment, feigning consideration. He feels your hand warmth as you pretend you’re going to touch him, seeing the way his cock twitches, but instead lifting the underwear up to cover his length again.

“hmm..no, I don’t think so.” Tears fall down his face as he bucks his hips up into nothing, wanting to cum so bad. “Shh, don’t cry baby, come over here.” You grab his hands as you take him towards your shared bed, him walking behind you, sniffling as if someone just scolded him.

“Use this.” He gasps again, seeing what was in your hands. He stares at the baby blue round plushie you got him for his birthday. “No! You gifted me that plushie…” You start to act like you’re about to walk away. As if you were actually going to leave, it’s just you teasing him, you were way too into this to actually stop.

Kai panicked a little, not wanting you to leave him, hands playing with the hem of his sweater, “W-wait, where are you going?”

You stop and look up at his blushing and tear streaked face, holding his blond hair in your hands as you lower his head to give him a quick kiss, “I’m going to watch a movie in the living room, since you don’t want to listen to me. There’s a million other plushies like that, I’ll buy you another one if you care that much.” You start to take steps again, and he doesn’t want you to leave, that’s when he grabs your hand. “Don’t go…I’ll-I’ll do it.”

Truth is, this isn’t the first time he’s done this. Sometimes he just misses you too much, they smell of you, and the need to cum wins. Not like he’d ever confess that to you.

You smile as you kiss him, and he kisses you back with urgency, his mouth clashing against yours, not caring about kissing you properly at this very moment, just wanting to feel your warmth against him. You separate from him, seeing him chase your lips. You caress his face as you leave love bites across his neck, making sure he’s reminded of you when he looks in the mirror. He whines and pants at you marking his neck, before you leave again, going towards the bed. You point at the bed as he nods, understanding.

You sit down on the upper edge of the bed, where all your pillows are, as you see him place down the soft plushie on the bed as he positions himself on top of it.

You use your finger to lift his chin up, making him look up at you, “move. If you want to come that is. Or you can stay like that. It’s your choice.” He nods as he slowly starts to thrust, hard cock rubbing against the cloth of the lacy underwear which was now wet from precum, and against the soft plush, like he’s done a dozen times before. “Kai…seems like you’ve done this before,” you chuckle as he blushes hard, seeing the pink travel down to his neck.

He whines, feeling overstimulated from almost coming a little bit ago. Tears falling out of his eyes again, he’s grabbing the bed sheets hard, hands making the cloth scrunch up in his palms and fingers. His head is laying on one side of his cheek, facing to the side you were in. Eyes closed as he got off in front of you, drool leaving the side of his mouth from how much he was moaning, feeling embarrassment and pleasure in his gut.

You’re loving this, you hold back from spreading your legs open and getting in front of his face and telling him to make you cum like this, to eat you out while he humps the gift you got for him. Instead, you watch, enjoying the way his thighs are shaking and how he’s rutting into the plush as if he was in heat.

You slide your hand in his left one, giving him a squeeze of encouragement, he lifts his head up and looks at you with sleepy lust filled eyes and pretty, red bitten lips, mouth open dumbly as he keeps thrusting. “You’re so good Kai…such a good boy. Doing everything I tell you to, so obedient and eager to do what I ask of. Humping against the bed as if it was me. You’ve done good baby, I’ll fuck you.”

You push him hard so he’s not fucking the plushie anymore, instead he’s now on his back, hand by his eyes as he cries, he was so close to coming again. “Y/n I need to come so bad, please, please, please, please.” You see the way he’s laid out on the bed, his baby blue sweater high up on his chest, his hard dick still restrained against the lacy underwear, thigh highs slowly rolling down his legs. He looked good enough to eat.

“Aw, my pretty boy, you want to come that bad?” Sobbing and hiccuping now, he nods his head, arms above his head as he tightly grabs the pillows, scared that if his hands aren’t preoccupied he’ll touch himself. You start to caress his hair, licking away the tears on his skin falling from his pretty eyes.

“You’re so pretty Kai, so cute. How does it feel to be so big and tall, and you’re being talked down to and given orders to by your girlfriend that’s nothing close to your size? Six foot tall and you’re crying and whining because your girlfriend won’t let you come, huh? Such a dumb little puppy.” He’s humiliated, sobbing and whining, each word making his dick twitch more, he grinds into the air, needing something.

You kiss him, and his mouth is everywhere, kissing you so needily and messily as if he’s never kissed anyone before. You get up, and swiftly take off the underwear as if he was some girl, and before he could process what you’re doing, you spread your thighs open, arousal making them messy, and you quickly sit on his cock, eyes rolling back at the feeling of his thick member suddenly entering your cunny. Kai’s holding back now, jaw slack and his face screwed up in concentration from trying not to cream inside of you yet. Moaning, you fuck yourself up and down on his cock only twice, before you lower yourself down, hair falling as you whisper in his ear, “nothing will fuck me as good as you and your dick do, Kai.”

Realizing what you said, his eyes roll back as he reaches his peak, mouth open as he loudly whines and repeats the same thing over and over again. He repeats your name as if his brain went blank and was only full of you, his body shaking as he spilled his come inside you, feeling the way your walls start milking him. You continue to grind on him, chasing your own high. He hisses and cries as he feels too overwhelmed by the pleasure, “can’t-can’t take more y/n!”

“I didn’t say you could come Kai. Isn’t this your own fault baby? You’re going to take it right? I know you can my pretty boy.”

He says nothing in response, just dumbly nods, as he lays there and takes it like a good boy, sobbing and clenching his teeth as he feels the almost painful pleasure you’re bringing him.

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beom9yus · 7 months

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I just started breathing heavily he looks so good

TAKE OFF UR PANTS NOW

#my thoughts #TAEHYUN #I NEED HIM

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beom9yus · 7 months

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Masterlist (all nsfw)

minors do not interact!

yeonjun 🦊

barrette - 10k words

yeonjun holding you tight

please - 2k words

soobin 🐰

ours - sookai - 10k words

dare - 2k words

beomgyu 🧸

anything to help - 2k words

taehyun 🐱🐿️

back for more - 5k words

heuningkai 🐧

ours - sookai - 10k words

kai manhandling

#masterlist

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beom9yus · 7 months

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hii! i absolutely love ur writing and i was wondering if you could do a yeonjun x fem idol!reader that are mc’s together and slowly fall in love?? maybe like a she fell first but he fell harder trope or something! :)

hi anon!! you can now find ur request posted here

i hope i executed it properly for you!

if not…umm hey..haha

#eryn answers

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beom9yus · 7 months

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barrette - choi yeonjun x reader

I think I’d like to classify this as a part 1 for this drabble I made hehe

: idol!yeonjun x fem. idol!reader

: this was a rq omg I’m nervous putting this out..things to keep in mind; y/n’s group is called eclipse, i also don’t know how being an mc works so..yeah but i still hope it’s okay >.< also i will be putting a marker for when the smut starts and stops in this fic, as anon didn’t specify if they wanted smut, but this is a smut blog..and i love writing yeonjun sex + 8k words

: oral-reader receiving, yeonjun calling you baby, loss of virginity for reader, reader and yeonjun are the same age, soft sex i think

minors please do not interact!

reblogs are appreciated :)

Everything’s stupid. This shirt was itchy, the inside seams making you want to scratch the hell out of your skin. You regret wearing this skirt too, suddenly feeling like you’re too dressed up for a run through and practice for next week’s mc appearance. Your small barrette on your hair makes you feel like you are over accessorized too. You remove it from your hair as you place it on the table, not having any bags to put it in. You’ll just put it on later. It’s as if suddenly, everything is too much. Maybe you should’ve just come with a simple tee and pants and maybe some mascara instead of the cute makeup look you had on. Whatever, it’s too late for that now. You’re in a room where you guys are supposed to rehearse. You head towards a glass table that has papers on it. As you get closer, you realize it’s a script.

Sitting down, you look around the empty room, fingers toying with the script placed in front of you. The problem is, you were feeling way too nervous. Not because you’re going to be talking on stage, you’re used to it by now, it’s part of the job. It’s only been two years since you debuted, but you got the hang of it quick. Being an idol is performing in front of people all the time anyways. This wasn’t why you were feeling butterflies in your stomach though, but because of your co-host. Your co-host was yeonjun. Like, the yeonjun from txt.

You almost feel dizzy thinking about the fact that you’re going to work with someone so cute, and someone that’s really admirable. When you had heard you’d be mc-ing with him, you almost screeched from the excitement. Now, you just want to melt into the soft chair you’re sitting on, this isn’t going to go well for you. You’re a shy mess, it’s kind of ironic how you’re scared to talk to new people, being awkward and almost un-charismatic when barely getting to know them, even though that’s one of the things as a public figure you have to do almost everyday. It’s gotten better over the years in front of cameras, just going along with the rest of your group, being with them makes you comfortable enough to show some part of you to outsiders. You sit for a while, thinking about how this is going to go, when you hear footsteps coming from outside the room. Oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, it must be him. You quickly gather yourself up from your slouch position, suddenly looking at the paper in front of you as if you were reading its contents. Hair falling from your left side, like a curtain framing your face. You try to look as normal and natural as possible as you hear the door open.

Yeonjun enters and you’re in awe.

“Hi! I’m Yeonjun, nice to meet you!”

You look up to see the tall guy in front of you, looking even more attractive up close. He had on what seemed like a black ribbed tank top, with a matching black unbuttoned dress shirt and pants. His hair was out of his face from the glasses he was wearing. He had shoes on with thick white soles, and holy shit he looked good.

Yeonjun took in the image of you quickly, noticing that you were really pretty, which isn’t out of the ordinary, he’s constantly surrounded by attractive people. What can he say, it comes with the job. He doesn’t think much else, he really likes your group and your music but he hasn’t really delved into what you guys were like in terms of personality. He’s just glad he’s getting to mc again, but he knows it’s your first time doing this so he’s probably going to have to help you a lot. He doesn’t mind, he likes it.

You quickly nod your head as you get up, giving him a very weak handshake, his firm hand warm against yours. You try not to blush at being so close to him, trying to make this as least awkward as possible. “Nice to meet you Yeonjun, my name’s y/n.” He smiles as he lets go of your hand and starts walking towards the table, “yeah I know! I love your group’s work, it’s so good, really. I like it a lot.” You giggle as you let out a quiet thanks, which you realize made the conversation die. You’re kind of mad at yourself, you should say something about his group too, but it was way too late now.

“This is your first time doing this right?” He asks you, and you look at him, seeing he was already sitting down with the script in his hand. “Erm, yeah, I’m actually kind of nervous…” not because of this job, but because of him, even though he doesn’t have to know that. He’s looking at you as he starts talking, “Ah don’t worry! It’s actually a lot of fun once you get the hang of it, I’ll be here to help you out so don’t worry about it.” “I really think I’m going to take you up on that, but just tell me if it’s too troublesome okay?” He laughs as he responds. “Never that, you’ll do great. Let’s start practicing these lines, yeah?” “Ah, yeah okay.” You sit down across from him, grabbing the paper. You realized you had the first lines. Why was this so humiliating, having to talk first, alone, in front of Yeonjun only.

You clear your throat as you read, “Hello everyone! I’m your new mc Y/n. Starting today, I'm going to be hosting along with my companion, Yeonjun! Do you have any thoughts for today Yeonjun?”

You guys had finally finished rehearsing the lines until you memorized them, it was actually more chill than what you thought it’d be like. Yeonjun is really easy to get along with. Although now, it was time to practice with the cue cards, having to stand next to each other like you would on the stage. You guys stare at an x marked on a mirror in the room, having to pretend that was the camera. You had read through the interview lines for the artist you were going to talk to. As you read one of the final lines, you looked over at Yeonjun. “Yeonjun, can you give us your version of this week's song, ‘CBG’?”

Yeonjun broke out in a dance, obviously being silly about it and making goofy moves. You giggle as you say, “wow, what amazing moves, it’s as if little ants were biting you and you were trying to shake them off.” He laughed as you put his hands over his face, a little embarrassed.

You guys had finally finished up, and you were getting ready to leave. “Hey, yn, let’s exchange numbers, I want to have a way of contacting you incase anything happens, just to make sure you get the memo as well.” Yeonjun meant what he said, not having any other intentions other than wanting to be safer than sorry. He knows from experience that things like this happen, and he wants to make sure you’re both informed. You on the other hand, thought maybe, just maybe he was asking for your number because again, maybe, you had sparked his interest? Your heart fluttered as you took out your phone shakily, giving him your number. “Mm, cool, thanks. I’ll see you Sunday.” You nod shyly as you whisper a soft ‘bye’ as you start walking away. “Ah! Yn, wait! Let’s take a picture for your contact!” You agree, finally thankful you looked good today.

He reaches out his arm as he stands next to you, feeling the warmth radiating off of him. You feel like a creep, the way you inconspicuously smell his scent. He smells fresh and natural, like he was out on the beach and walked through a field of good smelling flowers and plants. Now you really felt like a creep. You smile as you pose with a peace sign, closing one eye and pouting. Yeonjun had a scowl-like face, with a shaka sign. He takes a picture and shows you, asking if this was okay. “Hey, you’re the one that’s going to be seeing it on your phone, what do you think?” Yeonjun laughs as he looks down at his phone, it looks nice, you both look good. “I like it, we look cute!”

By ‘we’ he meant that each of you separately looked nice, but you took it as ‘we’, both of you guys, like..a couple? You realized you’re thinking crazily, you just met him and you need to leave before your thoughts race more. Yeonjun’s still on his phone, adding the picture to your contact, when he hears you say you ‘have to go now’ and quickly leave before he could say anything back. Confused, he thought maybe your schedule was really packed today? I hope I didn’t set her back too much, I know how crazy our schedules can get, he thinks. He finally finishes with your contact, putting his phone down on the table as he gets his glasses he had taken off when you both went to practice the interview portion. He realizes you left your barrette, as he grabs it and puts it in his pocket. He’ll have to remember to give it back to you when he sees you again.

You’re finally at your dorm, your other group members hanging out. You close the door behind you as Vivi comes up to you, “Ynnnnn how was it? Were you really nervous? I wish I could’ve gone with you to be there for support, but stupid manage-…” she sees you’re not responding, instead you’re looking a little scared. She grabs your head and shakes it back and forth, “hey! Yn!!!”

You finally snap out of it, looking at her, “yn what’s wrong? You look scared, did something happen? Do I need to call someone?” You finally laugh as you respond, waving your hands. “Ah, no! Sorry, it’s just…you know how I’m co-hosting with Yeonjun from txt right?” She nods her head yes, now invested. “Vivi…he’s really, really cute. It’s crazy.”

She starts screaming as she jumps up and down, “YN HAS A CRUUUUSH! YN HAS A CRU-USHHH!” Suddenly, the rest of your group comes to you, wanting to hear who exactly their friend and group mate is crushing on. “Hey! It’s not a crush! He’s just..really cute and funny and..” they all laugh and scream loudly as you turn red, realizing you were kind of gushing. Rina grabs your shoulders, seeming more excited than you, “ask him out! You have to!” You grab her hands as you start talking, “what? We just met for the first time today, he really didn’t seem like he was interested in me, I realized I was kind of overthinking things while being with him, he kind of makes my mind go fuzzy…” all four members look at each other, an evil glint and smile on their faces.

“Dude, you’re totally obsessed with him!” “Am not!” “Uh-huh.” “Nuh-uh.”

Your group leader walks up to you, serious. You thought maybe she would be the voice of reason, instead, she says, “look, yn, just make sure news outlets don’t find out, and please, practice safe sex.” You slap your hand on your face, groaning. You start to walk to your room as you hear them still laughing like maniacs. Suddenly Reya wants to be a comedian, should’ve become one if she wants to be so funny. You remove the outfit you had on as you pick some loungewear and head to the shower, getting ready to go to dance practice with the rest of your group.

You’re finally in your bed, scrolling through your instagram. You’re on your burner, too scared and not trusting yourself enough to stalk or look at posts on your idol account. You recount today's events as you bite your lip and look up Yeonjun’s instagram. Yawnzzn. Cute handle. You look through his posts, seeing his outfits, “he’s so fucking good looking it’s not fair…” you whisper to yourself as you continue scrolling. You decide it’s enough, and go to the beginning of his profile again, when you suddenly see he posted a photo about 15 minutes ago. Were you really scrolling through his account for fifteen minutes?? You look at the post, he was showing off his outfit, along with a new bag. He didn’t have it when he showed up. You look at his caption, “zzn.” You catch yourself smiling at the pictures, giving the post a like. It’s not like anyone’s going to know it was you from your burner account. You turn off your phone and place it on your bedside table as you finally head to sleep.

“ynfromeclipse has liked yawnzzn’s instagram post”

Yeonjun is hanging out with all of txt as he goes on his phone, wanting to check how it’s doing and if it’s okay. “Yeonjun, we’re watching a movie, get off that phoooooneee.” He rolls his eyes at Beomgyu, “hey, I just need to quickly check if everything’s okay with my post.” He presses on it when he sees your username is the first one appearing in the likes section.

He smiles at your friendliness, until he sees the comments. They were all talking about how you liked his post, making up random ideas and rumors, as well as hurtful comments. He gets a bad taste in his mouth as he turns off his comments for the better. “Hey, Yeonjun, what’s wrong?” Soobin asks, noticing Yeonjun’s frown.

Yeonjun looks up from his phone, “you know how I’m mc-ing with yn from eclipse?” “Yeah,” Soobin nods.

“She liked my post and the comments were getting really nasty about it. I hate when that happens, I feel bad, she was just being nice and random people that don’t even seem like fans are starting to be rude.”

This time Taehyun speaks, “you should apologize when you see her again,” with that, he goes back to watching the movie and eating. Yeonjun realizes he’s right, you didn’t deserve to be belittled by people that didn’t even know you just for liking his post.

Sunday comes, and the stage rehearsal before the show starts comes out well. Both you and Yeonjun went on mc-ing without any complications. At the end, you guys retreat into the back room, getting ready to leave. “Hey yn,” Yeonjun is walking up to you and you shift a little, still nervous and not completely out of your shell around him. “Yeah?” “I’m sorry about my comments.” You blink, “what?” He frowns as he continues, “after you gave my post a like, the comments went crazy and started saying crazy things, I’m not sure if you saw them, but either way you didn’t deserve that so I’m sorry about that.”

You almost throw up right then and there. You..you had liked his post from your main account. The one with 14 million followers. You turn pale as you try to react as normally as possible, “o-oh! It’s okay! I um, I didn’t even realize,” didn’t even realize I liked your post from my main account, you think. “It’s really no big deal, it’s nothing I haven’t faced before. You really have nothing to apologize for.” You watch the way his sorrowful face turns happy, his eyes turning into crescents, seeing the way his pretty mouth gives you a smile you’ve seen a million times before in videos. You feel your heart beat faster, fuck.

It’s been a while since both of you guys have become hosts, and your friendship has blossomed. You guys now constantly text, hang out, and mock and laugh at each other regularly. As time went by, you realized you had developed feelings for Yeonjun. He was nice, thoughtful, funny and everything else you loved in a person. He’s never shown any signs of feeling the same way towards you, so you didn’t even bother acting on it, even when it was hurting you. These days, Yeonjun texts you about everything, and when you read his current text, your heart shattered.

zzn starboy: yn im going on a super secret date, pray for me!

You stared at the message, deciding not to text back.

Yeonjun stares at his phone, realizing you had left him on read. Weird..but sometimes it happens. He puts his phone away as he sees his date coming, smiling as she gets closer.

He finally gets to the dorm, sitting on the couch, sighing. The date didn’t go well, she complained about the fact that Yeonjun talked so much about you, telling him to just date you instead. What could Yeonjun do? You were just his good friend so of course he’s going to talk about you. Maybe the reason he even went on this date was to forget the way he feels when he’s with you. Ah, Yoenjun you’re really going crazy, he thinks. You’re just a really good friend to him right?

Kai appears, “what’s wrong?” Yeonjun looks over at him, “my date didn’t go so well. I don’t know what it is, there wasn’t anything there, you know?” Kai looks shy, “uh…no..but maybe it just wasn’t meant to be? I’m sorry..but I’m sure there’ll be more dates and maybe you’ll even find someone you like that you already know. You never know what could happen.” As those words left Kai’s mouth, Yeonjun imagined you in his head for a split second. Confused, he got up and said thanks to Kai before heading to his room. He needed a nap. When his head hit the pillow, he heard his phone ding.

ynie best mc: how was your date? :0

he couldn’t help but smile at your message, relieved you finally texted him back. Biting his lip as he texts you back.

zzn starboy: no luck :(

You feel bad for smiling, but you were glad, even though you felt a little guilty for feeling this way.

On the other side of the screen, Yeonjun got an idea. You guys hadn’t hung out in some time, so why not go out on a friend date, he’d love to catch up with you after some time.

zzn starboy: hey, wanna go to an amusement park or something some day, when are you free?

Your heart almost jumps out of your chest reading that text. Was this a date? Your fingers suddenly shake as you text back.

ynie best mc: since our promotions are done, we’re pretty free these days, i think it’ll depend on your days honestly

zzn starboy: im free next week on wednsday. wby?

ynie best mc: i checked my schedule and same. wednesday then?

zzn starboy: wednesday 😎

You giggled loudly and kicked your feet up in the air as you rolled around in your bed like some sort of pig rolling around in mud. Vivi comes in, confused by the distribution, “girl what’s wrong with you?” You get up, hair messy and now frizzy as it’s in your face. You quickly look at her and she jumps, honestly scared. “I. Have. A. Date. With. YEONJUN!!!” Her eyes open wide as she screams along with you, as you grab your hands together and jump in unison like little girls. “Guys what the hell is all this ruckus?” The rest of the group had come in, also wondering what the fuck was up with you two. Vivi turns as she tells them, and suddenly it seemed like you were at a concert, screams flooding your ears.

Today was the day, you were waiting for Yeonjun, deciding you guys were going to go together to the park. You look down at your outfit, kind of loose pants and a tight cropped T-shirt with Yeonjun’s face printed on it, an inside joke you two developed for your mc activities. “Y/n!” You turn around and see Yeonjun waving at you, and you smile. You feel as if everything’s okay in the world, finally being in his presence again. Until, you see the rest of txt behind him. What? You tried to play it off and not seem upset, maybe they were going to separate, it’s not like you didn’t like them, you loved them, you even started getting closer to some of them through text, but you wanted it to be just you and Yeonjun, as selfish as it may seem.

“Hey!” You put on your fakest smile, pretending not to be even the littlest upset. Yeonjun hugs you as you as his scent fills your head, smelling just like he did when you guys first met. You hug him back maybe a little too passionately, hands wrapped around his back from under his arms and head in his chest. The members watch as they then look at each other, smiling knowingly.

“Hey yn, finally! We haven’t seen each other freely like this, even if we see each other every Saturday and Sunday,” He laughs. You nod. You realized he was wearing the matching shirt to yours, your face printed on it. “Hey, you’re wearing the shirt too!” You guys laugh and giggle about it when you hear Kai’s laugh, finally turning to them.

“Hey guys! You’re going to be joining too?” They all say hi back and Soobin responds, “yeah, it’s one of our only few free days and we wanted to hang out, hopefully you don’t mind. I do mind, a little, lovely Soobin, you think to yourself. You guys catch your ride as you enter the car. “Yn sit next to me! Pleeeeaaassseee,” Soobin tells you. You had also become close friends with Soobin, he was the second closest next to Yeonjun, although not that close, but you guys were really good friends now. You just had a lot in common. You sit next to him as you give him a quick hug, nothing like the one you gave Yeonjun.

Yeonjun’s watching, and he feels a certain feeling he can’t decipher in him, suddenly feeling a little upset. You turn to where Yeonjun is sitting, finally seeing he seems a little serious. As you were about to talk to him, Soobin distracts you, asking you a weeb question that you just had to fight for. “There’s no way he’d beat him!” Yeonjun disappears from your mind as you argue with Soobin. Yeonjun wishes the rest of them had stayed home instead.

As you get to the park, you’re excited for all the rides, finally having some fun. The rest of the group dissipates, leaving you and Yeonjun together. You grab him by his arm, asking, “which one first?” He thinks as he looks around.

It was almost time for the park to close, and you’ve been having a lot of fun with Yeonjun. It really felt like a date, just you two laughing and talking. Going on the last ride, you realize it’s a carousel. “There’s no way they have a random ass carousel here when it’s a theme park,” you tell Yeonjun.

He just laughs as you guys start walking into the empty line. Once on, you realize how special this day was. You’ve decided. You’re going to tell him. You waited until the cart you guys were on was at the very top, getting done taking photos of each other. You guys had fans to feed on social media after all.

“Hey, Jjun.” He looks at you, “yeah?” You’re nervous, fiddling with your pants. “Erm, I,” you look up at him, “I like you. A lot. In a non friend way.” You grimace at the awful confession. He stares at you for a while, processing what you said. He feels the way his heart is beating quickly, blush building up on his face, but he’s confused, he shouldn’t like you, you’re his close friend, and what would your fans and agencies think? He looks around looking stressed, trying to find the words to answer you. “Fuck, I’m sorry yn. I…I don’t feel the same way, I’m really sorry. I don’t- I don’t know what to say, I’m sorry. I hope this doesn-“

You look down at your feet, humiliated and embarrassed, tears brimming your eyes.

Still looking down, too scared to face him, you speak. “Stop. You don’t have to say anything. We can’t control how we feel, it’s okay if you don’t feel the same way. I’m glad I told you. It’s okay, really.” Yeonjun couldn’t ignore the way your tears shined in your eyes, seeing them fall down onto your pants, darkening spots appearing where they landed.

The rest of the ride down was awkward and quiet. As soon as you got off you started walking out quickly, just wanting to get away from everything. You were calling for a car, unable to stand being next to him for now. That’s when you remember, you guys literally still mc together. Fuck.

What have you done?

Yeonjun’s calling out to you as he sees you walk away in a hurry. He feels awful, he’s so confused and unsure of what he’s feeling, he wants to hug you, but he’s sure that’ll make things worse. “Hyung?” Beomgyu calls out. The rest of the group behind him. “Where’s yn?”

Running a hand through his hair he responds, “uh, she had to go.” “Did something happen?” Yeonjun, still overwhelmed, replied, “look, she had to go alright? Let’s just leave.” They didn’t respond as they looked at each other and followed him out the exit.

The next two days were hell for Yeonjun. He couldn’t concentrate on anything. He’d mess up a new choreo, not being able to shake off his thoughts and feelings. He just had you in his mind. He would find himself smiling at nothing, remembering your laugh, your smile, the way you are as a person. With his elbows on his thighs and head in his hands, he feels himself tear up. Why were feelings so complicated? When he first met you, he didn’t feel anything but friendliness to you, he realized that, among the time that has passed by, he’d fallen for you too. He didn’t know what to do. It’d been forever since he’s had a partner, never even having one now as an idol. You liked him, and maybe he’s known for a while he liked you too, but chose to always leave it at the back of his mind and heart because he can’t accept it. He needs to talk to you.

You couldn’t help but groan as you woke up today, it’s been two days since you last talked to Yeonjun, and even though he keeps spamming you to talk to him, you’ve ignored him. You had told the rest of your group what happened, and even with all the name calling and insults, you couldn’t ignore the way you still cared for him. You were thinking about blocking him as well, but none of this was his fault, you were the idiot that fell for him first. You just needed time.

You got up, having to do hosting rehearsal today. As you got there, you were nervous, you didn’t want to face him.

Anytime Yeonjun would try to talk to you and it didn’t have to do with your lines or the show, you would ignore him. You didn’t look up at him unless it was needed for hosting, and your responses were short and blunt. He was trying his best, trying to crack through you, needing to talk to you. This went on for the next two weeks, and he wasn’t going to give up.

The fans had noticed the shift between you and Yeonjun, always leaving comments like “what’s with this cold energy between these two? Where’s the old tubaclipse friendship?” “Woah, something happened, everyone can tell.” It kind of scared you how spot on they were, not realizing they could tell you guys weren’t interacting the same way as before. You felt like you were disappointing them, but you still needed time to heal before going back to normal.

You slowly felt a little better, making a new friend from after the show. He was funny and silly, it felt like your relationship was more of a sister and brother kind. You found yourself hanging out a lot with him, even doing dances with him and uploading it to social media, the fans loving it. You would see the comments shipping you together, but it’d never be like that, Yeonjun was still in your heart and mind. Although talking to him less has helped a lot.

Everyone noticed how close you guys had gotten, having to give statements about not dating too many times now, and boy, did Yeonjun notice.

He seethed every time he saw anything with you two, hating the way his heart clenched in anger and heartbreak. There’s no way there was actually something going on with you two, right? You still wouldn’t answer his texts or calls, and you suddenly started hanging out with this tool? It was you two that had gotten random videos of you guys interacting uploaded first, and fans speculating if there was anything between you two first, it should be clips of you and Yeonjun hugging and laughing, not this guy. Realizing his thought process, Yeonjun had an epiphany on what he was feeling jealous of. Fan shipping videos? Wow.

He couldn’t ignore it now, he liked you. He’s still thinking about you everyday, making all his captions to you, hoping you catch on, posting things he thinks you might like. He’s head over heels for you, and he’s ready. He can finally tell you sincerely instead of lying straight through his teeth, like he did on that carousel.

Today was the last day of mc-ing together, and Yeonjun was set on getting things right. “Yn.” No response from you, as usual. Sighing, he tells you, “Look, they told me we have to attend an important meeting about us as mc’s in the rehearsal office room after the show is over, I’m not sure if they told you but I’m just reminding you.” You nod, “okay.” You soften a little and decide to let go of your bitter feelings towards him for today, wanting to end things on a good note. Mc-ing in the long run was fun, especially because of him.

“Hello everyone, it’s your super awesome mc yn! Today will mark the last day of me and Yeonjunnie mc-ing, so please don’t be too sad! We all know we’re everyone’s favorites.” Yeonjun’s surprised at your character today, feeling that it’s way more genuine than it has been since you confessed. He liked the way you said a nickname for him, so he decided he would say yours as well. “Yes it’s true ynie, but don’t be too sad, we’ll always be close friends right?” You tried not to falter as your brain thought of everything that has happened. You’ve been an asshole to him. Not letting it show in your face, and continuing to smile, you happily reply “Yup! tubaclipse friendship forever!”

You make a heart as Yeonjun completes it. You suddenly feel the way you did when you first met him, his warm hand against yours, and you’re blushing again. Yeonjun stares at you for a little too long before you signal him with your eyes to continue, and he realizes, reciting the rest of his lines. You guys continue the show like normal, having fun like when you had first started.

It was over, your days as mc’s were done. You felt sad, almost wanting to cry, you won’t see him regularly anymore. You realize how you’ve been acting towards him and that he deserves an apology. You enter the room where you guys had first met, and to your surprise, only Yeonjun is in it.

“Yeonjun? Where’s everyone else?” He suddenly stands up from the chair, walking to you, “oh. They said there was an emergency with the stage but they’ll be here soon.” You try not to look at him as you shift nervously. “Oh..okay. Um, Yeonjun,” you look down your feet, seeing his across from them, “I..I wanted to say I’m sorry.” He looks confused. “Sorry? Sorry for what?” It’s like dejavú, except it’s him asking what the other is sorry for this time. “I shouldn’t have acted the way I have towards you. It’s not your fault. I’m okay with it, I just want to continue being friends. I hope you’ll forgive me.” He smiles softly at you as he brings you in for a hug, hugging you tightly. You hug him back weakly as you feel tears rolling down your face. You almost lost him being in your life, you were so close to losing him.

Yeonjun decided enough was enough. He sees your tear stained face as he wipes them away with his thumb “hey,” you giggle as you respond “hi.” He looks at you before speaking, “I have something to tell you too.”

You feel your heart tearing apart like it did when you confessed. This is the moment he tells me he has a girlfriend or something, you think. “I..” he looks shy, “I kind of like you too.” You stare at him with a blank face. “What?” He looks away, covering his mouth with his hands, blushing, “okay, look I really like you.” You stand there like a doll, unable to process this info. Yeonjun, starting to get worried now, thinks you might be acting like this because you don’t feel the same way anymore. “Fuck. You really are with that new guy you keep hanging around with, fuck. I’m too late. I’m sorry. I should’ve told you sooner but I was just too scared. When you told me during the carousel ride I was more happy than you could ever know but I didn’t know how t-“ finally processing what you just heard, you kiss him.

You wrap your arms around his neck, as you feel your lips against his soft and plush ones. He smiles against you, wrapping his arms around your waist, leaning in deeper into the kiss. He felt like he was on cloud 9, as if everything that led up to this moment was to prepare him for this feeling you guys were experiencing. It was perfect. You separated from him, needing to catch your breath. “I’m crazy about you. I have been for a while now. I’m glad you’re in my life.” Yeonjun could almost cry. He was glad. He didn’t want to let go of you, holding whatever part of you he could as you stand in front of him. He’s back to peppering your face in kisses, feeling so glad and happy, as you giggle, you ask him when the staff is coming in. He finally stops, answering you. “I made that up. I’m sorry! I had to get you alone with me somehow and I couldn’t think of anything else. Sorry. It was also kind of your fault because why would you believe they want to talk to us about our mc-ing when we’re done with this job.” You laugh at the fact that it’s true, “I was too distracted in thinking of you to think of that.” He smiled, blushing and giggling, embarrassed like a schoolgirl.

Ever since then, you guys became inseparable, spending as much time with each other as you could. You see that some fans were catching on, while others were in denial and tried to argue against it. It didn’t really matter to you, you were just happy you were with Yeonjun.

It’s been some time since you guys had started dating, and you and Yeonjun decided to head to his dorm, wanting to hang out after not seeing each other for some days. You guys enter his dorm kissing, not realizing Taehyun was on the couch, watching with his mouth open in shock.

“Hey Taehyun,” you giggle, embarrassed. He shakes his head as he walks towards you guys, “please, don’t make a lot of sound, we have a busy schedule tomorrow. And um, use protection.” You blush, “Oh, but that’s not-“ you stutter, “we-we’re just gonna han-“ He refuses to listen as he walks away to enter his room.

Yeonjun is laughing at this, and you slightly swat his arm. He gives you a kiss to your temple as he whispers, “let’s go watch a movie in my room.” You tell him okay as you both walk towards it. As soon as you enter, Yeonjun starts kissing you softly, hands on your face as he connects your lips.

You look up at him, “Yeonjun, I’m ready.” You were scared to tell Yeonjun later on in the relationship that you were a virgin, you guys being the same age. You’ve done other things, but having sex wasn’t one of them. He was understanding and you were glad you found someone you really wanted to experience it with for the first time.

He scans your face to see if you were serious, “are you sure? We can always wait, you know, I don’t have a problem with that.” You run your hand on the side of his head, rustling through his dark hair. “I want this. I also want you to be my first.” He swallows thickly as he nods his head, “okay.”

You’re now on the bed as Yeonjun slowly removes his shirt and pants, looking at you with kind eyes, being only left in his boxers. You prop yourself up on your elbows as he gets closer to you, looking up at him and then down at his pretty mouth, suddenly feeling his mouth against yours. You close your eyes as you feel your heart beat faster, excited for what’s to come. You feel his hand on the back of your head, softly grabbing your hair as you deepen the kiss. He removes his hand from your head, using the other one for balance, as he slowly reaches down to remove your pretty pink blouse. You sit up and lift your hands, feeling the fabric dragging against your arms as he takes it off. He breathes in, looking at your face, “you’re sure?” You smile at him, “yes Jjunie.” He softly smiles as he starts kissing your neck, giving you love bites and caressing the skin with his tongue.

You’re laying down now, putting your hand over your mouth as you remember the guys are home and you don’t want to make any loud noises. Yeonjun slowly travels his mouth down to your shoulders, giving your skin soft kisses as he does so. He reaches out to the back of you, fumbling with your bra as he removes it. You’re shy now, covering your face with your hands as you feel his own remove them. “Don’t be shy baby,” he says as he holds eye contact, “you know, everything about you is beautiful,” suddenly latching his mouth onto one of your nipples. Your chest thrusts up at the feeling, something you’ve never felt before. You liked it. You moan against your hand that you had placed on your mouth again, still not wanting to make any noise. You’re both still holding eye contact until he lets go, kissing you again.

“Wait.”

You’re confused as he gets up, watching as he takes something out of his cabinet. You realize he might just be looking for a condom. To no one’s surprise, he does bring one back, although looking a little embarrassed. He places it on the bedside table, but there’s also something else he brought with him. He opens his hand to show you and you gasp, as you remember the barrette you took off and left at the table. Finally remembering it after so long.

“You’ve had it this entire time?” you ask him. He nods, “yeah, I was going to give it to you about a month after we met because I finally found it again, but for some reason I couldn’t part with it. Maybe it was around the time I started developing feelings for you? It’s like you were always with me, it kind of became a good luck charm to me, I always carry it with me when I’m nervous about something important.”

He unsnaps the pink flower accessory as he puts it in your hair, snapping it into place on the side of your head. “This is an important event of my life I’m nervous about. I want it to go well. I want this to be special. I love you.” You were speechless, only three simple words left your mouth.

“I love you.”

Yeonjun gives you one more passionate kiss, as he roams his hands around your naked upper body, one of his hands reaching lower. You whimper at the feeling you get from his finger pressing against your cunt from under your skirt, wanting to grind down on it. You place your hands on his shoulders as he presses down harder, Yeonjun nipping at your ears. He’s kissing you while removing your skirt, shaky hands pulling down the zipper on the side of it.

Finally off, he moves downwards until his face is close to your clothed cunt, thumb now on your clit. By this time you’re breathing heavily, seeing how he’s getting closer to you. He stares at you as you feel his hot mouth on your clit from over the fabric, feeling the wetness coming from his mouth seep through. You let out a quiet whimper as you grab his hair, biting your lip as you watch him.

Yeonjun’s having a field day with this. He likes the way you react to him, the way you look and sound. You look so pretty and he just wants to make you feel good. His mouth is still on your cunt, until he finally removes himself to take off your underwear. He looks at you, in a way asking if this was okay. You nod, and your panties are off. He stares at you, taking in how breathtaking you are. “Yn you’re so beautiful, I’m so lucky.” You close your thighs together at this, whining against your hand from his words.

“Love you Jjunie,” you whisper to him. He smiles as he lowers himself again, this time feeling his mouth against your skin, almost moaning loudly at the feeling. You feel the way his tongue is on your clit and then travels to your slit, prodding at the hole as you grab his hair. “So pretty,” he whispers. His face is a mess, it’s shiny with your arousal on his chin and the tip of his nose, and he’s kneading your thighs with his hands as he eats you out. “Never want to stop yn, you taste so good.” All you can do is let out soft whines and moans and shake softly as you feel yourself get closer to coming.

You couldn’t take it anymore, you were so close to reaching your orgasm but you wanted it to come when he was in you. “Jjunie, I want you, please.” He’s still making out with your cunt, until you’re begging him, “please, please, please.” He finally lets you go, getting up and kissing you. You taste yourself on him as you kiss him, leaning into his touch. You see the way his boxers have a wet area where his tip is, and you want them off of him. “Take them off Yeonjun.” He does as he’s told as he gets up to remove them, finally letting his length free. You gasp at the sight of it, rubbing your thighs together. Yoenjun doesn’t miss the way you do. He’s on top of you now, his forearms next to your head as he looks at you, smiling. “I love you.” You giggle as you reach your head up to kiss him, seemingly never getting enough of him.

“Now Yeonjun. I need you.”

He thickly swallows. “Okay.”

He grabs the condom from the table and rips it open, when you stop him. “Is there something wrong baby?” he asks you. “Can I do it?” He nods, and with shaky hands, you slowly roll the condom over his dick, seeing the way his body jumps and his toned stomach tenses when it feels your hand touching his dick.

He gives you a kiss on the forehead as you guys position yourselves again. His forearms are on the side of you again, until he removes one hand and he uses it to guide his dick, rubbing it against your cunt once, twice, three times before finally feeling his head against your slit. You get on your elbows again, wanting to see. He slowly pushes the tip of his head in, and you whimper at the feeling. He’s now on his knees, one hand guiding himself in you, and another caressing your hair. He shakily breathes out, “I’m sorry, I know it hurts. Tell me if you want me to stop.”

You shake your head no, you want to and you’re ready. You feel the stretch and the pain that comes with it, furrowing your brows at the feeling. You put one of your hands on his, signaling him to stop and he does. You feel tears on your eyes as you close them, and Yeonjun’s kissing your face, kissing away any tears that leave your eyes. Your heart is full when you’re with him. Shakily, you tell him, “Okay, you can continue.” He slowly does, and you see the way he seems to disappear into you, finally bottoming out. Yeonjun stills as he lightly moans, feeling your soft walls tight around him. You wait for a while until the pain slowly fades away, and you tell him it’s okay to move.

His forehead is against yours as he looks into your eyes, slowly moving. You feel the way he’s inside you, soft pain slowly turning into pleasure as you start panting from the feeling. You’re both messes now, kissing each other messily as he very slowly moves in you, and you feel everything. Your hands are hanging tightly onto his bedsheets, and you move one hand to your mouth to stop you from making the loud sounds that are starting to spill out of you. You’re basically crying now from the pleasure, and Yeonjun’s panting against your ear and telling you sweet things, switching from snuggling his face into your neck and staring at you while whining and moaning softly. “So perfect, I love you, I love you yn.”

You feel the knot in you about to snap, and you start clenching more around Yeonjun, and two slow thrusts later, you’re coming around his dick, hands reaching around his back, scratching at his skin as you roll your head back, eyes and mouth open as you feel your body shake and Yeonjun kissing the corner of your mouth. Still moaning, the only words that leave your lips as your mind goes blank, “l-love you so much Jjunie.” While still riding out your wave, you feel the way Yeonjun also starts cumming, open mouth moaning against your jawline, eyebrows furrowed as he tightly closes his eyes, your name spilling out from his lips.

It’s been a little while since you guys finished, having cleaned up and snuggling now. You’re still both panting slightly as you guys are wrapped up in one another. Warm bodies touching each other, holding hands. Yeonjun has his head on top of yours, his free hand playing with your hair and occasionally your barrette.

“Thank you.”

“For what?” You dig your face into his chest, blushing, “you know for what.” He giggles as he gives you a kiss on the top of your head. “Thank you too. Have I told you I love you?” You giggle against his chest, hearing the way his heart beats for you.

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beom9yus · 7 months

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also anon that rq the yeonjun fic im assuming u follow me LOL but dw i’ll start writing it tmrw

EEEEEE IM SO EXCITED FOR THIS ONE but im not sure how long it’ll take me but :00 maybe i’ll post something else in the meantime while i write it

#my thoughts #i love yeonjun fics hehe

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beom9yus · 7 months

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hi your writing is some of the best thank u v much for writing for us <3333

OH???! omg stop, compliments from anons always have me kicking my feet up in the air every time i read them

THANK YOU SM FOR THE COMPLIMENT IT MEANS A LOT <3!!

#eryn answers #giggling and kicking my feet

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beom9yus · 7 months

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hello new moot heehee 🫵🤝

OMG HIIII it’s silly how before i started this acc ive actually read ur work before >_< ITS SOO GOOD HEHEHEHEHE🤭🤭

#eryn answers #hi again :3 #LOVE NEW MUTS <33

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beom9yus · 7 months

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your header is the cutest, most chewable photo of kai ever i love it so much

OMG I KNOW RIGHT😭😭😭 I SAW IT AND KNEW I HAD TO HAVE IT SOMEHWERE

i’m literally going to eat him he’s so cute he’s like a little cupcake with sprinkles on top

#eryn answers #he’s my little jellybean #not beating the moa talking about eating txt to express how cute they are allegations

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beom9yus · 7 months

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ahhhh taking advantage of the fact i have a lot of free time these days and trying to write a lot..im thinking about a taehyun fic i have in mind, as well as a request anon sent in w yeonjun(this one’s going to be long), and continuing the beomgyu fic i posted some time ago w yeonjun in it too (๑･̑◡･̑๑) idk about the sequence of them, but im really wanting to get into writing them right now 🤭

just thinking about completing them is making me rlly motivated to start writing LOL

also thinking abt writing hyuka with thigh high stockings on??😵‍💫😵‍💫 hehe

i also need to write more soobin but i rlly dont have any ideas for him currently :( hopefully i get some ideas for him soon

#my thoughts #what about body worshipper soob?#hmm #i wish I could write all day and not just in short lapses throughout the day :((

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beom9yus · 7 months

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dare - choi soobin x reader

: soobin x genderless reader

: oral-soobin receiving, cum eating?tasting? pretty much it

: 2k words - just simply wanted to write about sucking him off LOL

“What the fuck is wrong with you?” You stare at your friend who was laying down on the hospital room bed. He’s looking away with a cute bunny pout as you laugh in his face. “How did you-how did you manage to break both your wrists and parts of your fingers?” You start shaking as you bite your bottom lip, trying to hold back from laughing in his face. You feel your cheekbones plump up from smiling, not being strong or mature enough to have a serious face.

His hands that are in casts almost all the way up to his elbows, are currently on the side of his body, one hand being mostly free, casted from his lower palm downwards. Meanwhile the right was entirely sculpted in a cast. Sadly for Soobin, you couldn’t help but guffaw. It was too funny. He’s annoyed now, raising his upper body up to quietly yell at you. He furrows his brows as he tells you, “Stop. It’s not even that funny. Hyuka dared me to do a cartwheel and I made it to the part where my hands are on the ground, and my legs in the air… and I have no clue what happened next. I’m going to be double handless for who knows how long.”

“You’re literally the last person anyone should dare when it comes to doing anything physical. Over six feet and you’re bad at anything that has to do with using your body.” He rolls his eyes and tries to cross his arms as he realizes he can’t, not properly at least. He just responds with, “yeah yeah whatever.”

You think again about Soobin trying to do a cartwheel and you start to feel yourself cry from the amount of giggles and chortling, hands wrapped around your stomach. “Damn Binnie, how are you going to do anything now? You quite literally need both your hands for almost everything.” You wipe some of the tears that rolled down your face, “By the way, did the rest of the group come already? I haven’t checked my phone since I got your call…Wait, how did you even call me?”

Looking unamused, he replies, “I had Hyuka dial you for me for your information. And yeah, they came already, you’re the last one to get here.” He looks like he’s thinking and he raises his head, looking ahead, and his eyes widen, “holy shit you’re right, how am I gonna do anything. How am I going to-“ he stops mid sentence as his ears redden. You quickly catch on. “Dude, you’re nasty.”

“Shut up, you’re the one that’s thinking weird stuff. Also, I’m probably going to have to see if I’ll be excused for some assignments or something? I’ll have to figure it out.”

“Well I’m not doing your assignments for you.”

You guys continue bickering like children until you’re both finally quiet.

You hum as you finally calm down and sit next to him.

“Hey, when are they letting you go home?”

“Tomorrow. They have to do extra checkups or something, I don’t know.”

You nod as you finally ask him if he needs anything else and he tells you no, but it seems like he changed his mind. “Actually, can you change the channel for me? This is boring.”

A day goes by, and both you and Soobin enter your shared space, finally getting home after they let him go. Obviously unable to drive, you had to bring him home. “Okay Soobin, welcome home again, don’t try to do any fancy aerobics for a while okay?” He just sighs, rolling his eyes, “ha ha. You’re so funny.” You shoot him a quick evil smile as you sit down on the couch. He decides to sit next to you as you put on some random movie. Most of the week is normal, Soobin able to do some low level things with one hand, and asking for your help with what he can’t.

It was a quiet day when you entered the apartment. You put down the bags of groceries as you started heading towards Soobin’s room, asking if he wanted food. That’s when you hear him curse, “Shit, ow.” You thought he hurt his hand and needed something as you entered the room.

“Hey Soobin, you need help with somethin-“

You widen your eyes in shock as you see him sitting on his gaming chair, sweatpants around his thighs, as his almost cast free hand is on his member. You struggle as you slowly step back, trying to look anywhere but at him.

“Fuck I-I’m so sorry, I should’ve knocked. Let’s just forge-“

He doesn’t look that embarrassed, instead of hiding, he places his right arm over his face, voice shaking, “Y/n help me please. Please.”

You stop in your tracks as you try to process what he just said. “What?”

He turns his face away and you can see how red his ears and side of his cheeks are. Left hand still on his dick, he starts answering you with a quiet and quivering voice, “it’s-it’s been more than a week since I’ve gotten off and I just…I just can’t. It hurts to try because of this stupid fucking cast, it’s too high up on my palm so it hurts me, a-and it’s my left hand so it’s harder. Please y/n, I wouldn’t want to ask you something this humiliating, I just need to get off. If..if you’re uncomfortable I understand too, I wouldn’t blame you if you walked away.”

You kind of feel bad for the guy…

You deeply breathe in and out once, “Okay. I’ll help you. Only this once. I don’t want our friendship to get all weird, you’re important to me you know.” He lifts his head up as he looks at you, shaking his head quickly, “it won’t! It won’t, I promise! Please, just do something. Anything.”

You go up to him as he watches you, his heart racing fast. It’s not like he hadn’t dreamt or thought of this once or twice. Maybe a thousand times. It’s not my fault, he thinks, he just thinks you’re the cutest person ever, no big deal. You get on your knees as you remove his hand from his dick. You wondered how you should help him, not realizing you were staring at it. He flushed at the way you were seemingly staring so intently, feeling his dick twitch. He was glad his hands were restrained, or else he would’ve lifted you up and kissed you by now.

You hear Soobin whisper above you, “Y/n…”

“Oh. Sorry..um…” you quickly spit in your hand as you wrap your hand around him, unable to close the gap between your index finger and thumb. You see the way he gasps and slightly jumps from the feeling, liking the way your hand looks and feels on his dick. You stroke his dick shyly, unsure of what he even likes when it comes this kind of stuff. You guys were close, but never talked about anything this sexual before.

You look up at him nervously, and if Soobin was in some kind of cartoon, he’d probably be like those guys where you could see their hearts beat out of their chest. Your hands feel so soft on him, and he could tell the way you were apprehensive on what you wanted to do. Soobin trying to help, tells you, “harder, fuck, a little more, please.”

You do as he tells you, seeing him moan quietly as he rolls his head back a little, bunny lips slightly opened. Your eyes divert back to his length in your hands, seeing how pretty it was. It felt hot and heavy against your palm. As you continued to look, a thought appeared: you wanted it in your mouth. Your body shifts at the thought, suddenly feeling hot as you swivel your thumb around his head, letting his precum smear against it, and you drag what you can down to his base.

You look up to see Soobin with his head rolled back, breathing heavily, distracted from the way you were making him feel. You didn’t know, but Soobin was doing his best not to look at you too much or else he fears he might come too quick, wanting this to last.

You take this as an opportunity, and you bite your lips as your face gets closer towards his dick. Opening your mouth, you finally take in his head. You taste him, sensing how he feels against your tongue. He gasps loudly as he involuntarily and softly places his hands, or in this case, casts, on your hair, taken by surprise. He accidentally bucks up his hips, making the cutest face you’ve seen. You look up at him with big eyes, tip of his dick in your mouth.

Soobin swears he’s dreaming. He caresses your hair with his partly free hand as his breathing gets heavier, now panting at you slowly taking him into your soft, wet mouth more. His hair’s on his forehead, almost covering his eyes as he rolls them back, holding back from thrusting into the back of your mouth. He cries out at the feeling of you running your tongue on the underside of his dick, feeling his vein as your tongue moves against it. His abs flex due to his movements, his panting getting heavier and heavier by the second.

You like the heavy feeling of him on your tongue, and you start to focus on breathing through your nose more, taking almost all of him in your mouth. With your hands on his thighs, you start moving your head as you suck in your cheeks, wanting to see him break down. You suddenly hear and see him whimper, cute sounds flooding your ears, and it travels straight to your core. You see the way he closes his eyes, his eyebrows creasing close together, small scowl on his face from the pleasure, and the way he was building up a sweat just from getting sucked off. He looked good.

You relax the best you can as you try to take him in deeper. You feel his head hit the back of your throat as you slightly choke, eyes watering and throat closing down. He looks down at you as he moans loudly, seeing your eyes wet and teary, making them shine while looking up at him, watching, seeing if you’re making him feel good. Your hand lets go of one of his thighs as you jerk off the rest of what you can’t fit in your mouth.

You decide to try to deep throat him once more, taking him in all the way towards the back of your mouth, holding still once you feel his tip prod against the back of your soft tissue. Soobin moans and whimpers at the feeling of your throat constricting his dick, and tries his best not to lift his hips up, no matter how bad he wants to. “Ah shit, y/n…y/n feels too good, not-not gonna last like this.”

You ignore him as you hear his sounds, whines spilling from his pretty pink lips as you continue to deep throat him. You moan at how needy you were starting to get, and Soobin almost cums, holding back like he has been this entire time because there’s no way he wants it to end any time soon. He looks down at you again, and sees how you’re drooling now, eyes, cheeks and nose red, your eyes big and watery, your lashes stuck together from the wetness. You go as deep as you can, choking around him as your nose almost touches his pelvis.

This was the last straw for Soobin as he lets out a final moan and whine of your name as you remove yourself from him and feel his hot seed hit your face. You hear him continue to pathetically whimper as Soobin’s body is still tensing as he continues to come a lot, hot ropes of cum landing on your tongue as you stick it out, wanting to taste every part of him.

Maybe his body wasn’t bad at everything, you’d have to find out.

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