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Vampire Academy snippet from Peacock

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Adam Driver on the red carpet of the 2019 Tony Awards 06/09/19.

#Adam Driver #Tony Awards #Burn This #edits:ang

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Yeah I’m sad and depressed but at least I’m not racist or homophobic

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you know what hits me about the "on purpose on purpose im going to love you on purpose" "i'll take care of you, it's rotten work, not to me not if it's you" "im going to love you without a single string attached" "i don't know where to put it all the love i have for her, i'll take it" "i walked in love with you with both eyes open choosing to take every step"?

they all have the same desire, they all desire for someone to Want it, for love to not be an accident or something that happens without recognising it, they all have the overtones desire of wanting someone to deem you worthy of love, to see you and meet you and know you and Want to love you, to make that choice and stick by it because loving you or being loved by you is something so deeply worth it and fulfilling and moving and powerful that they Want it, in their soul they crave to love and be loved

they're such varieties of the basic desire to be wanted

they say these things and they mean "love me because i am lovable" not "love me because you find me desirable/you have realised you already do/you want something from me" etc

it's "love me because i am me and you are aware of that" and it's something you can just scream to someone when you can't find another way to say "i am choosing to love you because loving you is something i want to experience no matter the outcome"

love them . On purpose, on Purpose and by choice and intentionally you will Love Them

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“That is part of the beauty of all literature. You discover that your longings are universal longings, that you’re not lonely and isolated from anyone. You belong.” - F. Scott Fitzgerald

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I hate being so sensitive. I hate being able to detect the slightest change in the way people message me, or talk to me, or look at me. I hate overthinking about it for the whole night. I hate when I can feel someone is slowly losing interest in me.

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hi friends. i have missed you all so very very much. i am so sorry that i have been just MIA from Tumblr. so much has happened since... well, i don't remember when i was last active here. 😩 i got locked out somehow and i am only able to post right now because i found my old video iPod. 😂 i hope everyone's 2021 has been better than 2020. i am definitely moving forward!!! love you all foREVer!

#gatesguardian #brian-haner-jr #I miss you #hi friends

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Avenged Sevenfold // Welcome To The Family

#avenged sevenfold #welcome to the family #nightmare #band gif #lyrics #a7x #live #concert #m shadows #avenged sevenfold lyrics #bands #hard rock #alternative #metal #rock #gifs #black and white #b&w

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Unsainted // Slipknot

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harry potter rewatch ϟ the chamber of secrets;

So, a house elf shows up in my bedroom, we can’t get through the barrier to platform nine and three-quarters, we almost get killed by a tree… clearly someone doesn’t want me here this year.

#r: gif #chamber of secrets

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Sue Zhao // Dialogues on Love #4 // “Maybe I already do”

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Finishing homework at 4am

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Rupi Kaur 

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Metal Hammer UK, Dec. 2019 issue -- Avenged Sevenfold's Jimmy Sullivan.

#the rev #james sullivan #synyster gates #brian haner jr #m shadows #matt sanders #zacky vengeance #zacky baker #johnny christ #jonathan seward #a7x #avenged sevenfold #metal hammer

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Metal Hammer UK, Dec. 2019 issue celebrates the life of James "the Rev" Sullivan former drummer of Avenged Sevenfold.

#the rev #jimmy sullivan #avenged sevenfold #a7x #metal hammer #metal hammer uk

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You said yourself, he was nothing but a man, yet while he lives, he will haunt us ‘til we’re dead.