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[by-lalani]

idk why im in such a bad mood rn but it actually PISSES ME TF OFF how the entire marauders fandom collectively decided to take this bum-ass loser character with one discernable impact on the storyline (regulus. im talking about regulus) and make him a super complex, three-dimensional MAIN character in the era that’s being literally paired with JAMES POTTER(???) when they could’ve taken a character who AREADY has existing complexities and everything they could ever want and develop them. but they won’t because that character is a fucking woman ☠️☠️

the way the black sisters would have the entire fandom in a fucking chokehold if they were boys. do you actually think sirius and regulus would be as cherished as they are now if they were women? hell fucking no, regulus would be hated on so badly. the way we were given narcissa and fucking andromeda too? here’s the entire fandom yapping on and on about how cool regulus is for rebelling against the dark lord when narcissa was doing it and fucking getting away with it too (because she’s better and doesn’t suck ass). here’s andromeda going against her entire bloodline ON HER OWN but yet shes still so overshadowed by sirius (who literally came after her). then you got bellatrix who is canonly one of the most powerful (and cuntiest) witches in the hp-verse and you decide to go and develop BARTY instead. think about it. they’re both crazy except one is more of a loser and is a male so of course the fandom will choose him.

and then. of course. lily evans who is literally the mother of the entire verse itself is still out here fighting for literal recognition and development from the fandom. and those mfs still give it to regulus instead ☠️☠️

[by-lalani]

carpe diem ⊶ joseph descamps

-“she's a, she's a lady

and i am just a boy"

or

in which a school of boys open its grounds to thirteen girls, and they have no idea how to act

started: january 4, 2024

status: ongoing!!

warnings: cursing, smoking, immature teen boys, mentions of homophobia, mentions of misogyny, mentions of abuse, violence, mentions of body image, i don't own ANY gifs (thank pinterest for that), but the cover and picture are mine, probably more, i'll add more later on as i go

tags: joseph descamps, jean dupin, michele magnan, simone palladino, martine gomez, annick sabiani, charles vergoux, original character, romance, joseph descamps x oc, mixer 1963, voltaire high

wattpad link

#joseph descamps #jean dupin #jean pierre magnan #mixte 1963 #mixte1963 #voltaire high #michele magnan #simone palladino #annick sabiani #martine gomez

[by-lalani]

yall im DEAD

i decided i'm gonna start to slowly post my mixte fic on wattpad, here, and ao3 today–but i've never done ao3 before so i started to try and sign up

I HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL THE 18TH JUST TO GET INVITED???

sorrows sorrows prayers

i'm still gonna post here and wattpad for now until that comes in, but LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK

currently writing a joseph descamps fic and bruh, the show covers next to none of the school year lmao

my fic has more of my imagination than actual canon at this point, and i’m dying lololol

lowkey losing the plot BUT WE’LL GET BACK TO EPISODE 3 SOON😭

(currently at chapter 16 and episode 3 is nowhere in sight)

someone save the characters from me and my random plot lines

#mixte1963 #voltaire high #joseph descamps #it'll come some day yall #mixte 1963 #french

[by-lalani]

i really be writing a chapter that is the angstiest angst to ever angst

just to scrap it and turn it into crack

#writing #creative writing #writers on tumblr #never beating the unserious allegations #i can’t do it to my readers #but i sure as hell can do it to myself #i break my own heart and then heal it with nonsense

[by-lalani]

currently writing a joseph descamps fic and bruh, the show covers next to none of the school year lmao

my fic has more of my imagination than actual canon at this point, and i’m dying lololol

lowkey losing the plot BUT WE’LL GET BACK TO EPISODE 3 SOON😭

(currently at chapter 16 and episode 3 is nowhere in sight)

someone save the characters from me and my random plot lines

#writing #creative writing #mixte1963 #voltaire high #joseph descamps #jean dupin #charles vergoux #jean pierre magnan #mixte 1963 #french

[by-lalani]

you guys i genuinely can’t

i’ve been a The Atlas6 anti since the beginning

BUT THE LAST BOOK JUST CONFIRMED AND VALIDATED MY HATRED

literally the worst books i’ve ever read😭 what was the purpose of that ending PLEASE😭😭😭😭😭

#atlas six #the atlas six #the atlas paradox #the atlas complex #nicolibby #nicogideon #novocaine #i wanted to throw my head through a wall #and its tanking SO BAD #i’ve never felt so validated than i do right now bc of good reads

[by-lalani]

i gotta be honest yall, my favorite fanfic atm is the one I’M writing💀💀

i’ve got myself giggling, kicking my feet, and laughing my ass off

[by-lalani]

THIS

i’m tired of ppl who don’t have great comprehension nitpicking the show when they just can’t read between the lines

Some of you guys need to see and understand this

[by-lalani]

as a girl why am i not laying on grass ( non itchy brand) with daisies in my hair

#😭😭😭 #fuck capitalism #i wanna fuck off into the woods and be a fairy #but my kpop albums😭

[by-lalani]

me, a mormon girlie who doesn’t drink, smoke, curse, or have hoes:

also me: writing all my characters to be doing exactly that and more

#me in a nother life fr #writng #creative writing #writers on tumblr

[by-lalani]

honestly, tumblr can be intimidating, but it is one of the best places to experiment writing—you can write total dog water writing and some people can still love it and encourage you!

i hate my writing most days, but it’s so fun just going through the process.

just write—don’t go back and revise yet! just write without any rules and feel the excitement and joy from writing first.

the tearing down and revising can come after all of the good parts; THAT’S when writing becomes easier. because the good feeling WILL motivate you and outweigh the bad

I wanna write. I really don't know why it's hard for me to write these days, it's just that I read so many great works and I tend to subconsciously compare myself then I start thinking 'this isn't good enough' and I get demotivated like a fragile little bitch

Problem is, if I don't write, there's no way it's gonna get any better. I'm better off writing shit then writing nothing at all. Writing the most amateurish poor sentence ever will get me closer to being good at writing than not doing anything ever will, so why am I so afraid to try?

I need to learn to be okay with writing 'bad' writing. I need to be okay with not being automatically great at something, because that's not how masterful writers are made.

Skilled writers, good writers come to be that way because they continue without stopping. They write, scratch, write, write some more and scratch some more and give up and do it over and over again.

They're good not because they haven't written anything bad. They're good because writing something bad did not stop them.

Not because they haven't fail. But because they pushed through despite failure.

#creative writing #writers on tumblr #writing

[by-lalani]

writing

yall the spooky fall vibes are VIBING right now

inspiration for my book is FLOODING at the moment and i'm so happy i'm not at school this fall so i can focus solely on it :)

#writing #creative writing #fall season #spooky season #college drop out for the win

[by-lalani]

me when people pm me, begging/demanding me to update even though i’ve asked people to NOT PM ME ABT UPDATES

and when i DO update they don’t heart, comment, or reblog

#writing #rant post #writers on tumblr #writer things

[by-lalani]

hey y’all if you like kpop, scooch to my other blog @gyunglitter !!

[by-lalani]

i find it so mindf*cking how i assume every character in a book is white unless specifically stated otherwise :(

writers typically have their characters white-coded, which is why authors ALWAYS feel the need to say “sun-kissed skin” “beautiful dark skin” “almond eyes” or whatever weird-overly-used phrase to help us know the difference. either that or they just refer to stereotypical dialogue :/

i just find it kind of frustrating that i—a mixed islander/asian kid—just assume every character i read is caucasian!! i’d say it’s due to having next to no representation while growing up, but asgflgljhdhak that’s so SAD

[by-lalani]

bro the fact that people still follow me is wild

[by-lalani]

well that’s enough tumblr today :)

#real 🤡 hours #just winnie tingz🍯 #gonna commit not alive #i am dum #this is why we cant have nice things