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Happy Birthday Atobe Keigo👑

Today Oct 4th 2023 I just post my latest costest as Atobe Keigo to celebrate his birthday 🥲

I'm too lazy to draw him because my RL stuffs that bothered me recent days and maybe this month (Oct), and also too lazy to do recostest as him.

Maybe i can do costest as Tezuka on his birthday three days later wwww

Once again, お誕生日おめでとうバカキング、跡部景吾👑🎾🎉

#跡部景吾 #atobe keigo #birthday #Atobe keigo birthday #tenipuri #prince of tennis #cosplay #costest

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Hisashiburiiii~ been not updating any posts on my Tumblr account www OMG! Too much stress with my real-life stuff, and also I just sometimes being productive with drawing and singing wwww Here I upload my latest Tenipuri drawing for Atobe Keigo's birthday last year XD just a simple and quick (?) drawing and I edited some ornament using Canva. Happy Birthday Baka King, Atobe Keigo on Oct 4th! sorry for the late update on Tumblr ^^" DISCLAIMER, you can repost my art along with my Tumblr post ^^ feel free to get my permission first by DM

#my art #tenipuri #atobe keigo #drawing #my drawing

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シド (SID) - 承認欲求 (Shounin Yokkyuu) lyrics with english translation

シド (SID) - 承認欲求 (Shounin Yokkyuu) [Need an Approval]

見上げた空 鈍色の空

ぼくらはいつだってぬくもりが欲しい

miageta sora nibiiro no sora

bokura wa itsudatte nukumori ga hoshii

The sky I looked up, the dull-colored sky

We always want a warmth

承認欲求を 綴っては

寂しさから逃げる

shounin yokkyuu wo tsuzutte wa

samishisa kara nigeru

I spell out the desire for approval,

for run away from my loneliness

愛して もっとぼくを見てよ

愛して 忘れないで

本当のぼくは 今日も閉じた

見せかけのぼくは 今日も一人歩き

aishite motto boku wo mite yo

aishite wasurenaide

hontou no boku wa kyou mo tojita

misekake no boku wa kyou mo hitori aruki

Please love me, look at me more

Love me and dont forget me

The real me was closed today and

The fake me was walking alone today

タイムラインを埋め尽くしてる

色とりどりでも異様な日常

taimurain wo umetsukushiteru

irotoridori demo iyou na nichijou

Filling up my timeline

The colorful but strange everyday

承認欲求が満たされた

次の日には 不安

shounin yokkyuu ga mitasareta

tsugi no hi ni wa fuan

The anxiety of the next day filled with desire for approval

愛して もっとぼくを見てよ

愛して 忘れないで

本当のぼくは今日も閉じた

見せかけのぼくは今日も一人歩き

aishite motto boku wo mite yo

aishite wasurenaide

hontou no boku wa kyou mo tojita

misekake no boku wa kyou mo hitori aruki

Please love me, look at me more

Love me and dont forget me

The real me was closed today and

The fake me was walking alone today

苦しい誰もいない場所がない

苦しい もう見ないで

本当のぼくが今日も叫ぶ

時代のせいだとしても ぼくらの時代だ

kurushii daremo inai basho ga nai

kurushii mou minaide

hontou no boku ga kyou mo sakebu

jidai no sei da to shitemo bokura no jidai da

It's painful, nobody here yet I dont have anyplace

It's painful, please dont look me anymore

The real me was screamed today

Even because of the times, it will be our times

Please love me, look at me more

It's painful, please dont look me anymore

愛してもっとぼくを見てよ

苦しいもう見ないで

本当のぼくは今日も閉じた

見せかけのぼくは今日も一人歩き

aishite motto boku wo mite yo

kurushii mou minaide

hontou no boku wa kyou mo tojita

misekake no boku wa kyou mo hitori aruki

Please love me, look at me more

It's painful, please dont look me anymore

The real me was closed today and

The fake me was walking alone today

Romaji and kanji lyrics from https://www.lyrical-nonsense.com/lyrics/sid/shounin-yokkyuu/

Translate by me

Comment : I really love this song when it released that time. Because the lyrics and the MV related to my own life. Yes, please just love me well and look at me well. I'm here, struggling to find the meaning of my life. :")

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Hanakotoba and noragami ❤

That one set of Noragami artworks by Adachitoka

Because artists don’t draw great art of characters with flowers without having it mean something

I noticed that nobody’s talked about these breathtakingly beautiful artworks done by Adachitoka (or maybe someone’s written a similar post about this which got swallowed up by tumblr in the passage of time, in which case please forgive me), so I’ve done some research to find out why these flowers are drawn with their respective characters!

1. Yato and the Queen of the Night 

The Queen of the Night is a special flower that blooms very rarely (it’s said to only bloom once a year) and only ever blooms at night for a few hours before withering away. 

In Japanese flower language, the flower is associated with fleeting love (and beauty), joy, delicateness, seeing someone only once, and a strong will.

(In the context of Chapter 75′s ending, these aren’t exactly comforting implications .-.)

Bonus: the Japanese name for the flower (as written on the artwork) is called Gekka Bijin, which means the Beautiful One under the Moon. Probably Adachitoka hinting at something (cough* Tsukuyomi theory)?

2. Ebisu and Yudzuriha

(I would have used a better English alternative but unfortunately, there is no accurate common name for this plant apart from its scientific name Daphniphyllum macropodum, which is kind of a mouthful so)

The Yudzuriha in Japanese literally means ‘the plant which gives way’, referring to the fact that the plant is effectively kept evergreen by its older leaves withering away to make way for new leaves, without interrupting its foliage.

While the meaning of the flower itself symbolises the good relationship between old and new generations, I’d interpret Adachitoka’s use of this to be most likely a reference to Ebisu’s constant reincarnation.

3. Bishamon and Pomegranates

In Japanese (originating from Buddhist) mythology, pomegranates are a symbol of fertility, often depicted with the goddess Kariteimo (訶梨帝母) or Kishibojin (鬼子母神), who is the protector of children.

As an extra nugget of information, Kariteimo hadn’t always been a benign goddess. In fact, she was said to start off as an evil deity who captured children and fed them to her own. Her name Kishibojin means ‘Mother of Demon Children’ because she symbolizes the selfish nature of mothers whose love for their children is so extreme they become devils. Wanting to punish her for her cruelty, the Buddha hid away one of her children. Even though she had hundreds (some retellings say thousands) of them, she loved all her children the same and noticed when one was missing. Eventually, her child was returned to her after her anxious search for them, and Kariteimo reformed to become a more benevolent deity, having understood the pain of a parent who has lost a child.

To me, at least, Kariteimo’s story does give off vibes similar to that of Bishamon’s arc, though this is probably just my own thoughts running wild. The pomegranate could just as well be a simple reference to Bishamon having a lot of shinki, whom she see as her own children.

An afternote

So here’s the end of my contribution now to the fandom. Hope you all enjoy!

And if you liked this, you can check out other essays I’ve written for Noragami:

Noragami Theme Analysis: Ebisu and Crying 

Noragami Analysis: Ebisu and Iwami

Noragami Chapter 73/Theme Analysis: Ebisu and Kunimi, Part ½

Noragami Chapter 73/Theme Analysis: Ebisu and Kunimi, Part 2/2

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International Cat Day

My latest artwork with traditional art

Happy International Cat Dat on August 9th

Always love Felidae Family (cat, tiger, lion, jaguar, cheetah, puma, bengal cat, lynx, caracal, serval, etc) ❤ because they are too cute and will brighten your days ❤

Drawing based on my OC and his OC. Black cat for the woman, and Caracal for the man.

Credit on my signature

#international cat day #felidae #fanart #traditional art #gijinka

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お誕生日おめでとう手塚国光、10月7日2019年 😘

Happibaa my dream darling, Tezuka Kunimitsu.

I'm sorry for not celebrated your birthday with cake and candle. I'm struggling with my thesis and my part time job, so I just can make an altar from my own offi goods to you.

Once again, Otanjoubi Omedetou. You still always in my heart, until forever. Thanks for this 11 years with you ❤😘

#tezuka kunimitsu #tenipuri #birthday #merchendise #official goods #altar

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Bromide Touken Ranbu Stageplay Akatsuki no Dokuganryuu Ino Hiroki as Ookurikara

Scan by me Bromides belong to Kanon

(!I share this on my tumblr with her permission!)

SO IF YOU WANT TO REPOST IT, PLEASE CONTACT ME FIRST TO GET MY FRIEND’S PERMISSION!

ONCE AGAIN,THESE BROMIDES AREN’T MINE, but belong to my friend!

#touken ranbu #touken ranbu stageplay #ino hiroki #ookurikara

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Bromide Touken Ranbu Stageplay Akatsuki no Dokuganryuu Wada Takuma as Kasen Kanesada

Scan by me Credit on the watermark PLEASE DONT REPOST WITHOUT CREDIT!

#touken ranbu #touken ranbu stageplay #wada takuma #kasen kanesada

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Happy Easter Day for all who celebrate it! last night doodle with Painttool SAI~ He is trying become cute with rabbit ears and feels annoying aaaaa, I love it~ I love tsundere boy~ *slap Original Chara Draw by me with Painttool SAI

PLEASE DONT REPOST WITHOUT CREDIT~

#easter day #rabbit #eggs #easter eggs #original character

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[DDL] The Royal Tutor DVD6 SP – Making of Doko ni ita no sa!? My Princess (RAWS)

RULES

PLEASE DO NOT REUPLOAD IT INTO ANY STREAMING SITES (BOTH PARTS AND FULL)

DO NOT SHARE THE LINK OPENLY

If any of your friends would love to watch this video, please direct them to this post

Gifs/pics/video cuts are ok :)

I ignore empty blogs

State that you’ll follow all the rules when asking

If you can, please purchase the original DVD/Blu-ray to support the original artists (or if you want a season 2)

Please remember to follow the rules!! Send me an ask/msg for the link :)

Feel free to contact me if the link has any problems! Enjoy~

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YHA KIM HEECHUL!! x”DD *laugh so hard*

Kim Heechul’s definition of Prince of Tennis

➡"Prince of Tennis" is where he hits a ball and breaks a planet⬅😂😂

PS: yes way(if you know what I mean)

#kim heechul #The Prince of Tennis #tenipuri

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long time no see!

yey, finally I’m free from many college task and routinities.... so tired, and yeah finally I can draw and fangirling again <3

and here, I drew this because Desember and January are the Capricorn’s month, and it because he *cough* born with Capricorn zodiac.. www so yeah I drew this actually because of him too *cough*

you can find me on instagram too, yuugataasano. Many works will be upload there. Happy New Year btw, tomorrow is new year, right? wwww

“Capricorn” draw by me with painttool SAI Original Chara based on his OC

#original character #capricorn #desember #january

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Happy Birthday for my beloved hasbu, Tezuka Kunimitsu! Yes, finally I can give him a birthday drawing <3

and actually the draft of this drawing is for last year birthday and I decide to finish this for his birthday this year <3

just a quick (that actually not quick hiks) sketch and the lineart is so messy, okay ignore....

I Love You, Tezuka Kunimitsu, my Mitsu, my light~ yes, he is always be my light for my life, and until the rest of my life I think, I have loved him since 8,5 years ago, when I entered junior high school (and now I’m a college student!) not change until now. I still love him so much, and he is the only husband in my 2D world (the other charas I like until now such as Kazuma from Noragami, Kunikida Doppo from BSD and Heshikiri Hasebe from TKRB, these are just I have an affair with them *slap) but yes, Tezu just the only hasbu for my life.I dont think to add some hasbu again, just Tezu I need (but yeah I have an affair with other chara is no problem right? because tezuka left me alone to go Jerman and I’m lonely here :””D *plok) So yeah, once again, happy birthday honey~ <3

#tezuka kunimitsu #birthday #tenipuri #the prince of tennis #seigaku #oct 7th

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Sooo late for post these here. because I’m so lazy to scan anything *slap* Really happy when Tsune-kun finally (and the first time maybe) wear yukata on the magazine photoshoot~ Cast Size Magazine Summer 2014 - Aoki Tsunenori Scan by me Credit on the watermark PLEASE DONT REPOST WITHOUT CREDIT!

#aoki tsunenori #cast size #summer 2014 #my scans #yukata

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today, June 17th right? I know It’s too late to give birthday greeting like last year. and, I finish this and post this here not in the midnight as last year, so yeah gomen! :” and this is so.... simple drawing but too slow to finish this. I wonder, should I continue to draw him until I find the right object in my whole life, or should I stop bcause of....... I dont think so ^^” lets see and find the truth :3

draw by me Watercolor pencil One of my hidden project “The Anthology of Glasses Boys”.

for someone’s birthday on June 17th....

“For KKN, keep fight! See you again, 2 months later”

yeah, for you, who already know the sender of that letter

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ^^ yeah, from TeYuzu

#happy birthday #my drawing #watercolor pencils #my art #june 17th #glasses boy

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uwuwuwuwuwu~ love you dila-san~ <3 *plak

Cast Size Summer Special 2015

Scanned by dila-chan@tumblr. Please do not repost. Thank you ♥

#tsune kun with yukata #aoki tsunenori #cast size summer special 2015

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Happy Birthday to Our King, Atobe Keigo~ hiks, it’s too late for say “Happy Birthday” right?

I just draw this from this afternoon, because I have a mid-test this week... So, maybe Tezuka-kun also has a late birthday greeting (?) from me... Sorry for my bad drawing style, I cant draw properly with digital. I like traditional drawing indeed.... :” Btw, I’m too lazy draw background, so I took that from google... credit for the owner, sorry I forgot the owner name :”“D

Once more, Otanjoubi Omedetou Atobe Keigo!! please dont be always narcistic~ I hate you so much my brother! *ignore me*

#atobe keigo #birhtday #atobe keigo birthday #oct 4th #Fanart #tenipuri