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Things I’ve seen in Covid19 as an ICU nurse:

- a husband and wife admitted to icu, positive for covid after sending their two teenagers back to school when it opened. She coded and died yesterday. We wheeled her body into his room so he could say goodbye to his high school sweetheart from his hospital bed. We dont expect him to survive.

- 94 year old man, married to his wife for 64 years, both tested positive after a single visit to their dentist. It was the only “outing” they had since March. Because there are so few beds available, they were sent to separate hospitals. She stroked and died shortly after. He watched her funeral on FaceTime and never got to say goodbye.

- a 25 year old who flew home from another state because his mom was afraid and asked him too. He tested positive 3 days after his flight. He died 20 days later in our ICU.

- a father/son duo who run a manufacturing company, tested positive along with the majority of their employees. They both came to our ICU. Dad died. Son was able to leave the hospital 30 days later - he learned of his father’s death after leaving, for fear of impacting his recovery.

- A schoolteacher, working for special needs children, tested positive 1 week after her school mandated they reopen. She died 10 days later. Her last words before we intubated her were, “Im going to be your next survivor!” We told her she was right, but we all knew it wouldn’t happen.

- a 45 year old woman with a 6 and 8 year old at home. After 65 days, she never woke up due to hypoxic brain injury. She never made it off a ventilator.

- tiered nursing models, where ICU patients are being cared for primarily by nurses without ICU experience while one ICU rn gets placed as a “supervising” nurse over 5 ICU patients, and monitors the regular nurses care over them. Your loved ones not getting the appropriate level of care deserved because we have no staff left to care for them.

- patients who should be in ICU unable to come to the ICU because there are no beds available. Left on the regular floor in hospital with no additional supervision or coverage because there’s not enough staff to do so.

- patients that have been sent from out of state because their home areas have no room to take them. When these patients are close to end of life, their families are hard pressed to arrive in time to say goodbye.

- a unit opened as a tiered-staffing ICU where there is no negative pressure in patient rooms and no way to install them per maintenance. Nurses are going to be required to wear PAPR during their entire shifts without taking them off while working in that unit. So 12 hours without drinking water or eating unless you can leave the unit. Which it being tiered staffing - its not safe for the ICU rn to leave because there will only be 2 ICU nurses on the unit.

We are a long ways from having herd immunity with the coming vaccines. Please wear your masks. Dont go where you dont absolutely have to go. Wash your hands. This is not the time to go on new dates, have family gatherings or big game nights or get together. Please. You have called the nursing profession “the most trustworthy” for decades - and now when we beg you to listen, to wear a simple mask and social distance, you call us liars and the trauma we see these patients go through every day a conspiracy. Please. We are breaking.

#covid19 #please wear a mask #please sanitize your hands

[changhomin-hatsukoi]

I miss TVXQ

Most Cassies/BEs miss TVXQ

I THINK Yunho miss TVXQ (he truly looks happiest on stage afterall~)

I am NOT SURE if Changmin miss TVXQ though

#tvxq #maybe his wife be like 'no Oppa~ I can't share you with the world' #Or maybe Cm himself be like 'i've found my true calling in life and that is to stick like a leech to you my wifey' #And his wife was the one be like 'please go outside and be human' #Lol #Or may~be it was SME that was the asshole and was like 'tvxq who?'

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Ah~... i really am among my people  ♡( ◡‿◡ )

Every single odd number has an “e” in it.

#we dumb #tumblr community #i feel so much at home here #lol

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omigod.. i wanna read.. i wanna read everything!! gimme!  (✧ω✧)

Library found in Tibet with 84,000 untouched scrolls and books, contains the history of humanity for over 10,000 years.                           

Source

#history #i need to read all of them!

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Great Halloween, everybody! THE NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS (1993) dir. Henry Selick

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I... Thought this was bout cheating in games too at first.. orz

#cheaters are the worst #Relationship cheaters I meant

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Yeah, when i told my mom about the time when she grabbed my hair and tried to slam my face against the wall and glass window coz she thought i was stealing chocolate from the fridge (I was 10 years old and for the record, i didn’t steal the chocolate) or that time she charged at me and slap my face coz she ‘didn’t like the way i looked at her when i said good night’ or that time she said she should’ve aborted me

... she didn’t remember them either~ She just laughed and said ‘Really~?’ like they were all some silly funny things. 

Amazing how parents always have this selective amnesia ability when it comes to their own doings. and how easily they brushed it aside..

#parents #i legit got anxiety coz of my mom

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Wait, how can anyone sleep with their doors open???

wait people sleep with their doors closed????

#Thats scary?? #I sleep with my door close and sometimes locked

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“When you take selfies, is there an angle that you think works best for you?”

#yunho #my angel babie #tvxq

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Lol

#It's spaghetti #Conspiracy theory #Funny

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So soothing, makes me wanna cry

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Me, whenever i posted something in my Line group.. Lol..

My friends are so funny to troll 😁😁. I'm glad i found them.

i had a restful sleep

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twitter

#comedy #disaster

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- Interviewer gave bai yu a list of actresses that worked as his partner in past dramas and asked which of them that he has the most ‘couple’ feeling (chemistry) with. He answered that he never felt that ‘couple’ feeling with anyone before and the only one that he has that couple feeling/chemistry was with Long Ge (Zhu Yilong)

things you probably don’t know about bai yu and zhu yilong during the filming of Guardian:

whenever bai yu starts humming or singing randomly, yilong will bring his guitar and play for bai yu

the first thing yilong does when he goes to work is asking where bai yu is, then heads straight for him and pulls a chair to sit next to bai yu

bai yu, like zhao yunlan, has stomachache from not eating enough. yilong finds out about it and sees it as his responsibility to drag bai yu to have breakfast every day

yilong, in an interview, answering the question of ‘who would win in an argument, you or bai yu?’: it doesn’t matter, i’d always let him be the winner in the end.

#guardian zhenhun #zhu yilong #bai yu #镇魂 guardian #i can't move on from them #朱一龙 #白宇

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Gonna park this here :)

SCI Eng Sub Links

As not all episodes are in the same place, here’s a current list of locations for the episodes of SCI with English subtitles (you all need to watch it, it’s amazing).

(Please consult and reblog original post here, as links may be changed or inactive at diff times: https://mypheralside.tumblr.com/post/177950722849/sci-eng-sub-links )

Episode 1 - Dailymotion)

Episode 2 - (Dailymotion)

Episode 3 - (DailyMotion)

Episode 4 - (DailyMotion)

Episode 5 - (DailyMotion)

Episode 6 - (Dailymotion)

Episode 7 - (Dailymotion)

Episode 8 - (Mega - download)

Episode 9 - (DailyMotion) (says ep 2 in the subtitles but it’s ep 9.)

Episode 10 - (DailyMotion)

Episode 11 - (DailyMotion)

Episode 12 - (DailyMotion)

Episode 13 - (DailyMotion)

Episode 14 - (DailyMotion)

Episode 15 - (DailyMotion)

Episode 16 - (DailyMotion)

Episode 17 - (DailyMotion)

Episode 18 - (DailyMotion)

Episode 19 - (DailyMotion)

Episode 20 - (DailyMotion)

Episode 21 - (DailyMotion)

Episode 22 - (DailyMotion)

Episode 23 - (DailyMotion)

Episode 24 (s1 finale) - (DailyMotion)

Subtitle files for download: on subscene (any missing here are not eps I released so I can’t supply them, sorry)

And season two has been announced! Whoo!

#s.c.i mystery #chinese drama #bl #bai yutong #zhan yao

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You don’t need to delete your fanfics or your current works just because someone has been confirmed to be in a relationship. It is something that you believed in at some point, has been a part of you for some time and vented out in a creative way when you had no other outlet. If you feel like you want to then it’s okay.

I dont want anyone to feel uncomfortable.

If i refer to the unknown girl in my fic, would someone gets angry as now it is no longer hypothetical imaginary person but a real one..

I legit hv a fic on cm getting a gf who turned out to be psycho and wanting to kill yunho!

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Don't be so nosy, hmm?

???? When did u send this coz i truly have no idea what this refers to..

Sorry. It'd been a while since i last open my tumblr