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[chaotiicus]

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❝ 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞, 𝐬𝐨 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐥, 𝐨𝐫 𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞. 𝐅𝐨𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐥, 𝐈 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐝𝐨𝐦 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐛𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐬𝐞. ❞

penned by: Bubbles.

#self promo #bubbles takes center stage! // ooc. #( ooc: it’s not 100% ready but I have most of the ground work done. all I have left are deciding tags and finishing pages!!!! )

[chaotiicus]

WORKING ON ICONS AND STUFF

For fun, while I’m working on getting icons for Doris, I’m going to give you guys lore facts and information about changes for Doris and Lilim. If you like them and want more just like the post and/or comment what or who you wanna know more about and I’ll answer little bits here and there as I work. For now, here is the first round under the read more cut!

WARNING: there any be some triggering topics so make sure to check the tags.

Lilim

Lilim is a big supporter of women’s rights as well as women’s wrongs. Why? Because women are complex beings capable of hosting both light and dark energies, making both good and bad choices. That is the beauty of free will.

Contrary to popular belief, she is not a ‘hater of all men’. Men have their uses and are also beings of free will (depending on the species) meaning they have value. What she hates are men that believe they are superior due to their masculinity, use their supposed superiority to oppress/hurt others, or use it as an excuse for not taking action. These men she sees as nothing more than bugs even if they have ‘changed their ways’ Lilim would not ‘forgive’ them.

Does not matter your race, gender, sexuality, or species Lilim believes she is a superior being. There are few she would consider on the same level as herself and even fewer that she’d consider above her.

If she was a celestial body, she’d be the moon. Lilim is content with this celestial representation as it shows her want to watch over the events of the world and play an important but not totally central role is what is happening. She is happy with pulling strings and manipulating things being the curtains.

When Lilim walks the prime material plane (our reality/plane of existence or Earth) in her true form and not just via use of a vessel, bad things do not necessarily happen. You’d think that just her presence would cause disaster to spring forth in the world and it can just like other extremely high ranking demons and devils (think Lilith, Lucifer, Satan, Asmodeus, Leviathan, and the likes). However she has a lot of control over her presence and energies due to her origins making her hard to locate while on the Prime Material.

 Lilim was chosen to be the vessel of the first generation of lilin not because she was the only one to survive heaven’s purge of she and her sisters but because she was the one most like Lilith when she was young. This resemblance is the same reason why Lilith does very little to police Lilim even though she is technically the only one that can.

If Lilim had to be classified under fighting style archetype she’d be an assassin-type. Though she has great abilities when it comes to spells she prefers the physical aspect of the fight and cloak and dagger tactics.

She is a big ‘never forgive or forget but it’s okay to act like you do’ kinda person.

While their are cases of demons/devils ascending from their origins to be celestial beings akin to angels this is not possible for Lilim due to many of the horrific acts she as committed during her life. Should someone close to her choose the path of ascension Lilim will view this was one of the ultimate acts of betrayal. She will stop at nothing to destroy that person and will plan for eons to do so.

Lilim detests the scent of frankincense and myrrh as it is the smell that holy Saints give off and brings back painful memories that she cannot fully remember as they belong to the being ‘Lily’ the person she was before her soul was ripped apart by Lilith and sewn together with the other remnants of the first generation of lilin to create what she is now.

Doris

If Doris was a celestial body, she’d been the sun. That’s not what she wants to be though. If she had a choice she’d be the moon or stars. To Doris, the sun is a fiery mass that scorches the earth and causes pain like dehydration, sunburns, and heat stroke that get to close to it or are in its presence to long. She has forgotten that without the sun there would be no life as plants would be unable to grow and people unable to see their way around the dark.

If she was given a fighting type archetype, Doris would a mage-type. However do not let the idea that primary casters are physically weak. If forced into a corner with no mana or spells at her disposal she is not afraid to use her fists, nails, and teeth if she must.

Doris’ divination abilities are not normal even among other supernaturals. She should have been consumed by madness at an early age due to the extreme nature of her gift but has somehow held on to her sense of self even though it causes her a lot of pain and suffering.

Her divination gift is also not necessarily magical in nature nor is it a mutation or miracle of any sort. When examined by higher level beings (such as an archdemon, archdevil, plantar, archfey, deity, or the likes) it as an odd nearly Eldritch feel to it though it is not tied to any discernible force or beings. It is almost as if some Outer Planar energy latched onto her natural magical gift and unintentionally amplified it. 

Due to her gift of divination and the strength of her third/inner eye, Doris’ actual physical vision isn’t that great and continues to get worse as the years drag on. She does her best to offset this with elixirs. It is currently completely curable with the help of glasses or contacts but she hates how round they make her face look or how they feel in her eyes.

Doris for sure smokes vapes. She has an adorable pink box mod and the juices she uses are always some sort of fruity menthol. The only time she smokes real cigarettes (which have to be menthol) is when she is drinking alcohol.

Not doubt due to her chronic pain, depression, anxiety, insomnia, and eating disorder she is a cannabis user. While she probably smokes it from time to time she much prefers edibles due to her love of cooking causing her to learn how to make her own. Her cannabis use is not something she is hyper open about nor will you ever find her stash unless you go snooping through her things. However if asked if she is down for a ‘sesh’ (meaning the consumption of cannabis with a group) she’ll most likely agree as long as she knows the person or those involved well enough.

Doris has ASD or autism spectrum disorder but is undiagnosed as she and her aunt didn’t really put all the pieces together about it until Doris was already an adult. While their is still value in her getting a diagnosis it’s not completely necessary since she has already learned to function on her own with the assistance a diagnosis could provide. 

Doris has a surprisingly loving and healthy relationship with her maternal aunt who raised her. While her aunt seems like a cold person to most that is not necessarily true.

As many of you know, Doris has a snake familiar named ‘Sugar’. Doris has raised Sugar since she was found abandoned by Doris’ aunt in the Feywilds. This means that Sugar is by definition a Fey being capable of wielding some most likely minor magics. Sugar’s greatest boon/ability is her venom which Doris has spend years making an antidote for that must be administered with in 24 hours of the initial bite if the victim is going to survive.

Lilim & Doris

When Doris was assaulted while she was still in boarding school it was Lilim who killed her assaulter and punished those that enabled him. Doris summoned Lilim willing to offer anything she had if the demoness would ‘keep her safe’. After hearing why such a young witch wanted to make such a desperate deal, Lilim was infuriated. Once more God’s creation man had tried to rob a young woman of something precious before she could even come into her power and due to the act of supposed repentance no justice was served within the House of God. The staff at the school were tortured with demonic possessions and deaths until the archdiocese commanded the school be closed and burnt to the ground in hopes of containing or abolishing whatever taint had taken hold. The man that hurt Doris was taken to hell personally by Lilim where he remains for eternity never knowing rest and forever in agony. Lilim did take payment from Doris but because it was something the archdevil took joy in doing the price was cheep, a batch of the witch’s famous lavender lemon cake cookies and the promise that if Doris was to ever make a contract with higher level being it would only ever be with Lilim.

Lilim has a large soft spot for Doris. Though she does wish for the witch to enter a contract with her and force her and her gifts into Lilim’s eternal service, the archdevil also enjoys seeing Doris desperately fight to carve her own path. It’s a little sadistic but their relationship has very much a big sister and little sister vibe. Because of this, the nature of their relationship, and the danger of labels the term ‘friendship’ is not used between them merely ‘close acquaintances’.

Lilim does not like Doris’ aunt as she believes it was that woman’s fault that Doris suffered at the Catholic boarding school due to willful ignorance of the dangers of putting a young unprotected witch in a Christian setting even in modern times.

Doris does still meet with Lilim sometimes though not often. They drink mead and eat edibles (both made by Doris) and talk. Doris finds Lilim’s tales of hell’s politics and her personal exploits fascinating while Lilim takes great joy in Doris’ reactions to her saucier part of the stories and teasing the witch. While this is a wholesome time for the two it is not solely that as each visit Lilim is seeking a way to still bring Doris under her power and it is something they are both actively aware of.

#bubbles takes center stage! // ooc. #tw disordered eating #tw alcohol #tw drug mention #tw cannabis #tw religion #tw religious themes #tw lovecraftian lore mentions #tw assault #tw religious abuse #tw depression #tw murder

[chaotiicus]

ALMOST GOT IT!

Besties! I am almost done with job training and icon hunting!! I’ll be able to do a lot on Thursday because I can work from home and make icons while I watch training videos. Sorry it’s taking forever. Also I got my car back!!

BESTIES!! I’M BACK!!

I am so so so so freaking sorry that I fell off the face of the earth. Lots of things have happened (some good and a fair amount bad) but I think I have my feet under me for the first time in a while. I’m actively working on a dual muse blog for Doris and Lilim because while I haven’t been coding I have been expanding their stories and backgrounds! I hope you are all excited to see what I have cooked up and are still willing to write with me. I’ll post the promo and any further updates. If you wanna talk to me while I work shoot mean a message and I’ll give you my Discord!

#bubbles takes center stage! // ooc.

[chaotiicus]

UPDATE

Hey guys! Production of the new blog has slowed due to all the training classes I’ve had to go to for this new job. Also my car got stolen last night while I was sleeping and found by the police this morning. I’m still reeling from it all.

BESTIES!! I’M BACK!!

I am so so so so freaking sorry that I fell off the face of the earth. Lots of things have happened (some good and a fair amount bad) but I think I have my feet under me for the first time in a while. I’m actively working on a dual muse blog for Doris and Lilim because while I haven’t been coding I have been expanding their stories and backgrounds! I hope you are all excited to see what I have cooked up and are still willing to write with me. I’ll post the promo and any further updates. If you wanna talk to me while I work shoot mean a message and I’ll give you my Discord!

#out of character #moblie

[chaotiicus]

UPDATE

I’m still working on the blog! Just struggling to find a new fc for Doris so I can try and make edits and icons. But I’ve mad a fair amount of progress!

BESTIES!! I’M BACK!!

I am so so so so freaking sorry that I fell off the face of the earth. Lots of things have happened (some good and a fair amount bad) but I think I have my feet under me for the first time in a while. I’m actively working on a dual muse blog for Doris and Lilim because while I haven’t been coding I have been expanding their stories and backgrounds! I hope you are all excited to see what I have cooked up and are still willing to write with me. I’ll post the promo and any further updates. If you wanna talk to me while I work shoot mean a message and I’ll give you my Discord!

#bubbles takes center stage! // ooc.

[chaotiicus]

I need help with a FC.

*Obi Won voice* Hello there! The title is exactly what it says. I am in the new market for an new face claim for Doris. I’ve used the same ones for years but her icons next to Lilim’s look a bit lack luster. So... Does anyone know a good female character with orange or orange toned hair from any webtoons or manhwa? I really want some colored icons for and would appreciate it if someone could point me in the right direction!

#Bubbles takes center stage! // ooc. #[ ooc; tell my why i kept trying to spell 'icon' as' eye con' XD ]

[chaotiicus]

BESTIES!! I’M BACK!!

I am so so so so freaking sorry that I fell off the face of the earth. Lots of things have happened (some good and a fair amount bad) but I think I have my feet under me for the first time in a while. I’m actively working on a dual muse blog for Doris and Lilim because while I haven’t been coding I have been expanding their stories and backgrounds! I hope you are all excited to see what I have cooked up and are still willing to write with me. I’ll post the promo and any further updates. If you wanna talk to me while I work shoot mean a message and I’ll give you my Discord!

#Bubbles takes center stage! // ooc.

[chaotiicus]

It’s that time I know y’all were waiting for, UPDATE! I’m currently working on the blogs and am pretty much done with Doris’ and Adam almost done with Lilim!! Hoping to be back with in the next week or two so be looking out for the promo!!! Thanks again for being patient with me. 🙏🏻💖

OOC UPDATE

Hey guys! Sorry about not being around. I ended up getting the flu and an ear infection. I’m feeling a bit better now and after resting this weekend I would be back! I’ll answer threads and post all the asks and starters I owe then.

#bubbles takes center stage! // ooc.

[chaotiicus]

To my loyal followers, I once more deeply apologize for the amount of time it’s taking me to get back on my feet. Due to this I’ve had to make a decision. I will be going back to only having two muses (Doris and Lilim) and having two blogs for them. It’s just so hard to keep up having more than that and with my health I can’t really do a lot. I’m going to slowly remake their blogs and I will post the promos on here when they are done. Feel free to reach out to me to talk at any time! I’d still love to brainstorm ideas and gush about my girls if given the chance! Thank you for being patient with me. ❤️

OOC UPDATE

Hey guys! Sorry about not being around. I ended up getting the flu and an ear infection. I’m feeling a bit better now and after resting this weekend I would be back! I’ll answer threads and post all the asks and starters I owe then.

#mobile post.

[chaotiicus]

Hey all you cool cats! Thanks for not giving up on me just yet. I will be back soon. I had to go to the ER recently so I’m behind my ‘back to roleplaying’ schedule. Sorry about the wait!

OOC UPDATE

Hey guys! Sorry about not being around. I ended up getting the flu and an ear infection. I’m feeling a bit better now and after resting this weekend I would be back! I’ll answer threads and post all the asks and starters I owe then.

#bubbles takes center stage! // ooc.

[chaotiicus]

Just letting you guys know I am coming back still! Sorry about the wait. A lot happened this holiday and I am still decompressing. I plan to be back shortly after the New Year once I have everything in order.

OOC UPDATE

Hey guys! Sorry about not being around. I ended up getting the flu and an ear infection. I’m feeling a bit better now and after resting this weekend I would be back! I’ll answer threads and post all the asks and starters I owe then.

#Bubbles takes center stage! // ooc.

[chaotiicus]

OOC UPDATE

Hey guys! Sorry about not being around. I ended up getting the flu and an ear infection. I’m feeling a bit better now and after resting this weekend I would be back! I’ll answer threads and post all the asks and starters I owe then.

#bubbles takes center stage! // ooc. #mobile post.

[chaotiicus]

Send 'I want a baby' for the receiving muse's reaction to the sending muse saying this to them.

Remember to specify muse for multi-muse blogs!

#fun things for my followers! // inbox memes.

[chaotiicus]

Questions for the mun. A series of questions for the mun / the person behind the muse(s)

Basics.

When did you first start writing?

In what language did you start writing?

If your mother tongue is not the language you write now, what caused you to switch languages?

What was the first muse that you’ve written?

Do you still write your first muse?

What is the muse that you write for the longest?

In what style did you start to write (First person, third person, *-style or novel-style?)

What caused you to start writing? What was your key point?

Do you regret starting writing?

Is there anything you would have changed when you started writing now that you have more experience?

Do you tell your friends / family that you write?

How do you describe writing / rp to others?

On what platform did you start to write?

Canon Muses.

What is your favorite canon muse?

Have you ever written a canon muse that you first thought of ‘meh’ when they appeared in their canon show/movie/book?

Are you happy with how your favorite canon muse was portrayed in canon?

How far do go with divergencies when it comes to your canon muse?

OCs.

Who was your first OC?

Do you still write your first OC?

Who is your favorite OC?

How would you describe your favorite OC?

Do you have developed dynamics with the OC of another mun that has influenced your OC or Canon muse?

How do you create an OC? What are your steps for developing an OC?

FC or story first when you develop an OC?

Fandoms.

In what fandom did you start?

What is your favorite fandom in which you write?

Is there any fandom you regret exploring?

Have you ever developed an OC for a certain fandom?

Ships.

What are you looking for in a ship?

Do you tend to focus on shipping or do you not care at all?

Have you ever developed a ship based on writing with a certain other character / mun?

Have you ever started to ship a rare-pair?

What are rare-pairs that you’re passionate about?

Do you plot a ship or see where it goes?

What are your favorite ships on here (feel free to tag?)

Do you ship someone’s muses on your dash?

Tumblr.

What are the trends when it comes to writing that you adore?

What are trends when it comes to writing that you dislike?

What trend would you wish to see on here?

What was your first blog / URL?

Do you still have your first blog / URL?

What’s something you find weird on here?

What’s something you wish to improve?

What are your biggest (personal) Tumblr crushes?

What people make you happy when you see them on the dash?

What are things that you don’t wish to see on here?

What are things you wish people would tag so you can block it?

What new addition would make your Tumblr experience so much better?

#fun things for my followers! // inbox memes.

[chaotiicus]

In honor of SPOTIFY WRAPPED,  send me a number 1-100 and I’ll write you a starter based on the song.

#fun things for my followers! // inbox memes.

[chaotiicus]

Send ❤️ if you want to ship but are too shy to ask

Can be sent on anon or not

#fun things for my followers! // inbox memes. #[ ooc; you send me this an i will be in your dms instantly ] #[ ooc; does not matter if we have interacted before or not!! ]

[chaotiicus]

i'll be your victim.

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