codename-freya

[codename-freya]

// I want to apologize for my absence... it's only the end of February, and it's already been a year. I've had very little muse due to a lot going on in mundania. Long story short, relationship issues, my own health issues, and family health issues. It feels as though I can't get a break to gather myself and recharge. There is good news though, I have officially named my second book and have finished with developmental edits and so far am on track for publishing late spring/early summer.

#~*~ out of codenames ~*~ ooc #tbd #mundane life #it's been rough

[codename-freya]

~*~ Even though Orihime’s thoughts were silent, Kaisa could understand how they raced. It was how she’d felt many times before. She just wanted to prove her worth as a shinigami and that she was able to be useful. She even feared being the reason another comrade in arms died in the field. Kaisa didn’t move her hand quite yet, wanting to comfort her. 

“It’s quite alright Inoue-san,” she answered kindly, “we all have much to learn, even when we live long lives. People older than the two of us refuse assistance while those younger understand the need for it.”

She gave the girl’s knee a gentle squeeze.

“I cannot blame you for that fear. It is one I hold myself.”

Kaisa closed her eyes again and winced as she reached into her kosode to grab her small first aid kit.

“It’s a good thing that I still have this. Take the needle out and pluck one of my hairs. You can use that to suture the worst of the injuries,” Kaisa stated calmly, “I’ve had to do this more than once for myself and others. I can walk you through the process.”

she was on the brink of tears .

she doesn't know how to do much things by herself - she was quite a weak and fragile girl , both physically and mentally - she was always one to be protected and never was the protector because of what happened in the past that makes her fear of standing out and be herself -

she also never knew how to do much stuff herself because most - well all of her life she lived with her brother and all of the time her brother always do the things for her , except her homework of course - but other than that her brother always took care of her and teaches her things . . but maybe it just wasn't that much , probably even back then she was still a KID .

but after her brother's death she had to learn to do things herself and by her own pace - and sometimes by the help of her friend , Tatsuki . even though her brother have died she still have a friend that helped her AND teaches her stuff every now and then . . specifically about social cues and stuff - she never understood them that well . she's always taking thing too literally or never understood things completely unless explained crystal clear .

then a hand was placed upon hers startling her in the process but also bringing back her sense instead of letting her be in her own head and spiraling down a big deep dark maze as her eyes widen and look at the green grassy eyes , looking at it calms her down - it felt like she was in a . . somewhat comfortable place . as her eyes soften back and a thin smile got on her face .

" . . I'm glad I was some kind of help and that I . . I'm sorry that I started speaking nonsense and stuff - I didn't mean to . . do that "

a blink and a look away from Kaisa as her thin smile slowly on the verge of fading away again .

" it just . . I'm scared . I don't want anyone to die in front of me again . . "

#~*~ down but not out ~*~ ic #thehealerhairpin #v: 5th division #v: 5th seat #cw injury #tw injury #cw blood #tw blood #cw medical situation #tw medical situation

[codename-freya]

~*~ The young soul halted at Orihime telling her she refused. She blinked and tilted her head to the side. If Kaisa didn’t attack and purify the hollow soon then they’d both be in danger. Yes Kaisa was injured, her left leg was still bleeding, but no major arteries had been severed. She wouldn’t bleed out and she didn’t want to let the girl get harmed as well. This argument wasn’t going to help either of them in the situation and Kaisa needed to make a choice. She could let Orihime stay and risk both of them being wounded more, or convince her to leave and get herself harmed again while trying to convince the girl to listen. That decision needed to be quick and well, she was still not wanting to let Orihime get harmed.

“Inoue-san, it’s my duty to protect living souls,” Kaisa told her, focusing her attention back on the adjuchas that was stalking them, “if you won’t run, then please do your best to avoid getting yourself harmed. I couldn’t live with it if I let you be hurt when I could have stopped it.”

The hollow growled at them, bearing its animalistic teeth and claws. Kaisa took a breath and steadied herself for blocking its next attack with her shield.

“Keep your guard up and don’t underestimate them.”

With that the bear-like hollow pounced at the girls and Kaisa lifted her shield to keep the claws at bay. She thrust the spear towards its side, aiming for a weak spot to incapacitate it. What she needed now was to push it back and prepare for an assault herself.

CONT FROM {X} @codename-freya

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" I REFUSE ! "

it was her immediate answer to the request . . favor - her voice was someone brave yet there was a hint of fear in them -

" I'm here to protect not to be protected ! - "

she do not want to be protected again - she do not want to be protected and lose have another person die in front of her again - no - not like this - not them protecting someone like HER and risking their life , no - not again .

" I'm sorry - but I don't believe you - I wish I could - but you're injured and I'm here to HELP not to be HELPED "

a sigh came through - harsh , sweats running down her face - fearful yet not wanting to be treated and seems like she was a weakling again - she got powers - she got powers that were meant to PROTECT , she got powers that were meant to HELP .

" just . . let me help ! - "

even if she can't do much - even if she won't do much - at least she can try - at least she WILL try - at least . . she can try to be some sort of use to her . . and not be deemed useless - and not be a useless asset and doesn't deserves to be standing within a battlefield -

#~*~ down but not out ~*~ ic #thehealerhairpin #v: 5th seat #v: 5th division #cw injury #tw injury

[codename-freya]

~*~  The moment she stepped in, Kaisa noticed the contrast of her with the ginger girl that popped up to speak. The girl was bright and seemed friendly, while the blonde seemed more withdrawn than anything. Her mossy green eyes, dull, as she took in the ginger’s appearance. Thin lips stayed still as she watched, and listened to the question.

“Yes,” she responded, her voice quiet and even. 

Kaisa’s long curls were slightly untamed as she tucked a few locks of hair behind an ear. She raised a blonde eyebrow, looking again. This was a student, just like her. She hadn’t expected to be approached in such a manner. It wasn’t off-putting, just not something she was used to.

“Ranta Kaisa,” the blonde murmured, just providing a name. Even though she was unsure, the tone of her voice hadn’t telegraphed it. Her tone was still even, as though it was more in a monotone.

CONT FROM {X} @codename-freya

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new year , new things , new student , but same her .

it was the first day of school after the very long break . she didn't do much except . . well probably help Kurosaki and stuff ! and hang out with her friends like usual , it has always been that way for her . . but now there's a lot more friends that she have gained throughout the month .

she never expected to become friends with Kurosaki at all - she was only a hopeless romance with no chance of winning his heart - but oh well ! things changed .

she heard there was going to be a new student here - she haven't seen them just yet .

at least that was before a door was heard opening and her head turned to look at the blondie that were definitely not on of the classmate ! her assumption and she immediately assumed that they were the new student .

new student could only means new friend !

as seeing the awkward person coming through she jumps to the side of the blond with a bright smile waving at her .

" I haven't seen you before ! you're new here right ? "

she was only asking to make sure she wasn't getting the wrong person NOR was the person in the wrong class -

#~*~ down but not out ~*~ ic #thehealerhairpin #v: main #ish?

[codename-freya]

~*~ Despite her anxiety about the situation, Amagai seemed to be able to ease it. His attitude wasn’t stressed and in fact he seemed to be astute enough to keep the young fifth seat from getting in trouble. She smiled softly, glad that he agreed to supplying her with her own addiction for this favor Hirako voluntold her to do.

“Good,” she murmured, not speaking more than she needed to while they were doing what they could to sneak around and not get caught. 

The conversation between the shinigami that were passing by amused Kaisa. She had been in the Eleventh division long ago. It was necessary to bring her to where she was now, but Kaisa really wasn’t happy there. She understood wanting to transfer divisions, especially since she’d done it multiple times before settling down for, hopefully, good in the Fifth. 

“Kurotsuchi-taicho is unnerving… though I can understand why he’s allowed to do what he does,” Kaisa replied. She was afraid of the Twelfth division captain, but she had some trust for him in certain aspects. If she lost a limb, she would go to them for a prosthetic. If she needed some joint rebuilt, she would do the same. Kaisa didn’t want to be an experiment, but the Twelfth did have their uses.

Kaisa silently followed behind his large frame, utilizing the fact that she was small enough to use him as a meat shield. She didn’t think twice about the extra rounds. It wasn’t the first time she’d done it herself even in times of peace, but she did notice the slight shift in the captain’s posture. It told her that he was thinking about it, maybe even saw something more than the young soul did.

“Just tell me what you need,” she replied, keeping her movements in time with him and just as silent.

"A fellow coffee lover, knew there was something I liked about you," Amagai replied in a hushed voice after Kaisa had made her way over to him, avoiding the attention of what turned out to be a group of 1st Division Shinigami coming down the hall, "think I can make that happen for sure if your Captain won't-- I've got stockpiles of coffee back in the Third's Barracks."

Peeking outside of the room he and Kaisa were hidden within, Amagai watches the other Shinigami make their way down the hall, and as they passed he, and Kaisa, would likely hear the conversation they were having.

"No way, transferring to the Twelfth Division would be a death sentence, rather end up in the Eleventh, 'least I'd probably die in battle there, not on some operating table." "Those are all just rumours, none of that's true. I hear the Twelfth does nothing but sit around all day in a lab looking at screens, way easier than all this guard duty and walking around; I would kill for a job like that." "You both are morons; Soutaicho assigns us all a few extra rounds and you're talking about transferring? Grow some backbone….. before I go upstairs and tell Ise."

"Can't say I disagree with the first guy, if I had to choose," Amagai commented in a hushed voice, holding back a chuckle, "Kurotsuchi scares the daylights out of me."

Once the group had passed, Amagai propped open the door to the room he and Kaisa were hiding in, and resumes his sneaky trek down the hallway again, making his way to the stairs that led to the upper levels of the barracks.

All the while, Amagai wondered about the conversation he had just overheard, specifically, why had Shunsui assigned extra patrols to his subordinates so suddenly? It wasn't like the Gotei 13 was at war anymore, they hadn't been for a while now, and all of sudden, on the day Amagai decided to make this little trip, there is a renewed need for security…?

It didn't sit right with Amagai, but hopefully it was just coincidence.

"I think Kyōraku's office is just a flight above us," Amagai said to Kaisa who he hoped was actually still behind him as he crept up the staircase, rounding the corners quietly, and cautiously, "once we're in sight of it, we need to be extra careful, especially if Ise Fukutaichō is around, she's got eyes like a hawk."

#~*~ down but not out ~*~ ic #doomxdriven #v: 5th seat #v: 5th division

[codename-freya]

~*~ Looking at the juxtaposition between the two was a sight to be seen. There were so many things that were contrasting between the Quincy and the Shinigami. The Quincy towered over the almost too small blonde. Her uniform was pristine, no blood, no dirt. There was nothing that appeared out of place in the Quincy’s appearance. Kaisa, on the other hand, the young soul was covered in injuries and blood. Her shihakusho was torn in places that arrows had pierced her, amongst other tools of the Jailer to either amuse himself in her cries of pain or break her. Kaisa’s blonde curls were even tangled and more messy than she ever kept it. Dried blood was caked in her hair, on her skin, and even in the fabric that was still clinging to her small frame.

Kaisa trembled, hearing the footsteps that told her someone was coming. They weren’t the same as her tormentor’s but she worried about who these new footsteps were owned by. Her voice sounded sharp to the frightened shinigami’s ears. She didn’t even know why Quilge hadn’t killed her on sight. Instead he’d captured her and seemed to just have fun torturing her. At first Kaisa had tried to fight back, tried to be her normal spitfire self, but slowly she’d become more demure. She’d become easily frightened. There were still times she spat back, but they were becoming few and far between each time he got angry and harmed her. 

“I hope that bastard gets killed for attempting to capture another shinigami,” she said with the little bit of venom she still had within her.

Kaisa didn’t meet the woman’s gaze. She couldn’t. She’d been beaten down enough to not meet someone’s eyes. The fact that she’d not come to cause harm to the young soul wasn’t lost on her. 

“How can you work for that bastard?” Kaisa growled, wanting to know what kind of person would willingly follow someone so cruel.

ㅤ"SO , IT'S TRUE THAT THE JAEGERMEISTER is capturing shinigami now . interesting ... maybe, he thinks can get something out of you, who knows . orrrr, maybe it's just all for fun." the woman says, leaning against the prison wall lightly. irys was tall , and even taller in her uniform's knee-high boots ------towering over the small shinigami woman with ease . the rest of her uniform is beautiful , decorated & clean ... a pristine white frock coat , well-fitted trousers , with blue and silver accents . she had seen this one , during her brief visits to the prisons . irys never liked being down here , ever , even as the head jaegerin of the jagdarmee eins . imprisoning others was far less enjoyable than the hunt itself ... to her , anyway , though some would disagree with her .

ㅤㅤ" my lord's word is law around here ... perhaps you'll be seeing some of your friends soon ? " irys says gently, pushing herself off the wall.

ㅤshe moved with a cat-like grace . prowling . her intense gaze never leaving the other's broken form . not that that was any different from some of the other prisoners within these walls . there was many in their dozens , by now . prisoners of war . the captured quarries .

ㅤ"but , don't worry . I don't have any orders to hurt you . I'm just making rounds , saying hello ." she waves with all five of her fingers . "soooo, hello !"

@codename-freya

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#~*~ down but not out ~*~ ic #soulwrought #v: tybw #cw prisoner #tw prisoner #cw blood #tw blood #cw gore #tw gore #cw captive #tw captive #ask to tag

[codename-freya]

~*~ As she was assisted into a sitting position, she winced. The electricity that had shot through her body still had every nerve on fire. Her cheeks warmed as she was lifted by the armpits and lowered quite gently to the ground. Kaisa’s feet touched down, and it took a moment for her to be stable on them. She looked up, those mossy green eyes of hers watering up a little because of the kindness she was being shown and the pain within her.

Without a thought, all of her muscles stiffened with the hand placed on her shoulder. It was just an instinct for her. It wasn’t meant as a slight against the Arrancar. She just feared touch from the majority of people. 

“Ranta Kaisa…” she murmured softly, “I was the former tenth seat of the Sanbantai… now just a lab assistant… or whatever Taicho decides to do to me.”

That voice of hers was weak, full of fear, and even unsure of herself. She was so demure, unlike when she’d attempted to get the young Quincy to safety.

╭┈─────── ೄྀ࿐ ˊˎ- 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚐𝚎𝚛 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚏𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎𝚍: 𝚂𝚞𝚛𝚐𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚕 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚌𝚛𝚒𝚙𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 / 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚌𝚛𝚒𝚙𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚐𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚜𝚝.

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ╰┈─➤ 𝐌𝐔𝐓𝐔𝐀𝐋 𝐄𝐗𝐂𝐋𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐎𝐂: @codename-freya

The arrancar, still holding onto the small girl curled up in her arm, gently took Kaisas hand and helped her into a sitting position. She carefully handed Hatsumi to her… 𝑫𝑨𝑼𝑮𝑯𝑻𝑬𝑹? And picked Kaisa up from under the armpits, she was definitely strong… that’s to say the least. She lowered Kaisa down onto the ground. “ My name is Amel, what is yours dear? “ she put her clawed hand on Kaisas shoulder, her body leaning down so that she could atleast be on the same lavel as the shinigami.

#~*~ down but not out ~*~ ic #blindedwonderland #v: 12th division au #cw injury #tw injury #ask to tag

[codename-freya]

~*~ Kaisa's lip trembled, still afraid that her captain would return and do another surgery on her. She didn't know if she could push herself to a sitting position without assistance due to what she'd been through. Seeing Hatsumi, though, she was glad the little girl wasn't connected to tubes or machines again. She knew she could trust the Arrancar because of how she spoke.

“I think I need help sitting up…” She murmured softly, weakly, “after that, I think I can try to walk…”

Even though he had broken one leg, that compound he forced down her throat stitched the bone back together. The nerves around where it had broken were still painful, but her current broken arm and the newly implanted device in her were worse. She looked so small, so haunted as she struggled to even push herself to sitting.

╭┈─────── ೄྀ࿐ ˊˎ- 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚐𝚎𝚛 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚏𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎𝚍: 𝚂𝚞𝚛𝚐𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚕 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚌𝚛𝚒𝚙𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 / 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚌𝚛𝚒𝚙𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚐𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚜𝚝.

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ╰┈─➤ 𝐌𝐔𝐓𝐔𝐀𝐋 𝐄𝐗𝐂𝐋𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐎𝐂: @codename-freya

A new figure entered the room, A 𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐀𝐑, dark black hair that was tangled. A broken mask with half of the bone missing, exposing deep black stichs and a missing eye, the other was a bright yellow with a slit pupil., her cloathing was a white uniform, ending in a chipped snake tail crafted from bone, in her left arm, Hatsumi was curled up, a small stuffed animal in her arms as she slept, she still looked incredibly pale, but in a bit better condition.

“ You’re going to be alright dear, can you walk on your own or do you want me to pick you up? “ the women’s voice was soft, almost comforting, her voice was muffled by a metal bar locking her mask’s mouth from opening.

#~*~ down but not out ~*~ ic #blindedwonderland #v: 12th division au #cw drugs #tw drugs #cw prisoner #tw prisoner #ask to tag

[codename-freya]

~*~ His response had been cruel to her. She was in an excruciating amount of pain and could not think clearly through it. The jolt of electricity that ran through her body elicited another agonized cry. It was so hoarse from how much she'd been crying and screaming. Everything hurt. Her arm was broken, the area that the device was inserted in was throbbing, and now her body felt like it was shaking due to the electricity that had forcibly made its way through her nerves. She couldn't even respond to him, words couldn't form. She lay there, feeling completely broken.

As soon as he left the room, she still didn't move. It was like she couldn't due to the pain she was in. Her green eyes were dull, and it seemed her pale skin was almost ashen. She would need a blood transfusion or something if she lost any more blood.

“Everything hurts…” Kaisa gasped in acknowledgment of the help she was being offered.

╭┈─────── ೄྀ࿐ ˊˎ- 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚐𝚎𝚛 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚏𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎𝚍: 𝚂𝚞𝚛𝚐𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚕 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚌𝚛𝚒𝚙𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 / 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚌𝚛𝚒𝚙𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚐𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚜𝚝.

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ╰┈─➤ 𝐌𝐔𝐓𝐔𝐀𝐋 𝐄𝐗𝐂𝐋𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐎𝐂: @codename-freya

“ Stop your whining, I’m finshed. “ he took a small control from the tray and pressed done on it, sending a painful jolt through Kaisas body. “ There, Now I can stop you from interfering, consider this a second chance. I don’t give those often. “ It was clear that he was done toying around with them, quite surprisingly. He didn’t seem to be enjoy the screams or crying anymore.

Suddenly a 12th division member ran into the doorway “ Kuortsuchi-Fukutaichou! The head captain needs you urgently! “ She take a second to catch her breath and tried to hand Mayuri a scroll, which he couldn’t take since his gloved hands were stained in blood. “ Fine, fine! I’m going.” he took a few seconds to learn up the scene, barly paying attention to Kaisa as he finally left the room.

“ 𝐖𝐄 are going to help you and the kid, alright? We’re working on getting Nemu to leave. My mother will be here in a few minutes, she’s going to be able to carry you better than I can. “ She whispered to Kaisa, peaking out the door to see where Mayuri had gone.

#~*~ down but not out ~*~ ic #blindedwonderland #v: 12th division au #cw blood #tw blood #cw torture #tw torture #cw prisoner #tw prisoner #ask to tag

[codename-freya]

Unprompted // always accepting

@soulwrought said: Does she smell borscht ? Or is that … blood ?

~*~ Ever since Kaisa was captured and held prisoner, there hadn’t been a day she didn’t have her own blood on her. She’d been injured and tortured for hours and not really had the ability to clean herself off. One of the deeper lashes on her back still hadn’t healed, and every time she moved a little too much, it would open again, and she’d resume bleeding. This wasn’t even the only injury that kept reopening. The small young soul shook, feeling the presence of someone who was just as overwhelming as the Jailer had been. Her body trembled, afraid of this person being just as cruel.

“P-please don’t hurt me,” she murmured, her voice cracked from the screaming that had been elicited the last time Quilge had taken his anger out on her.

She looked so small, so scared.

#~*~ down but not out ~*~ ic #ic answers #soulwrought #v: tybw #cw blood #tw blood #cw gore #tw gore #cw prisoner #tw prisoner #ask to tag #hi friend!

[codename-freya]

~*~ As he worked, the pain had her slipping in and out of consciousness. She was feeling weak, struggling to keep herself from completely giving into the blackness of unconsciousness. Small whimpers continued to come from her as he implanted the device into her body. They were weak as the blood fell from her open wound. She barely even registered as he started to sew her back up.

The needle wasn't as bad as what he already had done to her, not as bad as even her broken arm.

“It hurts…” She barely was able to murmur. Kaisa's tears stopped, and yet her body was still shaking with crying and pain.

He had wrapped her small torso, but she'd lost so much blood already.

╭┈─────── ೄྀ࿐ ˊˎ- 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚐𝚎𝚛 L 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚏𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎𝚍: 𝚂𝚞𝚛𝚐𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚕 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚌𝚛𝚒𝚙𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 / 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚌𝚛𝚒𝚙𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚐𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚜𝚝.

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ╰┈─➤ 𝐌𝐔𝐓𝐔𝐀𝐋 𝐄𝐗𝐂𝐋𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐎𝐂: @codename-freya

He worked quickly so that she didn’t lose much blood, but each movement he made was precise so that he didn’t injure any important organs, slowly, he grabbed the strange black box from the tray and insert it in through the hole, then, began reseeding her back together.

“ Be greatful that I’m only putting a shock device in you, I could do much worse, remember that. “ he wrapped her torso in bandages, the only decent act of kindness that he could have done for her in this situation, but pain meds would have been way better.

Deep inside the research facility, a figure shifted slightly in their concrete cell, a low snarl escaping from between their teeth as they listened to the screaming, that of a child, oh… oh, the bastard is at it again isn’t he?

#~*~ down but not out ~*~ ic #blindedwonderland #cw torture #tw torture #cw surgery #tw surgery #cw blood #tw blood #cw gore #tw gore #ask to tag

[codename-freya]

~*~ Her body continued to tremble on the table. She whimpered, again vulnerable and scared. The young soul's pleading was on deaf ears. He wasn't paying attention to what she'd said. Nothing was getting through. Her pleas quieted to inconsolable crying and whimpering as he took the scalpel and tore into her shihakusho. She wanted so much to run, but she wasn't able to.

As soon as the blade pierced her skin, she cried out, pain taking over her senses. It was blinding as he cut into her. She screeched, almost instinctually thrashing due to the pain.

“Stop!” She screamed, begging, “please stop! Please!”

╭┈─────── ೄྀ࿐ ˊˎ- 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚐𝚎𝚛 L 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚏𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎𝚍: 𝚂𝚞𝚛𝚐𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚕 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚌𝚛𝚒𝚙𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 / 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚌𝚛𝚒𝚙𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚐𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚜𝚝.

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ╰┈─➤ 𝐌𝐔𝐓𝐔𝐀𝐋 𝐄𝐗𝐂𝐋𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐎𝐂: @codename-freya

He seemed to snap out of whatevere trance he fell into. “ Killing you would be a waste of resources, you’re still somewhat valuable to me. “ He took the scalpal from the tools and sat down in a chair next to the table, this was going to take a while. Without listening to her pleading, sliced an opening in her Shihakushō; the device definitely wouldn’t fit in her arm or leg, which made things a lot harder.

He cut in deep, almost cutting a square like hole and moving the cut out flesh off to the side, he of course knew that she would lose blood quickly, but he was ready to get her a IV when the procedure was finshed.

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[codename-freya]

~*~ Even as she struggled against him, it was useless. As soon as the needle pierced her neck and injected the drug, she immediately felt her body not respond properly to what she was trying to do. She wasn't able to fight him as he manhandled her onto the table. Kaisa whimpered, trembling more.

“P-please don't kill me…” She stammered, afraid.

Kaisa wasn't paralyzed, but she couldn't get herself to move from her position. What had he given her? She couldn't stop her shaking and worried he was going to do something worse because of it.

“Taicho…” Kaisa pleaded softly, “you don't have to do this…”

She could see the look on his face and wondered if she was getting through to a more human side.

“I'll be good… I promise…”

╭┈─────── ೄྀ࿐ тнιѕ яσℓєρℓαу ιѕ αвσυт тσ gєт νισℓєηт αη∂ ∂єѕ¢яιρтινє αѕ нєℓℓ, ρℓєαѕє ∂ση’т яєα∂ тнιѕ тняєα∂ ƒяσм нєяє ιƒ уσυ gєт тяιggєяє∂ єαѕιℓу.

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ╰┈─➤ 𝐌𝐔𝐓𝐔𝐀𝐋 𝐄𝐗𝐂𝐋𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐎𝐂: @codename-freya

He took a syringe from the tray of tools, it was filled with another strange liquid, he stabbed it into her neck, the effects making her body feel lighter, it didn’t paralyze her, it was obvious that he wanted to keep her alive so that the Quincy girl could hear the screaming, he was trying to break both of them mentally. Mayuri was suprised that they haven’t given up sooner.

With less struggling he managed to get her onto the bed, “ You never stop asking me the same questions, it’s getting annoying, I’ve awnsered them multiple times. “ he didn’t have humanity, all of that dissapeared when he was imprisoned in the Maggots Nest.

Mayuri was happy with what he had, he had so much, people to test his theories on, technology to work on concoctions, it was more then he ever did.

𝑾𝑯𝑨𝑻 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑯𝑬𝑳𝑳 𝑾𝑨𝑺 𝑯𝑬 𝑫𝑶𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑾𝑰𝑻𝑯 𝑯𝑰𝑺 𝑳𝑰𝑭𝑬? That was a question he never really thought.

His eyes closed, he took a step back. Something seemed to be bothering him.

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[codename-freya]

~*~ The grip he had on her arm and the snap of bone elicited another agonized blood curdling scream from her. She gasped and whimpered. Nemu had inserted the needle into her unbroken arm, and the young soul was feeling dizzy. Hatsumi wouldn’t witness what he was going to do to her. That was a blessing. She didn’t know if she could live with herself if the little girl saw what Mayuri was going to do.

“Don’t you even care that you’re holding a mere child as a prisoner?” she spat. She didn’t know his past. It wasn’t really talked about, but she was trying to appeal to maybe a part of him that still had some humanity.

Again, she was manhandled, being dragged out of this room and down the hall. This time, at least she wasn’t paralyzed. Kaisa thrashed her body, even with his grip on her now broken arm. She was trying to get free, even if it caused her more pain and harm.

She looked at her fellow division members and tried to get their attention, “please, help me.”

Her pleading wasn’t even acknowledged as she was hauled into a smaller lab. She tried to fight against his hold to no avail, knowing she would be put on that table and experience horrors she wouldn't be able to imagine.

╭┈─────── ೄྀ࿐ тнιѕ яσℓєρℓαу ιѕ αвσυт тσ gєт νισℓєηт αη∂ ∂єѕ¢яιρтινє αѕ нєℓℓ, ρℓєαѕє ∂ση’т яєα∂ тнιѕ тняєα∂ ƒяσм нєяє ιƒ уσυ gєт тяιggєяє∂ єαѕιℓу.

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ╰┈─➤ 𝐌𝐔𝐓𝐔𝐀𝐋 𝐄𝐗𝐂𝐋𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐎𝐂: @codename-freya

Before she cast the Kido, Mayuri grabbed her arm tightly and snapped it with a loud 𝑪𝑹𝑼𝑵𝑪𝑯, Nemu didn’t even flinch as she inserted the needle into the girls arm, the blood from the IV dripped down the tube and into the girls skin. It was most likely going to be a long process, during which, Kaisa would be going through her own nightmare.

“ Blah blah blah, all you ever do is talk and talk. I can do what I want with my test subject. You don’t have the authority to tell me what to do. “ he rolled his eyes, dragging her out of the room once more and closing the door behind them, he sure was dragging her around a lot, maybe that’s just to prelong her agony. Out of the corners of her eyes, Kaisa could see other twelfth division members recoiling and bowing their heads. Not wanting to look at her.

The last place he was taking her, was where she would stay, it was a small room hospital like room, another lab, just much tinier; Still having all of the same equipment he used on poor Hatsumi. But there was something extra, a small black divice next to the tools.

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[codename-freya]

~*~ Her body trembled, fear so prominent within her countenance. It was so obvious that even the scent was there. She was sure he enjoyed the scent of fear, and even if she wanted to hide how scared she was, it was impossible to do so. She watched as he stitched Hatsumi up. The little girl looked so pale. She looked so weak. Her captain was right. Before she could even try to leave with the little Quincy, she would need to do a transfusion. That itself was out of her capacity. She only knew basic kaido.

Nemu was starting to get Kaisa prepped for an IV and and she jerked away, trying not to let the lieutenant insert the needle. Yes, she wanted to take Hatsumi’s place, but not like this. The little girl wasn’t safe. Kaisa pointed a finger at Nemu, trying to rely on her kido abilities.

“Bakudo 1. Sai,” she murmured, hoping it was strong enough to stop the lieutenant from continuing and sliding the needle into her arm.

“You fucking hurt her,” Kaisa growled at him even while still trembling and being mostly bound to the chair. Her voice wasn’t strong, it shook. She still sounded scared, but she was angry, “I said don’t fucking harm her.”

╭┈─────── ೄྀ࿐ тнιѕ яσℓєρℓαу ιѕ αвσυт тσ gєт νισℓєηт αη∂ ∂єѕ¢яιρтινє αѕ нєℓℓ, ρℓєαѕє ∂ση’т яєα∂ тнιѕ тняєα∂ ƒяσм нєяє ιƒ уσυ gєт тяιggєяє∂ єαѕιℓу.

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ╰┈─➤ 𝐌𝐔𝐓𝐔𝐀𝐋 𝐄𝐗𝐂𝐋𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐎𝐂: @codename-freya

He glanced at Kaisa out of the corner of his eyes, and he did get an idea, she was so, all so determined to save this child? Perhaps implant one of his shock devices into her, what he uses to control his corpse unit.

He had already finshed with the Quincy, finally stitching up her wounds with a black thread, it looked gruesome, the skin forcing back together, the blood finally ceasing its flow, the girl was getting incredibly pale. “ even if you do manage to grab her and leave, she will die without a blood transfusion. “

With that, he motioned to Nemu, who had started to set up an IV and a few other monitors. But he didn’t give Kaisa time to process before he spoke once more. “ Your next anyways, it’s what you wanted didn’t you? “ He was twisting her words.Her begging to be cut up instead of the girl.

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[codename-freya]

~*~ The nausea came back, and as he started the too deep incision, Kaisa lurched forward some, letting the contents of her stomach out. She retched and shook. One good thing was that she’d only had coffee, so it was just mostly stomach acid that came up. She whimpered, hating that she got sick and feeling so helpless to stop Hatsumi’s agonized cries. She shut her eyes tightly, not wanting to see exactly what he was doing to the poor girl.

Even closing her eyes, she couldn’t get away from the sounds of the scalpel tearing through flesh and muscle. Hatsumi’s screams broke her heart. This was her fault. The child was being tortured because she wasn’t fast enough. She opened her eyes again, still more tears streaming.

Finally, she was able to move enough to get her wrists free. With them free, she worked at the other ropes that bound her torso to the chair. She was trying to get free to stop him, to physically try and stop him from what he was doing. There was part of her that feared his wrath, feared that he would kill the girl, but she had to try.

“I’m going to get you out of here Ishida-san, I’m going to get you to safety.”

╭┈─────── ೄྀ࿐ тнιѕ яσℓєρℓαу ιѕ αвσυт тσ gєт νισℓєηт αη∂ ∂єѕ¢яιρтινє αѕ нєℓℓ, ρℓєαѕє ∂ση’т яєα∂ тнιѕ тняєα∂ ƒяσм нєяє ιƒ уσυ gєт тяιggєяє∂ єαѕιℓу.

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ╰┈─➤ 𝐌𝐔𝐓𝐔𝐀𝐋 𝐄𝐗𝐂𝐋𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐎𝐂: @codename-freya

He didn’t listen and didn’t speak, concentrating as he sliced the skin of the girls leg, it was slow and deep, blood began to pour out of the wound like a river, dripping down the table and onto the floor, inside the wound, you could see her bone, that’s how deep he went, Screams erupted from the young girls mouth which she tried to keep in, she bit the side of her cheek but it only made it worse.

“ K-Kaisha- do-don’t look please- “ She was cut off as Mayuri sliced once more, he did have a goal here, he was going to try and disable the girls legs, he could fix them when she learned to behave herself, but this would keep her from running, slice the calf mucles, and her lower legs wouldn’t be able to move,

Hatsumi had already gained her ability to move, but it didn’t help, kicking as the knife sliced through her skin just opened the wound even more, her screams echoed through the entire facility, heart wrenching .

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[codename-freya]

~*~ Her lips continued to tremble, and the tears just continued to fall down her face as Nemu lifted her small body and started to tie her to the chair. She could feel her muscles starting to loosen, but not enough to control them yet. If only she could, she would fight the binds holding her still. She would work at trying to loosen the binds.

“Kurotsuchi-fukutaicho… please,” she murmured softly, sniffling, “you know this is wrong.”

Unfortunately, though, it wasn’t the case. She heard the snap of the gloves and felt her muscles tense in a cringe. Good, that was good. She was slowly starting to be able to move once more.

“I heard what you said. I don’t care that you’re not interested in me. Just leave her be,” Kaisa pleaded.

She watched him helplessly, not wanting him to cut into Hatsumi. Her muscles were still struggling to come back to her control, but she was starting to be able to move. Her hands moved back and forth behind her, blinding trying to loosen her binds on them.

“Please don’t hurt her. I'm begging you, please leave her be. I'll do anything you want. Just dont hurt her."

╭┈─────── ೄྀ࿐ тнιѕ яσℓєρℓαу ιѕ αвσυт тσ gєт νισℓєηт αη∂ ∂єѕ¢яιρтινє αѕ нєℓℓ, ρℓєαѕє ∂ση’т яєα∂ тнιѕ тняєα∂ ƒяσм нєяє ιƒ уσυ gєт тяιggєяє∂ єαѕιℓу.

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ╰┈─➤ 𝐌𝐔𝐓𝐔𝐀𝐋 𝐄𝐗𝐂𝐋𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐎𝐂: @codename-freya

Nemu did as he said, but was way more gentle with Kaisa, gently lifting her up onto a chair that was set against a nearby wall, wrapping rope around the souls ankles and tieing her arms to the back of the chair, Nemu leaned in closer, whispering a quick “I’m sorry.” Into Kaisas ear before recoiling back.

“ Did you not listen to what I said? I’m not intrested in you.” Mayuri gave Kaisa a side eye as he slid rubber gloves over his hands, he took his large, horn like headpiece off and set it off to the side so that the weight didn’t distract him, revealing fluffy blue hair that covered his face.

He grabbed a scalpel from the table of tools and approached the child on the table, Hatsumi struggled and kicked against her bindings. “ D-don’t let her watch- Please? “ she was used to being experimented on, she just didn’t want Kaisa to see her suffering.

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