Bc I guess I've never connected with someone. I've thought I had, but I hadn't. Like when they're gone and you don't really feel a loss. That's how you know. When it's only takes me 48 hours to get over someone I invested part of myself in. That's how you know. I guess I've never known a real connection until now. Like when the other person makes you want to be better. I guess that's when you're hooked. It's all over. There's no going back.