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Moving!

Hello to anyone who stills lurks on this blog <3

I’m moving to a vent/general tumblr now!! If you want to keep up with me, follow me @celestialborderline

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hi i’m probably going to write some more original fiction that’s not fanfic and post it on this blog in order to work through something that’s happened in my personal life (nothing serious dw). i would just leave it sitting and rotting in my google docs but honestly i think writing this and letting the public see may help me release the pain from this situation

#celeste rambles

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desperately need to stop learning about other people’s interests when they don’t even care to learn about mine

#this blog has become the musing of a mentally ill woman #but seriously i started look up fucking formula 1 knowing v e r y well my friend would never care enough to either #(a) look up the basics of linguistics or some concepts #or even (b) listen to a kpop song outside of me telling them to! #i know i shouldn’t be so pressed i just wish someone was willing to give back the energy i give out #celeste rambles

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i wish i didn’t know you existed

#guess who is once again going through it #i hate their guts yet i love them so much

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damn guess who’s about to start figuring things out in her head through the use of fanfic

damn kinda in the mood to write fanfic and project onto the people my own problems and emotions

#genuinely hope this is okay tbh #i’m gonna change a lot of major details because i know people who follow me #like irl i mean #and uh well i don’t need them to know THAT much

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damn kinda in the mood to write fanfic and project onto the people my own problems and emotions

#celeste rambles #it’s all angst

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not to be concerning or anything but i desperately want a specific man to look me in the eyes while holding me by the chin, spit in my face and call me pathetic

#i’m in a Mood #and it’s not a good one #also file under: things i will later regret saying on the internet #at this point i don’t care #celeste rambles

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if i get one more card denoting love in my next tarot reading i will actually flip my shit i’m not even kidding anymore

#it’s been.... over two weeks #i legit asked them what was going on between me and a past fling #all i got was ‘lovers <3’ #like no that is not correct #they refuse to even say ily now and whenever i jokingly flirt with them (as i do with all of my friends) they just go #‘aha we’ll find you a nice person’ #anyway i’m done #it’s only when i’m happy single that the universe wants to bring up the fact i have no one smh my head #hey who knows #maybe some time soon i’ll be able to update this and say #‘hey the cards were right i have a s/o now’

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Candle Light - NCT Haechan Drabble

genre: fluff

around 500 words

prompt from prompt generator: y/n reminiscing about the time they first met haechan. They're still in awe of how far they've come.

A/N: here’s a quick drabble for haechan since i’m working on my hendery streamer au rn!

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“hey remember the first time we met?” you giggled. the dinner had been entirely silent until you spoke up. it’s not that you were complaining, the fact your fiancé even agreed to have a meal at home instead of going out to some new expensive restaurant was a feat in itself. in fact, you’re pretty sure the only reason he agreed was because you said that you could order something and light up some candles to set a romantic mood.

“y/n~,” haechan dragged out your name, “you know i don’t like that story,” he pouted. it’s not that he didn’t actually like the story, he was just embarrassed and slightly ashamed of the circumstances of how you two met.

“but it’s funny,” you chortled, “you practically bought me a three course meal just so i would move.”

“you know i was really annoyed that day right?” donghyuck mused, “i had just gotten back from practice where the teacher would not stop telling me i was doing everything wrong.”

“i know, i know,” you sighed, “but i can’t believe you came up to me just to say ‘excuse me, you’re in my spot.”

“i did not say it like that,” he interrupted.

“okay, but that was the vibe i got,” you smirked.

meeting haechan was quite the experience. it was a day in late november when the temperature went below freezing. you expected much warmer weather considering how colourful it was still outside and ended up dressing in only a sweater with a light jacket over it. the cold quickly became unbearable when the sun dipped below horizon so you shuffled to the nearest cafe, ordered a hot drink and sat down. you must’ve sat down for five minutes at the most, scrolling through social media before an exasperated man tapped your shoulder. immediately sensing your distress his look softened and he lowered his mask to let you see his full face.

“i’m sorry for disturbing you but normally i sit here. would you mind moving? i’m apart of a kpop group and tend to get people swarming around me if i’m facing them,” he looked away, embarrassed he even had to ask for something as stupid as this.

deciding that just because he was a celebrity, your celebrity crush no less, you would not be moving for him. “i know who you are, and i’m sorry i won’t be moving.”

donghyuck was never one to back down so he decided he would compromise. he pulled up a chair on the side of the table and put down his stuff, “seems we’ll be having dinner together,” he mumbled.

“ah, i can’t believe you were silent for ten minutes. i didn’t even find out you had a crush on me until we had been dating for one month!” he said, slightly aggravated.

“well i didn’t want you to think i was only dating you because you were a celebrity!” you retorted.

that was just how your relationship was, always filled with joke arguments that brought you closer in the end.

#nct #nct scenarios #nct drabbles #nct dream fluff #nct haechan #nct donghyuck #haechan scenarios #haechan

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i’ve risen from the ashes

#and we all thought it would never happen #working on a fic rn kids

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Angel! You're back!!🥺❤️ how are you? Are you doing well? I read your update a while ago, is everything going good so far?-🍒

hello! everything is going great! how are you on this fine day?

#ask #answered #🍒 anon

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pog everything but the masterlists have been archived

i’ll have to change their links before i reblog them since they’ll just go to a dead url if i don’t

#celeste rambles

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thinking about changing my name and making my blog all encompassing because that honestly might be what’s keeping me off tumblr

#celeste rambles #should i? #we’ll see

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me???? back on tumblr for a week before disappearing for another month??? it’s more likely than you think

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It can’t be September, just yesterday it was Marchgustuary

#time doesn’t exist anymore #reblog #not kpop

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turns out comtech class is useful for something after all

#this is just such a beautiful post #its amazing #reblog #not kpop #shippudens

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#god he’s so handsome #nct #nct 127 #yuta