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hokiboshii · 3 years

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The “I DID NOT GET MAMMON TODAY, SO I WILL DRAG HIM HOME INSTEAD (EVENTUALLY)” Plan

Dear Izayoi,

I know you’re always looking forward for my eloquent thirsting in these letters but today will not be a daily report of Mammon’s gorgeous ass and what selection of random furniture he tried to bend over and check for Grimm (However, I will tell you that he finally found one penny under Lucifer’s desk).

As of December 8, 2020, a new Nightmare called Jingle Demons has been released in the game. The real Mammon may be by my side, but is he in my game? No. He is not. So I rolled for him and Lucifer came home instead. A lovely catch, I must say, since I just bloomed his Bunny UR+ recently. The game basically said, “Here’s another one to bloom! <3″

I’m very grateful, of course. Who doesn’t like a man with so much angst potential in his lore? But... I want Mammon’s UR+. So, so badly. But because he can be guaranteed, I may have a chance to take him home. But... 200 summons... is a lot. So I need a plan. And you to look over it.

Here are some important points for the plan.

- Pop Quiz Event rewards gives +20 DV instead of the usual +10. - The Level Up Sale that costs 99 DP gives +5 DV and I can level up every 4-5 days. - Exchange Ravens can give a DV for 45 Ravens (although I am hesitant to use this because I was saving for Satan’s UR)

If I can level up thrice while Jingle Demons gacha is active, I can get up to +15 DV from level ups. Then there is still +5 DV from summoning rewards. I can get up to 100 summons and guarantee Levi’s UR+. And hopefully, Mammon comes home within those tries.

But if Mammon won’t come home in 100 summons, there’s the HDD sale with +25 DV. There are devil tree nodes with DV I haven’t unlocked. And of course, the HDD Log In Bonuses with DP and DV... I don’t know how many DVs we can get from the log ins, but I wish it can carry me over to 200.

What do you think, my dear sister? Do you think I’ll perish? Or will I prevail?

This report will be continued in the next letter. For now, I shall live in a cold world where I am Mammon UR+ less. Please take care of yourself and keep warm.

Sincerely,

Hokiboshi

Letting the contents of the “letter” sink in, Izayoi looks up from her phone to catch a glimpse of Simeon and Luke trying to stop Solomon from entering the kitchen again. Her twin sister, Hokiboshi, has always been an oddball, always coming up with eccentric gimmicks at every opportunity. She fits in perfectly in the chaotic House of Lamentation. And this time, she chose to pretend that they exchange letters over their D.D.D. because she is assigned to stay in Purgatory Hall.

She wonders for a while about her sibling’s addiction to this Devildom gacha game called Obey Me. It’s on the rise since it features the most influential men in the underworld. She can definitely see the charm of it and as long as it keeps her dearest sister happy, she has no problem.

Izayoi:

Izayoi: kidding! ^w^

Izayoi: you can do it, sis. i really love your letters. i will be waiting for your next one. see you tomorrow at RAD!!

When she saw the heart reaction on her reply, she smiles and starts walking towards her own plate of chaos (”I know it’s your birthday soon, Solomon, but you don’t have to serve yourself! Let us do the serving!” she hears Simeon beg), bickering in the kitchen.

#obey me #hoki speaks dork #I NEED MAMMON SO BADLY KDHSKHFSKJFDS #is this considered writing #this features my MCs hoki and izayoi say hello lol #im just gonna go and yeet this to tumblr #obey me fanfic #obey me mammon #hoki speaks fic #idk what ive written but its fun enjoy hhh #idk what ive written but i had fun #enjoy

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hokiboshii · 3 years

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Obey Me cornered me to a wall and whispered into my ear, “DiaLuci supremacy.”

#obey me #hoki speaks dork

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hokiboshii · 3 years

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FINALLY I CAN READ THIS DEVILGRAM 😭💕 ILY MAMMON 🥺

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hokiboshii · 3 years

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To all the people who reacted (in msgs, replies, reblogs, or emojis hhhh) to my stories, I love you ;-; Thank you. It means so much to me. With “again and this time it’s forever”, it felt like the best birthday gift. And now with “let me read your heart”, I really feel happy because I can still write it. I can still write. No matter how much I’ve broken down in the past, I can still write.

I’m thankful ;u;

#hoki speaks dork #khsfksdaldkjf i love writing ueueueueeueueu

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hokiboshii · 3 years

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let me read your heart

♡ An Obey Me! Self-insert Fanfic feat. Satan ♡

Inspired by Read My Heart. A hurt/comfort for MCs who are tired / pressured by academics and the future.

You’ve always been a quiet person, Satan noticed. But he knew you had a lot to share. You told stories he read before but touched with your special charm. You went all dreamy-eyed and words come spilling out that your tongue stumbles and you laugh at yourself.

But sometimes, you would step back. Smile. Avoid his gaze. And act as if your heart doesn’t ache. You’re right beside him and yet he can’t get a grasp of you.

That’s why when he knocks on your door and hears the panic in your voice as you try to turn him away, he knows. He needs to see you, past the smiles that robbed him of how you actually felt.

“[Name], are you okay?” He asks, gently closing the door behind him. He finds you, curled up on your bed, hiding your face with a pillow.

“Oh, I-” your voice cracks, but you still try to give him an answer. “I’m...fine.”

You hear him shuffle closer and sit on the floor. His breath tickles your arm as he rests his head beside you and you hold your own. You don’t want him to see you like this. You’re the one who held the brothers together, you cannot give in to weakness. You’re able to keep your head high for so long.

The silence between you is suffocating. But then, you feel his fingers tenderly intertwine with yours.

“Please stop hiding from me.” He whispers and every word aches with worry. Guilt weighs heavily on your chest. No, don’t feel bad because of me--

“I’m sorry.” You lift your face from the pillow and look at him.

He sees your eyes, red and filled to the brim with tears. So heartbroken, as if the world has fallen around you and you don’t know where to go.

“It’s okay.” He says, but he knows there are no right words to tell you right now. It’s okay is not enough-- you deserve to feel it, not hear it. But he can’t stand seeing you so miserable. He holds your hand firmly as you keep apologizing.

“I’m sorry.” You choke out through your tears and grip the pillow under you. He wipes them with his free hand but you shake your head. He doesn’t have to dry your tears. It feels like it won’t end.

“I’m so sorry... I’m a mess.”

He smooths his hand over your hair. Sometimes, combing through. Stopping when he wants to wipe your tears away. And not once did he ever let go of the hand he reached out for.

When you’ve calmed down, he helps you sit up and perches himself beside you. “So, may I ask what made you like this?”

“I… don’t know.” You start weakly. “No, I mean…”

He nods, giving you all the time and space you need to rearrange your thoughts. You do and you just let go.

“Before I first came to the Devildom, my time in the human world completely stopped. A pandemic broke out and wrecked my plans after graduation…”

You glance over his side and he’s still waiting for you. He’s still here, listening.

“But then, I’m also relieved. I hated what I’ve been studying. I didn’t want to take the post-graduate exam. But I had to do it, because of all the expectations around me. My life was set in stone. But I…didn’t want to do it... All I wanted was...”

You pause. You never shared what you actually wanted or how you felt. You never thought of it before. Because it feels selfish. It feels pathetic. It feels wrong.

When Satan presses his lips to your knuckles, you realize you’re balling your hands tightly into a fist.

“Go on, you can tell me.” He encourages.

This light push he gives you is all you need and your feelings pour out like a broken dam.

“I wanted to drop out so badly, take writing seriously and live my own life. But I ended up sacrificing so many years, just to graduate.” The tears threaten to fall again but you try to smile through gritted teeth. “Because I’m just ordinary, you know? I can’t pass without trying hard enough. I wasn’t cut out for it, but everyone believed I could do it if I persevered.”

“But as I tried my best, I ended up losing myself… I felt so worn out, I lost the will to write anything. I thought I didn't deserve any leisure so I cut everything out of my life.” You blink through the tears fogging up your vision. No, you’re not done talking yet. You don’t want to cry yet. “So I tried loving what was forced upon me. I really did and completed all semesters. But in the end, I felt nothing. I was not proud. I accomplished nothing. I was just relieved that everything is over. I was finally done...”

“But then, I got enrolled into a review center for the post-graduate exams to pursue a higher degree. Every fiber of my being was screaming. I thought I was done, but why was I back in that damn hell hole?” You wail.

Your words overflow with regret and pain. You never swore before. Satan pulls you into a hug and holds you tight, keeping you from falling apart as you’re wracked with sobs.

“Oh, darling. Yes, you’re done. You worked so hard and I’m proud of you. But not only for what you’ve achieved in the end. But for hanging on for so long. It’s over now, you’re free to do as you’ve always wanted.” He lets you lean on his body as you cry out this heavy feeling in your chest.

“But I even fucked up my own health, just to get through all those years of studying... How can I pursue my own goals? I can’t even write-- I’ve written nothing for a long time.”

His eyes softly gaze down at you and he takes your face in his hands. He pinches your cheeks, granting him an “ow!” from you, and caresses it with his thumbs.

“You continued to love the craft even though it brought you more pain than happiness. You’re the only fool I know who could talk about stories so earnestly. You’re crying right now because it hurts, right? Don’t you think all this pain can mean you’re still fighting? I know you hate feeling like this. You haven’t given up yet. You’re still worthy of holding a pen. No one can take it away from you.”

You whimper, but you still manage to say “I’m not a fool!” between your sobs. Satan chuckles, hands resting on your shoulders.

“To my brothers, you were Lilith. Everyone around you thinks you’re some genius who could fulfill their expectations. You think you’re ordinary. But to me, you’re just my [Name], my little, clumsy, painfully naïve human who I love dearly.”

“Love?” You strained at the word, as if it stabbed you in the chest. “But how can someone like me, who grew up not loving themselves, give love?” You ask, clutching his shirt. He smiles down at you.

“You don’t have to force yourself to like someone you don’t.” He recites.

Those words paint a picture of a certain virtual courtyard, burning in the hues of the sunset, within your memories.

“Now, who was the one who cared and taught me that?”

Both of you knew the answer already. You have nothing left to say. There is nothing left to grieve, to curse or to complain about. There is just you and Satan and this feeling of release.

“Because you can’t love yourself, you’ve always, unconditionally, given your love.” He wipes your face again with his sleeve. You sigh and give in to his touch, feeling weary from crying for who knows how long. He lets you take a moment of solace before pulling you close again.

“So from now, I’ll protect you, even from yourself.” He brings his lips to your hairline.

“I’ll kiss your tears away.” He moves down to press a kiss on your eyebrow.

“I’ll scold you gently when you’re late for the dinner I’ve cooked.” He trails across your cheek.

“I’ll hold you close when you need me and I’ll be angry on your behalf.” And he stops to meet with your lips.

He seals each promise with a kiss so light and yet you feel secure, like it will never be broken. You accept his affection, closing your eyes and draping your arms over his shoulder.

Finally, he’s able to read your heart and you let him write the end of this story with his lips.

End Notes

- Virtual courtyard with sunsets is from Chapter 10-15, where MC told Satan advice about his concerns with Lucifer.

Hoki Notes:

So. I had a lot of emotional baggage. This happened after listening to Read My Heart. The pandemic ruined me but this game saved me from sinking to the bottom. I remember getting on the bus home from my review in another city. I opened this game and I was so happy. Everything I’ve done was not for myself, and it was so liberating.

Some parts may be oddly specific, but I hope you can relate. To all the creative minds, burdened by the pressures of academics and family expectations, with plans ruined by the pandemic, I hope you can stand back up and give yourself more chances to find happiness. Cheers for the future!

#obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me satan #obey me fanfic #hoki speaks fic #hi i am back with the not a lucifer kissing you fic lmao #obey me read my heart #obey me song fic #?#lol #its almost 2am i wanna go #read my heart

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hokiboshii · 3 years

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...................... I realized that I didn’t write a kissing scene in “again and this time it’s forever”

JDJSKDJHSFJHS UNACCEPTABLE I’M GONNA GO FIX THAT TOMORROW

#I HAVE A GREAT NEED FOR SOFT LUCIFER #MAY THE LORD HELP ME IN MY THIRSTY ENDEAVORS #im gonna write a part 2 #i have to write a part 2 #hoki speaks dork

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hokiboshii · 3 years

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Happy Birthday to me. Really gonna spend the first hour of my birthday with my husbands in the furry outfit :)

Imma complete the Animal set later and bloom a buncha cards >w< For now, I sleep uwu)/

#obey me #hoki speaks dork

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hokiboshii · 3 years

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again and this time it’s forever

♡ An Obey Me! Self-insert Fanfic feat. Lucifer ♡

Hoki Notes: So the process was like this: i no likey event luci’s mock proposal > i make my own > i ended up making him propose for real wwww

I don’t know if anyone else has done this, but this is just my version of Lucifer proposing to MC ;w; I hope you like it and I tried making it gender neutral! uwu

Warning: Spoiler for Chapter 28-19 (Conclusion of the RAD festival arc)

Deep down, Lucifer couldn't accept it. He was well-aware of the fact that out of all of his brothers, his proposal was far too simple. His pride wouldn't allow him to live it down, that you received something so meager, so unbefitting from him.

It was just a game of mock proposals, but you deserved so much more. You're so important to him, you deserved to be spoiled rotten to the core-- to feel like you are the center of the world, that you are the center of his world. That's why, after days and days of preparation, you're finally here, linked with his arm, strolling down the lavish and exotic gardens of the royal castle. The big day has come.

But for you, he only told you it’s a special day. He hasn’t told you why, but you’re dressed up in your most favorite formal attire while Lucifer came in an immaculate white tuxedo with blue accents.

Earlier, you accepted his invitation to a private dinner under the stars and served by the stars. It was just you and him, the starlight playing in the reflection of your eyes, a sea of galaxies filling the champagne glasses, shadows bringing in the grandest of feasts. Your time with him has always been short-lived. That's why you savored each moment with him, as each second was precious. And now, Lucifer guided you out of the lush woodland, arriving at a familiar place. It was the dance hall where you promised to dance with Lucifer after the culture festival play. That was the first time you showed your relationship in public and it caused a commotion. Every demon in the vicinity had their eyes on you, in awe, as the proud and revered Lucifer waltzed across the hall with you--a great contrast to now, where it's so desolate, so quiet, that you can almost hear your individual breaths.

"It seems like you remember this place." He said, his deep voice echoing into the empty hall. "I do." "But did you know? This hall, the Unison Hall, is the only place where the Celestial Realm's light could reach in The Devildom.” He explained. You shook your head and you walked towards the center, where the pillars gradually changed hues, deep purples melting into a pristine, golden shine. "Why did you bring me here?" You wondered. A gentle look crossed his eyes as he glanced towards the source of the light. "You can say that I'm asking for a blessing."

For what? Before you managed to utter a word, Lucifer bowed, hand outstretched towards you.

"Will you indulge me for a while, my dear?"

You beamed him a smile. “Always.”

You took his hand and he whisked you away into a waltz. When your feet stepped in motion with his, a singular note resonated in the air, the next one in a higher pitch, and a familiar melody followed.

You realized Lucifer spelled the hall to play your favorite musical piece in his record collection. He has complete faith in your taste and you never failed him in choosing what piece would fit that day’s mood. But this piece stood out among the rest and you’d play it during the happiest occasions.

He spun you around and caught you in his strong arms. It was so smooth that you feel like you’re falling all over again for him. Your face must have been so dumbfounded that he smirked, but his eyes crinkle with endearment. He’s always been amazing. He’s a distinguished man of many strengths and talents and yet he’s not as arrogant as others deem him to be.

He smiled at you fondly and held you closer against his chest. Your heart soared and you added a joyful spring to your step as you traversed the hall. He’s such a sweetheart. He is stern, but vulnerable to affection. He always puts the needs of others before his own. But when he gets absorbed in his work, his weary eyes would wander sometimes. And you knew, he just wanted someone to be there for him.

You wanted to be that someone.

The music reached its end but it’s as if the spell hasn’t worn off completely. You’re lost in your overwhelming feelings for him. Your heart is so full. It wasn’t until Lucifer sat you down on a chair that you found yourself almost out of breath from dancing. Wow, Lucifer was just so mesmerizing, the thrilling thump of your heart wouldn’t calm down.

“Are you okay?” He asked, sliding his thumb up your cheek.

You easily relaxed against his hand and placed your hand on top of his. “Thanks. I’m feeling great! I might have fallen for you again.” You teased, but you didn’t miss how something deep flickered in his eyes.

“Oh, [Name].” He looked like he wanted to kiss you. You wanted to kiss him too and comb your fingers through his perfect hair. "I’m the one who has fallen for you.”

You could only gasp out his name when he knelt before you, cradling your hands in his and his eyes carrying a certain vulnerability that he shows only to you.

“For a long time, you made my days brighter. My memories of the sun in the Celestial Realm can't compare to how you look at me so warmly as if you knew I needed a beacon. I want to bask in your smile every morning. Teach my heart new ways to love every day for the rest of our lives and I'll fill your days with the happiness you deserve. Every piece of me I've shut away from the world, you took into your arms and held all of me together.”

“You made me whole." He planted a kiss on the back of your left hand. "You've made me yours." And another on your ring finger. His sigil imprinted on your body, the mark that signifies your pact, prickled with heat. "And now, on this day, on this moment, will you become mine?" Lucifer pulled out a red velvet box from his inner jacket and opened it. He looked straight at you, determined. The wind blew down on your bodies, raining down red rose petals around you. The ring sparkled under the light from the heavens. It seemed like it came out of a dream. "Will you marry me?" The silence was deafening. Lucifer can read your mind, but he wants you to say it out loud, to give physical proof of the emotion welling up in your heart, to promise him an eternity of happiness with just one word.

“Yes.”

The light around you seemed to glow brighter and casted an illusion of a halo around his head. In that moment, you could have mistaken him as an angel, or maybe you did catch a glimpse of Lucifer in his angelic glory.

It’s as if it didn’t matter if he’s a demon and you’re human. You’re just in love. You’re finally that someone you wanted to be for him.

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End Notes

- The dinner served under the stars and by the stars is a reference to Maple and Sally’s date dinner in the anime BOFURI!

- Unison Hall is based on the dance hall at the end of the RAD festival arc. I made the name up and about the light coming from the Celestial Realm. I just want Lucifer to be that desperate, begging for Michael the heavens to watch over and bless his proposal to you. Ehehehe :3c

Thank you so much for reading my first posted obey me fanfic. More will come and I would love to hear your thoughts before the next one ;w;)/

Have a good day~! <3

Hoki

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