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i like tommy and i like him with buck but i need for eddie to kiss buck and be like "sorry, idk why i did that, i'm not gay", then go through all the feelings, the catholic guilt, the realization that he's still trying to live this stereotype that was pushed onto him, the self doubt and hate bc while i loved how for buck realizing he's bi made him feel more like himself, i really wanna see the more ugly side of coming to terms with your sexuality especially after repressing it for so long

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i wanna rewatch 911 but i honestly can't handle watching buck and abby a third time but i also don't wanna start with season two, it just doesn't sit right with me

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Tommy: I’m morosexual. I’m attracted to morons exclusively.

Buck: I think this is an open line.

Buck: That should be our motto. Who cares!

Buck: I’m an ally.

Tommy, taking off his Henley: Evan, you’re so fucking stupid-

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Maddie, joking about Buck liking guys for almost 5 seasons: for the kicks an giggles

Maddie, after Buck comes out to her:

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buck while on a literal date with a man he’s kissed:

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wait wait wait, are we getting like a hangover (movie) kinda episode next???

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gonna need 3-5 business days to process this episode

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can't do this anymore like i'm sorry but buck and eddies conversation and then the scene with marisol??? i'm gonna have to talk about this episode in my next therapy session

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there's just so much happening that i didn't expect

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buck: aw man, my date didn't go well!

average hen and karen subplot:

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don't get me wrong, bucks feelings are completely valid but this whole conversation between him and maddie was so funny

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ten minutes in and i'm already losing my mind

anyway i feel bad for buck but i get why tommy left

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Ravi at the bottom of that sewer overhearing that whole conversation between buddie:

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this!! been thinking the whole time that "you wanna go for the title" and buck and tommy flirting and kissing had the same vibe

i would like to point out the “you wanna go for the title” scene is still the gayest thing to have happened in bucks kitchen, and he made out with a man in there.

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You think Misha Collins sent Oliver Stark flowers after 7x04 aired

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none of my ships ever became canon or if they did they died right after (destiel) and idk how to handle buck canonically being queer now like i never got that far and i'm too obsessed to be normal about it but idek in what way i wanna be not normal about it

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Ok. Look. I haven't seen the episode yet, but I spoiled myself because I wanted to know if the show would have the balls to go with bi Buck, and I saw the kiss. And it made me feel things. Like...I'm not deluding myself that they're going to stick with Buck/Tommy for long. I know he's a gateway to something else. But like...to see Oliver actually kiss a man. To see in front of my very eyes evidence of bisexual Evan Buckley made me FEEL things. I've been a Buddie fan since I started this goddamn show, it's consumed me, I've written an embarrassing amount of Buddie fanfic. But like...it's scary because if seeing Buck and Tommy kiss has me ready to vibrate out of my skin and had me literally having to put a hand over my mouth so I didn't wake anyone with my shrieking...on the off chance they actually go canon with Buddie...I think I may spontaneously combust. I think I literally may just sob and cry and throw up. Does anyone else feel this way? Like that it seems surreal and like a pinch me moment that it could actually stand a chance now and that you're almost...scared about it?

Also let me just say, I'm pissed because like...if Buddie do go canon, goddamn it we can't get a double date with Tarlos now! Unless ABC and Fox can play well with each other. Hell, I'd even settle for a Bommy/Tarlos double date. Either way.