isaacwwc2

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tw: sh

It’s funny how I’ll literally be sl1cing my wrist up and be like “hmm no I’m faking it all🤔”

[isaacwwc2]

Tw: ED symptoms

(Please help I have forgotten what it’s like and I feel terrified)

Anybody else that gets pains in your knees/back etc when fasting or in a period when you start eating less. I’ve just relapsed and the pain is literally killing me.

And also I’ve been falling down to my knees but I didn’t (I usually know when to sit down so I won’t pass out) but I didn’t get the black spots etc I just fell down and then got a headache.

#ftm 4na #tw ana thoughts #male ed #ftm ed #ed diet #tw self destructive behavior #tw sh related #ed not ed sheeran #trans ed #ed relapse #tw ed vent #3dtumblr #3d f4st #disordered eating thoughts #tw eating issues #disordered eating mention

[isaacwwc2]

Well fuck, guess who’s going into psych again

#tw self destructive behavior #s3lfh4rm #tw sh related #tw s3lf harm #baby cvts #cvtt1ng #s3lfharmm #self h@rm #tw sui ideation #ftm 4na #tw cvts #tw cvtting #ed diet #ftm ed #male ed #tw ana thoughts

[isaacwwc2]

Been restricting successfully in a psych ward bc I’m overweight and nobody cares👍🏼😀

#ftm 4na #ed diet #tw self destructive behavior #trans ed #disordered eating thoughts #ed fast #ed not ed sheeran #ed relapse #ftm ed #male ed #3d f4st #tw ana thoughts

[isaacwwc2]

Guess who sneaked a blade into the mental hospital🤪

#s3lfh4rm #tw self destructive behavior #tw sh related #tw s3lf harm #baby cvts #cvtt1ng #s3lfharmm #self h@rm #tw sui ideation #tw cvts #tw cvtting #ftm 4na

[isaacwwc2]

[isaacwwc2]

tired of being overly available to someone that never makes time for me

[isaacwwc2]

tw: sh

It’s funny how I’ll literally be sl1cing my wrist up and be like “hmm no I’m faking it all🤔”

#tw self destructive behavior #s3lfh4rm #self h@rm #tw s3lf harm #tw sh related #fresh cvts #tw self destructive thoughts #ftm 4na #trans ed

[isaacwwc2]

The only thing nice about other people knowing is that you don’t have to go trough the first time of them breaking down again.

If I don’t $h every day multiple times a day (I don’t usually but I’m in a more intense period rn bc of my ed and in NO WAY do you have to do it for it to be taken seriously, having the compulsive thoughts or urges is still dangerous and should be taken very serious. My heart goes out to you all) I literally invalidate myself to hell. It’s a struggle.

#cvtt1ng #tw cvtting #baby cvts #tw sui ideation #s3lfh4rm #s3lfharmm #tw s3lf harm #tw sh related

[isaacwwc2]

Depends on mood and r3lapse reasons

But these are the ones that relate to me, usually minimalist, perfectionist n pessimist. Improviser when I have no sc4r free areas👆

And I’m autistic so I don’t have ADHD but nerodivirgent😛

#tw self destructive behavior #tw cvtting #tw cvts #s3lfh4rm #s3lfharmm #tw s3lf harm #tw sh related #tw sui ideation #baby cvts

[isaacwwc2]

[isaacwwc2]

cw: thiinspii

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Message/comment if you want me to delete don’t report, this is my safe space and I’m not trying to be disrespectful.

Thiinspii I like as a t guy

#ed diet #male thinspi #thiinspp #trans ana #tw self destructive behavior #ftm 4na #i wish i was thinner #th1n$po

[isaacwwc2]

Relatableee.

(Kind of a vent so beware)

The most toxic trait about the internet (esp MH tiktok) is that I genuinely think I don’t struggle when I stay clean. Like I’m currently in a bad place mentally and my sh has become more frequent but I haven’t done anything for (wow I just checked) 12 DAYS. Always think I need to get worse to be valid, as if I don’t fight the urge every single day. Even thinking about harming myself is bad and unsafe I shouldn’t feel like I need to actually pick up a bl4de to feel valid.

The urge to sh everytime in in stress or just anytime something annoyed me

#baby cvts #tw cvts #tw cvtting #cvtt1ng #tw s3lf harm #tw sh related #tw self destructive behavior

[isaacwwc2]

Saw these and found them really helpful, take care of yourself💜

#tw sh related #self h@rm #s3lfharmm #tw self destructive behavior #s3lfh4rm #tw s3lf harm #cvutting #tw injury