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Ive decided that i actually dont want to hear anything the actors say, actually. Like Misha said—no. I dont wanna know. But Jensen actually emphasized!— no. Nope. No. I dont wanna know. I wanna live in my little bubble of complete delusion for as long as i can.

I wanna live in my world where the series finale never happened and actually, Dean Winchester is thriving. He is. He is living his cottage core dream out in the woods with Cas and they’re both so fucking happy, man. You wouldn’t believe how happy they are. And it doesn’t matter who emphasized what or admitted what because Dean and Cas don’t really care. They’re happy without anyone approval and I’m. I’m so glad for it dude. I am just. So goddamn content about their lives. You cant hurt me.

#i say this buy i keep liking posts about them #im a hypocrite #supernatural #spn #destiel #dean winchester #fanfiction #deancas #castiel #jenen ackles #misha collins #i am delusional #and also #i dont wanna know! i dont #its only time before it all comes crumbling down and i dont wanna be there for the fall out

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“you ruined my life,” dean hissed, kicking at the stone pillar he’d placed carefully into the ground just a day prior.

“you absolute asshole. do you hear me? you ruined my life, cas. and I hate you.” he kicked the stone again, ankle throbbing with the force of the collision, and it creaked backwards in the soil; threatening to topple over and break.

the movement was enough to break the anger, and dean sank to the ground, his fingers tracing over the letters in cas’ name that he’d spent weeks hand carving into the stone.

“you ruined my life. I’ll never find someone like you ever again. do you know that? do you not get it, cas?”

a sob broke free, and then another. words choked out through a thick veil of anguish. “I’ll never love anyone again. it was always you, cas. always will be.”

he let his fingers linger over the words under cas’ name. his final goodbye.

I love you, too.

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Actor choices I can't forgive them for:

Misha's stupid fucking German accent for Apocalypse!Cas

Jensen choosing that outfit for Michael because he was a little too into Peaky Blinders that week

Jared

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this picture is like a beautiful painting to me

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we have GOT to abolish the paperback only being released a year later scheme brother i simply am not purchasing your $40 hardcover book

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“too much heart was always castiels problem” cool! i have a 9mm in my waistband

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knuckle tattoo that says i am nostalgic for a time where i wasn't even happy

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Look. Okay. The thing is. And dont. Dont COME AT ME FOR THIS. But i do think that Jensen believes the confession was a love confession. Like i think he knows Cas is in love with Dean. The problem, however, is that he doesn’t think Dean is in love with Cas.

He respects everyone opinions about it and he understands where people are coming from, but I think that in his mind, Dean is 100% straight.

And. everyone is entitled to their opinions, of course. But I think that if they do make a revival, it really really really won’t meet up to standards that a lot of us hope it will.

#and i just have to accept that #but. i love being delusional. so i wont be accepting this any time soon #supernatural #spn #jensen ackles

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It's fun knowing that for the rest of his life jensen will keep getting questions about destiel

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i won’t forgive jensen ackles before i see him french kissing misha collins as dean and castiel on my tv screen

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it feels like every day there’s a spn convention. mind you the show ended four years ago

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Isn't it wild that Destiel questions are even allowed now. They used to boo you off stage at the first mention of being bisexual.

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save me inevitably disappointing spn revival…… inevitably disappointing spn revival please….. inevitably disappointing spn revival save me

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THATS A FUCKING HAND PRINT ON HIS SHOULDER

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distraction save me distraction save me distraction save me distraction save me distraction save me distraction save me distraction save me distraction save me distraction save me distraction save me distraction save me distraction save m

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supernatural: i can accept bloodplay, but i draw the line at gay people

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these bitches are crazy s16 is coming y'all