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how can i expect to be different if i’ve lived my whole life like this?

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This is the Opposite of Self Help: A Beginner’s Guide to Bleach-Drinking

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is this an alignment chart?

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me, talking about my trauma: haha yeah it was no big deal tho i don’t really care it’s whatever honestly

somebody: validates my trauma and says i shouldn’t have had to go through that

me, suddenly crying: huh. weird

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“… Ok but u didn’t seem traumatized before”

ahah yeah it’s because I was repressing it so that it could age like fine wine and slap me in the face later

#suffering jokes #ptsd

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#breathe

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#love #red

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don’t try - gerard way

#miserable #red #music

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#repetition #b

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#tired

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#dpdr #static #error #message

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#nameless #fuck!!!!!! #nameless's mind #thoughts

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#child #nameless

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#repulsive #child