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Hi i really love your writings. I wanted to request a Shion Madarame x male reader (I rarely see any). Reader is Izana’s younger brother by one year. When Shion first met the reader he is really shy and awkward, but once reader becomes close with shion, readers personality becomes more confident and even flirts with him “as a joke”. But one day when reader makes a flirty remark towards him, Shion just like kisses him and the reader suddenly becomes shy again. I don’t really know how to end it off T-T. (Also you can choose if it’s fluff or smut)
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Warnings : Smut at the VERY end , other than that no warning.
Notes: I wasn’t sure so i made a smut version and a fluff one.. the smut is at the very end for anyone who’s only interested in the fluff/smut
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Shion and you weren’t particularly close, not because there was any sort of dislike. You were just awkward and shy in general.
Which shocked him, considering who your older brother was. Who would’ve guessed Izana’s little brother was all shy and awkward around other people.
Shion made it his personal self goal and appointed mission to try and get closer to you, trying to see how you were around people you knew. It was really out of curiosity at first, but he actually ended up doing it in the first try. You two just clicked instantly without trying.
Shion found himself loving how confident you were, the way you could actually hold yourself up.. even if you did seem really shy.
But what really shocked him was how flirty you could be, it never failed to catch him off guard whenever you randomly made flirty remarks mid conversation to him.
He couldn’t help the way his eyes trailed down to your lips right after too, for the rest if not most of the conversation they would alternate between staring at your eyes and then your lips..
It was just ONE time when you made a flirty remark, he couldn’t help it. he didn’t even let you finish your sentence before he pulled you towards him and started full on making out with you.
“Shion..??” you said in a questioning tone while you caught your breath “yeah..? what’s up (name)..?” both of you obviously trying to catch your breath, but jeez your face was bright red.
He saw you convert back to your usual sky demeanor, all awkward again. You’re face turning a bright red, he laughed and you became even more shy.
You don’t know what happened , he had just caught you so off guard.
“your face is all red (nameeee).” he chuckled and spoke in a teasing tone, the same one you used on him whenever you flirted with him.
He scooted closer than he already was to you, playfully grabbing your chin “Well, i was going to ask you to be my boyfriend.. but I’ll take this as a yes.” you didn’t think you would ever surpass how shy you got normally , especially with how awkward you felt.
It’s not that you didn’t like shion, he kept catching your poor heart offguard.
“right— I, yeah.” your voice became much quieter than before, he chuckled and kissed you again. “Y’know, i always thought you were cute like this.” the teasing.
Even if you couldn’t talk to Shion for the rest of the day, he eventually got his dear boyfriend back to his usual self and got him to accept being his boyfriend in a calm usual state.
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NSFW up ahead
warnings: Manhandling ,, Izana mention and appearance ,, cumming in ass ,, teasing ,, massaging
# — Where we left off ,, “It was just ONE time when you made a flirty remark, he couldn’t help it. he didn’t even let you finish your sentence before he pulled you towards him and started full on making out with you.” (i couldn’t find a way to continue it and make it smut, but didn’t wanna leave the fluff readers on a cliffhanger..)
“Shion..??” your tone sounded so soft and confused, his hands sliding down your body and right above your waist. “(name)..” he whispered into your ear, slightly moving your head enough with his other hand to make your eyes look down.
Revealing the tent in his pants that formed, he swore he wasn’t some horny perverse bastard that would get horny from a kiss.
But there was something about you turning him on. He moved his hands down in between your thighs and starting massaging them making you let out mewls of pleasure.
“Shion.. stop teasing meee..” you whined with a pout on your lips while he slowly massaged your thighs “you’re so impatient, you want me so bad..” he laughed and then unzipped his pants letting out his hard boner
“do you have any lube?” you nodded your head, turning to the side.. and pointing towards your junk drawer.. he motioned you to grab it,
“holy shit, this is half empty.. you’ve been touching yourself like a slut recently huh..” he whispered in your ear before harshly taking off your pants and laying you down on your bed, “uahh.. Shion!” you yelled in surprise before you felt two digits insert you.
“Calm down, i’m being nice and prepping you before hand.” Once Shion found your prostate, he made sure to avoid it the entire time. Teasing you every chance he got before ehe destroyed you on his dick.
Precum leaking out of you and dampening the sheets under you. “Hnnfhhg..” you let out a very muffled whine into your pillow whenever shion pulled out his fingers
“you’re so fucking whinny for someone so shy..” he shoved in his cock without warning and at a fast fucking pace. You let out harsh pleasured filled screams as he smacked into your prostate without warning you..
To add on he started jerking you off with the hand that wasn’t holding onto your hip. God.. he knew you could be confident and loud but this is the loudest you’ve ever been.
“Shion..!! i..i’m c..” you could barely finish your sentence before you felt an orgasm hit you , hearing the way you said his name and seeing your fucked out face from just his cock was too much for him, filling your ass with cum.
“fuck.” he pulled out his dick and grabbed a few wipes from your nightstand, cleaning the both of you up.. he wanted to continue, but he heard the click of the front door earlier, he didn’t wanna bother Izana with noise any longer <3.
You two got fully dressed and did the slight walk of Shame seeing Izana in the living room, “Byee (name).” “See you tomorrow Shion..”
He sighed at glared at you, the hickey’s covering your neck and your tired face.. the way it was all red. He just sighed and accepted it, he knew you two had a thing for each other, but he wasn’t exactly expecting this..
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kawataslvr · 4 days
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hmm
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kawataslvr · 5 days
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Hello, could you do something about sanzu x a reader who is VERY (super) clueless, who could literally have something in his hand and forget that he has it in his hand?
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Of course, i hope you don’t mind i chose bonten sanzu for this 😭.
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Sanzu knew you weren’t the brightest. Well, when it came to most things.
It shocked him how book smart you were, but when it came to anything else you were so fucking dumb. And he wasn’t over exaggerating either..
“Sanzu.. have you seen my phone?? I looked everywhere for it and I still can’t find it.” Sanzu would’ve helped (name) look for his phone..
well.. if this wasn’t a phone call. From (name)’s phone. The one he was looking for.
“(name). Are you joking? say april fools right now.” it was the middle of march, but knowing (name).. he’d buy it.
“what do you mean! I’m serious I need my phone Sanzu.” (name) let out a groan over the phone and sighed pouting slightly , Sanzu not taking him seriously always irritated him.
“(Name), what exactly are you calling me on right now?”
“huh what??”
“Oh-OHHHH”
Sanzu sighed as you came to your obvious conclusion. Even if you’re the most clueless little shit out there, he was the one who fell for you hard.
Maybe that’s why he doesn’t mind that you’re so clueless, because he thinks it’s adorable.
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kawataslvr · 5 days
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redraw from last sept
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kawataslvr · 10 days
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The beautiful Tokyo Revengers ladies 🫶🏻 (how I see them)
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kawataslvr · 12 days
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nay or yay?
my toe oddly tingled, nay.
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kawataslvr · 12 days
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how did takemichi take so many punches straight to the face and not break his nose??
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kawataslvr · 12 days
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6’11 a body builder and super buff with a makoto yugi pfp is crazh do you also wear thigh highs ? — 🩶
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kawataslvr · 12 days
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would wish you well but you’re gay.. sigh..
ive only kissed a few men, and only 2 without socks. Which i would call, friendly kisses from the heart, >_<!
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kawataslvr · 12 days
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twink — 📖
what if i was 6’11 supper buff and a body builder??? you don’t know these things open book anon.
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kawataslvr · 12 days
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gay men these days..
the guy who said jabba the hut is submissive and breedable says
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kawataslvr · 12 days
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Don't ever hesitate. Reblog this. TUMBLR RULE. When you see it, REBLOG IT.
The original post only has US helplines. I’ve added UK helplines underneath. It would be great if people could add numbers from everywhere in the world.
Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696
Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433
LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255
Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386
Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743
Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438
Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673
Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272
Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000
Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253
Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453
UK Helplines:
Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail [email protected]
Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111
Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: [email protected]
Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 [email protected]
b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: [email protected]
b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)
Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: [email protected]
Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600
Drinkline: 0800 9178282
Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail [email protected]
Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight
India Self Harm Hotline: 00 08001006614
India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669
Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868, Free and available 24/7
suicide hotlines;
Argentina: 54-0223-493-0430
Australia: 13-11-14
Austria: 01-713-3374
Barbados: 429-9999
Belgium: 106
Botswana: 391-1270
Brazil: 21-233-9191
China: 852-2382-0000
(Hong Kong: 2389-2222)
Costa Rica: 606-253-5439
Croatia: 01-4833-888
Cyprus: 357-77-77-72-67
Czech Republic: 222-580-697, 476-701-908
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Finland: 040-5032199
France: 01-45-39-4000
Germany: 0800-181-0721
Greece: 1018
Guatemala: 502-234-1239
Holland: 0900-0767
Honduras: 504-237-3623
Hungary: 06-80-820-111
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Israel: 09-8892333
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(Singapore: 1-800-221-4444)
Mexico: 525-510-2550
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Poland: 52-70-000
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Spain: 91-459-00-50
South Africa: 0861-322-322
South Korea: 2-715-8600
Sweden: 031-711-2400
Switzerland: 143
Taiwan: 0800-788-995
Thailand: 02-249-9977
Trinidad and Tobago: 868-645-2800
Ukraine: 0487-327715
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kawataslvr · 12 days
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Could you do a second part of your last post, the one about Izana, Mikey and Reader?
Something like Reader is no longer interested in Izana and now Reader accepts Mikey and they are a boyfriend?
and Izana is surprised or something like that, or the famous phrase "you don't know what you have until you lose it"
Req’s finally back up..
Summary : Angst -> fluff
A/N : You guys will never let me give reader a horrible twisted ending, (im making an alternative to this) ,, sorry this took so long, writers block went so badly for me. I tried to write this from a perspective when i was in a situation like this, so the writing is switching between “i hate him” to “i love him and would do anything” because its something i went through even if we never dated 🥲
p.1 : Izana fic
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You honestly didn’t know how you didn’t snap sooner, but it was when you stopped being in complete denial of it..
When even Izana’s friends were telling you to leave, the bruises on you becoming more apparent than ever before. Everything bruised, sometimes you didn’t come out of the house because of your body being so sore.
It got serious when people around you physically had to drag you out of bed. After a while a person can only take so much. Izana would look at you and get angry.. why were you still around him? He never asked you out. You two were never dating. He hated you.
Why was everything just hitting you? it was irritating you, how didn’t you realize everything sooner. How could you let your kindness be used so freely? You sighed while you say down on your bed, it didn’t matter if you just took a day to yourself today.
Izana wouldn’t notice if you were gone.
You needed time to yourself, to think. Your head was spinning around so hard it hurt, you needed to lay down and think. Have a talk with yourself.
You laid down and drifted off to sleep, nothing could’ve prepared you for the random rush of emotions that hit you today.
You woke up to your phone being blown up, panicking and unlocking it to see WAYY TOO many notifications from Izana.. you thought something happened. Something serious.
Only to open the messages to see nasty messages on you not showing up, how angry he was at you.
You sighed, you couldn’t let him just control you like this.. he wasn’t even dating you, there was no reason he should be freaking out so much.
And whatever that night possessed you to apologize to him and let him come over, was the devils job.
it was really a mistake, you knew it. You’re somewhat healed bruises coming back to night, but you still couldn’t resist Izana.
Even if you knew you never had a chance with him, you’ll forever have a special place in your heart where nobody could replace Izana.
You didn’t know why really, you didn’t know anything that happened that night.
Honestly, you needed someone to talk to. Someone who wouldn’t yell at you for being with Izana, someone who would actually comfort you.
Right..
you would be lying if he wasn’t your first option at any point given, but you had to admit. The guy was better.. than.. Izana..
He wouldn’t scream at you or hurt you, and he wasn’t going to lash out at you.
Manjiro Sano, better known as Invincible Mikey.
You weren’t oblivious to his feelings for you, so you felt horrible calling him at a late time, and to talk about Izana of all people. You felt like you were playing with Mikey’s feelings.
Yet he didn’t care, Mikey listened to your woes about Izana.. Comforting you the entire time, even if it hurt him and ripped him apart from the inside out with every word you said, the way you spoke about him so in-love while you were talking about him abusing you physically and verbally .
Mikey thinks thats the real reason why he felt like his skin was being turned inside out, you were so hurt yet so blinded by love. With someone who didn’t care about you. Someone who you weren’t even dating.
“Block his number, ghost him.. stop hanging out with this dude (name)..” his voice sounded so concerned, you couldn’t just do that.. but you really should..
Your mind turned into a conflicted mess again. Sighing and slumping down in your bed turning your head towards Mikey “i cant just do that.. he’d kill me..”
“I’ll be with you the whole day.. please (name)” you sighed running out of words to say.. you hesitated to nod your head. You hugged Mikey and laid down with him.
Nothing weird, nothing forced. You two just laid by each others side cuddling. It was nice, you slept wonderfully that night.
Not a single nightmare..
Some feeling you forgot to experience, or how to. It felt refreshing, for once. You could breath without feeling like there was a knife at your throat.
When you woke up Mikey was clinging onto you while he struggled a battle with sleep and the alarm clock. “ughh.. please lets just sleep in (nameee)..”
you laughed softly and snuggled closer into Mikey’s arm, when you suddenly got a notification.. you knew who it was from. Only one person texted you at this time, usually to ask you for something.
“give me a sec..” You reached over for your phone only to be pushed back down and gripped onto tightly by Mikey.
“Mikey!” you yelped out “we’re sleeping in.. c’mon.” Maybe that one day was how it all started, you slowly started distancing yourself from Izana from that day forward.
It was clearly taking a toll on the boy.
He didn’t know what he had until he lost it.
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kawataslvr · 12 days
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angst about sanzu? something like childhood friends to strangers to lovers, something sad and romantic...
Summary : angst -> fluff ,, Kanto Manji Timeline .
A/N : it took me so long to answer this, sorry 😭💙
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Sanzu knew (name) since the two were born, he was there for every occasion.
Especially when Sanzu got his scars, it was up until Middle school and high school where the two started to drift apart from each other. “Drifting apart” is what you both would like to believe anyways.
Sanzu came to you bruised and injured, something that happened normally.
But he came home excessively bleeding this time, you told him he should be more careful while fighting.. trying to take care of the bleeding man.
Sanzu was just irritated, that was all.
It still doesn’t explain how it lead to such big of a fight, how it led you two to cut off contact completely and ignoring each other for years.
It wasn’t the first time you two argued, but there was certainly something different about that one. Maybe it was because of what was going on around you two, Sanzu and you constantly bickering about his behaviors.
You two were bound to break apart, no mater in what way.
Someone could twist that day a million times and the result would end the same, separate.
Eventually you had moved houses and schools, so you two didn’t run into each other at all for days, weeks, months, .. years.
Eventually you forgot his voice ; his looks.
Yet the diamond scars were engraved into your brain as if they were your own scars.
You had went to go visit your aunt and uncle while you had a break off work, you and your friend were walking around.
You didn’t expect anything special, your friend taking you to a bakery that he really liked.
While he was ordering a pastry for you two, you sat on down and were on your phone to distract yourself from what seemed like too long.
When you heard the bell ring, a pink haired men walked in to pick up his order he made prior.
You glanced up at him, not caring much for what he was doing. Sure, the fact he ordered two boxes of doriyaki was odd.
But it wasn’t any of your business, it wasn’t until he turned around and you got a good look at his face.
Your heart felt a pang of adrenaline, or was it panic? Whichever it was your heart was pounding ; not in the way where you were flushed, but felt something different.
Familiarity? No. It couldn’t be Sanzu, you shouldn’t assume. He had a mask on, you couldn’t even see if he had scars.
This could totally be some random dude that happens to look, a lot.. like Sanzu.
It was like the word was against him, the Pinkette lowering his mask to get a taste of a different pastry.
He probably ordered it to eat on the go, but your instincts made you look up at him. Seeing the diamond scars on his face.
Of course, with the way you kept glancing up at the guy. He looked over at you, shit.
Now you both probably recognized each other, especially with the way his eyes widened whenever he saw you.
You’d be lying if you still weren’t mad because of the argument. It was years ago, but all you ever asked Sanzu for was an apology.
One that you never got, and probably never will. right?
The room felt like it gained a sudden tension from the two of you noticing each other, your friend finally getting his order along with yours.
Sanzu left the store before you two, luckily.
Hopefully you wouldn’t see him again.
You’d be lying if you yourself didn’t notice you started being distracted after you saw Sanzu, he was stuck in the back of your head.
And you fought for so long to keep him out.
It wasn’t like Sanzu was any different, you were in the back of his head the entire time as well.
It didn’t matter anymore, you two aren’t friends.
The next day you had to go run an errand for your aunt, you started heading out to a convenience store near by to pick up some stuff for her.
While you were grabbing a snack you felt a hand on your soulder “(name).” you quickly turned around shrieking a bit at the sudden contact.
Your eyes widened once you saw the one man you’ve been hoping you wouldn’t see again
“do you need something , sir?” You tried to act confused, even if you already knew Sanzu wouldn’t buy it.
He wasn’t an idiot.
“Don’t try that shit on me” he said not missing a beat after you spoke, “can we at least talk? once?” you don’t know what convinced you to say yes.
completely forgetting about those snacks you were picking up and heading over to Sanzu’s place.
“You disappeared without warning.”
“we were on bad terms, I didn’t think to give you one.”
“that doesn’t mean you can just up and leave me (name)!”
you stayed silent, looking down at the grond and not saying much to him.
“I loved you.”
thats where you snapped, where you stood up. “no! no! you can’t just say that! you don’t have the right to!”
Sanzu was taken aback, and offended. “what the fuck do you mean!? i have every right to say that! you left me!”
“You made me think you hated me for so long because of a stupid fight! all because you were annoyed!”
“It wasn’t my fault! you werent any easier either, i never had a chance to talk to you because you were always with someone else!”
“You did the exact same shit! you distanced yourself from me until i couldnt ever reach out to you if i even could!”
“you were the one who blocked me in everything! I thought you didn’t wanna talk!”
“how is that my fault! I had to block you off completely because you were hurting me!”
the room went silent, you both ran out of words. it wasnt like there was anymore to say really, you both let out what you wanted to say.
“I really did love you.” Sanzu let out one final time, he’d never go soft, but he’d be lying if seeing you again didnt resurface his feelings completely negative and positive ones.
it wasnt like you were any different, all of your feelings and memories of Sanzu came right back up the second you saw him again at bakery. Wishing you hadn’t gone with your friend at all.
“I did too.” you sighed, breathing heavily from the yelling and the tears that were brimming at your eyes, trying to hold them back.
“Listen, im really sorry, for everything. For today, and for the argument that happened all those years ago.”
You couldn’t take the overwhelming emotion of it all, everything was driving you crazy. Tears falling down your eyes and dripping like a waterfall.
Sanzu quickly came to your side and hugged you tightly, “I’m sorry too..” you hicced. You’d been so emotionally suffocated for so long, you weren’t one to let out your emotions out infront of someone so randomly but you couldnt hold it in anymore.
“(name).” you looked up at Sanzu , he wiped the tears from your eyes. His tone so soft, something nobody but you would ever hear.
“Give me one more chance.”
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kawataslvr · 13 days
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Glorious king of curses💕
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AOHARU
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