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[loafyall]

Thinking to write something about yanmisha today

#yanqing #hsr yanqing #hsr #misha x yanqing #honkai star rail yanqing #misha hsr #misha honkai star rail #Misha #Yanmisha

[loafyall]

Support a first timer digital artist? 🥺

My art is very shitty since this is my first try-

#Art #Art dum #art dump #Dump #doodle dump #Digi #digital art #Idk #idk how to tag this #First time

[loafyall]

AHHHHH MY UNDERRATED FAV SILLU COUPLEEEEE I CANT FIND ALOT ABOUT THEM BUT IM SO GLAD I FOUND THIS VIDEOOOO

I am thinking to write Misha x yanqing in a few days I just need some ideas

Lazy edit:33!!! I LOVE YOU MIKHAIL SO MUCH.

#Yanqing #misha #Yanmisha #Misqing #Yanqing x Misha #Misha x yanqing

[loafyall]

Heheheh angst…. Heheheheh

What would the HCQ do if Yanqing either got seriously injured or just died

OOOHHHH I LUV ANGST TIME YALL

Let's go with if yanqing died

Depression, Jing yuan wouldn't leave his room for days or even weeks heck it will do turn months!, It was stupid of him, So stupid that he couldn't protect his own son, Someone who he treasured, He won't be able to get over his death so easily, in the soul soothing ceremony, He didn't give all yanqing's items, Only a few, And rest? He kept to himself. The pain of losing a child was unbearable, he wasn't able to eat or sleep properly, It was only when Yingxing forced him to rest and eat.

Yingxing and danfeng would have never believed the news, Thinking that people were pranking them, But no. After seeing jing yuan's state, They realised that Yanqing was no longer, He was gone. Yingxing just stayed in his blacksmith shop for days, Refusing to eat, He was broken after yanqing's death, But he had to take care of jing yuan, Knowing that Jing yuan would have a scar for the rest of his life, He has to help his husband.

Dan feng did find yanqing's diary, There were many things that Yanqing wanted to do, It was like a bucket list, see the new swords at the artisan commision, Buy swords, etc. poor boy will not longer buy his desired swords, Nor stay with his loved ones. This was rarely when Dan feng cried, Losing the kid who he raised along side his two husbands, Yingxing and jing yuan, He swears he will kill the person who murdered yanqing.

Baiheng would not believe the news at first, As jingliu told her, But as she started to realise, Baiheng had a breakdown, She started crying in the arms of her wife, jingliu, Jingliu however in the situation was strong, And held back her emotions. But deep down, Yanqing's death did affect her, She couldn't stand seeing baiheng and jing yuan like this at all, She missed yanqing.

WELL I HOPE YALL LIKE THIS, KEEP GIVING ME MORE QUESTIONS!!! HAVE A GOOD DAY SWEETIES 🥰

#hsr yanqing #hsr #honkai star rail yanqing #yanqing #jing yuan #hsr jing yuan #honkai star rail #hsr jingliu #jingliu #high cloud quintet #baiheng #yingxing #xingyue #dan feng #jingrenheng #hsr dan feng

[loafyall]

I need hcs with how the HCQ would deal/celebrate Yanqing’s coming of age.

I just think it would be so cute and funny to see how everyone realises Yanqing is outgrowing them and I can defo see papa jing yuan getting a little sentimental

Ooooooo I was just thinking about the hcs last night! Well they may not be great but here you go!

I think In yanqing's 13th birthday, Jing yuan literally realises that yanqing isn't 7 anymore, It was very cute yet saddening at the same time, He loves his son!

Most of the time, Yanqing's birthday was a day off from his duties and he could do whatever he wanted.

I do believe that Jingliu and Baiheng had planned a suprise party for him when yanqing got home, And yes Yingxing actually crafted a new sword for his son-, Ahhhhh I just love the hc of yingxing giving a sword to yanqing on his bday!! And let's not forget about Dan feng! He spoils yanqing the most!, Jing yuan was literally crying as he saw yanqing growing up to be a mature young man, Knowing that he will outgrow them one day.

Jingliu and Dan feng however, Are very happy that yanqing is now becoming of age, they know that yanqing will become a great man just like Jing yuan, He just needs to be... not so reckless...

He's still a little child in their eyes, And nothing will change that, Especially for Jing yuan.

#honkai star rail #hsr #hsr yanqing #yanqing #jing yuan #hsr jing yuan #honkai star rail yanqing #high cloud quintet #baiheng #yingxing #jingliu #dan feng #hsr jingliu #hsr dan feng #hsr dan heng #hsr yingxing #hsr blade #KEEP ASKING ME QUESTIONS PLSDSSDD #jingrenheng

[loafyall]

Feed me more questions about the High cloud quintet and Yanqing !!

#honkai star rail #hsr yanqing #yanqing #hsr #honkai star rail yanqing #hsr jing yuan #jing yuan #high cloud quintet #hsr jingliu

[loafyall]

In sorry I had to do this (i don't apologise for this)

#hsr yanqing #honkai star rail #yanqing #c.ai bot #honkai star rail yanqing #I I HAD TO DO THIS IN SORRY #ive been waiting for this #hsr jing yuan #jing yuan #hsr #idk what else to tag #ive been thinking about this all day #I don't apologise btw

[loafyall]

what is your favorite thing about yanqing, and whats the saddest/funniest thing about him in your opinion? :D

OMG IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS QUESTION FOR SOOO LONG >•<

My fav thing about Yanqing is that I imagine him to be somewhat a very very hyper child, Like if Jing yuan and yanqing would ever go to penacony yanqing would be the one to get lost immediately in the crowd or smtg and jing yuan's father instinct will rise up. And the accessory on his hair is most likely a gift from Jing yuan! Such father and son!!

The funniest thing is that I imagine him hiding in the closet when he was younger to hide from Jing yuan when playing hide seek (I also love imagining him being a GREMLIN CHILD) And Yanqing is very very protective of his swords, He even has a seperate room where he puts his collection in!

Now on to the angsty part

Yanqing has low self-esteem and wants to be perfect in the eyes of jing yuan, He has anxiety sometimes and doesn't feel like he's enough, his insecurities only rose after the battle between jingliu, Blade and Dan heng (like seriously hoyo stop making my poor boy a punching bag plsss), I think he sometimes also skipped meals and didn't take breaks between training which got him almost at the brink of fainting.

After he (somewhat) got possessed by the heliobus, he is doing a bit better than before, Sometimes jing yuan has to tell Yanqing to make sure that Yanqing eats properly, Takes rest, Takes breaks between etc, They're true father and son :>>>>>>>

ANYWAYS THANKS FOR ASKING AND PLS GIVE ME MORE QUESTIONS~!

#hsr yanqing #yanqing #hsr #honkai star rail yanqing #jing yuan #honkai star rail #hsr jing yuan #Yanqing being a GREMLIN CHILD #idk what else to tag #ask me questions #ask me please #asks and replies

[loafyall]

Pls ask me questions or some HEADCANONS about Yanqing or HCQ plsssss

#hsr yanqing #high cloud quintet #ask me anything #pls help

[loafyall]

UGHHHHHHH WHY THE FUCK ISNT ACHERON COMING HOME??????????

And why the fuck is aventurine so hard to beat?????????

#hsr #honkai star rail #acheron #hsr aventurine #aventurine honkai star rail #Aventurine #I FUCKING HATE MY LUCK #ACHERON PLS PLS COME HOME ILL GET DOWN ON MY KNEES TO BEG

[loafyall]

Sword’s Metronome AU (Stellaron hunters Yanqing au!!)

NOTE : this Au is not mine, It is originally from @a-vivid-dreamer , I've taken permission to write this small fic which i thought of while seeing their page.

Go check @a-vivid-dreamer out! They're an amazing artist and an illustrator!! ⭐⭐✨

~~~~~~~~~~On to the main story~~~~~~~~~

.......

No...

Why?... Why?...

He's sucessful in making Jing yuan's life better, But-

Why can't he fit in?

That's the thought Yanqing had after he returned to his present.

He intervened in something he shouldn't have- Yanqing can no longer be the same.

No matter how hard he tries

"He lost his life, And his own childhood innocence."

'Elio has his eye on many, but you, The swordmaster of the luofu, have caught his attention.'

Yanqing still remembers that, the first thing Kafka told him

How foolish he is,thinking he could save everyone,trying to be that protagonist. He was wrong.

.....

He may never be the same, the sweet, Kind, Fearless boy was never seen again.

But he still shares his same name.

No matter how much, Or how less people search,

No trace of his existence nor birth has been found till date..

Yanqing, once known as the 'Lieutenant of the Xianzhou alliance',

To a Destiny's slave.

Perhaps, he wished for Jing yuan to call for him, As his retainer.

Just like those days.

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Now he's lost within,his existence and his innocence, Were long gone.

The latest addition to the stellaron hunters, People who he first used to dislike in his life,

But now he's a part of them.

Things will never be the same.

And that's what yanqing thought.

.............

Oh came that same old face in jing yuan's dreams. Who is he? Has he met him before?

That's only what jing yuan can think of, Just who is Yanqing?

Why is yanqing so.. familiar?

"who are you, yanqing?"

perhaps this is what was meant to be when Yanqing did this.

Now he's not longer the boy.

And jing yuan was never the same for yanqing.

.......END

NOTE : OMG I can not believe i finished this-

I think I was awake for like God knows how many hours think about this!!

CREDITS TO : @a-vivid-dreamer

CHECK THEM OUT!!

#honkai star rail #hsr yanqing #honkai star rail yanqing #yanqing #hsr #hsr jing yuan #jing yuan #honkai jing yuan #I LOVE a-vivid-dreamer's AUS!!!

[loafyall]

I found this on Pinterest in some other language and decided to make it english

#honkai star rail #hsr yanqing #yanqing #honkai star rail yanqing #jingliu #hsr jingliu #Hsr #Hsr blade #dan heng #imbibitor lunae #I FELL LAUGHING #lol memes #Yanqing gets his revenge y'all #Jingliu and Yanqing teaming up on blade!!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥‼️‼️‼️

[loafyall]

Yes I'm posting whatever cutscenes and screenshots i took on honkai star rail.

#idk what else to tag #hsr #honkai star rail #hsr kafka #belobog #xianzhou alliance #high cloud quintet #hsr huohuo #firefly #hsr sparkle

[loafyall]

AW

i feel sleepy

[loafyall]

"Who did this to you..?"

(CRASHES INTO PART TWO OF "I can't")

Hi!

Okay well I kinda lied that I would write the part two of "I can't" in a day but it took me three days so i apologise for making everyone who read part 1 and were waiting for part two!

I had exams going on and I'm finally free!!

---------------main story..----------------

Summary : Yanqing is found the next morning of the incident, In an abandoned street of the Aurum alley, It's time for jing yuan to find out what happened to Yanqing and jing yuan's about to kill, torture that bastard and he is planning too.

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Yanqing was never this late at coming home and reporting back to jing yuan, Well, Yanqing was always late at coming home, But it was different.

-he wasn't home at all.

It was only until morning that Jing yuan realised that Yanqing hasn't came home yet, Which obviously, Got jing yuan worried, Perhaps he's with dealing with mara-struck? Or already at the training grounds?.

--no, Yanqing would have never woken up before jing yuan, It's unlikely for him to do that.

It's probably around the time for Noon before jing yuan starts slightly panicking as he hasn't seen yanqing in such a while already, Eversince the patrol started last evening, He hasn't been home since. Perhaps he could ask madam Fu or the helm master about yanqing's whereabouts but he already knew their answer would surely be no.

There's loud knocking on the door, It's probably the knights.

And yes it was the knights, Just as jing yuan thought, Why were they here?, That's when the bad news comes in when one cloud knight finally speaks.

"General, There's something you need to see." That cloud knight respectfully speaks, His head bowed down. "It's about lieutenant yanqing." And that's where jing yuan eyes widened at the mention of his (son) retainer.

"Please, Go on." Jing yuan said, Trying his best at remaining calm, But he couldnt.

That's probably when the other cloud knight tells him, Yanqing was found in some dark abandoned street of the Aurum alley, And that's what Sushang had reported in earlier.

Now jing yuan was worried, Way worried about his retainer, he got up from his seat, As he put his own pen down in which he was signing his paperwork with.

"We'll need to go there immediately, Send a medical party there immediately, You may be dismissed." Jing yuan had said that in an authoritative tone, He was going to kill that bastard who did that horrendous thing to yanqing when he finds out who he is, He's in great trouble.

---------TIMESKIP...--------

"Tch, Can't take the whole thing in one go and had to pass out that early?." That's cloud knight said, That bastard who tried to Do the Ungodly with Yanqing, Yanqing was practically crying and aswell as shaking as he tried to cover his half naked body.

Some bruises and scars were around his hands and back, Few on his legs, His tears soaking into the ground and his clothes, Yanqing's Vision was blurry, And with pouring rain it made it all worse.

Yanqing felt like he's a worthless child who doesn't deserve happiness, The way he's been traumatized is Ungodly, There were bodily fluids, and blood was there, Which could've made Yanqing vomit, Blood was gushing out from the bruise given by that bastard, Yanqing as going to going to pass out soon because of the pressure.

Yanqing's tears didn't come to a stop as he laid there, Motionless, He was unsure of what to do, He wanted to try and get up, But that man who did this to him had him pinned down by his foot on Yanqing's stomach, It was sure that the guy would leave a few more bruises on him before feeling satisfied .

There was a loud scream coming out of yanqing's dry throat when that bastard punched Yanqing on the stomach, Yanqing was tightly gripping on his own stomach, Trying so hard not to cry as he looked at that guy.

And that scream alerted The other cloud knights who were trying to find Yanqing by Jing yuan's order.

"shit." That bastard cursed as he ran away not to be seen by the cloud knights as he put on his knight uniform and that bastard ran away, Leaving Yanqing fully finished and traumatized.

And that's where Jing yuan found Yanqing as he followed the shout.

But Jing yuan immediately came to an abrupt stop when he saw Yanqing.

Covered in bruises, His hair messed up badly, Blood almost everywhere, Yanqing's tear-soaked face as yanqing looked at him, Jing yuan sweared to Aeons that he wouldn't vomit, And then there was a dry, Crying voice coming out of Yanqing.

"G-general?.." That was the only thing yanqing said, Before he Passed out into his exhaustion.

"Yanqing!." Jing yuan couldn't think of this, This was the last thing he wanted to imagine to happen to yanqing, He quickly rushed to the boy, He removed the hair coming on his eyes.

Thank Aeons that boy had just passed out, Or there could be worse casualties than that.

"Knights!, we found him!, Get him back to the Medical institution." Jing yuan ordered as he lifted up Yanqing in his arms.

That boy barely weighed alot, He was fit and all, Although he doesn't eat alot and jing yuan who's knows how many times he has scolded him to eat and not skip his meals.

TIMESKIP

Anger was already boiling inside Jing yuan as he watched Yanqing being operated by the Alchemy commission's healer Lady, Bailu.

The question on jing yuan's head was

'Who and why did they do this to him?.'

Jing yuan litterally would litterally kill the person and make sure they go even worse in the shackling prison, Maybe Jing yuan would but the balls of the guy and choke him with his own hands and feed the remains of the bastard to Mimi.

But for now, He just had to be there for Yanqing.

Slowly, Yanqing opens his eyes, He doesn't seem scared, But more relieved as he's out of that bastard's grasp, He doesn't even realise that Bailu's talking to him.

"heyyy!! Don't ignore me!." Bailu just pouts, As she stared at Yanqing, Yanqing looks at her.

"sorry.." Yanqing sighs.

"Are you okay?." Bailu asks

"...." Yanqing isn't sure how to respond, He doesn't want to worry Bailu, So he simply states "yea, Much better than before." Yanqing just puts on a small smile, Before staring at his hand again.

"Yanqing." there was the same familiar voice, Jing yuan, His eyes were softer, As he say down beside yanqing's bed.

yanqing has the feeling to cry as he say his (father) General, He wanted to tell what that bastard did to him.

"who.. did this to you?." Jing yuan said, As he held yanqing's other hand, Yanqing gulped and looked down, Not wanting to show his tears.

"I-im sorry General, I-i didn't know how to stop him, I know, I'm too weak." Yanqing admitted as tears feel down his eyes.

Jing yuan couldn't believe what yanqing just said to him, Yanqing was never weak, He is a child, A child with ambition to be the best, But that bastard who did this to him, Needed to be punished In the worst way possible, That guy tried to take Advantage of a Child, A FREAKING 14 YEAR OLD.

"Oh yanqing.." Jing yuan sighed, As he pulled the blonde boy into a hug, "it's not your fault and it was never your fault, you're still 14, I should also be the one to blame here to sending you with that cloud knight." Jing yuan said, As yanqing cried into his arms. "Who did this to you?." Jing yuan asked, As yanqing let out a voice. "A cloud knight named.... Xiun."(Yes I made up a name.)

Now jing yuan was clearly angry and wanted to punish that bitch called Xiun, He sweared if he sees Xiun, He will murder him alive and feed his remains to Mimi, Who would be very happy to Eat the meat.

But for now

He's happy that Yanqing's alright, He needs to recover, Mentally and physically.

-------END--------

Note : OMG MY HANDS ARE ACHING LITTERALLY FOR WRITING THIS FOR 3 HOURS STRAIGHT AND I HAVEN'T EATEN ANYTHING YET

I hope you enjoyed this part!! Let me know if you want an additional part of Jing yuan ruthlessly murdering that Bastard to did that to Yanqing!!

Sorry for any grammer mistakes and all, I hope you guys liked it! (Btw part 1 is in my Blog, Go read that before you read this!!!)

#yanqing #honkai star rail yanqing #hsr yanqing #hsr jing yuan #honkai star rail fanfic #honkai star rail #dad jing yuan #jing yuan #hsr bailu #angst with a happy ending #idk what else to tag #I am slightly very happy that I got 20 likes on part 1 and I decided to do a part two!! #Let me know if y'all want a part 3 about jing yuan beating that guy who did the ungodly with Yanqing #I ALSO BEAT THAT BASTARD UP BTW #Hoyo you need to stop making yanqing a punching bag #Or else imma have a talk with ya 😊😈 #Some mentions of Fu Xuan #i love him #light angst #hsr #father son bonding #Jing yuan is Yanqing's parent!!! Canon!!! #They are family no one can prove me wrong alr??!!

[loafyall]

"If I can stop one wallet from spending...."

Honkai: Star Rail CN | Character Teaser Artwork: Robin

#Honkai Star Rail #Robin #Character Teaser Artwork #Character Artworks #This came in my mind immediately after I saw this

[loafyall]

"I can't."

Summary : Yanqing comes home, harassed on patrol by some older Cloud knight, left traumatized and helpless, it takes time for Yanqing to tell his Da- I mean his general, About this.

-------Main story-------

It's pretty much like evening on the xianzhou, Just a normal evening for Yanqing, Doing patrols assigned or fighting some weak mara-struck, Etc, etc..

But not today.

It felt so weird, and most uncomfortable situation he was stuck in, being assigned on patrol with an older Cloud knight, How's that weird?.

Well who knew someone would do something, especially to Yanqing, Something like.. so disgusting..

Yanqing watches as the Cloud Knight looks him over, seeming to check his appearance. They approach an alleyway for inspection and Yanqing can’t shake off the feeling that the Knight is staring at him a little too much.

Yanqing hates this damn feeling, he's a adult, he shouldn't be feeling uncomfortable when someone is staring at him.

suddenly, the cloud knight speaks, making yanqing jump up slightly

— "Aren't you… a little too pretty to be a Cloud Knight?" The Knight asks, his voice low. Their tone and body language clearly have a certain intent to them, making Yanqing uncomfortable. that knight take a step closer to him, looking even more creepy as they stare at him with a peculiar expression on their face, and that only made yanqing feel even more careful and uncomfortable.

yanqing is unsure of what to do, he wants to take out his sword, threaten the guy not to step a closer to him, he wants to run, he wants t-

but he can't.

his body doesn't seem to respond at all, due to the fear, it only makes yanqing gulp in fear as he takes a few steps back.

the cloud knight only chuckled at the sight of yanqing, in a scared state, the cloud knight can eventually take advantage of yanqing's weakness and vulnerable state. Yanqing feels like he’s been trapped. He looks around to try to see if there is anyone around that could save him from this encounter but seems to be disappointed when he sees no one. Knowing well that no one can help him in this isolated alleyway, his discomfort only grows and he gulps, he can't call out for anyone,

because no one will hear or care, not even Jing yuan or even Lady Fu.

he's alone, a weak child, who can't protect himself?..

then why even is he a lieutenant?

Dark thoughts fill up yanqing's mind, he's scared, he wants to go home, he wants to stop the guy.

The Knight keeps staring at him intensely as they get closer, taking a step after another without even blinking. His lips curl into a disgusting smile as he leans in so closely that he’s almost nose-to-nose with Yanqing. His heart beating out of his chest, Yanqing tries backing away but can’t because the Knight keeps backing him into a wall, making it so he’s essentially cornered.

this is bad, really bad, its not soon before yanqing shouts out,

"L-Let me go!, you can't do this to a minor!. you-" He was abruptly cut off from his words by that cloud knight, who was glaring at him as he put a hand over yanqing's mouth in a tight grasp.

"If you dare utter a single word about this to That General of yours, i'll make sure that he won't even believe the words you say." the knight's grip tighten to the point where yanqing could almost cry at the pain. Yanqing felt that he will cry any second, it hurts so bad, he didn't like the way he was touched, nor he liked the things that the knight was doing.

As this happens, the Knight grabs him by the wrist and pulls him in even closer as he’s still speaking with a flirty tone. Yanqing feels sick to his stomach as he stares at the Knight's perverted face. He just wants them to stop and leave him alone, but there’s no one there to help. He’s trapped and no matter how much he struggles or tries to pull away, it doesn’t do anything. Now, the Knight's grip on his wrist tightens and his heart starts to race.

...........

It's not soon that jing yuan realises that yanqing has been missing for some hours from now.

it's usually the time he returns from patrols and it's time to train with jing yuan again.

jing yuan frowns and looks a bit worried as he Thinks. he hasn't heard back from him yet. When he was assigned his patrol he was also given an older Cloud Knight… he hasn’t come back yet as jing yuan expected him to… Is anything wrong?

well he could ask lady fu xuan for help

but wouldn't that be slightly exaggerating?, Jing yuan shurgged off his thoughts, although he wished his paperwork could get over early....

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Note : yea it's like 12 in the morning and i'm writing this cus this struck my mind.

I'll probably write part 2 by tomorrow or day after, and yes it's gonna be a bit angsty, aren't i good gurl giving yall some yanqing angst cus i can't find any?.

feel free to leave suggestions at the comments!, i'd love to add them to part 2! sorry for grammatical errors!

#honkai star rail #hsr yanqing #honkai star rail yanqing #yanqing #jing yuan #hsr #hsr jing yuan #its 1 am #idk what else to tag #BTW THAT CLOUD KNIGHT GONNA GET HIS ASS BEAT UP BY JING YUAN!! #DAD JING YUAN #JING YUAN IS YANQING'S PARENT