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[madpunks]

HEY YOU. YEAH YOU. HAVE YOU EVER WANTED TO SEE YOUR FAVOURITE OC POTENTIALLY AS A GREAT BEASTIE OR PERHAPS SOME SORT OF ABOMINATION?

THEN LOOK NO FURTHER

i will take your OC and rend them in twain reforge them in any way you see fit with blessed paper and pen. and if you like, i can even send it to you in the mail! so you can hold your sundered child in your own two hands and wonder what possessed you to do this

i can also mutate established characters from media if you'd prefer that instead :3

please give me your OCs i crave to make them horrific

but only if you want to, of course :3

ko-fi | patreon | website

[madpunks]

i love and value all nonhumans deeply, but i just wanted to say that if you identify as nonhuman specifically due to psychosis & delusions: i love you so much. it doesn't make your nonhuman identity any less valid if it comes from delusions, psychotic episodes, or other features of your psychotic disorder. whether it comes and goes when symptoms flare and go into remission, or whether it's a constant, or somewhere in between or outside of that, you are loved. if your spirituality and religious beliefs also become involved, i love you.

psychosis will never make any part of your identity less valid. you are not incapable of knowing who you are because you are psychotic. delusional people are still allowed to define themselves in what terms make sense to them, and are allowed to be their own advocate and narrator. especially if that psychotic person identifies as nonhuman, that doesn't mean you should take that person any less serious. it is just a feature of some of our personalities due to our neurotypes, and it's alright. it's fine. it's normal.

whether you experience clinical lycanthropy or not, if your nonhuman identity is tied to your psychosis, i love you. take care of yourself, nonhumanity is a beautiful way to experience life. it's okay to be who you are

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[madpunks]

disabled trans person need help paying for food, necessities + shipping supplies for shop after being homeless for 6 months

hello, my name is equinox, i am severely disabled autistic trans person dealing with schizophrenia, PTSD, arthritis, hypermobile ehlers-danlos syndrome, degenerative disc disease and gastroparesis. i am a wheelchair and cane user. i am recovering and stabilizing after being homeless for 6 months; i just spent 2 full months living in a hotel paying $38/night. i have relocated into my apartment that i was waiting 6 months for due to the subsidized housing program taking forever to calculate my earned income

i just paid $307 for my deposit + prorated rent in order to move in, as well as a $20 electric bill and a $35 bill to get internet set up, which is required for my jewelry business. i also had i also currently need a lot of things in order to make my house livable including a bed and food, and being able to get to the pharmacy for my medications. right now i have no food in my home due to having to spend money on uber XLs to and from my motel and storage unit in order to get the few possessions i have like blankets and personal belongings. i lost a lot of my kitchen supplies when transitioning between staying with friends for a while

i have almost no money on me right now. i will be re-stocking my shop with new items later today, but for now I need help being able to afford my living expenses as well as being able to afford to ship my products out to my customers. thank you to everyone who has helped thus far you have kept me safe for 6 months. you can help me here:

cash app: $glitterGraphix pay pal: glittergraphicnightmare@ gmail .com chime: $Equinoxian venmo: $Equinoxian

[madpunks]

🏳️‍🌈 New additions to our shop; severely disabled trans person needs help stabilizing after 6 months of homelessness ♿

I'm equinox, I'm a schizophrenic person who deals with arthritis, degenerative disc disease, gastroparesis and other health issues; i just recovered from being homeless for 6 months straight, 2 of which were spent living in a hotel. i need help stabilizing in my new apartment. if you're interested in supporting please feel free to check out my Ko-Fi shop where i sell handmade jewelry:

[madpunks]

chronic fatigue weaves its way into everything. people love to tell disabled people they'd love to rest as much as we do, but they fail to understand how tired we are while we rest. we are not relaxed, we are generally pretty miserable, either from pain, irritability, or fatigue- which bleeds into every aspect of your life. being too fatigued to get up off of the couch means that you're too fatigued to get to the cupboard to pull out pans to attempt to start cooking.

the steps hidden within steps that are required to do a lot of tasks related to being a "functioning adult" are daunting, there are often way too many steps necessary to make "Simple" foods or do "simple" chores for disabled people to accomplish these tasks. chronic fatigue often means that even waking up from a nap or night's rest requires time to adjust to and power through

waking up is a process for me. im often no more alert and awake hours after i've woken than I am right after doing so. caffeine does not help fatigue- at least not at safe doses, for me, anyways. many days the act of moving from my bedroom to my living room is too much. taking dishes to the sink can be too exhausting. i have began falling asleep in front of the kitchen counter while standing because i realize the amount of steps required to clean the counters, or do the dishes, or prepare a meal that all of my energy instantly bleeds away

it's okay if you feel this way too. i have been dealing with chronic fatigue my entire life and it cost me my best paying job. i lost my ability to work because of it. it's not just you being "sleepy", you are genuinely too exhausted to function. you do NOT have the energy levels other people do, and that's okay. it's okay to let yourself be tired sometimes and address that instead of trying to pretend you're not tired.

i wish you good luck. you are loved

[madpunks]

my heart goes out to you if you're a disabled person who has a complicated or negative relationship with sleep. if you need to sleep a lot but can't due to life circumstances, or sleeping extra causing other symptoms to flare up. if you can't sleep enough due to pain, or nightmares, or psychosis, or bipolar, or depression. if you sleep way too much and find it hard to stay awake. if you can't fall or stay asleep. if you need medication in order to be able to sleep. if you don't feel rested from sleep. if you wake up a lot in the night. if you have bladder or bowel accidents while asleep. if you twitch or convulse or move too or get injured in your sleep. if you can't control your sleep schedule no matter what. if you can't sleep during "normal" sleeping hours. if you can't sleep for 8+ hours straight but can sleep for shorter amounts of time. if sleep is what you need but for one reason or another you just can't or refuse to do it.

i care about you. your disabilities deserve to be seen and acknowledged

[madpunks]

if you are a disabled person of any severity and can make it through a grocery shopping trip, i am proud of you and look up to you. if you can't make it through a grocery shopping trip for whatever reason, pain, anxiety, psychosis, ADHD, autism, depression, memory or attention issues, fatigue, exhaustion, irritability, confusion, dissociation, or anything else, you have my condolences because i'm right there with you, that shit sucks ass. it's needlessly complicated and its something that abled people take for granted

of course disabled people cant go across the entire store to put an item back every time. of course disabled people may need help getting items from high or low places. of course disabled people will get lost even in labeled places because of object blindness, blindness/eye problems, bad attention span, anxiety, or other issues, of course there are who can't make it through the entire store without collapsing

these stores are designed to confuse customers and trap them inside for as long as possible to increase impulse spending, of course disabled people are going to struggle to navigate the store. i love you if you're disabled and can navigate the store, kudos to you, but i also love you if you can't. it's not easy and people take for granted how easy it is for them when others can't do it at all

[madpunks]

♿🏳️‍🌈recently homeless disabled trans person saving up for electric bill; painting commissions now open!

all paintings done as of 4/29/2024 will be acrylic paint & paint markers on a 8"x 10"flat panel canvas! this is a physical painting, meaning you will receive a physical painting in the mail. you can purchase these via Ko-Fi, and message your details to us through their private messaging system

feel free to ask us what we do and do not paint, let us know what you are looking for as well

thank you! we look forward to painting for you

[madpunks]

🏳️‍🌈 New additions to our shop; severely disabled trans person needs help stabilizing after 6 months of homelessness ♿

I'm equinox, I'm a schizophrenic person who deals with arthritis, degenerative disc disease, gastroparesis and other health issues; i just recovered from being homeless for 6 months straight, 2 of which were spent living in a hotel. i need help stabilizing in my new apartment. if you're interested in supporting please feel free to check out my Ko-Fi shop where i sell handmade jewelry:

[madpunks]

disabled trans person need help paying for food, necessities + shipping supplies for shop after being homeless for 6 months

hello, my name is equinox, i am severely disabled autistic trans person dealing with schizophrenia, PTSD, arthritis, hypermobile ehlers-danlos syndrome, degenerative disc disease and gastroparesis. i am a wheelchair and cane user. i am recovering and stabilizing after being homeless for 6 months; i just spent 2 full months living in a hotel paying $38/night. i have relocated into my apartment that i was waiting 6 months for due to the subsidized housing program taking forever to calculate my earned income

i just paid $307 for my deposit + prorated rent in order to move in, as well as a $20 electric bill and a $35 bill to get internet set up, which is required for my jewelry business. i also had i also currently need a lot of things in order to make my house livable including a bed and food, and being able to get to the pharmacy for my medications. right now i have no food in my home due to having to spend money on uber XLs to and from my motel and storage unit in order to get the few possessions i have like blankets and personal belongings. i lost a lot of my kitchen supplies when transitioning between staying with friends for a while

i have almost no money on me right now. i will be re-stocking my shop with new items later today, but for now I need help being able to afford my living expenses as well as being able to afford to ship my products out to my customers. thank you to everyone who has helped thus far you have kept me safe for 6 months. you can help me here:

cash app: $glitterGraphix pay pal: glittergraphicnightmare@ gmail .com chime: $Equinoxian venmo: $Equinoxian

[madpunks]

if you are a disabled person of any severity and can make it through a grocery shopping trip, i am proud of you and look up to you. if you can't make it through a grocery shopping trip for whatever reason, pain, anxiety, psychosis, ADHD, autism, depression, memory or attention issues, fatigue, exhaustion, irritability, confusion, dissociation, or anything else, you have my condolences because i'm right there with you, that shit sucks ass. it's needlessly complicated and its something that abled people take for granted

of course disabled people cant go across the entire store to put an item back every time. of course disabled people may need help getting items from high or low places. of course disabled people will get lost even in labeled places because of object blindness, blindness/eye problems, bad attention span, anxiety, or other issues, of course there are who can't make it through the entire store without collapsing

these stores are designed to confuse customers and trap them inside for as long as possible to increase impulse spending, of course disabled people are going to struggle to navigate the store. i love you if you're disabled and can navigate the store, kudos to you, but i also love you if you can't. it's not easy and people take for granted how easy it is for them when others can't do it at all

[madpunks]

♿🏳️‍🌈recently homeless disabled trans person saving up for electric bill; painting commissions now open!

all paintings done as of 4/29/2024 will be acrylic paint & paint markers on a 8"x 10"flat panel canvas! this is a physical painting, meaning you will receive a physical painting in the mail. you can purchase these via Ko-Fi, and message your details to us through their private messaging system

feel free to ask us what we do and do not paint, let us know what you are looking for as well. copyrighted characters shown in any tumblr images are for example purposes only and will not be sold or drawn for sale

thank you! we look forward to painting for you

[madpunks]

disabled trans person need help paying for food, necessities + shipping supplies for shop after being homeless for 6 months

hello, my name is equinox, i am severely disabled autistic trans person dealing with schizophrenia, PTSD, arthritis, hypermobile ehlers-danlos syndrome, degenerative disc disease and gastroparesis. i am a wheelchair and cane user. i am recovering and stabilizing after being homeless for 6 months; i just spent 2 full months living in a hotel paying $38/night. i have relocated into my apartment that i was waiting 6 months for due to the subsidized housing program taking forever to calculate my earned income

i just paid $307 for my deposit + prorated rent in order to move in, as well as a $20 electric bill and a $35 bill to get internet set up, which is required for my jewelry business. i also had i also currently need a lot of things in order to make my house livable including a bed and food, and being able to get to the pharmacy for my medications. right now i have no food in my home due to having to spend money on uber XLs to and from my motel and storage unit in order to get the few possessions i have like blankets and personal belongings. i lost a lot of my kitchen supplies when transitioning between staying with friends for a while

i have almost no money on me right now. i will be re-stocking my shop with new items later today, but for now I need help being able to afford my living expenses as well as being able to afford to ship my products out to my customers. thank you to everyone who has helped thus far you have kept me safe for 6 months. you can help me here:

cash app: $glitterGraphix pay pal: glittergraphicnightmare@ gmail .com chime: $Equinoxian venmo: $Equinoxian

[madpunks]

♿🏳️‍🌈recently homeless disabled trans person saving up for electric bill; painting commissions now open!

all paintings done as of 4/29/2024 will be acrylic paint & paint markers on a 8"x 10"flat panel canvas! this is a physical painting, meaning you will receive a physical painting in the mail. you can purchase these via Ko-Fi, and message your details to us through their private messaging system

feel free to ask us what we do and do not paint, let us know what you are looking for as well

thank you! we look forward to painting for you

[madpunks]

🏳️‍🌈 New additions to our shop; severely disabled trans person needs help stabilizing after 6 months of homelessness ♿

I'm equinox, I'm a schizophrenic person who deals with arthritis, degenerative disc disease, gastroparesis and other health issues; i just recovered from being homeless for 6 months straight, 2 of which were spent living in a hotel. i need help stabilizing in my new apartment. if you're interested in supporting please feel free to check out my Ko-Fi shop where i sell handmade jewelry:

[madpunks]

[madpunks]

🏳️‍🌈 New additions to our shop; severely disabled trans person needs help stabilizing after 6 months of homelessness ♿

I'm equinox, I'm a schizophrenic person who deals with arthritis, degenerative disc disease, gastroparesis and other health issues; i just recovered from being homeless for 6 months straight, 2 of which were spent living in a hotel. i need help stabilizing in my new apartment. if you're interested in supporting please feel free to check out my Ko-Fi shop where i sell handmade jewelry: