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i love u fat butches.

i love u skinny butches.

i love u midsized butches.

i love u butches recovering from eating disorders.

i love u butches with stretch marks.

i love u butches with self-harm scars.

i love u butches with cellulite.

i love u butches with thick thighs.

i love u butches with a thigh gap.

i love u butches who feel like u aren't masculine-enough-presenting.

i love u butches who need to be reassured consistently.

i love u butches who aren't afraid to be vulnerable.

i love u butches who are only vulnerable around trusted people.

i love u butches!!!!!!!!!!!!

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my most prized dark academic possessions are what i’ve inherited from my mother, my father and my grandmother. like one of my blouses is older than me

#no buying only stealing from your forefathers #dark academia

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"The point is to give him what he wants."

paul/irulan AU, 2/3

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okay so !! i watched the eras tour movie last night and i love taylor swift as a musician in a very normal way but i think i get why people don’t like her now. she’s not a performer, her show is very theatrical ( which i loved, tolerate it it’s my favorite part of it ), the dancing is very easy to follow, she’s just a woman with a guitar and if no one else, taylor seems to have a lot of fun in her shows. which is very beautiful to me as someone who has a lot of perfomance anxiety. taylor is a songwriter first, she’s a poet !! and that’s why when people compare her to beyoncé or adelle i’m kinda confused ?? like she’s not trying to be them.

#taylor swift #the eras movie #the eras tour #i’m a fan but i’m also critical and normal

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god i swear i learned my lesson

god i swear i’ll stop begging

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when life starts to sound like maybe i should settle for being desired because no one will ever love me, maybe i should get used to the fact i was put in this earth for friendship and art and nothing else. when it’s starts being like maybe i should stop being such stupid hopeful girl and maybe i should face the fact that i am somehow deeply unlucky in love and maybe god is punishing me for wanting it too much. maybe that’s my dramatic irony, born to love and be loved and forced to settle for being lusted after. never fully experiencing romance because that’s not what i was put in this earth for. that’s what a good author does right ? it doesn’t give a character what they want. maybe i’ll be one of those people who will never be loved.

#girl blogging

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being a lesbian is actually super cool and beautiful and awesome and not at all restrictive or confining and i love it. slash serious

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ethel cain being cannibalized by her shitty bf 🤝 me looking at mom remembering i’m a lesbian and she’s lesbophobic

#cw homophobia #ethel cain #ethel cain strangers #this song breaks me #mama i love you #blaming my mom for my #comp het #my mom is like specifically #lesbophobic #lesbian #religious trauma

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Growing up catholic and growing up baptist are two very different things ethel was trying to ditch fire and brimstone she wasn’t saying hail marys

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i can't casually listen to music. unfortunately everything i like makes me want to drop to my knees.

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hi hm friendly reminder that the average jewish person outside of israel has the same amount of guilt and responsibility for the genocide as you or me ( assuming you’re not jewish ) and until said otherwise by them you shouldn’t assume they support israel’s atrocities. and we should be able to hold space for fact that jewish people are historically persecuted AND that Israel is weaponizing that history to deflect criticism and accusations while conducting a massacre.

#I AM PRO PALESTINE #i firmly believe israel is made up etnoestate based on the displacement of the palestian people #BUT EVEN IF IT WASNT #nothing justifies the atrocities being done in gaza #but it’s a bit naive to think that we #are immune to acting unfairly towards jewish ppl #anti semitism #antisemitism #anti zionisim #israel #pro palestine

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We don’t talk about this Starbucks feminism enough.

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#daenerys targeryan #first of her name #queen of the andals the first man #protector of the seven kingdoms #mother of dragons #khaleesi of the great grass sea #the unburnt #the breaker of chains #hiccup horrendous haddock iii #drogon #viserion #rhaegal #vs #toothless #httyd #how to train your dragon #asoiaf #got #i say this as if the whole dance of the dragons wouldn’t put my boy in a comma #rip hiccup you would have HATED the valyrians

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judas is my favorite apostole. who here hasn’t betrayed god ?

#my mistake is that i prefer judas to peter and cain to abel and eve to mary and #like #im faithfully complicated #but i feel like judas all the time

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jesus was god’s favorite child and i wonder what that says about the rest of us

#bible posting #the chosen #i am fascinated

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i don’t know why i find it so hard to believe there was no tension between those two like…i hope the dynamic gets more dynamic in the movie bc

#maybe the actors just a #have insane chemistry #timothée chalamet #florence pugh #dune part two #dune #dune movie #cringefail marriage enjoyer #but as a strong disliked of making women suffer pathetically for a man #i say make it complex #paul x irulan #what if we married out of convenience but it’s been twelve long years #paul atreides #princess irulan #irulan corrino #why you ship them ? bc i hate seeing women suffer #chani x irulan #what if ?