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society if the magicians s5 had been a eurydice and orpheus type story of the whole crew going to rescue quentin from the underworld and bring him back to life as he has done similar for them countless times culminating in eliot being the one to save him and get him back through the power of gay love and they got to grow old together again in their own timeline and the lesson was that you can grow beyond your depression even if it stays with you and find people that love you even when you are flawed and would move heaven and earth to get you back and not only that but that you DESERVE that love and you deserve to be happy.

instead of. whatever the FUCK it was that we got.

#the magicians #queliot

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#i speak like this.... #especially the “me when i” thing #idk why its funny to me im sorry

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hannibal posts (dracula edition)

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but what if some weird energy thing happened when hannigram had sex for the first time and it balanced their shit out and suddenly they became mellow? like "oh.....that's all we needed" cause the sexual tension was the true reason behind their psychosis

#hannibal #nbc hannibal #hannigram #will graham #hannibal lecter

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#i genuinely don't think my parents like each other at all #and my dad is abusive #but he got no power over my mom anymore because now she pays the bills #(he used to not allow her ot have a job or phone) #which is yeah red flags abound #i moved away for college but like yeah they should have gotten divorced years ago #my dad is old and sick though so he might kick it soon lets go

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#framed will for murder and acted all sad and depressed that will was in jail #sorry but that's objectively the funniest thing he's ever done #like he's so delusional i love him #the sheer amount of cognitive dissonance that man lives with on a daily basis #his genuine surprise when his actions have consequences #its so endearing #nbc hannibal #hannibal lecter #hannibal

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Behind every gay person is a gayer, more evil gay person, and a little off to the side is a social worker inside a horse.

#hannibal #nbc hannibal #hannigram #hannibal lecter #will graham #murder husbands

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I started reading The Magicians books on the recommendation of another user and uh, wow, Quentin is very. He's very teenage boy (which he is, since in the books they're all like 17-19 at the start instead of 21-24 like they are in the syfy show).

And spoiler but

Him watching Eliot give another guy a blowjob (like a pervert) and just being jealous that Eliot never hit on him is making me laugh out loud

#the magicians books #the magicians (2009) #the magicians lev grossman #books

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Happy anniversary, Q.

#queliot #quentin coldwater #eliot waugh

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I still firmly believe that Will never truly took issue with Hannibal being a serial killer. Like that rage in the end of Season 1 and the first half of Season 2 stemmed entirely from the fact that he 1) didn't notice it despite that being his entire job 2) felt betrayed because he truly believed that Hannibal was his friend and he doesn't really have friends 3) believed Hannibal killed Abigail (who he was definitely overly attached to)

I mean, in the show, I wouldn't say that Will has a strong "saving people" instinct, so much as a need to "solve the case/catch the guy", except when it comes to kids (i.e. the Lost Boys case, Abigail). Will admires Hannibal's kills and only seems bothered by them at all when it's someone he personally knows/cares about (i.e. Abigail, Beverly, Molly & Wally) or feels that Hannibal is going "too far" like with what he did with Miriam.

His drive to get Hannibal caught in Season 2 was motivated by the need to clear his own name and prove to others that Hannibal wasn't who he seemed to be, for his own sake. To prove that he wasn't crazy. He truly did the bare minimum to warn other people about Hannibal and when they didn't listen he was like "oh well." He thoroughly enjoyed himself in his little honeypotting endeavor, including racking up a kill for himself and attempting at least 2 others without success. And when the plan to get Hannibal caught actually seemed like it was about to work, he immediately backpedaled and tried to stop it in its tracks or get Hannibal out before the FBI showed up.

Like even the "You delight, I tolerate" scene in Season 3...I feel like he was just pissed that Hannibal tried to eat him, and also that Hannibal did his best to unleash all the violent desires in Will and then got mad and tried to kill him when Will acts on them?? Like especially with how horny about the idea Hannibal was in Season 2, suddenly Will trying to kill him is a bad thing?

(I also think the whole thing with Mason made him step back and realize what life with Hannibal would be like, now that he was a known international criminal with public enemies [which was Will's own fault] and that he needed to step away from being in Hannibal's orbit constantly and decide with a clear head. And as someone who clearly craved a domestic life with a family as much as he wanted to act on his darker urges, it's hard to fault him for choosing the "safe" domestic option that there wasn't a clear path to with Hannibal, with him being on the FBI watchlist and also Abigail being dead.)

#self rb #i kinda popped off here #hannibal #nbc hannibal #will graham #hannibal lecter #hannigram #murder husbands

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Will Graham bad words compilation from the book. There’s at least ten more but they’re boring he just uses the words damn and shit very casually

#i read some of the red dragon and i literally dont remember any of this #“some” because i got bored halfway through and never picked it up again

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i think i will be finishing my magicians rewatch,,, later,,, after finals week at least

#delete later

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Hannibal in Mizumono: Will betrayed me :'( Me: Okay, so, what were you doing for all of season 1? Twiddling your thumbs?

#hannibal #nbc hannibal #hannibal lecter #will graham #have you heard of karma?

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The story lines at the beginning of Sense8 for each character are honestly insane…

Nomi - trapped in the hospital against her will with a potential brain condition and her transphobic family

Riley - witnessed a drug robbery and then watches people get shot as she’s being tortured by previously robbed drug dealer

Capheus - trying to fight the local mafia so that he can afford AIDS drugs for his mom

Sun - being forced by her family to take the fall for her brothers illegal actions and sent to prison

Lito - hiding his gayness from the public because if they found out he would lose everything in his life

Kala - culturally pushed into a relationship she does not want to be in with an in-law family that does not respect her or her religion

Wolfgang - fighting against the criminals he was raised with and trying to show them he is better than them and the father that beat him

Will - is a cop

#sense8 #fucking wild #he’s just a cop

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Me: I shouldn't disturb Neil Gaiman. I shouldn't send an ask unless I really have no way of getting the information otherwise. I'll check old interviews and all the articles that vaguely mention the subject. Of course it goes without saying that I'll read though the FAQ in its entirety. Only then, will I send an ask. However, I'd be very polite and praise his work, as anyone would. I'd also keep it short, because I don't want to waste his time. But I'd keep it very very respectful. I'd be sending a message to a very talented, amazing author that deals with god knows how many like me. Or I'd just stay in the dark and not send him an ask. Yeah, I'll do that.

My Dash:

#i love him #“dear god what are you asking here?” made me fucking choke

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If you were not an adult (18+) did it have any lasting effects?

#i was 7 or 8 #i hit puberty aroudn the same time so idk if it like #fucked me up or anything #but it did give me an outlet and explanation for my new feelings #definitely developed a kink way too yougn though #but such is life

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#why is it so even #also i was the 666th vote #nice