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favorite thing about a cowboy is when that gay plant rolls past

#those tumbleweeds are sentient #they know when a dramatic moment happens to a gay cowboy they need to roll by

[nyahkmenrah]

Hi, I don't know if you would know this, but have you or any other fictive temporarily perma-fronted? (i.e. fronted for a long period of time without knowing when you're going to leave the front)? Because I'm kind of new here, but I'm about to start my 4th day fronting and I don't know if this is a cause for concern.

-- Nico Di Angelo, The Arboreal System 🌳

I’ve been front stuck a few times, but it’s never been longer than a few days. For us it typically means something is going on in the headspace that the gatekeepers or protectors want to keep isolated and under control. So whoever is in the font just gets stuck there for a while. You kind of just have to keep calm and continue life until things are sorted. Although I’ve heard of fictives becoming hosts for varying reasons, and they end up in the front for long periods of time.

I’d say if there’s nothing stressful or worrying going on, it’s just a case of being temporarily front stuck. I’d be concerned if there were any other issues happening at the same time.

#endo safe #fictive blog #introject blog #introject #fictive #plural #just plural things #plural things #plural blog #just system things #multiple system #system

[nyahkmenrah]

WEIRD CROSSOVER WIN!

@mizuirolawliet do you like my sourcemates

🥺

👉👈

#endo safe #that’s my emo stick bug guys

[nyahkmenrah]

@mizuirolawliet do you like my sourcemates

🥺

👉👈

#i need to know and it needs to be public so they can see it #endo safe #fictive blog #introject blog #introject #fictive

[nyahkmenrah]

Jedtavius car crash scene from the first movie but it’s the born to die pose

#tw blood #cw blood #natm #night at the museum #jedtavius #natm jedtavius #octavius x jedediah #jedediah and octavius #jedediah x octavius #jedtavius natm

[nyahkmenrah]

54 years is a long time to be left out

#I’m fine I was just having EXOMEMORY FEELS #endo safe #natm #ahkmenrah fictive #fictive blog #introject blog #introject #fictive #natm fictive #ahkmenrah introject #night at the museum #ahkmenrah natm #natm ahkmenrah #ahkmenrah #natm fanart #natm fandom #exomemories #exotrauma

[nyahkmenrah]

Me: I wonder whats going on in the front

Astro and Link, just sitting there: we crave matcha give us the green we desire the grass tea

Me: ????

#did I just walk into a matcha cult meeting #endo safe #fictive blog #introject blog #introject #fictive #plural #just plural things #plural things #plural blog #system memes #just system things

[nyahkmenrah]

Banded agate frog, Akkadian, 2400 - 2200 BC

from The British Museum

#MORE ANCIENT FROGS!!!

[nyahkmenrah]

Ahkmenrah but I put him in a pink dress

#AAHHHHHHHHH

[nyahkmenrah]

#i am all three of theses depending on the day

[nyahkmenrah]

I don’t think there’s a single cishet in that entire museum

#endo safe #woe! he/they Ahkmenrah be upon ye #natm #night at the museum #fictive blog #jedtavius #<- obviously

[nyahkmenrah]

x - x

#OH MY RA #I NEED LIKE 100 OF THEM

[nyahkmenrah]

Forever thinking about the time we dressed up as a cowboy in pink boots, pink hat and pink shirt for a primary school assembly shortly after I split…

How did we not split Jedediah after that?

Edit: I FOUND THE PICTURES

Excuse the 2009 camera quality and I know the host doesn’t want pre transition us on the web so I covered our face but look at the FIT.

#like he was RIGHT there #endo safe #fictive blog #introject blog #introject #fictive #just rambling

[nyahkmenrah]

Reasons why Jedtavius is canon but not blatantly expressed

The time of release:

In the first interview which is about the third movie, which came out in 2014 (same-sex marriage was legalized in all 50 states in 2015 btw)

Owen Wilson says,

“There's been a big sort of transition from that antagonism and bickering... flowed into... almost a love, although they'd never admit it.”

In the video you can see Shawn Levy perk up as soon as Owen mentions ‘love’ and is very quick to correct “a brotherly love”

I assume this is because the movie had already been accused of pushing an agenda because of Octavius’ remarks about Lancelot; saying he was “handsome” and had “hypnotic blue eyes”

At the time having a gay character(s) in a kids movie was still considered ‘taboo’ and could lead to some issues causing the film not being able to be shown in certain places.

Steve Coogan basically confirmed it

They quoted brokeback mountain

Anyway these bitches gay good for them

#these bitches gay #good for them

[nyahkmenrah]

“Ahkmenrah join our server!”

“Ahkmenrah come chat!”

My crippling social anxiety cannot do that without another alter basically holding my hand and saying ‘say hello to the nice people’ like I’m a child, but thank you for the offer.

#as much as I always say we’re open to chat #I’m always SHAKING when someone actually does chat #endo safe #fictive blog #introject blog #introject #fictive #natm fictive #ahkmenrah fictive #ahkmenrah introject #social anxiety #anxiety moment

[nyahkmenrah]

Currently at an antique fair but we’re broke as shit and I’m frothing at the mouth over these

#endo safe #fictive blog #introject blog #introject #fictive #ancient Egypt #ancient Egyptian #kemetic paganism #kemetic polytheism #ancient egyptian mythology

[nyahkmenrah]

I want to read fanfic of myself but my partners are indeed, not from my source. And there are indeed, no source ships involving me I like.

Rrrrghhh let me have my little fantasies.

#endo safe #fictive blog #introject blog #introject #fictive #fanfic #fanfiction #just plural things #plural things #fictive things #just fictive things