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Day 2 and 3

I kind of did day 2 when I was doing day 1, because I already mentioned my height which is about 5′4 or 5′5 or 165cm. I actually like my height very much. I’m pretty much average height and I like it. If I could do something about my height I guess I would choose to be a bit shorter but since I can’t, Im happy with how my height is. 

My ideal body is probably different from many others who struggle with this weird illness.. but my freaking dream come true would be to look like Meggan Grubb. 

To me her body is just perfect. So lean and skinny but then she also has muscles and she isn’t all flat. I just envy the way she looks and I’m hoping that one day I’ll be skinny enough and then I’ll be able to grow myself some muscles to have an amazing ass and maybe some abs. 

#proana #ana #anamia #anorexx #anorecyx #anorecksia #anorexik #bulimja #bulimik #bulimiz #buliimix #ednos #ednoa #eating disoder things #eating disoder recovery

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If anyone wants to talk or just follow eachother or give support, I’m here! 

april 2020 🔪 looking for new accounts to follow

rb or like and ill give your blog a look

following mostly everyone 💣

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Literally all of these. 

Reblog if you are at least two of these.

I’m trying to find similar thinspo blogs and meet new people.

16+ years old.

CW or SW of 150 or above.

Aren’t “Pro” anything.

Still live with your parents.

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reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

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It’s challenge timee! 

So today is the first day of the 30 day thinspo challenge. I feel like this will also motivate me to work-out and eat well so here goes nothing. 

Day 1: Your stats

My starting weight from a year ago is 82,7kg/182lbs but my new starting weight, from February is 72,8kgs/160lbs. I have been a lot skinnier than this but I gained some weight back.. My current weight is 69,9kg/154lbs which is SO MUCH and I am so overweight but I am working on it. My UGW is 54,9kg/121lbs.

There are the stats about my weight and then the rest: I am 19 years old and 165cm tall which is about 5′4 or 5′5 I guess. 

✨🍉I am not promoting any disorders, just sharing my story! Please inbox me if you ever want to talk. ✨🍉

#proana #eating disoder things #eating disoder recovery #ednos #ednoa #thinsppi #thin #thinspii #thinspo #anorexx #anorexia #anorecksia #anorecyx #anorexik #gym #gymlover #health & fitness #bulimja #bulimiz #bulimik

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🌿I’m back

Have been gone for a long ass time. So long that I forgot my last account’s name for fuck’s sake but now I’m back. Kind of sad to say that cause I was gone for such a long time and thought I’d never come back here. But here I am. 

#anorexx #anorecyx #anorecksia #anorexik #eating disoder things #thinsppi #thin #thinspii #eating disoder recovery #body dysmorphic disorder #bulimja #bulimik #bulimiz #buliimix

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what you eat in private, you wear in public.

dont binge.

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Personal Motivations

You won't sweat so much in summer

You can wear cute bodycon dresses

You can wear dangly bracelets that make your wrists look gorgeous

You can wear crop tops and tank tops

People will see how skinny you've gotten and compliment you

You can actually get a good boyfriend (or girlfriend. idk what i am tbh)

You can wear miniskirts

You can just be stylish overall and look amazing

You can show the people you see in the summer just how far you've come since last year

You can finally hang out with all your vacation friends without being the fat one

You can post photos on Instagram flaunting your progress

Your face will be slimmer

Your jawline will be defined

You won't feel like the odd one out in your aerial classes

You'll be more flexible

You'll no longer have to worry about your clothing sticking to your body and seeing the fat

You can wear shorts and not worry about your thighs chafing

These are my personal reasons that motivate me to keep going. I'm not pro anything but recovery.