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#pencil #drawing #just bored

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#pencil #fairies #sketch

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Wrote something I never said out loud. A story I do want to tell. For around twenty years I've thought of this day over and over again. I don't want to hide it anymore. I'm not afraid to say it does make me cry. This story still has no end.

To slip down the slope

Feeling the lack of hope

Programmed to believe having no one

Wishing for all to be done

Remembering the time it couldn't be taken anymore

The blood pooling on the floor

Blade deep in its hole

Releasing the soul

Not having any regret

Yet unable to forget

The slow lost of sight

No sense of fright

Just to be brought back

Still the thought of not being intact

Never to forget the day

The pain almost went away

Remembrance of The Darkest Day - Earl D. Farrell Jr.

#semicolon #writing #secret

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Hoia Baciu Forest is thought to be the most haunted forest in the world. Located in Romania, hundreds of people have gone missing, UFOs have been seen and phantom laughter is heard. At the centre of the forest, there is a circular patch of land where no trees or plants grow, and scientists still remain baffled as to why this is. Some people believe that the area is used for UFO landings, while others think it is a portal to another dimension.

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#pencil #drawing

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#totoro #catbus

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#drawing #fantasy

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Raven. Familiar wild birds. 1903. Internet Archive. Frontispiece.

Internet Archive

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First drawing using just markers. Silo on lake Erie.

#markers #drawing #silos #lake erie

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A little more done to my first fairy picture. I'm dealing with a busted finger right now. So I draw when I can.

#fairies #drawing #my first time

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Until I'm ready, all I can do is delete myself.

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I found a solitude. I would destroy myself and not others. I broke that solitude, only to hurt those around me. I don't wish to be alone. So I can only improve who I've become. It will take that time. Not wishing to be the monster anymore. I will fight my battles. One demon at a time.

#inspiration #friendship #being wrong #being alone #alone with my thoughts

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EYES

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Fairy is finished. Now to work on the background.

This is my first time drawing a fairy.

#fairies #irish #irish mythology #drawing