rockingtheorange

[rockingtheorange]

Asking for help

⬆️ Lit me outside vs my insides

Hi people, for those wondering, I've been a bit absent here because I've been looking for a job.

Actually, it's been several mouths and even by sending my resume countless of times I still get almost zero replies and none was successful.

So I'm here to ask for your help.

I'm literally doing everything I'm supposed to do: I have an animation diploma, I have my portfolio, I have both experiences making a short and working in videogames. I'm open to even work in motion graphics or clay animation (even tho my speciality is 3D)

...Then why no one reaches out? Am I doing something wrong?

I'm considering starting a freelance career at this point, is it worth it?

#using strawberry Alex as my lucky charm #idk what to do🥲 #im literally so open and happy to work why does nobody hires me #it's so frustrating #knowing multiple languages is it even useful?😃 I'm multilingual but feels like it's a trash skill😃 #alex claremont diaz #taylor zakhar perez #rwrb

[rockingtheorange]

Drop an encouragement for the ones reading 🙌

I'll go first:

You are worthy, you are loved 🤍

(Keep reading only after writing your sentence)

Now read it again to yourself❤️

#self love #self care #self help #love yourself

[rockingtheorange]

I was minding my business reading some stuff and there was the word "WRAP". As soon as I read it, I suddently screamed

"THAT'S A WRAP!"

In Taylor's voice, full body movements and all😭

Omg I miss them so muchhhh AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

#BRING THEM BACK NOW👹 #its not a want ITS A NEED #red white and royal blue #rwrb #rwrb movie #firstprince #alex claremont diaz #henry fox mountchristen windsor #nicholas galitzine #taylor zakhar perez #tzp

[rockingtheorange]

Bawling my eyes out

#he always thinks of her and #she's always beside him🥺 #rwrb #rwrb movie #firstprince #red white and royal blue #alex claremont diaz #henry fox mountchristen windsor #nicholas galitzine #taylor zakhar perez #tzp

[rockingtheorange]

“At any party, where can you be found?”

“Towards the exit...😁”

@/GGWHOO

#he dislikes parties almost as much as his inability to rest😭 #Relatable king😭 #name a more relatable person #rwrb #rwrb movie #red white and royal blue #firstprince #alex claremont diaz #henry fox mountchristen windsor #nicholas galitzine #taylor zakhar perez #tzp #oscars

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When I feel a lot of pressure on my shoulders I like to think about a few things that I'll share here to help others too:

"My path is not your path." The amount of time we take to succeed is different from other people or their expectations. Our dreams and goals are different and require different amount of energy and time.

"My idea of success isn't yours." Meeting other's expectations is hard because we all have different ideas of it; one can feel fulfilled when they get a family on their own, another one might give zero value to it. One can even feel fulfilled after finishing their collection or just by cleaning the kitchen which was a very hard task for them to achieve. One can be successful by being happy everyday...

People's brain maturity isn't reached till at least mid 20s, and at times even 30s or more. If you feel bad for something, think about being a 1 years old adult, -5 years old adult, and so on... We're all requested to be so mature, but we're toddlers compared to the people who require the same level of adult skills as theirs.

Last post for tonight, a bit of a personal reflection, and a big thank you.

I talked to @luainthewild about this before: this is my first proper fandom, and something I'm finding really interesting and somewhat comforting is that I'm kind of young in this fandom.

To be clear, I'm an adult, I turn 20 in July, but the thing is that in my real life, I always fill up the "oldest" roles: I'm the first daughter/child, the older sister, and the oldest granddaughter. I'm always the mentor, role model and guidance figure to the younger kids, my sister and her friends, and always the "responsible one" to the adults who has to shoulder responsibilities, to mediate between them, to meet their expectations (am now realizing that's really fucking unhealthy for me and stopped doing the latter stuff)

So I developed "oldest child syndrome" in every aspect of my life: even with my peers, I'm acting as the older one. And because the age gap with my peers is just a few months, I either feel like the older one, or the exact same age.

And it's hard to be the oldest child: there's such a demand for me to be a "grown-up" when in truth I feel like a fucking kid who doesn't know anything, and when I'm berated for not knowing shit or doing something wrong or whatever because I don't know now, I'm 19, and it's hard, yet the answer is demanded from me

So when I'm making friends here who are adults with more experiences and insights, but the same love and passion as I do towards rwrb, treats me as an equal without demeaning, it's... really nice. To not be belittled, nor demanded more than I have. @rockingtheorange calls me 妹妹, little sister, when in most of my life I have been the 姐姐 older sister. My heart bursted in joy the first time they did so.

I don't know if this is making sense at all or is this just ramble, but yeah.

Thank you guys for earlier in the day, and every time I sought solace here. You guys keep me living, honestly.

Love you all ❣️

#when we were toddlers someone took care of us and taught us how to walk #why don't they do the same in toddler adulthood? #we're all toddlers spinning around pretending to know what we're doing #human's little life #personal #self help #sending a hug to everyone

[rockingtheorange]

I have the weird feeling that RWRB fans are all theater kids for some beautiful reason

Testing my theory rn ❤🤍💙

#red white and royal blue #rwrb #rwrb movie #firstprince #alex claremont diaz #henry fox mountchristen windsor #nicholas galitzine #taylor zakhar perez #tzp #mary & george #theater kid #theater

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If Taylor went to the Indie Spirit Awards and met Havana Rose Liu that played as Jeff's girlfriend in Bottom, which was played by Nicholas...

Did they talk smack about Nick???

Taylor on ig

#important unanswered questions #sleepless nights because of them #did they talk about “I'm soo stronggg!🥰” #DID THEY??? #what about Jeff's so hungy????? #😭😭😭😭 i need answers #taylor zakhar perez #tzp #nicholas galitzine #henry fox mountchristen windsor #alex claremont diaz #firstprince #rwrb movie #rwrb #red white and royal blue #havana rose liu #bottoms movie

[rockingtheorange]

So weird to have babygirl's content back 🥹💕

#Im just a baby #lil princess is back #red white and royal blue #rwrb #rwrb movie #firstprince #henry fox mountchristen windsor #nicholas galitzine

[rockingtheorange]

Know me better!

Last song: 🥹

Favourite colour: Orange 🧡

Last film: Otra pelicula de huevos y un pollo 🇲🇽

Last show: Last twilight 🇹🇭

Sweet/savoury/spicy: probably savoury but I love spicy🔥

Last thing I googled: an enigma from the game "Professor Layton and the diabolic box" so I could send it to a friend and let her solve it too (cause we both like the game).

I'll leave it here if someone would like to try:

"So let's say today is my day off. If yesterday wasn't also a day off, then I'm off again tomorrow. If, on the other hand, I was off yesterday, then tomorrow I'll have to work.

"Say I worked today, Bummer. If I didn't work two days before today, I'll have to head to work tomorrow. But if I did work two days ago, I'm off tomorrow. Yeow!"

Assuming a 365-day year, and ignoring weekends and holidays, use what Samms said to figure how many days he works in a year.

Last book: Finished reading Wolfs-kinder by Vera Buck and asked myself why my mum keeps gifting me books that aren't my genre...

Relationship status: On a long distance relationship with a princess on the other side of the planet💕

Currently obsession(s): not much lately, went back at learning languages 🇲🇽🇹🇭🇹🇼

@meraki-yao the most adorable person in the world 🥹 thanks for the tag

Tags:

@couldvebeenus @onpurposeilovehimonpurpose @manic-pixie-fever-dream @mylucayathoughts

Tag 9 People you want to get to know better

thx for tagging me @rudikawhy!

Last Song: PARAMOUR by Sub Urban and Aurora

Favourite Colour: Navy blue or burgundy

Last film/show: 10 Things I Hate About You

Sweet/savoury/spicy: savoury

Last thing I googled: league of nations disbanded

Last Book: Book Lovers by Emily Henry

Relationship status: single

Current Obsession(s): The Artful Dodger, PJO, Friday Barnes, The Tortured Poets Department, Young Royals (S3!!!)

tags:

@inej-ghafa-deserves-the-world @downn-in-flames @forasecondtherewedwon @oceanspray5 @the-biscuit-agreement

@jpg-of-dorian-slay @rubysunnday @fandomsthroughtimeandspace @chocolateprincecat

#Spotify #get to know me

[rockingtheorange]

Zahra bullying the kids ❤🤏

#hi I'm back im not dead #hows this place been since i vinished into thin air #I'm fine how's everyone else? #Firstprince is bullied but in love #my babies #missing them daily #red white and royal blue #rwrb #rwrb movie #firstprince #alex claremont diaz #henry fox mountchristen windsor #nicholas galitzine #taylor zakhar perez

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I think I've lost 4 days of sleep in the past month or so 😄 Wow, I feel so Henry 🤭

#and not for insomnia actually #not sleeping because of plane travel and work all night for a 48 project #im high key liking it tho #red white and royal blue #rwrb #rwrb movie #firstprince #alex claremont diaz #henry fox mountchristen windsor #nicholas galitzine #taylor zakhar perez #tzp

[rockingtheorange]

Get to know me!

Last song: Enemigos - Sebastian Llosa 🎶

Last film: Ron's gone wrong🤖😆

Currently reading: Wolfs-kinder by Vera Buck (a Christmas present)

Currently watching: Last Twilight (GMMTV series) / Percy Jackson (Disney series)

Currently consuming: pasta :)

Currently craving: corn cocktails I had in Mexico😣

Were you named after anyone?

As far as I know no, in Italian my name means happiness/joy. But the name I chose for myself is named after the ocean ☺ (Talay means ocean/sea in Thai)

When was the last time you cried?

I've been crying at night, before sleeping. I spent a month with my girlfriend and going back to long distance on the other side of the planet hit me harder than a truck🧸

Do you have kids?

Nope, and I don't plan on having them. I'm already struggling managing myself lol

What sports do you play/have you played?

Many when I was little: swimming, tennis, basketball... my parents wanted their children to try many things but I've always been artisty and I stuck to ballet for 5 years, then paused it for a few and came back for another 2/3 years. Then I went for theater ☺🤸

Do you use sarcasm?

Me? No. I don't use sarcasm, I AM sarcasm. But depends on the language I'm speaking honestly (different language - different personality is a real thing lol)

What's the first thing people notice about you?

I've absolutely no idea, but for some reason they always get my vibe wrong. People think I'm cold and quiet but if they earn my trust, I'm very warm and love physical touch

What's your eye color?

Brownish? Idk people have told me they look orange at times (???) or green under direct sunlight 😃 Let's say a light brown? copper maybe???🤭

Scary movies or happy endings?

I like both. Depends on my mood. (One of my fav series is scary with sad ending and all my fav movies are happy endings)

Any talents?

Some would say many, others would say none. I'd say I try my best in everything I do and talent is often a misused concept that only appreciates something you were born with instead of what you've worked hard on (even worse if people call talent the skill you've spend time and tears on)

Where were you born?

Milan 🙂 (fun fact I was kinda ☠ing and doctors had to remove my right kidney cause I had a tumor. All fine ever since tho☺👍)

What are your hobbies?

Many, I mostly make my hobbies collide with my growth in knowledge and working opportunities. Everything from writing, watching videos, playing videogames, listening to music, spending time in nature...

Do you have any pets?

2 meows 🐱🐱

How tall are you?

Shmall! I'm always the smallest one🥲 1,60 m 🤏

Favorite subject in school?

Def art class when I was little, then maybe math cause it has always been very easy for me. (But I used to love a subject depending on the topic and my own willingness to study it lol)

Dream job?

I'm trying to get a job as a 3D animator but it's hard. I just want to work in the cinema industry honestly 🥺 maybe travel from time to time...

A bit late but thank you @meraki-yao for the tag, you're always lovely ☺❤

Tagging someone that I hope hasn't done it yet: @manic-pixie-fever-dream @mylucayathoughts @couldvebeenus @onpurposeilovehimonpurpose

[rockingtheorange]

Henry and his ties: (part 2)

Here for part 1

Blue and white stripes (same as PR handshake)

Formal and serious, navy is the color of authority

Dark blue with red dots

Required formality, even alone he still needs to wear clothes suitable for a royal. Red can mean danger or his enclosed love

Red with light blue and white stripes

Public image, wearing red is attention-grabbing and, even if he doesn't want to get public after the emails leak, he's forced to

Royal blue and white stripes again but thinner

Power and authority, it's Henry's moment to stand up for himself and fight for his own future

Yellow roses

Hope and youth, as Henry says, it also has a link to Texas history: "Yellow Rose of Texas" is a popular song since the 1930s with a full story on it's own. (You can read here.) Henry is finally getting the happy future he deserves and can hope for a bright sunny future with the love of his life

Side addition: solid tie is the basic pattern that doesn't add anything to the tie and lets the color speak for itself; polka dot adds playfulness and/or sophistication; stripes mean classic and elegant but can differ from one another (Henry always wears the British type with stripes that run from left shoulder down to the right side)

#He was so happy about his yellow tie #Sad baby has now Alex who cuddles him goodnight #Husbands #henry fox mountchristen windsor #alex claremont diaz #nicholas galitzine #taylor zakhar perez #firstprince #rwrb movie #rwrb #red white and royal blue

[rockingtheorange]

Henry and his ties: (part 1)

Pink

Affectionate and soft, the adjectives given to the Prince of England's hearts

Blue and white stripes

Formal, navy is the color of authority and power

Blue and light blue stripes (Henry focus pls)

Simple but formal, two colors often used for work settings. Light blue adds friendliness

Grey

Conservative and conformative, add mysteriousness

Orange Copper

Wealth, copper indicates luxury and sophistication

Blue and silver stripes

Grace and elegance, Henry needed to be pretty for his date 💕

Carmine with green stripes

Love, red is associated with passion and sensuality but also prohibition (+ green can indicate outlaw lifestyle)

Sky blue with thin white stripes

Peace, sky blue symbolizes daydreaming and conveys serenity; white is associated with purity

Side addition: solid tie is the basic pattern that doesn't add anything to the tie and lets the color speak for itself; polka dot adds playfulness and/or sophistication; stripes mean classic and elegant but can differ from one another (Henry always wears the British type with stripes that run from left shoulder down to the right side)

Here for part 2

#IVE WANTED TO DO THIS FOR SO LONG AHHHH FINALLY #Pretty babyboy has so many ties #Wonder if he needs Pez to decide which one to wear sometimes #henry fox mountchristen windsor #nicholas galitzine #alex claremont diaz #firstprince #rwrb movie #taylor zakhar perez #rwrb #red white and royal blue

[rockingtheorange]

I have many many questions but since some of them are already in this list, I want to mention something different and just because I'm curious, not because it's really relevant (Casey has the ultimate decision for all sequel stuff related and we know most of these questions wouldn't really be answered🥲)

How do you think Henry and Alex would name their daughter/son?

Who would you like to play their daughter/son?

Where do you think Henry and Alex would get married?

What is the hardest decision to make while planning the proposal?

And which raises the strongest bickering while planning the wedding?

Will there be a giant cake? (All money given to charity of course + Alex jokes about selling his shoes too but ultimately actually does it fr)

What was the day in which you (nick&tay) thought "this is it. I believe fully in the potential of this movie"?

When did you realize it wasn't just a movie but changed many lives of many people?

(Purely out of curiosity) what are your thoughts on shipping culture?

What's the happiest/funniest memory you have of each other? (Nick&Tay)

What's the weirdest thing you discovered about each other that totally took you by surprise?

What's the weird thing that you learned to accept? (I remember Matthew mentioning how they learned so much about each other. Even the amount of space to give eo or eo morning routines lol)

Hopefully some of these can be answered by a sequel book itself and real promotional events of the sequel movie.

List of RWRB Questions to Ask the Boys

I don't know if I can make this a thing but I wanna try

I'm curious, especially since with the strike we didn't get any interviews or panels where the boys could talk about RWRB, but what questions about the movie would you guys want to ask Taylor and Nick?

I'll go first:

What scene was emotionally the most difficult to film?

What scene was the hardest to film in terms of technicality?

What's your favourite line?

What were rehearsals like? What did you do during rehearsals?

What do you think was the moment your character started to view their relationship in a different light?

What scene took the most takes?

Is there a scene or a line that you can still remember how to perform to this day?

What's your favourite blooper moment?

Was there a book moment you were really proud to bring to life?

Is there a book moment not in the movie that you think would have been interesting to perform

I think I'll leave this here for now? Definitely will update more if I can think of more

If you have any questions please do add them!

#delulu is the solulu #if we keep talking about the sequel movie as if its already real they wont feel our fear #i cant exist in a world where we dont get it #rwrb #red white and royal blue #rwrb movie #taylor zakhar perez #nicholas galitzine #alex claremont diaz #henry fox mountchristen windsor #henry hanover stuart fox #firstprince #casey mcquiston #matthew lópez

[rockingtheorange]

Dedicating this to all the people who's family isn't supportive, it's toxic or simply doesn't do enough.

Biological family isn't everything. Home and family can be found in someone outside the place we grew up in.

Henry found his home in a devastatingly handsome young peasant boy but he never imagined it to happen. He grew up thinking he'd never get to live his life fully and he got everything he had always dreamt of (and more)

Dedicated to all the struggling and/or lost people. @meraki-yao for you too💕

#Alex is Henry's home #his safe place #and this blog is a safe place for everybody ❤ #red white and royal blue #rwrb #rwrb movie #firstprince #alex claremont diaz #henry fox mountchristen windsor #nicholas galitzine #taylor zakhar perez #tzp