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this is not a photo, this is a fanart <3

this took me 50 hours and 30 minutes

here are some details

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I can't be at C2E2, but to celebrate the Hannibal Reunion 2024, have a little Will Graham - I always want to cuddle him when I see this scene! Poor baby!

I hope you like it! <:

Prints and other stuff on my RedBubble and Threadless

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Cutest thing my bun bun does is that when she's done cuddling she always makes sure to give me some kisses before leaving to make sure I know she's not upset with me

#pet bunny #bunny #pet rabbit #rabbit #bun bun #bunny kisses

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Oh look, a very caring psychiatrist hanging out with his patient in a rose garden, nothing to see here! 😏

Prints available here!

👉COMMISSIONS ARE OPEN👈

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These are my facial expressions. This is why you can't trust my face to tell you how I'm feeling:

Sorry for the shitass quality

#traditional drawing #drawing #facial expressions #me #emotions #i don't get myself

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idk just wanted to draw him all pathetic

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I must not mock Gen Alpha. Mocking Gen Alpha is the mind killer. Mocking Gen Alpha is the little-death that brings total generational solidarity obliteration. I will engage with Gen Alpha lovingly. I will permit them to be cringe. And when they grow up I will turn my eye to their accomplishments. Where mocking has gone there will be nothing. Only generational solidarity remains

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Constantly worried that I'm not enough

Constantly worried that I'm a burden

Constantly worried that I'm doing it all wrong

Constantly worried I'm accidentally hurting someone

Constantly worried I don't spend enough time with them

Constantly worried they think I secretly hate them

Constanly worried about being a bad person

Constantly doubting my trauma and abuse

Constantly doubting myself in general

Am I stupid? Am I lazy? Am I lying to myself?

I can't tell if you're mad at me? And I don't wanna know???

Scared to spend time with people I love because I'm worried I'm gonna get socially overwhelmed and they'll think that it's actually because I don't like them or don't wanna hang out with them or secretly hate them-

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

#avpd #actually avpd #avpd vent #avoidant personality disorder #avpd feels #avpd culture is #cluster c #actually avoidant #social anxiety #anxiety

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you gotta love isolating yourself because you feel alone and then feeling even more alone because you’re isolating yourself

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why blud laugh like that

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my anhedonia is eating me alive so i’m making these mental illness memes to cope

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#HUGGGGG

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no I don't spend a concerning amount of time thinking about Will Graham squirming and moaning like the wet baby girl he is, I am normal

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MADS AND HUGH IMMEDIATELY GOT DRUNK TOGETHER AFTER LANDING IN CHICAGO!!

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#hush. I'm cooking in infinite craft #infinite craft

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"You have the brain of a man :/" -my mom

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Y’all the Mads & Hugh pics are incoming !!!