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Just pretend that you love me

I know there's something between us.                                                                             I love how you look at me and point me next to you.                                                   Only so that nobody recognizes our trust.                                                                       Your eyes on my skin feels like im blue.

The night in the pub when I drove you home,                                                               the scent of your body,                                                                                                 this time I didn't feel alone,                                                                                         and next to you, when you held me, it felt like a victory.

#poem #love #i love u #love is complicated #poetry

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I only see you

Here I am, thinking about you. 

wondering when I can see you again. 

A party where I know that you will be there too.

Just to show you that I am your biggest fan.

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What it's like not to feel like shit every day? I really want to know

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I can’t even recognise myself anymore

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Would you love me if I was normal? If I was pretty? If I was skinnier? If I was kind? If I was... Better. Someone else

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seriously... none

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i wish i could tell everyone how bad im struggling 

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why am I never enough, not good for anyone ? I just want to leave... only to see if you'd call me when I´m dead.

#depressive #depressing shit #tw depressing thoughts #thoughts #kinda depressing #i feel like death #i feel like i’m dying #i hate it i hate it i hate it #i hate my liiiiife #i ahte it here #tw eating issues #tw

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Ist dir schonmal aufgefallen, wie plötzlich du verstummst, nachdem du etwas hörst, dass dich wirklich verletzt?

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Apologies without changes are manipulation

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You are never too much…

..and always enough.

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Just me thinking about how stupid I had to look two years ago after you broke up with me and I wasn’t sober for one week.

Now I am walking by you, not even care how you look or how you feel and not feeling one stupid butterfly.

Just because I realised that I’m worth more than what you made me feel I was…

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Lying in bed, watching Dahmer with a crumbling tummy :)

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Ok, I really need to loose weight again. Please give tips how I don’t get hungry 🥺

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Sitting in school, scrolling through tumbler with my Display as dark as ist can, as if anybody would care

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Fuck figuring out math equations, yall ever try figuring out if your gonna eat today??

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Ich habe Nächte nicht geschlafen, hab' gehofft, dass es nicht wahr ist.

Hab' mein Herz raus gerissen um zu schau'n, ob es noch da ist.

Ich war tagelang besoffen und war ich nüchtern, hab' ich Blut gekotzt.

Saß auf mei'm Dach, als mein Herz sagte, „Tu es doch!“.

Zate // WWD6