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Just a girly girl doing girly things in her girly life 😎🌸🌺🪷🌷

How I imagine Kate's home

Ok so I believe that the second floor of the bakery she lives in it's a cute little rented apartment.

She has the most chic little kitchen, with a small dining table so she can invite her friends from work to eat or have tea time.

She also decorated the living room, taking advantage of the little space, so the atmosphere it's cozy and warm to have sweets with hot milk whenever she feels like it.

She spent a lot of money on the most fluffiest and thickest blankets so her bed it's like a cloud, as she is constantly cold.

Also has an absurd amount of plants and flowers almost in every window, she just loves the smell and how pretty they look.

Her kitchen always smells of some kind of sweets or some baked goods because she just loves sweet stuff, and it gives her enough energy to go deliver letters from one end of London to another. Sometimes she bakes, sometimes she buys them from the downstairs bakery.

Also, because her home is so small, she always has to put the laundry in her window, and when it rains (which is a lot, this is London we're talking about) she gets so mad because she has to do her laundry again.

Kate has a small, simple wardrobe with cute, lacey, delicate dresses, I even believe she sews some herself because she loves feeling pretty.

I also believe that she has a savings jar hidden somewhere in her kitchen or her pantry, so she saves enough money to buy tickets for the next play where Liam is acting or a cute dress she saw the other day on display while delivering letters. She hides it so as not to buy a silly whim.

Talking about the savings jar, she definitely once bought the cutest tableware she could find with her first one. She still has it and takes care of it like her life depends on it.

She also likes to smell good but can't allow herself to spend much on expensive perfumes or scented shampoos, so she just goes with the basic but best smelling products she can find affordable.

She has my heart she's so adorable.

#ikemen villains #ikevil #ikevil kate #ikemen series #otome games #she’s so pretty!!!! #girl I’m stealing your life! #let me be a pretty princess!

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List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who reblogged something from you! get to know your mutuals and followers 🤍🖤

Oop! Okay I guess we're doing this. Lets Go!

Things that make me happy:

Romance

Cute things

Horror

Video games

Sweet, kind people

#tag game #mutuals #I know the last one is cheesy but still! #kind people make a kind world #when your blog is so small you can only send this to 4-5 people :')

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I just wanna say I am so proud of Kate’s character development in ikevil cause she really went from

Any member of crown: I would kill for you

Kate: O-oh my god. P-please don’t. I really don’t want that. *visible panic*

To

Any member of crown: I would kill for you

Kate: *gasp*……. Really? 🥹

#ikemen villains #ikevil #otome games #this girl has seen some stuff and I don’t think for the better

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When you embarrass yourself in front of that one cool person on the internet

#i’m a fucking idiot #im a fool #who can relate #embarrassing #problems of autism

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Fuck it! Let’s try (even though literally no one knows me) tell me in the ask box

(Stolen from twitter)

#ask game #mlp #tag game

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Broken Wings: A Broken Mind

Heeeeeyyyyyyyyy, guess whhhhaaaattt. I just finished writing the first fanfic of the broken wings au after I just said it would take awhile lol. I was lost on what to do for the start of this au and had no idea how to set things in motion UNTIL i finished reading chapter 12. When I finished reading it I was like "MC sees a horrible murder and is spiraling in feelings of not only herself, her morals, but also her soon to be lover?! Oh yeah. It's all coming together." So, with inspiration and stuck with the feelings of how my MC (Belle) is going through, i grabbed my laptop and started binge writing all the way into one in the morning. So, naturally, it's gonna be really messy. But hopefully it's mostly messy where it needs to be messy. Same warnings as before, things can and will be inaccurate to the timeline so take it as a part of the au. This fanfic will be using my mc and fair warning. This fanfic does delve into some heavy mental health stuff so if you are sensitive about that kinda of stuff like mental breackdowns and such, do not read this fanfic. I also will be editting this periodically when I'm awake and not sleep deprived and can actual proof read my work so don't feel afraid to come back and read this. With that being said, Lets get into the fanfic.

There was so much going on. Belle couldn't make sense of the madness. Her mind was stained with the sight of blood, blinding her from what was going on around her. Her chest felt heavy. She could barely breath. She hear screaming and crying and........ Oh. It was her. She was the one screaming and crying. Her head hurt. Like someone was pulling her hair. Was she doing that? It got to much. She couldn't make sense of anything, she couldn't breath, she couldn't.... She collapsed, William catching her swiftly. He order Elbert to carry her back to the castle. She slept in his arms, though it was far from a peaceful sleep. In her sleep, she was piecing together what happened.

They went to kill the marquis who not only ran an illegal drug laboratory, but was also the one who reawakened the Golden Butterflies. It felt like it was all a trap but William had him right where he wanted him. He used his powers and froze everyone in the room, Belle included by accident. She watched as he taunted the marquis and called out all of his wicked deeds. She was furious at the marquis for all he had done, and she felt something she never thought she would feel. She wanted him dead. She wanted to see him wither and suffer for everything he had done. She even wanted to do it herself. She didn't want this and was screaming at herself in her mind, but it did silence the loud hatred. She was in shock when the deed was done. The voices were still screaming in her head. But when William mentioned the marquis's family was still in the mansion, she snapped and began screaming and crying. Conflicted by how she felt about herself, about William, about what happened, about what she believed, about everything. She was going mad.

She woke up the next morning, only feeling worse. She felt numb everywhere. Her mind, her body, her soul. The voices were still raging in her head but she couldn't listen to them. It hurt too much. She wouldn't get out of bed. She felt to weak and didn't want to talk to anyone. Whenever someone went to knock on the door and tried to talk to her through it, she remained quiet. She even refused to eat, even when they offered to take breakfast in her room. Everyone became worried about her. This wasn't like her.

"Is she even still alive?" Harrison asked. "I can still hear her breathing, so she's not dead" Roger confirmed. "Poor Belle, other than when she first came here, this is the first murder she truly witnessed." Liam sympathized though his tone sounded more like she just got rejected rather than she just saw some die. "Ugh. I swear she's being so dramatic. She already saw someone die and she knew what we were doing. I don't understand why she's so-" Before Jude could continue, William shot him a look that chilled even his spine. "N-never mind..." He muttered. They've never seen him this angry. Not even when he kills someone he despises. "Well, someone needs to go in there and talk to." Harrison said. "I agree." Ellis said. "I'd hate to see her so miserable." "Who would even go in there? She refuses to talk to any of us. Who would she-?" Elbert was interrupted. "I'll do it." volunteered William. "What?!" everyone exclaimed. Alfons interjected. "William, with all due respect, I don't think-." "Brilliant idea! William, you will go talk to Belle and make sure she's all right." Victor instructed. Everyone wanted to object, but they could how much William cared about her and how close they have gotten. And so they agreed.

Belle laid on her bed, under the covers, completely disheveled. She looked and felt like a complete mess. It felt like her mind was going to brake. Suddenly she heard a knock. "Belle, it's William." She froze. "May I come in?" he asked. She didn't know what to think. Her mind was running a thousand miles a second. She couldn't tell if she hated him, admired him, feared him or loved him. Her mind was so confused which worsened the madness she was in. She heard the door open as it was unlocked. When the footsteps grew closer, she looked up and saw him standing there with that gentle smile he always had. It was cruel. She tensed up, yet at the same time softened when she saw him. She didn't know what to think of him or any of this, but deep down she just wanted him by her side. She didn't want to be alone.

"My dear, tell me. What troubles you?" he asked. She looked away from him. She knew if she kept looking into his beautiful eyes she would fall apart. She remained silent. William gently cupped her face and directed her to face him. "Belle. I know you're in shock of last night. I'm sure there are a thousand things running through your mind. I thought we got rid of that little habit of hiding how you feel. It's not healthy for you to be trapped with all of these thoughts in your mind. Please Belle, say what you're thinking. I want to hear my little robins beautiful voice." he comforted. ".....I-I..........I........" Belle tried to say something. Anything. But any words there were to say were stuck. she felt a well of emotions fill from her inside and all she could do was cry. She began to cry so hard it felt like a plea. She instinctively through herself onto him. He gladly held her tight and let her cry into his shoulder. He soothed and caressed her back as she began to cry harder.

"And here I thought you might finally hate-" "DON'T! Just...... don't say.... anything like that. Not right now." she whispered her plea to him. He smiled. "There's my robins lovely voice. Oh how sad is the that song you sing. It breaks my heart." William cooed. Belle sniffled, her breath hitched as she tried so hard to get air in her lungs from all of her crying. "I... I don't know where to begin. What to think anymore." She cried. "Oh Belle-" "I wanted him dead." William stopped. "I wanted him dead so bad. I wanted to kill him! I.... I felt horrible. I was horrible!" She sobbed. "Belle, don't" "And then his family! His poor family! They lost a father and a husband! How could I wish the death of someone with a family! I'm a monster! I-" "BELLE!" William shouted.

She became silent. "Belle, don't ever call yourself a monster. Don't even put yourself on the same level as me. You are not a monster and you never will be. Just because you wanted him dead does not make you a monster. You were angry and caught up in the moment. You're too good to call yourself a monster. I know you would never want to hurt anyone. It's not in your nature." He reassured her. Tears began to well up in her eye's as she began to sob again. There were still so many things running through her mind but she right now, she just needed to feel his warmth. Before William could start soothing her, she lunged at him and started kissing him madly. He kissed her back. He tried to kiss slowly and gently, but her kisses were too vigorous. She didn't care if she was a mess or that her kisses were sloppy. She needed him. She was chasing after something, anything to fill the void in her. And he was it. he was always there for her, he always made her feel special and gave her a voice. He was even here in her lowest moment. she needed this.

"mmhh....... mmmhhh....... Belle" He sighed. "I love you." she said desperately. William froze and quickly broke off from the kiss. "What did you say?" he asked. "I love you. I'm so, madly in love with you. I need you." she said. William stayed quiet for a bit, looking at her sadly. "Belle, you're not thinking clearly." "I am! I mean it with every fiber in my body I love you. I've wanted you for so long. I can't stop thinking about you and I know you know it. You know everything about me. You're everything, you're the very air I breath! I've never felt like this for anyone ever. You're my world." she said desperately, like her life was on the line. " Belle, please. I know you don't mean that." "But I do! I mean every word of it. Victor told me you would try to deflect it or push me away from you but you don't have to worry. I know why you do it. You're afraid of hurting me but I'm not. I know you would never hurt me. Ans I know you feel the same way. I can feel it! and I know you can too." Belle seemed like she was going a hundred mile an hour. William stuttered. "Belle.... I..... I don't" she froze. "......What........... What do you mean you don't. You don't what" "I..... I don't love you."

With those four words something snapped in her. Her face went blank. "I only ever did those things because it was what you wanted. I knew you wanted to kiss and explore me and I wasn't going to stop you. I knew it made you happy. I knew you would-" he was interrupted. "So you don't love me." she said blankly. "I......" "You did all of those things with me yet you didn't love me?" she said. "I..........." "SAY IT!" Belle screamed. "....... no.............." The room was quiet. It felt so tense. The silence was broken by a soft chuckle from Belle. It began to turn into a soft laugh, and then it grew louder. And louder. And louder. Until the room was filled with her unhinged, maniacal laughter. Tear began to roll down her cheeks and she laughed uncontrollably. "Belle..." William reached out for her. The wind was knocked out of him as she tackled him and began to strangle him.

"WHY WOULD YOU DO IT THEN!" she screamed, never tightening her grip but still held it steady. "I gave you all of me! I gave you my love, my body, my soul, and what?! it was just some game?! WAS I A JOKE TO YOU?! THE END OF THE PUNCH LINE?!" William tried to reach out to her "Belle..." "JUST SHUT UP!" She swiftly grabbed the knife he gave her from her holster on her thigh and held it against him. "Well, 'King of Villains', I won't let you hurt me or anyone else again!" She held her knife above her, ready to attack. "...Will this make you feel better?" he said. "What?" she questioned him. All he did was smile. "If this is the day you finally judge me for my sins, I won't stop you. I'll gladly accept my fate." he smiled. Warm as ever. She screamed "ENOUGH!" she lunged her knife into him. He groaned and winced at the pain coursing through his........ arm. He felt drops of water falling on his face. She was crying. "... I can't.... I can't do it. I can't kill you." She cried as she slumped, getting off from him. "Belle-" "I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT! I don't want to hear a single word that comes out from your mouth!" She yelled. "... I'm leaving. I don't care what Victor and anyone else has to say, I am leaving. and that's final." She said as she left the room, leaving William to bleed.

***

After some time of discussing things with Victor, he agreed to let Belle leave the Crown early than expected, free from harm. Harrison was even there to confirm the truth that she would not speak of the crown or they secrets with anyone. As she she finished packing up, William was by her door. He looked like he wanted to say something, but he felt as though it was better not to say anything to her. He was right. As she left the room, she gave him the coldest, cruelest, and most hateful gaze he had ever seen. It hurt him more than he thought. Especially to see it from his dearest robin. Who once wouldn't even dare to utter a bad word let alone look at someone with such hatred. A carriage was prepared at the front of the castle. As Belle was ready to step inside, she looked back and saw everyone. They all looked like they wanted to say something. To shout and wave "Goodbye! We'll miss you!" or give her they're own personal goodbye. But there was something disheartening in her eyes. Like all of the love and joy in her was drained. It was like she was a shell of her former self. And so they all remained silent. Belle stepped into carriage and road off into the distance. It was the last time they would ever see her again.

#ikemen villains #ikevil #ikevil william #angst

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Hear me out. Ikemen Villains au........ based on cendrillon vocaliod.

#ikemen villains #ikevil #otome games #fan art is welcomed #i want angst #make me cry! #especially with William

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Belle (Izadore): *Berating her default mc*

Stranger: Why do you keep beating her up?

Belle: Because she doesn't stand up for herself and keeps on being weak!

Stranger: But isn't she the same way? *points to ikevil mc and Belle Thompson*

Belle: ............ NO! Are you kiding me?! She walked in on eight murderous psychopaths with no weapons, no strength, no power, no way to defend herself, and you expect her to go and fight each of them? NO!!! That's how you die! I at least wouldn't die if I fought the assholes in my world. Her? She'd be dead instantly! If anything, she was smart and got lucky.

Stranger: But-

Belle: They. Are not. The same. Got it?

Stranger: o-okay.

Belle: Good. Now, if you'll excuse me. *continues berating mc*

#court of darkness #court of darkness voltage #ikemen villains #ikevil #otome games

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I present you with my Court of Darkness MC: *🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁* Joanne!

Ik it's not rlly drawn well in this

Here's her info

Belle Izadore: Listen here! You can mess with me, fuck with me, harass me or do what ever the fuck you want with me. But if anyone makes her cry, I will find you and come after you. That's not a threat. That's a fucking promise.

#court of darkness #court of darkness voltage #otome games #oc #ocs #She's so flipping cute!!! #I just wanna give her so many hugs #my heart <3

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He’s so PRETTY!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAA!!!

happy birthday william! ❤️🍓

#ikevil #ikemen villains #ikemen series #william rex #william my love <3

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Belle (and the fandom who played the games) @ the ikemen series girlies:

Belle (and the fandom) @ the Court of Darkness MC:

Am I wrong?

Oh my gosh you FUCKING NAILED IT!!!!!

#court of darkness #court of darkness voltage #ikemen villains #ikevil #otome games #I am literally in love with this #can we hang this on the fridge? #completely accurate #I haven’t played the other Ikemen games but at least villains this is correct

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Court of Darkness Corruption AU: Godhood

So I have so many corruption au ideas for court of darkness because with all of the stuff MC has to go through in the game, it would be so easy for her to become the villain (especially my mc)

One of the corruption au ideas I had was where MC somehow finds a way to achieve true divinity and godhood and basically becomes a literal goddess. But because of her ancient magic, people would perceive her as a generous goddess and very merciful (cause a woman being capable of violence? that's ridiculous) and she is not happy about it. She does everything in her power to be recognized as a powerful, vengeful, and fearful goddess. Her entire godhood is stained in blood. Every once in a while, people forget how terrifying she is and go back to their old mindset of her. But she's never afraid to remind them again.

#court of darkness #court of darkness voltage #otome games #corruption arc #corruption au #villain arc #villain au #(totally not inspired by cotl) #I just want her to go apeshit #yassss we love a girl boss

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this is unrelated to my usual stuff but i want to be perceived as this

this guy right here

#cult of the lamb #cotl #cotl lamb #unrelated #I just want to be scary but in a cute way #rambles #when cute and horror meet

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GIRL YES!!!!

MCs talking with OC MCs

Ikemen Villians:

Belle (Thompson): Oh my god you are so pretty!

Kate: Aw, thank you. So are you.

Belle: Oh no I'm not really. At least compared to you.

Kate: Oh nonsense! I don't think I'm as pretty as you.

Belle: Nonsense! I'm nowhere near as pretty as you-(This keeps going for a while)

Court of Darkness:

MC: Hi-

Belle (Izadore): Don't talk to me. Don't look at me. Don't even breath the same air as me. I despise your very existence and your cowardliness.

MC: O-okay. I-I'm sorry. I don't know what I did wrong. Though, I suppose you're right. I'm kind of pathe-

Belle: oh my god THIS IS WHAT I MEAN! You always second guess yourself, you never stand up for yourself and don't have a single brain cell to use! A guy is literally sexually harassing you and an event and all you can think is "Oh I don't want to be rude to him. Besides, it would ruin the party" Are you kidding me! Stand up for yourself. BE A BITCH!

MC:

Belle:

MC: But that would be mean-

Belle: AAAAAAAAA!!!

#court of darkness #court of darkness voltage #someone gets it

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MCs talking with OC MCs

Ikemen Villians:

Belle (Thompson): Oh my god you are so pretty!

Kate: Aw, thank you. So are you.

Belle: Oh no I'm not really. At least compared to you.

Kate: Oh nonsense! I don't think I'm as pretty as you.

Belle: Nonsense! I'm nowhere near as pretty as you-(This keeps going for a while)

Court of Darkness:

MC: Hi-

Belle (Izadore): Don't talk to me. Don't look at me. Don't even breath the same air as me. I despise your very existence and your cowardliness.

MC: O-okay. I-I'm sorry. I don't know what I did wrong. Though, I suppose you're right. I'm kind of pathe-

Belle: oh my god THIS IS WHAT I MEAN! You always second guess yourself, you never stand up for yourself and don't have a single brain cell to use! A guy is literally sexually harassing you and an event and all you can think is "Oh I don't want to be rude to him. Besides, it would ruin the party" Are you kidding me! Stand up for yourself. BE A BITCH!

MC:

Belle:

MC: But that would be mean-

Belle: AAAAAAAAA!!!

#ikemen villains #ikevil #court of darkness #court of darkness voltage #otome games #Yeah she's not gonna get along #btw I'm pretty sure mc's name is Jessica Scott #That what I remember reading on my my first playthrough #better to be safe than sorry

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Would you be interested in me harassing you with my Court of Darkness MC, Joanne?

ABSOLUTELY HOLY SHIT YES!! (hear me out, our oc's interact)

#court of darkness #court of darkness voltage #mutuals #literally buzzing with excitement #god i love ocs!

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Literally my whole blog.

♡ Surely I'm not the only one, right?

Normally I respect the canon, but there are times when I like to do the complete opposite or one of two, or I don't like the personality of the canon MC, or I imagine what would happen if the MC had a completely different personality. (⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠)

#ikemen villains #ikevil #obey me #court of darkness #court of darkness voltage #otome games #this isn't even a joke my page is literally me ranting about my mcs