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Thinking of Poppy Playtime and the experiments (Bigger Bodies). And fuck the mental toll of that.
Being stuck in a toy for so fucking long.
Being stuck in a body that isn't yours.
Being stuck in a body that you'll never get used to, being stuck in a body that you got used to.
Being stuck inside.
No one believes you, expect for those who did it to you.
They have you in a cell. They have you trapped in a body.
Abuse. That's what they are doing.
You want help, you didn't want this. But they didn't care for your emotions.
Your emotions were useless to them.
Emotional abuse.
Being stuck in a body, you know it's not yours but you've been so used to it.
Maybe you're going crazy.
Oh, or maybe you are crazy.
Your body is that of a loveable animal toy.
Kids love you, but they don't know you.
You're jealous.
They get their own bodies. They get to stay in those bodies. What did you do to deserve this? Why were you in that orphanage?
Is the boss really that caring? Is he? Or was he lying all this time?
Do you even remember yourself? Do you try to remember yourself? Is it possible to be getting dementia, when your inside of this body?
Because all of your memories are fading. You want them back. Why are they being replaced with horrible things? (No, not horrible things. it's not horrible. it's what they earned).
Your memories are fading. Are you even yourself? Or are you the toy til the end?
Are you even yourself?
Are you alive?
What's your name?
Why can't you remember?
Memories are fading. You're selfish. You want them back.
You want to remember them forever.
But they are always fading and fading father and father away.
This isn't fair. You want to remember. Desperately trying to remember everything about yourself. But you only know your time was longer in this toy.
You're immortal.
You hate it.
Your memory isn't that big, you're just a kid.
Why did they do this?
Was it fun? Funny? Was it for their pleasure?
Why?
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So funny thing just happened. I started going off about my rewrite in a youtuber's discord server. He removed my messages and made a special channel just for me so I could ramble. I started rambling and I was about to get to the cool part when he fucking banned me
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