Hey, my fellow Jews with food restriction issues and eating disorders. I see you. I know it can be triggering to have to deal with elaborate food restrictions, and I know that oftentimes people who don't have to deal with this all the time can be really dismissive of how hard this can be for us.
It really isn't the same for someone with celiac or someone in recovery for ED as it is for people not grappling with that, and it's okay if it's too much and you lose your shit or fuck up and eat something you "shouldn't." It's okay if it's really really hard and you feel alone.
You aren't alone, and this isn't supposed to hurt. Please take care of yourself first, body and soul. You can't make it to next year, wherever you may be then, if you don't take care of yourself first, okay?
HaShem does not command us to hurt ourselves, and in fact commands the opposite.
Get rid of the Pharoah in your head whose hard heart asks you to hurt yourself. Be free. It's okay.
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"Você não é gorda, você é gostosa"
minha honesta reação:
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i feel prettier when i overexercise, my eyes have a little red around them, my hair's messy, my muscles are twitching all over, my hands hurt, and it's dark outside (* ^ ω ^)
everything feels better when it hurts ౨ৎ
read my intro b4 interacting ⋆ block don't report
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New Lowest Weight Record 🦢🫶🏽
I am now 87.2 lbs 🫶🏽🫶🏽. Idk how I’m losing so much weight. But I haven’t tracked calories in so long so I don’t even know how much I’m eating. But it’s definitely more than what I’m use to. Lol
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