#( sad bark bark bark thoughts )

[barghest-land]

"anyone who knows a lot about dinosaurs is either a child or a paleontologist" wrong i'm another secret third thing. i'm somehow emotionally attached to them and sometimes cry realizing i'll never see them with my eyes

#also yes i know about birds don't @ me. #but still #not only dinosaurs but other things #extinct plants?? #PTEROSAURS #makes me sad the most #i wish i could see them just for one minute with my eyes #;__; #silly thoughts while working and thinking about something completely different #barghest barks

[maledistributionsystem]

thank u for posting transhet stuff, sometimes i fall down the "all men are a danger to themselves and others" rabbit hole so to speak and it makes me feel hopeless so seeing stuff of girls loving us being men and wanting us to be men is very helpful anyways your stuff rules no matter what :) have a great day bro

Thank you for contacting the Male Distribution System Bark Line. Remember: Self-made men are loved and adored. All of them. Your message is in the queue...

Hey you're absolutely welcome! I know what you mean too, there's this very loud and proud "i hate all men because theyre evil and they suck!!" mentality that has (in my opinion) a rather large presence in queer spaces and it makes existing in them as a trans man really, really exhausting. Especially when some people decide its okay to say these things to your face, as if you aren't a man. Especially when it comes from white people, since they tend not to recognize how they look saying that kind of thing to men of color.

But hey, i have a wife and she's like the coolest/strongest/lovliest person i know, and is my best friend. I promise there are literally millions of girls who love trans men and don't think we're becoming evil/violent/dangerous, and who also don't think we're hurting ourselves/making ourselves uglier.

I also know a handful of other men who have wives/fiances/girlfriends, and I wont lie and say that it was easy for them, especially since they tended to go for cishet women, but they're in long happy relationships nowadays. You can do it too. I promise dude :)

You take it easy and have a great day!

#MDS Bark Line #i'm gonna use the tags to continue a line of thought i had but didn't feel necessary to respond directly to nonny with #it really truly fucking sucks that it feels like as a trans man i have this very noticable very palpable 'decision' to make between #being seen as a man-full stop-but also being shunned from your community if you just look like some random dude bc you wanna be stealth #or accept proximity to womanhood/femininity to be given a sort of 'pass' from being assumed to be dangerous #it hurts my heart to talk to other binary trans men. you wanna know why they dont exist very much? #its because we get pushed out of spaces we technically belong in because we DONT want to be overtly readable as queer #and men get fucking tired of that and decide to make peace with cis bi/gay spaces or they decide to just not have any community connection #and thats. really fucking sad. #it shouldnt be so fucking hard to find other binary trans men who are deep in their transition. but it is. #and i feel like it really really shouldnt be. #It would really help if queer spaces would uhhhh stop demonizing men and our masculinity. :/.

[bennettvaldez]

leo “make me love myself so that i might love you” valdez and jason “don’t make me a liar ‘cause i swear to god when i said it i thought it was true” grace

#they make me so sad it’s unreal #this entire song just fits them so well #like. y’all. #‘there’s really just one thing that we’re have in common neither of us will be missed’ #literally them. leo didn’t think anyone would miss him when he died which is probably why he was just willing to do it and why he thought #he was doing the best thing for his friends by not telling them. #jason… i haven’t read his death scene but from what i know #of the jason in my head #his and leo’s self worth is entirely based on how useful they are to other people #and both of them felt useless and worthless so again. no reason for anyone to miss them right? #and then ‘you always said how you loved dogs i don’t know if i count but #i’m trying my best when i’m howling and barking these songs’ #literally jason hoping he’ll be good enough for leo and not believing it #even though leo tells him all the time AND GAVE HIS LIFE FOR JASON TOO #MY CRINGEFAIL GAY LOSERS I LOVE THEM #valgrace #leo valdez #jason grace

[vyuntspakhkite-l-darling]

Arsioly having to sleep every night in a cramped tent next to his best friend, slowly watching him start to have more and more nightmares, and knowing that he’s the one that dragged him into all of this

pretty silly right

#bark bark bark bark bark #there are thoughts in my brain and all of them are about gay people #sad

[aamitmorthos]

... It's been years since I've watched ah. I haven't been an ah fan blog in even longer. But something about watching the two updates and hearing about all the changes that happened and the ones they addressed feels so weird to me. Like, watching them both, I was seeing an rt/ah that I didn't even recognize and now more changes are happening. Gave me a "going to a plaza you went to as a kid after so many years and seeing all but 2 shops are closed" kinda feeling. Weird.

#achievement hunter #i dont think im gonna watch dog bark mostly bc i feel like ive moved on from rooster teeth in general #even tho i cant bring myself to unsub from rt/ah/fh despite me not watching them anymore #idk. probably bc im in a downward mood lately is probably why im stuck on this bc im not as sad as i thought i would be?

[endawn]

if starting a relationship with him, he will make an offhanded comment in how them being with him is in direct conflict with the tenets of most, if not all, of his gods. he tries to pass it off as a halfhearted musing but deep down it does bother him. he’s conflicted. makes him question if he’s truly deserving of this happiness and if somehow merely being near him is enough to harm or corrupt them.

#❪ ⋅ ✹ ⋆ —┊ ❛ study. ❜ ❫ #❪ ⋅ ✹ ⋆ —┊ ❛ ooc. ❜ ❫ #( sad bark bark bark thoughts ) #( work is bogging down again ) #( dibe..lla & ark..ay explicitly discourage it ) #( noting vampires have impure spirits ) #( pax isn’t overly religious but — ) #( there’s a lot of guilt and shame wrapped up in his undeath ) #( i mean his entire undead vampiric existence is in direct conflict with them )

[farbeagle]

Category 5 Neurotypical Moment

Ignore the dog hair. That was inevitable.

#elite four lucian #nobody loves him like i love him #pokemon dppt #pokemon bdsp #if anyone remembers my matchbox posting. the reason this took so fucking long is because ebay said my package was delivered like last month. #it was not. i was so sad. i contacted p much everyone i could think to and got no answers. and there was an issue with my building's package #lockers so i thought maybe that was it. but it got resolved and still no blorbo. so i waited a little more and then ordered a new one. #it arrived today. and a little later today. guess what the fuck also arrived. inexplicably. #ding ding ding it was the original card i ordered #so now i have a spare copy of lucian's assignment. in a sleeve with a giratina backing. so i guess i'll take that one to work and display #it on my desk like the depraved fangirl that i am. #bc what else am i supposed to do with it. make ANOTHER matchbox shrine??? #bark bark #anyway counting the cost of stuff i already had at home this was probably like less than $30 and maybe an hour and a half of effort #thanks daiso #oh maybe $40 i forgot the heart-shaped bails were kinda. un-cheap.

[tecchan]

What would you do if the whitest white person you've ever seen asked you riddles in an empty lot at night then tried to eat tree bark?

#togainu no chi #apparently the right answer is to forget the riddle and eat the bark yourself #and akira had the NERVE to be surprised when nano tried to eat a solid with the wrapper #my guy you thought he was gonna eat dirt at some point #anyway i love how nano is constantly described as having weak coloring and all that #like i know it's for reasons but damn #it's not his fault he's a sad beige baby leave him alone

[cryptidscries]

i sometimes get overcome with a horrible feeling of dread after listening to a song or watching a video that is vaguely nostalgic or reminiscent of times past and then i just.....i want to hide in my closet bed. I need to go howl at the moon in the freezing cold as a dog does.

#just my silly thoughts #guys im not ready to graduate #everything is making me think about how im going to graduate soon and i am hashtag TERRIFIED #i was just...listening to a song and it was a little bit sad yk #and i was like “wow. this made me think of all the people im never ever going to see again once i graduate” #“this made me think of the people i've spent almost every day of my life with for the past four years that im never going to see again” #and now im.......HAHGKDJHGKH #IM BARKING AT THE MOON

[es-3]

i would love to say something meaningful and thought through from time to time, but turns out all that’s going on in my brain is the sound of cars crashing, carried away from the lyle lyle crocodile soundtrack playing on repeat, and a bunch of barking for whatever reason

#literally anytime i trying to have any original thoughts this is all my brain can come up with #why is there so much barking in my head #also no one talks about how sad carried away is #like i haven’t even seen the movie but that song makes me actually sob at least 6 times a month

[saintimental]

uh oh........ i think i have a thing for being treated like a dog. confirmed.

#talking to someone about a silly thing (non sexual) and they said #'you have a dog treat balanced on your nose and you are waiting for me to allow you to eat it #eum.... bark bark bark #it's not like ive never thought of puppy play but i usually think about it the other way around #but now im dying to have someone tell me to Sit #and put a muzzle on my face so i dont Bite #and saying 'good dog' #*sad sigh* #saintimental.txt

[scaredofmyocs]

Man who put these thoughts in here I thought I threw these in the garbage

#About my insane thoughts that are incredibly frustrated with myself not communicating with people I both want and need to talk to #Like girl you need to talk to people or your gonna get sad #FOR THE LOCE OF GOD PLEAE #And also my counselor I need to explain things and I need to try and explain that I have a hard time explaining because I can't explain #I hate words so much can I not just start barking and biting my arm like a wild animal to get my point across #Maybe flip some tables #Allow myself to shake and explode violently #Like I am going crazy I need to run but I will trip and fall and explode #Every explosion in this post is the deltarune explosion btw #I need to be given the ability to explain my thoughts in a professional sounding manner so that way people don't treat me like an idiot ist #The other thoughts are like “man you are useless” like didn't we just finish that plot line. Get back in there (sparkle on raven hell) #Ok well I need to go watch that now erm runs away from this post leaving a cloud of smoke #I love this blog I want to live here #Talk post

[gunpact]

percy is, unfortunately, a young man that saw the rot in the world first hand and instead of thinking "i have to fix this" his soul was quite literally consumed with vengeance instead and he hides it well enough that the people who he travels with for MONTHS after finding him rotting in a prison somewhere don't see this creature consuming their sweet and quirky and sarcastic friend until he's almost home almost home almost home and they have no idea who percival de rolo really is.

i just like that he is so morally grey that it depends on who his guide is, truly. he could have easily succumbed to orthax and done the bidding of this spirit of vengeance for the rest of his life but, he thankfully had friends at his side instead.

#im barking up a tree... ive missed u percival.... ive missed u bad... #im just thinking thoughts #i love both halves of the story bc i just know talisan would have ate corrupt percy up #VERY SAD but i know him... i know he is also thinking the thoughts #ooc.

[ferdydurke]

The like pointlessness of feeling bad is still annoying to me often. Like yes we feel sad. Yes we feel depressed. Observing learning listening whatever. Well i wouldnt wanna feel nothing, that sucks more than any mental torment you can go through but i feel like it could all be at least more efficient

#barking #just random thoughts that are scary and disturbing but you know are not that serious at the same time are the worst #and you cant even tell a therapist cause theyll put you in the hospital if youre too honest too often... #and you cant really talk about it to other people too you know. i always kinda feel like its the normal thing to go to someone #when youre sad #but then what do you want them to do about it... its difficult to say anything when its something scary #and then it just ends up being more hassle than its worth it #it will go away on its own in time its just frustrating. but i guess physical illnes is like that too #but your immune system kinda does all the heavy lifting for you there #whys there not an immune system for mental health. most tumblr sentence ive ever written #and well you know journaling is a thing but i just kinda cant get into it. i got too pilled on posting in middle school

[thatiranianphantom]

Joe's breakup posts. Theatre love is a lie!

#Joseph Spieldenner #Jason Forbach #Tbh I thought I'd be a lot more sad? #Same for Jasmine and Anthony #Like you suspect for a long time when they stop appearing on each other's posts #And I kinda felt like I'd be really sad to have it confirmed #But I kinda took the Archie Andrews approach #oof that sucks #In unrelated news T-2 months until I don't have to live in a subdivision with dogs barking 24/7

[butchdykekondraki]

there is something so depressing about dave being like. well not BEING but TRYING to be super controlling and im not really sure why

#[ren] #idk im thinking about the line where he shoots up fazbenders because jack wont be with him #or the furious diary entries #the diary entries specifically are just. so fucking sad. because its like. #he says that he thought they had 'something special' and is so fucking distraught ?? #and like ? #his first reaction is to kill him ??? and that seems to be his first reaction to everything but #i think its especially sadder because he never is like that with jack!! never!! hes never really PHYSICALLY violent #he threatens him yeah but i dont think he ever PHYSICALLY hurts him. #idk #dave is very 'all bark no bite' and thats so interesting to me