#AUGH.....😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😭😭😭

[castingcomets]

Anyone else so soso so so so sad becasue they are watching The Good Place and was at first saddened by what they saw in season 1 of Tahani and her sister becasue like I wnated her sister to recognize Tahani's jealousy and to address her about it and to help her and to love her and perhaps suffer for it like when Tahani stood up at the will debriefing and said that she was stepping out of her sister's shadow I wanted her sister to be like "i wish you would" and be proud of her for that Like if shes some bold prodigy artist then shouldnt she recognize and admire human suffering and respect passes made in attempt to dignify the self? I feel like she should have been able to recognize the way that Tahani is stunted and stuck by this comparison jealousy and felt driven to connect with her about it. And then in season 2 when we find out how Tahani died and her sister actually said to her smth to the effect of "I never think of you at all"and like i have actialllyyy written Vegeta saying that to Tarble before and it's really funny but also those two have made me so sad before and now The Good Place is making me sad becasue Tahani's sister actually said that to her. If I were Tahani's prodigal sister I would love her and more than pity her, I would sympathize and miss her. I would miss her because she is unequivocally vacant inside for the insecure jealousy. But of course Tahani's sister is twisted in spirit too becasue she has lived on a pedestal. And just thinking about the way that Tahani completely wasted her life being empty inside becasue she never believed in her inherent worth is making me so sad too. Anyone else so so so sad

#AUGH.....😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😭😭😭

[littlestpetship]

this screenshot is making me lose my MIND. i always thought of diluc as really respectful and protective towards women and this just proved my point i lovee him so much :,3

#text #🥀 #can i say something KIND of cringey and personal....... #you cant judge me okay!!!! #but lately i have been thinking about motherhood and. Augh. *sniffles* he would be a great dad....... #if he had a son he would name him crepus and if he had a daughter he would name her adelinde... #and and and he would. care so much. about a baby 😢😢😭😭😢😢 #even before it would be born he would make sure his s/o is pampered and safe at all times. AH!!!!!! #I have mentally ill person disease. BAD! #PLEASE do not make this weird by the way this does not have inappropriate meaning to it #i just think the idea of parenthood is very special and beautiful :-)

[organised-disaster]

I just killed Toriel.

#undertale #i murdered her #in cold blood #it was so sad #toriel #toriel undertale #she was all like “my child” #and i was all like “im sorry mother augh 😢 😭 why it didnt have to be like this”

[wikipediadogdotnet]

my phone isabout to die but i need to complain abt how people draw martin tma RIGH NTOW

#LISTEN LISTEN TO ME. HE IS NOT WHITE & BLOND/GINGER HE DOES NOT HAVE CIRCLE GLASSES OR WEAR WOOL VESTS DO YOUUNDERSTAND. #no one gets me & my polish/filipino martin hc it is so sad #i do love that he is usually drawn tall & fat but he does not look like a BABY AUGH #plesaaase give that man some eyebags and stubble and acne scars esp in s5 i am on my hsnds and knees crying #makes me annoyed how people see a guy who is sweet and a lil clumsy and turn him into the image of british innocence . do u know what imean #he isn’t a child he isn’t a doormat he’s a whole grown man and it’s awesome #and jon . it bores me the way ppl give him gaunt or chiseled features n a sharp jawline like . he is the definition of average . #n the fancy clothes ? please he is so painfully uncharismatic at work he wouldnt even have a cool tie. he’d have piercings tho that is true #andthe way people make him ambiguously brown .. i wish people took more care to accurately draw ethnic features #or at least figure out what ones they’re trying to represent #face shape variation is really really cool if u pay attention to it !! #also my personal propaganda is jon is hoh in the right ear & wore a (gray) hearing aid and had super generic glasses pre-coma BTW #i should draw season lineups for them i love them so much #i just have to figure out how long jon’s hair is😢that’s something i have 0 thoughts on😭 #WAIT ALSO. u know how people draw martin’s hair turning white during the Lonely segment. i don’t get why they don’t just give him vitiligo #it makes perfect sense to me and it would be so swag awesome but i’ve never seen anyone draw it but me .. falls over #talking tag

[angelfoodscake]

Ok hear me out. Blair be laying in her garden for hours not getting work done but she doesn’t care because it’s flowers.

oh my god …. THATS ACTUALLY SO ADORABLLE UUUAAAHHH😭😭

#STOOP THATS TOO ADORABLE … 😢 #oh my gosh oh my gosh …. wait i have to draw this #SHES SO AUGH😭😭 #asks #SORRY FOR THE LATE RESPONSE

[toastsnaffler]

I was on the wikipedia page for phobias just for fun but just discovered theres an actual word for a fear of being touched.. 🥹

#haphephobia.... and they list guts from berserk under pop culture references 😢😢😭😭 thats my guy.... #not gonna lie i teared up a bit i didnt realise it 'counted' as an actual phobia #i find it really difficult to talk abt but i have a complicated relationship w touch/physical contact (likely trauma babeyy) #and while i do crave it a lot i also have a very physical reflexive fear response especially if its intentional + i dont expect it #which can sometimes even get triggered just being in proximity to ppl bc like. even the possibility sets me on fucking edge #it would be nice to be as physically affectionate as i naturally want to be without dealing w my fight/flight/freeze but alas #its weird bc there are some random situations where it doesnt get triggered at all but its so unpredictable every time #and varies wildly person to person for seemingly no reason. there r strangers im innately more comfortable with but also friends ive known #for years and will never be comfortable around. i think part of that depends on how strongly the other person communicates and whether- #i feel as if theyre demonstrably able to respect boundaries not just mine but their own too + understand theyre not always fixed #ideally i need to have had this conversation with them so i Know they understand. which is rly difficult i find it so hard to admit #and i have a complicated mental block where i need the other person to naturally bring it up which very very rarely ever happens #idk just an atmosphere of safety yknow. i think its intentional touch that specifically makes me panic bc im usually fine w like- #bustling crowds or even expected social rules like handshakes at interviews. bc its not like they're Trying To Touch Me its just rote idk #hopefully eventually ill reach a place where im able to unpack it and reduce its severity bc man sometimes its fucking heartbreaking to me #bc i do genuinely really like physical contact im an incredibly physical person its my main way of interacting w the world #and the way having to force myself to avoid it meshes w my rsd too augh.... its a clusterfuck #even just having one person im completely comfortable with. maaaaan. #almost makes me miss my ex. at least i was mostly cool around them #god its sucked lately ive been having weird vivid dreams related to it. but whatever its so far down my list of problems to prioritize #and at least i dont get it w my familys dog so i can cuddle her :^) i miss her i cant wait to see her next month :D #anywayyyy thats enough im so tired goodnight every1... #.diaries

[kiiraes]

(normal voice) hi guys i just finished haikyuu

#*cough cough* #AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AUGH AOUGG #OUGHHHOUGGHHGGH #AOUGH OUGO OUGH #OIIIIEIIEIUGHHH #UEUEUEUE 😭😢😭UE😟😓😥UEUE

[mobtism]

WOAH. 💛 ARTHUR BACKSTORY FINALLY

#YAYAYAY #🌟 #ok i watched it. AUGH FUCK 😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😢😢

[pony-central]

Winter Lovers Part 3

Summary - SMG4 and SMG3 were both stuck in an igloo for their whole holiday. How long until their friend, Mario, comes to "save" them? And, where's Beeg SMG4 when you need him? Oh, right. He was back home.

While SMG4 was having a dream about him and Three, the purple Meme Guardian was snuggling up next to him and smiling a bit.

SMG3: *mind* Why is he so cute when he sleeps? I dunno, it's probably a little phase he's going through.

Three still remembered what happened during the whole PuzzleVision Arc thing. And how it started. But, he didn't think about how he felt after being released from the brainwashing of Mr Puzzles. All he could think about was SMG4's feelings.

SMG3: *sighs* It's only for another three days.

Back at the castle, Beeg SMG4 had come back home after a long day of walking by himself. He wanted to surprise SMG4 with a new meme for the next Nintendo Memes reaction video.

Beeg SMG4: Augh. 😊 (Dad! I'm home!)

To his surprise, the Meme Man wasn't there. Beeg SMG4 didn't know where he was, or when he'd be back.

Beeg SMG4: Augh? 😟 (Huh? Where did Dad go?)

Beeg SMG4 looked around the castle. He checked the kitchen cabinets, the oven and under the sink. No blue Meme Guardian there.

Beeg SMG4: Augh! 😫 (Dad's not here?! He must be around here somewhere.)

He checked under the bed. No SMG4 there. He checked the game room. Still no luck. He checked inside all of the toilets in the bathroom, including the ones on the ceiling and walls. There was STILL no sign of SMG4 anywhere!

Beeg SMG4: AUGH! 😫 (Dad's gone missing!)

Eggdog: *barking*

Eggdog had heard Beeg's screams from outside. Beeg SMG4 turned around.

Beeg SMG4: Augh... 😔 😢 (Eggdog, it's an emergency. Dad's gone missing!)

Eggdog whimpered a bit. He knew why SMG4 wasn't in the castle, but he didn't wanna tell Beeg SMG4, because if he did, Beeg SMG4 would be greatly upset.

Beeg SMG4: Augh, Augh... AUGH! 😫 😭 (DAD'S GONE MISSING, AND I DON'T KNOW WHERE HE WENT!)

Eggdog was whimpering. He then barked, understanding the pain Beeg SMG4 was going through. Then, someone came into the castle.

Tari: SMG4? Where are you? Clench is malfunctioning again. 😟

Clench: You try oiling your other arm and see where that leads ya. 😞

Tari: Oh, Clench! Stop being so moody! SMG4 will get you all fixed soon. Don't panic. *sees Beeg SMG4* Oh. Hello, Beeg SMG4. Have you seen SMG4? 🤨

Beeg SMG4 looked up at Tari, as his eyes were brimming with tears.

Tari: Uhhh, Beeg? You OK? Why are you crying? 😟

Beeg SMG4 then burst into tears, sobbing hysterically. Tari looked frightened and Eggdog comforted him.

Eggdog: *whines* (There there, Beeg... It's OK...)

Beeg SMG4: *sobbing* AUGH! 😭😭😭 (MY DADDY'S NOT HOME!)

Tari: Oh, no! That's terrible. Where could he possibly be? 😟

Clench: Well, if he's not home, then is SMG3 home? 😟

Tari: I didn't see anyone going to his Café, so I assume he went somewhere as well.

Clench: Oh, great. 😒

Tari: *sighs* OK, Beeg SMG4. We need to find SMG4 and SMG3. Where could they possibly be? 🤔

Swag and Chris: We know where they are. 😊

Tari: You do? 😯

Clench: Oh, really? 🤨

Swag: Yes. Mario had instructed both of us to take them -

Chris: To the Arctic, for a bonding experience. 😊

Tari and Clench: THE ARCTIC?! 😟

Chris: Yes.

Tari: Guys, you heard the boys. We're going there to save them before they both freeze to death!

Beeg SMG4: Augh? 😟 (Death?)

Tari: Come on. There's not a moment to lose. Chris, Swag, take us to the Arctic. 😊

Chris: OK. 😊

They all got in the taxi and drove off to the Arctic.

To be Continued...

#SMG4 #smg4 snowtrapped #beeg smg4 #smg4 eggdog #tari smg4

[secretlyurdad]

okay i am literally SO IN LOVE with your star wars au fjdhsjsks i love the boys and jedi y/n so so much!!!!! bounty hunter moon and mechanic sun are just SO GOOD.....makes my brain go brrrrrr

and with the new season of bad batch out (clones are my favorite part of star wars fjdhsk) my brain is just rotating your au around my mind like a hot dog at 7/11 🥺💚 thank u for the cross over of current hyper focus and a long term back burn hyper focus it's just SO GOOD i get so excited for every update AUGH

me 🤝 jedi y/n

gonk droids our beloved

-pizzaplexjester (tumblr let us send asks from side blogs WHEN)

LITERALLY!!!! I’m obsessed with Clone Wars and Bad Batch and I’m DEVASTATED that they’re ending the series now😭😭

I’m so happy you’re enjoying the content though!! It’s fun to crossover 2 of my top hyperfixations :,)

I do have a soft spot for the clones as well, they all deserve better (especially Fives😢)

#urdad talks

[transbunnyboi]

TO THAT ONE ANON UHH UHHHHHH

idk-

SORRY GUYZ IM FR AWKWARD 😭

Mmmmmmaybe try to sneak in compliments (pretty/handsome/attractive, etc) or like smth like “I would totally date you frfr 😞😞😞😢😢😢😢” (don’t actually say it like that lmao) and like slowly move forward from there-? but uh

Guys I don’t KNOW AUGH IM SORYTJHN

-💿

!!! personally, yeah!! I'd do that!! (if I wasn't overwhelmingly shy!!)

[toxic-potions-productions]

These four mean everything to her

I'M GONNA CRY I LOVE ALL OF THEM SO MUCH 😭😭😭😭😭

So, these four had the biggest impact on Zakiko. The Tsugikuni brothers for always being there when she needs them, the Kamado siblings for supporting her being a half-demon, & Gizmo for just.......being the friend she needed when Koku & Yoriichi weren't around anymore (I'm half right, anyway)

I pasted that from tik tok cuz it still rings true, but I also can't be bothered to type all of that again

I feel so bad for Tanjiro, Nezuko, & Gizmo for when Zakiko dies, because they'll just be losing another mother (Especially since Gizmo said her mom is dead from one of her TT posts) 😢💔

But, this line with Betty & Simon though. AUGH, I love them. I want someone to be my Betty someday

(I also really need more material of Zakiko & the rest of my KNY ocs)

#Demon slayer #KNY-sona #demon slayer kokushibo #demon slayer yoriichi #kimetsu no yaiba #wholesome hours!

[avoidednullspace]

arch's 😕 wall 😭 for 😱 vibing ✌arch's 😕 wall 😭 for 😱 vibing ✌arch's 😕 wall 😭 for 😱 vibing ✌arch's 😕 wall 😭 for 😱 vibing ✌arch's 😕 wall 😭 for 😱 vibing ✌arch's 😕 wall 😭 for 😱 vibing ✌arch's 😕 wall 😭 for 😱 vibing ✌arch's 😕 wall 😭 for 😱 vibing ✌arch's 😕 wall 😭 for 😱 vibing ✌arch's 😕 wall 😭 for 😱 vibing ✌

i got mad bc of that one tiktok that we dont talk about and uh i started banging my bed really hard thatswhatshesaid and my hand hit the remote and it hurt really bad

arch's 😕 wall 😭 for 😱 vibing ✌

was it that one or a diff one 😭

AUGH😭MY😒LIFE😐JUST😱GETS🤬WORSE😢AND😿WORSE🫂PEOPLE🤪KEEP💏MAKING🤣FUN😔OF😜ME😡EVEN😮‍💨JUST🥶FOR😹BAD🙀REASONS😈SIGH,,,🤩SOMEDAY🐎ILL🪦TEACH🚀THEM🌝A🤥LESSON🤢WHO🤕IS😵BOSS✨️AND🗣WHO🅱️SHOULD🍔BE😝STOPEBE8SDJEBLEH😏YKNOW⁉️WHAT😺I🕺DONT😢NEED🤣THEM👍IM🦂AN😸INDEPENTDANT😻WOMAN😶WHO♨️NEEDS🚫NO🔥MEN!

[fighting-these-demons]

Bucch*g*ri Liveblogging Ep 3

You tell em Green Gobblin'!

YOURE SO RIGHT TEAL TERROR ARAJIN AINT SHIT

Ooooooooo cool undercut guy in the background next to a Blue Perm guy yaaaaaaay!!!!! He's been missing the past few classroom shots! 💖💖💖

Of course Matakara simultaneously believes that Arajin is the Strongest Man and the Weakest Baby Girl that needs protecting.

🤦‍♀️

Oh Honey. I love you so much!

HIS HEART IS BROKEN AUGH!!!!!! 😫😭💔 ARAJIN YOU ROTTEN FILTHY TRAITOR

If you want him come take him by force. JARETH ASS

Why is the chibi genie nothing but ass or balls and legs?

She's looking so smug and self satisfied. 😞 aw man.

I bet you the guy from this 3rd group before I ever hear a word from him and can only see his head in the background - is obsessed with one of the 2 other fight club presidents.

And he's pissed at Arajin for getting their attention - until he fights Arajin himself and falls ass over tea kettle like they both did.

They're talking about money so does he indebt people to him to get them to join him?

WHY ARE THEY CALLING A 21 YO MAN A GEEZER??????????

Also ooooooo his full name is Kenichiro!!! 💖💖💖💖 and he let's his kouhais call him by a shortened version if his first name!!!!! 💖💖💖💖💖 I'm so in love with Minato Kai's Kenichiro! 💖💖💖💖

Oh no creepy guy is the one with the second genie.

😨😬

How unfortunate.

OP time!!! 🎶🎻🎵🥁🎶🪘🎻🎶🎹🎵💥💥💥

Damn Matakara's brother is SO FINE in that OP! His smile is radiant! I wonder what happened???? I bet that's why Kenichi is getting himself held back so they can figut or graduate together. I bet they're in love.

His brother was also in Minato Kai.

AW HELL

GREEN GOBLIN' NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

😱

HE'S RESPONSIBLE FOR THE NAZI REBRAND?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!

Every time I try to root for this guy............ he's a young easily misguided man. He has his whole life to turn things around......

Pink hair is so precious I love him. 💖 Let's call him Pink Petals for now.

I could have rooted for whatever this date will be and now the joy has been sucked clean out.

Aw no Javascript looks so bummed! 😢

Oh never mind. He's mad and they just animated it poorly from the side.

Wait does Javascript like the captain???? I thought he liked Pink Petals! 🥺

Oh Green Gobblin' loves that he got Arajin to blush! 😂

Wouldn't it be funny if they're just going to the Cat Cafe?

SHDJDJNEDHDHSJSHSHSUSH

He heard that One Girl comment and snapped but luckily for him he's got an excuse to go wild since someone else appears to be on their turf.

His outfit and boots are so fucking cool this isn't fair!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭 I WANT TO LIKE YOU YOU JACKASS AUGH!!!!

😫😭

I LOVE YOU JAVASCRIPT!!!! 💖💖💖💖💖

Man I hoped that Matakara would turn her around for a hot second.

Funny that she's got sonic scream though.

WELL EW CUM NICE TO BEAT YOU

yeah that tracks lmao 🤣

He wants him Carnally

Oh shit they see him as a piece of meat! 😂

This straight guy is trapped in a BL fighting anime

THE GENIE

DEHDIDHSJSUDHDHSUSHSHSU

"Look, they're all hot for you!" ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!,!

Girls???? What girls?????

Oh and you know if Arajin loses that Green Gobblin' expects to top lmao.

GO JAVASCRIPT GO!!!!!! 💖💖💖💖💖

Here we go😞

I was gonna ask why Green Gobblin' ain't satisfied with Tahide Outa but it's clear that he's Outta His League and straight to boot so.

He oughtta be the one to end up with Incest Ingenue.

Damn Arajin's cute when he cries. 🤦‍♀️

Genie!!! Dude dont give in so easy! 😫 Where's your magical priciples????

Poor Outa gotta get outta here!

NO JAVASCRIPT IS GONNA GET SENT FLYING! 😫😭💔

Oh hey!!! I Spy Makoto Tachibana!!!

oh kid you don't think the Genie is gonna let you get away with that do you???

Oh wow he did actually and my dudes both just looked up some skirt lol

BWDJSBSJSHSBSHSBSHSUSBAHAH

PINK PETAL HURRIEDLY CLAIMING SOME BIG ATTACK TO MAKE JAVASCRIPT LOOK LESS STUPID

JAVASCRIPT MAKING A BIG SHOW OF HIS FAILURE ANYWAY

DWBDJDBSJSJSBSHSJSH

I LOVE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 💖😭

Here Comes Your Man Arajin! 💖💖💖💖

God he's so fuckin cool. What a crying shame.

I can't tell if Green Gobblin loves bratty subs or wants to BE a bratty sub.

I Spy Gary Oak and the guy that had a Gyarados from the 1st Pokémon Movie!!!!

Oh he cares about Honki too! How interesting!

🙄😒

Damn EVERYONE heard it. 😨

What is this boy eating??? His moms lunches are fucking him up.

He should buy some simple rice balls at the combini or something.

OH SHIT IS HE DEAD?????

IT WAS PLANTED ITS THAT CREEPY NG EMPEROR GUY THAT USED TO BE IN MINATO KAI

I BET THATS HIS OLD ARM BAND

Lmao of course Green Gobblin' dressed in the Joker Color Pallet in Middle school. 😂

The Light in their eyes! Just 2 dudes fighting the world!

Dang that doesn't even phase him??????

Seriously does she have a set of abilities or????

Genie is immune because he's gay lmao

😨😬🤦‍♀️

Girl's taste is Abysmal.

Congrats Genie! You deserve better but this is as good as you'll get it seems.

Lmao his mom

GENIE!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! STOP THAT IMMEDIATELY!!!!!!

🤦‍♀️

Oh man those poor sons of bitches. 😞

AAAAAAAAAAAA FINALLY

MATA-ARA HOURS YES!!!!!!!! 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

#Magic Carpet Slide #This was a tough one but I'm banking on it getting better.

[teddyrizz]

I made a Fanfic or Oneshot for my friend. It’s one of their DND OCs.

Don’t mind the grammatical errors I might’ve made lol😢 But I wrote half of it about a couple of weeks ago and then stopped writing it before continuing it. My writing might have an inconsistency and that’s because I barely write often. I wasn't exactly sure how to end the ending so it kinda dropped off😭

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GOODNESS GRACIOUS

By: Teddyrizz

Doctor Strange x Vincent (DND OC)

Word count: 2k

Summary: A one-shot of Super powerful wizards being goofy and all about love and kindness

Tags: Fluff, Wizards, magic,💔😢😭 Bad writing, Idk, Swearing, Inconsistency

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Strange winced in pain. A small wound had appeared on his arm. A slash from a blade had cut through his clothing. He looked down at his arm and then back up at his apprentice. He gave a sly grin.

“Not bad. You're getting better.”

He said with a chuckle. He wiped his head from the sweat that had accumulated on his forehead. He pushed some of his hair aside to look at her.

“Thanks, been practicing. Think you'll be able to handle it?”

He raised an eyebrow

“Someone's getting cocky… What would that mean?”

“Eh. I'm not that cocky… Just more… better with a blade. Can't handle something with your shaky magic hands?”

He stopped casting a spell with his sling ring. He crossed his arms in annoyance.

“Of course, I can handle a blade. I'll have you know, I'm very proficient with my hands. I was a neurosurgeon before obviously.”

Vincent gave him a knowing look

“Yeah. Whatever you say”

Feeling hot-tempered and annoyed, Strange looked away to the side and huffed in annoyance. He glanced at her quickly before turning around and walking away. His cloak went up elegantly in the air as it twirled behind him.

“We’re done training for today. To finish up your duties. I'll come back to check on you soon.”

She looked at him with a blank expression. Confused but she ignored it and didn't care.

“Fine, fine. Okay, sir.”

She said she began to continue her job as his apprentice. She cleaned up some books and put them away. After a while of cleaning and putting books back in their correct category, she sat down at her office desk. She sighed. She had already cleaned the sanctum prior but Strange just wanted her to do more like usual.

“How boring, nothing fun happens here anymore.”

She glanced around for a second before fiddling with a pen. Looking down at the desk in front of her, she grabbed the book that she was reading off spells to practice earlier. She eventually began to read.

An hour passed as she was reading, using her sling ring to open up a small portal and cast a few magic spells on a plant. Strange had been busy dealing with his problems. Soon he walked back to the library.

He saw Vincent sitting at her desk, he decided it would be a good time to tell her that she should be helping the recruits and training them. But he was impressed with how well she was getting by using magic. He slowly made his way toward her. Standing behind her.

“I see you've been busy.”

Vincent was slightly surprised as they hadn't noticed any presence in the room with her. Maybe she was focusing way too hard. But besides that, as soon as Strange spoke, the spell she was casting bounced off the wall and hit Strange in the face. A small powerful blast hit his face and a blinding light appeared before him.

“AUGH DAMN WHAT THE FUCK?!”

He shouted, stumbling backward and bumping into a bookcase. A book fell off and hit his forehead and scratched his cheek. Almost tripped but his cloak pulled him quickly to his feet. She quickly turned around and looked at him and apologized.

“Crap! Are you good?”

“No?! Why would I be? You just… damn it… Just… Just

“Okay… Sorry.”

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SMALL TIME SKIP TO A COUPLE MINUTES LATER

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Strange was now sitting down on the desk with Vincent tending to his now bruised forehead. There was a small cut on the side of his cheek. Surprisingly, the blast of magic did some damage. She thought it would just blind him a little bit but things didn't work out that way.

“You know… You should be more careful next time.”

He rolled his eyes at that. He whipped his head away from her touch.

“Hold still, I gotta clean it and put some medicine on it.”

“I can do it myself. I'm not some weak child who needs to be taken care of.”

She raised one eyebrow at this before putting on an ointment on his small wound.

“Yeah, sure. You can heal yourself with magic, but you can't heal your crippled fingers.”

He scoffed at that.

“These are permanent. I've also gotten used to having my hands in this state. It reminds me of how reckless I was.”

She nodded slowly before adding a bandage to his cheek. Just a small one.

“You know I don’t need a bandage, right? It's not that bad. It's just a scratch.”

“Don't want it to scar your pretty face, do you?”

“No…”

He looked up at her and let out a small cough. A little embarrassed but still he didn't show it. His exterior was quite calm.

“You think that I have a pretty face?”

“Sure, you look like a hammerhead shark.”

“What's that supposed to mean?”

“Nothing.”

She said, trying to avoid making eye contact. As she finished bandaging up his face, her hand came a little closer than before. Strange tensed up a little. The last thing he needed was another injury caused by his apprentice's actions.

Vincent was looking straight ahead when she felt his hand on hers. Their hands were touching. She could sense the warmth coming from him. Her breath caught in her throat. Strange was still holding onto her hand tightly as she stared at him without saying a word. They just stayed there like that for a short while longer. Both staring into each other's eyes and not being the one to move first. Until she decided to be the first one to speak.

“You like holding my hand?”

It wasn't the question Strange expected, but he didn't pull away or respond. It was a rather unexpected question. He didn't say anything else so she continued.

“Or maybe you prefer other kinds? My hand, a kiss, a caress. Your thumb brushing against mine?”

She moved her thumb slightly so they met again. She closed the gap between their palms with her thumb. And Strange couldn't help but react. This gesture caused him to squeeze her hand even tighter. He tried to ignore the butterflies fluttering inside of him.

“What are we doing, Vincent?”

His voice suddenly sounded quiet and hesitant. She kept smiling.

“Well, what we are doing is just playing around. It has nothing to do with what we do.”

She said as she squeezed his hand back. Her smile faded and he looked away.

They didn't talk after that. They stood there. As silence filled the room except for the sound of their soft breathing. She then pulled her hand slowly away. She slowly began to move and walk away before he grasped her by the hand.

“Wait.”

She stopped and slowly turned around. Her head cocked to the side.

“What's the matter?”

“Stay with me. For a while.”

He whispered quietly. A little nervous as his nerves were all over the place. She didn't know why. Everything seemed normal.

“Please. Stay.”

His tone sounded slightly desperate and a little nervous. She wasn’t sure exactly why he was a little bit like this. Until it came to her. The spell she used must’ve been something that caused him to be like this.

She hesitated at first. She knew why. She knew why he was asking that. She took a deep sigh before slowly sitting beside him and resting her hand on top of his palm. He smiled brightly as he placed his free arm on her back. They remained silent for a while.

Eventually, the two got comfortable. Vincent began to feel sleepiness as his eyes began to droop. He leaned heavily on Strange’s shoulder who had her eyes closed. She had never seen the man so vulnerable before. She gently brushed his hair from his face. He relaxed a little more into the warmth of her touch.

After a while they decided that they should sit on the floor. She sat down and leaned against the desk. He followed suit and did the same. They eventually fell asleep as the silence filled the room.

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Chapter 2

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After several hours of silence, a loud noise woke both Strange and Vincent from their peaceful position on the floor. They looked around confused and worried. Strange looked at Vincent with a concerned gaze.

"Are you okay?"

He asked quietly, rubbing the side of her neck.

"Mhm…"

"Can you stand?"

She groaned before nodding her head. He helped her stand up before letting go of her hand. They walked out of the library together. She had to stay on guard. Her mind was running a million miles a minute as they walked through the hallway. Her thoughts immediately went towards Strange. As they walked through the sanctums great halls. Searching for the earlier noise. She felt a warm sensation of someone beginning to grasp her hand. It started softly, with gentle pressure and then gradually increased and soon she was feeling a strong grip, as if he was grabbing onto her wrist. She looked down and realized that she was gripping his hand. Quickly letting go of him, she cleared her throat a little bit and glanced at him. They both turned away from each other. Walking in complete silence until they reached her room. She unlocked it and stepped inside, closing the door and locking it behind her, and then turning to face Strange.

"You grabbed my hand.”

“I apologise. That… Wasn't really my intention, but… I suppose in our current situation it was necessary.”

He muttered awkwardly. She sighed before walking over and opening the curtains. A faint red glow illuminated the room. She opened a drawer and searched around for some painkillers and bandages. Finally finding the items she searched them out and tossed them to Strange. He caught them effortlessly before glancing over the items she gave him.

"I can take care of myself-"

"I know."

He sighed and walked up to her. Patting her head. He had to look up a little bit at her since she was wearing heels. Heels that made her a few inches taller than him. With every passing second, he grew more nervous. What was happening here? He was always the confident one but… It seemed like this was the moment where she would push him away. It was probably for the best anyway. If he kept seeing this, he wouldn't be able to handle it. But he felt a strange feeling tugging inside of him. Something that just needed to be done in the moment. He sighed deeply before he reached up towards her chin and placed a hand underneath it. He gently brushed his thumb against her lower lip. She froze for a brief moment. A moment during which he held her gaze. He slowly brought himself forward to press his lips against her own. There were no fireworks. No sudden sparks flying. Nothing. Not even a light gasp escaped her mouth. She only watched him as he pulled away slowly. His gaze looking up at her. He seemed in a rather affectionate mood apart from his usual cocky and arrogant attitude.

“You should practice more. Also… Stay inside the library and rest for a bit. I’ll see you later.”

He said as he gripped her hand gently. She could feel the scars from his surgery he had on his hands. She watched as he pulled away slowly and began to walk out of the room as he unlocked it. His cloak flourished behind him as he walked.

Strange stood motionless for a couple of seconds before moving her gaze away from him and towards the ground. She had no idea what just happened. All she knew was that she liked it. Liked his touch. He kissed her. Even though it was a simple brush of lips. She had an extremely hard time believing it had actually happened. She smiled a little and touched her lips. Feeling that tingling sensation that was left there. She quickly composed herself and walked up to the mirror. Grabbing a small towel, she ran the cold water over her face before looking at herself again. She couldn’t seem to stop smiling. She dried off her face, took a long sip of water. She let out a sigh and smiled.

“So that’s how it feels to make someone smile…”

She thought to herself.

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#doctor strange #new to this #fanfic #oneshot #mcu oneshot #dnd oc #dnd oneshot #idk what to tag this as #fluff oneshot #Dr. Strange oneshot

[moe-broey]

I'm usually like. Overly cautious about how much I share online and like maybe I'll delete this later but I had a deeply unhinged experience today and I desperately need to get it out of my system LMFAOOOOOO so I'm sharing some messages I sent to my sisters (they're currently overseas so. Timezones. Ect. No one has heard my plea) (yet)

Also putting it under a readmore for my own sake tbh bc I think I'll take psychic damage if. It's just rhere. Looking at me wheneve r I check my blog

But like the jist of it and true takeaway is that, I, extremely queer autistic guy, ended up having a very in depth THOROUGH conversation with my very Christian dad about queer identity, attraction model, the whole nine yards and I think it broke both of us actually

Like girl. Girl. Where do I even start here. Like unpacking any of this.

I guess some notes/clarifications:

> Penis doesn't equal inherently masculine I just flubbed the wording/represented the flubbed wording as it was in my text. I love girldick girldick is so fuckinh cool

> Maybe didn't explain my demisexuality very well either but half of that is a consequence of not being able to navigate it very well in the first place. To the point where I've actually gone back and forth on IDing as demi for a long time. Like maybe I just have issues and autism. It could be any of those things it could be all of those things LMFAO

> Feels worth mentioning when I say Christian I don't mean all Christians are like this. I just happen to come from The Bad Place. The shitty side of it. Unfortunate, but it happens. My approach w any religion/faith nowadays is to be as understanding and empathetic as possible. It's a bit of a personal thing for me actually, even if spirituality isn't for me, I like to understand why it is for someone else. It helps me understand that person, As a person, better. It can be interesting too!

AUGH. I'M. Feeling burnt again. But. I guess final notes for peer review:

> Was This Ableism when it came to my dad's attitude towards me or Is It Just Cause He's My Dad???? The desexualization of autistic people is a huge thing but also I am literally his offspring. It's certainly a weird area for anyone to navigate.

> Was This Ableism, 2!!! Or Is It Some Amalgamation of. Man I don't even know. I'm his youngest I'm autistic I'm afab I have a lot of things going on that makes it so everyone looooooooves dismissing me and invalidating me and saying I've been misled or tricked or influenced as if I can't think for myself or know how I really feel. I'm gonna puke about it LMFAOOOOOOOOO

All this considered, though, it is worth mentioning (and really, truly, this can be the hardest part), that despite all this. I am very loved. I might rag on my dad have some grievances but he does love me. Hell he even makes accommodations for me, like he literally built a door between the living room and kitchen because I was overwhelmed by the lights being on when he's cooking and the sound of running water. That's one example, but there are more I just don't feel like sharing. And I say being loved is the hardest part because as an autistic guy the grey in things I wish were black and white and easy to understand is my greatest enemy LMFAO

Anyway post over now I feel sick LMFAO my tummy hurdts 😢 SO SAD SO SAD 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

#alls well that ends well! #my sisters actually got back to me whem writing this out LMFAO so truly all will be well i think #still. if any one is comfortable sharing their thoughts if they have any i'd be interested to hear them #and if anything well! i guess i'm demisexual. like perhaps i'm comfortable saying that now. YIPPEEEE 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 #also hopefully making this unreblogable. generally my rule is if i post it i'm okay w it being shared #i'm always careful to include only what i'm comfortable with being seen by others. #but this one is fucked up and evil and is going in the dungeon. ☠️☠️☠️ #man i wisg there was a string of emojis to capture that very specific feeling. like ☠️🔥☠️🔥☠️🔥🕸️🕷️🐀🐀🐀 <- EVIL DUNGEON #the rats and spider aren't evil they just live there. not gheir fault. #whatever. explode 💥💥💥💥💥