Chim x Autistic!reader - little shiny rocks
Hi your writing is incredible!! Could we have a 911 imagine where Autistic Reader has a crush on Chim and Eddie and Buck jokingly told her to give Chim a shiny rock, (they don't know she's autistic due to her medical records being sealed up) and she takes them seriously? Ending with Chim actually liking the rocks and Reader gives Eddie and Buck a thumbs up causing Hen who's super protective of Reader like a big sister to find out who told her about the rock thing as Reader doesn't usually explain why or how she was told she would just said what she's doing to Hen. - Anon💜
You looked at Chim from upstairs, he was doing something by one of the trucks and you were just stood there admiring him.
“You actually gonna talk to him?”
You turned to look at Buck and shrugged a little bit.
“Can’t… I don’t know how…”
“Come on, you’ve been crushing on him for ages.”
You shrugged again and went back to watching, and Eddie walked over, standing on the other side of your.
“Why are we watching him?” Eddie asked.
“Because (Y/N) really likes him but won’t tell him.” Buck said.
“Why not give him a shiny rock?”
You looked up at Eddie a little confused.
“Oh yeah, a shiny rock that’ll let him know how you feel.” Buck laughed.
You looked at Buck and nodded your head walking away while they giggled to themselves.
They weren’t actually expecting to do it, so when you walked away they just though you were off to go do something else.
You walked past Hen and she stopped what she was doing to jog over to you.
“Where you going (Y/N)?” She asked gently.
You smiled a little, looking at her and then to the locker room where your bag was.
“I’m going to give Chim a shiny rock.”
“You’re… going to give Chim a shiny rock?” She asked.
You nodded and she followed behind you as you began to rummage through your bag.
Hen knew you kept a handful of shiny rocks in there, to make you happy when you had a hard day because you loved them.
Pulling them all out, you held them in your hands and you turned to her, holding them out.
“Which do you think he’d like?”
Hen hummed a little bit before picking up a shiny pure white one and you nodded, putting all the rest away you were practically bursting with happiness.
You ran away, running over to Chim, and you stopped right in front of him.
“(Y/N) hey, what’s going on?” He asked.
He sat up from what he was doing and you held your hand out, taking his hand you placed the rock in his palm.
“Woah, isn’t this one of your favourite rocks?” He asked.
“It’s for you.”
Chim laughed a little, putting it in his shirt pockets.
“Well thanks, but I don’t have any rocks to give you.”
“That’s okay.” You smiled.
You wondered away happy, and the next day you came back with another rock.
Chim happily took it and added it to his pocket.
And soon enough every day you would come back with more rocks for him, and he began to keep them all on a shelf in his locker, but he took that white one everywhere with him.
“They really enjoy this don’t they?” Bobby laughed.
“They do. Chim loves getting the rocks, and (Y/N) apparently loves bringing them to him. But I can’t figure out who told her too.” Hen said.
Bobby shrugged a little.
“God knows, but come on, look how happy they both are.”
“Bobby she’s doing it because she thinks it’ll make him love her.”
Bobby glanced down at Hen with a small frown.
“Do you think he does?”
“I don’t actually know, but I’m going to find out.”
Hen made her way over to Chim and stood in front of him arms crossed.
“Chimney.”
“Oh full name that’s not good.”
“You’re my best friend, you know I love you right?”
“Yes…?”
Chim stopped what he was doing to look up at his best friend.
“If you break her heart, I will break every bone in your body.”
“Woah, Woah, who said anything about breaking hearts?”
“(Y/N) is giving you rocks because she has a thing for you idiot!” Hen hissed.
“I know.”
“You know?”
Chim nodded his head and grinned a little, reaching into his pocket, he pulled out a little chain, with a dark red rock on it.
“She told me red was her favourite colour, so I found this. It took a few weeks for it to be made but it came this morning.”
Chim put it back in his pocket and looked around.
“I’m going to ask her to dinner when she brings me my daily shiny rock.”
Hen smiled a little bit and nodded, sitting next to him.
“So you’re not going to break her heart?”
“No! Of course not! She’s a little different I know, and maybe in her own time she’ll explain why. But I like that she’s different, she’s just… so pure and bright and happy.”
“She really is, isn’t she?”
Chim nodded his head and smiled to himself.
“Chim!”
They both looked up and you padded over, holding your hand out and he held his out, letting you drop the little stone into his hand.
“I found another.” You beamed.
“I love it, thank you.”
Chim stood up, adding it to his pocket, he pulled the chain out and kept it hidden in his hand.
“Can I give you something?”
“Yes.”
He smiled, and took your hand, pressing the chain into your palm and he let you look at it.
Gasping softly, you jumped from leg to leg excited and beyond happy with the chain he had given you.
“It’s so pretty!”
“Just like you.” He smiled.
You looked up at him.
“Me?”
“I think you’re absolutely beautiful, and wonderful, and I wanted to know if maybe you’d like to get dinner with me tonight?”
You put the chain into your pocket and you quickly nodded your head.
“I would really like that.”
“So would I.”
You quickly hugged him, and he laughed, hugging you back.
Pulling away you turned around, giving Eddie and Buck and thumbs up and Hen stared at the two of them.
“You two told her to give him rocks?”
“Oh crap…” Buck whispered.
“Run!”
Eddie and Buck ran, and Hen chased them around, and you happily stood next to Chim watching, and he smiled softly down at you.
Yeah, you were a little different. But he loved you all the same
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Rating g?(I'm old deal with it)
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Remarks: I'm more depressed than they are and my autistic ass gets a hyper fixation on them anyway. And yes my sarcasm is unstoppable sorry@notsorry
Eddie is so tired of Buckley lately.
Eddie is so tired when he even sees Buck's face. With all this mimics and unreadable signs. Or there's no signs at all, it's only Eddie's mind games. Most probably it is. Buckley just makes him feel... Feelings.
Eddie doesn't like it. He doesn't like feelings. He prefers not to feel them. He just can't. Evan is everywhere!
He goes to work - there's Evan, he comes home - Evan. He could even enjoy it, apparently, if not for one thing. He feels something to Evan he definitely should not.
It shouldn't be so much of surprise but here he is. He has his toothbrush in Eddie's bathroom, his towel, his drawer with clothes and some stuff. God, most of Eddie's kitchen belongs to Buck! His son belongs to Buck. Legally.
They are best friends. You can't possibly want to kiss your friend. Or worse. It's not fine!
And still he wants. He wants Buck to be... His. That's selfish, no doubt, but he never says he's an angel. So he wants Buck to be his Buck. For real.
They have right now some really twisted friendship to be fair. Ersatz-family. They basically live together, eat together, spend most of the time together. But then Buck says 'It was nice, see you!' and flees away when Eddie wants him to stay. Like forever.
It's fucking scary to be honest. Cause neither Ana nor Marisol never felt that way. It was fun, of course, but... Eddie was fine with them leaving. Actually he was usually quite glad they left.
He is never glad Buckley leaves. Cause he feels it. Eddie hates to feel. And really, even his home is not much of a home when Buck isn't there.
Oh, yes. He fucked up.
***
Anyway their shifts matches most of the time, apparently Bobby sees them as a perfect team somehow, maybe because they share one braincell. And that's definitely Bucks braincell, Eddie just looses it near Evan every time, it's a fortune he can pretend. And a torture at the same time.
And that's exactly explain how they even end up in this situation, tied to each other and standing on the unsafe surface.
"Listen, Edds, I thought..."
Ground starts to shake a little. There was not earthquake warning but still
"Guys, can you please hurry up, it looks dangerous!"
***
When ground under their feet starts to crumble Eddie should decide one thing. Very fast. Like he is back to army. He hates it. Basically because it's so strange - and a little creepy - to answer this kind of question instantly in your head.
If something go wrong who is more expendable? Like now?
That's not really a question - Eddie answered it long time ago.
And it's not Buck.
Never him.
In any case, Diaz could not take another time seeing Buck dead, thank you very much. It still haunts him.
Every time Buckley runs into danger - Eddie freezes. Cause he has a bold picture in his eyes of dead Evan Buckley under the pouring rain.
But if he really needs to explain. How many people would be hurt in this hypothetical situation one of them died? Eddie's list is first. He has Chris.
Well, it's not a long list to be honest.
And here we have Buck's list.
From the top of his head it would be Maddie, Bobby, Athena, Jee Yun, Chris... And Eddie himself, last but not least.
He might be not so good at math as Buckley but that he gets.
Problem solved!
He cuts his safety rope before Buck even tries to say a word and slides down to the abyss seeing how the way is crushed leaving Buck on the other side.
Well, it is not really abyss, of course. Just old water collector. Not a big difference right now.
"Diaz, report! We're coming back for you, only need to reassure this thing won't demolish!"
He stands up. Ok, he's alive. A little confused - looks like a mild concussion, never killed anyone - so basically fine. Only one thing. That's a water collector. Filling up with water fast.
"I'm fine. Little concussion, bruise on the shoulder, it's nothing. Is there any rain?"
"Not here but according to the forecast it's heavy rainfall up the hill, and i suppose you're okay if you asks about the weather"
Well yes but actually no, how to bring it up.
"It could become a problem here.."
His speech is breaking a little
"I ...want to have a confession."
"Maybe you can wait till we get you out? And then you can confess anything. Right after you give me a valid excuse why the heck did you cut your safety rope AGAIN."
Well, it's possible that he has some... Issues. Or just hates harnesses of any kind!
"Bobby.... It's a water collector. It takes, as i can recall, ten to twelve minutes to fill up completely. There's a strong chance you ...don't get me. You know that, i know that. Let's be ....honest."
"Don't you dare, Diaz!"
He can't help but laughs. Oh, captain, you have no idea what he dares now
"It's... fine. I'm an irresponsible ....idiot.... anyway... How's Buck?"
"I'm fine. We're coming for you!"
That's a shame he hears it. So, Edds, you are an idiot in the end.
"Yes, ...okay... Fine"
He tries so hard to his voice sounds normal. More normal then before. It is one thing that Bobby hears him. Or Chim. Or Hen. Or Ravi. Actually anyone but Buck. He is a whole different story, but here we are.
So breath in. Breath out. It's fine till you can still keep yourself together.
"Eddie, talk! Stay on the line."
"Yes...sir"
It's like a nightmare to be fair. Well 2.0. But this time there's no way out.
"Report, Eddie. Just talk to me. We need you to stay awake"
He doesn't want to. It's cold and there's water everywhere. Surprisingly, water. In the water collector. And he definitely has a not-so-mild concussion. And he will die here.
"Eddie!"
This voice again. Doesn't Buck know how hard is to listen him? And feel so much!
"I'm still...here. Just... I really need to rest...a little..."
"The hell no! Talk to me, Edds!"
He sighnes. If he maybe find a spot to rest just a little bit he can proceed searching for an exit. Cause there should be one. Otherwise it's...
"It's... like a grave. But I'm fine. Just needed a moment. I'm here.. When i stuck in the well i wasn't sure I'll survive but somehow i did, so... Sometimes i regret it..."
"Say what now?!"
"Nothing. I'm fine."
Acting - A+. Take a cookie.
"There should be a hole in the ceiling... kinda. The one i fell down. It's not that high but... I'm not sure i can reach it"
Mostly because he is sure he can't. It's just a play, cause it is highly likely they can't find him in time. And then they hear him literally dying. It's bad. Bobby doesn't deserve it. Buck... Buck just should not hear it at all costs.
"We dismantled the first heap. We're coming for you. Do you copy?"
"Yes..."
He is just tired. So, - and it is totally not okay - , it would be a relief. To not have to deal with... everything.
"You know, Edds, there's a new exotic creatures exhibition. We need to go. Chris would love it!"
Oh fuck. He's so irresponsible idiot in the end, and terrible, horrible father.
"Of course... Buck. But... if anything happens... You do take Chris there anyway!"
"Nothing's gonna happen. We're close"
He is close too. Buck once said that he should not be pretending around him, yet he never said that about others. That's nice. But there's no more pretending here. The water is literally up to his mouth. That's funny how fast this old thing could fill up.
"Good... i still need to... confess...."
He exhales loudly. It is really hard to breathe right now. And he definitely needs to rest.
There's a break in a line or he somehow managed to pass out for a second. Waking up to his radio screaming
"Eddie!! Talk to me!!"
He just can't
"I... Here's... here's a thing... I...lied... I'm an awful...friend ..."
He slips down the wall and cold water wakes him up a little
"No you're not! You're my best friend, come on! We're close. I'm close!"
And yet he is an awful friend who just takes Evan Buckley for granted. No reason. Anytime he needs it - Buck's there. Nice epiphany, nice timing. So nice. If he were Buck he would hate himself. Like Eddie-self, hell that's hard.
If he can say it right now? In all that crappy movies Buck likes there's always a person who confesses on the death bed. For like half an hour straight. Really cheesy, really unrealistic. Eddie'd like to have so much time and strength but he apparently has not.
"I'm... glad...to hear... that. You... think...so...but... I'm not. I'm...i just need...to rest... For a... moment "
It's harder to proceed talking. Or keep himself above the water.
"No! Please, go on, talk, for fuck sake, Edds!"
He tries. He really does. He just closes his eyes but it's fine. It would be fine.
"Chris won't... won't be... alone. It...was..nice...to know you... guys. Like a family... really "
He hears Buck swears furiously. And...it sounds like stones are trembling around.
"There's some problem but we're coming, Diaz. Stay with us!"
"Yep. You're not gonna die there, not on my watch!"
Interesting, what that's supposed to mean, Evan.
Bobby is mad at him. Why, exactly? They are all mad at him. Not the perfect decision for them to be fair. Kinda hurt. He saved the day. If he would not have cut his rope there would be two of them drowning. Bobby won't be glad, he was devastated last time Buck was in trouble. So Edds's kinda hero actually. Again. Might get another medal. Would be fun.
"Buck...i... I need you..to know..."
"I don't want to! Don't do this! We'll talk when you're here, Eddie, just hold on! Please!"
Interesting...if Buck also feel something now? Like... A pity? Cause hell Eddie's pathetic now.
"That's... Kinda become now or.. never... moment.. you have...you have to know..."
He's panting and they hear it, definitely. And Buck hears it too. Hell he is pathetic.
"I'm... desperately guilty before.. before you Evan... I'm... I'm sorry... and... i...."
He tried to turn off the radio but can't keep it in his hands. Device touches the cold water surface same second Eddie's head slide under it. Radio chokes on screaming.
"Eddie. Eddie! Diaz! Report! Diaz!"
Silence.
***
"He can drown there, speed up!"
"Buck, easy, you're gonna hurt yourself"
Da fuck he is.
"He's there, Bobby, and his son is waiting for him home and I'm interested how would you possibly explain it to Chris if Eddie's not coming back? So let me go there! Give me the god damn rope! Eddie! Edds I'm coming down, don't you dare die there! You owe me an explanation!"
Bobby exhales. Yes, explaining that to Chris would be a nightmare. But the worst nightmare would be seeing Buck. Every day. With these eyes full of pain and something else he doesn't want to know. Buck's so obvious now.
***
Cold water is actually more refreshing then he could even imagine. Or it's the legendary 'second breath' or he just so humiliated by now that even dying would be too good - Eddie is not sure. There's still not enough oxygen to breathe normally but who cares. He can't just die here making Buck hear it.
Radio is obviously dead but he is obviously not. And he definitely hears screams.
"Eddie! For fuck sake where are you?! I'm coming!"
He even see the light. And surprisingly not that light like afterlife, it's a flashlight
"Here... I'm still here!"
It's all messed up in his head and he watches it from aside. Buck buckle him up to the rope, pulling out from the water, dragging him to the fresh air and putting on the mask.
It's overwhelming, too much - Eddie coughs profusely. And Buckley is obviously teared up.
"Hey Eddie. It was close. You should not do that kind of stuff. You have the order, you execute it, no messing around!"
"Cut it, Bobby. Give him some time! We're heading to the ER"
Eddie takes off his oxygen mask
"Thanks. I was pretty sure I'll die there this time"
And that somehow drives Evan insane
"I KNOW! I HEAR IT ALL ALONG, YOU JUST TALKING NONSENSE AND PANTING AND THEN YOU FELL SILENT I THOUGHT MY HEART IS GONNA COLLAPSE! HOW FUCKING DARE YOU DO THIS?!"
Is it normal that Eddie's somehow flattered by this? He sure knows Buckley was worried but not like that?
"Sorry? I can.. explain. Just need to rest for a moment."
He feels dizzy. And yet he is kinda calm slipping off, away from feelings.
"Eddie?!"
***
"He needs some rest. We discharge him tomorrow, for now he's just staying here for observation. And then he can go home and proceed resting"
"Thanks, doc. Give me a call when we can take him home"
"No. I'll take him. Anyway I'll be with Chris. Oh, and now you wake up. Don't you maybe wanna talk?!"
Buck is mad as hell. Actually Eddie is not sure he ever saw Buck that mad.
"No? I'm fine, thanks"
"Diaz. You are so troubled we definitely need to discuss your behaviour, i thought i have only one child in the team. Apparently i was wrong. But it can wait. Get better."
Okay, Bobby is also mad. Da fuck are they all mad? Nobody died! It would be so much easier.
Bobby left the room, leaving this two alone.
"I'm gonna go home, Chris must be worried as hell. Give me a call when they push you out, you still owe me an explanation."
And then he just go away. Like so.
Eddie is a mess. So much feelings he just can't process right now. Does Evan even think when he speaks? He goes home. But it should be Eddie's home? Maybe it is just short way to call it? Man how did he get here. He was married! He dated girls. Ana. And this... God, how come he forgets her name every time.
Buck also had girlfriends. It didn't go well, but still.
And does he actually need to explain himself? Fuck this.
***
Of course they discharge him unexpectedly. Well, or he just convinced them that he is totally fine. Who cares. Of course he decided not to call anyone. Of course he's now standing in front of his own house and of course he is clearly afraid to come in. What the actual hell. It's his house!
It's quite, as expected. It's six in the morning. Chris should be sleeping. Eddie, trying to be as quiet as he can, rushes to kid's room. Yes. He's sleeping. Eddie kisses him on the forehead. Man, he was ready to leave him.
Ok, but where's Buck? Did he return to the loft? Eddie should maybe send him a message. He's gonna do it, just after he takes a shower.
Or not. That's a surprise.
Buck's here. In Eddie's bed to be specific. And he is awake, curled up on Eddie's pillow and silently sobbing.
"Erm.. good morning?"
Ok, now he is unexpected guest in his own house, judging by Evan's reaction.
"What the hell are you doing here? You should be in hospital!"
"You'll be surprised. But i live here. Surprise."
If this isn't the first time - that's probably why his bedsheets sometimes smell like Buck. Not that he's complaining, just observation.
"I know. I mean... You know what i mean!"
Observation two. Buck is somehow still mad.
"Not really, but let's leave it aside. If you're asking how did i get here - i took an uber. And i didn't want to wake you up, sleep. I just take my towel"
"And then you'll be back here."
No, he's not
"I'm well rested, so no, i don't want to bother your sleep. And i still have a couch if i need, you know?"
He's lying again. He lives the life full of lies.
"It wasn't a question if you missed it."
Buck is mad mad, it's so not him it is scary.
"Okay. Buck... Did you cry?"
"Doesn't matter! Just take a shower already!"
Well that was the fastest shower he has ever had and no he didn't rush. He just likes it that way. Life full of lies!
Buck is sitting in his bed teasing a pillow and waiting. And he is... He is so... You can't want to kiss your friend but can you at least hug him?
"Hi?"
"Eddie. Who do you think you are?"
That's new.
"What do you mean right now?"
Buck is... blushing?!
"Who do you think you are for me?"
He knows the answer. Kinda
"Well, i recall you saying we are best friends, so I'll go with that. What's your point?"
"... That's all?"
It's obviously not but how could he even think about telling so? How would it sound?
"I don't really get where are you going with that."
Buck exhales
"Fine. Fine. As you wish. I just..."
"Buck, stop. You just what?"
"I kinda thought... about things"
"And didn't like it? You'll get used to the process"
"Oh, shut up, Eddie! I thought about my life, you know. Without you"
The more you know, really. Eddie doesn't need to think about it. He lived it. All the time Buckley was to ICU after lightning. Plus three fucking minutes and seventeen fucking seconds he really had to live without him. He hates it. Every moment of it.
"And? Your life would be so much better that now you feel low key sorry for saving me?"
"O my god Eddie! Can you please stop it? I try to say something really important here, why do you hate me?!"
"I don't. Really. It's more the opposite. I love you"
So, he said that. It wasn't that bad! Well, but now Buckley's gonna try to say something in return, it's gonna be awkward, and that would be how he lost his best friend. Maybe he really should have died there.
Frank definitely would say that he is depressed if he really thinks that death is a valid option. Who cares!
Buck meanwhile keeps silent. And cry. Why the hell is he crying now? Is it so awful to be loved by Eddie Diaz? Well, most probably yes.
"Buck?!"
"Sorry. I'm sorry. It's fine, i just... You said that you're an awful friend but you're not. And... You love me. As a good friend should."
"Evan. I didn't say i love you as a friend, thanks for noticing. I said that I'm an awful friend cause i love you not as a friend. I love you like you are the meaning of my life love you. I'm in love with you."
"Why?"
Who knew Evan Buckley is a philosopher now?
"Cause you.. it's you, o my god, that is the silliest question i ever refused to answer!"
Buck loudly inhales, like he's gonna jump into the deep water
"You are my best friend, Edmundo. But that's the top of the iceberg. You are, basically, all my life. I love you so fucking much and yesterday you tried to kill yourself in front of me. Are you insane?"
Eddie blinks, feels...oh, he has no idea, what exactly he feels right now. Everything
"Say what now?"
"I asked, are you insane."
"Before that!"
"Keep it low. You'll wake up Chris! I said i love you. Why are you acting so strange, didn't you know that? I was sure I'm obvious"
"You're not... I did not... Hell no. So you tell me... What the hell, Buck?!"
Ok, but now you certainly can kiss your friend. It would be appropriate. And, presumably, highly appreciated. Buck looks like a stray dog right now. Like he was rejected. But he so much wasn't. He even speaks sad!
"I don't know"
"I know. And, as long as you're still in my bed - or should i start calling it our bed? - I'm gonna lie down. But first - I'm gonna kiss you. If you have something against it - speak now or hold your peace"
Now Buck's definitely blushing. It fits him. Anything fits him.
"How could i possibly decline your offer? I mean... If it is fine with you, cause i don't want you to feel like I'm pressing you, just if you want..."
Eddie definitely can't wait any longer. He's actually proud of himself that he waited for this long. And somehow disappointed, like so much time wasted. Anyway..
Is it strange to think that Evans face is perfectly fits to his palms?
Not that Diaz is very experienced in kissing boys, not that there's so much difference but there is. Or, probably, there's one major difference. It's Evan.
He feels Bucks hands clinging to his back, biting Bucks lower lip and then there's the sound. Muffled moaning, running down Eddies spine.
"Mierda, Evan!"
He's old. Well, fine, at least he's adult. Should be responsible and reasonable. What should he not certainly be doing right now is pulling Bucks shirt off, literally reaping off the buttons with his shaking fingers and yet there heis.
"Eddie... "
He's not going to stop anyway just because, to be fair, he just physically can't stop right now. And based on Buckleys reaction he should not stop. Still
"Eddie, Chris is sleeping! We need... O my god"
Hickey on the neck also fits Buck perfectly. Noted
"I closed the door and he is a heavy sleeper. I've checked"
"You... You just ran from hospital. You could die yesterday... Geez, Edds, give me that!"
Give him what? His heart, soul and everything? He gave it so long ago it's hard to remember specific day
"Your stupid t-shirt why did you ever bother to put it on?!"
***
Bobby woke up from the message. It's Chris. That's strange, something with Eddie? In that case Buck should have called first.
He looked on the screen and
"Bobby, your laugh is sweet but if you didn't notice i was sleeping, what could be so funny that..."
Athena is not a morning person, definitely, so instead of answer Bobby just shows her his phone. With a picture on the screen
"Is that... Finally!"
"That's what i said. It's been... how long? Anyway, strict conversation is waiting for them both. After."
"Of course. Do you know you act like a proud father right now? It's kinda... Spicy. Come here!"
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