#Bc she and her mom are out of town

[slashernipples]

In me heart, Killer Frequency has like, 8 movies, 2 failed reboots, and a tv miniseries.

#the second movie sees henry tryign to somewhat adjust af6er marie stepped off whistling point. #He pulls an axel and ends up killing a buncha cops and shit to avenge marie #movie 3 sees marie return a la ft13 part 6. its very sexy. they go on a murder spree again and marie walks off into the mosty woods #while henry ia shot and left for dead. #movie 4 is full of red herrings and a mysterious figure turns out to be henry after he survived the shot. the duo reunite #movie 5 is the copycat killer thay is ultimately offed by marie and henry. henry is killed for real. undead marie is distraught #she goes on a rampage and gets exploded. the town thinks its all finally over #but henrys hand rises from a shallow grave in a post credits scene #movie 6 henry rolls up to exact revenge for his mom AGAIN this is probably where some of the kills have a sense of humour to them #movie 7 is the obligatory Whistling Man In Space movie. henry has been played by a wwe wrestler since movie 6 #he shows.significant decay but turns out the alien nonsense suddenly made him powerful and idk brings back marie Again probably. #movie 8 was the crossover event slasher royale movie. marie and henry have an upper hand and emerge victorious. #the first reboot attempted to be super gritty and replaces forrest and peggy with college students with a campus radio program. #it was terribly received. #the second reboot attempted to place the focus on henry and made him the main murderer while saying he was possessed by a demon #this was one is widely considered to be the worst in the franchise. #the miniseries is a retelling of the original and is faithful to the source #its well appreciated for it even if critics said it was unimaginitive. the fans liked it bc it was clearly made for the fans. #why the FUCK have I put all these in the notes. #killer frequency #send help im so brain dill about this

[angelboybreakdowns]

im so tired

#its exhausting living here #im the bad guy in every situation #every time i dont accomodate her stupid bullshit whims im evil and creating conflict #dean you arent allowed to get lunch for yourself bc she wants to do a baking project &youre too Disgusting to be in the same room as her fo #*food #dean you arent allowed to listen to music out loud in your room but she can play her music in the living room while you have a migraine #dean you have to ask her what food she wants from town bc she doesnt feel like texting mom herself #dean you have to stop laughing because she thinks your laugh is annoying #dean you arent allowed to eat the bread that was bought for you because she decided she wanted it #dean you arent allowed to wear the one piece of mens clothing youve ever gotten to buy apart from plaid shirts bc she thinks youre too fat #dean you arent allowed to correct her when she says things about you that are objectively untrue #dean she wants to hang out in the living room go back to your room so she doesnt have to be around you #dean she wants a book for english class you have to give her one of yours #dean you arent allowed to be angry at her for ripping the cover off one of your favorite books & nrver apologizing that was years ago #dean you arent allowed to make plans with your friends this weekend bc she might want to hang out w her friends & wants to keep moms schedul #schedule open to drive her #dean you arent allowed to eat until she serves herself #dean if youre making food & she refuses to eat bc you were in the kitchen thats your fault #dean how dare you say her hair looks like sam winchesters #dean you cant be angry when she calls you fat & ugly & disgusting & tells you to kill yourself you shouldnt let it get to you #sui mention #dean you cant get new pants bc she wants to buy this dress that she’ll never wear #dean its not a big deal when she misgenders you she waa just joking #dean shes not ableist bc youre the only autistic person she thinks is faking it for attention #im just so goddamn tired

[ambagelbraindump]

thinkin about how impossibly tender it is to be taken care of, how you’re still loved even when you’re not entertaining or useful

#for context I crashed in the middle of hanging out w luci yesterday #and she immediately launched into Mom Mode and made sure I had food / water / meds / was comfortable #I know I’d do the same for her bc I already have #she got covid awhile back and her roomate was out of town #so I stayed on the phone with her for 2+ hours and doordashed theraflu and icecream #it’s not an eye for an eye it’s a favor for a favor #it’s okay if this world has a million saviors cause there’s so many things to be saved #sorry for the cloud cult lyrics I’m just feelin a lot

[generallysapphic]

i’ve noticed black panther x fishman shippers never draw shuri right … she’s either shorter than him, smaller than him, small nose, just something about her is just off..

and this is like a consistent thing from big artists to just everyday doodles

they be drawing somebody but it’s never actually shuri it’s some insert of what looks like themselves tbh and hey if you wanna fuck namor just draw yourself, but if you wanna draw shuri draw her accurately… shuri has a small, damn near invisible nose bridge as most black girls often do. her shoulders are wide, her jaw line is sharp and she it fit, not just skinny. and she’s damn near at namors eye level, if not one inch off. and people who ship them draw her like some petite girl with curly hair whos always looking up to him.

it’s almost if.. they can’t ship the shuri we see in the movie with the namor we know because… she fucking hates him and won’t ever be this girly girl enemies to lovers story they think it is 🫢

and if you got something to say agrue wit ya mama, i don’t give a fuck ! you weirdo, shipping someone with the person who killed they mama, you need to be jailed

#deijah yells #i really hate that ship yall #and someone gonna dm “stay out of the tag then #IM NOT IN ITTT #i jst keep seeing that shitty as fan mart #y’all be doing my girl so ducking dirty #and i saw someone make riri the third wheel??? #IM SORRRY??? #did we watch the same movie??? #HE NEARLY KILLED HER #AND THEN KILLED RAMONDA??? #and riri is 19 EXPIRENCING ALL THIS SHIT #LIKE #y’all have some screws loose if you watched that movie and said yah they wanna fuck #bc he fucking kidnaps her #makes her then kidnap another black girl #kills her mom and drowns her town #then nearly murders all her people #it’s only when SHE shows HIM MERCY he lets up #bc if she really needed to #SHE COULD FUCKIJG KILL HIM

[xannerz]

#everything is terrible. my mom's nosy and paranoid. her bp spiked so much yday she had to take her emergency pill for it. #ill be out of town starting tomorrow and im afraid to leave her. she's just. unreal rn. i messaged my aunt to keep an eye on her for me. #she keeps spiraling into actual anxiety/panic attacks bc she's convinced i've been influenced by predatory lesbians online #ik it sounds goofy but i hope i get hit by a truck so it's not really that funny to me bc i'm the one dealing with it #ive been considering asking if i can go on a brief leave of absence in jan but i'm already about to go on a week of pto. #idk what our general leave policies are and my family relies on my income so (: #im venting but i really do wanna die. i'm being hydraulically pressed into nothingness by my job and family lmao #xangoeswah

[dorkicon]

bitching abt my job again

tags contain frank mentions of transphobia and homophobia

#this happened like. i dont know. a month ago or something but i still keep playing it in my mind #for those unawares: theres been a fucking community outrage over the pride display at the library i work at #and have been working/volunteering at for 5 years #only it never went up. it never went up. bc the mayor came in as a quote unquote private citizen and demanded it taken down #despite the fact that patrons are required to fill out complaint sheets and even then it isnt ensured a display will be taken down #so obviously its a misuse of power that hes spinning into him being a concerned citizen #and i made a whole post bitching abt it and im doing so again (hi) bc i didnt like how our director responded to it #and yeah. so there was a board meeting after that right. well i set up for them as i usually do and let me tell you. that was the first #--time more than like 6 people came to spectate. it was insane. #and i guarantee that this months meeting wont have half as many people that fucking crammed themselves in there to complain abt gay ppl #bc of course they dont give a shit about the library #they just care about how scary the queers are #and yeah it was a shit show. i learned we have a far right organization in our town #and i was sat right in front of her husband the whole time #(standing actually. i was standing between him and my moms chair and he was sighing and grumbling the whole time bc he couldnt muster the #--balls to ask the 5 foot 2 fag in front of him to please move lol. small victories right) #when i say her i mean the leader of the freaks. idk. chairman? anyway she had a whole speech about how like queers are bad and cutting #the penises off little babies or whatever and she pulled up this passage from a book that was part of the display #its some book by the youtuber rowan ellis-- here and queer i think was the title. it was cataloged in our ya section and contained passages #talking about like having safe sex and what dildoes are and all that kind of shit. just really clinical descriptions imo. im not familiar w #--the youtuber really but im assuming they wrote it as informational bc shocker: teens be having sex. unsafe sex. especially queer teens #sourse: i was one of tgose #and...think for a moment. remember when you were a teen. youd rather fucking DIE than listen to your parents give you the sex talk #and chances are if youre gay your parents arent even going to know WHAT gay sex is (hugging without shirts on) so youre going to look #--elsewhere #bc if youre a hormonal fucking teen youre going to figure it out one way or another! especially if youre from (cough) a podunk shitwater #--town like mine that ran on abstinence by way of sex education #i think teens deserve to have access to that sort of information through trusted means. and i do mean het teens too #but no these fucking morons put on airs like everyones waiting till marriage--no! not my becky sue! as if they werent fucking around in #--holy shit i reached taglimit. i didnt ecen know there was one. hold on

[confinesofmy]

my grandma does so much stuff to piss me off and i feel like i can't vent to anybody else in the family about it bc it sours them on her and makes them less likely to help her so then it always all comes down to me when she needs help so she's just getting more and more isolated, and weird in her interactions with me. and the cycle repeats again.

#i'm driving her to an appointment tomorrow because no one else will (2 hours one-way) #and she just tacked on going and visiting with someone afterwards which will add on a minimum of an hour #plus i honestly don't want to see that person again. she reminds me of my dead mom bc my dead mom is our connection to her. #and i hate driving generally. like my bi-monthly drive to go get groceries from the walmart 5 towns over stresses me tf out every time #and i know for a fact i can drive 30 minutes further for even cheaper groceries but i can't do it because it's such a stress #so i told my grandmother there's just no way and there's got to be an alternative #and she got really really upset so i said you need to find someone else to take you to visit her on a different day #and if you can't find anyone else then i'll take you if it comes down to it #but tomorrow is not going to become a 10 hour day no way no how #and she got so upset she said she had to go lie down 😑 #sorry you didn't get your way. i am allowed opinions and autonomy. #even if they interfere with what you want to do. #adam talks too much

[greyslates]

i love your art, your art and teeths art is such an iconic style pls dont get a job just keep drawing forever until you die 👑🪦

i would if i could,, and i totally can im just choosing to work so i dont gotta rely so much on family to help me out, i am reopening commissions tho!

#grey rambles #asks #ask #anon #i could totally move back in with my mom and keep drawing forever but where she lives is so isolating #i was staying with her for like 2 years on and off trying out college staying in dorms but coming back home bc adhd made me fail a lot #it took awhile for me to want to gain back my independence and actually go through with it #so i moved last sunday to a big city (mom lives in a rlly small old town) and im gonna keep pulling through #it sucks being alone but at least im not isolated anymore #ty though i havent rlly been drawing since moving but seeing this ask makes me wanna start again

[pepprs]

discovered miah_pie on t*ktok (<- i don’t have one btw i just stumbled upon her bc someone i follow on ig talked abt her) and her videos make me want to cry so bad. 24 year old dependent moment

#purrs #i went to a clothing store today to try to get new work shoes and pants bc the one pair i have of each literally have holes in them and are #falling the fuck apart on my body and it was a HORRIBLE experience largely bc i think everybody in town was out shopping for back to school #so it was super crowded and there were lots of screaming kids and it was extremely stressful + my dad got into a mini car accident while i w #was in the store (he was / is completely fine thankfully but the car is not which is so awesome 😍😍😍😍😍) and i was just so stressed and #overstimulated but also like… nothing fits me bc im so short lol. but anyway it was so horrible i was on the verge of starting to cry in the #store and then i came home empty handed and my mom got super pissed at me for… needing to go to the store / being the reason we were out lol #and then finding miah pie and her videos are all about making trips to the store SO much fun and buying little treats and saying yessir and #OHHHHHH MYYYYY and just finding the joy in smth that can be so stressful and unpleasant… it makes me want to cry happy and sad tears at the #same time like i want that soooo bad and i can’t do it fully yet but i want it. need it. fuck my stupid baka life #anyways im gonna start saying the stuff she says just to make myself feel better even when im not at a store. yessir! OHHHHHH MYYYYYY. #acquired. don’t mind if i diddly dooooo! #also btw i am not a dependent except for the ways i am a dependent. hope that helps 🫶🏻 #the problem is really that i don’t have a car or a license and also that my mom throws a fit every time i need / want to get driving #practice bc it’s never a good time so. lol 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 me doing drivers ed this summer was a fucking joke i forget literally everything i #learned and have only been behind the wheel 3 times and none of them have actually counted bc im just developing basic motor skills #(literally). fmlllll im never getting out of here who am i kidding 🤪 #delete later

[thschei]

This image but with a breakfast jack from jack in the box

#photo #erin talks #my stu🅱️id ass offered to go with my mom out of town for a work thing #& we're both overtired (stayed up till 3am) & in a lot of pain #I convinced my mom to take a full pain pill instead of half bc her fingers were shaking really badly #we got out the door & she turned around & went “my glasses........” so I went back in for them #like yknow smth inherently required to be able to drive . those glasses . #so it's already a Day . I'm sure it'll get worse #also I don't really think I was clear-- yesterday I offered to go & knew I needed to get up this morning & stayed up till 3am anyway #it's not my fault I can't do my neopets dailies until 1am my time #it is my fault I'm self-destructive tho ❤️ it's my traumatic experience and I get to choose the coping #it could be much worse than neopets lmao

[medusasbush]

gf brought me flowers 🥰

#she is refusing to take credit bc its from her mom's CSA #but her mom is out of town so she brought the flowers to me #apparently at her moms suggestion which she said took the romance out of it but i think is SO CUTE

[rxtgallows]

being the same age as most long term lolitas were when they started getting into it but its different now bc there is just so much less of a community it feels like... like for me i feel more like i am finding a lot of individuals but no local communities bc its just rlly died down i think... like i found a 2013 pph article about a lolita meetup downtown. i dont think that wld happen now even if i COULD find a local community

#i think if theres not a lolita tea party/panel this year at pcm i will host one next year... #by then ill have been actively in the subculture for like a year and ill know a little more.. rn im JUST starting out i wld have no clue #what to do... but like i have ideas for stuff that wld be soo fun and ive always wanted to host/participate in an event or panel #once i was picked to participate in the fandom state alchemist test or w/e its called but then they wldnt let me after they saw my boot #which was so fail bc i absolutely cld have done tthe challenges with a broken foot. BLAH anyway #or like i hope they try the jfashion show again UGH probably not since it had to be cancelled due to lack of participation... #i jst would looove to have lolita friends in the area... idk how successful i wld be at converting someone and my sibling doesnt count #or ONE lolita friend... i only know of one lolita in maine and shes pretty well known in the NA lolita community from what i can tell so #ive met her a couple times actually she is very nice. idk what i am trying to say tbh #im more open to making friends at pcm in a lolita context and not a cosplay context bc every cosplayer ive interacted with for more than a #passing comment or picture turned out to be like umm a freak #or one of my moms students <- student who made all the dresses for the haunted town tour cosplaying kanaya that one year and then me showin #my mom the meetup pictures and her going omg.... thats d/////// #she was a really really incredibly seamstress btw her costumes were beautiful. anyway. iconic. #i think probably i havent talked to anyone in a while and it is wearing me down i have to make these massive posts every day

[samgiddings]

having a weekend bday in august has a weird amount of problems

#all my friends are gonna be out of town I guess LOL #I’ve been messaging everyone to try and find someone who will be in the city still #because my mom got invited to a party and I feel bad because she said she won’t go if I don’t have anyone to hang out with on my birthday #WHICH JUST MAKES IT SOUND DEPRESSING LMFAO #like it’s very sweet of her but I want her to go have her own party with her friends bc she doesn’t do that super often #anyways not trying to be woe is me I’m just like emotional bc it’s probably my last birthday here before I move away #and it’s my 25th which feels big I guess #idk #delete later #med mumbles

[awek-s-archived]

my fave thing abt job hiring in my town is that they hire based on connections rather than someone who actually needs or wants the work so they hire friends only or friends of friends and then the job opens up again within a couple of weeks because those people don’t actually do anything but the hiring staff just keeps repeating the cycle ????? like lmao it’s so laughable

#and fucking annoying bc it means the only ppl getting jobs are white brits 😭 #the only time poc or not brits get jobs it’s if they have connections TO the Brits #and it’s hard bc they hate us all ??? #it’s so crazy I wish we didn’t live in this town but I know it was the only place available when we were homeless and the council HAD to #give us smth bc my brother was a minor at the time. Otherwise we wld still be homeless lol #but it rly doesn’t get much better for us (any of us tbh not just my family) #sorry to vent abt it it just makes me so sad :/// #all the ppl who aren’t british and/or white here work in warehouses and are consistently sick and in and out of hospitals #but the white brits make bank working from home or not working or sitting at desks or doing minimal work in retail #(I’ve seen it btw like grocery stores they just stand there and don’t do anything ??????) #this is exclusive to my town btw idk about outside of it but yeah #still thinking abt the british neighbours across the street who used to laugh in my moms face when she’d have to work during the pandemic bc #she’s an essential worker :/ and a rly huge one like she inspects poultry so that it doesn’t go to countrywide retailers when it’s sick so #that ppl can eat safe things and stay healthy #so it’s ridiculous that these same ppl laugh at her bc no offense but without her and her tiny team of romanian inspectors y’all would have #nothing to eat. so 🤨 #aweks.txt