#I go cazy

[ars-argury]

im not too good at keeping references for my designs up. the chibi is accurate as well. that fucking beast. anyways.

#pkm greyfade #lobanov posting #i go cazy #me wondering why i feel foggy and not normal: #my period a day later: #sorry if i made anyone uncomfortable with how i speak when i get like that. ! #anyways all this to say i need to make a new reference for lobanov AGAIN #because i GOTTA .

[marsbotz]

good news for all my haters: im not coming back. not properly. i think social media and being around ppl in general is destroying me so im gonna just focus my energy on other stuff

ill probably still be a little bit active occassionally but for now i think il just stick to posting art etc. im moving to sheezy.art (which is down for maintenance rn but opens for registration again on fridays!) bc the energy there is much nicer for me.. but ill still post on here and insta. im also gonna be working on building my own website again!! so bookmark it and maybe some day itll have cool stuff on it.... :]

#idk ill see how this goes but ive been like lurking here for a couple days and every time without fail it makes me feel shitty #may not be a permanent thing but i have a couple safeguards in place now to stop me from getting sooooo bad. i think #i deleted all the apps off my phone. which has helped a lot esp deleting insta for reels #and i actually made another blog for like if i ever go Cazy again. for like vents and stuff . altho if im not on social media at all it #shldnt be a prblem #i wont share that but u can ask for it if u want. tho unlikely ill post for a while idk #for the record my neocities has like nothing on it rn. its essentially a series of tests from when i started last yr #and got nowhere lollll.. but im hoping to have a lot of fun with it soon #lol this whole thing is a little stupid. and i feel bad but just know its all my own fault. my own issues etc #its happened b4 itll happen time and time again i think. so im just gonna part ways w it #from now on if im gonna overshare it has to be in a lengthy edited well written blog post !!!!!!!!!!! #oke. bye #i do actually have smth to post later on my rnm blog but whatevaaa #oh ill start up my queues again too

[rainbowsunflower]

Love on Tour LA n3 (X X)

#harry styles #harry styles gifs #love on tour #hledit #hlcreators #hljournal #trackinghome #1dsource #stylesnews #stylesedits #hslot22 #hslot #am I going cazy #yeah harry I ask myself that every day lmao

[sadtrashking]

Rat!Tubbo used to be a pet rat that's why he knows about human things and doesn't fear them.

#tubbo #headcannons #rat smp #rat!tubbo #i dont know what to tag this #rats smp #i have no clue how he would go cazy in this context

[ro-is-struggling]

so... I finally watched defending jacob (late, I know) and OH MY GOD I completely understand all the andy barber girlies now

#I kept seeing gifs and fics about him #and even though I always thought he was hot #I didn't fully get it bc I never saw the show #and I always need to get familiar with a character before going completely cazy about it #so this weekend I finally got around to watch it and omg I'm completely in love #I'm officially an andy barber girlie now #ro talks

[thewickerking]

me: this is mh goodnight posr

me immediately after: oh man i wonder whats on my tumblr dashboard im gonna rb some stuff

#i am going to sleep now bc i sent an embarrassinf text godbless 🙏 <- said ironically im not christian if anyone cares #i dont think anyone would be like. idk. god fuck thats anxiety isnt that OUGH i hate my therapist ahes rllly good at her job #<- making me recognize the feelings im experiencing. shes so good at it it makes me cazy. shes very awesome #.ares

[slasherz]

stupid ass glitch

#i think it looks good so far but i am going cazy ^^ #i wanna scream why did i do this to myself 😇 #adrian speaks

[theenderwalker]

weather update on the artfight 31/31 goal. currently at 19 posted, 21 done.. on the 13th.

#traditional is just. faster than digital for me and has been for a long time #plus im cranking out slightly lower effort (halfbody instead of full) #stuff for some revenges and friendly fires #ill get back to the big boys once im caught up on my revenges #i thiiiink ive got three and a half more to go? im done w lines on one and just finished another #but im also revenging all of the mass attacks ive been included in #bc i am cazy #anyway. artfight slays #i just bought 100 copics #and dug out a marker paper pad from 2017 #and i am having an excellent time

[hollowslantern]

Where's the new tf2 stuff from??? :o

my giant brain

no but actually you'll have to point me at what stuff (I'm assuming that I've posted) that you mean and I in turn can try to point you to where I got it ^_^

#asks #most of the images i post are just like . well i go through the image categories on the wiki a lot because im cazy

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#hhhh evolution is so fucking cool. ive been listening to the common decent podcast and losing my mind #paleontology is so fucking !!!! like we know so much crazy stuff abt dinos #its insane. literally insane. its wild how they were just like normal animals. absolutely wild #i want paleontology friends :-( and geology friends :-( and to be able to read :-( #but my brain is full of angry bees and the bees compell me to do things that give me a headache. exhausting #like i imagine hope ppl normally live it its cazy to me. like u have friends? u talk to ppl? u go out and do things? #i sit in my apartment and slowly unravel. days smearing together into an unmemorable blur. and to quote a counting cro ws song #that cant be what a life is for. idk when i think abt it objectively it is rather sad #literally i just want to walk around in the woods. crawl around in the dirt. and think abt evolution and the origins of life #but my brain doesnt allow me to do things. so i sit here and drive myself nuts. #i really want to go up to the lake. its stupid. lake erie the most trashy of the great lakes calls to me. i want to poke around in the sand #for lucky stones and sea glass and fossils. sigh. but i live so far away and my brain wont allow me to disengage from stuff #so here we r. a sad little fishy swimming in circles #ay. its not so bad as it was when i was taking photosynthesis measurements. thats something at least #tho i have committed to at least 3 more photosynthesis projects so rip my will to live #at least they arent timed #unrelated

[detrasystem]

asking myself the big questions like "can i write a 65k word novel in a month and a half if i only write on saturdays, sundays, and wednesdays?" tune in august 21st to see if i survive this challenge

#team falcon #i mean on paper it doesn't look that out of reach #ummmm but we'll see #i'll still try to write other days but i only want to set the Expectation for these three days #designated writing days. maybe that'll help my brain #bc i am so not in the right place to be writing every day #even though i'll go cazy if i don't. IM JUST TIRED...

[strifesolution]

the fucking. 3rd alternate ending in the paradox fic i wrote is still. so good. yes i will brag about my writing i wrote that shit SO good

#i almost never write the Big angst but when i do i go cazy stupid #see: the thaum and ichor fic #actually did i ever promo that here? I don’t know if i did cuz i never made a cover for it #it’s like two years old now #but guess what #STILL HOLDS UP BABY

[browzerhistory]

i'm suffering from rain world withdrawals (starts coughing up blood)

#euughhghggh im going cazy i need to play rain world i need to play

[shepswrath]

brass cover nightvision save me..... save me nightvision brass cover... I'm actually going insane

#top 10 songs to make you feel like you're a weathered detective working on the case that's gonna kill you in a neofuturistic city #go check out interstella 5555 - brass cover they are SO SO good #i love you brass band cazis #also what they do with the actual visuals is crazy #even if it's just to avoid copyright im not sure

[cutual]

i rly do need to jump the next grubby mf that whines about (usually ethnic) music or smth blasting on speaker at the shoreline thinking that the world has to cater to their precious ear canals like oh my fucking lord jesus fucking shit christ stick some tp up in there n keep your misery to YOURSELFFFF

#funniest side note i ever imagined writing btw i genuinely think i need a chance to beat someones ass who deserves it or ill go fuckig cazy #GARY I NEED TO JUMP A WHITE BITCH!!!!!!

[scarecrowbutch]

#bear.txt #ik its almost a year old but still. #may as well ask in case... #then i can go cazy