Day 4: Pride
i wrote it on his shirt instead of the black text in the bg like I've done for the past days, since the space is surprisingly occupied
Okay so i kinda went crazy with this one... If you wanna read my decisions and thoughts behind this thing feel free to read below the cut !
Anyways, Pride. Bon. Where the hell do i start.
I see Bon as a very proud person, at least proud of his craft, at what he excels at, which is playing guitar.
SO. Why is he so many colors and shit? Hes the colors of the people closest to him. Friends. Malva/Usagi is the blue, Mangle/Meg is the pink, Toddy's the red, Joys yellow, and Bonnie's purple.
All the different colors and expressions represent what they sorta do to Bon? How they affect and influence him n shit... All with his pride at the center of it.
Malva/Usagi. Shes his sister, his twin. They are directly compared what feels like constantly to Bon. He's specifically in his school uniform because school is where they show their true personalities most. Where they differ the most. Malva is organized, in control, plans thing out, is a natural leader, book smart. She's always 'on top of it' and mature. All things he feels he lacks/inst enough of. A point of shame and envy within him, at least in comparison to her. Same situation and she can somehow 'handle it all better'.
Whether that's all true is a different matter lol. perception and reality am i right?
Anyways onto Joy. Yellow. All the toys boost each-others egos and shit, but where Bon and Mangle are comfortable being brutally honest and blunt, but giving genuine compliments is sorta few and sparse, laced in their silly stupid sarcasm and fake hatred of each-other.
Joy just says what she wants straight up. If the others are going off, she'll say it, if they're blowing it, she's gonna say it straight up. Shes always energized, and imbues the other two with that same energy. For Bon, Joy is someone who pushes that cocky side of him further out. Full of himself, thinking he's hot shit. (I mean thinking that isn't completely undeserved, hes impressive for his age n shit, but kid has an ego is hat I'm saying lol) She brings out his fiercer energy. She gasses him up, inflates his ego, and his pride gets the better of him and can turn kinda shitty and egotistical and mean ect ect
Mangle/ Meg, lol. haha stupid stupid stupid decisions.
They are both. very proud of their craft and Mangle is someone who has peen put through and continues dealing with a lot of pain. He pushes through it though. She pushes through her pain, through their days, through everything that's handed to him because she's determined to get through shit and not let things like constant aches and loss of balance hinder him. They'll do what they want and it doesn't matter what hurts. Bon. Was already a dumb-ass with that sorta mentality, but alongside mangle they both push each-others pride to being a detriment to their own health and safety. lol
Toddy. Toddy, Toddy, Toddy. Longtime family friend, has known that blue rabbit family since. ever. okay? Okay. She knows. She just knows what the fuck is up with their house and situation, she's seen Bon at his worst and helped him. Moments he'd rather not be aided, moments he'd rather not be seen. Moments of shame. Along with that shame of being seen, comes the discomfort and shame of being known. They know each other, they do, yet they feel like strangers at the same time. They can hang out and have fun, but they don't click in the same way Bon clicks with the Toys. There's a seed of shame in Bon that he cant be the good friend Toddy wants and needs. The friend she feels she had. The friend she feels she lost somewhere.
Bonnie.
Bonnie. End of sentence I cant do this anymore I cant fucking tackle that one i cant do it you cant make me-
Okay what if you someone really pissed you off. Like super pissed you the fuck off. You have this one thing you're really good at, you have this one thing you you are GREAT at, you consider yourself unmatched.
Then you get matched. Then you aren't an untouchable god at your craft. You're tumble down from your pedestal, you ego is more bruised than you can admit. Then he bugs you cause he think you're cool and can teach him shit. Even though you feel like you totally lost just by being matched, and part of you hates it cause he's a walking reminder that you aren't untouchable. but part of you likes it because someones fucking gawking at you and looking at you with admiration, directly. SO you fucking cave and do it and whoops oh shit you kinda vibe with this guy. Shit he likes Zelda. shit hes letting you use is switch cause you mentioned never having played any of the Zelda games even tho you've both been passionately ranting about the games for a while now. You became friends with the guy who irritates you good job doofus. Goodluck with the weird mix of friendship and resentment idiot. And the underlying romantic bullshit cause fuck you , fuck you royally.
And scene.
Killing Bon fnaf highschool my curse to carry. lololololol
Today was perfect. Public training with Bayerns players.
Yesterday's Start-XI had a break, but they still came for photos and autographs.
Sorry for the big smiley, I don't want to post my face online 😅 but I wanted to show you these cute guys
Joshi wasn't there at first, but he came for a short time. He didn't have time for photos because his wife was coming with the kids. But I got an autograph! 😍
Well and this 😂
And the stuff
I couldn't take pictures with everyone, but I got a loooot of autographs
From Kimmich, Goretzka, Ulreich, De Ligt, Sabitzer, Pavard, Schenk, Tel, Upamecano, Neuer, Hernandez, Mazraoui, Choupo, Mané and Nagelsmann.
And with some delay they started training
While Joshi played with his kids. Sorry my camera is really crap
when we are obsessed about people working on specific standards for personal purity, i think we sound a lot like we’re teaching folks to be the man in the parable who had only one talent and buried it.
turning outward and helping others? ministering to and welcoming and serving all of God’s children? that sounds a lot like the person in the parable who had five talents and gained another five on top of that.
would Jesus ask the church today if we were focusing too much on the small things? the wrong things?
“Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me.” Matthew 25:40
tbh, I doubt Leviathan will have a dominant at all. But is it possible for Terence (also Quinten and the High Cardinal) to be the motes of water? very possible.
this may just bee me, but i don't even see 600 tweets anytime i log onto twitter. i see maybee 50 max if that and then it's always half of them being the same fucking tweets ive already just seen because of their stupid "here's what you missed" like bitch! i did not miss anything that i literally just saw 🙄
dont know how to phrase this right but i love when rooms/houses posses their own light. like when the paint/wall paper makes the room take on that color. when sun catchers and mirrors are placed to move the light around. thats to lovely and physical
9- which do you prefer, hot coffee or cold coffee?
I'm not a suprr big coffee drinker but definitely hot! (And with like. Way too much creamer.)
11- favorite extracurricular activity?
I'm gonna be perfectly the only extra curricular I engaged in during High school was my art classes. Well, there was an engineering type class that was only available for one year that I enjoyed... But mostly just art.
23- how do you feel about chilly weather?
I like chilly weather! Granted, chilly for me is like 50 degrees, but a sunny day that's like 50 degrees are my favorite kind of days :3
31 - what type of music keeps you grounded?
(shrugs) I don't really know??? My music taste is just "what I think sounds nice" so I'm not sure how to answer this.
i swear to somebody, the actual good omens parallels were a complete accident when i wrote this scene in BNF, where crowley is a writer in the agnes nutter fandom and aziraphale is his big bang partner. i've been on fire ever since i realised.
"The way you talked about the lighting in that last scene was just so striking— I really want to capture it somehow; find a way to paint the different layers of sunbeams and dust motes, just as you’ve written them.” Aziraphale’s grin caught himself quite off guard. “What are you planning?”
Crowley shifted with an exaggerated, bashful shrug, but his grin remained steady on his face.
“Not sure, just some kind of metaphor about the light and the warmth, probably. Maybe note some stark differences between the bookshop and a dusty room with no light, or a bright place with no dust. Each feeling equally inadequate compared to the shop, and that being… Er, I dunno, a reflection of their lives without one another in it, or something.”