#I'll go write something ig

[minhosimthings]

I AM BORED CAN SOMEONE ENTERTAIN ME PLEASE.

#mona's sessions #SEND ME ASKS IF YOU WANT #BUT I AM DYING #i dont wanna watch anything #or write #or read #completed the next smut oneshot with jakey #I'll go write something ig

[whiskey-tango-matcha]

for me, nothing hits quite like someone who's sick but like...still in a good mood? like either ignoring it or admitting they're not well but still pleasant to be around. like they sneeze and someone asks if they're ok and they just roll their eyes and say "yeah i just have a stupid fuckin cold" 🫠😳👁️👄👁️🤩

#if you've read anything I've written you already know my love for this #today it's inspired by my husband who started coming down w something yesterday #and he's just like. idk. rocking with it ig lmao #off topic but I'm almost ready to start writing again. i know it's been like over a month #but it's been a T O U G H month and then i started feeling emotionally better and i got sick hahahahah ofc #but things are better now. things are looking up haha #so i promise I'll be back at it soon #& ya I'm going to finish foh boh but if you have requests you can send them. i never know what will spark the writing bug #k I'm out byeee ✌️

[raiiny-bay]

new character page wip

#i edited the shit out of this code ngl #idk what i'm gonna put under the music section yet #the picture is just a place holder #i definitely like this layout better. not looking forward to having to do new pictures of everyone. again. #i'm also rewriting everyone's bios. again. bc i want them to reflect their current selves more #rn they're like a weird mix of their canon & post-canon selves & they just don't feel very. cohesive. ig #like. most of my edits take place in post-canon so i think their pages should match that? #they're not accurate to the versions of them that i share on here. that's what i mean #mm i just confused myself trying to think about it #ok. i'm gonna go have lunch & then i guess i'll write or something #i had something else i was gonna say but i forgot lol #rainyrambles

[tkachuksoralfixation]

if you're wondering why i havent posted literally any of my fics that ive been working on. well. it's because ive been on a journey to read the entirety of the mattdrai tag from oldest to newest and im currently halfway through

#ethans skating adventures #hrpf #i do promise I'll be posting something very very soon #and i do apologize for taking down the mattdrai fic 😭 #im going to rewrite it eventually #but i needed practice writing them with a shorter fic sp #look forward to mcmattdrai (mcmatt centric) omegaverse ig

[ineed-to-sleep]

Ofc we had to have a power outage in my neighbourhood right when I have so much work to finish 🫠 hell world

#Why do these things happen to me. @god what the hell did I ever do to you #I can't even finish my wips to pass the time because they're all on my computer. is this my punishment for dropping traditional art #ig I'll just doomscroll. maybe write something idk #I hate having no electricity so much #HOPEFULLY I don't run out of internet on my phone. but it's already telling me I've used 80% of it #worst case scenario I'll go play cards or something #sleep.txt #I'll be fine tho I just need to bitch and moan etc etc

[dukethvmas]

So the more that I think about the blackwater arc and just the characters in it, it just makes me go insane because I love parallels and similarities in characters. Gonna be some (many) spoilers so under the cut

This is gonna be about Shi Wudu and He Xuan primarily lol. BUT literally the way they share so many similarities...like ofc there’s the way that Shi Wudu switches his brother’s fate with He Xuan, leading to the death of an innocent man and his whole family. But we also get He Xuan abducting Ming Yi and just...leaving him to rot basically? Like they both lead to the death of an innocent for what is pretty much a selfish reason. Both reasons are understandable in their own circumstances (SWD trying to save SQX, HX wanting to get his revenge) but both do something horrific to the one who suffers for their choice. 

There’s also the parallels they have with their control over the waters. Shi Wudu essentially controls water that is most related to people (i.e. trade, travel, those kinds of things) while He Xuan control waters outside of people’s control. And it’s interesting because BOTH of them are known for causing ship wrecks, and sinking ships which is in the Water Tyrant and Black Water Sinking Ships. 

Also maybe this one’s controversial but I notice a lot of people comment of the lack of choices that Shi Wudu gives Shi Qingxuan, but in some ways I would argue the same for He Xuan. He says that he gives them many choices to separate themself from their brother but...those choices feel overly uninformed and underexplained. It isn’t very fair of He Xuan to have the expectation that Shi Qingxuan wouldn’t help Shi Wudu especially considering that they do seem to be fairly close siblings. They both leave Shi Qingxuan in the dark about important things, to an unfair amount. 

Like these are just some interesting parallels or similarities that I’ve noticed between these two, which the amount of hate between them makes more interesting lol. 

#he xuan #shi wudu #tgcf #i just find the similarities very interesting #like they really are similar if you think about it...ig it makes sense with the whole thing going on with fates and that #also this is NOT a ship post or anything like that i just go insane when i see characters that have similarities or parallels especially #when they hate each other <3 #not an overly in depth meta about them since i'm waiting to get the books to reread what happened in the blackwater arc #just some observations #the last one isn't explained very well i don't think but oh well maybe i'll write something later to better convey my thoughts

[that-was-anticlimactic]

universe of constant spinning, every end a new beginning

“So, do you have an umbrella? That was like, your thing, right? At Claw?”

Ah—not again! He can’t keep zoning out while talking to people—especially his boss.

But… why was Reigen still here? It was late and he always got to work early. It wasn’t his job to stay and coddle his employees. “I—uh—no,” he stuttered, fingers twisting anxiously. “Mine was, uh, "is” broken, sir.”

‘Broken’ was a mild way to put it. More like it got destroyed.

[or, reigen gives serizawa an umbrella]

☔️2,651 words | serirei☔️

#corey writes:) #HOLY TRASH #no guys last year i challenged myself to write and post one fic a month so that i made sure i was still taking time to do what i enjoy #and not lose myself to school work right? aND I DID IT!!! so i challenged myself AGAIN this year and none of the stuff i've been working on #is fully done and i had time so i started this last night and worked on this on my down time during student teaching and when i got home! #this prolly isn't Great but it's short and something i've been thinking about since the minute i finished s2 sooooooo #and the brainrot has been SO real and actually tbh i'm pretty surprised that the fic i wrote isn't r.itsu centric lol but this idea would #NOT leave my head and i knew it wouldn't get super long like all of my r.itsu and kiddo ideas ijuhbgfvbhyuio #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #serirei #serizawa katsuya #reigen arataka #mp100 fanfic #serirei fanfic #guys it's about the m.lb umbrella scene okay #idk maybe this has been done before but also i. do not care because Feelings and i diD IT even tho its at the last minute lol #oops i need to shower i'm teaching all day tomorrow and my supervisor is coming to observe me ahhhhh send good thoughts pls jiuhygtfghuijoiu #okayyyyy i'll stop now i ramble when i am sleepy or nervous and i am Both i just don't want this fic to be bad but ig i panic a bit before #posting any fic haha gonna go shower now MWAH love y'all <333

[mirrortouchedsea]

20 ibayuzu or 8 ibanagi please!

oh these are both so good. I'm gonna do the ibanagi right now but feel free to resend the ibayuzu and I'll come back to it when I have better ideas 👀👀

ask game

…in secrecy.

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Ah, it's late again. He really needs to get better about his time management but he's salaried, so it's not like it matters how many hours he's clocked in for. Ibara shifts in his seat and rubs his eyes under his glasses. For a moment he thinks it would be nice to have an assistant that could help him out but that would never work with the amount of information he has to keep under wraps.

Or maybe having a second person to help would make him less likely to give up that information out of sheer exhaustion. He'll talk to the president about it tomorrow. He should make a note of that before he forgets. He should pack up and go back to his dorm for the day. Ibara lays his head on his desk and closes his eyes, just for a few minutes he tells himself. Just a few minutes of rest and he'll be up and back on his way to the dorm and actually sleep in his own bed.

Someone shakes him awake. It's gentle and Ibara thinks of the kids in those movies Hiyori makes them watch that ask for five more minutes from their parents. He's too dignified to do something like that though.

Someone chuckles and shakes him again and Ibara finally opens his eyes. It's lighter than he remembered it being when he went to...oh. He fell asleep at the office again. He buries his head in his arms, grumbling.

"Ibara." He bolts upright.

"Your Excellency! Why are you here so early in the morning?"

Nagisa laughs. "Someone told me they never saw you leave last night. Is everything okay, Ibara?"

He relaxes and leans back in his chair. God his back hurts but he has another long day at work. He'll make a note of that later.

There's something soft against his cheek. It's a little scratchy but--

"Your Excellency that is entirely--!"

"We're alone in your office Ibara."

He just knows his face is going to be as dark as his hair with how it heats up from the gesture. A kiss, even just on the cheek... He'll deal. He'll deal with it. It's not like it's something he wishes he got more often or anything.

"T-that's besides the point. Don't do it again."

Nagisa chuckles and Ibara resigns himself to spending his day with Eden's leader.

#message in a bottle #anonymous #ibanagi #i feel like ibara would never initiate intimacy with anyone like idk. it just feels like you have to initiate with him #and nagisa has like no shame at least in this regard. i should read some more eden stories from ! era especially #nagisa is a very... straightforward person in contrast to ibara's scheming. not that he can't scheme (re: conquest) #but he tends to just go full steam ahead for what he wants and if he doesnt have the personal motivation for it #he'll still go along if its beneficial for the other eden members or something they want to do #why am i doing nagisa character analysis in the tags. idk ig its just explaining why i am writing them this way #again i dont write eden that much but i hopeeeeee you enjoy it i do try to have an okay grasp on most of the characters in the game #i've been reading every event as it comes to the english server of the game and i. need to get better at reading ! era stuff #maybe i'll start a new story tonight before i do my nightly gaming sesh... yeah i should do that

[kingcervix]

It's 3 am and I'm nauseous and I don't have a date tomorrow but I also don't NOT have a date tomorrow. It's platonic..but it might not be by the end of.it. if I have anything to say about it

#queerhottopic.txt #ig ore the spelling mistakes idc anymore #I can't tell if I wanna date him or what but I'll feel it out tomorrow and go for it if it seems right ig #I'm dead tired and sickly this is a terrible start #what if he thinks I'm ugly #also do I pass now??? am I supposed to use the men's bathroom when I get there. I need to bring temp tats #and my wallet. my big fuck of a wallet. Idk if I'll bring my headphones. my fat fuck pockets better fit this shit #and I nedd to take $20 out. don't let me forget. not that I'm explicitly asking anyone to remind me tomorrow. it's just something to say #I better not overheat and turn into a puddle tho. I need my hoodie or I'll die. but also it's like 9000 degrees. choices. #and I'm gonna wear my glasses. what if he doesn't even recognize me at first. he already forgot I wore glasses once before #all things for me to figure out in.... 8 ish hours #tags r funny bc this is literally just me writing out my train of thought. this is what my freak ass brain looks like from inside #I'm gonna go pass out now. the sleeping one not the fainting one. okay goodbye

[sw1mmingfoolz]

growth is feeling like u wanna unalive urself and full on ugly sobbing for like 15 mins before being like right anyway what options do i have rn

#sorry for personal posting on main but ah #i am losing my mind these days lol #i have no sleep schedule i just nap all the time n it kinda works but also i hate waking up at 2/3pm #but i just cannot stop #i don't actually have an official narcolepsy diagnosis yet in spite of my drs agreeing that's what it is #i did an mslt in February and was told I'd get my results in early march at the latest #it's may and I've heard nothing #called the number i was given and was transferred like 4 times before being told to just call my gp #who said they hadn't gotten any results so there was nothing they could tell me #i had to fight so hard to get an mslt in the first place because they just keep diagnosing me with depression #and yknow if i have depression it's BECAUSE of the sleep disorder lol like i cannot stay awake i fall asleep constantly #I can't sit down to write or watch a film or anything atm #i keep saying new bite me or gonna write another 500 drabble and then i'm out cold on and off til 3am #i'm exhausted all the time it rules my life i make plans around it and cancel any that are before noon #and if ik i have something important i have to be up early for i literally do not go to sleep bc ik I won't wake up #it's ruining my entire life lmao but i just get told i have depression or. have my mslt results lost?? ig?? #was on the phone for over a half hour and just entirely broke down crying afterwards like i could not stop #eventually i just told myself to get a grip and started researching private clinics cuz i can save enough for private treatment if i try #and they listen more when you're paying them aha it's just narcolepsy is so rare most places don't even know of it #it's likely I'll have to travel to london and shell out a fortune to even try getting any answers but living like this is #just so unsustainable like i wanna do a degree and get a 'real job' #anyway sorry for the big tag ramble and personal posting i have had a rough morning but. I'll figure it out #i always do somehow #a/n #personal #probably delete later #i really said personal posting on main girl this is a sideblog what are u talking about

[rk800-is-hot-change-my-mind]

RAHHHHH I WANNA POST SOMETHING BUT I HAVE NOTHING TO POST

#life update then ig?? #i've been going through a bunch of medical stuff #as you may have gathered from the fundraiser #but like shits wack bc in the same day i'll be able to like walk to the kitchen with only one crutch #and then later won't be able to move my legs or support myself on them #so we roll instead of walk now #anywho #i haven't been writing a lot #but i do have an AU in mind that i wanna write and make art for #which i am working on that art btw so maybe expect something like that soon #my partner and i broke up a few weeks ago so i'm back into fanfiction again to fill that void #but that's about it #epicqtefail if you're reading this then 8===D #oh! one more thing is that ive been rereading the hunger games series bc i still haven't read the new book and need to refresh my memory #anyone please send me silly pet pictures if you have them <3

[perfectblve]

feel like i need to make a proper twt and ig but i dont want toooooo

#preparing myself to apply for courses again #and literally everyone here seems to make connections that way #like if i want to have any chance at doing well writing here i feel like i need one #i might just tidy up my ig a bit more and leave it at that lmao #anyways my brothers letting me use his college library card so hopefully i can write something half decent for this application #i dont want to go back to college actually but idk what else to do #i feel like i'll be sad and lonely either way tho so i might as well go back

[neo-shitty]

spring day never latches on to a permanent face. it takes the form of the people i miss whom i have no way of reconnecting with. ever since i read that message in my inbox, it has taken the form of you, kesya.

#i read that the night before a big midterm examination and tbh i haven't had the headspace to deal with the weight of the emotions until now #tumblr deactivations always bore more weight bc it's permanent and ig thats why it hurt a lot more i'm heartbroken #i didn't realize until now how much your deactivation has wiped—every ask sent; every reblogged interacted with; your tags; your writing #i've looked up to you for a while haha long before i've bombarded your inbox with lengthy asks abt bsd; i loved your writing first #then your thoughts second and how well articulated you were and eventually your whole being; how you consumed content as a whole #whenever you loved something you loved it in full; every piece of media you enjoyed was passed on with such appreciation #it showed in the way you passionately talked abt things; bsd-86-eren-aot to name a few. i always loved talking to you. #you always reciprocated my energy #i'm sorry for never getting around to answering your last ask i've been so busy with life. and i'm also sorry for finding out too late. #i can't quite sum up all my feelings into these tags. i just miss you a lot and i don't know where these emotions should go #but i hope they find you somehow. i'm not really going anywhere so i hope you'll find me here when the time comes. #who am i going to talk to when bsd s6 (whenever that may be) comes out? 🙁🙁 #your presence is dearly missed kesya #i've received asks on your deactivation and have seen posts from your mutuals #for the past year since i've stopped writing here you've been the only thing i came for #i was always so curious to hear what you thought of the recent episodes or chapters. rest assured i'll love media the way you did. #just to carry on the bits and pieces i've absorbed from you somehow haha #i hope this finds you someday and you don't owe us an explanation or anything. pop into my asks if you do or just pm me directly. #i miss you. i'm sorry. i hope you're doing well wherever you are. #lots of love from a tumblr penpal-ish ahaha #love you!! #by-moonflower #kesya #kesya please find this T_T

[anothermonikan]

'In 33 hours this will all be over, whether you do it good or not you wont have to worry about it anymore, cmon Andy, you got this! You got this!' <<< trying to do their last assignment

#I have not been able to focus today. I'm half way through the writing but itsa presentation video thing #so I gotta film it! I would just take the easy way out with a presentation but.... #it's a 1k word limit. and the video has to be. 12 - 15 minutes long. no ones getting a 12 minute video off 1k words alone #and it's gonna be easier to get to that 12 minute minimum limit if I can like insert clips and stuff. #so I'm doing like an ACTUAL video. so I gotta edit it as well #I hope I reach that 12 minutes because IDK what I'm gonna do if I write this all and put all the clips in and what-not and it's under #make my title cards longer IG?? #asdshsddsds #Ugh. I'm not like tired or anything but I know I'm gonna be later because I made plans.... #so idk whether to bite the bullet finish this paragraph. sleep for a bit more. and then go back to work after #but considering idk how long I'm gonna be out for.....I'm gonna guesstimate like 3 hours #That leaves me with. 20 something hours after I go out if I pull an all nighter which I will almost definitely have to do #if I can add on a lil bit to the 4 hour nap I took earlier maybe I'll feel a lil better #also my brains like bugging me because I really want to spend time with bby aha #is 20 hours enough time for me to finish a script. film a video. find all the clips and materials I need for it. edit it all together. #Space out my transcript correctly. and hope there's no issues with the upload process #I'm dual uploading onto two platforms in case one of them fails but how long does a 12 minute video take to upload... #wahhhh #I think I should sleep a lil more maybe #yeah I'm starting to get tired again oops #one last thing and then I'll take another nap #Android.txt

[lynxgirlpaws]

I spent quite literally one [1] hour with my father and now feel like absolute shit. Unironically how does he do this [i am impressed]

#AvieRant #now mind you i am writing this from “weh weh weh huff puff” attitude so it is probably biased like a motherfucker #but whatever i'll feel bad for it later #so before we even get anywhere [walgreens] I talk about how someone on the discord got a full ride to yale and he goes on his #“You think you don't have to do things if you don't want to...” speech yada yada yada shut up please you're the reason why #I couldn't apply to college because you fucking refused to help me get my immunization records until like august [too late] #anyways I show concern for him as he says his ankle has been hurting especially on the EXTRA LONG WALK he CHOSE to take #and he fucking. slaps my stomach and says “yeah well I ain't got a pussy so I ain't a bitch” #i. are you fucking kidding me . one - don't touch me . two - fuck you. three - don't fucking touch me #then we GET to walgreens and he makes sure to inform me how stupid I am for... looking at the price of things before buying them #and actively gives me a side eye or sucks his teeth when I suggest making decisions based off of cost [idgaf if you have cash be smart >:(] #anyways he also just basically decides shit for me. I asked for one [1] thing and he informed me that I simply don't need it #before promptly ignoring any even suggestions of me getting something I'd actually want other than what he soyjaks at #so anyways as we go to pay ? fucker demands I go wait outside while he pays . for no reason. just. fuck me ig okay #anyways we seem to FINALLY be getting my phone turned on on the way home!!!! like we're AT T-Mobile! #then he has to wait 5 minutes and decides we'll just do it tomorrow. like he's been saying for 11 months #then basically tells me to go home alone while I carry everything bc he wants to go somewhere #like . fuck you fuck off i am tired of your bullshit #ugh . i. like again. can't ocmplain. free food and housing and what not. but do you HAVE to be a dick whenever you can? >:/ #whatever i'm gonna go cope somehow see y'all around

[grims-sunshine]

I'm very pleased to find out that my angst™ playlist also works great for the kind if smut I usually write because it's soft and calm and that's how I like my smut ig lol

#very relieved that I don't have to go on a quest for sexy songs for. smut playlist #unless ofc I decide to write something other than my usual softness fjdjxjs #like... this playlist did NOT work for Withers and it wrecked me #i just need a writing soundtrack dkskyks #ig next time I'll just listen to CBAT when I wanna write smut lol #fern started a conversation