#I'm EXHAUSTED.

[essektheylyss]

Ludinus Da'leth is not right about killing the gods. Ludinus Da'leth is the equivalent of a hyperrational atheist science bro™ who thinks religion is exclusively for the weak-minded and the foolish because he's never taken a humanities course and equates "mass media Christianity" with all world religion.

#cr discourse #like good fucking lord. #I'm EXHAUSTED. #do not clown on this post I'm tired and will block you on sight. #frankly the exandrian gods are also like. MORE than fine. #they're not all powerful and they are not unflawed but like. overall. they're fine lmfao #and yes I AM including the calamity in that. good god. #like we all watched calamity right? we all witnessed that?

[boojangs]

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#my 79 year old grandfather is getting surgery today #send him the good vibes #i hope we get good news today #I'm exhausted.

[practically-an-x-man]

my mom has been upset with one of my dogs all day.

it has been a very loud day.

#she just yells at him a lot for even the smallest things and it gets so draining and tiring #it makes me sad to think about but i genuinely cannot remember the last time we went a full 24 hours without her yelling about something #i'm exhausted. #tw vent #vent post #personal vent

[ultimategeekboy]

Shit is getting bad again..

#shit fucking hurts.. #I'm exhausted.

[beauty-grace-outer-space]

Ok, I managed to make decent progress on getting things done around the house (with my mom's help) yesterday.

Mind you, this was after literally begging in tears for my dad's help only for him to (once again) do nothing. So I reached the point of, "Eh, it's not gonna make anything worse" and just did stuff however I knew how.

I fixed a drawer that's been broken for like 3 years, I fixed our silverware organizer, I completely went through everything in my bathroom vanity and under the sink and deep cleaned in there, we finished organizing the closet and getting everything sorted or donated, I (temporarily) fixed the wallpaper that had been separating from the wall in a few spots, and I got the kitchen mostly cleaned/all the dishes done.

However... I still need to go through and sort/organize/donate everything in the laundry room. And my room. And my parents room. And my sleep schedule is so thoroughly screwed. I keep just being awake until like 3AM and then waking up at like 6:30/7AM mid panic attack.

For now, I need to get some stuff done at work and I can deal with the other stuff later.

#personal #just trying to keep up tbh #I'm exhausted. #I keep trying to make schedules so I can like... try to stay on top of it all #but it always ends up being “ok if I just wake up like 2 hours earlier and go to bed at 3AM I should be able to keep up” #which is simply not healthy or sustainable #and really bums me out because like #two other adults live in my house and if my dad helped even just a little bit like... #oh well

[felucians]

Microaggressions in therapy 🙃

#'allegedly you were r4p3d' There is no allegedly about it!!! #woc #woc experience #'verbally aggressive' to who? i can't even confront a restaurant about giving us napkins when i'm out to eat #and my all time favorite 'She is Egyptian Mexican which means she is Polynesian' MA'AM DID YOU FAIL GEOGRAPHY? NORTH AFRICA LATIN AMERICA ?? #so we homogenised brown people #added some spicy latina aggressive arab stereotypes #and then decided to dismiss the r4p3 I was severely traumatised #racism #racism in medicine #racism in therapy #i only found out reading her notes she'd added all of this which was never stated by me at all and blatantly misrepresented me #her being a white woman therapy coordinator #i'm exhausted.

[bootyyyyshaker900]

It went as well as I imagined.

#ic #I'm exhausted.

[kismetconstellations]

I love that we live in a world where it makes more sense to theorize that an almost entirely apolitical celebrity was “killed and replaced”, or underwent a cosmetic procedure that has had no impact on his appearance whatsoever, than acknowledge the possibility of him having complications after breaking his jaw eight years ago. 

And, by “love”, I mean despise it beyond all words. 

Regardless of the above idiocy and the internet’s collective retention skills of a goldfish, Zac, honey, you look great, and you’re doing amazing. Keep on being you. 

#Zac Efron #The light of my life. #The love of my life. #I'm exhausted. #Sometimes I really wish I could gatekeep Zac from these sorts of people. #Unless you have something positive to say beyond reducing him to your own personal sex object #you don't get to perceive him #and you can keep his name out of your mouth. #Zac deserves so much better and I fervently hope that all of this egregiously superficial nonsense continues to roll off of him like water #off a duck's back. #'Jawgate'. #=____= #We truly live in a society.

[fourfuckinghorsemen]

Well, I'm hoping that the silence from 🎶 means that all this is finally over.

#Tua rp #Tua rp blog #TW 🎶 #Please. Let it be over. #I'm exhausted. #That took far too much energy out of me. #Some rest would be nice.

[vadergf]

This is so 13 year old me in the fits of depression core

#I'm exhausted.

[yurious-george]

job searching is like none of these places will want me.

#i'm exhausted.

[madefate]

anyway i did a little thing! i’m trying to play around more with formatting google docs myself, so this is also practice for that. but anyway, it’s my wishlist / characters with the highest muse list! i usually make this, and not a primary / secondary list, because with ADHD my highest muse list can literally change daily. i’m still writing everyone, but if you don’t know who to interact with this is who i’m really feeling at the moment! 

#( housekeeping. ) #i'm EXHAUSTED.

[tangooftears]

Morning.

#I'm exhausted. #cloud blogs

[smash-chu]

make a cohost account, make a blue skies account, make a pillow fort account, make a artfol account, share your discord, make a back-up account, make another account, make another account, make another account-

#shitpost #pot dog #pot dot #doodles #sites just remain normal challenge impossible #i can barely manage having a tumblr and a twitter account to both post to #the prospect of making more accounts more places just because shit may go down in flames or threaten to do so is exhausting #i will remain here until the ship is at the very bottom of the ocean cause i'm so tired of extending myself for social media efficiency

[erismourn]

Truly I cannot win when it comes to existing. My muscles, ligaments, and joints are all fucked. I need medical assistance to see and to stop myself from choking in my sleep. I can barely digest any foods properly. I have enough psychological issues to traumatize a therapist. Girl what is even the point of trying to make it work if every system in my body is trying to kill me at all times

#mads.txt #I'm exhausted. #And people have the audacity to act like I'm not disabled bc my disabilities aren't visible