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cherry-shipping · 2 years
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YAY !! ive got horrortale brainworms again ^0^
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alittleemo · 3 years
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thanks for tagging me gab @12monthoctober and eden @pianoandcookiedoughlover and faith @shades-of-greens <3 (i did not realize how many times i did not respond to this dfjhgjlkds you are all darlings <3)
1. why did u choose ur url?
i was tired at lunch one day and figured, ok im short, im also vaguely emo but not committed enough to go full out, so bam im both a little emo (as in noncommittal) and a little emo (as in short) <3
2. any sideblogs?
technically i have one now but i mostly have it to save the url, if i ever actually decide to start streaming ill prob make a blog specifically for that!! (though i think I’d use my alittleemo handle for it anyway so who knows then)
3. how long have u been on tumblr?
a little over a year now!! i think i made this blog in february of 2019 but started using it march/april of last year
4. do u have a queue tag?
i still do not know how to use the queue function dfjkhgkldjsjdflkh
5. why did u start your blog in the first place?
nearly all of my Pinterest feed was tumblr memes anyway so i figured why not go to the source of it all /hj. also i wanted to find more people into aftg and skam
6. why did u choose ur icon/pfp?
matching pfp with gab’s dsmp side blog!!! ae asked me if i wanted to match and i couldn’t pass up the opportunity :D (plus clingy duo / tommyinnit supremacy) i think it’s pretty fitting honestly <3
7. why did u choose ur header?
i love taking shitty pictures of jellyfish and i thought this one ended up looking really cool 
8. how many mutuals do u have?
13!! i have immense fondness for each of you <3
9. how many followers do u have?
39 babey!!!
10. how many people do u follow?
97 currently !!
11. have u ever made a shitpost?
what is anything i post if not complaining or making dumbass posts (affectionate)
12. how often do u use tumblr each day?
yikes. I mean like i am def here several times per day (its gonna be more now too now that its summer) but i feel like i sort of j scroll through my dash and only rb a few things compared to how much i actually see yk
13. did u ever fight/argue w another blog? who won?
no i hate confrontation but i also would rather j block someone trying to start smth w me
14. how do u feel about "u need to reblog these" posts?
going to steal celia and gab’s response bc yall are more coherent than me - sometimes it's too mentally draining to read abt terrible shit all the time. calm down. not everyone needs to read everything. i don't need ur guilt-trip rn. u can get across that a post is imp. w/o that statement. idk. sometimes i ignore them out of spite. i know that i rb a decent number of activism posts but i dont like those ones as much bc the guilt tripping isn’t the way to go
15. do u like tag games?
yes if u ever tag me j know i would instantly deliver cookies to ur house if i could <3 i do however often forget to respond to them until later (hi this tag is from over a week ago dfjkhgljdksh)
16. do u like ask games?
yes i love them immensely i j often again forget to actually finish them whoops
17. which of ur mutuals do u think is tumblr famous?
ik that i have a lot of relatively famous mutuals-in-law, but as for my own mutuals i’d say @lunawedlers and @lesbeanadiamcnll, i feel like yall have such good vibes in that respect <3
18. do u have a crush on a mutual?
like gab said, yes but platonically <3
tagging @coffee-and-moo, @alinastarkovaz, @lesbeanadiamcnll, @lunawedlers and any other mutuals who’d like to do so!!! (as always feel free to ignore as well <3)
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liarinlife · 4 years
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about.
please read on for an introduction to this blog, myself, and roleplay rules!!
i. introduction to the blog
hi! this is my literate roleplay blog for markus spieler, aka actor mark (character created by mark fischbach [markiplier] from the series who killed markiplier? and its universe). i’ve been heavily involved with his character since the creation of the series in 2017, but only started roleplaying and analysing him in 2019. that being said, it’s a deep dark rabbit hole, and I thought I’d finally make this blog!
i will be roleplaying on here as actor mark, whom I have given the name markus spieler, later changed to mark iplier. i roleplay exclusively literately and reserve the right to be a little exclusive with who i roleplay with: but generally speaking, i’ll do so with almost anyone.
that being said, there are some reasons I will not interact with a blog:
You are under 16.
Your character is an OC without much detail.
You are rude or seem intent on starting drama or controlling my muse.
You maintain the belief that actor mark is inherently and unquestionably evil.
You are consistently negative without tagging it on your blog.
You may be a lovely person despite these! However I cannot deal with drama or excessive negativity on my blog — it’s 2020 and the world is in enough of a state as it is without tumblr drama dragging me down too. I turned 18 recently and don’t want to roleplay with minors: not because of talent or skill in writing, because I know many younger writers who are incredibly skilled, but personal preference. Please don’t lie to me about your age — if I find out you have roleplayed with me and are under 16, I will block you.
ii. introduction to the mun
i’ll introduce myself a little! my name is nox and i’m 18 years old. i’m from the uk, scotland to be specific, and a trans guy (he/him pronouns please)! i’ve been writing and roleplaying for a multitude of fandoms since i was 11, and last july wrote a whole novel! i’m redrafting and editing it now, as well as working on the prequel (all of which you can find more information on at @noxstories).
iii. disclaimer
i do not own markiplier’s ideas or creations, nor do i claim to. they are his and his entirely. that being said, the writing and interpretation of this character are mine, based either on myself or my viewing of the character! please do not argue with me on headcanons - feel free to question them and i’ll happily explain them, but i will not stand for criticism or argument on headcanons!
iv. content warnings
this blog’s nature is also going to be dark. the actor’s story and background is not a happy one, and many replies will no doubt feature many of the following, implied or implicitly stated:
death, violence & gore, suicide, suicide idealisation, alcohol abuse / alcoholism, reality (and the lack thereof in markus’ mind), mental illness, unhealthy coping mechanisms, self harm, murder, betrayal, unhealthy / toxic relationships, cursing, the supernatural, body horror, manipulation, possession and a very unreliable narrator in the form of markus himself (his grip on his sanity isn’t entirely as good as it could be).
to avoid seeing these, block the tag “tw [insert trigger of your choice]”. that’s what i’ll be tagging things, so please keep yourself safe!
that being said, i will not do nsfw, not publicly, as i’m uncomfortable with the idea of other people [and potentially minors] seeing. flirting and innuendos are okay!
v. roleplay 
finally, the part that people are waiting for! these are my rules and regulations for roleplay, please adhere to them as much as possible. if you aren’t sure about something, ask!!
literate rp only please. i find non-lit or script rp incredibly hard to keep in character, because i prefer writing the thoughts on my muse too. the replies do not need to be excessively long, and i will try to match my partner’s length!
this is a multi-ship blog, but this does not mean i ship markus with everyone. i reserve the right to choose ships based on chemistry and how comfortable i am with the ship and mun. so please, don’t act as if your muse is already dating mine without having discussed with me first!)
due to the darker nature of this blog, as stated above, you must be 16 years or older to roleplay with me! please don’t lie about your age: roleplaying dark themes with those younger than 16 makes me wary.
please don’t godmod. i have made my muse the way he is for a reason and therefore assuming he will act in a certain manner or actually controlling him in the rp will instantly dissuade me from continuing. if you’re unsure about something, or it’s necessary to control my character, ask me before replying!
on that note, please don’t make your own character invincible, not entirely so. it gets stale easily and is unrealistic. powers and seemingly-invincible characters are fine, but please be wary. if your character consistently wins every fight or encounter, it gets tiring after a while!
I am 100% open for roleplay with duplicates!! i would prefer they were different from my version of the actor, but i think exploring the dynamic between two actors would be incredibly interesting!!
i won’t roleplay with personal blogs. sideblogs are welcome, and personals are welcome to follow, but please, don’t request a starter or roleplay, and do not reblog my roleplay threads or information to non-rp blogs. i would be excessively uncomfortable with this account making its way into the non-rp part of the fandom!
lastly, please don’t bug me for replies. i start oxford university this year and their summer reading list is insane, so i am working through that, and also run so many other blogs on tumblr, not to mention i am preoccupied with my own life - writing, studying, and friends. i’ll reply as soon as i find muse, and in return i won’t bug anyone else for replies!!
vi. brief portrayal of the actor
probably an important note - i do not portray or see the actor as ‘evil’. is he a bastard? yes. an asshole? absolutely. but he was manipulated deeply by the Manor Entity, and the events of the poker night were heavily influenced by It.
he is more of a rebellious pawn running away from his mistakes than he is an evil, scheming mastermind - an arrogant, broken coward who cannot face the consequences for his actions. his name is markus spieler, though he no longer goes by that name, instead preferring mark iplier; his stage name he adopted not long before he reached the peak of his acting career.
vii. conclusion
thank you for reading this far! this is a long post, but please don’t let it dissuade you from roleplaying with me. i love making new friends and will happily rp with almost anyone, as long as they’re a roleplay blog and 16+. a more in-depth character introduction will be posted shortly - as it is, here are my rules for now!!
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primed to scream PRIMES! PRIMES! PRIMES!!
f i just typed the answer to most of these questions and chrome crashed so christ i have to fucking retype all these but much condensed because i am lazy.
2. chocolate bars or lollipops?
chocolate bars. but only milk. my mom buys exclusively Very Dark Chocolate though so i usually just stare at those and Wish.
3. bubblegum or cotton candy?
well bubblegum or cotton candy flavored stuff neither they both taste nauseating. if we’re talking about the actual stuff then bubblegum because i can pop it. this actually reminded me i have gum in the pantry from the beginning of the semester i havent even opened yet so now my roommates have you to thank for popping noises the next hr or so
5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups?
soda bottles because i dont like to drink soda quickly and so i want to close it and not let the carbon dioxide escape. soda cans a close second because it’s satisfying to open the tab.
7. earbuds or headphones?
wired earbuds because headphones are too big and clunky and you cant easily lay on your side with headphones on. but if my next pair of earbuds break within a month i might consider Switching because ive had 3 break on me in the past month and half and im at my wits end with earbuds.
11. what you have for breakfast on an average day?
i dont eat much for breakfast cause i want to sleep in until the last possible moment and i get stomachaches when i eat a lot in the morning but ill eat a piece of bread and yogurt maybe.
13. lanyard or key ring?
key ring but that’s just because i havent used a lanyard before. i think i would like a lanyard. im constantly looking for my keys in bags.
17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?
this pair of black sandals that i have tan lines on my feet from how much ive worn them
19. sleeping position?
ill sleep however... i like sleeping on my left side. on my stomach with my head to the right. on my back with my arms crossover my chest to keep warm. at the end of the bed with my head where my feet should be. i dont move at all when i sleep so freshman year when i had a lofted bed i think my roommate was a bit concerned in the beginning when i refused a bedrail because she thought i might fall. i never fell which was nice.
23. strange habits?
oh man idk i probably have a lot of those but nothing i can think about right now when im being put on the spot.
in elementary school i used to refuse to step on the yellow tiles at school.
29. best way to bond with you?
talk to me about the stuff i love!!!! and watch the stuff i love with me!!!! i am always down to [whatever the rabb.it replacement is these days] stuff with people and just generally both yell at each other and be passionate about stuff. currently what im passionate about is the stuff im screaming over at @winstonbillions​ so talk to me about that stuff!! please. i am always 3 seconds from screaming about ANY of that stuff.
31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names?
idk about outfits to kick ass and take names but i have outfits where i get my ass kicked and name taken aka what i wear to exams. which is my tower of pimps shirt which ive deemed lucky. is it lucky in any way? no, but i’m hoping if i wear it enough to exams it might.
37. suitcase or duffel bag?
duffel bag. suitcases are so large and unwieldily. that reminds me i have a suitcase of winter clothes in my trunk i need to take out.
41. last person you texted?
as in actual texts on my phone? that would be my dad. asking him if i should drop my class im failing. 
as for the last person i instant messaged, that would be one of my mutuals through my musical theater sideblog im currently yelling at about [musical theater related interest]. im not kidding guys talk to me about the stuff i post about on @winstonbillions​ PLEASE
43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket?
2 months ago i would have said hoodie but im kinda becoming a cardigan kind of person now. theyre just Soft and and Long and Casual and i love them. hoodies are too hard to take off.
47. favorite type of cheese?
mild cheddar, american, and mozzarella. i actually only Recently started cataloging cheeses in my brain to their actual names so for my entire life i was like i just like cheese even though there are certain ones i hate like swiss and blue cheese.
53. what is the current state of your hands?
a bit cold and a bit tired from typing all the answers to all these asks tbh. but other than that good. i just cut my nails because they were atrociously long. 
59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be?
“worm” or “fuck” or “no!” according to my roommate
61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?
oh my ogdokh oym ogdos sd fdospohm to mo edf ucmign fugod mfyo uacant just ask me this im going to absolutely die
in absolutely no order, all from completely from memory, and favorite for a variety of different reasons
“fuck you, math man. if you’re such a genius why can’t you count to loyalty” - mafee in 4x11 lamster billions
“captain, he think, and feels that much more powerful” - luminousbeings in you don’t have to (say yes) the star trek fic
“more than you know, i understand wanting to walk away from the jedi”“i know.” - anakin skywalker and ahsoka tano in 5x12 the wrong jedi star wars the clone wars
“i won’t leave you, not this time.” “then you will die” - ahsoka tano and darth vader in 2x12 twilight of the apprentice star wars rebels
“there is nothing so pure as a man on a mission. when faced with the fire, never quivers or runs. there is nothing so noble as sticking together, for lonely is the life lead when sticking to its guns." - narrator in bloodsong of love by joe iconis
“now i’ve got myself a name and i’m ready to risk it with a battle cry disguised as a sing-along” - never heard nothing by joe iconis
“i’m frickin done with being the loser, the wuss, the underdog. being the misfit, the old school analog. being the oddball, the weakling freak. the failure, the sucker, the please-don’t-speak. oh i can’t hardly wait for the moment when i’m not the loser the geek or whatever, ever again” - jeremy heere in be more chill by joe iconis
“i’m tired of being the person that everyone thinks that i am” - various in be more chill by joe iconis
“q is for quantitative, baby!” - winston in 4x12 extreme sandbox billions
“the cheering is just as important as the song” - lisa and ms. werring in the black suits by joe iconis
“first, best destiny” - spock in star trek ii wrath of khan
“be proud of your place in the cosmos. it is small, and yet it is. how unlikely. how fantastic, and stupid. and excellent.” - cecil in welcome to night vale old oak doors part b
“are we living a life that is safe from harm? of course not. we never are. the questions is are we living a life that is worth the harm?” - cecil in welcome to night vale parade day
“as I turned and my eyes beheld you, i displayed emotion. i beg forgiveness.” - spock somewhere in star trek tos
“the sky collapsed without a sound. these broken pieces hit the ground.  the rain fell down around me and i drowned, but i will save you.” - part of me from dear evan hansen
“this is, after all, the story of how i died” - epsilon in the rvb13 trailer
“and while the law has many punishments for the atrocities we inflict on others, there are no punishments for the terrors we inflict on ourselves.” - the director in the s6 finale of red vs blue
that was in no way an exhaustive list but all i could think of at the moment
67. good luck charms?
not really any tbh. i try to wear my tower of pimps shirt whenever i take an exam but that’s about it.
71. least favorite pattern?
what does this even fucking mean?????? i will say the observer design pattern in programming because i don’t understand it well despite having used it twice now.
73. favorite weird flavor combo?
oh god idk why are all these questions getting harder. nothing i can think of at the moment.
79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo?
i say school id tentatively, but neither of them looks great. my school id photo was a selfie.
83. writing or drawing?
writing. i wish to GOD i could draw and i probably could if i put in the amount of time i need to to learn how to draw but im a lazy bastard. but i’m not that great at writing either as i’ve found out. everything is way too short and out of character and too venty and i am weird about letting people i know read what i write (sorry @ all the people who keep asking me to let them read my writing.  it’s not that great you’re not missing out at all and i hate the Mortifying Ordeal of Being Known) and i abandon ideas literal minutes after getting them.
89. who would you put before everyone else?
what the fuck kind of question is this?????? i GUESS the answer should be me but uh i am not even putting myself before myself as i am procrastinating on a shitload of homework with this. i guess my “close” friends. they’re pretty chill. but generally ill do anything for anyone all you have to do is ask.
97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?
4, my own, my home landline, my dad’s cell, and my dad’s work.
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How do I get an “A” in Cancer?: Illness as an Overachiever
[I’m archiving this, from March 14th, here since I’ve decided to use a sideblog for cancer thoughts and updates.]
Today I heard a loud, resounding nothing more on the PDL1 protein test even though it’s been over a week since the tissue sample was sent off for what is, as I understand, a quick test to do. I left a message for my doctor at MSK who called to nudge the pathologist again and…that’s it! There’s nothing else to do! I will continue to wait, a process that’s made its way out of “anxious tension” and into “close to unbearable.” It’s been 7 weeks tomorrow since I heard my diagnosis, 3 months since I first became concerned about the tumor (although admittedly waiting until after my Christmas travels to test it seemed reasonable when no one suspected it was cancer).
I can now feel pain from the tumors all the time. (Or rather, I feel the pain of them pressing on nerves.) It’s worst with the largest one–the original breast tumor that is about the size of an egg and palpably, measurably growing between doctors’ visits. I had minor shortness of breath for the first time today. Everyone agrees that this is an especially aggressive cancer given that it took only a few months to metastasize and is measurably growing all the time. Despite this, I’ve had to wait weeks for appointments for tests, 10-14 business days for results, and been faced with a medical system what won’t even schedule necessary appointments until conclusive test results (still cancer!) are received from others, meaning the time really mounts up. (This isn’t even touching on insurance questions.) I said in my previous post that I always imagined a cancer diagnosis would be treated like an emergency, maybe not with sirens but with a red tag on your file that says “urgent” and bumps you up the queue somehow. But it turns out that having cancer doesn’t actually make you that special, at least not to people who deal with it all the time. I imagine this fills many of you with rage and, oh, me too!!! So. Much. Rage. And, especially if you’re a parent, you can imagine how my parents are feeling. But it’s hard to know where to direct that rage. I know that doctors are massively overworked and that, what’s more, doctors and nurses both have to maintain a certain distance from their job, and by extension their patients, in order to avoid compassion fatigue. Like Shirley MacLaine I want to burst into the pathology department–where doubtless they are all just about to run that protein assay–and scream at them that I can’t start chemo until they do and all I need is this one result to be able to stop this disease from growing and spreading throughout my body and they are not doing it fast enough dammit. It’s probably for that reason that there are so many layers of office staff to communicate through, so many people to just say “we don’t know yet.” And that is what they say. (For what it’s worth, I feel that MSK may be more susceptible to this than Dana-Farber, where they have clearly spent a lot of time and money focusing on the patients’ experience and wellbeing.) So I’m stuck, waiting with this displaced rage and thrumming pain and constant anxiety. And I feel, of all things, guilty that I haven’t started chemo yet. When people reach out to offer sympathy or to inquire how things are going–both meant entirely as expressions of love and kindness–my first impulse is to apologize for being so behind! Perhaps this is symptomatic of being the perpetual straight-A student; I’m never behind on anything…how could I be behind when it counts for so much? I was making this type of joke even before I knew the full extent of my bad news. “I’m usually so good at tests…how can I be doing so badly on all these?” “I’ve never been just average in my entire life…no wonder this is all so statistically unlikely.” “I’ve always hit developmental milestones early; this is just another instance of it.” And, as I said in my last post, “You have to read the fine print when you wish to be exceptional.” Now, obviously humor is an important coping mechanism for me. For one thing, it’s absurd–absolutely ABSURD–that this should be something I have to go through. So I have to find ways to laugh at it. Humor is also a pretty big part of who I am so continuing to make jokes is also a way of holding on to my sense of self. But these are very particular jokes and they’re all about how I’m a high achiever and will, therefore, CRUSH THIS just like every other challenge in my life. But cancer isn’t a test, a college application, a dissertation, a performance review. And although it may help me feel strong to think of all the other things I’ve come through (and it does) there’s also a danger that I’ll start to feel that I’m “failing” if I’m not “achieving” enough with my cancer treatment. I have already fallen into this trap, blaming myself for the triple-negative status, the lack of androgen receptors, as though if I’d studied harder they would have been there. And that’s just plain wrong. The response my body has, or doesn’t, to various drugs isn’t a thing I can control. My role is to work with my body to give it what it needs and, moreover, to endure. Enduring is what I actually need to succeed at–and be acknowledged for–and that may not look very much like (my) traditional idea of “success.” Success, to me, is making progress: doing something, producing something, being active. And a lot of my treatment is going to look like the opposite of that. I will sit around and let my body fight an invisible war. I will not be able to write or work to the same level as usual. But if I am around, whether I’m improving or not, that is a success. Because that is enduring. And I’m enduring now. 7 weeks of waiting, knowing that you have cancer and that it is growing and spreading each day that passes, is enough to send many people into a meltdown. But I’ve continued to live my normal life as much as possible, continuing to work and socialize as usual (or even more, in the latter case, since I don’t know that I’ll have energy for it later). I don’t talk about my disease all the time, mainly because I don’t want to. (And also because I worry about becoming burdensome to friends but that’s a whole other post.) I have often felt that I haven’t been “earning” the sympathy and good will that has been coming my way simply because I haven’t yet been hooked up to an IV. To me, that physical act is what’s brave because that’s progress. That’s success. But I’d like to try to change that idea–with your help–and to see enduring, even during times of less physical distress, as also being brave and also being worth remarking on, even celebrating. I hope to have more news to share with you soon. But, until then, I endure.
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machudson · 6 years
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heeeeey i was tagged by sammy @pyrofleurs 
rules: answer the questions and then tag blogs u want to get to know better 
NIckname(s): i have had so many in the past but currently only astro... have been considering going by abigail but that hasn't happened, also if you called me tanrine/tanni id probably respond lmao 
Gender: cis girl! Sign: libra sun, aries moon, sagittarius rising i believe? i don't remember for sure but it's in my about 
Height: 5′2 I think! 
Time: writing this its 8:43 pm, but I'm writing on a plane with no wifi so ill surely post it several hours later :") (lol im posting this at 2:50 pm the next day)
Fav band(s): the blow, !!!, patd, fob.... sleigh bells, marian hill (a band and not a single artist! surprise!) uhh i have more but six is enough 
Fav solo artist(s): i guess lorde and crj? im looking through my library and it's almost entirely bands lmao. lana del rey is good too. and lady gaga 
Last movie I saw: i don't even know dude. i was present in a room where little rascals was playing but I don't remember shit 
Last show I watched: steben uniberse lmao 
When did I create my blog: uhh I joined tumblr in oct 2015 but this specific blog? i think i made it in late spring 2017. idrk tho 
What do I post: random funney posts, some splatoon, basically anything vaguely relating to bup lmao. lov thos kids.... 
Last thing I googled: 'are rabbits rodents' i heard they weren't and wanted to get some proof. they aren't rodents they're lagomorphs 
Do I have any other blogs: OH YOU BET! my only rly active sideblog is my music blog as of rn. i also have. a torbjorn blog. as well as several previous accounts, also like sixty saved urls, a couple art blogs i rarely use, and a Secret Bup Blog (shhhhh) 
Do I get asks: decently often! i like getting asks they're fun. sometimes they're really weird though. i love getting them anyways 
Why did I choose my url: it's from a song that I listened to on repeat for like twelve hours after hearing it for the first time fhjdd i was planning to go to a nonfandom URL and it was free and it's a nice URL so ! 
Following: like 62.... quite a few of those are inactive art blogs lol. at one point literally half the blogs I had been following were torbjorn blogs. i was a weird 13 year old 
 Followed by: 187! i have more followers on my torbjorn blog lmao Average hours of sleep: like.... 6-10? sometimes less? im an early bird who doesn't fall asleep till like 11:30 and then wakes up at like 6. it's great. 
Lucky number: 6! What am I wearing: camp tshirt, leggings (with pockets hell yeah), quirky socks, and a bra I've slept in for like five days. lmao. bonus ive got earbuds and they're Orange Dream job: no fuckin clue man. current/realistic goal is work at rei and do art on the side. who knows tho Fav food: ooh damn im not sure? beef teriyaki is tasty af tho 
Nationality: I'm. american. that's all there really is to say rip. i think my distant ancestry is spanish colonists rip 
Fav song: i dunno how to pick just one but CURRENTLY, subtle thing - marian hill, balaclava - arctic monkeys.. and just like my whole love/war playlist in general lol 
Last book I read: enders game, as assigned summer reading lol. i have to read the alchemist but I Don't Wanty 
Top 3 fictional universes I wanna join: i have no fuckin clue uhh. bup? im comfortable in this universe just delete donal trunkf 
 I GET TO TAG 5 PEOPLE HEY you don't have to do this if you don't want to but If You Do, @cohockcharge @iyasplash @takeruminamoto @idontactuallyeatflowers @unusualpastel
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solivcgant · 4 years
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616  | send me a number and ill make a post about you
IM CRYING BC I HIT BACK AND THE STUFF GOT WIPED. WIPED. this is a sign that i should NOT multitask while doing this. okay but time for part two of gushing.. though for you it’ll be part one. you always worry about sending memes in later, but like.. the jokes on you bc i always reply back just as late! maybe even later at times but shh. new year, same me. the procrastinating mochi who does things last minute like there’s no tomorrow. due today means do TODAY. but i am TRYING my best to ... not be so delayed with my responses now just bc i really do enjoy writing and trying to come up with fluff for our muses. the fluff and occasional angst.
we’ve known each other for so long now, but i’m still AMAZED at your writing. its so high quality and so easy to read along with? and it flows so smoothy and everything just feels natural. from the dialogue to the description of actions and of course, when you give your muses their moments to voice their thoughts. i LOVE reading your threads and answered asks so much just bc it’s incredible. like you have so many muses to write for, but you don’t push them under the same rug and hope the small differences in personality is enough. you go ABOVE AND BEYOND. and make sure each muse is unique with their own backstory and struggles. and i find that so amazing. especially since i just have eiji and yikes. i’ve given him the bare minimum simply bc i... am lazy.. which is very bad and i should work on that. but that’s for me to tackle on another day.
i probably sound like a broke record at this point, but i don’t know how else to gush about your muses. curse english language and having limited ways to express love. so pls... don’t have a tally count somewhere marking how many times i’ve said love. ; AAA; 
but!!! i LOVE writing with you so much. like i seriously look forward to our threads even if its something crack like eiji playing fetch with ammy. though i will admit, its a little nerve wracking simply bc your writing is such a masterpiece while mine.. leaves more to be desired tbh. sometimes i forget that we’re just here on tumblr roleplaying and i’m not reading some super top SECRET manuscript thats about to be published.
thank you so much for letting me write with you and exploring so many possibilities with eiji? like my fave the pacrim au with shino. our os au with asuna bc that is the GOOD STUFF. my guilty ship teehee. and ofc hikari and eiji. i live for that childhood angst and their first meeting after so long. bc eiji will initially think she left him alone too. but that’s not the case she.. was just busy with... valkyrie things. but all the potential things we discussed for them is so... soft but also mine field for angst??? so i’m EXCITED. 
2020 the year i write with more of your muses!!
especially mitsuha bc... i finally remembered to move taki sideblog here and it’s time. for those feels. especially since tenki no ko is FINALLY having its us release and i am ready for radwimps and feels. 
i always end up rambling on your posts cries. i’m so sorry pupper. but i really hope you know that i APPRECIATE you so much. you’ve made my time rping here on tumblr so much more enjoyable with your pupper stickies and for enjoying my pupper memes. you’re an incredible and irreplaceable friend. also your enthusiasm and just optimistic attitude is such a joy to be around? like my dash seems 1000000x more happier and lively when you’re online. so i hope that never changes and 2020 treats you amazing.
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getallemeralds · 7 years
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do uh, nonfatal explosion, or sprigs
OH MAN…. OKAY…. for reference:
nonfatal explosion = Yuta Asahina from Danganronpa: Another Episode / Ultra Despair Girls, au where i survived the bracelet but down an arm and probably other injuries but the arm is the most notable bECAUSE ITS AN ENTIRE ARM
sprigs = Patrick Sprigs aka Gemini Spark White from Megaman Starforce, mostly canon-compliant but a lot of my memories are from years after the game– i left the echo ridge area to get therapy after the sheer fuckery that was SF1 and me attempting to destroy the world and returned around the time of SF3. i ALSO REALLY HATE ARTHUR “ACE” EOS OR WHATEVER HIS NAME IS I JUST REALLY DONT LIKE HIM :V
1. what was your kin/id’s favourite food?
yuta: anything sweet? or like Anything honestly just. someone stop this gremlin boy
sprigs: i have a specific memory involving neapolitan ice cream sandwich bars that was actually very positive so, that i guess :V
2. name something your kin/id studied!
yuta: i actually dont remember a lot of being pre-despair and i yelled DUMPSTER BOY DOES NOTHING internally so. RIP,
sprigs: psychology! as a hobby, kind of. lots of figuring out what was going on in their mess of a life.
3. a favourite canon area?
yuta: i visited hope’s peak once and it was awesome, everyone was Super Cool and sonia nevermind gave me a spheal named Balbatross
sprigs: i mean obv theres the dream island park, but i also liked wandering around … OH WOW DID I REALLY FORGET THE NAME? [googles] AMAKEN!!! i liked visiting AMAKEN with geo cause he was a Space Nerd and i was also a lowkey space nerd (not as much as i am now lmfao)
4. element associated with your kin/id?
yuta: water? KIND OF IRONIC BUT (my near-death experience / canon death involves trying to swim out of the city of Fuck and exploding bc of the bracelet)
sprigs: lightning! electricity in general tbh. pzap.
5. who have you met from your canon?
yuta: i knew a Whole Lot Of People but they were. really toxic. fml. BUT I KNOW KORA! AND RU!! IN YOUR SYSTEM!!! KORA SCARED ME ONE TIME IN A 7/11
sprigs: IVE ONLY MET ONE OTHER SFKIN i havent talked to them in ages despite being in a discord server with them? theyre like the sweetest geo ever (and i hope i didnt creep them out by my constant whining when i had a sideblog for this ID lmao)
6. things in every day life that remind you of your canon?
yuta: hmmmm not a lot? like specific songs do i guess :0 and sometimes im like I WANT 2 JOG but i dont have the stamina but if im in a strong yuta shift ill be vibrating 24/7 bc i was so physically active in that life
sprigs: ngl sometimes system stuff does? cause. i was a system. a very shitty system but. :V sometimes bickering w/ mae or ink reminds me of talking to rey and i go “aw” for a bit.
7. favourite scents from your canon?
what i tried to say: i dont associate via scent very well
what i almost said: I DONT HAVE A NOSE
8. what weather did your kin/id like the most?
yuta: SUN,,,, lies facedown on the ground and just. photosynthesizes. (towa city was always clouded over and Sinister, i hated it, legit all my memories of towa are just “dark and sad”)
sprigs: mild rainshowers were nice :>
9. what talents/ skills did you have as your kin/id?
yuta: I WANT YUTA TO RUN!!! i think i decided that if i went to hope’s peak i would’ve been SHSL Track Star or something like that. i could also swim which is something i cant do at front :V (edit from after question 12: ALSO CAN WE APPRECIATE THE SELF-GIVEN TITLE OF “SHSL NONFATAL EXPLOSION”)
sprigs: i think i did some sort of fabric crafts thing? not like, knitting, uhhh. SEWING thats the word. i also gardened. shoves my entire arms into the dirt. this is my home
10. do you like how the fandom portrays your kin/id?
yuta: does the fandom even acknowledge me? i think fandom thinks im a Dumb Idiot and honestly, true though,
sprigs: GOD DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED, NO,
11. what would you have done differently in your canon?
yuta: i mean, not exploding would’ve been nice? asides from that, i wish i’d stayed with komaru more. she had no idea i was alive for a pretty long time and that must’ve sucked. heck.
sprigs: I MEAN , NOT TRY TO DESTROY THE WORLD , also fucking, tell geo what the hell was wrong with me , but it was kind of a hard position to be in? bc rey was literally a trauma split from horrific childhood abuse (moreso than was revealed canonically, for me) and i was just a middleschooler. also staying in contact with geo while overseas (the bonus boss in sf2 isnt canon for me) because from his perspective i just dropped off the map bc i was too ashamed to talk to him. ALSO HEY @ SELF DONT FUCKING DESTROY GEO’S TRUST IN EVERYONE, MAYBE,
12. what outfit did you like best in your canon?
yuta: i love my hoodie!! but it got Fucking Wrecked for obvious reasons augh. theres art of Nonfatal Explosion Yuta w/ a NGE shirt that i vaguely remember owning haha
sprigs: my canon outfit |D i was very upset when i outgrew it so i kept trying to find clothes similar to it
13. in a modern setting, what would you as your kin/id wear?
yuta: was near-modern so p much same
sprigs: fashion sense in 22XX makes no sense but like. big ol sweaters. armwarmers. comfy
14. did you have a favourite memory of your canon?
yuta: visiting hope’s peak is the most vivid bc i got to meet all my friends? heck? and i vaguely remember reuniting with komaru and it was great. there were hugs.
sprigs: pretty much any time i was Actually Talking To Geo In A Healthy Way lmfao what the fuck was Up with me
15. name a favourite person in your canon!
yuta: komaru!! she was my bff actually. and my sister, aoi
sprigs: IF YOU CANT GUESS “GEO STELAR” BY NOW THEN IM NOT TRYING HARD ENOUGH
16. did you like life in your canon?
yuta: pre-apocalypse? yeah :0 post-apocalypse? NOT REALLY,,, but i did at least feel like i was Doing Something? fighting despair!! but like it was 100% awful, actually, but at the time i was trying to Not Think About It bc otherwise id like. fall down and not get back up. oops.
sprigs: noT REALLY,,, like even looking back on it i kep being like. i was such a wreck. literally everything possible went wrong in patrick sprigs’s life. even Good Periods had bad shit happen, like i got outed to everybody by ace? which is like half of why i hate him? it was immensely awful augh
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loveinlilies · 3 years
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Tagged by @fandom-kitsune !! Thank you :D I love these kinda things! Will put before a read more for convenience :)
🌸 - Why did you choose your url?
I'm an artist, and I'm super into all types of art- but I mostly use it as a means to get out feelings, so it was a recent reference I needed! I tend to like drastic things in art so...
🌸 - Any side blogs?
Yep! I'll tag the ones I'm comfy with
@stims-n-stars is my side stim blog (admin has intense anxiety so :))
@baby-im-in-bliss lovecore sideblog!
🌸 - Do you have a queue tag?
Yep! It's lapin's luggage
Drawings/creations are #lapin's lead marks, answers are #lapin's voicemail
🌸 - Why did you start your blog in the first place?
Originally art! Going to make a seperate one for that soon though.
🌸 - Why did you choose your icon?
It was between him and kumon, so I chose my ultimate comfort character. This art specifically has my favorite coloring of the artist so I love it!! I really wanna make an art sideblog :)
🌸 - Why did you choose your header?
I personally don't think we say we appreciate people enough, and words have intense weight, so I hoped to share ones that impacted me too. <:)
🌸 - What’s your post with the most notes?
I had two drawings- one of cole from ninjago (yep) and Yuri from ddlc (I cosplayed her-) with like 200? I have no idea where it is...
🌸 - How many followers do you have?
189 of you? Hello! I do hope you're enjoying your stay.
🌸 - How many people do you follow?
294...it's time for cleaning because I don't even see half of them...I interact/take note of mutuals though!! So ur safe
🌸 - Have you ever made a shitpost?
Haha...often...I love to see/share em though. Maybe I should share my a3 tiktok edits...
🌸 - How often do you use tumblr every day?
Haha...honestly a lot for art ideas since the alg recommends me stuff out of my usual taste! Most of the times I'm on when a moot just left lol
🌸 - Did you have a fight/argument with a blog once?
Not really? I had someone call me out on something but people are mature here so! Glad we can talk it out.
🌸 - How do you feel about “you need to reblog this post”?
Eh. Forcing people to do stuff- i dont like, so treat others the way u wanna be treated. (If its money Ill rb for good luck though.)
🌸 - Do you like tag games?
Uh- next question answer because I don't know the difference <:o
🌸 - Do you like ask games?
Yes!!! I love to learn more abt ur interests and like what you like!! I'm here to support u :)
🌸 - Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?
Oh man. Most of you? I don't really know how tumblr fame works but if I see you a lot I automatically associate u with it so <:) mutuals u have space in my noggin'
🌸 - Do you have a crush on a mutual?
Not really! I would like to be friends but otherwise I'm demi so <:)
☆anyone who would like to join feel free! I would like to tag 7-oh-ta1 because I didn't see you do it yet, but no pressure! Just like to know the moots :D☆
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Rules: Answer 21 questions and tag 21 people you’d like to know better!
Tagged by: @lifeisfullofadventures, a rad person and one of my first followers! also sorry for taking ages to do this, life’s been busy
Nickname: Dan by offline folks, Boop by online folks, and wheels the punmaster by one very specific housemate
Zodiac: Only just gemini apparently, birthday’s 21st May
Height: 6′1 but it varies, got one o them springy spines. should be 6′3
Last Movie I saw: Far too many, most likely Thor: Ragnarok, soon to be a very bad christmas horse movie and I cannot wait
Last thing I googled: pokemon meowth
Favourite Musician: Gorillaz and Proleter atm, lov the smooth bass
Song Stuck in My Head: Ignite by Jeff and Casey Williams and Lamar Hall from the rwby vol 4 soundtrack
Other Blogs: Technically 2 sideblogs but one’s for dicking around with tumblr’s algorithm and the other’s for the very rare it crowd posts i find
Do I get asks: Occasionally, I haven’t been tracking how often but theyre a nice surprise each time
Following: 317
Followers: 221
Amount of Sleep: either not enough or far too much, can’t tell atm
What I’m Wearing: blue fluffy dressing gown and pajama trousers
Dream Job: Indie game development with a steady income, preferably designing and programming but maybe a bit of 3d modelling and animating if I get good at it
Dream Trip: well i’ve always wanted to go caravaning with someone, just drive to different locations for a month or something, but i don’t think my back’s good enough. option 2 is mars
Favourite Food: a good borger. mince patty, mature cheddar slice, bacon, mushrooms, a few leaves of lettuce but not enough to make the burger unstable, and a dash of tabasco sauce, in a warm bun. none of that brioche stuff, thats a dessert bread not a burger bread
Play any instruments: long-forgotten trombone and piano skills that may resurface with muscle memory. banjo too but i lost the key for the case
Languages: funny programming joke c++ hahaaaa. a bit of spanish but im working on learning more
Favourite Songs: ill pick one from each of my newly sorted playlists: Release the Kraken by Ninja Sex Party, Life Party by TWRP, and Big Iron by Johnny Cash. Yes its a fallout song, yes its a cover of the fallout song, and yes I love johnny cash’s voice
Random Fact About Me: I broke my leg on exactly new years day 2011
Describe Yourself as Aesthetic Things: sleepy person watching tv as the sun goes down with a hot cup of tea, and loud autistic person getting excited about a very small detail in literally anything, eg. the timejump transition in the new dragonball movie, ive been ecstatic about that for like a week
I tag: anyone really, anxiety’s saying if I ask anyone to do this then theyll be annoyed even though I know that’s not true, but im too sleepy to argue
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