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almightaylor · 4 months

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Henry George Edward James Hanover-Stuart Fox and Alexander Gabriel Claremont-Diaz

Taylor James Zakhar Perez and Nicholas Dimitri Constantine Galitzine

#THEIR NAMES SOUNDS SO EXQUISITE WTF #IM NEVER GONNA STOP SCREAMING ABOUT THIS #HOW ARE THEY SO FUCKING PERFECT EVEN WITH THEIR NAMES #rwrb #red white and royal blue #firstprince #rwrb movie #alex claremont diaz #henry george edward james hanover stuart fox #taylor zakhar perez #nicholas galitzine #useralmightaylor

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alagaesia-headcanons · 5 months

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I've Had A Thought. I was thinking about the scene where Eragon is reminiscing over Brom's message to him as his father, and how Eragon is confounded and troubled that he in no way mentioned Murtagh. I found it a little sad that, for whatever reason, Brom decided Murtagh didn't bear mentioning. Then it crossed my mind to consider the possibility that Brom didn't know about Murtagh at all.

As it turns out, Eragon actually does think about it in that scene- he says, "He must have known about Murtagh. He couldn't not have." And admittedly I don't think this is the most likely scenario or that it's now my personal interpretation of canon, but the idea really has captivated me. Because it actually does fit within the facts! (the new book notwithstanding)

Brom was a gardener at Morzan's estate for three years, and while it's probably more likely that he learned about Murtagh in that time, I think it's certainly feasible for him to never know. Morzan was very determined to keep him hidden and took a lot of precautions to ensure just that. Oromis said Morzan forced all his servants to swear fealty and Brom found a flaw in his wards to infiltrate, and possibly he was able to do so because a job as a gardener didn't require such strict oaths because it wasn't in proximity to Murtagh.

Again, it may not be the most likely, but I can absolutely believe Selena might not have told him either. She also would have been aware of the serious danger Murtagh was in and would've wanted him to stay hidden. Even after Brom told her who he was and she started working with the Varden, she might have kept it secret. For one, Brom's hatred of Morzan is described as extreme and all consuming, and that it never waned with time. Even if she came to believe that Brom wouldn't harm Murtagh, she might not have trusted he could look at him kindly. And of course, telling him about her child with Morzan also risked damaging their relationship considering that they were lovers. Then there's the possibility that Selena did build all this necessary trust to tell Brom about Murtagh if he wasn't aware of him already, but it was too late for her to discuss it with him before she died. So I think it is conceivable that Brom actually never knew about Murtagh's existence.

Where this concept really shines is in an AU where Brom survives after Murtagh saves them from the Ra'zac. I've always liked these, and I sometimes toy with my own, but there's so many ways Brom could react and I've never been able to settle on one well enough to get invested in it. But I find this SUCH a fascinating take on it (especially if you wave off the detail that Murtagh's voice sounds ~exactly like~ Morzan's, which I tend to do). Brom recovers and meets their rescuer, and he has no idea he's looking at Morzan and Selena's son. Murtagh seems terribly familiar, but Brom has been relentlessly haunted by his past for so long now that he doesn't put much stock in the perceived similarities. Meanwhile, Murtagh realizes that Brom truly does not know that he's the son of the man he murdered, a precarious but welcome relief. Because he doesn't know- up until Murtagh's confession in the valley.

Brom is stunned by disbelief. It can't be true, Morzan had no children, because surely he would know, surely-! But another thought dawns on him, drowning out the memories of Morzan, because who could have been the mother of his child other than his wife: Selena? And Murtagh is looking at him with fear, fear that he'll turn on him because he shares the blood of the man Brom hated most. It's heart wrenching, because even as part of his mind tells him that maybe he should scorn him, Brom is looking at this man who single handedly saved him from the brink of death and saved Eragon and Saphira from far worse at the hands of Galbatorix, and who has given them extraordinary devotion ever since.

In his core, he accepts the truth of Murtagh's claim as he explains his past and recounts the story of his parents exactly how Brom knows it to be. The paradigm shift sends him reeling. Murtagh believes Brom is affected only because of his past with Morzan; he has no way of knowing what he felt for Selena. He still glances at him nervously, especially as he admits that he briefly intended to serve Galbatorix, yet then there's also a spark of trust and gratitude- maybe even hope- in his eyes when Brom doesn't rescind the way he vouched for him when they were stopped inside the gates. How could he? Murtagh has accomplished one thing neither Morzan nor Selena ever did: escape.

Despite everything, his aching heart feels something fiercely like pride. He would not dare ruin that for him.

Then to further prove the truth, like the world is laughing at his years of ignorance, Ajihad recognizes him, because after Murtagh was brought to Uru'baen, the Varden's spies informed him of Morzan's son. But of course, that was after Brom cut himself off and started living in Carvahall, so he never learned of that discovery. "Morzan's son" is said over and over, but in Brom's mind, that idea is far eclipsed by Selena's son. He's hurt and ashamed to realize he never knew something so significant about the woman he loved. And he feels guilty that Murtagh struggled for so long in Uru'baen because no one was there to save him when he was left helplessly alone. Brom must have been so close to him when he arrived right after Selena's death, but he just didn't know.

Brom is utterly at a loss. How can he process Murtagh- the child of Selena and Morzan, Eragon's half brother, and in a certain sense, his own stepson? What can he do now? He was already so terrified of telling Eragon the truth of being his father, and now he has another staggering revelation to inflict on Eragon and Murtagh both. The prospect feels terrifyingly impossible, but keeping his secrets has grown even more painful. Watching how easily and how well Eragon and Murtagh get along is now bitterly ironic. Even without knowing it, Murtagh is a great older brother, waiting vigilantly near his side after the battle. The injury Durza inflicted scared Brom in a way he can't put into words; he simply could not bear to lose Eragon. How could he risk that happening without telling Eragon how much he loves him and values him as his son? But telling him truth could be the quickest way to lose him. And now, with Murtagh, he has more to lose than he ever realized.

-And because Murtagh deserves it, I like all these changes resulting in the Twins never getting the chance to kidnap him, and so Brom has to figure out how to make the three of them into a family <3

#eragon #inheritance cycle #brom #murtagh #selena #morzan #eragon shadeslayer #murtagh acquires dad number 3 #As He Deserves!!!#every few week a new ic au possesses me for a hot sec #broms inner monologue is just constant stressed screaming #my man is so unprepared for everything thats going on #(the one real hitch w the premise is how oromis knew so much if brom never found out about murtagh but no way im gonna let that stop my fun

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katasstrophy · 1 year

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isagi brain juice ! enjoy this lil sneak peek of what i’m working on (isagi’s lowk a dick here but we humble him, but then we get humbled back ) —

isagi knew you were moody. it was something he disciplined himself to be patient for and he prided himself in being able to handle your mood swings. but right now he’s just trying to think of a way to not let his veins pop out of frustration.

“you’re being dramatic, i told you it was my fault already!” isagi frowned, his index and thumb rubbing the temples of his forehead to soothe the little headache forming.

“if you know it’s your fault then why aren’t you apologizing?” scoffing at his eye roll you pause your cleaning on the countertop and cross your arms at him, foot tapping in annoyance.

“because YN you should know that practice is irregular— if you’d told me that your parents were coming over earlier i’d have asked for a day off!”

gritting your teeth in anger you walked up to the man and rivaled his glare with your own, temper flaring at his ignorance. “yoichi i don’t want to have to hear that bullshit excuse from you ever again because like you, i’m also an athlete and i have better time management than blue lock’s so called hero.”

letting out a huff of anger isagi throws his head back and feels his patience thrown out the window. any self control he had before was now gone.

“just because you have better time management doesn’t mean shit to me YN. you don’t need an ego for your sport, i do. my career literally depends on me and my confidence to kick the ball. so sorry if i don’t have time to play house with you.”

before isagi could walk away you made sure to grab the silver necklace he wore- the one with your initials on it and drag him down to you height— eyes flaring in anger, and with a low voice you whisper in his ear as your words trembled in anger. “ don’t take it out on me that you don’t have the balls to kick a fucking football isagi yoichi. just because you’re too pussy to consistently keep an ego doesn’t mean you can disrespect our relationship.” grabbing his jaw firmly you make the blue eyed boy look into your eyes, making sure his line of vision was focused on you. “unlike you yoichi i’m not a dog to ego. following his orders to a T. why don’t you just wear a collar with his name on it? that way when he wants to go on a walk he can just strap a leash on you whenever he pleases.”

laughing to yourself you release his necklace and began to walk away— but not before isagi grabs the back of your shirt and drags you back to him, his arms harshly man-handling you to lay on the table, pinning yours against smooth surface as he let out a growl of frustration.

“you’ve gotten mouthy ever since you landed a spot on the national team YN. i recommend to think before you speak because i’ll make sure you never say that shit to me again.” he seethed.

pressing your arms harder onto the surface he felt himself smirk at your whimper.

“if i’m a dog then you’re my bitch. remember that pretty.”

the way i’ve been hogging this all too myself like a professional hoarder literally WHAT THE FUCK KAYLA i can’t keep going on like this. like WHO GAVE YOU THE RIGHT WHOOOOO ALLOWED YOU TO ASSULT MY EYEBALLS WITH THIS TOE CURLING DRABBLE???? the audacity. no consideration for my wellbeing and sanity ABSOLUTELY NONE ZERO hope ur ready to cover my medical bills bc i have permanent asthma from wheezing so hard while reading this i am NOOTTTT OKAAYYY SCREECHING TEARING MY HAIR OUT

where do i even START you’ve been feeding me ur angry isagi agenda for a while now BUT THIS IS NEXT LEVEL CAUTION HOT MIGHT BURN SCALDING …. i will quite literally never get tired of readers being just as much IF NOT MORE of an asshole especially when it comes to bllk boys like ,,,, YES BBIE BE NASTY AND DEPRAVED AND A MASSIVE JERK WITH ANGER ISSUES i want every blue lock guy ever to go “is my type insane women??? hot” i’m foaming at the mouf coochie weeping

AND BOY DID YOU DELIVVEERRRRRR. like the argument here is so insane(ly sexy). they went off so hard the clap backs??? i gasped out loud it was vicious instant hit call the firemen for that type of first degree burn kinda insults. reader grabbing ISAGI’S CHAIN WITH HER INITIALS TO BRING HIM TO EYE LEVEL what if i came what then. there’s just so much audacity and tension bc they’re both pro athletes.

“if i’m your dog then you’re my bitch. remember that pretty.” THIS TOOK ME OUUTTTT LOORRDDD. the contrast of bitch and pretty like yeah he’s gonna hate fuck the shit out of you on the kitchen counter but ur still his pretty baby he’s obsessed with you.

#the image of isagi with a collar….. will never leave my mind now fuckfuck IM GONNA NUT PLSSSS #get big pro player isagi all subby for you while yanking on his collar with ur name bc he missed another visit with ur parents :(((( </3333 #first time he took his anger out on you and you were left screaming his name but now it’s your turn #THIS IS FOUL THIS IS CRIMINAL KAYLA WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TODAY AM I SUPPOSED TO GO ABOUT MY DAY NOW LIKE EVERYTHINGS NORMAL NAAUUURRR STOP #THIS MADNESS IMMEDIATELY I WILL COMBUST #someday…… i will get you back #isagi yoichi x reader #isagi yoichi smut #lame bf isagi <3 #—my dearest<3 (kayla)#—riv.favs!

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xviruserrorx · 3 months

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It's funny being like "oh yes this fic of mine its going to give you every emotion and it's awesome and oh there's these little foreshadowing bits like just wait... for me to write it."

#virus rambling #i want to scream for the rooftops about some of the lines ive written because its like a pat on the back #of yes thats a good line #and then i remember that im writing a 50k (at the moment) fic for a rarepair that never even interacted in canon #just...#im gonna start rambling about my fic again like before i stopped recently but i need to start again #life is too stressful right now i need to yell about something that makes me happy #text post

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garoujo · 1 year

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STFU ! MY BELOVED REINE @tinyreo GAVE ME THE BEST GIFT EVER N DREW ME & NAGI N IM LITERALLY INSANE I CAN HEAR THE SIRENS IM HOWLING FROM THE ROOF I AM LOOOOOOSING MY MIND <3_<3

#ֹ ۪ ಮ — em rambles #THE SCREAM I SCRUMPT IM NOT WORTHY I DONT DESERVE THISJAJAJAKAKA #LITERALLY NEVER GONNA BE THE SAME ! IM GOING WILD ! IMAHAJAKAKAK I CANT HANDLE THIS #LOOK AT HOW HUGE HE IS ! LOOK AT HOW BIG IMAHAJAKAKA ! OMFGJAJAJkkK #I CANT SCREAM ENOUGH ABOUT THESE THE TALENT !#WHAT THE FUCUJAAJKAAKAKAKAKA I CANT STOP LOOKING AT THEM N SCREAMING OMFG

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natjennie · 9 months

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GOD i love the captain. how did they make a character so perfect and so exactly fit to tickle my brain in the worst best craziest way. how did they do it.

#oh wow silly old army man makes everythign about war WRONG #autistic gay man trying his fucking hardest #im gonna scream and scream and never stop screaming #bbc ghosts #the captain

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thehardkandy · 19 days

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Travelling back home tomorrow hoping for a smooth groove

#i did have a really nice week last week but now im back to everything feeling busy #(its not really that busy)#and oh i miss being slow like idk ever since i was a literal child doing ONE excursion weekly #for an hour #always felt like such s draining burden #and tbh i would like to know why thst is because while it's easy to see as poor habit as an adult reinforcing itself #as a kid i was always made to do things. see people.#i did a summer camp every year at least during the day #i did sports i went hiking in forests #but i remember so distinctly like an age where i stopped asking my parents to try new things #because i would get so excited!!!! but then every week it would become this overwhelming presence #despite being something that i actively enjoyed #and it eventually felt so awful i was like okay no more wanting things you dont use them wisely #like ouch yeah actually that's a big one. wanting things usually wraps back #around to shame or guilt just about always #anyway how is this relevant to travelling?#it's just that i have to travel tomorrow and i have a doctors appointment Friday i have to go to in person #ive changed beds ive slept in 3 times in 5 days #and all i can say at the end of it is that even these little things are JUST enough to be on edge #to feel like im putting my hands over my ears and closing my eyes and pretend nothing bad is gonna happen #even thougu DEFINITELY something bad is going to happen #but of course it doesnt because this is all benign stuff ive done a trillion times before of no note #crazy how complicated it can be to be a person #it is why i dream of living in a small village where i am an apprentice tradesperson and i live simple house #and the house you can walk to anywhere you need to anywhere you need in an your #but no one is that urgent about anything anyway.#beautiful little place that has never actually ever existed for anyone in anytime #but i am still wanting to scream and pull my hair out just asking why why cant everything slow down and be smaller

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wistfxlwishes · 19 days

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GUYSSSSSSSSS MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 5 DAYS BUT YOU KNOW WHAT’S EVEN MORE IMPORTANT??? JUZO SAKAKURA’S BIRTHDAY!!! AND IT’S THE SAME DAY AS MINE!!! MEAN GAY MAN BIRTHDAY COMING UP!!! SAKAKURA!!!

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biolums · 1 month

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can my neighbors learn to be normal and not the loudest humans on the planet. like ANY of them. please

#girls next door had a fight so bad we were thinking about knocking on our guy neighbors door for help bc like #it was scary there was banging and screaming constantly and i was just like. scared!#but me and hera are both >5’5 and weak and also im not feeling well #so we were not comfortable knocking on the door ourself but idk maybe we would have felt safer with the guy next door #it stopped before we got the chance but im like shaken up kinda i dont like being put in fight or flight situations #this all being said: i never want to call the police if i can help it but if someone was getting hurt like. i was gonna call 911 #but i dont want to like. what am i supposed to do in situations where the only thing i can think to do is call 911 #(i called my mom. thats the real answer but i mean like.. as a social convention)#jace.txt

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applejongho · 9 months

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hi anne! just wanted to send u a bit of love 💓💓 (❤️‍🔥?? is flaming heart more ananecore?? idk the shade of the fire doesnt sit right w me 🤔🤔 but thats me being picky) i know its not much, but i hope you feel better soon, u funky cool person.

(also as per tradition, the random aspect of this kat ask is as follows: i get a lot of jewellery (specifically earrings) ads on instagram and a lot of them make me think of you,,, idek of you wear a lot of earrings or if these are even like. a You thing but i still think of u 🤔🤔 eg. 1 / 2 // okay in hindsight these both have different vibes to eachother but sTILL i see them and my brain is like :0 anne :0 ESPECIALLY the first one !!!!!! okay sorry goodbye)

kat thank u for reaching out it means a lot ❤️❤️ feeling a little better, but big emphasis on little.

i do wear a lot of earrings! and i super love the first seller, it Is very annecore :D the fact that you like, nailed me with the earrings and also calling me a cool and funky person and a flaming red heart it just sdajljdsfds. being perceived how i want to be perceived is magical </3 thank u for validating me lmfao bc it is something i have struggled w for years! finally good at it now tho <3

#speaking of annecore things and being more Authentically Me #i have a rly big haircut on saturday and im Not nervous about it (well maybe a little)#like i got my first undercut like a month ago and i did it kind of long so in case i hated it it would grow out easier #but i like it so im gonna get it cut way shorter #AND im gonna make it take up more area on my head if that makes sense #not too much more but baby steps!#AND i got semi perm dye (red ofc) to perhaps do a single streak in my hair #bc perm dye scares me but i also like my natural hair color but i also want The Red #so semi perm and one strand is a good option for me :D #anyway younger anne would be like screaming and crying bc the shit i can do now i could have never done when i was younger #so win for me >:)))))#i gotta stop screaming in the tags anyway #kat 🎹

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eti-mun · 1 year

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God I wish I could stop getting so fucking attached to people

it's exhausting

#the moment they start showing some sort of hint of not being as close to me as they used to my brain just short-circuits #i try to cling to them thinking im never gonna see them again and it tears me up and just causes them more stress #just like 'why did it change!!!! what did i do!!! i can be better! i promise i promise!'#god it wouldnt surprise me if i had fucking BPD with the way my brain just unhealthily obsesses with certain people #i wish it wouldnt fucking do that i wish my brain like #knew that eventually everyone i meet leaves and gets replaced with another one just #*beats brain with broom* STOP GETTING ATTACHED! STOP GETTIN ATTACHED!#and those people can reassure me all they want that its fine they still love me and love my company and stuff #BUT MY BRAIN WONT LET ME BELEIVE THEM AND I JUST WANNA SCREAM AND TEAR APART MY CHEST #just please PLEASE be fucking normal #i want to lay down #its even fucking worse that i cant ever properly explain how i feel because im TERRIFIED of running them off #for once can my brain just attach to someone that will conisistantly feel the same about me

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goobiestar · 1 year

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My parents are mad at me because the fridge is empty 😆 im going to starve myself