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#Like listen I do not care if you refer to yourself as pansexual. I truly don't. If you like that word better good for you
chickenisamazing · 11 months
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Dear lord what did I do wrong to have to get into bi/pan discourse with a teenager on the internet in the year 2023
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juniper-rose-blower · 6 years
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Character Sheet: The Botanist
((It’s been quite some time since I updated Juniper’s character sheet, so here’s a freshened version for everyone. She even has had major growth in her moral alignment, which is always cool to see!
The following is a combination of the Character profile sheet, the About the Muse prompt, two Moral  Alignment tests, the Self-Knowledge test, the Archetype test, and the Flower Personality test [I’ve included links to each one, if anyone wants to try them out; they’re creepy accurate!].))
NAME:  Juniper Rose Blower
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(( Art above done by the wonderful @rookuthelock - who you should definitely check out if you have not already! - show’s June in her two best elements: being an herbalist, and moving about in her travel form. ))
FACE CLAIM:  Amanda Seyfried NICKNAME:  June, Rose CODENAME: ‘Lark’ AGE:  21 HEIGHT:  5′6″ SPECIES:  Human GENDER:  Female BIRTHDAY:  March 17 SUN SIGN:  Pisces RESIDENCE:   SKILLS:  botanist, alchemist, healer DRINK:  Gilnean Ambrosia FOOD:  Meat Pie (usually beef or venison) DAY OR NIGHT:  Day SNACKS:  Pandaren Peach cobbler SONGS: Assassin’s Theme composed by Lorne Balfe [click link to listen] PET:  none COLOR:  earthy tones - brown or green FLOWER:  Azsunian Aethril lilies EYE COLOR:  Pale Gray HAIR COLOR:  Light Sunshine / Platinum Blonde BODY TYPE:  slender, swimmer’s build, modest curves BODY CLAIM:  Candice Swanepoel
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MORAL ALIGNMENT:  Lawful Neutral / Lawful Evil You’re motivated by tradition; you strongly believe in law and order, but you also recognize possible exploits for your own gain in the system. You put a good deal of faith in process, and you’ll follow orders without questioning them, as long as it doesn’t cause you to act immorally in your own mind. While you have the ability to feel empathy for others, you don’t always care about the rights of anyone other than yourself, and you’re not above throwing others under the bus to get what you want, whether that be to protect someone you care for or to simply better your own position.
ALIGNMENT:  Neutral Good A neutral good character does the best that a good person can do. She is devoted to helping others. She works with kings and magistrates but does not feel beholden to them. Neutral good is the best alignment you can be because it means doing what is good without bias for or against order. However, neutral good can be a dangerous alignment because when it advances mediocrity by limiting the actions of the truly capable.
[ SOCIETY ]
$ Financial : wealthy / moderate / poor / in poverty. ✚ Medical : fit / moderate / sickly / disabled / disadvantaged. ✪ Class or Caste : upper / middle / working / slave / unsure. ✔ Education : qualified / unqualified / studying ✖ Criminal Record : yes, for major crimes / yes, for minor crimes / no / has committed crimes, but not caught yet.
[ FAMILY ]
◐ Marital status : married - happily / unhappily / engaged or betrothed / partnered / single / divorced / separated / widowed ◒ Children : has a child or children / has no children / wants children. ◑ Relationship with Family : close with sibling(s) / not close with sibling(s) / has no siblings / sibling(s) is deceased / Has cousins and is close to them ◔ Filtration : orphaned / adopted / disowned / raised by birth parents mother
[ TRAITS + TENDENCIES ]
♦ extroverted / introverted / in between. ♦ disorganized / organized / in between. ♦ close minded / open-minded / in between. ♦ calm / anxious / in between. ♦ disagreeable / agreeable / in between. ♦ cautious / reckless / in between. ♦ patient / impatient / in between. ♦ outspoken / reserved / in between. ♦ leader / follower / in between. ♦ empathetic / unemphatic / in between. ♦ optimistic / pessimistic / in between realistic. ♦ traditional / modern / in between. ♦ hard-working / lazy / in between. ♦ cultured / uncultured / in between / unknown. ♦ loyal / disloyal / unknown. ♦ faithful / unfaithful / unknown.
[ BELIEFS ]
★ Faith : monotheist / polytheist / atheist / agnostic. ☆ Belief in Ghosts or Spirits : yes / no / don’t know / don’t care. ✮ Belief in an Afterlife : yes / no / don’t know / don’t care. ✯ Belief in Reincarnation : yes / no / don’t know / don’t care. ❃ Belief in Aliens : yes / no / don’t know / don’t care. ✧ Religious : orthodox / liberal / in between / not religious. ❀ Philosophical : yes / no. / in between
[ SEXUALITY & ROMANTIC INCLINATION ]
❤ Sexuality : heterosexual / homosexual / bisexual / asexual / pansexual. ❥ Sex : sex repulsed / sex neutral / sex favorable. ♥ Romance : romance repulsed / romance neutral / romance favorable. ❣ Sexually : adventurous / experienced / naive / inexperienced / curious. ⚧ Potential Sexual Partners : male / female / agender / other / none / all. ⚧ Potential Romantic Partners : male / female / agender / other / none / all.
[ ABILITIES ]
☠ Combat Skills : excellent / good / moderate / poor / none. ≡ Literacy Skills : excellent / good / moderate / poor / none ✍ Artistic Skills : excellent / good / moderate / poor / none ✂ Technical Skills : excellent / good / moderate / poor / none.
[ HABITS ]
☕ Drinking Alcohol : never / sometimes / frequently / to excess. ☁ Smoking : trying to quit / never / sometimes / frequently / to excess. ✿ Other Narcotics : never / sometimes / frequently / to excess. ✌ Medicinal Drugs : never / sometimes / frequently / to excess. ☻ Indulgent Food : never / sometimes / frequently / to excess. $ Splurge Spending : never / sometimes / frequently / to excess. ♣ Gambling : never / sometimes / frequently / to excess
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[ MOST NOTABLE PERSONALITY TRAITS ]
TENDERNESS
You are not afraid of the sufferings and sorrows of other people, even when they are acted out in unappealing ways. Beneath even defensiveness and self-righteous behaviour, you know that deep down people need nurturing and consolation. One danger is being naive about people’s dark sides. But at your best you know you can be mean yourself, which helps you to sympathize. You bring strength and forgiveness where other people might panic.
RATIONALITY
You like clarity and intelligent simplicity and you get frustrated at messy thinking. This can make you seem unreasonably pushy to some, but it is actually a virtue: you are motivated by a horror at pointless effort and a longing for precision and insight into how things and people work. Your ability to synthesize and bring order is essential in producing thinking which is truly helpful.
INDEPENDENCE
You don’t set out to be different for its own sake; you are more easily guided by what interests and moves you. You are more concerned about what is right for you than about the pressure to fit in. In sex you are more aware than others of impulses which are not entirely conventional. You know the value of selective irresponsibility, of forgetting occasionally about being ‘good’.
Your archetype is the doppelganger.
Traits: manipulative, self deprecating, intelligent, knowledgeable, ambiguous, caring
The doppelganger is most commonly used to symbolize the divide between two egos, or the grey line between good and bad. Doppelgangers are extremely intelligent, and are able to manipulate a persons thoughts and feelings for their own benefit. While they are seen as a darker character, they are closer to being morally ambiguous, if not someone who has been forced into a position they never agreed upon. Doppelgangers wish they could do better, and often find themselves regretting not doing something. While they are capable of manipulating others, they are vulnerable, making themselves susceptible to being manipulated as well. Although many of their traits are negative, they crave attention, validation, and wish they could be a better version of themselves. If you can get under their hard exterior, you’ll find a true friend, and a loyalist.
FLOWER PERSONALITY Juniper is:
Fennel
You Are: You’re quiet, sometimes shy, with a tendency to be reserved. You have a humble, kind nature and often find yourself taking care of others. You can be known to hold things in, and you don’t always speak up for yourself. This tendency to hold things in can lead to disturbances.
Fennel is soothing and supportive, helping to ease digestive upset. For feelings of fullness and bloating, fennel is the friend to call on to help.
Sweet and mildly bitter, with a distinct licorice-like taste, fennel was revered by the ancients for its charming properties. Attributed with the power to bestow long life, courage, strength and even to ward off evil spirits, we modern plant people highly regard fennel for its capacity to ease uncomfortable feelings of fullness, bloating or gassiness, or as an all-around promoter of healthy digestion.
Nettle
You Are: Truly a nurturing and supportive friend, you’re the kind of person that just isn’t for everyone. But those who take the time are rewarded with your gentle disposition, and the kind of friendship that does a person good no matter the difficulty they’re facing. When out of balance, you can become more prickly than supportive or nurturing, though—a sign that you need to shower yourself with the same kind of nurturing you so freely give to others.
Nettle is a deeply supportive herb that has been used for centuries as a tonic to support your body’s well-being. A traditional springtime tonic whose alluring “green” taste is a reflection of the rising green of spring, nettle gently nourishes the whole body.
Nettle’s genus name, Urtica, comes from the Latin urere, meaning “to burn”, an obvious reference to nettle’s nasty sting. Nettle is widespread around the world, and evidence of this very old plant was even found in Neolithic stilt dwellings in Switzerland dating back to the third millennium B.C. It has long been enjoyed for its gentle support for the whole body, as well as for its refreshing, green taste.
Peppermint
You Are: Unflappable. You are cool in the crisis, calm in the storm, collected amidst the chaos. You’re a breath of fresh air, a waft of inspiration to the down-and-out, a refreshing, inspiring, uplifting person to be around. Of course, even a cool cucumber like yourself can run into trouble. You may try to take on too much, which can leave you feeling weighed down and not quite yourself.
With its comforting breath of fresh air and the peppery, sweet familiar scent that tingles your nose, peppermint is a classic candy flavor. But there’s herbal wisdom hiding in those after dinner mints—peppermint oil also has the power to relieve occasional indigestion and soothe your stomach when your digestion needs a little help.
Long before mint became the go-to flavor of everything from gum to candy to toothpaste, the Greeks, Romans and ancient Egyptians were using mint leaves as a digestive aid. Peppermint’s characteristic minty-ness comes from menthol, an important part of its essential oil that, when present in high enough quantities, will be felt in a tingle in your nose and a strong minty scent that carries across a room.
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joseyfeli1-blog · 7 years
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This is it. Halloween 2017
So this Halloween (sadly) i will not dress up. But i will strip down, Ayyyyy!!
alright back to business. Sexuality, Identity, and least important of this bunch, Biological Sex.
This post is for my blog and to be written down. I am still closeted, which i only will tell people that i believe will not care so much about this info. Serisouly in my life, it isnt a huge thing for me.
So it has come to me, throughout this year i really shouldn’t say i am cisgender, and heterosexual. And for me that was strange for me to be so okay with. Yet it wasn’t of how accepting and how much i love myself. No. it is truly cause i knew i wasn’t but never went to go check up the lgbt+ shit, and didn’t care about this stuff. But here i am, caring about myself (how do i feel about that? ehh). Sexuality was never something i cared to bring up/talk about, but Senior year (high school) and im just realizing that from past experiences that, yeah, it is more complicated than - hetero, cis. Yeah no, mostly all my lifes explanations are paragraphs, or essays. long story short, This post is really not for the people who would support me (though Thank You so much) and also not for me to accept me. Again I never cared for my sexuality and i still dont, but since i might get asked, and i would like an straight(Hah!) answer.Okay so here it is…
Identity
A big thing this is. Most explanation will be put into this (not for people to believe me, just so its written somewhere). I want to be identifyed as Genderfluid, three genders, Male, Female, and Non-Binary. For friends on here, dont worry im fine with the pronouns and or whatever you all me. I enjoy no remembering that im biologically male, but i understand people wont care for me in the future. Plus about 17 years of it, kind of numbs you to caring about the pronoun game. So why identify as genderfluid and not be cisgendered? Well for me i am self aware that i depreciate myself (all the fucking time) and some part of it was, so i mustnt hate myself enough to realise i should accept the idea of me being identified as the other two genders. So i thought about, i hate most masculine shit. feminine shit? Love a lot of it! Shit with no gender?  Cool as fuck. So why be filtered Josey? why not embrace this threepeice mofo? 
Why do i believe myself to be these genders?/ Why identify as them?
picture a triple Venn diagram please? Male, Female, Non-Binary.
Why male? i WILL NOT degrade the beauty of the other two genders to have me as a full addition. (self-depreciation, i know, again self aware af) 
Why Female? They all are strong as H E L L! to be apart of them, thats a nice thought. Plus ive had a front row seat of how most common men act towards women and i will not be apart of those asses(i am a different kind of asshole, but that is for another post, not the time right now) I never liked the way how most people talk about how lesbians are only hot and the they are sexualized, THEN! when they bring it up! everyone calls them crazy and disregards the actions of sexualizing women loving women.
Why Non-Binary? They have no need for being either common gender, Awesome! in my opinion. The fact that i never cared for my gender  through my young life, speaks out to me, not loudly, but i know i barely care for the thing in between my pants, regardless my bio sex. In fact, i wont have memories of me being called specific pronouns and shit where i feel nostalgia over them, you wanna know why? Cause i dont remember being called a boy and enjoying it! i just remember having a great time with video games or walking around the houses ive been in.
Seriously days go by without me acknowledging that im male, so in my opinion no it doesn’t matter to me what people think of me, nor if they will support my identifications. Hence, Genderfluid, not trans, not just Non-binary. But three halves, to make a whole.
Sexuality
Alright the simpler part of this post. So when growing up, media, my family, myself, just thought it was okay for making me believe that: Yes! i am hetero! i like women! and it is okay how many are being degraded!
took me a second, but luckily i do not think that at all anymore. (for people that are going to argue me, realize that: too bad if im wrong! i aint changing this post for you!) Now sadily it took me tim eto notice how heteros i knew/ know think its fine how they think so lowly of the people they find sexually attractive, but opinions opinions! so i digress.
I am DemiPansexual (and probs demiromantic, not the time to figure that shit out yet.;p)
Demisexual- Part of the Ace spectrum, you are sexually attracted to no one other than people you have created such powerful bonds with, the immensity or lack of strong bond is obviously individual preference.
Pansexual- People sexually attracted to people whom are themselves as much as possible. See People, we dont care for biological sex, identity, or sexual orientation of whomever we feel attracted to sexually. Again personal reference is what you are looking towards other people (or yourself? who nows? some freaky narcissistics out there, @rapforeminem im looking at You!:p). For me, people being themselves the most, and me seeing them sexually attractive because of it- That (again for me) is someone living their life where they cant stop learning themselves and aspiring to be themselves as we all know, we gonna die soon. the fact is (in my opinion), People dont change, they adapt and grow. They become what their soul is. i believe that souls know what we will become, hopes that we discover all 100% of ourselves, i pray to know all of me, but im also scared, so i will not try to really go out for the answer, if it happens, it happens, and cool too. To see someone be themselves and embrace it, brightens my mood. seeing their bright eyes, makes me bite my lip (like a loser and/or fangirl, lol), it makes me feel good/ special to be there for it. it is special and sweet. anyhow, i hate seeing people as sexual objects, i know i very much did before, but for me, it was normalized! for me! i am justifying me right now, im justifying when i didn’t know that was not how i like to think and act.
DemiPansexual- So why use both? Well, i shouldn’t call myself/ use the ace spectrum to use for myself, again big respect for each one of them, because  i have seen people that i didn’t have/ picture of having a profound bond with. And I love the soul of others, they’re so pretty! Especially when they are really unfiltered.
now because i am pansexual, doesn’t mean i have to seek out the entire soul of another to be even a tiny bit sexually attracted to them. That is my opinion. This Whole Fucking post is my god damned opinion, why type and post it? it will give me god damn peace broham. having something written, helps me cope, so in a sense, this helps me be me, acceot myself and my complicated sexuality/identity.
So for people whom talk, or want to talk to me (there is no line for that), and dont know how to talk to me aafter i come out, just notice, i never really talked about myself in these ways before! i never really cared, i am numb to how poeple just saw a straight regular boi. GOD do i wish it was that simple, literally over an hour typing this shit! But of course to end it,
Biological sex
i am boi
Alright that is it! Hahaha, okay so this is going out at 2:00 am in texas time, but 12:00am (Halloween) for westcoast of the united states. ill reblog during the day of Halloween. not to advertise myself, but for people that want a coming out post, and or support me no matter what (thank you again, love you lot) i identify as.
Oh and i understand that there are so many! so many spectrums and other shit, so if you read all this, or just feel like im incorrect and ou are in fact more intelligent in this subject than me and try to tell me “that i am actually something else”, or “there is a better title for you” i wont listen right now, im fucking exhuasted okaying this post as is, ill check on myself and the wikipedia if I feel the need to. And if you do not beileive or disagree with any part of my coming out shtuff, talk to me directly, no need to hurt my supporters, followers, people i follow, random Tumblr users, and especially mutuals( I Love you guys! MWAH!). Message ME that im wrong or dont exist! not the people that had no idea this post was being done! give me your hate! im cool with it! I Will allow it!
Anyway! Happy mother fucking Halloween California! Have a safe and fun one this year! and everywhere else for that matter. 
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adoredykelano · 7 years
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all the evens (on the LGBTQ asks) c:
2. At what age did you first realize that you like girls?
probably like 17/18 was when i first realized
4. At what age did you first come out?
18
6. Has coming out lost you any friends?
not any important ones
8. How many gay friends do you have?
idk a lot. most of my friends aren’t straight i might have like two straight friends
10. Have you ever cut your hair super short?
the shortest i ever cut my hair was chin length and i Hated It so never ever again
12. How much do you like cats?
i don’t
14. Do you like high heels?
they’re alright but i’m not a huge fan
16. How accurate is your gaydar?
idk gaydar isn’t really something i think i’ve ever used because i just. don’t care. so i have no clue
18. How do you feel when platonic female friends refer to each other as girlfriends?
i hate it, i hate it so bad
20. Ellen or Portia?
ellen?
22. Would you ever want to get married?
i sure would
24. Would you ever want to give birth?
i am fairly certain i would not
26. Have you ever dated a guy?
yeah
28. How many rainbow items do you own?
i honestly don’t know if i own any
30. Have you ever celebrated National Coming Out Day (October 11)?
nope
32. Have you ever worn a woman’s suit?
nope
34. Do you eat meat?
sometimes
36. Who is your favorite LGBT celebrity?
uhhh mary lambert i think
38. How often do you find yourself trying to sneak a peak or staring at a cute female?
not very often but mostly because when i leave my house i’m too anxious to stare at anyone much less cute girls
40. Are you comfortable with terms such as lezzie, lesbo, or dyke?
i don’t identify as a lesbian so they’re not my terms to be comfortable or uncomfortable with. 
42. In general, has being out affected your relationships with other females?
not really
44. Have you ever been in a long distance relationship?
yep
46. How long is the longest relationship you’ve been in? Are you still with that person?
nearly 9 months. no.
48. Do you think it is possible for someone to truly be a 50/50 bisexual, or is the percentage always skewed in favor of one gender?
it’s possible i guess but i don’t really agree with the whole “percentage” thing like i’m not partially gay and partially straight i’m just pansexual u feel
50. Do you watch any lesbian YouTubers?
just hannah hart i think
52. Have you ever been hit on by another female?
yeah
54. How many girlfriends have you had?
two
56. What does equality mean to you?
everyone has the same opportunities and respect as a human being
58. Have you ever shared clothes with a girlfriend?
not really
60. How flirty are you?
not very
62. Do you listen to any LGBT musicians such as Tegan and Sara, Melissa Etheridge, or Chely Wright?
mary lambert, halsey, kesha, probably a bunch of other ones i can’t remember off the top of my head
64. Have you ever been discriminated against because of your sexuality? If so, please explain. 
not to my knowledge
66. Are you or have you ever been a tomboy?
Big Ol’ No
68. What personality trait are you most attracted to?
compassion
70. Beer or wine?
wine if i have to pick from the two
72. From 1-10, how attractive are muscular women?
7, they’re not really My Type but they’re beautiful
74. From 1-10, how attractive are women who are covered with tattoos?
8, i literally don’t care if they do or don’t have tattoos so either way right on
76. From 1-10, how attractive are women with short hair?
idk 7? i’d like to take a moment to discuss how much i hate rating people on a scale of 1-10 based on factors that have very little to do with how much i like them or how attractive i find them
78. From 1-10, how attractive are highly intelligent women?
8
80. Have you ever been on your period the same time as a girlfriend?
yeah
82. Do you carry a purse?
i do
84. Have you ever pretended to be completely straight?
yes lol
86. How well do you think LGBT women are portrayed in television?
Not Very Well, Brenda
88. Do you have any celebrity crushes?
kesha and harry styles
90. Do you believe in love at first sight?
no
92. Where do you think is the best place to meet a potential lover?
idk it depends on the type of person you’re looking for
94. Have you ever had a one night stand?
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i guess so
96. Have you ever been part of a softball team?
no
98. What stereotype about LGBT women do you disagree with the most?
idk probably that there has to be one butch girl and one femme girl in a relationship?? like the entire fucking point of a same sex wlw relationship is that the two people are both women stop trying to push your heterosexual gender role bullshit off onto us 
100. What advice would you give a girl who is struggling to come out?
wait until you’re in a situation where it’s safe for you to do so, and don’t feel bad about having been closeted. being in the closet isn’t lying, it’s protecting yourself and there is no shame or deceit in that.
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bookshopwitch · 7 years
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Answers to Questions For LGBT Ladies #LGBTask
Questions For LGBT Ladies #LGBTask
Here are some random questions pertaining to LGBT Ladies. Have others ask you or simply answer them yourself.
Here are my answers!
69. Boobs or butts? Boobs. 
70. Beer or wine? Beer. 71. Do you have a favorite lesbian movie? Not particularly.  72. From 1-10, how attractive are muscular women? All women are beautiful 73. From 1-10, how attractive are women who wear glasses? See above 74. From 1-10, how attractive are women who are covered with tattoos? See above 75. From 1-10, how attractive are curvy/plus-size women? See above 76. From 1-10, how attractive are women with short hair? See above 77. From 1-10, how attractive are masculine butch women? See above 78. From 1-10, how attractive are highly intelligent women? See above 79. From 1-10, how attractive are tall women (i.e. around 6 feet or taller)? See above 80. Have you ever been on your period the same time as a girlfriend? Yes. 81. Has a girl ever dumped you for a guy? Not that I know of. 82. Do you carry a purse? Yes! 83. Do you have any LGBT relatives? I think so? 84. Have you ever pretended to be completely straight? Nah. 85. Would you ever date a trans girl? Of course.  86. How well do you think LGBT women are portrayed in television? We’re getting there. 87. Have you ever had a crush on a woman who’s much older than you? Nope. 88. Do you have any celebrity crushes? So many. 89. Do you have any opinions on LGBT people in the military? I don’t see the issue with it. 90. Do you believe in love at first sight? Yes. 91. Would you ever have a threesome? If so, would a guy be included? Sure! If a guy wanted to be included, he could be. 92. Where do you think is the best place to meet a potential lover? Somewhere you’re doing something you love. 93. Is there such a thing as “good” lesbian porn? Definitely.  94. Have you ever had a one night stand? Nope. 95. How often do you wear a bra? Everyday.  96. Have you ever been part of a softball team? No. I am the least coordinated person I know. 97. If you could live your life all over again, would you still be attracted to other women? Yeah.  98. What stereotype about LGBT women do you disagree with the most? That we’re all butch and manly and ‘act like guys’.  99. What advice would you give a girl who is struggling to figure out her sexuality? Take your time! Experiment, read, watch, listen. Take your time to figure it out. You don’t have to know straight away what your sexuality is. You can come out as a lesbian and realize you’re also attracted to guys and that is okay! You can change your mind! You do what you want and like who you want. You don’t have to conform to a label if you don’t want to, and you can always change your mind.  100. What advice would you give a girl who is struggling to come out? Don’t feel like you have to make a it a big deal. You can keep it to yourself. People feel like you have to come out to, like, officially be gay, but that’s NOT TRUE! I never officially ‘came out’ to anyone, it just became a part of me, and that was that. I never sat my friends down and was like ‘guys, I like women’. That didn’t happen for me. It just became something that was a part of my life, just like I don’t sit people down when I meet them and say ‘guys, I’m a thespian.’ You don’t ‘come out’ as a christian, or a cheerleader, or a drama kid, or Australian. It’s just a part of you. So if you’re struggling to come out, just know that you do not have to come out until you are ready, and you do not have to come out at all if that’s what makes you feel comfortable.
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elrieltinuviel · 7 years
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All the questionssssss!!!!!!!!!
1. How do you define your sexuality?
Asexual
2. At what age did you first realize that you like girls?
like 5
3. How out are you?
Mostly, Don’t talk about it in person
4. At what age did you first come out?
18 or 19
5. Who was the first person you came out to? How did they take it?
I don’t remember
6. Has coming out lost you any friends?
No
7. What is your current relationship status?
Taken!
8. How many gay friends do you have?
I have mostly queer friends
9. How many male friends do you have?
3
10. Have you ever cut your hair super short?
sadly
11. How often do you wear flannel?
Once in a while
12. How much do you like cats?
Love cats!
13. Do you like skirts and dresses?
Kinda yeah
14. Do you like high heels?
Never worn them
15. Do you have any tattoos? If so, how many and where?
No :(
16. How accurate is your gaydar?
Not super
17. Have you ever been to a gay bar or a gay club?
Nah
18. How do you feel when plutonic female friends refer to each other as girlfriends?
Ew
19. Have you ever had a crush on a straight girl?
Lol hella
20. Ellen or Portia?
I don’t care
21. Is your nose pierced?
No
22 Would you ever want to get married?
yeeeeeee
23. Will you wear a dress for your wedding?
Maybe!
24. Would you ever want to give birth?
Fuck no, not that I could
25. Have you ever watched The L Word?
Nah
26. Have you ever dated a guy?
Nope
27. How do you feel when someone uses the word gay to mean stupid, dumb, or boring?
I don’t like it.
28. How many rainbow items do you own?
None I think :/
29. Have you ever been to a pride festival?
Not yet, was supposed to go last year and the year before to Boston Pride, never happened
30. Have you ever celebrated National Coming Out Day (October 11)?
I came out on Facebook to everyone on National Coming Out Day lol
31. Have you ever participated in the National Day of Silence?
No
32. Have you ever worn a woman’s suit?
I don’t understand, what makes a suit a women’s suit? I’ve worn a Men’s suit
33. Have you ever worn any men’s clothing?
Sadly for my own protection
34. Do you eat meat?
Ye!
35. Do you consider yourself a feminist?
Of course.
36. Who is your favorite LGBT celebrity?
Don’t have one, don’t really care about celebs too much
37. Are you religious at all?
A bit I suppose
38. How often do you find yourself trying to sneak a peak or staring at a cute female?
Fairly often, but I don’t stare anymore.
39. What is your ideal first date?
Depends on the person
40. Are you comfortable with terms such as lezzie, lesbo, or dyke?
Absolutely not.
41. How outdoorsy are you?
Less than I used to be
42. In general, has being out affected your relationships with other females?
No
43. How much makeup do you typically wear?
None
44. Have you ever been in a long distance relationship?
Yes, Its tough
45. Are you more feminine or more masculine?
Masculine :/ I don’t really know how to be feminine...
46. How long is the longest relationship you’ve been in? Are you still with that person?
A year and a half? Maybe only a year idk. No
47. Have you and a girlfriend ever been mistaken for sisters?
lol no
48. Do you think it is possible for someone to truly be a 50/50 bisexual, or is the percentage always skewed in favor of one gender?
Anything’s possible
49. Have you ever wished you were completely straight?
Back when I used to think I was
50. Do you watch any lesbian YouTubers?
Nah
51. Do you like wearing combat boots or Doc Martins?
Never have
52. Have you ever been hit on by another female?
Yes but they didn’t know I was a girl...
53. How athletic are you?
Not anymore
54. How many girlfriends have you had?
6? maybe 7. I mean I think technically only 5, but both NB partners went by/go by female pronouns
55. What is your opinion of septum/bull nose piercings?
Cute sometimes, depends on the face and jewelry really
56. What does equality mean to you?
Compassion and full rights for everyone regardless of anything. True proper equality, and the means to attain what you need with little to no effort.
57. If you are not a full blown lesbian, about what percentage of the time do you find yourself attracted to other females?
On occasion. I still have a lot of old prejudices I’m working on getting rid of, so that probably plays some part in that lack of attraction to people simply based on their appearance.
58. Have you ever shared clothes with a girlfriend?
No, I’m too big. I suppose some have take sweatshirts, but only for a bit
59. Have you ever liked or dated a girl with the same name as you?
Lol there are no girls with my name.
60. How flirty are you?
Not very, I don’t understand the cues well enough
61. Are you a virgin?
No.
62. Do you listen to any LGBT musicians such as Tegan and Sara, Melissa Etheridge, or Chely Wright?
Not that I know of
63. Have you ever been told that you are too pretty to be gay?
I’ve been told I’m too cute to be ace, does that count?
64. Have you ever been discriminated against because of your sexuality? If so, please explain.
I don’t think so.
65. Have you ever driven an SUV or a pickup truck?
Ye, I miss my SUV
66. Are you or have you ever been a tomboy?
No.
67. Agree or disagree: Everyone is at least a little bit gay.
I like to think the “default” is bisexual/pansexual, but I’m not sure.
68. What personality trait are you most attracted to?
Sense of humor I think
69. Boobs or butts?
Both???????
70. Beer or wine?
Cider!
71. Do you have a favorite lesbian movie?
No
72. From 1-10, how attractive are muscular women?
Aight for these I’m going with aesthetic attraction, not sexual.
8 or 4, depends on how muscular
73. From 1-10, how attractive are women who wear glasses?
5 (glasses do nothing for attraction for me, just means she can’t see)
74. From 1-10, how attractive are women who are covered with tattoos?
9 (tattoos are hot, I’m talking all forms of attraction here)
75. From 1-10, how attractive are curvy/plus-size women?
6 (one of those prejudices I’m working on)
76. From 1-10, how attractive are women with short hair?
7 (depends on the style)
77. From 1-10, how attractive are masculine butch women?
6
78. From 1-10, how attractive are highly intelligent women?
8
79. From 1-10, how attractive are tall women (i.e. around 6 feet or taller)?
8
80. Have you ever been on your period the same time as a girlfriend?
Lol I don’t have a uterus
81. Has a girl ever dumped you for a guy?
I think so?
82. Do you carry a purse?
Nah
83. Do you have any LGBT relatives?
Yes, a couple
84. Have you ever pretended to be completely straight?
Most of the time
85. Would you ever date a trans girl?
Someone being trans wouldn’t be the thing stopping me from dating them, so yes.
86. How well do you think LGBT women are portrayed in television?
Not so great.
87. Have you ever had a crush on a woman who’s much older than you?
How much older? I mean yeah, but its subjective.
88. Do you have any celebrity crushes?
Sure
89. Do you have any opinions on LGBT people in the military?
I don’t like the military in general, lets get that straight (lol) but if someone is risking their life for my protection, who am I to say they can’t? I sure the fuck wouldn’t do it.
90. Do you believe in love at first sight?
No
91. Would you ever have a threesome? If so, would a guy be included?
Lol no. I don’t really like sex as is
92. Where do you think is the best place to meet a potential lover?
No idea, the internet from my experience
93. Is there such a thing as “good” lesbian porn?
It’s more the home made stuff where people aren’t faking for their male viewers, And things can be fairly educational.
94. Have you ever had a one night stand?
No
95. How often do you wear a bra?
Never have I think
96. Have you ever been part of a softball team?
No
97. If you could live your life all over again, would you still be attracted to other women?
Yes.
98. What stereotype about LGBT women do you disagree with the most?
The one where “bi people are untrustworthy” and shit. Most of the ones about bi people, really. And that aces are selfish.
99. What advice would you give a girl who is struggling to figure out her sexuality?
Have patience, and its okay to be wrong. Don’t rush, you aren’t better that anyone else based simply on your sexuality, that literally doesn’t matter as far as who you are as a person, morally. You’ll figure it out someday. You aren’t “wrong” or “disgusting” or “broken” or “greedy”. You’re wonderful.
100. What advice would you give a girl who is struggling to come out?
Make it a pun if/when you do decide to. Make sure you’re safe, that’s most important. But definitely make it a pun.
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The Botanist
((So, it’s been a while since I updated all of her info. As I’ve played her, some things have blossomed slightly differently than I originally thought they would, her interactions have varied from person to person, and I’ve done a number of tests and alignments and things for her; so I’m doing a re-post of all the information. Enjoy, give her a follow, and spam her with asks! Pretty please! ^_^
The following is a combination of the Character profile sheet, the About the Muse prompt, the Moral Alignment test, the Self-Knowledge test, the Archetype test, and the Flower Personality test [I’ve included links to each one, if anyone wants to try them out; they’re creepy accurate!]. It also includes a visual breakdown of June and her gear.))
NAME:  Juniper Rose Blower
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(( Art above done by the wonderful @rookuthelock, which I’m still OVERTHEMOON in love with, show’s June in her two best elements: being an herbalist, and moving about in her travel form. ))
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FACE CLAIM:  Amanda Seyfried NICKNAME:  June, Rose CODENAME: ‘Lark’ AGE:  20 HEIGHT:  5′6″ SPECIES:  Human GENDER:  Female BIRTHDAY:  March 17 SUN SIGN:  Pisces RESIDENCE:  Swamp Castle SKILLS:  botanist, alchemist, healer DRINK:  Gilnean Ambrosia FOOD:  Meat Pie (usually beef or venison) DAY OR NIGHT:  Day SNACKS:  Pandaren Peach cobbler, or Osprey’s apple pie SONGS: Assassin’s Theme composed by Lorne Balfe [click link to listen] PET:  none COLOR:  earthy tones - brown or green FLOWER:  Azsunian Aethril lilies EYE COLOR:  Pale Gray HAIR COLOR:  Light Sunshine / Platinum Blonde BODY TYPE:  slender, swimmer’s build, modest curves BODY CLAIM:  Candice Swanepoel
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ALIGNMENT:  Lawful Neutral /  Lawful Evil You’re motivated by tradition; you strongly believe in law and order, but you also recognize possible exploits for your own gain in the system. You put a good deal of faith in process, and you’ll follow orders without questioning them, as long as it doesn’t cause you to act immorally in your own mind. While you have the ability to feel empathy for others, you don’t always care about the rights of anyone other than yourself, and you’re not above throwing others under the bus to get what you want, whether that be to protect someone you care for or to simply better your own position.
[ SOCIETY ]
$ Financial : wealthy / moderate / poor / in poverty. ✚ Medical : fit / moderate / sickly / disabled / disadvantaged. ✪ Class or Caste : upper / middle / working / slave / unsure. ✔ Education : qualified / unqualified / studying ✖ Criminal Record : yes, for major crimes / yes, for minor crimes / no / has committed crimes, but not caught yet.
[ FAMILY ]
◐ Marital status : married - happily / unhappily / engaged or betrothed / partnered / single / divorced / separated / widowed ◒ Children : has a child or children / has no children / wants children. ◑ Relationship with Family : close with sibling(s) / not close with sibling(s) / has no siblings / sibling(s) is deceased / Has cousins and is close to them ◔ Filtration : orphaned / adopted / disowned / raised by birth parents mother
[ TRAITS + TENDENCIES ]
♦ extroverted / introverted / in between. ♦ disorganized / organized / in between. ♦ close minded / open-minded / in between. ♦ calm / anxious / in between. ♦ disagreeable / agreeable / in between. ♦ cautious / reckless / in between. ♦ patient / impatient / in between. ♦ outspoken / reserved / in between. ♦ leader / follower / in between. ♦ empathetic / unemphatic / in between. ♦ optimistic / pessimistic / in between realistic. ♦ traditional / modern / in between. ♦ hard-working / lazy / in between. ♦ cultured / uncultured / in between / unknown. ♦ loyal / disloyal / unknown. ♦ faithful / unfaithful / unknown.
[ BELIEFS ]
★ Faith : monotheist / polytheist / atheist / agnostic. ☆ Belief in Ghosts or Spirits : yes / no / don’t know / don’t care. ✮ Belief in an Afterlife : yes / no / don’t know / don’t care. ✯ Belief in Reincarnation : yes / no / don’t know / don’t care. ❃ Belief in Aliens : yes / no / don’t know / don’t care. ✧ Religious : orthodox / liberal / in between / not religious. ❀ Philosophical : yes / no. / in between
[ SEXUALITY & ROMANTIC INCLINATION ]
❤ Sexuality : heterosexual / homosexual / bisexual / asexual / pansexual. ❥ Sex : sex repulsed / sex neutral / sex favorable. ♥ Romance : romance repulsed / romance neutral / romance favorable. ❣ Sexually : adventurous / experienced / naive / inexperienced / curious. ⚧ Potential Sexual Partners : male / female / agender / other / none / all. ⚧ Potential Romantic Partners : male / female / agender / other / none / all.
[ ABILITIES ]
☠ Combat Skills : excellent / good / moderate / poor / none. ≡ Literacy Skills : excellent / good / moderate / poor / none ✍ Artistic Skills : excellent / good / moderate / poor / none ✂ Technical Skills : excellent / good / moderate / poor / none.
[ HABITS ]
☕ Drinking Alcohol : never / sometimes / frequently / to excess. ☁ Smoking : trying to quit / never / sometimes / frequently / to excess. ✿ Other Narcotics : never / sometimes / frequently / to excess. ✌ Medicinal Drugs : never / sometimes / frequently / to excess. ☻ Indulgent Food : never / sometimes / frequently / to excess. $ Splurge Spending : never / sometimes / frequently / to excess. ♣ Gambling : never / sometimes / frequently / to excess
[ MOST NOTABLE PERSONALITY TRAITS ]
TENDERNESS
You are not afraid of the sufferings and sorrows of other people, even when they are acted out in unappealing ways. Beneath even defensiveness and self-righteous behaviour, you know that deep down people need nurturing and consolation. One danger is being naive about people’s dark sides. But at your best you know you can be mean yourself, which helps you to sympathize. You bring strength and forgiveness where other people might panic.
RATIONALITY
You like clarity and intelligent simplicity and you get frustrated at messy thinking. This can make you seem unreasonably pushy to some, but it is actually a virtue: you are motivated by a horror at pointless effort and a longing for precision and insight into how things and people work. Your ability to synthesize and bring order is essential in producing thinking which is truly helpful.
INDEPENDENCE
You don’t set out to be different for its own sake; you are more easily guided by what interests and moves you. You are more concerned about what is right for you than about the pressure to fit in. In sex you are more aware than others of impulses which are not entirely conventional. You know the value of selective irresponsibility, of forgetting occasionally about being ‘good’.
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Your archetype is the doppelganger.
Traits: manipulative, self deprecating, intelligent, knowledgeable, ambiguous, caring
The doppelganger is most commonly used to symbolize the divide between two egos, or the grey line between good and bad. Doppelgangers are extremely intelligent, and are able to manipulate a persons thoughts and feelings for their own benefit. While they are seen as a darker character, they are closer to being morally ambiguous, if not someone who has been forced into a position they never agreed upon. Doppelgangers wish they could do better, and often find themselves regretting not doing something. While they are capable of manipulating others, they are vulnerable, making themselves susceptible to being manipulated as well. Although many of their traits are negative, they crave attention, validation, and wish they could be a better version of themselves. If you can get under their hard exterior, you’ll find a true friend, and a loyalist.
FLOWER PERSONALITY Juniper is:
Fennel
You Are: You’re quiet, sometimes shy, with a tendency to be reserved. You have a humble, kind nature and often find yourself taking care of others. You can be known to hold things in, and you don’t always speak up for yourself. This tendency to hold things in can lead to disturbances.
Fennel is soothing and supportive, helping to ease digestive upset. For feelings of fullness and bloating, fennel is the friend to call on to help.
Sweet and mildly bitter, with a distinct licorice-like taste, fennel was revered by the ancients for its charming properties. Attributed with the power to bestow long life, courage, strength and even to ward off evil spirits, we modern plant people highly regard fennel for its capacity to ease uncomfortable feelings of fullness, bloating or gassiness, or as an all-around promoter of healthy digestion.
Nettle
You Are: Truly a nurturing and supportive friend, you’re the kind of person that just isn’t for everyone. But those who take the time are rewarded with your gentle disposition, and the kind of friendship that does a person good no matter the difficulty they’re facing. When out of balance, you can become more prickly than supportive or nurturing, though—a sign that you need to shower yourself with the same kind of nurturing you so freely give to others.
Nettle is a deeply supportive herb that has been used for centuries as a tonic to support your body’s well-being. A traditional springtime tonic whose alluring “green” taste is a reflection of the rising green of spring, nettle gently nourishes the whole body.
Nettle’s genus name, Urtica, comes from the Latin urere, meaning “to burn”, an obvious reference to nettle’s nasty sting. Nettle is widespread around the world, and evidence of this very old plant was even found in Neolithic stilt dwellings in Switzerland dating back to the third millennium B.C. It has long been enjoyed for its gentle support for the whole body, as well as for its refreshing, green taste.
Peppermint
You Are: Unflappable. You are cool in the crisis, calm in the storm, collected amidst the chaos. You’re a breath of fresh air, a waft of inspiration to the down-and-out, a refreshing, inspiring, uplifting person to be around. Of course, even a cool cucumber like yourself can run into trouble. You may try to take on too much, which can leave you feeling weighed down and not quite yourself.
With its comforting breath of fresh air and the peppery, sweet familiar scent that tingles your nose, peppermint is a classic candy flavor. But there’s herbal wisdom hiding in those after dinner mints—peppermint oil also has the power to relieve occasional indigestion and soothe your stomach when your digestion needs a little help.
Long before mint became the go-to flavor of everything from gum to candy to toothpaste, the Greeks, Romans and ancient Egyptians were using mint leaves as a digestive aid. Peppermint’s characteristic mintiness comes from menthol, an important part of its essential oil that, when present in high enough quantities, will be felt in a tingle in your nose and a strong minty scent that carries across a room.
A breakdown of June’s gear:
The Botanist’s outfit consists of olive green dyed cargo capris, a brown corseted and multi-pocketed vest, a dark green hooded over-vest, a reinforced pair of leather fingerless gloves, a leather belt holding a large journal pocket, and a set of deep green leather boots given to her by Kestrel and Osprey after extensive refurbishing. She also carries a one-strapped knapsack and a shoulder satchel.
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There are a total of 20 outside pockets adorning the capris, vest, and over-vest. In each of these pockets, June regularly changes out batches of seeds / leaves / flower petals from various herbs, depending on what she finds is useful for certain situations.
The journal pouch attached to her belt carries her purple leather-bound Botanist’s journal, which she fills with sketches, notes, research, and pressed samples of the plants she researches; she also keeps the Herbs of Argus book that Mal gave her there, occasionally flipping through pages to gawk at the beauty of the alien plantlife. If one were to remove these books from said pocket, they’d also notice a set of pencils, charcoal, and a quill and inkwell at the bottom of it.
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The shoulder bag has 3 outside pockets, and is large and open on the inside. In the first outside pocket she stores 3 rolls of silk bandages; the second holds 3 long rolls of linen; and a small kit - which includes a pair of pruning clippers, a seemingly endless spool of thick weave twine, a flint and iron, and a steel flask - rests in the third. On the inside of this bag, Juniper keeps a large collection of herb pouches and vials, her small collection of books gifted to her from Winter’s Veil, an assortment of empty phials, and a hinged wooden latchbox. Inside the box, held in perfectly shaped niches of worn velvet for protection, is a collection of ten different colored carved stoppered phials. Each appears handcarved from crystalline stone types, like jade or amethyst or quartz. Each is lovely. She also keeps a modest wooden mortar and pestle and a wooden cup.
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Finally, June keeps her main water skin tied to her belt, on the opposite side from her journal pouch. She also sometimes wears a timber-colored cloak with a mantle of dire wolf fur - she managed to get ahold of this item in Elwynn from a bandit, and added the fur from a local wolf she took down. Most often, unless it’s wintertime, this cloak remains in her newer satchel with her sherpa-lined black leathers. The soft items help the bag make a great travel pillow.
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